I have to tell you. Ive been watching your TF playlist for three days- I naturally came to a place of “i dont care the outcome of my TF bc I already know” and Ive been keeping my focus on myself, being present, doing my breath-work to calm my anxiety, and just be with myself. Last night, my TF texted me that she’s been thinking of me today. Thank you for explaining things the way you do. ❤ I will continue to absorb your content- and hopefully purchase from your site. 😊
Yes girl yesssssss! I. There too. I just know. So I'm taking this journey for what I believe it's for. The growth. I still miss him so much. But it's getting better day by day. The only thing is, for the past 4 days, I've had these strange dreams about him. That wake me up immediately. And I also feel a longing for him because I feel a sadness. I have NEVER dreamed about anyone this often. And all the dreams I have of him are so vivid. Idk what it means, but till I'm shown im going to keep on growing. I don't have to chase what I know is mine. No matter the outcome. I know.
@@PriscillaGodschildthanks for saying this, the dreams...🤯 I said the same thing. I've NEVER dreamt about ANYONE as often as I have him. The intensity and vividness is insane!
OMG, you described the signs so accurately, & it is a very painful process. 7 months now, thank you for your education on this subject. I think I would have gone over the edge if I had not found your you tube videos!
this video is the best i ever see, after 2 years i still looking for answer of what is this thing ! my question is : those the other side know we are twin flame ? does he fill the same ? it look like they get over and move on . thank you .
This is by far the funniest twin flame video I’ve seen and will ever see. I hate that everybody romanticizes twin flame connections! ITS NOT ALL RAINBOWS AND SUNSHINE PEOPLE! THIS SHIT GETS DARK REALLY QUICK
I hope that I never meet my twin flame. That's something that I feel that I can live without. If I see anything that looks like a Twin Flame Situation, I will make sure that person never becomes a part of my life.
@@theprinceofdarkness4679 most likely you wont even know you've met your twin until the separation occurs..... usually you wont even get along with them but then it hits you like lightening or tidal wave and from that moment on you cant imagine life without them.
That actually is the most helpful Information. I now know how to prevent it from happening. Thanks. I don't need anything like that in my life right now. I have too many other things to think about.
Very true , I cannot ask for guidance and express my situation to my best friend cos she will think I have lost marbles or maybe i am just obsessing to a guy that I barely know.
Depression, obsession, insomnia, crying, self negligence, withdrawal from other people, anxiety. I seriously questioned my sanity, rightly so...The obsessive thinking is still a struggle, but the darkest part of the Dark Night has passed...
Im in this place right now and i hate it. Want to go back to the girl i was 9 months ago before i went through this 😔 But the growth that i have gained from 9 months ago is worth it... I guess
Its hell. Plain and simple. U think like a stalker, act like a stalker....this man could kill someone and I'd still love him. Its been years and hes on my mind 24/7. You are amazing kurt.
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
THEEwickedwitch I promise this is how it feels no matter what I do I can’t get him off my mind I’ve tried so hard but even though my feelings aren’t as strong for him as they were before I just can’t get him off my mind literally every little thing reminds me of him it is hell
Twin flame turned MY WHOLE LIFE UPSIDE DOWN • It’s the most fucked up, rewarding experience of my life. I have grown beyond my imagination turned me psychotic.. Came out psychic 😂❤️🙌
this one hits so hard, those bawling and obssessive thinking and the feeling of letting it all out by crying and crying and crying. everything is so intense
SO THAT WAS DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. Holy buckets. I thought I was having a mental breakdown... And that pain? THAT PAIN WAS TORTURE. Oh my GOD. It felt like... Someone's fist burst into my chest, grabbed my heart and tried to crush it all while slowly twisting and tugging. I could NOT breathe and I cried and cried and cried. I do not remember my plexus hurting, but if it did I would guess that came with the manic sobbing... Cause you know, after a while your diaphragm is like, "DUDE." Wow.
I have been on this journey for 21 years, but didn't find out until 2020 that it was a twin flame I was dealing with. This video perfectly explained everything I have dealt with over 2 decades. I experienced and still experiencing all 5 signs but have learned how to deal with it better. It is still a struggle with so many emotions, highs and lows, pleasures and pains. It truly isn't something I can talk to anyone about, but a select few people who understand twin flames allow me to comfortably talk about it. Whewww, everyone has said it, but this guy is spot on! Pray for us Twin Flames
16 yrs running. Tried everything to shake loose to make the insanity stop. I finally just surrendered to it all and do my best to try to cope every day.
Soulmates = Disney princess getting her prince and riding off into the sunset, happily ever after. Twin Flame = Sole survivor of a horror movie and coming out with a feeling of "Heck ya, I rock!!!"
Haaaahaha! Aww, I think I just found my people. "I can't WAIT to meet my twin!!!...Wait a minute, what's this??" *enter 6th circle of hell*...starting to see the light though. Love these comments.
Honestly I have been looking for this to be over but it still feels like it did the first we met. We haven’t even kissed or hugged but this shiii is too intense for me 😅
This the FIRST video that I have watched that said everything that I have been experiencing. It was a relief to know that I’m not alone. I resonate with everything that you said. I had severe stomach pain at one point to where I collapsed. The doctor couldn’t find anything wrong at the emergency room. I felt like something had burst inside me. My twin contacted me within one hour of me me being admitted to the hospital stating that he felt a strong urge to reach out to me. We were barely in contact at the time. We were only together for 7-8 weeks. I had a counselor that saw and I pretty much just exsisted for two months after my twin ghosted me. I thought that I was going crazy. He pops in and out for a day or a week then is gone for a month or two. It’s been months of this. It’s been the most painful and worst experience of my life. I get angry at him and scream at home alone as my marriage was ruined because I had an affair and had him for less than two months of bliss. I was married to a good man and soulmate. I was also faithful to my then husband the entire time that we were together prior to meeting my twin. It’s important time note that have a wonderful father and I have always chosen GREAT men. My twin is a mess. Any one of his undesirable qualities would be a huge turn off to ANY ti me and I would never have looked at him twice. He was a player at one time. He was addicted to the more minor drugs and I’m sure other things. He vapes, has issues with alcohol, and has ghosted, used, and disrespected women repeatedly. I know his ex girlfriend and she told me their story. It has definite similarities to our story. On top of that he’s a selfish and avoids giving his girlfriend’s gifts by breaking up with them before holidays. On top of all that lives he with his parents! Why did I get stuck with a mess? I would NEVER give someone like this a second look as a potential romantic partner for me. Yet here I am desperately in love with him. I I’m POSITIVE that had if I had not met my twin I wouid have spent the rest of my life with my ex husband. I was NORMAL with no mental health issues prior to to this experience. I had to try and understand what was happening to me. My counselor said, “there is something very special about this guy to you that you can’t seem to let him go”. My counselor then said, “ you should be better by this point.” That was around the two month mark after the ghosting. I became extremely suicidal. I went to my twin and told him this. He took off AGAIN for months. What kind of person doesn’t take sucide seriously when they claim to love them. My ex husband and one other person were there for me, but I almost killed myself. There is nothing beautiful or fun about this journey. It’s just unbelievable amounts of pain over and over again. My twin had treated me worse than any other person alive. I have been ghosted, blocked, trust betrayed, ignored, rejected, and he has hurt me worse than any other person in my entire life. I didn’t know that you could feel this much pain and survive it. I have gone through the dark night of the soul, tried manifesting my twin back, done meditations, tons of research on stupid twin flames, tried breaking the connection, I tried embracing the connection. I actively leave my twin alone every time he runs off usually for months. We will have ZERO contact for months. I have gone to counseling, and tried healing energy work for past traumas. I’m EXHAUSTED. I have lost a bunch of weight which is good, but ultimately I wish that we had never met. He had treated me like trash. I ruined my marriage, lost friends because of the affair, and barely survived up until now. I don’t tell anyone about this and I don’t tell co-workers. All that I said if the pain got too bad and I accidentally cried a work was that I was going through a break up. My twin comes back sometimes for a day or week and then runs off AGAIN. We talk openly and deeply during the brief periods that he is back. He tells me that he thinks of my constantly or that he misses me tremendously, even saying how in love with me he is and then he runs off again. I have been dealing with this alone for months with a counselor and a ex husband that loves me but lives in an apartment now. My ex husband doesn’t know about any of this twin flame stuff or that I’m still desperately in love with my twin. I’m so afraid that I will never be able to connect with another man again because my twin is the deepest connection of my life. I use to connect regularly to my ex husband and he is a good man. I can’t connect to my husband anymore and I feel so guilty about it. I do not tell him about this stuff. I don’t tell anyone about this stuff other than my counselor and stopped seeing him. I have screwed up and hurt my ex husband enough. The obsessive thoughts and signs are absolutely crazy. I always say thank you for the signs. Now they have less meaning since it’s just the laws of attraction. I have had break ups in the past and you get over in a couple of months. Not this! In return for the worst pain of of my life my twin is with someone else, I’m sort of with my husband in that we date and see one another regularly, I got heightened intuition and heightened empathetic ability, I had these things before but they are A LOT more powerful. I can see everything that’s going on with my twin pretty clearly usually. We are in no contact most of the time. I have healed some old wounds. Ultimately it was not worth it. I wish we had never met. At this point all that I want is stop hurting all the time. Thank you to everyone that read this. I don’t get to talk about it with anyone. Maybe my story will help someone else not feel so alone. I now dream vivid dreams of my twin almost every night and still love him deeply and long for Union. I wish I didn’t love him. My life was so much better before this happened.
obsessive, crying, watching tarot readings, praying, and we have not even met. Online long distance. I cannot talk about it because I come off as being literally crazy. Crazy.Trying to seperate myself from all this nonsense. Start over or whatever. Better than this. So thanks. Trying to move away from any outcome.
