Hyunee I really do feel your pain. Don't ever feel bad for crying. I've lost both my parents, and it does get easier, but like you said the tears just come if you are thinking about the good times you shared with them. you never forget. Just know you are not alone. We are here for you.
I feel your pain... I was 18 when my dad passed away! It was the hardest thing I've endured. Time doesn't make it easier. .. I miss him more with each year that passes and wish he could meet my husband and see us all grow up.
Talking is healing. Helps you with everything. Keep it up and know that we all think you’re great! Keep talking about your dad. I talk about my dad it heals me and always remember he loves and takes care of you from above.
I really appreciate you telling us your story. I lost my best friend 2 years ago and I turned to drinking too numb the pain as well. Knowing you are not alone is the comforting. We all suffer from not knowing how to grieve.
You are such a beautiful sweet young lady💯 continue to talk to us about your dear father it will help you and you are helping others💯 I pray to our Heavenly Father that he sends you some relief. We love you dearly Hyunee❤💯
Prayers to you Hyunee. 🙏🏼 I lost my dad two years ago and I lost my mom 6 years ago. It’s so hard at times but I have to stay strong for my children but there are days I break down too. It’s sucks. I miss them every day. ❤😢 we are all here for you!! We love you.
I lost my dad 6 years ago as well. And these days I’ve been very emotional because his birthday is coming next month and I miss him so much 😭. I just want to let you know that you are not alone and you will always have a true hyunee bee fandom right by your side. We love you hyunee 🩷🩷
Oh sweet girl i know exactly how you feel. I lost my mama 13 years ago and she was my bff ❤❤❤ not a day goes by that i dont miss her. And yes the pain is still there 💔 its good to cry and let it out. I love your videos. Im a new subscriber. ❤ keep being you.
I can relate I lost my dad in 2021 and I still am struggling but I keep fighting and living because he would want me to keep going. It’s okay to cry. I wish you peace and blessings and happiness and comfort on the rest of your journey through life. I been watching your videos for years keep going Hyunee your doing great ✨🙏
When you talked about your dad it got to me it made me think of my grandpa who died 16 years ago from cancer I was very young and some days it gets to me but yes time heals it gets easier but you never forget them
Hey love ❤ I’m really glad you’re getting better and you deserve to be happy and feel loved. I lost my mom five years ago and I still cannot say her name without tearing and crying. And about getting rid of your material things, maybe do a giveaway on the things that are worth 😍 so you know that your memories are in good hands and other people who love you are enjoying them as well. Maybe that could ease the pain of giving them up♥️ we love you and we are here for you. We are one huge family ❤
I totally can relate. I lost my dad 6 years ago and it still makes me so emotional when I think about him, all of the memories. I think the pain never goes away. We just find ways to deal with it and when we're alone or something familiar happens or a smell or a place comes up, we're always going to get emotional. I miss my dad too. But I know he's in a far better place, not suffering anymore. And I know your dad is too. Sending hugs. ❤
Hi Hyunee, I totally can relate , it has been so hard for me too . My dad meant the World to me , he was my heroe, my protector , I felt so secured and very much loved by his side , I never thought I would lose him because for me, in my eyes, he was indestructible ! When he past away I felt lost , angry , sad , scared (lots of mix feelings ) it was so so hard because I don't have siblings ...it's been years from his passing but it still hurts as the first day , I still cry and miss him , I totally understand you ... I send you a big hug full of love friend , you are not alone ! 💕🙌🏽✨️
It’s okay to cry you will get through it I feel for you I just lost my Dad in April suddenly it was hard still fresh in my mind still. Love ❤your videos keep up the great work! 😢
It's going to be alright hyunee, because even if ur dad is not here, his spirit will live on, and the memories that u had with him. For a while the passing of my grandpa hurt real bad, and everytime i thought about him or when i went to his grave i would break down and cry. So, ur not alone, we will always be here for u.
I know how you feel I lost my grandma last July . it was pretty hard but I know she looking down on me and so is your dad . I was gonna put this on your last video but it hard for me to open up . but thank you for sharing your life with use . And I do have my best friend who check on me sent it was two month's ago of losing my grandma .
