Because people are even talking until now of how nobody noticed: A lot of fans (even the international ones) knew of this and wrote to him up cheering messages. It was well known to Shawols that he was depressed. As you can see he talked about it in his lyrics, in his book and in his radio show openly since years. He even posted sad lyrics on Instagram and everytime fans would write him in English and Korean that they love him and that he can talk to them and that he is important to us. It is not fair saying that nobody noticed, because a lot did. It's okay if you didn't know about it since a lot of people knew, but you all are literally making Shawols feel bad and saying that their effort was not enough. Before you post something like this at least check if that what your are saying is true. I remember how full of panic all of us Shawols were, when he posted in November the sad lyrics of a song and his caption and it makes me feel so sad that people think we didn't noticed
I agree..I blame the doctor he went to visit..I'm sure he will have that guilt in him forever..As a doctor for mental illness we never blame the client and say it's their fault, we try to find ways to help them..I feel pathetic as a psychiatrist in training seeing other doctors like that..
A lot of us knew though. When he died, it didn't come as a shock to me. He showed all of the signs, and even gave a friend a suicide note. If this was America, he would have immediately be put under care and see to it that he's cared for. It was also his doctor, that said depression was his fault. If this was america that doctor would have stood trial for saying that. Doctors can actually be jailed for second degree murder in America if they enable depression like jjong's doctor did. For those who didn't notice jjong's depression, that's not your fault either. For some people it's hard to pick out. I just knew he was depressed because he would be very open about it in interviews and talk shows. He never hid his pain. He would talk about pain, and loneliness and shawols have tried to give him love and help, but fans aren't enough. What he needed was proper care, a therapist and made sure he was never alone. Sm didn't take care of him, and Korea's healthcare and his doctor failed him. I personally got over my suicide attempts through the amazing healthcare here. I was really taken care of. People say therapy doesn't make a difference but it does. I was hospitalized twice for suicide attempts and sent to a ward. Afterwards I was in an aftercare program for 3 months. I hated it at the time, but now I'm so grateful because I really would have died without all the help, care, and support I received. If jjong was given the same attention from his suicide note, this would have never happened.
@@sekarwilis6311 What? That's not my point. I 100% think that his mom, sister and all of SHINee did literally all they could to take care of him. You could see it in videos where key, onew, taemin and minho would really take care of him. Who's to blame? Korean medical care. Not you, you wouldn't be able to do anything period. Not me, I wouldn't be able to do anything period. Let us as the fans, not blame ourselves. Don't forget, jjong was really intent on always talking about his depression, if you didn't realize it that's ok. A lot of fans did, a lot of fans didn't. Of course we will have regrets, but at this point I believe now he's happy. Anyone who is depressed reading this, know your life is worth much more than taking it. I tell myself the same thing every single day. I'm depressed like Jonghyun. I've had a lot of suicide attempts but for some reason, never worked. I've always narrowly escaped it. Now I know, after Jonghyun's death, people need me. Even if I don't know them yet. Same goes for all of you. Some people tell me happiness is a choice. Those are the people not living with depression. But that's ok, because one day I know I'll be happy. Please, get some help if you feel depressed over Jonghyun or anything else Hun, don't let the pain take over you.
@@inthediamondsky yes u'r right, that's my mistake.. im so sorry, i still cant get over this.. this reality is too painful for me.. i got mad so i just blab everything in my mind n in my heart.. i say terrible things n its not right.. i hope you can forgive me.. n thank you for remind me.. now i can came back to my sense, n i regret it.. i hope i can get over this soon n move on.. so i can smile happily when i look at the sky..
Marx AOTISLIFE ...More to the point is...HOW COULD WE HAVE BEEN SO DEAF??!!..Since KJ was SINGING AND TALKING about his depression on a continual basis whenever he could sing about it in his songs and talk about it on his radio show also!!💖😭💔💖
I wish I didn't connect with SHINee because of his death. I wish all idols out there who are struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts know that, even though they have anti fans, everyone or anyone who has any human decency will love them. I wish we didn't have to lose people everyday over things like anxiety, social phobias, and depression. But most of all, I wish we didn't have to lose a great, beautiful singer because some people thought he wasn't "good enough". I hope that we don't lose anymore loved idols before antis stop pestering everyone. We miss you Jonghyun, rest in peace
Depression has many reasons. It's not only because of this reason, I'm 100% sure. It's probably the main reason, but a depression is caused by more than a factor, unfortunately ..+ sometimes it's not enough, the fact of being loved by other people regardless of whether family or friends. it's just not enough, if you struggle with yourself/hate yourself. It's kinda hard to explain and it's even harder to understand if you haven't experienced something like this
I get what you mean but I've had "a relationship", if you will, with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts for much of my life so of course I'm gonna feel a connection with them, especially Jonghyun. It's ok if people connect with them through their own mental illnesses. It can actually be healing or therapeutic to those of us who feel the same.
@@porsheadeluna People need to see the screen of a depressed brain and to realize that depression can either be developed or genetic and that it has more types (: Wish people would stop stigmatizing us and let us speak on it because we know what we are going through
I used to think that fans and others f*ed up for not taking his condition seriously but I realised through my own struggles that if you have depression and/or other mental illnesses, it doesn't work like that. No one can cheer you up or make you happy anymore, and you feel guilty, hopeless and unlovable. You know, your own mind is your enemy slowly ruining you and everything, everyone you loved. And if you have been in the dark long enough, there's just no way out. I also think that this life is not for me and even though my loved ones tried to comfort me, I still feel that way. The only thing which could help me was not hiding my symptoms and seek help much earlier. So if anyone reads this and you notived that something's wrong with you, reach out and tell someone asap. It can save your life.
I know exactly what you are talking about. I'm going to my psychiatrist once every year. Unfortunately my meds makes me feel numb. Like I don't have emotions.
Damn man. I was really digging this song not knowing the lyrics, thinking it was something dark, but not this dark. I wish I never read the lyrics. I get mad at the people who missed the glaring signs. He even fucking wrote a suicide note and his friend just sat on it. I know it's not her fault but fuck man. He was surrounded by so many people but still couldn't get the help he needed. Korea really needs to get with the program with mental health issues and addressing the lack of medical solutions for people who NEED medication for issues like depression. And you know what's fucking mint. Koreans probably still rag on kpop celebrities like Park Bom for the prescription medication she takes for her depression and anxiety. Fuck those hypocrites, pretending they care about mental health issues then shunning the people who actually go out overseas to get the medication they need to feel well enough to live. I'm glad Park Bom has medical options in America that she lacks in Korea. At least her parents know what's good for her and get her what she needs from the US.
