Same I Lowkey clicked on this love reading for funsies after passing a thumbnail for a video called “blocks you need to work on NOW” or something. Cant run 😂😂
#2 I know I'm about to get spiritually dragged. He knows I feel strongly for him? 🤢🤮 I have been trying to hide these feelings and he knows it regardless 🤢🤮
#1. Yes. Twin flame. We mirror each other. I find her sweet, shy (with me), nice and cute. Currently not in communication so I send her hints about our feelings via songs on my Facebook page.
Pile 3: so I'm on the twin flame journey, and I can confirm. It's a very very, confusing, sparatic, and tough journey. That being said though it's so so so so beautiful.
@@CDuell 🤣 Absolutely 😈😈. Is it still hell for you? Curious where you are at in your journey. It gets better I promise lol. But that Dark Night of The Soul is a bitch 😂.
@@tothetop2498 still there. But now taking care of myself as I see and know: he isn't there....like...million lightyears away from being in a stable relationship...
@@CDuell - That’s good that you’re healing. Yeah, this twin flame journey isn’t really about the other person. As I’m sure you’re aware of. Wish someone would have said that at the beginning of this thing lol! Good luck ✌🏽.
#3 Since the first day we met we felt very comfortable and at ease with each other. However, he has made it pretty clear he doesnt want to deepen the connection......to my knowledge because he has alot to "fix" and do and he doesnt want to hurt me by not providing me with what I want and need.
Pile 3 thank you - glad to hear he understands my feelings for him, lately I've pulled back my energy while he works on some things so we can have a more balanced relationship. I think we are twin flames but I have my own ideas on what that means; all I know is I've never loved anyone this much and I look forward to him kissing the shit out of me. 🥰
i chose pile 2, i was breaking down yesterday about this connection and i had a lot of anxiety around this connection as well. I stated thinking things like i wasn’t important to him and that i’m just another random person in his life and that i wasn’t worthy enough, so this resonated well. We also met after him and his ex broke up. Thank you for this reading
The lesson we are learning, especially with a twin flame, is that we should not need to expect being valued or galidated by others. We have to give that to ourselves. A twin flame will only come back, if we don't expect anything anymore.
@@dee-tx5jd yes but we were talking about the topic of this tarot reading. And to know your value doesn't mean you don't get hurt if someone undervalues you. And if you watched the pile you would know what he said that I am magnifying the problem etc, which is projection. Twin flame journey also teaches you to stop taking projections from anyone.
@@dgcoollyoo I'm not saying we shouldn't set healthy bou daries or even walk away from people, who do what you said. I just wanna emphasize, that the most important lesson is, that nobody can make us feel anything, good or bad, if we don't allow it. The trauma, the corewound, that's being triggered, is like a veil. The more we heal, the more we realize, that other peoples actions can never hurt us or take away value. Our feelings come from within us.
"If it's not your monkey it's not your circus to deal with" I'll remember that advice forever thank u so much for your readings, you are always so accurate.
pile 2: this reading actually helped me so much. i genuinely cried lol. i’ve been really struggling and i’ve felt like i have to believe and prepare myself for the worst. But i’m starting to believe that maybe that’s not true. maybe the universe has good things in store for me.
pile 2 ; the fact that this was posted in september but it resonates so well with what happened to me so recently is astonishing. he left because he knew i wasn't taking as much care of myself because i was holding out for him and he knew i was anxious about everything. i wouldn't have let go and started taking care of myself on my own, he knew that, he knew everything i was feeling without me saying it. it hurts but i have made a ton of progress working on myself since then, so at least i know it's working, even if i miss him
same, and I didn't even believe in this stuff when I met him. it's wild :) I keep trying to disprove it to myself, to no avail lol. I'm just surrendering now.
#2 Everything resonated. He never did anything to show me that he’s still hung up on his ex and up until now I’m bawling bc of that. You don’t know how much you eased the pain I was feeling and stopped me from crying. More power to your channel 💝
I know this reading is over a year old, but watching it right now was exactly what I needed to hear. I choose pile 2, and last night my friend said the exact same thing to me "I wish I could show you, as an outsider looking in, this is anxiety". Hearing reaffirmed here has really helped me see. I also paused the video and was talking to myself about all the past pain and chain events I've had happen, and I started crying from it, and as I unpaused, you took a moment to say that the universe and spirit sees us as strong, outside of everything else, I am a strong person, and I just thought that was so perfect in timing, I was meant to watch this video in this moment. I thank you Eso, but also, I thank myself. I really need to show myself more love and gratitude, and work through all the past trauma.
I never comment but I just wanted to say I’ve been binging your videos and I can tell you have a lot of empathy for people. You’re always speaking so gently with compassion and understand... so carefully and reassuring, it’s very beautiful to see. Thank you so much!
pile 2: i genuinley cried lmao, i needed to hear a lot of what you said. i love how personal your readings are, it’s so evident that you actually care.
Pile 3 I don’t know if we are twin flame. But when I first saw him, I felt connected to him without talking to him. I did leave when I knew he was with someone else who was using him to get me jealous. It’s been almost 4 years that I last saw him and for the past month I been thinking of him, seeing him and daydream of him. As well his birthday is next month.
NeLeBe Yess. We were always arguing but then laugh and smile about it, though we weren’t together. People always assume that we were if they didn’t know us and the people who did they would just say he loves you. I didn’t believe them until the last that I saw him. I was 22.
holy shit, a vixx stan. love ur name and pfp. and my heart goes out to you and your TF situation OTL mine never said that to me but that's how i feel because we literally almost never talk or see each other :/
Pile 1 is so comforting, knowing my person has such an accurate perception of me haha! AND is exactly what I needed to hear. I'm so excited to build a future with them, too.
pile 2: spirit really dug in even though i'm still SAD. ugh lmao. yeah i'm not even going to lie. i have ptsd and several piggy backing disorders related to trauma that make me constantly feel like shit. i literally got a call from my boy since i was crying really hard earlier because i was feeling not good enough for friendships or connections. he's my best friend and he left to go abroad for over a year and he didn't tell me until a month before. we're now both in college about two hours away. i've had feelings for him since the beginning but i always find out that he's dating someone right before i'm going to confess so i'm now just a walking ball of anxiety because i keep thinking that i want to tell him how much i love him but at the same time i don't want to confess and it turns out he's already with somebody. i hope deep down he likes me just as much and wants to make it work but it's hard because he's going through stuff too. our connection is always "wrong place, wrong time" kinda vibes and i just want to get to a conclusion already. edit: came back to this reading after ten months and got pile 3 for a different person. the vibes are WAYYYY different and this connection is so much stronger and so much better. i’m tired of settling for less and this current guy is really the WHOLE package
Dude pile 2 on point. Been running through my fears all day asking advice from a family member and writing the fears down to turn them positive because I think something bad will happen with our connection. Thank you for the reading 💙 Back story: we have a twin flame connection. Right now he is running and I'm trying my best not to chase. I can't contact him cause I know he will continue to run. I know we need to focus on ourselves to heal but I'm so anxious that I will lose him or something will go wrong.
Eyy sounds a little similar to me. You can talk to me if you need someone. In my case tho I’m done chasing cause I was told he was always this confused and I realize no matter what I do he might just need that time and right now it seems things do play out in a positive way relatively
@@sonic66646 😊 same I noticed recently that me focusing on myself and being positive is having some sort of impact. We definitely need time to heal apart from each other. I'm hopeful that it won't take much longer.