I remember watching relationship coach videos and then I somehow ended up at spiritual channel and then twin flame connection and I remember not even wanting to watch it but then I eventually clicked on it anyway lol
@@cecillecelestial1653 Because you go through so much!!!!! It is one hxll of a "snowball" of emotions!!!!! It brings out alot of past hurts!!!!!! All these things combined, cause you enough pain which brings you to the realization, or the "discovery" that you need to heal from all of that!!!!!!.... ☺ I hope that gives you enough of an idea of what it is, and what it feels like!!!!! ..... ☺
lol this is too funny but it sucks I can't sleep anymore just thinking about him and when he is coming home. WTF I hate that I am tired and worst of all he is married so he can't come home yet cause he is afraid to be himself and we both scared of hurting people and people talking shit about our love.
This is literally everything. I literally thought I was going crazy. I have never been so scared and in so much pain in my life all while having nothing but gratitude and unconditional love for her.
Same here. I had never even heard of any of this. I thought it was like a love at first sight thing but quickly realized it was much more than that. I started searching on the internet and came across the term twin flame
I’m so glad to have found this video. It perfectly explains what I’ve gone through. It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt. It wasn’t normal depression. And no one understands. I’ve always been a “cold, emotion-less person. My whole life. Everyone said so too. I am an independent woman who doesn’t need anyone. But my Twin Flame and the Dark Night…. Woah! The absolute desperation over this one person and how meeting them triggered my awakening and it’s been pure hell. The vegetative states, the balling and crying (I have never cried so much in my life!), the things I’ve said and done out of desperation to “get” my twin flame to understand. I can’t eat, can’t function. I’ve lost 20+ kilos. And I swear it’s almost taken my life. It has brought me to the brink of insanity. Made me question absolutely everything I thought I knew. I am now almost a year into this “backwards and forwards” chasing my Twin Flame desperately. But I am now being shown and guided to information like this. And I feel the desperation being lifted. I don’t know if anyone will read this. But if you do, please know that although it seems like it will never end or get better. But trust in yourself. Go within. You are your Twin Flame. You are one. Trust yourself. You know. 💜
When you said, independent woman, strong emotionally and then you met your twin flame.. i felt that.. lmao I’ve been with over 80 different women, tried new things, experimented a lot in life where I simply said theres no one out there as good as me.. i wont ever drop my standards.. then i meditated on my future love life, astral projected, and then ran into my twin in there and holy fuck! Like i said to myself this whole journey, fuck this love or no love wtf is this i regret everything 😂
A year??? OMG I don't have this much time to lose!!! Actually I've been in this "come and go" for over a decade, we know each other since we're kids, but it was only months ago when all this shit happened for real. Before that it was just "friends who may, or may not, like each other" kinda thing. I used to be empowered, independent, self-sufficient, driven, and must of all, HAPPY! I've never felt this miserable before, NEVER! I'm barely functioning, I feel stuck and I'm desperately trying to get back my confidence, because couple of years ago I was pretty sure I was in the right place, in the right time and I was doing great! But now? Now nothing makes sense anymore. I honestly give up, I don't think it's gonna go anywhere. He's been always pushing me away, choosing another one over me back then and I don't have reasons to believe that somehow things are different now. So I'm just trying to put myself back on track, because the world keeps on moving and it's not gonna wait until I finally "get the boy", it doesn't work like that.
There's a scene in Twilight where Bella experienced this and I couldn't figure out why the hell she was losing her shit. She would wake up in agonizing pain, screaming. After experiencing it myself... I completely understand
Hahahaha I had the EXACT same thought when this started happening to me "Oh my god....this is just like Bella when Edward leaves." And my other self even gave me the same excuse as Edward "I just don't want to hurt you anymore." Then a soulmate came in and helped me realize how ADDICTED I was and walked me through really detaching (Jacob).......I'm living Twilight in real life here.
OMG YES! It’s been 6-7 years of this! My life sucked and still does. I had to cut him off to get back to me again. Never saw a man’s perspective of all they go thru as the chaser. I had all the signs. Synchronicities, mirroring of our lives, the haunting, the physical pains and back & forth. It’s a painful experience just to get to bliss.
I knew I wasn't because I am lucky to have found other people who know what a twin flame really is, but it is nice to hear how he says it and he is so funny.
This was really helpful. I never believed in twin flames, soulmates, etc. But I knew something was wildly different about this connection than others I have experienced. I didn't know how to articulate it. When I found out the true definition of a twin flame, everything clicked. Everything in this video is so spot on. It's really helping bring clarity to a situation that has made zero sense to me before this.
Thanks for acknowledging the obsessive thinking the intensity makes you feel like you are going crazy.... That's why it amazes me the masculine can play it off so well
Yes!!! So fucking aggravating since I know what he's feeling and thinking. He even knows that I can read him (I've proved it several times), and he still tries to hide it and deny it. He can make confessions when he's drunk, but then he shuts off again. But I know I'm going to marry him, which I've told him, so he can just try and run. 😈😇 I really love someone for the first time in my life, and I'm 35. That's saying something. He's 46 and been single for 12 years, and hasn't met anyone more than a couple of times. It's been 1,5 years for us now... 😂
Exactly as you say. Mine was all consuming in my brain from morning to evening. At least you are explaining it correctly. TF is no supposed to be a joy ride, they are here to teach us the necessary lessons of awakening and growth. And there are no words to explain the pain. Feels like someone is peeling small bits of your skin off.
All joking aside -- If you haven't said the phrase "why is this happening to me!" at least twice a week since you met them...you're probably not on the Twin Flame journey.
This was so validating. I talked to the man for a few short weeks online. we never even met in person. the pain, the obsessiveness - it's ridiculous. And still I know the love is there. The whole experience flipped my world upside-down. I feel crazy. Not something I can really explain to anyone.
Any time I hear someone talk so great about the twin flame journey I know they must be in a soulmate interaction. The twin flame journey for me has been one of the most annoying experiences I had. The confusion and the thoughts can make you frustrated and begging for it to stop. The pain never comes from the other soul it’s all internal. I learned so much about the self! It feels like you are unlocking codes but yet cannot stop thinking of the person you are connected too! I hate it I am still begging for the thoughts to stop! I think about this person night and day! I can’t stand it. The relationship was not about sex or anything. I had others partners I was more attracted too but yet the thoughts never stop!
I feel you! Sometimes I even get mad about it! Like I just wish I can turn it off,the fucking obsession thinking about this person! Gets on my nerves sometimes! Gives me a headache 🤕 sleeplessness I never had sex with my divine masculine,we wanted to be intimate but it never happened we did had the bubble love phase which lasted for a month and then he ghosted he’s married and so am I he started to have problems with his spouse,and this man is older than me he’s in his early 40s and I’m 29! And I was never into older man! I was only into man of my age! Weird huh
@@Mayrita1111 it’s always the person you never thought it could be. My DM is a family friend and we always kept running to each other. So many synchronizations. It’s like do the same things just a different way. He really triggers me and he knows that!
I thought I was crazy feeling this way about someone I knew for about 8 weeks. I am NOT the person who has a hard time getting over a person but THIS PERSON.... lawd!!!!!
I haven't even finished watching this video and I totally get what you are saying. I'm not an obsessive person. I'm usually the first person to be all like, "If someone doesn't want to be with you, then take your time and spend it on someone who does." However, this whole thing kicked my ass. I think the whole inner knowing of we're going to be together is actually what drives the madness for me now after dealing with it for a year. lol I just know he's going to trigger me again and I have no interest in being triggered again.
