Bruh, your music is great. Don't get too depressed and disappear on me. Your music calms and cleanses my soul man. Stay looking to the sky. Your dreams are already coming true! You just have to see it to believe it.
When you feel like your dying inside, it's a sign your alive so smile. Take a good look at the pain inside , that's the truth right there that's real, that's life.
I just get on here to read all the poetry in the comments. It's tough because it's hard to read to the beat most of the time and almost none of them could make it as an actual song. But it's still beautiful just seeing so many people purge their emotions and share their stories. Heads up, you're not alone.
when the pain is driftin away and all that remains is numbness in your viens where the fire still remains and the pain is like theres nothin left remaining of i, the only thing holding me together is this fallin tear, the emotions of a volunteer broken after fallin from fear... we all got are fallin tears, we all got our hidden fears we all got our swollen ears from the gossip and lies drama that intertwines, from behind these eyes blue they cry for u, no one knows what it's like, to be this sad man to be this bad man behind blue eyes they cry for u, im dyin inside the pains driftin away all that remains is the numbness in your viens whilst the fire still remians and the pains like theres nothin left, remainin of i, the only thing holding me together is a fallin tear the emotions of a volunteer broken after from fallin from fear, we all got our fallin tears, we all got our hidden fears, we all got swollen ears from the gossip that spills out of our mouths when theres nothing else for us to talk about, oh did you hear, so n so's queer so n so's growin a beard, so n so's a lyer so n so's a theif, just breathe, and release,
lyrics or bars You can see something brought back from the dirt While Pain turned into worth A million stars are just rocks on fire As a priceless piece of nothing burned away hurt These lyrics should be performed as works Of art from the person who wrote them or who created the Sparks Inspiration inspires though now apart Soon we'll be chilling together sliding cards Purchasing threads lifting burning carbs
Everyday that I wake, it seems that I face, these problems that can't be erased, ....my minds lost in a maze, with no chance of escape, wish I could end this pain, even when its sunny outside as soon as i step out the door it pours down rain
Il probably never show cause im dying deep inside Please come take me out this darkness come save me with the light I need my fam i need my bro Im so alone and feelin cold I wake up everymorning i look around and im always on my own
I only have one question if I were to purchase this beat say under Leasing Rights would the tags be removed, I want to use this song for non-profit album and the tag at 3:16 kinda ruins the immersion
Friends come and go Like the waves of the tide Few will stay, most will go Such is life and my role I am alone now, weary and jaded My hope and spirit faded She was my world And I let her get away Love is a double edged sword Sometimes what we don't admit Is you get more than you asked for But with her, I felt free and happy She brought out the best in me Something I had never seen I am shattered like glass We can all shatter just as fast So I tell anyone who will listen Don't be me, and not see The one you need, the one you love Cannot survive your distrust in her My mistakes landed me here But have no fear, all is clear Heed my message and avoid my path I impart wisdom to you, avoid wrath Dying inside... Is not something you want to have.