MsBlacKat Hmm can I talk to you? I wanna tell you what I experienced in case it would help you. In short (edit: not.) it was meddled with high anxiety and post trauma that I didn’t know about until I finally enlisted and it burst out, before that I was just sick. So idk how would I react to everything with him otherwise, I definitely knew this sickness was taking a toll on me. So like idk if it was 100% my anxiety that was making me lose myself and become less and less myself because right now I still feel that way, but when I actually got to the military and was surrounded by my team and literally received so much love from them as friends, I remembered who I am. And I remembered how awesome I am. And that was around the time someone who knows my person told me he has always been this confused. And I was like wow. Like I am sooo awesome. I can’t believe my energy has been turned off by this situation. Like I am really understanding but I really felt like wow fuck him. Like just fuck him. Idk I really needed to say that until it sunk down and now I’m just calm about it. I am awesome. And I listen to Ariana’s “break free” whenever I need to get this down again. It made me feel so much better. I love myself and my life and everything around me and if he needs time and if mistakes are unavoidable, then, they will happen anyway. And I should not be waiting for it or anticipating it because who knows how much time will he need and how many unavoidable things will be in the way. If it is unavoidable then I am contempt with it happening. And I know I love the way I pick up on and react to situations. And I know with him especially I really love how naturally that happens to me. So I’m confident in my attitude being overall positive for the situation even if some bombs blow up in the way. And I realize that I feel like walking on eggshells with this because I can tell every little thing can blow up to him and cause both of us suffer. So no. I am not going to get myself in this mess like that. I am going to be really calm and understanding of how sometimes he will have no choice but to get confused and learn about himself and about his problems. And when he comes back and talks to me again I will tell him clearly that it’s ok if he will get confused again and need more time, and even if it seems to him like that would not happen again it might just come in, and like the last time he might have a thousand legitimate and grounded reasons not to tell me what is he going through or thinking. It’s just gonna be less suffer for him if he tells me anyway and we can talk about it because he will have more substance to use when considering everything. I feel like in this time he was really wondering a lot about what ifs that are really far from who I am because he backed off before he could tell what I am like fully. And yeah. Like to myself just as much as I feel like worrying about him and worrying about what will happen to me, I see that in the end it is dragging me down and is ineffective. So as much as the desire to worry and consider it is unavoidable - I have a stronger force that pulls me to the other side, and that is not spending more time feeling less like myself. I am soo awesome. And I love being awesome. And I love being surrounded by people and feeling them enjoying me and enjoying them back. So I’m gonna say “this is the part when I say I dont wanna. I’m stronger than I’ve been before” every time I need to remind it to myself and it really works.
@@sonic66646 wow thank you for sharing your story! Yeah I've gotten down right pissed at the connection and wanted to call it quits several f**king times. But usually when I nap on it I realize that the connection we have is beautiful and is like no other I've had in my life and it needs time to come together. I will say that this ordeal has taught me a lot of s**t about myself and the the things i need to work on through out my life due to sh***y f**ked up life experiences. And i completely agree. once i got out of high school and into college i noticed my drive and motivation for the things i "wanted" was majorly slipping. Hell i even took a motivation class to see if i could fix the problem myself and i was unable too. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety since i was 13 taking prescriptions cause the doctor told me to. Which i hated cause i felt like my whole family was judging me for having a mental illness so i tried to hide and and stopped taking the meds. Back to college: After dropping out, working dead-end jobs that made me feel like nothing, and attempting to commit suicide 2 years ago. I realize I've always felt like I've been missing something. Now I know it was him. But I've went thought the stages of where I know i need to realize that i can't rely on him to make my life happy. I have to make my life joyful on my own. Lately I've been trying to find the beauty in everything around me and thinking of all the things I'm grateful for. It's like ever since I've ran across him there is a new warm light to everything in my life. I'm able to do the things that use to love and have my child like wonder about the world again. Sorry if i babbled on but I understand the frustration of it ALL and trust me my mood for this connection changes constantly but i always feel love coming in from him no matter what. I'm willing to wait for him but I'm not putting my life on hold but I think it will be worth the wait . . . No I know it will be worth the wait. We have waited lifetimes for this moment Good luck to your connection! Try your best to stay positive! Keep doing your thing and all the things that make you happy and make you the brilliant person you are! Shine your brilliant light and he will find his way home!!!
MsBlacKat Ohh that is so interesting. Thank you for sharing you did not at all babble I’d love to hear more. I’m so sorry to hear your life played out this way but I am also going to actually cry because of what you said about you feeling this warm light and child like and beauty in everything around you. I know in some states it can really blind you to all the beauty around you. I really really wish you the best of luck on this journey and to become really happy because I’m sure you can. And yeah, if he needs to go then he can go. I’ve heard from enough twin flames to be sure that 100% of them can’t date other people and can’t stay away from each other, it’s just that some of them need time because they’re confuzzled people. When you met him, did you immediately feel calm and free to be yourself just by looking in his eyes? It was so weird to me. I’ve never felt this way
Pile 2: OMG, you READ me like a book..? Yes he knows how I feel and he did thank me for liking him. I manufactured exhaustion in my head too, the whole time I was just self-sabotaging myself and coming out with the worst case scenario in my head which never happened (like him feeling annoyed with me and blocking me or just rejecting me coldly; ironically he sent me a very heartfelt message). After pulling away from him during this period of time, I'm finally able to love myself again. AND YES, I kept thinking he probably have like a lot of girls around him who is so much better and prettier than me. I don't know if how he feels is right but what I felt resonated a lot. THE YELLOW DUCK, I manifested months ago and used this as a sign that my manifestation is coming true. I have NEVER seen this yellow duck and it is the first time I am seeing it in months after I manifested T. T Is this a sign?
Pile 1: they need to make a move first. Sorry but ive tried to communicate in the past and got embarrased and or ignored or they deleted their ig messages after they liked mine..he needs to make a move and then ill see where it goes lol
Pile #3: ... all you did was literally lay out the cards and I’m like “...this is what she’s thinking??? THIS IS WHATS SHES THINKING???”okay here we go 😂👍🏾
Pile 2. I’ve had problems explaining my anxiety, especially when it came to saying it out loud. You said exactly what I’ve been wanting to say. Thank you
I hardly ever comment on tarot readings, but I feel so drawn to. Pile 3, everything resonated perfectly and it brought me to tears. For so long, I was told that I was weird to feel so connected to him and hold so much faith in the connection. Yet, All of the emotions and tiny reminders give me reason for why there are somethings worth waiting for. All of my life, I have a felt a very strong connection to the moon. Last night, I asked the moon for any kind of sign/guidance and I found this. Thank you for the lovely reading. 💞
2 pile I going really hard time right now ANd I worry about everything and try put every before and I do forget to take me frist.Thank you honest and caring to look at need not what there. As anyone told you make great counselor and for what love read tarot card. Thank you very much frances. I am finish writing I wrote a short novel allready I really hard write but did my very best
Pile 2.... the beginning made me feel “attacked”, in the most beautiful way possible ( was needed ) I understand spirit, I understand 🖤 my Aquarius mind ♒️ I have a tendency to live in my “ worst case scenario and overthinking mind “ and living with bipolar 2 and GAD. I’m my own worst enemy much of the time. I know my person loves and cares for me, we are just best friends rn. I just hope things can grow more. 😢🙃
Divine literally rushed my finger to click this video and it put me in tears. This was literally for me, thank u... lord know I’m trying to work on my self, not that it’s any burden but wow this is what she’d say to me if we weee up late night talking and building on this foundation, it’s crazy bcz right now is when I needed this message that you so much. Not only that but the charm “B” sent me... that’s what her name starts with. God is just so good and everything is going to welll and it’s amazing how much divine shows me each and everyday, thank u so much for this reading it really hit home.