When you said “4-6 weeks” my jaw dropped bc I have been trying to figure out why he triggered me so hard after 5 weeks and went through the darkest time of my life.. I felt CRAZY for the longest time!! Thankyou for this 😭😭
Girl rightttt. I met so many that are like oh I was with my twin for a year - 2 years (and not invalidating them or anything but) I started questioning my experience because mine was SO FAST. And so intense. 🤣
Doubt is very strong right now. I’m even to the point where I’m questioning are Twins even real. I’m so angry and love him at the same time. I’m seeing someone I really like but guess who’s still on my mind...him smh 😭
He is not on your mind!!! He is you in a different body and you have the exactly same blueprint with him. So he is in every single part of your soul. Because mind forgets, heart knows and soul remembers🙏❤🙏
SAME GURL SAME!!! THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TOO!!! I met someone superbly potential after he left and guess what. Me and my twin flame reconciled on Valentine’s Day this year AND I CRIED MY EYE BALLS OUT THE MINUTE HE CALLS ME ON THE PHONE. And just as I thought even before Valentine’s Day came I thought I forgot about him already 🙄🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
I literally binge watched tarot videos for what is now 8 months straight after the "special promotion" ended. Not a single, goddamned day goes by without me thinking of them, starting from the moment that I wake up.
“This is not normal” was said to myself soooo many times in the beginning of us talking because I felt so strong about him and it had just been 11 days!! 😳
This is refreshing and funny. I needed this today. I have watched others and I like that this is addressed from a scientific and spiritual point of view. I've had all five of the twin flame signs and have known for over a decade now that this person is my twin flame. He's right. This stuff doesn't go away. I've been doing my soul stuff for the last several years and am still working on me. I'm at peace with that. I saw my twin flame about six years ago. When we spoke on the phone, both of us were physically vibrating even though we were hundreds of miles away from each other. Twin flames are different and you just know.
I’m glad you mentioned the crying and obsessive thinking. I cried for him for 3 years every day. The day I met my twin the encounter could not be prevented. It was a fated meeting. I was in tears 2 weeks later from only taliking to him for 2 minutes. When I heard his voice..that was it. It went thru me. I can’t believe I’ve survived this. I lived to tell my story. Then the worst part was I could not get out of bed for 2 months after I heard his voice. This was only 2 mins. conversation. I saw my twin today. I did cry before I saw him. I saw 11 11 continuous before the encounter. I miss my twin he’s with his karmic. But I’m going into a state of denial . We’ll be together but it won’t be now.i hope it’s before I get too old. We are one soul.
T F I totally lost control after the loss of my TF and it was BAD. Drank bottles of wine and cried out my bedroom all night.....for a year. Threw up regularly driving to work. Even peed in my garden because I lost all dignity. Smoked so much I burned holes in my mouth. I used to stare out the window of the place we used to work together for hours wishing I was dead. I was a dead person walking. The chemical bond that we achieved together was so strong that it felt he was literally torn from me body and soul. I had to shut everything out in order to survive. It was brutal. I would not inflict a true dark night of the soul on a murderer. It’s a torture from hell. I never reacted this way with another. It’s a miracle I lived.
T F omg yes the pain... I met mine in person for 10 days and the past year and a half has been brutal... absolute hell. Heaven on earth when we were together but god the pain, I’m just coming out of it now but still long for my twin, it seems so crazy but it makes sense now.
I feel you on all these signs. It is the most painful thing ever. I've never ever felt that much pain over anyone before. The obsession is insane. It's completely uncontrollable. Mine was years. I couldn't even leave the house for 2 years. I just barely started fully bouncing back. But still cry often. It's just craziness. I love your videos. Thank you for all you do.
Really nice to hear such a close description to my experience. For me we only spent 5 hours traveling together before parting ways.. and then 6 months of the crazy, dark, nuttery. It was a few years ago now but listening to this has reminded of how hard to believe it was. Your message is spot on.
I’m still losing weight. Pray for me I’m 46kg with 167cm I didn’t pass my exams and I can stay three days without eating 😤 this person doesn’t even know what I’m going through . I was pursuing my dreams career and now I spend my life watching tarot reading on TH-cam. I need my life back Jesus 😭😭
Oh my goodness. You have no idea what you've given me. Just halfway through the video I feel like a person who went through an alien abduction finally being told "I believe you.". I don't even know whether to laugh or cry. After almost a year, I am finally validated and now I know, I haven't been going crazy. Phew. All of this is SPOT ON. MY GOD. Thank you.
I don't know what's happening with me, I don't understand this...I feel like I'm loosing my mind? I'm scared...I thought about seeing a psychic to give me some clarity. This love obsession has to stop. I feel so stupid.
@@unapologeticallyreal This strange behavior has been going on for 1yr. I've always been a weird person my entire life but this doesn't make sense to me, usually I'm more of logic person and I just focus on making money but lately something's changing inside me.
@May Phoenix for me , at least, “Dark Night “ was profound-the most deeply painful experience of my life. I have found that the more I engross myself in my own journey of spiritualism the more gratitude I feel. Realizing that flowing with the changes provides peace was huge! I currently work on letting the dogmatic programming go and honour the process. I still have the occasional bad day, but they are fewer, and I try to sit with the peace and love of my soul particularly on those days.
@@unapologeticallyreal Thanks for talking with me, it helps to talk to people that are having similar experiences. I feel instead of just focusing on making money and being competitive all the time to survive, my inner being wants to be less out of "the rat race" that's been suppressed on us for so long and wants more love inside and all around. I apologize for sounding so dramatic, but it feels as my soul is tired of just paper chasing and wants to be more spiritual. I hope I'm making sense...maybe I'm just getting old. 😔
Words cannot express how grateful I am for this video and this channel, I feel heard. I am still doubting as I write this comment HAHA but I just wanted to say, the way you stared into my soul every few seconds gave me the energy I was desperately in need of, and that was laughter.
What the actual f%ckkkk?!?!? This is the first video that I could actually relate to. I informally dated someone for 2 to 3 weeks. Went through the obsessive thinking, no will to live, no eating, crying and screaming why and telling anyone that would listen. I went through this for 3 to 4 months straight. The most intense thing I have ever experience. Omgahhhh! I thought I was going insane. Seriously, thank you for sharing this raw raw rawww truth!
Most accurate thing ever. I don’t know how many times I’ve told my friends I wish I never would have met him. It’s like being in labor the past 5+ years.
“You can recognise a twin flame, where upon meeting, you experience the acceleration of your own inner flame. Together, you feel at one - an amplification of both souls. It’s an exhilarating and sacred experience. It can also be a personal experience, the merging of your head into heart, personality into soul that ignites your own inner flame. The twins can be within you” - Elizabeth Peru The Phenomena of ‘Twinning’
Hey Melissa! It does get better with The Getting irritated. Just Look Really Close what it Is when you get triggered. In The beginning for me it was that we were complete opposites and almost every topic we Had a Different Opinion on. Now we are very Similar on certain things but Then for me Mostly what i got shown was Control issues. When i get triggered now its about Control almost always!! All The best for you!
:))) Same here. I have some days like this when I can't properly breathe even after 2 years with my TF, only when I think for a moment of my life without him or when he is not talking to me in some days...literally hyperventilating :))
I got tired of venting to my friends just so they can say you got to get over it like do you not think I was trying honestly finding out about twin flames gave me clarity you have been alot of help
I love the way you're explaining this. It's so true. Thankfully, I'm past the "WTF is wrong with me!" stage. I wasn't even in a relationship with my twin. We were coworkers, that's it. We knew each other almost two years before the emotions even started. When they did, I thought we were on the verge of an awesome friendship (not even a romantic relationship). Suddenly, one day I felt him panic, I had triggered his avoidant attachment, in turn he triggered my anxious attachment and it all blew up from there. Now I'm past the absolute obsession, but he's still in the back of my mind. However, I also have a soulmate. A much easier, more loving and vulnerable connection, but still not like everyone else.
This is how I know I wasn’t tripping. I met my twin and it was so painful, I’ve been married twice and never felt this. The shortest relationship I’ve ever had triggered my soul and sent me into my spiritual awakening. I love this man like he’s me. I feel him no matter how far I go to get away. I know as long as I heal and love myself he’s coming.
it felt like i was going literally crazy. i didn't eat, i lost weight, i sobbed, i fucking felt like i'm being ripped appart from the inside. that little bubble lasted literally like 6 weeks, and we even said we aren't expecting this to work out, and here i am pretty much dying. i stayed friends with him, so i could recover easier because he wasn't pushing me off.. i was miserable the entire time anyways, but i lived. and then he stopped talking to me for a week and a bit. it felt like the fucking world just ended. like the world just felt incomplete, nothing felt right, it's hard to explain how fucking intense it was. i wanted to do nothing, even laying felt like a chore, sleeping felt wrong, breathing felt wrong. a single text, a reply, a single "m" was like a drop of water in a hot desert, it replenished me for an hour and then back to dying. it physically hurt. but, i never felt this driven towards anything else. like... no fucking matter what i do. it seems so idiotic that you could ever want a person so bad, it's like you need this and nothing will ever be able to replace it even the slightest bit, but you know that's just weird and you don't want to be this way but you just are. this awakened me on a whole other level, and i can't express just how much.
