honestly, just the title alone hit me hard at this time of life. Interesting music. Im not sure if I quite get it, but it just has a lot of beautiful notations mixed with some dissonant notes and also some (i feel like-) kinda untuned piano. Im not sure If I would listen to that as enjoyment for my ears, but I can see through that and see the art behind it. It makes me think about how I miss her and really wish her the best but something in me also feels torn apart. Also my opinion doesnt matter, as long you create something personal. Still wanted to give my impression of it. Would you like to tell more about that art piece or is it just something that was made with intuition?
@@dertyp2919 i made this in roughly 20 - 30 minutes after getting a phone call from the local mental hospital my girlfriend was admitted after she SH'd due to her instability i still very much care about her, but i dont think im able to give her the kind of help she needs at this time, plus i also have a lot on my plate this isnt really meant to be "objectively good," just a stream of my consciousness at the time
@@c4nvm thank you very much for sharing your insights. I wish the best for you. I recently kinda broke up with my gf of 5 years. It wasnt out of hatred and it was mutual. But it was also bc, i felt like Im constantly trying to fix sth. Strain of conciousness is actually what I also considered. I find that very interesting, like i said: its not there to be enjoyed, but only for the sole purpose to be created. Great stuff
hi off topic but do you know what you did with your death threats remix? i cant seem to find it on spotify or anywhere else and ive been dying to listen again
Keep expressing yourself through your art bro don’t let anyone take that away from you
This shit is beautiful, best of luck with whatever you're going through rn.
@goncalvesdinis2327 ty man, i think i got it but ty for the support
really reminds me of 'Memories of Green' by Vangelis from the Bladerunner soundtrack, such a cool vibe
ethereal sound
honestly, just the title alone hit me hard at this time of life. Interesting music. Im not sure if I quite get it, but it just has a lot of beautiful notations mixed with some dissonant notes and also some (i feel like-) kinda untuned piano. Im not sure If I would listen to that as enjoyment for my ears, but I can see through that and see the art behind it. It makes me think about how I miss her and really wish her the best but something in me also feels torn apart.
Also my opinion doesnt matter, as long you create something personal. Still wanted to give my impression of it.
Would you like to tell more about that art piece or is it just something that was made with intuition?
@@dertyp2919 i made this in roughly 20 - 30 minutes after getting a phone call from the local mental hospital
my girlfriend was admitted after she SH'd due to her instability
i still very much care about her, but i dont think im able to give her the kind of help she needs at this time, plus i also have a lot on my plate
this isnt really meant to be "objectively good," just a stream of my consciousness at the time
@@dertyp2919 thats why it lacks structure, just subtle movement and contains mostly odd shifts between dissonance and consonance
@@c4nvm Praying for you and her man. Take care.
@@c4nvm thank you very much for sharing your insights. I wish the best for you. I recently kinda broke up with my gf of 5 years. It wasnt out of hatred and it was mutual. But it was also bc, i felt like Im constantly trying to fix sth.
Strain of conciousness is actually what I also considered. I find that very interesting, like i said: its not there to be enjoyed, but only for the sole purpose to be created. Great stuff
@@c4nvm i just relistened at actually it just needed to set. I almost cried hearing it this time
what did you use to create such music its sound amazing
okay its a free kontakt library called "diamond jazz trio freebie" and I put valhalla supermassive and mda detune on it
i like this
@@mxrrow. just went through ur discography, i like ur stuff! very jane remover
@c4nvm thank you 🙏🏻
we can make something someday if you want
@@mxrrow. sounds fun, im open to it
damn so cool
ts beautiful
sounds cool
@@fredrick119 thanks fredrick
really good, dude!
hi off topic but do you know what you did with your death threats remix? i cant seem to find it on spotify or anywhere else and ive been dying to listen again
ah shit my bad i took it down because i hated it, ill put it up on bandcamp again, its just privated
@@patch7151 alright its back on bandcamp, lmk what other platforms you listen on
@c4nvm omg ty!! i mostly just listen on spotify and yt music
This feels like minecraft for me kinda
@@kicek-dupa minceraft
can you tell me the name of the preset pls
@@strstrstrr tomorrow i will i swear
okay its a free kontakt library called "diamond jazz trio freebie" and I put valhalla supermassive and mda detune on it