I picked pile one and this eased my anxiety a bit. Every time I'm with him I feel so good and safe and heard and yet we haven't spoken of our feelings yet. Knowing that he's still going to be patient with me although I've made him wait for quite a bit already just puts me at ease. When I'm alone the anxious thoughts get the best of me and just today I thought how it all feels too good to be true and then you literally said it too.
PILE 2 HERE! I have been trying to not feel that strong cause I know both time to heal and to be one with ourselves first, but you told me all this and now I want to cry.
When you speak, you're so energetic and enthusiastic so I've just subscribed! I picked pile 2 and yes I am an extremely anxious person who thinks they are far too good for me. I do also jump to conclusions and rarely give people the benefit of the doubt, I'm working on this. I do believe us to be soul mates, but it's just so complicated and I fear nothing will ever come of this connection. I've tried moving on and letting go, but the connection just keeps coming back- it's like I can't escape them especially when I see 11.11 everywhere recently! Thank you for the video!!
Pile 2 - severe anxiety and stuck in a toxic marriage with a narcissist while trying to get divorced. Amazing reading re:my true soul mate who sees what I'm going through.
You're always eerily on point, you've grown into being my fave tarot youtuber! I was drawn to pile three and it resonates SO MUCH. Creepy thing is that in love readings i always get twin flame cards, and I've been sure from the start that my partner is my twin flame. Thank you for another amazing reading 💖
I got pile 3, when you showed the charms up close, the 8 looked like an infinity symbol. That was me and his thing, infinity. Idk why but I keep seeing this sign and it’s driving me insane.
I’m crying, I choose pile 2 because it caught my eye as soon as I played the video, and it’s sooo relatable. Also when you did the charms and took the little red guy, called him really cool and named him Martin, I literally gasped because that’s how I see the boy I like and he also has the same name🥺💕
I love listening to you, there are times i don't even want to know anything about the topic, but to just listen to you. You're like an elder sister to me. You teach me so much. You make me feel comfortable and accept myself. You're a beautiful person.
I really resonated to pile 2. Very wholesome and genuine interpretations. Im gonna be honest, I started crying. Definitely would love to do a personal reading with you.
Pile 2: I finally seen my person after not seeing them or really talking to them for over a year. I didn’t realize how negatively I was projecting this reunion. I am scared of another tower moment. I am grateful to have the chance to see them again. I will check my thoughts a reroute them.
Pile three, here : thank you for the 'nuts' part, it really cracked me up... XD And the reading resonated too, so it's all good :) Thanks for that too !
Pile 2 reminded me of a conversation i had with my nephew as we played with beyblades. We talked about wanting to go out and play, except it was raining, and i said, "I want to go running. If i don't, i feel like I'll go crazy." And he said, "but aren't you having fun right now?" And I was dumbstruck because he asked a simple question, but it awakened me.
I chose pile 2 and I can't explain how much that reading resonated with me. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years and I've always worried that my anxiety would be too much for him since he has so much going on already in his life. And even though we've been together for almost 2 years I still feel like he's way too good for me and he deserves so much more than what I could offer him. When you mentioned the number 19 and the month of September that made me happy since I'm 19 years old and our anniversary is in September. So thank you Eso for the wonderful reading😊
did not expect to be crying over myself rather than my supposed connection, bc i picked pile 2 and that little rant you gave was just so on point and different from what i’ve been hearing lately, lol. thank you for the way you conveyed what needed to be said.
I picked pile 2 and then you said it was opal and I was o shit my birthstone and then for some reason, I had this urge to cry and as soon as you said "you're so strong" I broke mannnn I just wanna say I love your energy and this honestly really helped me THANK YOU
#3 That is T.F. pile: "Not my circus, not my monkey" When you come at a certain level of understanding, you avoid participating on otheters unrealistic expectactions and projections put on to you! I think the T.F. dynamics is a perfect example of this. It seems like a never ending battle of projection. So much so I don't participate in reflecting back and I understand they just need a little more work to do. 😥💕
I chose three and got a message that I really needed to hear. It was something for a past life and it helped heal my inner child. I know it may seem weird considering some of the context, but I really needed that. And as soon as you said the Wii might have a meaning, I started to cry. Thank you so very much for giving me this message
Pile #2 This is crazy.. I am exhausted because I'm trying to not think too much about my mom's passing. And secondly, I am VERY scared to be optimistic about our relationship. Because I feel like if I am excited about the future and dwell in the love we have something will go wrong. Like I will jinx it and ruin everything 😩😩😩😭😭😭😭💔
Pile 2. When you said “you” in this video it was like you got the energy swapped and weren’t talking about me, but you were talking about them. I was the cross watcher in this reading
Do you know why energies get confused sometimes? I was always curious to what people meant when they say this and why it happens. Also if you or anyone knows, why does mirroring happen? Or is it our own delusions?
Your voice is so soothing Eso, it means the world when someone comes from such a compassionate and understanding place to render advice and channel messages from the ultimate source. Thank you so much for your time. May God bless you 🦋💞💫🧿❤️
theres only two tarot youtubers that i truly trust are connected to whatever energy i am intertwined with, and you’re one of them 🤍 thank you for these videos. fr.
#2. Yeeah, I never would have thought that on my birthday week I would have ZERO time for myself because of being tied up with responsibilities and such. I just wanna be a normal person for a freaking day at this point. How did I go from "let me find a creative way to make money" to "I HAVE to find a creative way to love myself and get some time off??"
I have never commented on any TH-cam video until now. Pile #2, just wow. Not one thing in this pile didn’t resonate & the charms got me immediately bawling. There is so much love here, so much to look forward to
I chose pile 1 and it was totally spot on... he’s a strong Scorpio and I’m a strong Pisces moon... almost the entire message resonated.. we both are also number 7’s which i always connect to the chariot. divine timing and we do mirror each other strongly but also have a strong polarity. So many other things but ill leave it at that
Woke up with a bad headache cause of a anxiety attack last night, didn't slept well. I opened YT & immediately saw this video. Picked pile 2 & as always, the reading ia spot on. So accurate that I had goosebumps.
Pile 2: thank you. I found your video right after I’ve started to feel like I’m not doing good enough or being weird/bad partner. I felt like I needed space and time to sort myself out out of those anxiety. It is always nice to hear someone say the words that I needed to hear, to know that I don’t want them for selfish reason or moodiness. They are all 100% on point. It is all on me for letting the letting the anxiety grows. My partner is a sweetheart and would let me know that I’m not as bad as I thought. But I’m becoming more afraid of making this person feels like they need to walk on an eggshells with me ....
Pile 1: bruh, this was so comforting, thank you. When you brought up the "PNW" i almost yote my soul, I live in Oregon. Extremely accurate and great energy, thank you so much 💜
I’m in the dark playground at work trying to bring the light in for my clients. It can be draining. I started a ritual of saging myself before I leave the house. I look at myself as a healer of the soul. This is how I look at you too. I get the feeling I am intimidated to my person. I send him positivity everyday, not just through text but videos too; sometimes.
Pile 3 totally resonated! I hate asking for help. I will do anything for him or anyone else but I cant ask for help because early on in college I learned that when you ask people don’t follow through. I guess I need to work on this now lol! Then when you picked the 0,3,8 charms, OMG i froze that his birthday! Thank you for sharing your gift!