Please don't attack his family and friends. His best friend didn't just sit on the note. She informed his family and he received professional help...the only thing was, it was not helpful
_Old Soul _ there was no professional help. did you read his note? Even the so-called "Professionals" told him it's his fault. if he were to get an actual professional help. this would never have happened. Almost all the people who attempt suicide because of depression will regret it later after getting the help they truly need. Conclusions: Mental health isn't taken seriously in S. Korea.
the so called professional was not a professional. this is not the response you get from a doctor. it's from a liar who pretends to be one. that is why it is not a professional help. calling himself professional is so offensive to someone like me who is an actual professional.
Yuca 00 Be logical. They are professionals but they weren't BEING professional. They were very capable of helping him, but they didn't. They have degrees and anything which is why they are referred to as professionals.
“Don’t foolishly hold on, just let me go.” It’s been 6 months, and it’s truly sinking in that you’re gone. If it makes me a fool for wanting to hold on to you, I’ll be a fool. I’ll hold on to your memory in every way I can. I understand you, why you did it. I just wasn’t ready to let you go. I’ll slowly learn to be without you, I have to. But you and your story are one of the most powerful in my life, and I will continue to fight my own mental instability just for you. Only for you. You are my world, my angel. I will wait for the day we can meet again, because I will live my life as well as I can in your memory. I will never forget you. You did well, our bling bling. ♥️
He doesn’t care who, he just wanted someone to notice the fragile him who was going to break. He wanted to someone to notice his struggles cause he couldn’t bear it. He wanted someone to know...he wanted to know that it was alright. “I already threw away my body”...I seriously can’t stop crying at this. He was done with this world all he wanted was help.
What if I noticed sooner? What if I looked and saw through his smiles? what if I looked at his songs more closely? What if I supported him sooner? What if I spoke up sooner? The signs were there and I blame myself for not coming sooner to grab his hands before he fell.
I wish I could have noticed your struggles before. I wish that we could have helped in some way, but most of all I still wish you were still shining on earth rather than in heaven. Because I can't face this world without you here....
Even as he slid further into his depression, Jonghyun’s artistry didn’t desert him. Listen carefully to the beginning: the sound of papers being shuffled. 10 seconds in, male voices, humming deeply, a descending line. Jonghyun sings the first verse in a settled voice, before the song explodes into a chorus of distorted audio, and in a driving rhythm repeated phrases of “Someone please”, to which the response is the male voices humming again, almost with indifference. At 2:54 the bridge with its terrifying “one more step and it’s all over”, before at 3:04 the falsetto scream of a man in pain & desperate. At the end, briefly, the return of the sound of papers being shuffled. Here, with perfect clarity, Jonghyun, the artist, describes being at work in the studio, psychologically collapsing in plain sight of his fellows who did not hear him.
Aside from this being extremely sad, I just wanna praise the quality of this song, it's really Jonghyun-like : 1- A melody with a beat that could sound sensual (if you don't know the lyrics), a concept he slayed - especially in the She Is album, 2- Self-written lyrics that are beautiful, heart-wrenching, honest, poetic and that point out societal issues like he often did 3- An expressive voice full of emotions and THAT long high note during the bridge, also a Jjong signature, which is just chef's kiss 4- And tbh whatever the mood it's so great to listen to this Basically it's perfect, Jonghyun always shines but this song is just on top level. Thank you for everything King of kpop, may you rest in peace. ❤️
to be honest i read people asking " why didn't i notice these signs" well i think subconsciously for some it would be brushed off because we don't want to believe that the person is in depression or has suicidal thoughts because of the image they show as the happy person, they dont show it because they dont want people to worry. i got in to shinee before for like a year and I a multi-stan person cant listen everything or watch everything so i didnt know what was going on maybe if i did i might have said something but its too late we cant go bace to the past but we can keep living for him. i love you Jonghyun.
Sometimes you just have to listen to know how the person is doing. Unfortunately, too often, depression is simply not recognized quickly enough. Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun and all the others who have committed suicide because of depression.
Honestly I'm relating to him so much right now this lyrics..honestly are describing everything I feel right now..I just wish he didn't have to leave I'm also trying my best to keep myself from doing the same we miss you Jonghyun ❤️
J-Hopes Dreads That Scared The Dragonfly Awh same here somehow still believe it's gonna get better.. idk what makes me think that. So sick of these emotions I can't express.. I hope it gets better for you ❤
This song randomly came on my Spotify playlist. I couldn’t understand the lyrics, as I don’t speak Korean. But within the music, within his voice.. I felt something connect with me. I didn’t know what it was. When he hit that high note, my eyes began to tear up and I felt my heart hurt. Coming to read these lyrics, I finally understand. Me and him, we felt similar things. I feel these lyrics on a personal level. The fact that he could connect with a foreigner like me with just his voice in a language I don’t understand, speaks volumes on his talent. Learning about what happened to him after I searched for more of his songs, I began to cry. Depression is such a hard thing to battle. It saps away all your strength to fight for yourself. It feels hopeless. But I will keep trying. Jonghyun, your song helps me. Thank you for what you gave to this world. I only wish we could’ve given you more in return.
I agree with your coment eventhought i dint know him much after listening to this song for the first i felt the same as you,it helped me when i felt sad or depressed or jut hatted myself for no reason and i still do but im able to deal with it thanks to songs and i hope im still able to, for some reason i havent felt like this in a while and it feels good but strange
Jongyun in his last, live stream he was basically saying how he was in the bad mood and I guess he wanted to get out of it by telling the fans for the fans to make him happy, he had sent signs nobody noticed them they were just talking about taemin so they didn’t notice that he was sad, upset or the mood he was feeling and it heart breaking how he ‘someone please notice my struggles first’ ‘help me’ ‘I’m exhausted of this world’ “just one more step and it’s over”.. you could’ve lived more longer, but may you Rest In Peace, and may we meet in heaven 😭✨
This might be 3 yr old but excuse me,jjong had enough shawols trying to reach out to him,just because taemin is the maknae and adored by the fandom doesn't mean the it ignored other members
Just one more step and it’s all over. Dont foolishly hold on, just let me go. Jonghyun I’m sorry that, if we could go back we would’ve helped you. You did well. My heart hurts.
Same, I'm trying to fight the tears, although I wasn't a fan until after he passed, I still feel deeply sad that he had to go through this without the support he needed. Hopefully he's happy now and is watching over us from a far❤
"Just one more step and its all over." That line made me cry. Even if I wasn't a big fan of him I still miss him. He didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve any of the pain this awful world had caused him. R.I.P. Jonghyun, miss ya.