Và hôm nay anh lại bắt đầu với những ngày tháng cô đơn Chắc có lẽ em chẳng hề biết mọi thứ dường như buồn hơn Là do em hay bản thân anh vẫn hay cắc cớ giận hờn Mỗi lần như thế thì tim anh lại nhói đau từng cơn Em ơi! Em à! Chắc em chẳng hề biết Chuyện tình đôi ta tan ra như là những bông tuyết Nước bốc hơi rồi lại ngưng tụ gặp thời tiết khắc nghiệt Đó chính là gió và nhiệt độ biến nước thành những điều khác biệt Giờ ngồi nơi đây anh lại nhớ về những kí ức cũ Em đã từng nói là tình yêu này em đem đi cất tủ Nhưng giờ anh thấy tình cảm đôi ta cứ như ngục tù Ừ thì anh ngu đã tin vào em như một thằng mù Ngu si đần độn anh đều có đủ Nhưng anh vẫn vui vì trong miệng em vẫn còn mùi CU Một cuộc tình đẹp bây giờ nó lại tan ra như thế Trong căn nhà máy anh cũng chẳng phải công nhân biên chế Thế nên anh chẳng có thế chế biến được cuộc tình đôi ta Chua nồng mặn ngọt hay có thế nào cũng chẳng do anh làm ra Mà do tình cảm đôi ta bây giờ khác xa những ngày qua Anh ước đôi mình trở về ngày trước mong em đừng lìa xa
What do you do when you finally giving up, And everything in your life is going down no longer up, And to know your the source of your own pain, Wish I could conquer these demons and for them to be Slayne, I try to bring people up but it seems I bring nothing but pain, As i walk through this house of pain, Everything burst into flames, And my visions and dreams slowly burn and fade away, The cost of my actions now we see how things play, Think about it everyday, Wish I could change everything about that day, Write my storys in between these lines, So they can know not to make the same mistakes as mine, In hopes some Knowledge and wisdom i provide, I know what it feels like to want to die, And to feel lost in life, Hope this song stops somones suicide, And makes em realize there's more to life, And to put the bad days behind, Let the beat ride, One day you'll make it and shine, Let em laugh and make jokes cause to your visions there blind, Keep it going and pay them no mine, Keep your head held high and you'll do just fine, The most powerful thing you have as a weapon is believing in yourself, Cause they'll never under what you had to do or how you felt, So never doubt yourself, When push comes to shove, Rise above it all when you've had enough, Yea life is ruff but If you dont let em they cant keep you in these cuffs,
living in pain cuz of retrogression, so many bleed flame I guess i'm destined fall into same fear calling my name, wrath locked away, let it out to play, what have I done?? giving a fuck was such a task, bleed rain through my spiritual aftermath, pray every night when my brain ain't, tryna stay in flight, but it stains my sight
(Chorus) Call me crazy, call me insane, or maybe it's something wrong with my brain, but I'm sic, im twisted, and insecure, tryna break out and find a cure, the pain, the suffering is all I fear, as I walk away I know the end is near, fuck man I need another beer, (Verse 1) as I drink my two-eleven, i sit here waiting for heaven, I see the light in the sky, oh please let this be my time to die, and sour high in the sky, all I want is to spread my wings and fly, I tell no lie, I tell no lie, I just wanna die, I just wanna soar high, fuck me, I wanna cry, I dont even know why i try
The end is near The pain I fear The end is near The pain I fear The end is near Soar high High in the sky Dont know why Why I try Just wanna fly High in the sky
That track is done with vocals please do not panic, Raul, its fyah. anyone else wanna hear it link my youtube page(Che Nava) an subscribe, send me ur email or number (WhatsApp#)so I can send this master piece to you. Street Shit, BK iiz BaaK. Che Nava-Czar. Damn this ish is dope. Remember this moment people I will make this a hit song, cause it is. Linkup.