Pile 2. My soulmate is my fiance. He has been very loving to me. I have been so difficult for him due to my anxiety this pandemic has brought me. But he always makes me feel loved and wanted. But we already passed this incident and we are both happy again. I am able to love him and myself right again. He IS a cool guy and his names starts with an M ☺
Pile 1: resonated thank you. Very intuitive relationship. Bit of fear on both sides, 1976 is his birth year and he is a songwriter and plays the guitar. Definite potential for much more than friends but at that difficult stage to be more vulnerable and open up. I am quite direct with my communication so good to hear he appreciates that. Wish we all were like that as life would be a lot easier!
Hi Madison I was originally guided ti group 3 and then was asked to listen to group 2. Yes definitely spot on with the advice from Spirit about seeing the value in myself because they see my value. The whole anxiety issue, thank you so much for being so compassionate about dealing with this subject. I have come through an advers childhood that went on into my adult life. Although, i reached out for help before being able tdistance myself from this situation. This distancing has been recent. It has helped knowing about CPTSD and how to move forwards on my road to recovery. Boundaries has been the hardest when you have grown up being told you are not allowed to say no to ppl who had a significant role in my life. The boundary thing is getting slightly easier. It's one of my intentions i set each day to set boundaries first with myself and then with others. I have found the setting boundaries with others slightly easier but I have an internal struggle that i end up needing to overcome. So the charm not 'my circus, not my monkey business'. It has helped me to understand that i am not responsible for someone else's healing journey (this relates to someone i know who is struggling to take action for themselves that i have been offering support). Equally, this reminds me about a telepathic communication with my TF as he had picked up i wasn't feeling that great and wanted to help me in some way. I thanked him and said just as your healing is your responsibility my healing is mine. He said he understood and that the offer was there. Also in another telepathic communication following a song he sent me, he wanted me to be a part his life and his wife if he wasn't being too presumptuous. Just before i clicked on your video reading i heard tge song, Sunshine by Gabrielle playing in my head. Then the words i love you and i always will '. Thank you again for this reading. Sending you love light and blessings 💖
pile 2 !! and I definitely needed to hear that i need to take a break bc i always work myself so hard especially w my anxiety thank you! you’re so amazing and talented
Pile 1: this is exactly how the guy I broke up with last week has shown he feels about me. He got heavy into idealizing me and projecting his feelings onto me. He took every nice thing I did as a sign that I was as I love with him as he was infatuated with me (for perspective we were only ‘together’ for a week). Physically we were very compatible and there are a lot of coincidences between us that make the connection feel fated but he was moving way too fast for me and while he would tell me it was ok for me to not reciprocate all of the compliments he was giving me or to feel the same way he was he would still create this weird nonverbal pressure. I do think he’s a nice guy and he’s attractive and everything but he was showing signs of neglecting my actual feelings and pushing the boundaries I was making bc I told him I wasn’t ready to be so open with him. The channeled messages are insanely accurate. I broke it off after something he said to me. Also: he’s a cancer sun/Taurus moon/leo rising
These pick a card readings are better than any therapy session I’ve ever had
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Legit same #1 was so relatable lord I’m embarrassed- 😳🗿
Oh I TOTALLY AGREE!!!!
EXACTLY!!! And we can resonate to whatever we want to!!
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Pile 2 got me like “I’m in this photo and I don’t like it” 🤣🤣
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Same I Lowkey clicked on this love reading for funsies after passing a thumbnail for a video called “blocks you need to work on NOW” or something.
Cant run 😂😂
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Why do tarot readers always have such a nice voixe
and hands lol
DESTINY
I was just thinking this 🥰🥰🥰
Yeah, in fact some of them have sensual voice.😄
Becoz they’re tarot readers
"They're not trying to roast you, they just want you to know" lmao OK
Same lmao
Yea it seriously made me cry
@@tasianacollins3131 sammee
U so cute tho
@@tasianacollins3131 I’m so happy to know I wasn’t the only one who cried lol
#2 I know I'm about to get spiritually dragged.
He knows I feel strongly for him? 🤢🤮 I have been trying to hide these feelings and he knows it regardless 🤢🤮
Im dead 😭
I GAGGED TOO I HAD TO PAUSE REAL QUICK OMG I COUDNTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Im saying bruh tryna shove my feelings down the rabbit hole
@@tinamariejohnson9574 SAME AHAHAHBAHAA
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Me: is moving*
Her: “they know you feel strongly for them”
Me: PAUSE.
Sorry, I hope everthing going well. Lot of love for you.
Pile 2: When you talked about anxiety, I WAS LIKE.... HOW? DO? YOU? KNOW??? I am crying :(
She was so compassionate speaking about it too 💖, made me feel really understood coz of how hard it can be managing my anxiety on a daily .
I cried too. It's so hard.
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I cried too
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1:11:11 - you want your world to be expanded with this person
And that twin flame card right over there!!!!
Broooooo
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Pile 2: actually the really bad thing already happened, and that was when I was super optimistic about the connection.
Same girl same.. Wanna talk about it?
Feel same
same lmao but some part of me has some hope
Same
May i ask what happened? I also am a pile 2
Pile 2: thank you for not saying “just think happy thoughts”. You get it and this helped me so much ❤️❤️❤️
#1. Yes. Twin flame. We mirror each other. I find her sweet, shy (with me), nice and cute. Currently not in communication so I send her hints about our feelings via songs on my Facebook page.
sagent6 that’s so sweet
how sweet
How’s that no communication going?
@@tothetop2498 Still in no communication. But I have faith and hope that it’s part of the process of Divine Plan and I will first work on my healing.
@@waykee33 It is tricky it seems. Being reminded today that this journey is not about them.
Pile 3: I can't stop thinking about him
Me too!❤
Its so hard!
I wish I could yo.
when it become every second then it's not fun anymore... 😭
@@TCChow1996 especially when yor geninly trying to do your own thing.
Pile 3: so I'm on the twin flame journey, and I can confirm. It's a very very, confusing, sparatic, and tough journey. That being said though it's so so so so beautiful.
It is hell.
That’s awesome that you see it as beautiful. I do too. It’s not so confusing anymore for me. How are you doing on your journey now?
@@CDuell 🤣 Absolutely 😈😈. Is it still hell for you? Curious where you are at in your journey.
It gets better I promise lol. But that Dark Night of The Soul is a bitch 😂.
@@tothetop2498 still there. But now taking care of myself as I see and know: he isn't there....like...million lightyears away from being in a stable relationship...
@@CDuell - That’s good that you’re healing.
Yeah, this twin flame journey isn’t really about the other person. As I’m sure you’re aware of.
Wish someone would have said that at the beginning of this thing lol! Good luck ✌🏽.
Can my TF people all agree that being in this connection is the craziest shit ever?
Girl YES 🥲 still struggling with if it’s all in my head or not lmao
What is happening. 🙂
Omg same!! How is your guys connection going now? I’d love to know your stories ✨✨✨
Yeah uts difficult. I researched it around 2 years ago. I'm definitely not looking for my twin flame. But damn here we are
Pile 3, twins are not all that fun. it’s been a long road and a lot of work and sooo many emotions. He’s my heart though.
Yes! The tension is real
Lol I think I’m the only one having fun 😂🤩 hahaha I love myself I don’t need anyone. 🤩🤩🤩🤩
@@DaveGrohlsprincess Period
#3 Since the first day we met we felt very comfortable and at ease with each other. However, he has made it pretty clear he doesnt want to deepen the connection......to my knowledge because he has alot to "fix" and do and he doesnt want to hurt me by not providing me with what I want and need.