My Taekook Romance 😭😭That's how I feel at the moment, I'm still in contact with him because he let me but I know if we were to cut any contact between us, I don't know how I'd carry on.
This is exactly what I experienced… and it was excruciating. I cannot explain what it’s like to be the most logical person, able to healthily detach from anyone and anything in any other situation and to realize you are bound to someone and you CAN NOT break that bond. Once I started to realize what was actually happening to me, what it all really meant, and accept it… The pain lessened and it all became bearable. I had to stop fighting it… and just let it be the actuality that it was.
OMG! This is so true! I met mine, we never dated but separated I thought I was going to die, so true I stopped living life, and almost quite college, I could not eat lost almost 50lbs! Been 10 months now, I still think constantly of her this is the best video ever about this my doubts are gone!!! Thanks 😊
@@emailjosie39 I wish she would just talk to me about what happened, I mean I just can't function like this, life has changed so much since I met her. People be surprised but she stays silent 😏
Everything that you said is what I'm going through!!!! The thing that helps me is self love meditation.... my anxiety is through the roof! I don't even want to be at work. I feel like I'm going crazy!!!! We do love each other. I'm at work now. 5 minutes till I get out and my heart is racing!!!!! The minute I get home I'm going to meditate
I needed this. Thank you 🖤 " I just need a drop of communication!!!..." Seriously everything resonates with me. No one gets why you can't forget about the person.
I found myself coming back to your channel, it is so true every single word. No one understand me why I can’t move on from this person. The dark night of the soul is not only one time happen! After I start focusing on myself after the fisrt break up, it was working for many months. But when the person came back and give another triggers, the dark night started again. This is so crazy hurt with out informations why it has to happen. I feel like my soul know it like Kurt said, while my mind keep telling me to walk away, it is a push and pull energy inside of me as well. I’ll surrender to this journey and keep focusing on myself. Thank you I found informations from Kurt.❤
12 years I’ve been chasing and he’s been running and I never even knew he was my twin flame until 4 days ago because of a conversation we had. It all makes sense! No matter what though, I’m continuing on MY unconditional self love journey and MY ascension journey. Whatever happens happens. I choose happiness! But I’m here learning about twin flames because I know nothing and I don’t want to lose my sanity again 🤣 Thank you Kurt, love this channel, you have a new subscriber. xx
See that what I was wi deri g we have been married 9 years but it seemed like I was ways chasing now we are going thru divorce and ohhhh myyyy gawwwwddddd this sucks im better now but it has been months
I'm laughing so hard on this, I found you after I almost detached , I was a vegetable for 2 months, no work, no sleep , tantrums like a baby , oversmocking, not being able to take care of my kids, pets, home. I find it so funny now how you describe it, I love your videos . Big thumbs up 💜💜💜
That's exactly how I felt...my bliss lasted for 10 weeks...I'm an aries a strong individual and I felt like I was losing my sanity...don't normally allow things to bother me...things got so bad that i got sick...I love how u explain it...its to the point of what I'm going through with my twinflame
Before I knew about TF’s, when I met my twin flame the first thing I said to him was “I’ve seen you before” - ie, the immediate sense of familiarity and knowing. 6 years later and I’m still crazy about him, I always will be. It will never go away. 5 months of no contact and I’m hopeful that we’ll get back on track in divine time ❤
I've experienced all these signs... You are describing them perfectly... So sad and hard... When I am listening to you, I have tears in my eyes... I thought I was going to die because of this pain... But now after 9 months I am so grateful that I met him. The true journey of my soul happenned and I am not the same person that I used to be 10 months ago. I thank you Kurt so much, you are my coach and friend ❤️
My experience was EXACTLY the same! I had no idea about twin flames until I started researching what the heck was happening to me. And my dark night of the soul started at about 8 wks out. I’m happy to have found your channel!
I cried when you talked abt the third sign, just like how I always cry whenever I think about him, think about withdrawing from this connection. I dont cry easily. My heart hurt literally.
Finally, someone who really knows about this, thank you so much. I'm so glad I found your site. I was fortunate that I was out of work for 3 months through the worst of it.
Ugh I agree, why would you want pain, not want but how is this exciting? Idk just scary feeling to actually go through this and it really isn't normal, those to me are HUGE redflags , soulmates to me is a way better feeling, LOVE should not hurt or make you seem crazy or feel crazy for that matter. I get it people are drawn to each other but what if the other person is NOT feeling it how is that a "twin flame" for anyone?! My ex I was so deeply in love but I had my rose colored glasses on and they blocked the red flags... He left and I was completely devastated for 2 months. It was going to give myself a complete year of healing and relearning to love myself, I learn to love myself but without wanting needing or looking for another relationship 7 months after my big break up I met a wonderful man who has showed me so much love and true love that I thought I would never have in my life, we have been together for 7 1/2 months and it has been such a beautiful and wonderful relationship and there's no redflags at all. My heart, soul and mind feel and knows it is true love. Sorry for the long love rant, I just wanted people to know that there is a love a true love for everyone and he or she will come along and really make you wonder where the heck they have been your entire life.
@@jenniferm1662 I think most people would prefer a sweet love but if you cross paths with your twinflame the pain is inevitable. They are meant to trigger your spiritual awakening but you don't have to be in a relationship with them. We can't be together as he has now made it impossible for us, but if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have started this journey of self love and looking at myself in the mirror. It is kind of terribly painful but the amount of compassion you need to deal with this makes it beautiful at the same time.
@@jenniferm1662 You have no choice in the Twin Flame journey in the 3D incarnation. It just happens. And if it's genuine a 'soulmate' connection will just seem wrong and unsatisfying.. It's more about self healing and spiritual growth than a romantic connection.
Omg this describes my dark night of the soul to a tee! 6 months of going crazy in my mind, lost 22 lbs, had severe anxiety, throwing up all the time, heart palps.
This was so real Kurt! I remember crying, like I cant believe I love someone I dont even know in that bubble stage. I definitely thought I had lost my mind.
Definitely resonates. I like the way you break this down to the simpliest ways to look at the situation and approach it. I definitely got the angel number 11:11 sincronicities as well as obessive thinking. I also experience deja vu when I first looked deeply in her eyes, thats when all the weirdest happened and I was suddenly drawn to tarot then twin flame.
I know this video is 2 years old, and I don’t know if you’ll see this, but SERIOUSLY I laughed SO hard!!! You described everything perfectly and I guess the saying rings true, the information will find you when you’re ready to hear it. When I tell you I thought I was going absolutely CRAZY. I am a PSYCHOLOGIST and I thought I was going insane because I didn’t know how the understand it. I started reading stuff on the internet when the “twin flame” concept randomly fell into my lap. You’re 100% correct that the BS of “needing to heal your wounds” is a downward spiral. While I am a huge advocate of inner work to understand your triggers, given the work I do, I had done A LOT of work and still was unable to understand what the actual F was happening to me. I lost 10 pounds in two months and I used to look myself in the mirror and ask myself if I will ever be ok. I’ve been binging your videos today after stumbling upon your channel because I still think about them and go through phases of being fine but then still “yearning” at times. You have confirmed what my intuition has been guiding me on over the past month of “it’s time to stop distracting yourself and focus on yourself and stop trying to find external validation”. You’ve come to me at the perfect time and have confirmed exactly what I have been pondering, thank you.
No Kurt, you’re NOT BEING DRAMATIC!!! That’s exactly what I went through for almost 3-4mths - dark night of the soul! I almost lost my job for that 😅 You nailed it, Kurt! Guys, he’s really good! Most relevant signs of meeting your twin! And no, I’m not getting paid for saying this hahaha
Oh My God.. This video is jaw-dropping from the very first to the last. But I also laughed because I feel RELIEVED that I wasn’t the crazy, creepy, obsessive stalker I thought I was. Plus, you are unintentionally hilarious😂. Subscribed immediately.
I have to tell you. Ive been watching your TF playlist for three days- I naturally came to a place of “i dont care the outcome of my TF bc I already know” and Ive been keeping my focus on myself, being present, doing my breath-work to calm my anxiety, and just be with myself. Last night, my TF texted me that she’s been thinking of me today. Thank you for explaining things the way you do. ❤ I will continue to absorb your content- and hopefully purchase from your site. 😊
Yes girl yesssssss! I. There too. I just know. So I'm taking this journey for what I believe it's for. The growth. I still miss him so much. But it's getting better day by day.
The only thing is, for the past 4 days, I've had these strange dreams about him. That wake me up immediately. And I also feel a longing for him because I feel a sadness. I have NEVER dreamed about anyone this often. And all the dreams I have of him are so vivid. Idk what it means, but till I'm shown im going to keep on growing. I don't have to chase what I know is mine. No matter the outcome. I know.