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. I missed the last couple of videos of yours. But I’m telling you right now, you said it. Time helps, but it will never fully heal. I lost my partner of 26 years five years ago, and I am not healed and I will never be. And it was horrible because me, and my 17-year-old son sat and watched him die as they tried to revive him over a half hour. Can’t really get that out of my head. But anyway, I find myself thinking of the happier times more and more as time goes by. Big hugs to you. And again, I am so sorry for your loss because I can tell that you felt very close to your dad.
Honey, I lost my dad two years ago and I miss him every day. Sometimes I have my moments and I want to cry and I want to tell you it’s OK to cry and I wanted to tell you I’m here for you also I’m sending you a big hug also, I know how are you feeling too..💜💜
Hyunee I'm a new subscriber and I really enjoy your content, your personality, and your heart.On a side note I lost my first wife to sepsis. I'm still grieving her. So thank you for being you. But enough sad and drab with me.... Your appetite is Incredible!
😢😢❤ I 100% agree it never goes away and It is hard losing a parent i just lost my mom a year ago and I couldn't even see her before she past because I had no ride and it hits me hard sometimes that I wish I could have been there and had a better relationship with her for her and me and my son
It helps to talk about it. I lost my dad in 1998 and I still have his bathrobe. I've never washed it and it still smells like his soap and his aftershave. I'll never wash it. It will get easier Hyunee, but it never goes away. Hugs sweetie.
so true on evrithing you sed, time makes the diffrence, but you are stong and that tears are most normal, keep strong you are doing it really good, thank you🥰🥰🥰😘😘
Prayers ! It’s okay to cry !!! My mom died of cancer the month of October right before my birthday it’s going on 12 year I still miss her &. Cry sometimes.
It’s not easy losing someone so close to your heart 😢 but you are so strong and I am sending you all the love and cuddles to you and brother bee 💗 19:59
Hello Hyuney, it's a long time ago I watched one of your videos, it's almoast nostalgic to me , further how ya durin'? But I did catch glimps of you golfing via shorts, thats interesting cause my dad also likes to golf often. Greetings from overseas! 👋
Hyunee, there is nothing wrong with having a good cry. It’s good for the soul. When you were crying on the bus about your dog, you were grieving. There’s no wrong or right way. When you feel like crying, cry. Let it out. You’ll feel better. Weeping may endure for a night but, joy comes in the morning. Let those tears flow and allow yourself to feel what you feel. Why are you stifling your grief? It’s sad. You’re hurt. Cry about it and then move on. There will come another day where you feel like crying again. So cry. Cry til snot is hanging out of your nose. Your body gets rid of what it doesn’t need. Those tears are washing you of any guilt because it’s not your fault. Washing you of any sadness, because you can rejoice knowing your dad is no longer suffering. Crying don’t have to be done in the dark. There’s nothing to hide. Grieve to heal your heart but, don’t grieve as if there is no hope.
I’m sending you so much love my beautiful friend! I’ve watched you since you first started and I couldn’t be more proud of you and I know both of our dads and my mom are watching us. I love you HYUNEE and I will always have your back. I agree about grieving because I lost my Aunty at 12 and it was devastating. With both my parents gone it’s super sad but I try my best to keep living without them. I need to keep positive I have Brooklyn and my son Brody to worry about. ❤
I always felt the same about losing my dad at a young age we (me and my siblings) had a rough childhood financially . Emotionally mom didn't know how to raise us by herself she also was lost confused and lonely but w ate adults know and am experiencing trauma twice hard knowing that i dont hv anyone even though i hv a husband and a daughter but i still cry in the bathroom my siblings grow apart some became rich and arrogant mom obviously favoring the roch ones . Me left alone i don't work always feeling low coz i don't t hv the money to leave my husband basically i dont hv a place to go exept my husband's + in the arab third country its rought 😢😢😢
The only thing I love you and your videos but you can't teach nobody how to feel that's people grieving in your own way nobody can tell you how to feel cause they didn't know your relationship with if it WS a pet or a family member.... Just sayin stay strong❤
Hey hunny i have been watching your video for while now. When i had tough phase in life to escape i watched food volgs nd all therapy volgs but its all go or get better by the time only and yes face the reality don't escape from it ciz at the end uh have to face it so face it Asap will be helpful and congratulations 🎉 for terry and uh that uh guys r together and he is great guy and one more thing take it as advice when uh eat anything don't talk about ur dad cuz uh always ended up crying and the thing made uh feel sad bring sorrow to ur mood xuz in india Ayurveda it says that when uh sad or crying don't eat food cuz it will harm your body instead giving ur health or nutrition cuz when uh r sad or crying ur heart is full of emotions and resist back to have anything ao better not have at that time or let it out your emotions and talk about happy memories 0ther wise its also saying that don't talk while eating food as it not good for digestion as uh grab air while eatings or chewing food don't talk and so sorry for ur dad loss its hurtful for every person loosing parents but life is like this it has to flow loke water in river. Strength for uh and ur family hope it will help 😊
And not to say boo-hoo feel sorry for me. Because that’s not what I’m getting at. But I’m just saying in the last five years I’ve lost about five people. One of them being my partner of 26 years and one of them being my best friend for many many years. One of them being my father. One of them being my cousin. I won’t even go on but it’s been like this black death cloud above me and it’s so hard to get over each one and then deal with the next! I feel like what the hell is going on with me??
