This is Your Story / Mark Buchanan
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ต.ค. 2024
- Mark Buchanan wanted nothing to do with the world of religion and spirituality. In fact, it weirded him out! Yet, his forthright opposition flipped to become a transforming faith! It all came down to a decision ...
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A unique and wonderful testimony to the beautiful awakening into true living as a follower of our Messiah, Christ Jesus! 💞🙏
Why can't i believe no matter how much I'm desperate to feel god in my heart .
At my lowest point of my life and 30 year deug addiction i went to church with my daughters school teacher and there was about 100 people speaking in tongues and deopping to the floor .
And i was the only person still standing wanting to feel like they did so BADLY .
AND FELT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
everybody at church always seem so peaceful and genuinely happy .and so sure that god is real abd that they will one day go to heaven .
WHY CANT I FEEL LIKE THESE PEOPLE ???
deep down i know that there is nothing once you die. Just like turning off a light .and I'm never going to see my family and dead husband again .and it scares me SO MUCH .
THESE PEOPLE AT CHURCH ALSO TOLD ME THAT MY BABY THAT WAS IN FOSTER CARE WOULD DEFINITELY BE RETURNED TO ME AND THEY PRAYED THAT IT WOULD BE SO .
AND PROMISED ME THAT IT WOULD ALL WORK OUT FINE .
4 MONTHS LATER MY SON WAS ADOPTED AND I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN.
NEVER GOT TO SEE HIM REACH HIS FIRST BIRTHDAY AND HE WILL BE 12 NOW .
I asked that the family he be adopted by be good Christians .
Just in case god is real and i wanted him to have a religious upbringing .
I WAS TOLD THAT I HAD NO SAY AT ALL AND HE WOULD PROBABLY GO TO A ATHEISTS HOUSEHOLD .
which makes me so sad because i think that if your family arent christians you may take the wrong path in life .