@@PriscillaGodschildthanks for saying this, the dreams...🤯 I said the same thing. I've NEVER dreamt about ANYONE as often as I have him. The intensity and vividness is insane!
OMG, you described the signs so accurately, & it is a very painful process. 7 months now, thank you for your education on this subject. I think I would have gone over the edge if I had not found your you tube videos!
1. Doubt
2. Dark night of the soul
3. Feeling of physical pain
4. Coming across twin flame information
5. You just know 👍
this video is the best i ever see, after 2 years i still looking for answer of what is this thing ! my question is : those the other side know we are twin flame ? does he fill the same ? it look like they get over and move on . thank you .
@Dreamstate i wait 2 years
This video is brill! Let go of all the bullshit🤣
You just know 😭 how exactly do you explain that 😂🤣
@@justkim4751 ever had that 'something told me' feeling? Well that's it
This is by far the funniest twin flame video I’ve seen and will ever see. I hate that everybody romanticizes twin flame connections! ITS NOT ALL RAINBOWS AND SUNSHINE PEOPLE! THIS SHIT GETS DARK REALLY QUICK
Right, very hard to deal with, painful at times I feel like it's torture.
Y
I hope that I never meet my twin flame. That's something that I feel that I can live without. If I see anything that looks like a Twin Flame Situation, I will make sure that person never becomes a part of my life.
@@theprinceofdarkness4679 most likely you wont even know you've met your twin until the separation occurs..... usually you wont even get along with them but then it hits you like lightening or tidal wave and from that moment on you cant imagine life without them.
That actually is the most helpful Information. I now know how to prevent it from happening. Thanks.
I don't need anything like that in my life right now. I have too many other things to think about.
This is so spot on. Can’t discuss it with anyone because they will think I’m crazy. This is the best video about how it makes you feel!!
People around me telling me I'm crazy... So I get what you're saying
So spot on is right!!! Unfortunately I couldn’t and can’t stop talking about it.....I’m certain my mom and best friend think I’m crazy.
Very true , I cannot ask for guidance and express my situation to my best friend cos she will think I have lost marbles or maybe i am just obsessing to a guy that I barely know.
Yes i feel the same..nobody will understand and think i am Cryzy
I thought I was the only one that felt if I talked about it I would get called crazy...
Depression, obsession, insomnia, crying, self negligence, withdrawal from other people, anxiety. I seriously questioned my sanity, rightly so...The obsessive thinking is still a struggle, but the darkest part of the Dark Night has passed...
How long did it last?
giiiiirlll i feeeeel you! this is testing me 😭😭
Im in this place right now and i hate it. Want to go back to the girl i was 9 months ago before i went through this 😔 But the growth that i have gained from 9 months ago is worth it... I guess
Me today
@@flyafar3576 e
Its hell. Plain and simple. U think like a stalker, act like a stalker....this man could kill someone and I'd still love him. Its been years and hes on my mind 24/7. You are amazing kurt.
Bro that little morsel of water in the desert analogy was so on point I had to pause the video.
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
THEEwickedwitch I promise this is how it feels no matter what I do I can’t get him off my mind I’ve tried so hard but even though my feelings aren’t as strong for him as they were before I just can’t get him off my mind literally every little thing reminds me of him it is hell
@@tsunamimami4013 I get it
Twin flame turned MY WHOLE LIFE UPSIDE DOWN • It’s the most fucked up, rewarding experience of my life. I have grown beyond my imagination turned me psychotic.. Came out psychic 😂❤️🙌
Lol no kidding
😂😂😂😂
Exactly 😂
😂😂 sense of humour 👍🏻
👍🏽🎊
this one hits so hard, those bawling and obssessive thinking and the feeling of letting it all out by crying and crying and crying. everything is so intense
I cried watching this, finally someone explained it perfectly. The pain is so deep
Yes
True🥺
I feel you Kim. Deepest pain I’ve ever felt in my life. I hope your ok now. 💕💕
yes! i was crying too
Me too.
SO THAT WAS DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. Holy buckets. I thought I was having a mental breakdown... And that pain? THAT PAIN WAS TORTURE. Oh my GOD. It felt like... Someone's fist burst into my chest, grabbed my heart and tried to crush it all while slowly twisting and tugging. I could NOT breathe and I cried and cried and cried. I do not remember my plexus hurting, but if it did I would guess that came with the manic sobbing... Cause you know, after a while your diaphragm is like, "DUDE."
Wow.
It happened to me at work, thought I was s having a heart attack he called 3 days later and it was his energy, I was feeling
Yes! It physically hurts 😭 I feel like I was going to die
PLEASE !!! 😢😭😭😭😭
Okay FOR REAL! I thought I was going crazy when my solar plexus was hurting!
Yes 🙌 I felt like a wedge was hammered into my chest bone
Never heard of twin flame until after he came in my life
Yes!
literally!!!!
Yes! Same
Same
Yeps. I’d have dreams for years wondering who was this “missing other half” I’m yearning for??
I have been on this journey for 21 years, but didn't find out until 2020 that it was a twin flame I was dealing with. This video perfectly explained everything I have dealt with over 2 decades. I experienced and still experiencing all 5 signs but have learned how to deal with it better. It is still a struggle with so many emotions, highs and lows, pleasures and pains. It truly isn't something I can talk to anyone about, but a select few people who understand twin flames allow me to comfortably talk about it. Whewww, everyone has said it, but this guy is spot on! Pray for us Twin Flames
16 yrs running. Tried everything to shake loose to make the insanity stop. I finally just surrendered to it all and do my best to try to cope every day.
Soulmates = Disney princess getting her prince and riding off into the sunset, happily ever after.
Twin Flame = Sole survivor of a horror movie and coming out with a feeling of "Heck ya, I rock!!!"
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Lmao true that
Woe u just gave it a DEFINATION 😂😂
🤣🤣🤣
Haaaahaha! Aww, I think I just found my people. "I can't WAIT to meet my twin!!!...Wait a minute, what's this??" *enter 6th circle of hell*...starting to see the light though. Love these comments.
The fact he’s not EXAGGERATING ENOUGH for me is how I know I’ve met mine.
Same girl. Has anything changed for you since watching these videos
Honestly I have been looking for this to be over but it still feels like it did the first we met. We haven’t even kissed or hugged but this shiii is too intense for me 😅
How old where you?
Yup!
@erin I was thinking the same hahaha
I've never come across such truthful twin flame content. At some point I thought I was losing my mind. It really is a painful journey
Same girl! I thought I was losing my mind!
Omg..tg there are other people out there that feel the same..thought I was going nuts..thanks
Same goes for the guys. I’m pretty tough minded normally. But damn beat the hell out of me
Same. Saaaaameee.
Seriously! It feels like my whole life revolves around this.