Hyunee I really do feel your pain. Don't ever feel bad for crying. I've lost both my parents, and it does get easier, but like you said the tears just come if you are thinking about the good times you shared with them. you never forget. Just know you are not alone. We are here for you.
I feel your pain... I was 18 when my dad passed away! It was the hardest thing I've endured.
Time doesn't make it easier. .. I miss him more with each year that passes and wish he could meet my husband and see us all grow up.
Talking is healing. Helps you with everything. Keep it up and know that we all think you’re great! Keep talking about your dad. I talk about my dad it heals me and always remember he loves and takes care of you from above.
I really appreciate you telling us your story. I lost my best friend 2 years ago and I turned to drinking too numb the pain as well. Knowing you are not alone is the comforting. We all suffer from not knowing how to grieve.
You are not wrong for crying! Crying helps with healing! We love you and your vulnerability you have been brave to show us! ❤
You are such a beautiful sweet young lady💯 continue to talk to us about your dear father it will help you and you are helping others💯 I pray to our Heavenly Father that he sends you some relief. We love you dearly Hyunee❤💯
Its okay to cry hyunee! We are always here for you ❤
Prayers to you Hyunee. 🙏🏼 I lost my dad two years ago and I lost my mom 6 years ago. It’s so hard at times but I have to stay strong for my children but there are days I break down too. It’s sucks. I miss them every day. ❤😢 we are all here for you!! We love you.
I lost my dad 6 years ago as well. And these days I’ve been very emotional because his birthday is coming next month and I miss him so much 😭. I just want to let you know that you are not alone and you will always have a true hyunee bee fandom right by your side. We love you hyunee 🩷🩷
Oh sweet girl i know exactly how you feel. I lost my mama 13 years ago and she was my bff ❤❤❤ not a day goes by that i dont miss her. And yes the pain is still there 💔 its good to cry and let it out. I love your videos. Im a new subscriber. ❤ keep being you.
I can relate I lost my dad in 2021 and I still am struggling but I keep fighting and living because he would want me to keep going. It’s okay to cry. I wish you peace and blessings and happiness and comfort on the rest of your journey through life. I been watching your videos for years keep going Hyunee your doing great ✨🙏
When you talked about your dad it got to me it made me think of my grandpa who died 16 years ago from cancer I was very young and some days it gets to me but yes time heals it gets easier but you never forget them
Hey love ❤ I’m really glad you’re getting better and you deserve to be happy and feel loved. I lost my mom five years ago and I still cannot say her name without tearing and crying. And about getting rid of your material things, maybe do a giveaway on the things that are worth 😍 so you know that your memories are in good hands and other people who love you are enjoying them as well. Maybe that could ease the pain of giving them up♥️ we love you and we are here for you. We are one huge family ❤
I totally can relate. I lost my dad 6 years ago and it still makes me so emotional when I think about him, all of the memories. I think the pain never goes away. We just find ways to deal with it and when we're alone or something familiar happens or a smell or a place comes up, we're always going to get emotional. I miss my dad too. But I know he's in a far better place, not suffering anymore. And I know your dad is too. Sending hugs. ❤
Hyunee!! I feel your pain… reliving the ptsd this month prayers girl big hugs!!
Hyunee thank you for showing this side of vulnerability. Iam so happy that you have someone like terry who loves you and is there for you 💕.