sona doğru giden yolda geriye dönmek olmuyor öyle insanlar var ki daha çocukken hayatı son buluyor anne babasız kalmak inan ki insana çok koyuyor koyan o olmuyor koyan sevgisiz kalmak oluyor ben herkesi sevdim bu dünyada sevemediğim bir sen kaldın senden bu hayatta 10 liraya biraz sevgi birazda kalp aldım aslında anladım senin çok ucuz bir kadın olduğunu güneş çıkmazsa çiçeklerin ay ışığında solduğunu hayat oksigensiz yaşanmıyor Ömerde sensiz yaşayamıyor karbonhidrat ile insanlık bitiyor sensiz kaldıkta Ömer Ölüyor 7 milyarlık dünya nüfusunda ben bir seni sevdim kışı beklerken 3 mevsim geçti ama kış gelmedi insan bir şeyi ne kadar isterse beklerse onu elde edemez ben seni çok sevdim çok istedim ama sen bana gelmedin bari sözünü tutsaydın beni hiç bir zaman bırakmasaydın bak ben çok değiştim artık eski Ömer değilim nakarat (2x) ne yaptıysam sana,ne dediysem sana eskiler eskide kaldı yeniliklerde eskileşicekler kalp atışım maximumdaydı birden bire yavaşladı görüyor musun senin acı sözlerine kalbim bile dayanmadı yıllar sonra bir düşündümde senin terketmen beni çok bağlamadı seni seviyorum Ömer falan hepsi palavraydı yıllar içinde kendimi kanıtlamış olduğumu sanıyordum meğersem bu yıllarda ben kendi kendime yok olmuşum bu kalemle noktayı koydum ama vergül oldu ben git gide derin bir bataklıkta batıyordum Dünya'daki buzlar bile eridi senin soğukluğun bitmedi beni öldürme planları kurmuştun aklında ama gerçekleşmedi lan kızım ben zaten ölüyüm ne istiyorsun benden paramın olmadığını gören yanımdan siktirdi gitti eve gittim sinirlerim bozuktu babam çıktı karşıma çok sinirliydim bağırdım ve tekmeyi yedim karnıma göz yaşlarım akmaya başladı odama kapandım ve hayatımda yazmadığım kadar şiirler yazmaya başladım
Another bottle cap snapped another day trapped sick of takin crap n not swingin back My mind gets the best of me n so it goes jokes on me i suppose Over exposed overheatin while the snow blows n im just tryin to rub elbows with people who wanted somethin more keep it on the up n up but damn disappionted in sum got my head hung wonderin why the fuck even try as another moment passes me by gives me t exchse to feed denons catch a hi instead Of cluthin that shit its mine im deservin of this
I sit outside on my fuckin porch every night drinking liquor, I gaze up to the sky wondering why why the fuck I feel this way, I hate it I just wanna die & nobody knows it I’ve bottled all this pain up I’m about to shatter, Shatter like that broken mirror on the wall I look into it & all I see is a whole bunch of hurt & pain that’s been stained with him his whole life, The time is tonight I’m ending my life fuck it all, I’ve done everything I could to reach out after all this world is so cynical & I’m just helpless so cya all...
not gonna lie when I met chu yeah I thought that it was special you said we could be together and I thought we were meant to and what I went through it was so crazy you just left me with a maybe to you it’s all a guessing game and I guess all the pain just left my vision hazy now I’m losin it all of my focus and my broken hearts left me hopeless I know this girl I’ve noticed you moved from me already who was the dude who gotchu that ring girl give me a clue to you was it all just a fling now I’m breakin down crackin and mad at the whole thing and all that chu did but I’m laughing now HA HA girl tell me what did I do wrong girl was it me who pushed you so damn far away or were you just stringing me along yeah it’s sad to say but today is the day that we have to say goodbye to each other and don’t ask me why girl we’ll simply see each other some other time (echo some other time) //hook// 2X moving on is hard but quitting things is easy we have another fight you pack your bag you quite now your leaving your done so long and I hope that chu do well just know I’m wishin you the best in life but I hope you go to hell
broken wings can't fly I feel like em dead inside like a corpse this world has left its mark I was doomed from the start felt like I was course at birth got me asking, what my life is worth so much pain I don't think death could be so worse so many cracks in my window pain tear drops turn into to rain I done flooded my crane with thoughts that remain is hard to retain(2) deep thoughts no emotion what's all the commotion separated from reality tragedy struck a nerve all I see is blur's
Broken wings, can't fly I feel like I'm always numb inside like a punch, this world has left its mark we're all doomed from the very start feel like unwanted since birth contemplating what my life is worth so much hurt I don't fear death I feel like there is nothing left looking out of this window pane the falling tears turning into rain now I've flooded this shirt that I wear the pain inside I just cannot bear Deep thought but no emotion never understood all the commotion Separated from reality a blur the pain of the truth really struck a nerve We all try inside We all cry inside We all fight inside We're all dying inside We all try inside We all cry inside We all fight inside We're all dying inside Numb it now with my prescriptions tortured man wrote on the inscription Lost my way, no direction falling apart in the intersection Look behind at my broken life scratching for any bit of hope inside I have got nothing left I try my hardest I did my best The pain and the struggle the end is near taking a step off the ledge without fear I hold the gun and the bottle to my head I woke up this morning wishing I was dead can you empathize and talk a bit here my story then I swallow this bullet The torture is really killing me dying inside I'm losing my sanity
Dying inside losing grip of my pride I wanna drink then blow my brains with this .45 I know my family trys I know it a be harder if I died so I put the gun down and cry ask the Lord why Do I feel this way I'm not OK something is wrong thats why I'm writing this song I wanna do right but keep doing wrong don't know how long I can go on I pick up the phone dial 911 tellem my location just incase I can't handle what I'm facing wich is reality my dreams I'm done chasing maybe I'll end up in the lake like Jason damn my mind is racing lord help me I'm debating pull the trigga or live life dying inside.