Pile 2: all I got a say is I keep giving my poor soulmate mixed signals with bad actions. My fault. But also his.
Same 🤭
Same
SAME OMGGG
SAME
@Maria Clara Mano Zanardo De Franca huh? What is pfp?
Pile 3 thank you - glad to hear he understands my feelings for him, lately I've pulled back my energy while he works on some things so we can have a more balanced relationship. I think we are twin flames but I have my own ideas on what that means; all I know is I've never loved anyone this much and I look forward to him kissing the shit out of me. 🥰
i chose pile 2, i was breaking down yesterday about this connection and i had a lot of anxiety around this connection as well. I stated thinking things like i wasn’t important to him and that i’m just another random person in his life and that i wasn’t worthy enough, so this resonated well. We also met after him and his ex broke up. Thank you for this reading
Pile2 “this isn’t a spiritual drag” ma’am I was dragged 😂😂 but in a good eye opening way lol
Pile 2..he needs to stop entertaining options so that I don't have to keep second guessing. Instead of giving me a lecture.
Dude🤣😭😭😭 SAME!!!!😢
The lesson we are learning, especially with a twin flame, is that we should not need to expect being valued or galidated by others. We have to give that to ourselves. A twin flame will only come back, if we don't expect anything anymore.
@@dee-tx5jd yes but we were talking about the topic of this tarot reading. And to know your value doesn't mean you don't get hurt if someone undervalues you. And if you watched the pile you would know what he said that I am magnifying the problem etc, which is projection. Twin flame journey also teaches you to stop taking projections from anyone.
@@dgcoollyoo I'm not saying we shouldn't set healthy bou daries or even walk away from people, who do what you said. I just wanna emphasize, that the most important lesson is, that nobody can make us feel anything, good or bad, if we don't allow it. The trauma, the corewound, that's being triggered, is like a veil. The more we heal, the more we realize, that other peoples actions can never hurt us or take away value. Our feelings come from within us.
Lol Spot on
"If it's not your monkey it's not your circus to deal with" I'll remember that advice forever thank u so much for your readings, you are always so accurate.
pile 2: this reading actually helped me so much. i genuinely cried lol. i’ve been really struggling and i’ve felt like i have to believe and prepare myself for the worst. But i’m starting to believe that maybe that’s not true. maybe the universe has good things in store for me.
pile 2 ; the fact that this was posted in september but it resonates so well with what happened to me so recently is astonishing. he left because he knew i wasn't taking as much care of myself because i was holding out for him and he knew i was anxious about everything. i wouldn't have let go and started taking care of myself on my own, he knew that, he knew everything i was feeling without me saying it. it hurts but i have made a ton of progress working on myself since then, so at least i know it's working, even if i miss him
Same :)
Pile 3, it’s a divinely arranged connection and i’ve known that since the moment i met him ☺️
Sammme
Me too! I'm always thinking of her and were always connecting energies 💕
FELT THIS
same, and I didn't even believe in this stuff when I met him. it's wild :) I keep trying to disprove it to myself, to no avail lol. I'm just surrendering now.
For real!
Pile 1. I felt like this reading was for him, not me. I feel a bit comforted tbh, because I hope he comes back.
pile 2 was honestly for him, but i hope he comes back as well.
#2 Everything resonated. He never did anything to show me that he’s still hung up on his ex and up until now I’m bawling bc of that. You don’t know how much you eased the pain I was feeling and stopped me from crying. More power to your channel 💝
I know this reading is over a year old, but watching it right now was exactly what I needed to hear. I choose pile 2, and last night my friend said the exact same thing to me "I wish I could show you, as an outsider looking in, this is anxiety". Hearing reaffirmed here has really helped me see. I also paused the video and was talking to myself about all the past pain and chain events I've had happen, and I started crying from it, and as I unpaused, you took a moment to say that the universe and spirit sees us as strong, outside of everything else, I am a strong person, and I just thought that was so perfect in timing, I was meant to watch this video in this moment. I thank you Eso, but also, I thank myself. I really need to show myself more love and gratitude, and work through all the past trauma.
Pile 1 . Everything resonated you literally don’t miss 😻
I never comment but I just wanted to say I’ve been binging your videos and I can tell you have a lot of empathy for people. You’re always speaking so gently with compassion and understand... so carefully and reassuring, it’s very beautiful to see. Thank you so much!
Pile 3. I met him when I was 17 lost touch. But we found each other 8 years ago! Yeah!!! We have known each other for 31years!!!!
same for me I met mine in kindergarten and lost contact when we were 11 and reconnected my freshman year
@@Isthatdejean omg i met mine in 3rd grade and we ended up meeting each other again this year (freshman year) and corona is keeping us apart 😣
@@gissellesanchez1683 sameee Bc she can’t come to Georgia bc of corona and she in Louisiana 🥺
@@Isthatdejean aww :( i hope u guys reunite again
we met the first time when we were 11 and (we were classmates in middle school), after that haven't seen him at all. it's been seven years...
pile 2: i genuinley cried lmao, i needed to hear a lot of what you said. i love how personal your readings are, it’s so evident that you actually care.
Pile 3
I don’t know if we are twin flame. But when I first saw him, I felt connected to him without talking to him. I did leave when I knew he was with someone else who was using him to get me jealous. It’s been almost 4 years that I last saw him and for the past month I been thinking of him, seeing him and daydream of him. As well his birthday is next month.
NeLeBe Yess. We were always arguing but then laugh and smile about it, though we weren’t together. People always assume that we were if they didn’t know us and the people who did they would just say he loves you. I didn’t believe them until the last that I saw him. I was 22.
Update??
Pile 2: definitely resinated. Guess I have a lot of thinking (and childlike fun- huh. I’ll see how that goes) to do.
Pile 3: you know it kinda funny to me because we’re “bearly even friends” which is what he said to me like 2 days ago
holy shit, a vixx stan. love ur name and pfp. and my heart goes out to you and your TF situation OTL mine never said that to me but that's how i feel because we literally almost never talk or see each other :/
Gurrlll we said "we're barely even strangers anymore" so you hold on to that
Pile 1 is so comforting, knowing my person has such an accurate perception of me haha! AND is exactly what I needed to hear. I'm so excited to build a future with them, too.
THIS
If it doesn’t apply let it fly. I love that so much 😂❤️
pile 1: almost everything u said was what my intuition was telling me & all of it resonated besides him leaving something with me.
Pile 3 Thank you. I do feel familiar with him, and I feel we have a common goal in general, and that's what attracts me to him at the beginning too.
pile 2: spirit really dug in even though i'm still SAD. ugh lmao. yeah i'm not even going to lie. i have ptsd and several piggy backing disorders related to trauma that make me constantly feel like shit. i literally got a call from my boy since i was crying really hard earlier because i was feeling not good enough for friendships or connections. he's my best friend and he left to go abroad for over a year and he didn't tell me until a month before. we're now both in college about two hours away. i've had feelings for him since the beginning but i always find out that he's dating someone right before i'm going to confess so i'm now just a walking ball of anxiety because i keep thinking that i want to tell him how much i love him but at the same time i don't want to confess and it turns out he's already with somebody. i hope deep down he likes me just as much and wants to make it work but it's hard because he's going through stuff too. our connection is always "wrong place, wrong time" kinda vibes and i just want to get to a conclusion already.
edit: came back to this reading after ten months and got pile 3 for a different person. the vibes are WAYYYY different and this connection is so much stronger and so much better. i’m tired of settling for less and this current guy is really the WHOLE package
Dude pile 2 on point. Been running through my fears all day asking advice from a family member and writing the fears down to turn them positive because I think something bad will happen with our connection. Thank you for the reading 💙
Back story: we have a twin flame connection. Right now he is running and I'm trying my best not to chase. I can't contact him cause I know he will continue to run. I know we need to focus on ourselves to heal but I'm so anxious that I will lose him or something will go wrong.