Just a few days ago I started listening to Jonghyun's music. I love the the music itself sounded. Even though I can't understand it, I felt that there was something more to it, if that makes sence. Over the past few days, and really the past couple of years, I've had my highs and lows. I've had thoughts about suicide. I knew that the name Kim Jonghyun sounded familiar from somewhere. I am a relativley new kpop stan. I started to listen to kpop january of this year. But tonight, I decided to look up the name Jonghyun to you know, find out more about this man with a beautiful voice, and to see if he was part of a band I can start stanning. Then I saw the word 'was'. And I was like- oh. And now I'm crying as if I've always listened and stanned his music. I can only imagine what his fans went through at the time and I'm so sorry.
This hits me in so many ways. To the fact that I didn't even know them well back then . I heard this song in a compilation video and looked up the singer for the song and found out that he had died, three years ago!! And now I'm a Shawol who didn't even get to watch his varieties, his vlives, etc while he was alive. I miss him so much, he always had this sincere smile and we didn't even realized just how sad and tormented he was.
Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon! Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~. I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~. But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams. When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you. Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day. We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth. You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27. You'll always be young... You were such a vulnerable, talented young man. It's been five years... but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing. I still can't believe you're gone. You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them. I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more. I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs. You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me. You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change. In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life. I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.
You are so unreachable. And unreachable to me, what a pity, # How I want to hear your voice # * To talk about what was * * ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶ And for Jeongyeon... you did a good job! Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.
I know there is nothing I could have done personally, since I didn't know him personally...but I still feel so *g u i l t y* over not noticing earlier. I don't always look at the translations of song lyrics so I had no idea... I'm so sorry Jonghyun... I'm sorry this world failed you.. I'm sorry *I* failed you.. I hope your pain and sorrows are forever lifted and you're enjoying your new life on the other side
I just sat in my class crying over this song and about how I didn't notice not to mention I have a real deep connection with the chorus and the last lyrics. It makes me feel even more sad.
stop saying what if we noticed, what if we could've helped him, what if we did something more. some people, unfortunately, are beyond help. they are beyond any sort of treatment. several people DID realize. they DID notice. so don't simply disregard those fans. i believe jonghyun was one of those people. i guarantee as much as his members, his friends, his family tried to help, nothing could've gotten through to him. sometimes people are so set in their ways that it comes to a point of no return. rest in peace, jonghyun. i hope you're happy whenever you are.
The lyrics are really beautiful. He has been through some pretty rough emotions. Somebody that lived a happy fine life wouldn’t be able to write lyrics like these. They hit really deep for him.
This song scares me. Maybe not the song itself, but how it makes me feel. How much I relate to it when it's so blatantly about wanting to die. The fact that I may have inherited my mother's clinical depression without even realizing it scares me. This song makes me so aware of that fact, and I hate it.
when it came up on my spotify, the beat kinda scared me so i had to go search up the lyrics only to find it's one of his suicide-hinting songs (idk if i worded that correctly)
Sometime i really envy u. That u are soo brave to do that. A word suicide easy to say but hard to do. I can feel how hard u have been through. I really envy u bcz u've already found ur happy place the place that quiet and calm that suit for u. Unlike me living with problems and stresses everyday. I've always think that if i were u, i would have been to a lovely place and live happier than i am now. U must have planned that for soo long bcz if not there will be a lot of things that u afraid to lose and lose forever, such as ur family ur love one ur friends ur favorite job etc. This is the situation i am in now. I really wanna leave this stressful place and find a better life. In another world start all again but i really unable to let go everything like u. I really envy u how can u do that tell me.
Do Hoson everyone deserve to be happy..i dont really agree when jonghyun say pain is only pain and u cant turn pain into happiness..for me pain make u stronger...its just how u handle everything in ur life if u think everything make u stress it will turn out bad u know..try to be positive have faith think about ur family..if suicide can solve my problem i think will just kill myself but no suicide wont solve my problem and its just going to hurt the person i love if i choose to suicide l..remember everyone deserve to be happy p/s-sorry for my broken english
Do Hoson trust me u deserve to be happy its just a matter of time one day everything will be ok for u dont let sadness dominate urself..if u need a friend to talk u can just talk to me this is my ig naybling and this is my fb nainai..i hope i can help u
When i hear someones songs first i noticed the lyrics and second i think they are talking about there selves, well basically i think all the singers write there songs about there selves and i was right about it.
Jonghyun. . please come back to us I miss you so much i'm so sorry for not noticing your pain i wish i did early now i'm here crying everyday bc your gone i feel so bad and guilty, you sent signals which none of us noticed.. . . .i so sorry Jonghyun just please come back i can't live without you, you were my inspiration, my everything i hope you're doing well, we all miss you #Youdidwelljonghyun #ripjonghyun
Can people really notice and analyze this masterpiece? This song really one of his best , vocally, musically and lyrics , my God the mood of it takes you to another place
I torture myself by listening to this Song. It's still so sad that he's gone and I'll never stop missing him. He was such a great inspiration and will forever be 💜
It's so hard to listen to these songs and watch these images of him. I still hurt. I still miss him. I still cry. And still asking why? And I did notice something was up. Most celebrities do have some sadness mainly from a loss of freedom and losing part of themselves to fame. But I never fathomed it was bad enough for him leave this world. As a fan there was nothing I could do to help. As a fan you can't get close to be a friend or of any help to the one you admire/love/think highly of/find precious/the one you want to tell how much they and their art mean to you.
Things he said the most not only in this song but all the time and we didn’t notice 😭 -he was sick of being perfect and he couldn’t show the real him -he was exhausted from the world and being like this -someone needs to dry my drenched tears -someone hold me -im struggling -PLEASE NOTICE ME -JUST ONE MORE STEP AND ILL GO, ARE YOU FOOLISH DONT HOLD ONTO ME, LET ME GO He used these ALL the time, not similar things, them EXACT words, drenched, struggling, hold me, exhausted , perfect, real him, notice me, recognise me, even in his suicide letter, it’s like he was giving clues and building up to it, all his letters were basically warnings or letters
I miss him so much. Everyone does, I just wanna hug him and tell him we will get him through this together, he has the best voice… Voice of an angel and I’m so sad that we won’t be able to hear it again. I’m sure everyone came to this video so we can actually write how much we miss him and love him. 🥹😩😩😫😫😖😣😭I LOVE YOU JONGHYUN
To everybody who is a fan…I just got to know this amazing human being! Please, do not feel bad, do not feel responsible…yes, more support may have helped him lived a few months longer, but not more…I actually put all responsibility in his management company, because they could see that he was really upset by outside criticism, and it became something at a social and medical level! It was time for them to rally support all around him! If he needed to stop performing, and just being himself, even taking him to another country discreetly where he could get a good mental illness support program, then it was their duty to do so! He put himself, whole, in their hands!!! They were the ones that should have said enough…we know your sad songs are beautiful and sell great, but your life is more important! We can do without your genius poems which we call songs for a while…we will take care of you!!! Maybe even the company could have seen that as an investment, but they gave such a short vision, and such a poor value on life vs money and fame
Why did I have the same feeling some days ago? I miss him so much, he is someone I can relate a lot. Jonghyun I'm truly sorry for not noticing you before, I mean if I had knew you better and before, I probably would have helped you. You made a choice, I respect it and I hope you're feeling better now and that you're in a better place.