drinking. way to much to witness. daddy left it wasn't christian. i don't care yo, i don't listen i don't want you in my distance if i see you, i will hit ya. i don't drink i smoke a reefa drift away i paint a picture write some bars or hate issue i dont cry don't need a t.....
Dope job Sinima beats!! One of my favorite producers. Check out the song I released to this beat on my channel under Holt- See You Later (Official Music Video) thanks so much guys!
then you walk up and offer a blanket I denied your offer but gave it to me anyway ever since then I have seen you and this 20 sum oddz death of just my family friend I'm a stay until my last breath
So lost in the world nothing to stop these thoughts. I lost my girl now surrounded by gun shots. All alone in the cruel ass place nobody wants to come around. With the look on my face I slowly start kneeling to the ground. I'm asking God why? why do I feel like I'm dying inside? I deserve alot shit for the things I've done, but I don't wanna feel this. I've lived my life on the run, which there is something's I did miss. I should've loved her more than I did, I should've saved her from running away. But I had a choice just like it was a bid, now, there's nothing more that I can say.
Bruh, your music is great. Don't get too depressed and disappear on me. Your music calms and cleanses my soul man.
Stay looking to the sky. Your dreams are already coming true! You just have to see it to believe it.
When you feel like your dying inside, it's a sign your alive so smile. Take a good look at the pain inside , that's the truth right there that's real, that's life.
awesome beat 👌 keep up the good work
Such a hard beat
who ever did this beat is Liit asf! I like it so much
I would love to use this beat for a song the beat opened my eyes to the pain I went through
Mtoh Boom Slvoh meu Frree ..
nice!!
Dope, jusf listening to this when my life's falling aparat
word . . . hope you're life is slowly being pieced back together . . . I wrote this a year ago too . . . th-cam.com/video/zmEb3zIDXCk/w-d-xo.html
I just get on here to read all the poetry in the comments. It's tough because it's hard to read to the beat most of the time and almost none of them could make it as an actual song. But it's still beautiful just seeing so many people purge their emotions and share their stories. Heads up, you're not alone.
lmao i think this every single time i read a comment hahahah
omg love it !!
I love this
Love it!!
Blazing track.......
i like that beat♥
when the pain is driftin away and all that remains is numbness in your viens where the fire still remains and the pain is like theres nothin left remaining of i, the only thing holding me together is this fallin tear, the emotions of a volunteer broken after fallin from fear... we all got are fallin tears, we all got our hidden fears we all got our swollen ears from the gossip and lies drama that intertwines, from behind these eyes blue they cry for u, no one knows what it's like, to be this sad man to be this bad man behind blue eyes they cry for u, im dyin inside the pains driftin away all that remains is the numbness in your viens whilst the fire still remians and the pains like theres nothin left, remainin of i, the only thing holding me together is a fallin tear the emotions of a volunteer broken after from fallin from fear, we all got our fallin tears, we all got our hidden fears, we all got swollen ears from the gossip that spills out of our mouths when theres nothing else for us to talk about, oh did you hear, so n so's queer so n so's growin a beard, so n so's a lyer so n so's a theif, just breathe, and release,
That's deep. But i like it.