Eyy sounds a little similar to me. You can talk to me if you need someone. In my case tho I’m done chasing cause I was told he was always this confused and I realize no matter what I do he might just need that time and right now it seems things do play out in a positive way relatively
@@sonic66646 😊 same I noticed recently that me focusing on myself and being positive is having some sort of impact. We definitely need time to heal apart from each other. I'm hopeful that it won't take much longer.
MsBlacKat Hmm can I talk to you? I wanna tell you what I experienced in case it would help you.
In short (edit: not.) it was meddled with high anxiety and post trauma that I didn’t know about until I finally enlisted and it burst out, before that I was just sick. So idk how would I react to everything with him otherwise, I definitely knew this sickness was taking a toll on me. So like idk if it was 100% my anxiety that was making me lose myself and become less and less myself because right now I still feel that way, but when I actually got to the military and was surrounded by my team and literally received so much love from them as friends, I remembered who I am. And I remembered how awesome I am. And that was around the time someone who knows my person told me he has always been this confused. And I was like wow. Like I am sooo awesome. I can’t believe my energy has been turned off by this situation. Like I am really understanding but I really felt like wow fuck him. Like just fuck him. Idk I really needed to say that until it sunk down and now I’m just calm about it. I am awesome. And I listen to Ariana’s “break free” whenever I need to get this down again. It made me feel so much better. I love myself and my life and everything around me and if he needs time and if mistakes are unavoidable, then, they will happen anyway. And I should not be waiting for it or anticipating it because who knows how much time will he need and how many unavoidable things will be in the way. If it is unavoidable then I am contempt with it happening. And I know I love the way I pick up on and react to situations. And I know with him especially I really love how naturally that happens to me. So I’m confident in my attitude being overall positive for the situation even if some bombs blow up in the way. And I realize that I feel like walking on eggshells with this because I can tell every little thing can blow up to him and cause both of us suffer. So no. I am not going to get myself in this mess like that. I am going to be really calm and understanding of how sometimes he will have no choice but to get confused and learn about himself and about his problems. And when he comes back and talks to me again I will tell him clearly that it’s ok if he will get confused again and need more time, and even if it seems to him like that would not happen again it might just come in, and like the last time he might have a thousand legitimate and grounded reasons not to tell me what is he going through or thinking. It’s just gonna be less suffer for him if he tells me anyway and we can talk about it because he will have more substance to use when considering everything. I feel like in this time he was really wondering a lot about what ifs that are really far from who I am because he backed off before he could tell what I am like fully. And yeah. Like to myself just as much as I feel like worrying about him and worrying about what will happen to me, I see that in the end it is dragging me down and is ineffective. So as much as the desire to worry and consider it is unavoidable - I have a stronger force that pulls me to the other side, and that is not spending more time feeling less like myself. I am soo awesome. And I love being awesome. And I love being surrounded by people and feeling them enjoying me and enjoying them back. So I’m gonna say “this is the part when I say I dont wanna. I’m stronger than I’ve been before” every time I need to remind it to myself and it really works.
@@sonic66646 wow thank you for sharing your story! Yeah I've gotten down right pissed at the connection and wanted to call it quits several f**king times. But usually when I nap on it I realize that the connection we have is beautiful and is like no other I've had in my life and it needs time to come together. I will say that this ordeal has taught me a lot of s**t about myself and the the things i need to work on through out my life due to sh***y f**ked up life experiences.
And i completely agree. once i got out of high school and into college i noticed my drive and motivation for the things i "wanted" was majorly slipping. Hell i even took a motivation class to see if i could fix the problem myself and i was unable too. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety since i was 13 taking prescriptions cause the doctor told me to. Which i hated cause i felt like my whole family was judging me for having a mental illness so i tried to hide and and stopped taking the meds. Back to college: After dropping out, working dead-end jobs that made me feel like nothing, and attempting to commit suicide 2 years ago. I realize I've always felt like I've been missing something. Now I know it was him. But I've went thought the stages of where I know i need to realize that i can't rely on him to make my life happy. I have to make my life joyful on my own. Lately I've been trying to find the beauty in everything around me and thinking of all the things I'm grateful for. It's like ever since I've ran across him there is a new warm light to everything in my life. I'm able to do the things that use to love and have my child like wonder about the world again.
Sorry if i babbled on but I understand the frustration of it ALL and trust me my mood for this connection changes constantly but i always feel love coming in from him no matter what. I'm willing to wait for him but I'm not putting my life on hold but I think it will be worth the wait . . . No I know it will be worth the wait. We have waited lifetimes for this moment
Good luck to your connection! Try your best to stay positive! Keep doing your thing and all the things that make you happy and make you the brilliant person you are! Shine your brilliant light and he will find his way home!!!
MsBlacKat Ohh that is so interesting. Thank you for sharing you did not at all babble I’d love to hear more. I’m so sorry to hear your life played out this way but I am also going to actually cry because of what you said about you feeling this warm light and child like and beauty in everything around you. I know in some states it can really blind you to all the beauty around you. I really really wish you the best of luck on this journey and to become really happy because I’m sure you can. And yeah, if he needs to go then he can go. I’ve heard from enough twin flames to be sure that 100% of them can’t date other people and can’t stay away from each other, it’s just that some of them need time because they’re confuzzled people. When you met him, did you immediately feel calm and free to be yourself just by looking in his eyes? It was so weird to me. I’ve never felt this way
Pile 2: OMG, you READ me like a book..? Yes he knows how I feel and he did thank me for liking him. I manufactured exhaustion in my head too, the whole time I was just self-sabotaging myself and coming out with the worst case scenario in my head which never happened (like him feeling annoyed with me and blocking me or just rejecting me coldly; ironically he sent me a very heartfelt message). After pulling away from him during this period of time, I'm finally able to love myself again. AND YES, I kept thinking he probably have like a lot of girls around him who is so much better and prettier than me. I don't know if how he feels is right but what I felt resonated a lot.