Hi Hyunee, I totally can relate , it has been so hard for me too . My dad meant the World to me , he was my heroe, my protector , I felt so secured and very much loved by his side , I never thought I would lose him because for me, in my eyes, he was indestructible ! When he past away I felt lost , angry , sad , scared (lots of mix feelings ) it was so so hard because I don't have siblings ...it's been years from his passing but it still hurts as the first day , I still cry and miss him , I totally understand you ... I send you a big hug full of love friend , you are not alone ! 💕🙌🏽✨️
It’s okay to cry you will get through it I feel for you I just lost my Dad in April suddenly it was hard still fresh in my mind still. Love ❤your videos keep up the great work! 😢
Lost my mom 14yrs ago still feels like yesterday ❤ big hugs to u ❤
Hey girl❕Excited to watch this video 😁 I’ve been craving Chipotle 🙌😋 sending you all the love 💕
It's going to be alright hyunee, because even if ur dad is not here, his spirit will live on, and the memories that u had with him. For a while the passing of my grandpa hurt real bad, and everytime i thought about him or when i went to his grave i would break down and cry. So, ur not alone, we will always be here for u.
I know how you feel I lost my grandma last July . it was pretty hard but I know she looking down on me and so is your dad . I was gonna put this on your last video but it hard for me to open up . but thank you for sharing your life with use . And I do have my best friend who check on me sent it was two month's ago of losing my grandma .
It’s always a good day when Hyunee uploads a video ❤❤❤
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. I missed the last couple of videos of yours. But I’m telling you right now, you said it. Time helps, but it will never fully heal. I lost my partner of 26 years five years ago, and I am not healed and I will never be. And it was horrible because me, and my 17-year-old son sat and watched him die as they tried to revive him over a half hour. Can’t really get that out of my head. But anyway, I find myself thinking of the happier times more and more as time goes by. Big hugs to you. And again, I am so sorry for your loss because I can tell that you felt very close to your dad.
My favorite is mixing the pico de gallo with the white cheese sauce and dipping the chips in, it’s so good!
Honey, I lost my dad two years ago and I miss him every day. Sometimes I have my moments and I want to cry and I want to tell you it’s OK to cry and I wanted to tell you I’m here for you also I’m sending you a big hug also, I know how are you feeling too..💜💜
Hyunee I'm a new subscriber and I really enjoy your content, your personality, and your heart.On a side note I lost my first wife to sepsis. I'm still grieving her. So thank you for being you. But enough sad and drab with me....
Your appetite is Incredible!
😢😢❤ I 100% agree it never goes away and It is hard losing a parent i just lost my mom a year ago and I couldn't even see her before she past because I had no ride and it hits me hard sometimes that I wish I could have been there and had a better relationship with her for her and me and my son
It helps to talk about it. I lost my dad in 1998 and I still have his bathrobe. I've never washed it and it still smells like his soap and his aftershave. I'll never wash it. It will get easier Hyunee, but it never goes away. Hugs sweetie.
so true on evrithing you sed, time makes the diffrence, but you are stong and that tears are most normal, keep strong you are doing it really good, thank you🥰🥰🥰😘😘
Always excited for your new vdo❤️😍😍😍😍🔥keep growing more love💜
Yes my heart was so broken seeing you cry I couldn't watch it all I'm sorry. Sending many Prayers of Healing. 🙏🫶
Prayers ! It’s okay to cry !!! My mom died of cancer the month of October right before my birthday it’s going on 12 year I still miss her &. Cry sometimes.
It’s not easy losing someone so close to your heart 😢 but you are so strong and I am sending you all the love and cuddles to you and brother bee 💗 19:59
O my gosh so mouthwatering🤤 i love guac on anything
I understand. I feel for you. Be well ❤
Hello Hyuney, it's a long time ago I watched one of your videos, it's almoast nostalgic to me , further how ya durin'? But I did catch glimps of you golfing via shorts, thats interesting cause my dad also likes to golf often.
Greetings from overseas! 👋
Hyunee, it's okay. I'm grieving too. It comes and it goes, one minute I'm okay, next minute I'm tearing up. We'll get through this!
Truff sauce is good with pretty much everything!