you want me to record this text over the beat ???
dope
No
lyrics or bars
You can see something brought back from the dirt
While Pain turned into worth
A million stars are just rocks on fire
As a priceless piece of nothing burned away hurt
These lyrics should be performed as works
Of art from the person who wrote them or who created the Sparks
Inspiration inspires though now apart
Soon we'll be chilling together sliding cards
Purchasing threads lifting burning carbs
Why am I dying
Got to keep trying
Through the pain and the tears
People keep lying
I close my eyes
Feels like I’m flying
As I spend all my years
Everyday that I wake, it seems that I face, these problems that can't be erased, ....my minds lost in a maze, with no chance of escape, wish I could end this pain, even when its sunny outside as soon as i step out the door it pours down rain
Nice beat but Sad...😢
Got that Eminem vibe to it. Cool
oh man this sounds like something LX Xander or Ghostcraft music would do!
Il probably never show cause im dying deep inside
Please come take me out this darkness come save me with the light
I need my fam i need my bro
Im so alone and feelin cold
I wake up everymorning i look around and im always on my own
nyc music so sad feeling nyc
I only have one question if I were to purchase this beat say under Leasing Rights would the tags be removed, I want to use this song for non-profit album and the tag at 3:16 kinda ruins the immersion
Fucking dope, as usual. Love this!
Friends come and go
Like the waves of the tide
Few will stay, most will go
Such is life and my role
I am alone now, weary and jaded
My hope and spirit faded
She was my world
And I let her get away
Love is a double edged sword
Sometimes what we don't admit
Is you get more than you asked for
But with her, I felt free and happy
She brought out the best in me
Something I had never seen
I am shattered like glass
We can all shatter just as fast
So I tell anyone who will listen
Don't be me, and not see
The one you need, the one you love
Cannot survive your distrust in her
My mistakes landed me here
But have no fear, all is clear
Heed my message and avoid my path
I impart wisdom to you, avoid wrath
Dying inside...
Is not something you want to have.
can i use this tagged version on my next spotify album?
What vsts did you use on this one
one percent dope does a hundred percent of the work in fact im the dope suffering a hundred percent of the hurt
Và hôm nay anh lại bắt đầu với những ngày tháng cô đơn
Chắc có lẽ em chẳng hề biết mọi thứ dường như buồn hơn
Là do em hay bản thân anh vẫn hay cắc cớ giận hờn
Mỗi lần như thế thì tim anh lại nhói đau từng cơn
Em ơi! Em à! Chắc em chẳng hề biết
Chuyện tình đôi ta tan ra như là những bông tuyết
Nước bốc hơi rồi lại ngưng tụ gặp thời tiết khắc nghiệt
Đó chính là gió và nhiệt độ biến nước thành những điều khác biệt
Giờ ngồi nơi đây anh lại nhớ về những kí ức cũ
Em đã từng nói là tình yêu này em đem đi cất tủ
Nhưng giờ anh thấy tình cảm đôi ta cứ như ngục tù
Ừ thì anh ngu đã tin vào em như một thằng mù
Ngu si đần độn anh đều có đủ
Nhưng anh vẫn vui vì trong miệng em vẫn còn mùi CU
Một cuộc tình đẹp bây giờ nó lại tan ra như thế
Trong căn nhà máy anh cũng chẳng phải công nhân biên chế
Thế nên anh chẳng có thế chế biến được cuộc tình đôi ta
Chua nồng mặn ngọt hay có thế nào cũng chẳng do anh làm ra
Mà do tình cảm đôi ta bây giờ khác xa những ngày qua
Anh ước đôi mình trở về ngày trước mong em đừng lìa xa
What do you do when you finally giving up,
And everything in your life is going down no longer up,