THE YELLOW DUCK, I manifested months ago and used this as a sign that my manifestation is coming true. I have NEVER seen this yellow duck and it is the first time I am seeing it in months after I manifested T. T Is this a sign?
omg i’m using the yellow duck too!! this is crazy
@@nuvairatahir oh nothing happened between us. I left him last Christmas 🤣
Pile 2: I AM CRYING THIS IS SO ACCURATE IM BEING CALLED OUT
Pile 1: they need to make a move first. Sorry but ive tried to communicate in the past and got embarrased and or ignored or they deleted their ig messages after they liked mine..he needs to make a move and then ill see where it goes lol
I'm kinda shocked how this sounds similar, but completely opposite of my situation at the same time. Also #1
Same here #pile 1
Omg we have the same situation
Omg same here pile 1#
Still waiting for them to open up!
same here with pile 1 lmao he has not said any of this to me or made me feel ~beautiful~ lmfao
Pile #3: ... all you did was literally lay out the cards and I’m like “...this is what she’s thinking??? THIS IS WHATS SHES THINKING???”okay here we go 😂👍🏾
Pile 2. I’ve had problems explaining my anxiety, especially when it came to saying it out loud. You said exactly what I’ve been wanting to say. Thank you
I hardly ever comment on tarot readings, but I feel so drawn to. Pile 3, everything resonated perfectly and it brought me to tears. For so long, I was told that I was weird to feel so connected to him and hold so much faith in the connection. Yet, All of the emotions and tiny reminders give me reason for why there are somethings worth waiting for. All of my life, I have a felt a very strong connection to the moon. Last night, I asked the moon for any kind of sign/guidance and I found this. Thank you for the lovely reading. 💞
Pile 1 🙂💗
Edit: that felt like a personal reading 🥺💞
same... im a scorpio and she's a pisces and we have the same first letter "m" and i think that's she thinks about me it's really accurate:)
and we're the same gender. (girl)
@@seratted9665 omg with my person i’m a pisces he’s a scorpio and i chose pile 1 too:)
@@lanaw1890 awww I love pisces people
@@lanaw1890 I'm a little late to this party but same, I'm Pisces and he's a scorpio 😭
Pile 2: she has literally said “I love you” to me in my dream before. Thanks for the reading!
Pile 2: this is why I love timeless readings. This video found me when I needed to hear these messages. Thank you Eso!
Pile 1-😳🤭
You just read my whole life lol
I love him so much and I know he loves me too! Just waiting for that divine Timing to work it’s magic
same
2 pile I going really hard time right now ANd I worry about everything and try put every before and I do forget to take me frist.Thank you honest and caring to look at need not what there. As anyone told you make great counselor and for what love read tarot card. Thank you very much frances. I am finish writing I wrote a short novel allready I really hard write but did my very best
Pile 2.... the beginning made me feel “attacked”, in the most beautiful way possible ( was needed ) I understand spirit, I understand 🖤 my Aquarius mind ♒️ I have a tendency to live in my “ worst case scenario and overthinking mind “ and living with bipolar 2 and GAD. I’m my own worst enemy much of the time. I know my person loves and cares for me, we are just best friends rn. I just hope things can grow more. 😢🙃
Divine literally rushed my finger to click this video and it put me in tears. This was literally for me, thank u... lord know I’m trying to work on my self, not that it’s any burden but wow this is what she’d say to me if we weee up late night talking and building on this foundation, it’s crazy bcz right now is when I needed this message that you so much. Not only that but the charm “B” sent me... that’s what her name starts with. God is just so good and everything is going to welll and it’s amazing how much divine shows me each and everyday, thank u so much for this reading it really hit home.
I picked pile one and this eased my anxiety a bit. Every time I'm with him I feel so good and safe and heard and yet we haven't spoken of our feelings yet. Knowing that he's still going to be patient with me although I've made him wait for quite a bit already just puts me at ease. When I'm alone the anxious thoughts get the best of me and just today I thought how it all feels too good to be true and then you literally said it too.
Pile 1 The entire time my heart was beating so fast. Thank you sm❤️
PILE 2 HERE! I have been trying to not feel that strong cause I know both time to heal and to be one with ourselves first, but you told me all this and now I want to cry.
When you speak, you're so energetic and enthusiastic so I've just subscribed! I picked pile 2 and yes I am an extremely anxious person who thinks they are far too good for me. I do also jump to conclusions and rarely give people the benefit of the doubt, I'm working on this. I do believe us to be soul mates, but it's just so complicated and I fear nothing will ever come of this connection. I've tried moving on and letting go, but the connection just keeps coming back- it's like I can't escape them especially when I see 11.11 everywhere recently! Thank you for the video!!
Pile 2 - severe anxiety and stuck in a toxic marriage with a narcissist while trying to get divorced. Amazing reading re:my true soul mate who sees what I'm going through.
You're always eerily on point, you've grown into being my fave tarot youtuber! I was drawn to pile three and it resonates SO MUCH. Creepy thing is that in love readings i always get twin flame cards, and I've been sure from the start that my partner is my twin flame. Thank you for another amazing reading 💖
Thank you so much!! This means so much to me 💖
I got pile 3, when you showed the charms up close, the 8 looked like an infinity symbol. That was me and his thing, infinity. Idk why but I keep seeing this sign and it’s driving me insane.
Pile 3 I’ve been on the twin flame journey for a while, was looking for confirmation on it too lol. Messages resonated so much. Blessings ✨😀
I’m crying, I choose pile 2 because it caught my eye as soon as I played the video, and it’s sooo relatable. Also when you did the charms and took the little red guy, called him really cool and named him Martin, I literally gasped because that’s how I see the boy I like and he also has the same name🥺💕
Her talking about this guy while I'm a lesbian BAJSKS
jsKAJDJSK i'm a bisexual guy crushing on a girl 🤦♂️
When I saw the two cats in pile one I was like oop
I know this isn’t about what you said but my little sister made me love lady bug and cat noir
@@wandermit6714 hehe I'm a panromantic enby who is crushing on a dude
CHAT NOIR! Lol jk but i love your pfp 💕✨ stay miraculous! 😊✌💖
I love listening to you, there are times i don't even want to know anything about the topic, but to just listen to you. You're like an elder sister to me. You teach me so much. You make me feel comfortable and accept myself. You're a beautiful person.
I really resonated to pile 2. Very wholesome and genuine interpretations. Im gonna be honest, I started crying. Definitely would love to do a personal reading with you.
Pile 2: I finally seen my person after not seeing them or really talking to them for over a year. I didn’t realize how negatively I was projecting this reunion. I am scared of another tower moment. I am grateful to have the chance to see them again. I will check my thoughts a reroute them.
Pile three, here : thank you for the 'nuts' part, it really cracked me up... XD And the reading resonated too, so it's all good :) Thanks for that too !
Pile 2 reminded me of a conversation i had with my nephew as we played with beyblades. We talked about wanting to go out and play, except it was raining, and i said, "I want to go running. If i don't, i feel like I'll go crazy." And he said, "but aren't you having fun right now?" And I was dumbstruck because he asked a simple question, but it awakened me.
I chose pile 2 and I can't explain how much that reading resonated with me. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years and I've always worried that my anxiety would be too much for him since he has so much going on already in his life. And even though we've been together for almost 2 years I still feel like he's way too good for me and he deserves so much more than what I could offer him. When you mentioned the number 19 and the month of September that made me happy since I'm 19 years old and our anniversary is in September. So thank you Eso for the wonderful reading😊
Third set. We're engaged now. And communication is 100% what we work on the most
did not expect to be crying over myself rather than my supposed connection, bc i picked pile 2 and that little rant you gave was just so on point and different from what i’ve been hearing lately, lol. thank you for the way you conveyed what needed to be said.
I picked pile 2 and then you said it was opal and I was o shit my birthstone and then for some reason, I had this urge to cry and as soon as you said "you're so strong" I broke mannnn I just wanna say I love your energy and this honestly really helped me THANK YOU
“Sorry Mr. Pineapple” - SENT ME. That was so adorable and relatable
Which pile did you pick?
Zhanye Brown pile 1!