Absolutely feeling this song right now. I let the guy I loved slip away and now I'm exhausted. 5 years I loved him and I can't forgive myself for letting him go and I can't forgive him for letting go and moving on whilst I'm still wrapped around his finger. Love you Jjong,, I could always count on your lyrics to relate to regardless of how I felt throughout these 5 short years.
This song is oddly chilling maybe it's cause I heard it after Jonghyun left this world but damn I'm getting the hibijibies. It's so sad but it also gives me a cold feeling in my chest and I feel like I can on a personal level. But i get shivers every time he asked for help. If other people felt like this when they listened to this how could they not notice.
Rewatching this in 2019 and just ......I'm so sorry we didn't notice before angel. I wish I could have been there for you. You didn't deserve this pain.
I’m so mad that no one noticed this! I was sadly not a shawol when this came out,i just recently joined the fandom and i just...man R.I.P. you did well 💖
Every time I hear this, I feel a strange feeling. I wish we met Jonghyun even in dreams. I love you so much dear Jonghyun. You are the only one I possess in my life and make me feel comfortable.
This song was screaming out “Help me” I feel foolish for never noticing, the clues where there he was asking us for help but...we didn’t get the message I wish I could go back time to where I could’ve supported him through all his hardships
I think most songs are written about Yeri. She is the "shining" and "unattainable" girl he describes in his songs. She is the girl with bright eyes. At the beginning of the song "Let Me Out" is heard the voice of Yeri 0:08.He also mention it in his novel.Sooo sweett
I'm not much of a physical contact person but I wish to God I could hug Jjong and tell him we love him and cry along with him so he doesnt feel alone... he did so well but in the end nobody acknowledged it enough and he didn't know just how much we love him... Jonghyun, I hope you can see how much we miss and love you ♥️
It's sad really...how someone so utterly beautiful felt so much pain. Fans of him tried to help but in the end he was the one who made his desision wether it was him himself or his mind. I've only became a fan of his after his death and the more I listen to his music the more I regret that. When he passed away I didn't see why it was such a big deal...but now I do. He himself was a amazing and talented man, his voice is utterly beautiful and in all honesty we never deserved someone like him. He was truely a Angel and he still is a Angel but a real one now. I love you and I wish you have the most wonderful life up in heaven.
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"Someone please hold me, I'm exhausted from this world"
I love you so much🤗🖤✨
I love you
Love you 🥹😫😫😫
😔😓
Here get a bigg huggggg from meeeee let's run away from this worlddd
“someone please notice my struggles first” I hate myself for not noticing this all
cadexx don't hate yourself girl
Same
cadexx sme
Same
Same.
Because people are even talking until now of how nobody noticed:
A lot of fans (even the international ones) knew of this and wrote to him up cheering messages. It was well known to Shawols that he was depressed. As you can see he talked about it in his lyrics, in his book and in his radio show openly since years. He even posted sad lyrics on Instagram and everytime fans would write him in English and Korean that they love him and that he can talk to them and that he is important to us. It is not fair saying that nobody noticed, because a lot did. It's okay if you didn't know about it since a lot of people knew, but you all are literally making Shawols feel bad and saying that their effort was not enough. Before you post something like this at least check if that what your are saying is true. I remember how full of panic all of us Shawols were, when he posted in November the sad lyrics of a song and his caption and it makes me feel so sad that people think we didn't noticed
Thank you for this. The shawols and his family and friends were broken from this. It hurts more when others say we didn't notice to help him...
Good words! It is true.
In the end what if everyone noticed? He suffered of a mental illness, only real doctors can do something. Love of fans can help but don't heal people
Thank you so much for saying that🤧
I agree..I blame the doctor he went to visit..I'm sure he will have that guilt in him forever..As a doctor for mental illness we never blame the client and say it's their fault, we try to find ways to help them..I feel pathetic as a psychiatrist in training seeing other doctors like that..
_i just want to hug him, and tell him that it's okay. we are here in his heart forever_
He sent signals
This song was a scream. How could we have been so blind?
A lot of us knew though. When he died, it didn't come as a shock to me. He showed all of the signs, and even gave a friend a suicide note. If this was America, he would have immediately be put under care and see to it that he's cared for. It was also his doctor, that said depression was his fault. If this was america that doctor would have stood trial for saying that. Doctors can actually be jailed for second degree murder in America if they enable depression like jjong's doctor did. For those who didn't notice jjong's depression, that's not your fault either. For some people it's hard to pick out. I just knew he was depressed because he would be very open about it in interviews and talk shows. He never hid his pain. He would talk about pain, and loneliness and shawols have tried to give him love and help, but fans aren't enough. What he needed was proper care, a therapist and made sure he was never alone. Sm didn't take care of him, and Korea's healthcare and his doctor failed him. I personally got over my suicide attempts through the amazing healthcare here. I was really taken care of. People say therapy doesn't make a difference but it does. I was hospitalized twice for suicide attempts and sent to a ward. Afterwards I was in an aftercare program for 3 months. I hated it at the time, but now I'm so grateful because I really would have died without all the help, care, and support I received. If jjong was given the same attention from his suicide note, this would have never happened.
He literally talked about his depression seriously...
@@sekarwilis6311 What? That's not my point. I 100% think that his mom, sister and all of SHINee did literally all they could to take care of him. You could see it in videos where key, onew, taemin and minho would really take care of him. Who's to blame? Korean medical care. Not you, you wouldn't be able to do anything period. Not me, I wouldn't be able to do anything period. Let us as the fans, not blame ourselves. Don't forget, jjong was really intent on always talking about his depression, if you didn't realize it that's ok. A lot of fans did, a lot of fans didn't. Of course we will have regrets, but at this point I believe now he's happy. Anyone who is depressed reading this, know your life is worth much more than taking it. I tell myself the same thing every single day. I'm depressed like Jonghyun. I've had a lot of suicide attempts but for some reason, never worked. I've always narrowly escaped it. Now I know, after Jonghyun's death, people need me. Even if I don't know them yet. Same goes for all of you. Some people tell me happiness is a choice. Those are the people not living with depression. But that's ok, because one day I know I'll be happy. Please, get some help if you feel depressed over Jonghyun or anything else Hun, don't let the pain take over you.