And to know your the source of your own pain,
Wish I could conquer these demons and for them to be Slayne,
I try to bring people up but it seems I bring nothing but pain,
As i walk through this house of pain,
Everything burst into flames,
And my visions and dreams slowly burn and fade away,
The cost of my actions now we see how things play,
Think about it everyday,
Wish I could change everything about that day,
Write my storys in between these lines,
So they can know not to make the same mistakes as mine,
In hopes some Knowledge and wisdom i provide,
I know what it feels like to want to die,
And to feel lost in life,
Hope this song stops somones suicide,
And makes em realize there's more to life,
And to put the bad days behind,
Let the beat ride,
One day you'll make it and shine,
Let em laugh and make jokes cause to your visions there blind,
Keep it going and pay them no mine,
Keep your head held high and you'll do just fine,
The most powerful thing you have as a weapon is believing in yourself,
Cause they'll never under what you had to do or how you felt,
So never doubt yourself,
When push comes to shove,
Rise above it all when you've had enough,
Yea life is ruff but
If you dont let em they cant keep you in these cuffs,
Fukin wow who wrote this message me please
what if I don't care about making profit, what if I just want to write music. Could I use this for non-profit?
laying on the curb freezing cold weather starts to rain but why this I don't do much of the playing cd
Puedo usar este beat?
Can i use this beat?
im gonna vocal this its deep
Am i allowed to use this for a rap for my yt channel?
living in pain cuz of retrogression, so many bleed flame I guess i'm destined fall into same fear calling my name, wrath locked away, let it out to play, what have I done?? giving a fuck was such a task, bleed rain through my spiritual aftermath, pray every night when my brain ain't, tryna stay in flight, but it stains my sight
Hey if i were to make lyrics to this, could i post this on my channel? ill give you full credit in the description
where can i buy this beat ?
(Chorus)
Call me crazy, call me insane, or maybe it's something wrong with my brain, but I'm sic, im twisted, and insecure, tryna break out and find a cure, the pain, the suffering is all I fear, as I walk away I know the end is near, fuck man I need another beer,
(Verse 1)
as I drink my two-eleven, i sit here waiting for heaven, I see the light in the sky, oh please let this be my time to die, and sour high in the sky, all I want is to spread my wings and fly, I tell no lie, I tell no lie, I just wanna die, I just wanna soar high, fuck me, I wanna cry, I dont even know why i try
The end is near
The pain I fear
The end is near
The pain I fear
The end is near
Soar high
High in the sky
Dont know why
Why I try
Just wanna fly
High in the sky
I've used this beat as just for a try and I've uploaded a music video on TH-cam.....hey did i done any mistakes by using this beat
someone please make a music with this beat
ill do :)
I will whats ur email n WhatsApp number? I gotz this. Sinima holla my dude.
What country are you in ?..we can't use whatsup in differnet countries
That track is done with vocals please do not panic, Raul, its fyah. anyone else wanna hear it link my youtube page(Che Nava) an subscribe, send me ur email or number (WhatsApp#)so I can send this master piece to you. Street Shit, BK iiz BaaK. Che Nava-Czar. Damn this ish is dope. Remember this moment people I will make this a hit song, cause it is. Linkup.
i will check me out sub
can I use this beat for non profit?
