i messed up with him, i know i did and if i could i would go back and take back the lie i told him, but i can't, and now there is no going back, no being forgiven as he wont buy my appolagy and im stuck without him feeling sad and alone, when all i want is him to try to just hear me out and talk things through. i know i messed up, but please just bring my boy back.
A man's heart is like a blazing inferno, whenever it's fire stops burning, it dies, and if it doesn't, it will never burn as brightly as it used to be. I don't know the story but i understand why he wouldn't want to accept your forgiveness
@@jundullah9869 i understand him i do, and i understand you and you're wording to this was truley beautiful, but he feels although what we shared together was a lie and now he hates me, he wont even look at me. i crave his presence and i can only think of him.
Idk why i deserve for this idk what all i did was look out for someone and call him many times even tho she was active because i was hoping she was ok and but just ignored me and keep on doing it and eventually we call but i guess she didn’t want to talk to me. She ghosted that day all day and next day and she was hanging with a guy the whole time at school and she literally forgot the person that cared for her and loved her and gave her everything he had all the money he could spend even tho we didn’t have that much and how many times she promise and i guess i just have to learned the hard way because i thought she still “love” me
To, my love...? hi. I love you. I'm sorry I left. I want to explain myself because I couldn't do that when I left. I found out a few weeks ago that I am infact depressed and I need help. so I reached out to a friend that is a doctor, preferably a psychologist or a therapist. And he's been helping me since then. All that isn't important... I left because I cheated on you. I didn't mean to but I did anyway. I did that because I don't have any control over myself. I did that because I was lost...I didn't know what I was doing until I did it. I'm so fucking ashamed that this is the reason I had to leave but I really had to. because I couldn't keep using you and your kindness and your love like that while I go and cheat on you with someone else I don't even know. I've been sleeping with unmanageable amount of guilt every night. Thinking if he found out, he would be so disappointed. Like everyone else in my life. and that made me lose myself even more, I drowned further into something I wanted to get out of. I felt shitty every single day because there wasn't a single person who deserved me because they all deserve better. I don't fucking know what's wrong with me I'm not okay. At all. I'm so sorry. I feel so bad I did that to you. I don't even know if I love you anymore after what I did. Because if I loved you, I wouldn't have done that. I didn't tell you because If I did, it would break you and leave you with no confidence in yourself. It would hurt you so bad. I meant it when I said you're all I have. but it's better if I don't have you, because you don't deserve me. At least not this version of me. I know you won't wait, I'll try my best to stay away once I'm better. I should stay away, who would want a girl who lies to their face and makes fake promises then cheats. I take full responsibility for what I did, and I don't expect you to forgive me because I can't either. I'm sorry it had to be like this. You don't know how bad I feel, it was a mistake. A really bad one.
I know we don't have a chance anymore and I miss you like crazy and I wanna lie to you again just to be with you..but that's not me. I can't do that to you. So I'll stay away and hopefully...you get over me someday.
when you see this, I want you to know that I love you but I can't come back to you. It's really hard to do but I have to. Because I don't trust myself anymore. I can't promise you I won't do that again.
dude, i miss him
I hate myself. My mind. I am ruining my own life
i messed up with him, i know i did and if i could i would go back and take back the lie i told him, but i can't, and now there is no going back, no being forgiven as he wont buy my appolagy and im stuck without him feeling sad and alone, when all i want is him to try to just hear me out and talk things through. i know i messed up, but please just bring my boy back.
A man's heart is like a blazing inferno, whenever it's fire stops burning, it dies, and if it doesn't, it will never burn as brightly as it used to be. I don't know the story but i understand why he wouldn't want to accept your forgiveness
@@jundullah9869 i understand him i do, and i understand you and you're wording to this was truley beautiful, but he feels although what we shared together was a lie and now he hates me, he wont even look at me. i crave his presence and i can only think of him.
Everything will be okay
Why is the lyrics so relatable
Nah but literally like, it surreal what it says.
Idk why i deserve for this idk what all i did was look out for someone and call him many times even tho she was active because i was hoping she was ok and but just ignored me and keep on doing it and eventually we call but i guess she didn’t want to talk to me. She ghosted that day all day and next day and she was hanging with a guy the whole time at school and she literally forgot the person that cared for her and loved her and gave her everything he had all the money he could spend even tho we didn’t have that much and how many times she promise and i guess i just have to learned the hard way because i thought she still “love” me
i f'd up ...
School is hell
i agree
I only go it because My homies😭
Wow, this sounds amazing 🔥
I miss him..
ttm same shi for her ong🤞
I'm js praying they come back
@@isolophilia.ruined me but still want them to return
@@God1. same bruh
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To, my love...?
hi. I love you. I'm sorry I left.
I want to explain myself because I couldn't do that when I left.
I found out a few weeks ago that I am infact depressed and I need help. so I reached out to a friend that is a doctor, preferably a psychologist or a therapist. And he's been helping me since then. All that isn't important...
I left because I cheated on you. I didn't mean to but I did anyway. I did that because I don't have any control over myself. I did that because I was lost...I didn't know what I was doing until I did it.
I'm so fucking ashamed that this is the reason I had to leave but I really had to.
because I couldn't keep using you and your kindness and your love like that while I go and cheat on you with someone else I don't even know. I've been sleeping with unmanageable amount of guilt every night. Thinking if he found out, he would be so disappointed. Like everyone else in my life. and that made me lose myself even more, I drowned further into something I wanted to get out of. I felt shitty every single day because there wasn't a single person who deserved me because they all deserve better.
I don't fucking know what's wrong with me
I'm not okay. At all.
I'm so sorry. I feel so bad I did that to you. I don't even know if I love you anymore after what I did. Because if I loved you, I wouldn't have done that.
I didn't tell you because If I did, it would break you and leave you with no confidence in yourself. It would hurt you so bad.
I meant it when I said you're all I have. but it's better if I don't have you, because you don't deserve me. At least not this version of me.
I know you won't wait, I'll try my best to stay away once I'm better.
I should stay away, who would want a girl who lies to their face and makes fake promises then cheats.
I take full responsibility for what I did, and I don't expect you to forgive me because I can't either.
I'm sorry it had to be like this. You don't know how bad I feel, it was a mistake. A really bad one.
I know we don't have a chance anymore and I miss you like crazy and I wanna lie to you again just to be with you..but that's not me. I can't do that to you. So I'll stay away and hopefully...you get over me someday.
when you see this, I want you to know that I love you but I can't come back to you. It's really hard to do but I have to. Because I don't trust myself anymore. I can't promise you I won't do that again.
I dont miss anybody 😊