This the FIRST video that I have watched that said everything that I have been experiencing. It was a relief to know that I’m not alone. I resonate with everything that you said. I had severe stomach pain at one point to where I collapsed. The doctor couldn’t find anything wrong at the emergency room. I felt like something had burst inside me. My twin contacted me within one hour of me me being admitted to the hospital stating that he felt a strong urge to reach out to me. We were barely in contact at the time. We were only together for 7-8 weeks. I had a counselor that saw and I pretty much just exsisted for two months after my twin ghosted me. I thought that I was going crazy. He pops in and out for a day or a week then is gone for a month or two. It’s been months of this. It’s been the most painful and worst experience of my life. I get angry at him and scream at home alone as my marriage was ruined because I had an affair and had him for less than two months of bliss. I was married to a good man and soulmate. I was also faithful to my then husband the entire time that we were together prior to meeting my twin. It’s important time note that have a wonderful father and I have always chosen GREAT men. My twin is a mess. Any one of his undesirable qualities would be a huge turn off to ANY ti me and I would never have looked at him twice. He was a player at one time. He was addicted to the more minor drugs and I’m sure other things. He vapes, has issues with alcohol, and has ghosted, used, and disrespected women repeatedly. I know his ex girlfriend and she told me their story. It has definite similarities to our story. On top of that he’s a selfish and avoids giving his girlfriend’s gifts by breaking up with them before holidays. On top of all that lives he with his parents! Why did I get stuck with a mess? I would NEVER give someone like this a second look as a potential romantic partner for me. Yet here I am desperately in love with him. I I’m POSITIVE that had if I had not met my twin I wouid have spent the rest of my life with my ex husband. I was NORMAL with no mental health issues prior to to this experience. I had to try and understand what was happening to me. My counselor said, “there is something very special about this guy to you that you can’t seem to let him go”. My counselor then said, “ you should be better by this point.” That was around the two month mark after the ghosting. I became extremely suicidal. I went to my twin and told him this. He took off AGAIN for months. What kind of person doesn’t take sucide seriously when they claim to love them. My ex husband and one other person were there for me, but I almost killed myself. There is nothing beautiful or fun about this journey. It’s just unbelievable amounts of pain over and over again. My twin had treated me worse than any other person alive. I have been ghosted, blocked, trust betrayed, ignored, rejected, and he has hurt me worse than any other person in my entire life. I didn’t know that you could feel this much pain and survive it. I have gone through the dark night of the soul, tried manifesting my twin back, done meditations, tons of research on stupid twin flames, tried breaking the connection, I tried embracing the connection. I actively leave my twin alone every time he runs off usually for months. We will have ZERO contact for months. I have gone to counseling, and tried healing energy work for past traumas. I’m EXHAUSTED. I have lost a bunch of weight which is good, but ultimately I wish that we had never met. He had treated me like trash. I ruined my marriage, lost friends because of the affair, and barely survived up until now. I don’t tell anyone about this and I don’t tell co-workers. All that I said if the pain got too bad and I accidentally cried a work was that I was going through a break up. My twin comes back sometimes for a day or week and then runs off AGAIN. We talk openly and deeply during the brief periods that he is back. He tells me that he thinks of my constantly or that he misses me tremendously, even saying how in love with me he is and then he runs off again. I have been dealing with this alone for months with a counselor and a ex husband that loves me but lives in an apartment now. My ex husband doesn’t know about any of this twin flame stuff or that I’m still desperately in love with my twin. I’m so afraid that I will never be able to connect with another man again because my twin is the deepest connection of my life. I use to connect regularly to my ex husband and he is a good man. I can’t connect to my husband anymore and I feel so guilty about it. I do not tell him about this stuff. I don’t tell anyone about this stuff other than my counselor and stopped seeing him. I have screwed up and hurt my ex husband enough. The obsessive thoughts and signs are absolutely crazy. I always say thank you for the signs. Now they have less meaning since it’s just the laws of attraction. I have had break ups in the past and you get over in a couple of months. Not this! In return for the worst pain of of my life my twin is with someone else, I’m sort of with my husband in that we date and see one another regularly, I got heightened intuition and heightened empathetic ability, I had these things before but they are A LOT more powerful. I can see everything that’s going on with my twin pretty clearly usually. We are in no contact most of the time. I have healed some old wounds. Ultimately it was not worth it. I wish we had never met. At this point all that I want is stop hurting all the time. Thank you to everyone that read this. I don’t get to talk about it with anyone. Maybe my story will help someone else not feel so alone. I now dream vivid dreams of my twin almost every night and still love him deeply and long for Union. I wish I didn’t love him. My life was so much better before this happened.
Please watch his other videos of twinflames and figure out what you should about ur situation. The ultimate solution is only being.
obsessive, crying, watching tarot readings, praying, and we have not even met. Online long distance. I cannot talk about it because I come off as being literally crazy. Crazy.Trying to seperate myself from all this nonsense. Start over or whatever. Better than this. So thanks. Trying to move away from any outcome.
Tracy Tillapaugh ppl don’t understand the TF journey. Much love and blessings to you!🥰‼️
Absolutely right
i am the same
Same!
Same!
“You’re drawn to twin flame information, because your soul is trying to get your attention.” BOOM.
It's has my attention for almost 3 month"s now and when the crap happened I know I let my ego control my actions .
Nickie may I ask what you do
I've come across the topic randomly before I met my TF.
I remember watching relationship coach videos and then I somehow ended up at spiritual channel and then twin flame connection and I remember not even wanting to watch it but then I eventually clicked on it anyway lol
Nikie Teeters that’s a fact
"Your TF is gonna trigger your spiritual growth in you, AND IT'S GONNA BE SO FUCKIN' PAINFUL....at the beginning" Yeah, that's so true!!!
Melita Ivković agreed!
How can it be painful.?
Cecille Celestial it’s like the worst heartbreak you’ll ever go through and I’ve never even held her hand. 👌😂
Cecille Celestial you would know when you arrive to that level. A roller coaster ride.
@@cecillecelestial1653
Because you go through so much!!!!! It is one hxll of a "snowball" of emotions!!!!! It brings out alot of past hurts!!!!!! All these things combined, cause you enough pain which brings you to the realization, or the "discovery" that you need to heal from all of that!!!!!!.... ☺ I hope that gives you enough of an idea of what it is, and what it feels like!!!!! ..... ☺
I appreciate how unfiltered and genuine this is
When you mentioned the obsessive thinking I got triggered because honestly it’s so intense and exhausting. I felt like it was a disease!
lol this is too funny but it sucks I can't sleep anymore just thinking about him and when he is coming home. WTF I hate that I am tired and worst of all he is married so he can't come home yet cause he is afraid to be himself and we both scared of hurting people and people talking shit about our love.
Omg YYYEESSSS
I’ve never been like this. It’s obsessive on crack. Every scenario imaginable. I thought I was going crazy.
It feels like they are a virus that you caught that you never recover from!!
Yeah, a poison in everyday.
This is literally everything. I literally thought I was going crazy. I have never been so scared and in so much pain in my life all while having nothing but gratitude and unconditional love for her.
Yeah,same here🙌💯
Same here. I had never even heard of any of this. I thought it was like a love at first sight thing but quickly realized it was much more than that. I started searching on the internet and came across the term twin flame
Yes exactly how I felt
Yep.
Same 😭
I’m so glad to have found this video. It perfectly explains what I’ve gone through. It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt. It wasn’t normal depression. And no one understands. I’ve always been a “cold, emotion-less person. My whole life. Everyone said so too. I am an independent woman who doesn’t need anyone. But my Twin Flame and the Dark Night…. Woah! The absolute desperation over this one person and how meeting them triggered my awakening and it’s been pure hell. The vegetative states, the balling and crying (I have never cried so much in my life!), the things I’ve said and done out of desperation to “get” my twin flame to understand. I can’t eat, can’t function. I’ve lost 20+ kilos. And I swear it’s almost taken my life. It has brought me to the brink of insanity. Made me question absolutely everything I thought I knew.
I am now almost a year into this “backwards and forwards” chasing my Twin Flame desperately. But I am now being shown and guided to information like this. And I feel the desperation being lifted.
I don’t know if anyone will read this. But if you do, please know that although it seems like it will never end or get better. But trust in yourself. Go within.
You are your Twin Flame. You are one. Trust yourself. You know. 💜
Hello can you please connect somewhere I want to ask something
i love this thank you
When you said, independent woman, strong emotionally and then you met your twin flame.. i felt that.. lmao I’ve been with over 80 different women, tried new things, experimented a lot in life where I simply said theres no one out there as good as me.. i wont ever drop my standards.. then i meditated on my future love life, astral projected, and then ran into my twin in there and holy fuck! Like i said to myself this whole journey, fuck this love or no love wtf is this i regret everything 😂
I wanted to like this comment. But I like the number 111 and don't wanna ruin it. Haha
A year??? OMG I don't have this much time to lose!!! Actually I've been in this "come and go" for over a decade, we know each other since we're kids, but it was only months ago when all this shit happened for real. Before that it was just "friends who may, or may not, like each other" kinda thing.
I used to be empowered, independent, self-sufficient, driven, and must of all, HAPPY! I've never felt this miserable before, NEVER! I'm barely functioning, I feel stuck and I'm desperately trying to get back my confidence, because couple of years ago I was pretty sure I was in the right place, in the right time and I was doing great! But now? Now nothing makes sense anymore.
I honestly give up, I don't think it's gonna go anywhere. He's been always pushing me away, choosing another one over me back then and I don't have reasons to believe that somehow things are different now. So I'm just trying to put myself back on track, because the world keeps on moving and it's not gonna wait until I finally "get the boy", it doesn't work like that.
This is definitely the most accurate twin flame signs video ever. I feel you my friend. It’s EXACTLY like that.
He's hilarious asf man. When he'd stop and stare in the camera I die every single time 🤣🤣🤣☠
Dani Cheeks ikr! Or he’ll put his hands up waving and talking...”oh look at me I got my twin flame” lol
Mee took soon funny
🤣🤣🤣
He is funny
Dani Cheeks I am in tears laughing so much because I went through this all and he is telling the absolute truth!
There's a scene in Twilight where Bella experienced this and I couldn't figure out why the hell she was losing her shit. She would wake up in agonizing pain, screaming. After experiencing it myself... I completely understand
Hahahaha I had the EXACT same thought when this started happening to me "Oh my god....this is just like Bella when Edward leaves." And my other self even gave me the same excuse as Edward "I just don't want to hurt you anymore." Then a soulmate came in and helped me realize how ADDICTED I was and walked me through really detaching (Jacob).......I'm living Twilight in real life here.
That song “There’s a possibility...” and her screaming is the best depiction of heartbreak I’ve ever seen.
I literally watched that movie with my daughter after separation and I was triggered. Insanely accurate!