don't forget to check
sona doğru giden yolda geriye dönmek olmuyor
öyle insanlar var ki daha çocukken hayatı son buluyor
anne babasız kalmak inan ki insana çok koyuyor
koyan o olmuyor koyan sevgisiz kalmak oluyor
ben herkesi sevdim bu dünyada sevemediğim bir sen kaldın
senden bu hayatta 10 liraya biraz sevgi birazda kalp aldım
aslında anladım senin çok ucuz bir kadın olduğunu
güneş çıkmazsa çiçeklerin ay ışığında solduğunu
hayat oksigensiz yaşanmıyor Ömerde sensiz yaşayamıyor
karbonhidrat ile insanlık bitiyor sensiz kaldıkta Ömer Ölüyor
7 milyarlık dünya nüfusunda ben bir seni sevdim
kışı beklerken 3 mevsim geçti ama kış gelmedi
insan bir şeyi ne kadar isterse beklerse onu elde edemez
ben seni çok sevdim çok istedim ama sen bana gelmedin
bari sözünü tutsaydın beni hiç bir zaman bırakmasaydın
bak ben çok değiştim artık eski Ömer değilim
nakarat (2x)
ne yaptıysam sana,ne dediysem sana
eskiler eskide kaldı yeniliklerde eskileşicekler
kalp atışım maximumdaydı birden bire yavaşladı
görüyor musun senin acı sözlerine kalbim bile dayanmadı
yıllar sonra bir düşündümde senin terketmen beni çok bağlamadı
seni seviyorum Ömer falan hepsi palavraydı
yıllar içinde kendimi kanıtlamış olduğumu sanıyordum
meğersem bu yıllarda ben kendi kendime yok olmuşum
bu kalemle noktayı koydum ama vergül oldu
ben git gide derin bir bataklıkta batıyordum
Dünya'daki buzlar bile eridi senin soğukluğun bitmedi
beni öldürme planları kurmuştun aklında ama gerçekleşmedi
lan kızım ben zaten ölüyüm ne istiyorsun benden
paramın olmadığını gören yanımdan siktirdi gitti
eve gittim sinirlerim bozuktu babam çıktı karşıma
çok sinirliydim bağırdım ve tekmeyi yedim karnıma
göz yaşlarım akmaya başladı odama kapandım
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Already wrote something to this beat.... Killer if I say so myself
how much is this beat and is there a way to use it without the tags if your given credit for making it???
John Gemp Buy it
Mistakia Music wanna help me produce my song my music is deep as hell
Do you care more for your music lyrics than me?
free?
what's the bpm for this track
137
Ich hoffe, es ist okay, wenn ich den Beat für meinen Jahresrückblick benutze. (non profit)
Habe euch im Titel und in der Beschreibung erwähnt.
Ihr könnt das Video auch gerne Claimen und was daran verdienen. Würde mich sogar freuen.
Gruß Daniel
Another bottle cap snapped another day trapped sick of takin crap n not swingin back
My mind gets the best of me n so it goes jokes on me i suppose
Over exposed overheatin while the snow blows n im just tryin to rub elbows with people who wanted somethin more
keep it on the up n up but damn disappionted in sum got my head hung wonderin why the fuck even try as another moment passes me by gives me t exchse to feed denons catch a hi instead
Of cluthin that shit its mine im deservin of this
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Tell me how am supposed to feel when I feel numb
U say I’m the smartest n make me look dumb
I sit outside on my fuckin porch every night drinking liquor,
I gaze up to the sky wondering why why the fuck I feel this way,
I hate it I just wanna die & nobody knows it I’ve bottled all this pain up I’m about to shatter,
Shatter like that broken mirror on the wall I look into it & all I see is a whole bunch of hurt & pain that’s been stained with him his whole life,
The time is tonight I’m ending my life fuck it all,
I’ve done everything I could to reach out after all this world is so cynical & I’m just helpless so cya all...