#3 That is T.F. pile: "Not my circus, not my monkey" When you come at a certain level of understanding, you avoid participating on otheters unrealistic expectactions and projections put on to you! I think the T.F. dynamics is a perfect example of this. It seems like a never ending battle of projection. So much so I don't participate in reflecting back and I understand they just need a little more work to do. 😥💕
I chose three and got a message that I really needed to hear. It was something for a past life and it helped heal my inner child. I know it may seem weird considering some of the context, but I really needed that. And as soon as you said the Wii might have a meaning, I started to cry. Thank you so very much for giving me this message
Pile #2 This is crazy.. I am exhausted because I'm trying to not think too much about my mom's passing. And secondly, I am VERY scared to be optimistic about our relationship. Because I feel like if I am excited about the future and dwell in the love we have something will go wrong. Like I will jinx it and ruin everything 😩😩😩😭😭😭😭💔
Pile 2. When you said “you” in this video it was like you got the energy swapped and weren’t talking about me, but you were talking about them. I was the cross watcher in this reading
maybe y’all are mirroring each other (also tho sometimes the energies get confused in readings like this)
Do you know why energies get confused sometimes? I was always curious to what people meant when they say this and why it happens. Also if you or anyone knows, why does mirroring happen? Or is it our own delusions?
Your voice is so soothing Eso, it means the world when someone comes from such a compassionate and understanding place to render advice and channel messages from the ultimate source. Thank you so much for your time. May God bless you 🦋💞💫🧿❤️
#2: wow that little Martin red charm really resonated the most lol. My partner and I constantly tell each other how cool we think we are
theres only two tarot youtubers that i truly trust are connected to whatever energy i am intertwined with, and you’re one of them 🤍 thank you for these videos. fr.
#2. Yeeah, I never would have thought that on my birthday week I would have ZERO time for myself because of being tied up with responsibilities and such. I just wanna be a normal person for a freaking day at this point. How did I go from "let me find a creative way to make money" to "I HAVE to find a creative way to love myself and get some time off??"
Yes very important
I have never commented on any TH-cam video until now. Pile #2, just wow. Not one thing in this pile didn’t resonate & the charms got me immediately bawling. There is so much love here, so much to look forward to
I chose pile 1 and it was totally spot on... he’s a strong Scorpio and I’m a strong Pisces moon... almost the entire message resonated.. we both are also number 7’s which i always connect to the chariot. divine timing and we do mirror each other strongly but also have a strong polarity. So many other things but ill leave it at that
Omgg same but I’m scorpio sun and he’s pisces moon 😳
@@zoeberthiaume2972 I hope things go well for you two
@@rebeccafabrizio6707 same for you :)
Woke up with a bad headache cause of a anxiety attack last night, didn't slept well. I opened YT & immediately saw this video. Picked pile 2 & as always, the reading ia spot on. So accurate that I had goosebumps.
Pile 2: thank you. I found your video right after I’ve started to feel like I’m not doing good enough or being weird/bad partner. I felt like I needed space and time to sort myself out out of those anxiety. It is always nice to hear someone say the words that I needed to hear, to know that I don’t want them for selfish reason or moodiness.
They are all 100% on point. It is all on me for letting the letting the anxiety grows. My partner is a sweetheart and would let me know that I’m not as bad as I thought. But I’m becoming more afraid of making this person feels like they need to walk on an eggshells with me ....
Pile 2: you made me cry, in a good way 😅 it resonated soo much
Pile 1: bruh, this was so comforting, thank you. When you brought up the "PNW" i almost yote my soul, I live in Oregon. Extremely accurate and great energy, thank you so much 💜
The fact that you relate to having anxiety made me more calm in general ♡ pile 2
Damn you know she's serious when she double pinky promises.
I’m in the dark playground at work trying to bring the light in for my clients. It can be draining. I started a ritual of saging myself before I leave the house. I look at myself as a healer of the soul. This is how I look at you too. I get the feeling I am intimidated to my person. I send him positivity everyday, not just through text but videos too; sometimes.
Pile 3 totally resonated! I hate asking for help. I will do anything for him or anyone else but I cant ask for help because early on in college I learned that when you ask people don’t follow through. I guess I need to work on this now lol! Then when you picked the 0,3,8 charms, OMG i froze that his birthday! Thank you for sharing your gift!
Omg I just had an AHA moment. I don’t ask for help because I don’t trust that people will actually help!!!! Damnnnnnn
Pile 2. My soulmate is my fiance. He has been very loving to me. I have been so difficult for him due to my anxiety this pandemic has brought me. But he always makes me feel loved and wanted.
But we already passed this incident and we are both happy again. I am able to love him and myself right again.
He IS a cool guy and his names starts with an M ☺
Pole 2 ..... omg .... DO NOT APOLOGIZE I love you I needed that so and omg new fav reader omg omg I’m crying
#1 resonated 100% but when you mentioned ex’s in pile 2 and past baggage I was blown away. Thank you for sharing your time, energy and gift. ☺️
Pile 1: resonated thank you. Very intuitive relationship. Bit of fear on both sides, 1976 is his birth year and he is a songwriter and plays the guitar. Definite potential for much more than friends but at that difficult stage to be more vulnerable and open up. I am quite direct with my communication so good to hear he appreciates that. Wish we all were like that as life would be a lot easier!
Hi Madison
I was originally guided ti group 3 and then was asked to listen to group 2.
Yes definitely spot on with the advice from Spirit about seeing the value in myself because they see my value. The whole anxiety issue, thank you so much for being so compassionate about dealing with this subject. I have come through an advers childhood that went on into my adult life. Although, i reached out for help before being able tdistance myself from this situation. This distancing has been recent. It has helped knowing about CPTSD and how to move forwards on my road to recovery. Boundaries has been the hardest when you have grown up being told you are not allowed to say no to ppl who had a significant role in my life. The boundary thing is getting slightly easier. It's one of my intentions i set each day to set boundaries first with myself and then with others. I have found the setting boundaries with others slightly easier but I have an internal struggle that i end up needing to overcome. So the charm not 'my circus, not my monkey business'. It has helped me to understand that i am not responsible for someone else's healing journey (this relates to someone i know who is struggling to take action for themselves that i have been offering support).
Equally, this reminds me about a telepathic communication with my TF as he had picked up i wasn't feeling that great and wanted to help me in some way. I thanked him and said just as your healing is your responsibility my healing is mine. He said he understood and that the offer was there.
Also in another telepathic communication following a song he sent me, he wanted me to be a part his life and his wife if he wasn't being too presumptuous.
Just before i clicked on your video reading i heard tge song, Sunshine by Gabrielle playing in my head. Then the words i love you and i always will '.
Thank you again for this reading.
Sending you love light and blessings 💖
pile 2 !! and I definitely needed to hear that i need to take a break bc i always work myself so hard especially w my anxiety thank you! you’re so amazing and talented
me thinking of an anime character ive been in love with since 2008: hmm yes
I chose Pile 2. But my person hasn't been open with me, so my mind is filling in the blanks on its own.
Pile 1: this is exactly how the guy I broke up with last week has shown he feels about me. He got heavy into idealizing me and projecting his feelings onto me. He took every nice thing I did as a sign that I was as I love with him as he was infatuated with me (for perspective we were only ‘together’ for a week). Physically we were very compatible and there are a lot of coincidences between us that make the connection feel fated but he was moving way too fast for me and while he would tell me it was ok for me to not reciprocate all of the compliments he was giving me or to feel the same way he was he would still create this weird nonverbal pressure. I do think he’s a nice guy and he’s attractive and everything but he was showing signs of neglecting my actual feelings and pushing the boundaries I was making bc I told him I wasn’t ready to be so open with him. The channeled messages are insanely accurate. I broke it off after something he said to me. Also: he’s a cancer sun/Taurus moon/leo rising
Also we both like pineapple on pizza