OMG YES! It’s been 6-7 years of this! My life sucked and still does. I had to cut him off to get back to me again. Never saw a man’s perspective of all they go thru as the chaser. I had all the signs. Synchronicities, mirroring of our lives, the haunting, the physical pains and back & forth. It’s a painful experience just to get to bliss.
Yes it does feel like a parasite/host, vampiric liason
I'm laughing hysterically because yaaaay im not crazy!!!!
Faye Howe-Bey me tooo
sameeee
Yeeees,the same thing.I am Moroccan,too.
I knew I wasn't because I am lucky to have found other people who know what a twin flame really is, but it is nice to hear how he says it and he is so funny.
OMG me too
This was really helpful. I never believed in twin flames, soulmates, etc. But I knew something was wildly different about this connection than others I have experienced. I didn't know how to articulate it. When I found out the true definition of a twin flame, everything clicked. Everything in this video is so spot on. It's really helping bring clarity to a situation that has made zero sense to me before this.
Thanks for acknowledging the obsessive thinking the intensity makes you feel like you are going crazy.... That's why it amazes me the masculine can play it off so well
Like really how?!🤔😩
They are good at hiding it
Right!!!!! Like how are y'all so calm. I'm going crazy! It's like it doesn't phase them. I thought he didn't care.
**make everyone a twin flame and hide in the crowd of flames**
Yes!!! So fucking aggravating since I know what he's feeling and thinking. He even knows that I can read him (I've proved it several times), and he still tries to hide it and deny it. He can make confessions when he's drunk, but then he shuts off again. But I know I'm going to marry him, which I've told him, so he can just try and run. 😈😇 I really love someone for the first time in my life, and I'm 35. That's saying something. He's 46 and been single for 12 years, and hasn't met anyone more than a couple of times. It's been 1,5 years for us now... 😂
Finally someone who gets it, I am not crazy or delusional, thanks
"I'd be sitting at my desk at work, always on the verge of tears." *LOUD NODDING*
I would go to the restroom to cry-the thought of it makes me feel sorry for myself 😢
Exactly as you say. Mine was all consuming in my brain from morning to evening. At least you are explaining it correctly. TF is no supposed to be a joy ride, they are here to teach us the necessary lessons of awakening and growth. And there are no words to explain the pain. Feels like someone is peeling small bits of your skin off.
Yeah for me it was like i was grieving over someone that was alive and when you get a call or text your heart flutters
YES so true
Same. Geez.
This exactly!!
Yes that part
Spot on
All joking aside -- If you haven't said the phrase "why is this happening to me!" at least twice a week since you met them...you're probably not on the Twin Flame journey.
Definitely!
I say that so many times a day!!!!
Yes and "I want this to stop" 😭
😅😅😅 I remember saying it out loud “please God remove these feelings from me, I don’t want them anymore “😂😂
Update a month later and I still do
"It never leaves you alone, it always haunts you." Ain't that the truth!!!!!!
Truth🤣🤣🤣🤣 Obsessive thinking 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣Haunts you down every step u make every thought u think of
Yep
This was so validating. I talked to the man for a few short weeks online. we never even met in person. the pain, the obsessiveness - it's ridiculous. And still I know the love is there. The whole experience flipped my world upside-down. I feel crazy. Not something I can really explain to anyone.
I'm there straight with you.. u can't understand your own handling here..
“You just lay in bed like a vegetable”....hahahaa me for DAYYYYSSSS when we’re in separation.
Jus Risse I’ve grown to be a fucken tree taller then drafts balls.
This punched me in the gut.
It hurt like hell. Like I could feel my actual heart turn to glass and shatter into peices.
Literally me for 11months and counting 😭🤦🏻♀️
Me for months
3:35 doubt
6:42 dark night of the soul
19:00 physical pain
20:08 Coming across the twin flame informațion
23:34 You just know
Thank you for doing this with timeline
watching this vid somehow motivates me idk why, we're in separation rn its hard
Thank you, I’m impatient
Thank you
TY for this explanation I’m not going crazy!! Yet I’m in separation....not communicating in 3D but 5D
“I couldn’t do basic shit like eat”
*stares into camera*
LMFAOOO I love this guy this is real shit
That was hilarious! Love the content
It's so nice to laugh my ass off about it now, but at the time it happened, I was two steps away from a straight jacket!! LOL 🤣🤣🤣
This made me Scream. All his video made me almost piss myself. 😅😅😅😅His words stuck in my head and i keep Laughing
@@springfauna1465 Omgoodness 😅😅😅😅back then u felt like crying ur ass off not laughing ur ass off😅😅😅😅
@@vessel88 Oh you know it!! 😭🤣😭🤣😭🤣 I'm so glad I'm back. I missed myself!! 😂❤️
Any time I hear someone talk so great about the twin flame journey I know they must be in a soulmate interaction. The twin flame journey for me has been one of the most annoying experiences I had. The confusion and the thoughts can make you frustrated and begging for it to stop. The pain never comes from the other soul it’s all internal. I learned so much about the self! It feels like you are unlocking codes but yet cannot stop thinking of the person you are connected too! I hate it I am still begging for the thoughts to stop! I think about this person night and day! I can’t stand it. The relationship was not about sex or anything. I had others partners I was more attracted too but yet the thoughts never stop!
Same. Thoughts never stop. Day and night and night and day. Gawwwdddd, I wish I could stop thinking about him for a bit. Need a breather!
Yes it’s like you’re tied to them and there’s no way to escape. Like they have the key to your sanity.
I feel you! Sometimes I even get mad about it! Like I just wish I can turn it off,the fucking obsession thinking about this person! Gets on my nerves sometimes! Gives me a headache 🤕 sleeplessness I never had sex with my divine masculine,we wanted to be intimate but it never happened we did had the bubble love phase which lasted for a month and then he ghosted he’s married and so am I he started to have problems with his spouse,and this man is older than me he’s in his early 40s and I’m 29! And I was never into older man! I was only into man of my age! Weird huh
@@Mayrita1111 it’s always the person you never thought it could be. My DM is a family friend and we always kept running to each other. So many synchronizations. It’s like do the same things just a different way. He really triggers me and he knows that!
It's so annoying. One minute, I'm so in love with him, the next minute, I really want to let him go. It's so confusing!
"You can't be in separation, you can't be separated, you're forever one soul, some choose not to be together romantically." YES.
@@Alaealae411 oh of course 🤗
Best video I’ve ever seen! Made me laugh at my own pain 😱😂❤️
Me too 🤣
Haha same here
I am right here with ya
Same here...lol
I thought I was crazy feeling this way about someone I knew for about 8 weeks. I am NOT the person who has a hard time getting over a person but THIS PERSON.... lawd!!!!!
I have to say, your experience is spot on and your delivery is hilarious. I feel so much lighter. Thank you 🙏
I haven't even finished watching this video and I totally get what you are saying. I'm not an obsessive person. I'm usually the first person to be all like, "If someone doesn't want to be with you, then take your time and spend it on someone who does." However, this whole thing kicked my ass. I think the whole inner knowing of we're going to be together is actually what drives the madness for me now after dealing with it for a year. lol I just know he's going to trigger me again and I have no interest in being triggered again.
But, if you heal yourself, the triggers get less and less, and you both get deeper in love.
When you said “4-6 weeks” my jaw dropped bc I have been trying to figure out why he triggered me so hard after 5 weeks and went through the darkest time of my life.. I felt CRAZY for the longest time!! Thankyou for this 😭😭
Girl rightttt. I met so many that are like oh I was with my twin for a year - 2 years (and not invalidating them or anything but) I started questioning my experience because mine was SO FAST. And so intense. 🤣
Tell me it gets better..pls, same here lol 😂
Happened to me. 4 weeks. This is awesome lol
Did he come back? Commit? I need reassurance
@@waverider69420 he did for a split second then left me again for the same girl he left me for
Doubt is very strong right now. I’m even to the point where I’m questioning are Twins even real. I’m so angry and love him at the same time. I’m seeing someone I really like but guess who’s still on my mind...him smh 😭
Yeah... 😥That just sucks
He is not on your mind!!! He is you in a different body and you have the exactly same blueprint with him. So he is in every single part of your soul. Because mind forgets, heart knows and soul remembers🙏❤🙏
I’m having doubts too
SAME GURL SAME!!! THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TOO!!! I met someone superbly potential after he left and guess what. Me and my twin flame reconciled on Valentine’s Day this year AND I CRIED MY EYE BALLS OUT THE MINUTE HE CALLS ME ON THE PHONE. And just as I thought even before Valentine’s Day came I thought I forgot about him already 🙄🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
You made me cry and you made me laugh so much...what you were saying was exactly what I had experienced. incredible. Thank you 💫
Yes!! The obsessive thinking is driving me crazy sometimes.
I literally binge watched tarot videos for what is now 8 months straight after the "special promotion" ended. Not a single, goddamned day goes by without me thinking of them, starting from the moment that I wake up.