@@inthediamondsky yes u'r right, that's my mistake.. im so sorry, i still cant get over this.. this reality is too painful for me.. i got mad so i just blab everything in my mind n in my heart.. i say terrible things n its not right.. i hope you can forgive me.. n thank you for remind me.. now i can came back to my sense, n i regret it.. i hope i can get over this soon n move on.. so i can smile happily when i look at the sky..
Marx AOTISLIFE
...More to the point is...HOW COULD WE HAVE BEEN SO DEAF??!!..Since KJ was SINGING AND TALKING about his depression on a continual basis whenever he could sing about it in his songs and talk about it on his radio show also!!💖😭💔💖
I wish I didn't connect with SHINee because of his death. I wish all idols out there who are struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts know that, even though they have anti fans, everyone or anyone who has any human decency will love them. I wish we didn't have to lose people everyday over things like anxiety, social phobias, and depression. But most of all, I wish we didn't have to lose a great, beautiful singer because some people thought he wasn't "good enough". I hope that we don't lose anymore loved idols before antis stop pestering everyone. We miss you Jonghyun, rest in peace
Depression has many reasons. It's not only because of this reason, I'm 100% sure. It's probably the main reason, but a depression is caused by more than a factor, unfortunately ..+ sometimes it's not enough, the fact of being loved by other people regardless of whether family or friends. it's just not enough, if you struggle with yourself/hate yourself. It's kinda hard to explain and it's even harder to understand if you haven't experienced something like this
Same I that I didn't take notice of Shinee till after Jonghyun left
@@noo-rh1qn yes. The most frustrating type pf depression is when you have a perfect life and still feel sad and depressed.
I get what you mean but I've had "a relationship", if you will, with depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts for much of my life so of course I'm gonna feel a connection with them, especially Jonghyun. It's ok if people connect with them through their own mental illnesses. It can actually be healing or therapeutic to those of us who feel the same.
@@porsheadeluna
People need to see the screen of a depressed brain and to realize that depression can either be developed or genetic and that it has more types (:
Wish people would stop stigmatizing us and let us speak on it because we know what we are going through
I used to think that fans and others f*ed up for not taking his condition seriously but I realised through my own struggles that if you have depression and/or other mental illnesses, it doesn't work like that. No one can cheer you up or make you happy anymore, and you feel guilty, hopeless and unlovable. You know, your own mind is your enemy slowly ruining you and everything, everyone you loved. And if you have been in the dark long enough, there's just no way out. I also think that this life is not for me and even though my loved ones tried to comfort me, I still feel that way. The only thing which could help me was not hiding my symptoms and seek help much earlier. So if anyone reads this and you notived that something's wrong with you, reach out and tell someone asap. It can save your life.
I know exactly what you are talking about. I'm going to my psychiatrist once every year. Unfortunately my meds makes me feel numb. Like I don't have emotions.
Damn man. I was really digging this song not knowing the lyrics, thinking it was something dark, but not this dark. I wish I never read the lyrics. I get mad at the people who missed the glaring signs. He even fucking wrote a suicide note and his friend just sat on it. I know it's not her fault but fuck man. He was surrounded by so many people but still couldn't get the help he needed. Korea really needs to get with the program with mental health issues and addressing the lack of medical solutions for people who NEED medication for issues like depression.
And you know what's fucking mint. Koreans probably still rag on kpop celebrities like Park Bom for the prescription medication she takes for her depression and anxiety. Fuck those hypocrites, pretending they care about mental health issues then shunning the people who actually go out overseas to get the medication they need to feel well enough to live. I'm glad Park Bom has medical options in America that she lacks in Korea. At least her parents know what's good for her and get her what she needs from the US.
Please don't attack his family and friends. His best friend didn't just sit on the note. She informed his family and he received professional help...the only thing was, it was not helpful
_Old Soul _
there was no professional help. did you read his note? Even the so-called "Professionals" told him it's his fault. if he were to get an actual professional help. this would never have happened. Almost all the people who attempt suicide because of depression will regret it later after getting the help they truly need.
Conclusions: Mental health isn't taken seriously in S. Korea.
Yuca 00 did you finish reading my response?? because I said the "professional" it was not helpful
the so called professional was not a professional. this is not the response you get from a doctor. it's from a liar who pretends to be one. that is why it is not a professional help. calling himself professional is so offensive to someone like me who is an actual professional.
Yuca 00 Be logical. They are professionals but they weren't BEING professional. They were very capable of helping him, but they didn't. They have degrees and anything which is why they are referred to as professionals.
“Someone please notice my struggles first”
Evie H 😢
“Don’t foolishly hold on, just let me go.”
It’s been 6 months, and it’s truly sinking in that you’re gone. If it makes me a fool for wanting to hold on to you, I’ll be a fool. I’ll hold on to your memory in every way I can. I understand you, why you did it. I just wasn’t ready to let you go. I’ll slowly learn to be without you, I have to. But you and your story are one of the most powerful in my life, and I will continue to fight my own mental instability just for you. Only for you. You are my world, my angel. I will wait for the day we can meet again, because I will live my life as well as I can in your memory. I will never forget you. You did well, our bling bling. ♥️
Thank you for this comment. Listen to Key's "I will fight". Well you probably did already. Stay strong!
This "Please help me" makes me sooo cryyy omg...😭😭💔
Me too. He was really hurting - it's such a tragedy in every way.
Me too this song reminds me of some of my struggles and i kno how he felt we miss and love u our bling bling rest in peace💔
He doesn’t care who, he just wanted someone to notice the fragile him who was going to break. He wanted to someone to notice his struggles cause he couldn’t bear it. He wanted someone to know...he wanted to know that it was alright. “I already threw away my body”...I seriously can’t stop crying at this. He was done with this world all he wanted was help.
It's hard. Wanting someone to hold you and notice your struggles. But you cannot reach out to anyone. And you can't speak it out even when asked
It makes me even sadder seeing him this way. YOU DID WELL JONGHYUN
You are welcome but I would like to know the reason behind your thanking me :) Chris Sandi
Chris Sandi well, his death still feels unreal to me. :/
May his soul rest in peace. I appreciate it.
I definitely do. Facebook, Instagram...
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What if I noticed sooner?
What if I looked and saw through his smiles?
what if I looked at his songs more closely?
What if I supported him sooner?
What if I spoke up sooner?
The signs were there and I blame myself for not coming sooner to grab his hands before he fell.
That's how I feel.