not gonna lie when I met chu
yeah I thought that it was special
you said we could be together and I thought we were meant to
and what I went through
it was so crazy
you just left me with a maybe
to you it’s all a guessing game and I guess all the pain just left my vision hazy
now I’m losin it all of my focus
and my broken hearts left me hopeless
I know this
girl I’ve noticed you moved from me already
who was the dude who gotchu that ring
girl give me a clue
to you was it all just a fling
now I’m breakin down crackin and mad at the whole thing and all that chu did but I’m laughing now HA HA
girl tell me what did I do wrong
girl was it me who pushed you so damn far away
or were you just stringing me along
yeah it’s sad to say but today is the day that we have to say goodbye to each other
and don’t ask me why girl
we’ll simply see each other some other time
(echo some other time)
//hook// 2X
moving on is hard
but quitting things is easy
we have another fight you pack your bag you quite now your leaving
your done
so long and I hope that chu do well
just know I’m wishin you the best in life
but I hope you go to hell
broken wings can't fly
I feel like em dead inside
like a corpse
this world has left its
mark
I was doomed from the
start
felt like I was course at
birth
got me asking, what my life is worth
so much pain I don't think death
could be so
worse
so many cracks in my
window pain
tear drops turn into to
rain
I done flooded my
crane
with thoughts that
remain
is hard to
retain(2)
deep thoughts no
emotion
what's all the
commotion
separated from reality
tragedy struck a
nerve
all I see is
blur's
if u like show me love
Broken wings, can't fly
I feel like I'm always numb inside
like a punch, this world has left its mark
we're all doomed from the very start
feel like unwanted since birth
contemplating what my life is worth
so much hurt I don't fear death
I feel like there is nothing left
looking out of this window pane
the falling tears turning into rain
now I've flooded this shirt that I wear
the pain inside I just cannot bear
Deep thought but no emotion
never understood all the commotion
Separated from reality a blur
the pain of the truth really struck a nerve
We all try inside
We all cry inside
We all fight inside
We're all dying inside
We all try inside
We all cry inside
We all fight inside
We're all dying inside
Numb it now with my prescriptions
tortured man wrote on the inscription
Lost my way, no direction
falling apart in the intersection
Look behind at my broken life
scratching for any bit of hope inside
I have got nothing left
I try my hardest I did my best
The pain and the struggle the end is near
taking a step off the ledge without fear
I hold the gun and the bottle to my head
I woke up this morning wishing I was dead
can you empathize and talk a bit
here my story then I swallow this bullet
The torture is really killing me
dying inside I'm losing my sanity
Dying inside losing grip of my pride I wanna drink then blow my brains with this .45 I know my family trys I know it a be harder if I died so I put the gun down and cry ask the Lord why
Do I feel this way I'm not OK something is wrong thats why I'm writing this song I wanna do right but keep doing wrong don't know how long I can go on I pick up the phone dial 911 tellem my location just incase I can't handle what I'm facing wich is reality my dreams I'm done chasing maybe I'll end up in the lake like Jason damn my mind is racing lord help me I'm debating pull the trigga or live life dying inside.
drinking.
way to much to witness.
daddy left it wasn't christian.
i don't care yo, i don't listen
i don't want you in my distance
if i see you, i will hit ya.
i don't drink i smoke a reefa
drift away i paint a picture
write some bars or hate issue
i dont cry don't need a t.....
Dope job Sinima beats!! One of my favorite producers. Check out the song I released to this beat on my channel under Holt- See You Later (Official Music Video) thanks so much guys!
dop
then you walk up and offer a blanket I denied your offer but gave it to me anyway ever since then I have seen you and this 20 sum oddz death of just my family friend I'm a stay until my last breath
you can't beak me
no mater what you do
So lost in the world
nothing to stop these thoughts.
I lost my girl
now surrounded by gun shots.
All alone in the cruel ass place
nobody wants to come around.
With the look on my face
I slowly start kneeling to the ground.
I'm asking God why?
why do I feel like I'm dying inside?
I deserve alot shit for the things I've done,
but I don't wanna feel this.
I've lived my life on the run,
which there is something's I did miss.
I should've loved her more than I did,
I should've saved her from running away.
But I had a choice just like it was a bid,
now, there's nothing more that I can say.
iv done a demo to this instrumental (not that good thou) only recorded it a few times :) (Non-profit) soundcloud.com/elementzz-5
Much love fam your beats always gives me chills nice work email me inwould lile to use this beat for non profit joshuaprycekipling@gmail.com