Hyunee, there is nothing wrong with having a good cry. It’s good for the soul. When you were crying on the bus about your dog, you were grieving. There’s no wrong or right way. When you feel like crying, cry. Let it out. You’ll feel better. Weeping may endure for a night but, joy comes in the morning. Let those tears flow and allow yourself to feel what you feel. Why are you stifling your grief? It’s sad. You’re hurt. Cry about it and then move on. There will come another day where you feel like crying again. So cry. Cry til snot is hanging out of your nose. Your body gets rid of what it doesn’t need. Those tears are washing you of any guilt because it’s not your fault. Washing you of any sadness, because you can rejoice knowing your dad is no longer suffering. Crying don’t have to be done in the dark. There’s nothing to hide. Grieve to heal your heart but, don’t grieve as if there is no hope.
I do love that truff sauce from Costco! I hope you feel better soon ❤
I’m sending you so much love my beautiful friend! I’ve watched you since you first started and I couldn’t be more proud of you and I know both of our dads and my mom are watching us. I love you HYUNEE and I will always have your back. I agree about grieving because I lost my Aunty at 12 and it was devastating. With both my parents gone it’s super sad but I try my best to keep living without them. I need to keep positive I have Brooklyn and my son Brody to worry about. ❤
Much love❤
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Sorry hyunee they are not your real friends...you don't have to lose someone close to be there for you! I'm sorry for your loss!
I always felt the same about losing my dad at a young age we (me and my siblings) had a rough childhood financially . Emotionally mom didn't know how to raise us by herself she also was lost confused and lonely but w ate adults know and am experiencing trauma twice hard knowing that i dont hv anyone even though i hv a husband and a daughter but i still cry in the bathroom my siblings grow apart some became rich and arrogant mom obviously favoring the roch ones . Me left alone i don't work always feeling low coz i don't t hv the money to leave my husband basically i dont hv a place to go exept my husband's + in the arab third country its rought 😢😢😢
It still hurts Hyunee and it's still very fresh. Losing your dad really hurts. Please give yourself a break.- Eric
20:25 omg your dad died on 2009 😢. That was when i was born. But huynee we will always be here for you .
Look's yammy 😊
Just stay strong
Diablos doesn’t charge for those side items (chips) lol
Sweetheart you're still grieving.... Salvation in the Lord Jesus lasts forever ❤
Girl I love you so much. Just wanna hug you ❤
The only thing I love you and your videos but you can't teach nobody how to feel that's people grieving in your own way nobody can tell you how to feel cause they didn't know your relationship with if it WS a pet or a family member.... Just sayin stay strong❤
Hey hunny i have been watching your video for while now. When i had tough phase in life to escape i watched food volgs nd all therapy volgs but its all go or get better by the time only and yes face the reality don't escape from it ciz at the end uh have to face it so face it Asap will be helpful and congratulations 🎉 for terry and uh that uh guys r together and he is great guy and one more thing take it as advice when uh eat anything don't talk about ur dad cuz uh always ended up crying and the thing made uh feel sad bring sorrow to ur mood xuz in india Ayurveda it says that when uh sad or crying don't eat food cuz it will harm your body instead giving ur health or nutrition cuz when uh r sad or crying ur heart is full of emotions and resist back to have anything ao better not have at that time or let it out your emotions and talk about happy memories 0ther wise its also saying that don't talk while eating food as it not good for digestion as uh grab air while eatings or chewing food don't talk and so sorry for ur dad loss its hurtful for every person loosing parents but life is like this it has to flow loke water in river. Strength for uh and ur family hope it will help 😊
Pls eat the world's spiciest chips it's a challenge
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You never talk about your mom, if she still alive? If so do you have a relationship with her?
And not to say boo-hoo feel sorry for me. Because that’s not what I’m getting at. But I’m just saying in the last five years I’ve lost about five people. One of them being my partner of 26 years and one of them being my best friend for many many years. One of them being my father. One of them being my cousin. I won’t even go on but it’s been like this black death cloud above me and it’s so hard to get over each one and then deal with the next! I feel like what the hell is going on with me??
And that’s not counting my three dogs that got old and passed away in those years as well. Holy hell. Death death death.
Crying and talking about it is therapy. ....sigh....
What happened to you mom. I don’t think I ever hear you talk about her.
Gotta stop watching her.
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