I also feel same
@@sasmitanayak5165
I thought he talked about it-
People just refused to listen
@@notwerkinginthishouse8634 it's correct but not all people know about it.
@@notwerkinginthishouse8634 people just grasp onto the lyrics and automatically think no one noticed. he was open about it, we all knew.
All artist express themselves via their art or medium. Jonghyun is an artist and he expressed his feelings through his music but we did not realize.
Even though not physically here... You will always be with us Jonghyun, I miss you 🌹
I wish I could have noticed your struggles before. I wish that we could have helped in some way, but most of all I still wish you were still shining on earth rather than in heaven. Because I can't face this world without you here....
Kim Taehyung김 태 형 l also wish like you
if someone noticed him,
“Someone please hold me, I’m exhausted from this world”
I am literally in tears.........
Anna same😭
Same 😭
Anna same.. I miss you jonghyun oppa. 😭😭
Same :)
AHHHHHHHHHH SAMEEEE 😫😫😫
Even as he slid further into his depression, Jonghyun’s artistry didn’t desert him. Listen carefully to the beginning: the sound of papers being shuffled. 10 seconds in, male voices, humming deeply, a descending line. Jonghyun sings the first verse in a settled voice, before the song explodes into a chorus of distorted audio, and in a driving rhythm repeated phrases of “Someone please”, to which the response is the male voices humming again, almost with indifference. At 2:54 the bridge with its terrifying “one more step and it’s all over”, before at 3:04 the falsetto scream of a man in pain & desperate. At the end, briefly, the return of the sound of papers being shuffled. Here, with perfect clarity, Jonghyun, the artist, describes being at work in the studio, psychologically collapsing in plain sight of his fellows who did not hear him.
oh my god ur analysis gave me shivers.
Aside from this being extremely sad, I just wanna praise the quality of this song, it's really Jonghyun-like :
1- A melody with a beat that could sound sensual (if you don't know the lyrics), a concept he slayed - especially in the She Is album,
2- Self-written lyrics that are beautiful, heart-wrenching, honest, poetic and that point out societal issues like he often did
3- An expressive voice full of emotions and THAT long high note during the bridge, also a Jjong signature, which is just chef's kiss
4- And tbh whatever the mood it's so great to listen to this
Basically it's perfect, Jonghyun always shines but this song is just on top level. Thank you for everything King of kpop, may you rest in peace. ❤️
He gave us so many obvious signs and we missed all of them. Even 6 months after I still hate myself. For not noticing this all
to be honest i read people asking " why didn't i notice these signs" well i think subconsciously for some it would be brushed off because we don't want to believe that the person is in depression or has suicidal thoughts because of the image they show as the happy person, they dont show it because they dont want people to worry. i got in to shinee before for like a year and I a multi-stan person cant listen everything or watch everything so i didnt know what was going on maybe if i did i might have said something but its too late we cant go bace to the past but we can keep living for him. i love you Jonghyun.
Sometimes you just have to listen to know how the person is doing. Unfortunately, too often, depression is simply not recognized quickly enough.
Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun and all the others who have committed suicide because of depression.
Honestly I'm relating to him so much right now this lyrics..honestly are describing everything I feel right now..I just wish he didn't have to leave I'm also trying my best to keep myself from doing the same we miss you Jonghyun ❤️
J-Hopes Dreads That Scared The Dragonfly
Awh same here somehow still believe it's gonna get better.. idk what makes me think that. So sick of these emotions I can't express.. I hope it gets better for you ❤
Milka Cookie I hope it gets better for you too and for other Shawols and SHINee I just know he’s happy now playing his Kazoo for us in heaven
I knows it's like a year or 2 but I hope both of u are doing well now :)
Literally the same, we hear you, hard times will end because everything is temporary, whatever you're going through you can get past it 🤍
This song randomly came on my Spotify playlist. I couldn’t understand the lyrics, as I don’t speak Korean. But within the music, within his voice.. I felt something connect with me. I didn’t know what it was. When he hit that high note, my eyes began to tear up and I felt my heart hurt.
Coming to read these lyrics, I finally understand. Me and him, we felt similar things. I feel these lyrics on a personal level.
The fact that he could connect with a foreigner like me with just his voice in a language I don’t understand, speaks volumes on his talent. Learning about what happened to him after I searched for more of his songs, I began to cry.
Depression is such a hard thing to battle. It saps away all your strength to fight for yourself. It feels hopeless.
But I will keep trying. Jonghyun, your song helps me. Thank you for what you gave to this world. I only wish we could’ve given you more in return.
I agree with your coment eventhought i dint know him much after listening to this song for the first i felt the same as you,it helped me when i felt sad or depressed or jut hatted myself for no reason and i still do but im able to deal with it thanks to songs and i hope im still able to, for some reason i havent felt like this in a while and it feels good but strange
I became a fan after his death... i've missed a lot but at least I didn't have to cry over his death.. *OH WAIT I WANT TO CRY*
Same😔💜
@@방탄소년단샤이니에이 me too
Same
The lyrics from 1:09 to 1:35 make me cry
Same😔😞
Alexandra Moufarrej “눈물에 젖은 날 누가 좀 닦 아줘” :(
Jongyun in his last, live stream he was basically saying how he was in the bad mood and I guess he wanted to get out of it by telling the fans for the fans to make him happy, he had sent signs nobody noticed them they were just talking about taemin so they didn’t notice that he was sad, upset or the mood he was feeling and it heart breaking how he ‘someone please notice my struggles first’ ‘help me’ ‘I’m exhausted of this world’ “just one more step and it’s over”.. you could’ve lived more longer, but may you Rest In Peace, and may we meet in heaven 😭✨
This might be 3 yr old but excuse me,jjong had enough shawols trying to reach out to him,just because taemin is the maknae and adored by the fandom doesn't mean the it ignored other members
Ill never forget you, I wish we could’ve noticed more sooner...
Just one more step and it’s all over. Dont foolishly hold on, just let me go. Jonghyun I’m sorry that, if we could go back we would’ve helped you. You did well.
My heart hurts.
when looking at his eyes you can really tell that he was struggling and empty, i hope you're resting well and in a better place starboy
7 months and im still in tears.... i dont think i’ll ever get over this..
this song really hit me hard 😢😢
Same, I'm trying to fight the tears, although I wasn't a fan until after he passed, I still feel deeply sad that he had to go through this without the support he needed. Hopefully he's happy now and is watching over us from a far❤
Even though I’m a new fan it makes me want to cry. This song is hitting me pretty hard too.
i have no words... i just really mis him
"Just one more step and its all over." That line made me cry. Even if I wasn't a big fan of him I still miss him. He didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve any of the pain this awful world had caused him. R.I.P. Jonghyun, miss ya.
Just a few days ago I started listening to Jonghyun's music. I love the the music itself sounded. Even though I can't understand it, I felt that there was something more to it, if that makes sence. Over the past few days, and really the past couple of years, I've had my highs and lows. I've had thoughts about suicide. I knew that the name Kim Jonghyun sounded familiar from somewhere. I am a relativley new kpop stan. I started to listen to kpop january of this year. But tonight, I decided to look up the name Jonghyun to you know, find out more about this man with a beautiful voice, and to see if he was part of a band I can start stanning. Then I saw the word 'was'. And I was like- oh. And now I'm crying as if I've always listened and stanned his music. I can only imagine what his fans went through at the time and I'm so sorry.
Omg I'm not sure if I am sad or pissed. He was calling out for help dude. I MISS HIM SO MUCH
This hits me in so many ways. To the fact that I didn't even know them well back then . I heard this song in a compilation video and looked up the singer for the song and found out that he had died, three years ago!! And now I'm a Shawol who didn't even get to watch his varieties, his vlives, etc while he was alive. I miss him so much, he always had this sincere smile and we didn't even realized just how sad and tormented he was.
Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon!
Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~.
I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~.
But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams.
When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you.
Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day.
We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth.
You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27.
You'll always be young...
You were such a vulnerable, talented young man.
It's been five years... but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing.
I still can't believe you're gone.
You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them.
I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more.
I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs.
You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me.
You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change.
In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life.
I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.
You are so unreachable.
And unreachable to me, what a pity,
# How I want to hear your voice #
* To talk about what was *
* ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶
And for Jeongyeon... you did a good job!
Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.
It still feels so unreal... 😭💔
Ik, it just won't sink in that he's gone
He exactly wrote reality in this song ...nd conveys his misery life of being idol ...i miss you jonghyun 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 hope u rest peacefully 💞❤️❤️❤️❤️
Lyrics, are very personal....more and more I listen and read,more I uderstand His pain!
Miss You , Jonghyun
I know there is nothing I could have done personally, since I didn't know him personally...but I still feel so *g u i l t y* over not noticing earlier. I don't always look at the translations of song lyrics so I had no idea... I'm so sorry Jonghyun... I'm sorry this world failed you.. I'm sorry *I* failed you.. I hope your pain and sorrows are forever lifted and you're enjoying your new life on the other side
I just sat in my class crying over this song and about how I didn't notice not to mention I have a real deep connection with the chorus and the last lyrics. It makes me feel even more sad.
stop saying what if we noticed, what if we could've helped him, what if we did something more. some people, unfortunately, are beyond help. they are beyond any sort of treatment. several people DID realize. they DID notice. so don't simply disregard those fans. i believe jonghyun was one of those people. i guarantee as much as his members, his friends, his family tried to help, nothing could've gotten through to him. sometimes people are so set in their ways that it comes to a point of no return. rest in peace, jonghyun. i hope you're happy whenever you are.
Sorry are not enough to show how guilty i feel bcause not notice your pain.....😢😢
The lyrics are really beautiful. He has been through some pretty rough emotions. Somebody that lived a happy fine life wouldn’t be able to write lyrics like these. They hit really deep for him.
it's sad how ppl ignored him back then, I'm sorry oppa.
This song scares me. Maybe not the song itself, but how it makes me feel. How much I relate to it when it's so blatantly about wanting to die. The fact that I may have inherited my mother's clinical depression without even realizing it scares me. This song makes me so aware of that fact, and I hate it.
when it came up on my spotify, the beat kinda scared me so i had to go search up the lyrics only to find it's one of his suicide-hinting songs (idk if i worded that correctly)
U should look into getting help for ur issue even if it’s scary. There’s nothing wrong with getting help & it’s better to get it before things worsen.
@@2gth8 - You worded it correctly. I tried awhile ago to listen to this song and I couldn’t do it .
Please talk to a good qualified person.
The intro to this song gives me chills every. damn. time. truly a masterpiece!
Sometime i really envy u.
That u are soo brave to do that.
A word suicide easy to say but hard to do. I can feel how hard u have been through. I really envy u bcz u've already found ur happy place the place that quiet and calm that suit for u. Unlike me living with problems and stresses everyday. I've always think that if i were u, i would have been to a lovely place and live happier than i am now.
U must have planned that for soo long bcz if not there will be a lot of things that u afraid to lose and lose forever, such as ur family ur love one ur friends ur favorite job etc. This is the situation i am in now. I really wanna leave this stressful place and find a better life. In another world start all again but i really unable to let go everything like u.
I really envy u how can u do that tell me.
Do Hoson everyone deserve to be happy..i dont really agree when jonghyun say pain is only pain and u cant turn pain into happiness..for me pain make u stronger...its just how u handle everything in ur life if u think everything make u stress it will turn out bad u know..try to be positive have faith think about ur family..if suicide can solve my problem i think will just kill myself but no suicide wont solve my problem and its just going to hurt the person i love if i choose to suicide l..remember everyone deserve to be happy
p/s-sorry for my broken english
Nai Forever
❤❤ thank you. Thanks for noticing my problems.
Nai Forever
I also believe that there's must be away to deal with those.
But i couldn't find one yet. 😔
Do Hoson trust me u deserve to be happy its just a matter of time one day everything will be ok for u dont let sadness dominate urself..if u need a friend to talk u can just talk to me this is my ig naybling and this is my fb nainai..i hope i can help u
Nai Forever 💙💙 okay
"Some one pls wipe my tears, I'm drenched with tears..." This line hits so much....
When i hear someones songs first i noticed the lyrics and second i think they are talking about there selves, well basically i think all the singers write there songs about there selves and i was right about it.
The video in the beginning hurts my heart..
Me too, I miss him
I pray for him every night
finally he found his way out, you did well dear.... Rest at peace....
"please help me".😭
Jonghyun. . please come back to us
I miss you so much i'm so sorry for not noticing your pain i wish i did early now i'm here crying everyday bc your gone i feel so bad and guilty, you sent signals which none of us noticed.. . . .i so sorry Jonghyun just please come back i can't live without you, you were my inspiration, my everything
i hope you're doing well, we all miss you #Youdidwelljonghyun #ripjonghyun
Can people really notice and analyze this masterpiece? This song really one of his best , vocally, musically and lyrics , my God the mood of it takes you to another place
Congratulations on getting the Golden Disk Bonsang for Poet|Artist, Jonghyun
Please don't remember him from his death..
Please remember him by how much happiness he brought into this world, to all the fans💖
This is my favorite song by Jjong, the lyrics are so painfully relatable....but the song itself is so good
Those Signs😭😭😭😭
I torture myself by listening to this Song. It's still so sad that he's gone and I'll never stop missing him. He was such a great inspiration and will forever be 💜
I'm Sorry if I'm rude but WHY WOULD YOU DISLIKE THIS?!?!
Such a sad yet relatable meaning… ITS HORRIFYING HOW THIS IS SO sad 😞 sad 😢 WE MISS YOU
It's so hard to listen to these songs and watch these images of him. I still hurt. I still miss him. I still cry. And still asking why? And I did notice something was up. Most celebrities do have some sadness mainly from a loss of freedom and losing part of themselves to fame. But I never fathomed it was bad enough for him leave this world. As a fan there was nothing I could do to help. As a fan you can't get close to be a friend or of any help to the one you admire/love/think highly of/find precious/the one you want to tell how much they and their art mean to you.
💕💕💕💕
Jonghyun was such an amazing person. He finally gets his rest, through such a tragic way. Let his soul be in peace.❤
So relatable... Each lyric. Relatable.
Things he said the most not only in this song but all the time and we didn’t notice 😭
-he was sick of being perfect and he couldn’t show the real him
-he was exhausted from the world and being like this
-someone needs to dry my drenched tears
-someone hold me
-im struggling
-PLEASE NOTICE ME
-JUST ONE MORE STEP AND ILL GO, ARE YOU FOOLISH DONT HOLD ONTO ME, LET ME GO
He used these ALL the time, not similar things, them EXACT words, drenched, struggling, hold me, exhausted , perfect, real him, notice me, recognise me, even in his suicide letter, it’s like he was giving clues and building up to it, all his letters were basically warnings or letters
I miss him so much. Everyone does, I just wanna hug him and tell him we will get him through this together, he has the best voice… Voice of an angel and I’m so sad that we won’t be able to hear it again. I’m sure everyone came to this video so we can actually write how much we miss him and love him. 🥹😩😩😫😫😖😣😭I LOVE YOU JONGHYUN
He left cries, and we didn't notice..
Fuck..
I feel so bad and guilty i miss him so much whenever someone mentions his name i have a break down
Soo Jung same though I can barely listen to his music without crying
Yes we did notice he was very open about his depression, the thing is, is that we couldn’t stop him
To everybody who is a fan…I just got to know this amazing human being! Please, do not feel bad, do not feel responsible…yes, more support may have helped him lived a few months longer, but not more…I actually put all responsibility in his management company, because they could see that he was really upset by outside criticism, and it became something at a social and medical level! It was time for them to rally support all around him! If he needed to stop performing, and just being himself, even taking him to another country discreetly where he could get a good mental illness support program, then it was their duty to do so! He put himself, whole, in their hands!!! They were the ones that should have said enough…we know your sad songs are beautiful and sell great, but your life is more important!
We can do without your genius poems which we call songs for a while…we will take care of you!!!
Maybe even the company could have seen that as an investment, but they gave such a short vision, and such a poor value on life vs money and fame
Why did I have the same feeling some days ago? I miss him so much, he is someone I can relate a lot.
Jonghyun I'm truly sorry for not noticing you before, I mean if I had knew you better and before, I probably would have helped you. You made a choice, I respect it and I hope you're feeling better now and that you're in a better place.
Absolutely feeling this song right now. I let the guy I loved slip away and now I'm exhausted. 5 years I loved him and I can't forgive myself for letting him go and I can't forgive him for letting go and moving on whilst I'm still wrapped around his finger.
Love you Jjong,, I could always count on your lyrics to relate to regardless of how I felt throughout these 5 short years.
My god, that high note. I'm speechless at the loss of this talented man.
“Someone please hold me, I’m exhausted from this world” I really felt that jonghyun ahh :(
i get really emotional when this plays. all the love jonghyun❤️ you did great.
While hearing this song makes me cry more 😭 we miss you Jonghyun 😢💜💜💜❤️❤️❤️
This song is oddly chilling maybe it's cause I heard it after Jonghyun left this world but damn I'm getting the hibijibies. It's so sad but it also gives me a cold feeling in my chest and I feel like I can on a personal level. But i get shivers every time he asked for help. If other people felt like this when they listened to this how could they not notice.
I have listened to this song everyday for about 2 months and just now saw lyrics I’m crying😭😭😭
happy birthday angel 😭💗 we miss you. I hope you're doing well up there.. 😭💔
“Someone please notice my struggles first”
It’s been a year now
It's like he read my mind and emotions this song is describing how I feel
I miss him so much
I f**king miss this man 😞
Rewatching this in 2019 and just ......I'm so sorry we didn't notice before angel. I wish I could have been there for you. You didn't deserve this pain.
it's hard to explain but this was all brilliantly done its shocking
I’m so mad that no one noticed this! I was sadly not a shawol when this came out,i just recently joined the fandom and i just...man R.I.P. you did well 💖
Every time I hear this, I feel a strange feeling. I wish we met Jonghyun even in dreams. I love you so much dear Jonghyun. You are the only one I possess in my life and make me feel comfortable.
this made me cry, rest in piece Jonghyun and be happy....
This song was screaming out “Help me” I feel foolish for never noticing, the clues where there he was asking us for help but...we didn’t get the message
I wish I could go back time to where I could’ve supported him through all his hardships
He was very open about his depression...
When I miss him I listen to let me out to cry. I miss you Jonghyun so much.
You did very well oppa...i wish u are happy in your next life..when we happen to cross path , i ll notice your worries first...
I think most songs are written about Yeri. She is the "shining" and "unattainable" girl he describes in his songs. She is the girl with bright eyes. At the beginning of the song "Let Me Out" is heard the voice of Yeri 0:08.He also mention it in his novel.Sooo sweett
"Don't foolishly hold on, just let me go" ...I just can't
I'm not much of a physical contact person but I wish to God I could hug Jjong and tell him we love him and cry along with him so he doesnt feel alone... he did so well but in the end nobody acknowledged it enough and he didn't know just how much we love him...
Jonghyun, I hope you can see how much we miss and love you ♥️
One of the reason i love songs with deep lyrics are they reflect that what I feel and can’t put into words
It's sad really...how someone so utterly beautiful felt so much pain. Fans of him tried to help but in the end he was the one who made his desision wether it was him himself or his mind. I've only became a fan of his after his death and the more I listen to his music the more I regret that. When he passed away I didn't see why it was such a big deal...but now I do. He himself was a amazing and talented man, his voice is utterly beautiful and in all honesty we never deserved someone like him. He was truely a Angel and he still is a Angel but a real one now. I love you and I wish you have the most wonderful life up in heaven.