Oh my god same!! Tarot readings saved me honestly, I cannot count how many times I asked God to be taken away it was unbearable 😭😭😭
I’m doing that. All day everyday. I just bought my own deck so I can do more 😂
Burn some Sage!!
Me too. Constant tarot readings to the point of spinning and more exhaustion.
oh my god I'm not the only one holy shit I'm going fucking insane
“This is not normal” was said to myself soooo many times in the beginning of us talking because I felt so strong about him and it had just been 11 days!! 😳
This is refreshing and funny. I needed this today. I have watched others and I like that this is addressed from a scientific and spiritual point of view. I've had all five of the twin flame signs and have known for over a decade now that this person is my twin flame. He's right. This stuff doesn't go away. I've been doing my soul stuff for the last several years and am still working on me. I'm at peace with that. I saw my twin flame about six years ago. When we spoke on the phone, both of us were physically vibrating even though we were hundreds of miles away from each other. Twin flames are different and you just know.
I’m glad you mentioned the crying and obsessive thinking. I cried for him for 3 years every day. The day I met my twin the encounter could not be prevented. It was a fated meeting. I was in tears 2 weeks later from only taliking to him for 2 minutes. When I heard his voice..that was it. It went thru me. I can’t believe I’ve survived this. I lived to tell my story. Then the worst part was I could not get out of bed for 2 months after I heard his voice. This was only 2 mins. conversation. I saw my twin today. I did cry before I saw him. I saw 11 11 continuous before the encounter. I miss my twin he’s with his karmic. But I’m going into a state of denial . We’ll be together but it won’t be now.i hope it’s before I get too old. We are one soul.
T F I totally lost control after the loss of my TF and it was BAD. Drank bottles of wine and cried out my bedroom all night.....for a year. Threw up regularly driving to work. Even peed in my garden because I lost all dignity. Smoked so much I burned holes in my mouth. I used to stare out the window of the place we used to work together for hours wishing I was dead. I was a dead person walking. The chemical bond that we achieved together was so strong that it felt he was literally torn from me body and soul. I had to shut everything out in order to survive. It was brutal. I would not inflict a true dark night of the soul on a murderer. It’s a torture from hell. I never reacted this way with another. It’s a miracle I lived.
anony preying for you xx
T F omg yes the pain... I met mine in person for 10 days and the past year and a half has been brutal... absolute hell. Heaven on earth when we were together but god the pain, I’m just coming out of it now but still long for my twin, it seems so crazy but it makes sense now.
T F try 27 years
Gwendolyn Burroughs are you together? Congratulations!!
No one ever mentions the twin flame tingles. My biggest indicators were the tingles and the telepathy.
Ya, I got the tingles plus a whole bunch of other weird telepathic experiences.
I get those too! Up my leg, I always know when he is thinking about me.
I have totally gotten this as well
So that's what it was I always thought it was my nerves or something I've been having that for 2 or 3 years now
SIREN TAROT yeah that's when I knew, I thought not many people get the tingle thing
I feel you on all these signs. It is the most painful thing ever. I've never ever felt that much pain over anyone before. The obsession is insane. It's completely uncontrollable. Mine was years. I couldn't even leave the house for 2 years. I just barely started fully bouncing back. But still cry often. It's just craziness. I love your videos. Thank you for all you do.
Really nice to hear such a close description to my experience. For me we only spent 5 hours traveling together before parting ways.. and then 6 months of the crazy, dark, nuttery. It was a few years ago now but listening to this has reminded of how hard to believe it was. Your message is spot on.
When he txted I called it a “fix”. It relieved the pain and anxiety temporarily. I get it. Lost 18 lbs, cried constantly. Yes yes yes
Debbie Miller Walsh Yeah, I lost 15 lbs. I’m getting kinda fat, wish my twin would pop back in. Twin Flame Anxiety Diet, nothing like it 😜
Yes yes someone that understands..
It's been going on for 10 yrs, had a 3 yr seperation & then a brief reconciliation. Lost 20 lbs since fall.! This is not a fun diet!
I’m still losing weight. Pray for me I’m 46kg with 167cm I didn’t pass my exams and I can stay three days without eating 😤 this person doesn’t even know what I’m going through . I was pursuing my dreams career and now I spend my life watching tarot reading on TH-cam. I need my life back Jesus 😭😭
Lee Childs lol
Oh my goodness. You have no idea what you've given me. Just halfway through the video I feel like a person who went through an alien abduction finally being told "I believe you.". I don't even know whether to laugh or cry. After almost a year, I am finally validated and now I know, I haven't been going crazy. Phew. All of this is SPOT ON. MY GOD. Thank you.
“Dark Night Of The Soul”-when you’re not sure if this may actually kill you!!!
I don't know what's happening with me, I don't understand this...I feel like I'm loosing my mind? I'm scared...I thought about seeing a psychic to give me some clarity. This love obsession has to stop. I feel so stupid.
May Phoenix how long has it been for you?
@@unapologeticallyreal This strange behavior has been going on for 1yr. I've always been a weird person my entire life but this doesn't make sense to me, usually I'm more of logic person and I just focus on making money but lately something's changing inside me.
@May Phoenix for me , at least, “Dark Night “ was profound-the most deeply painful experience of my life. I have found that the more I engross myself in my own journey of spiritualism the more gratitude I feel. Realizing that flowing with the changes provides peace was huge! I currently work on letting the dogmatic programming go and honour the process. I still have the occasional bad day, but they are fewer, and I try to sit with the peace and love of my soul particularly on those days.
@@unapologeticallyreal Thanks for talking with me, it helps to talk to people that are having similar experiences. I feel instead of just focusing on making money and being competitive all the time to survive, my inner being wants to be less out of "the rat race" that's been suppressed on us for so long and wants more love inside and all around. I apologize for sounding so dramatic, but it feels as my soul is tired of just paper chasing and wants to be more spiritual. I hope I'm making sense...maybe I'm just getting old. 😔
Words cannot express how grateful I am for this video and this channel, I feel heard. I am still doubting as I write this comment HAHA but I just wanted to say, the way you stared into my soul every few seconds gave me the energy I was desperately in need of, and that was laughter.
What the actual f%ckkkk?!?!? This is the first video that I could actually relate to. I informally dated someone for 2 to 3 weeks. Went through the obsessive thinking, no will to live, no eating, crying and screaming why and telling anyone that would listen. I went through this for 3 to 4 months straight. The most intense thing I have ever experience. Omgahhhh! I thought I was going insane. Seriously, thank you for sharing this raw raw rawww truth!
“You’re checking their social media 5, 10, 15, 20, 30, 40, 50 times a day literally wtf is wrong with you.” haaahaa! 15:38
I'm in this comment and i don't like it lol
LMFAO YASS!
Checked his social media while this video was playing. Kill me.
Right :)))
Lol! & When they block you you don't know what to do with yourself 😅
Most accurate thing ever. I don’t know how many times I’ve told my friends I wish I never would have met him. It’s like being in labor the past 5+ years.
“You can recognise a twin flame, where upon meeting, you experience the acceleration of your own inner flame. Together, you feel at one - an amplification of both souls. It’s an exhilarating and sacred experience. It can also be a personal experience, the merging of your head into heart, personality into soul that ignites your own inner flame. The twins can be within you”
- Elizabeth Peru
The Phenomena of ‘Twinning’
I mean he does feel like home but he is also someone that irritates the ever living bleep out of me🤦♀️
😩🤣I felt this!
Hey Melissa! It does get better with The Getting irritated. Just Look Really Close what it Is when you get triggered. In The beginning for me it was that we were complete opposites and almost every topic we Had a Different Opinion on. Now we are very Similar on certain things but Then for me Mostly what i got shown was Control issues. When i get triggered now its about Control almost always!! All The best for you!
Melissa Haile mine repulses me 😂
Yes
Exactly LoL 😆
The crying in bed until you’re hyperventilating was literally me last week 😭
Amber Cain right😂😂😂
me everyday
:))) Same here. I have some days like this when I can't properly breathe even after 2 years with my TF, only when I think for a moment of my life without him or when he is not talking to me in some days...literally hyperventilating :))
Same here 5 months ago
@@appleheaddefender it is an entity possession, you would not get any respect in a twin flame relationship
I got tired of venting to my friends just so they can say you got to get over it like do you not think I was trying honestly finding out about twin flames gave me clarity you have been alot of help
I love the way you're explaining this. It's so true. Thankfully, I'm past the "WTF is wrong with me!" stage. I wasn't even in a relationship with my twin. We were coworkers, that's it. We knew each other almost two years before the emotions even started. When they did, I thought we were on the verge of an awesome friendship (not even a romantic relationship). Suddenly, one day I felt him panic, I had triggered his avoidant attachment, in turn he triggered my anxious attachment and it all blew up from there. Now I'm past the absolute obsession, but he's still in the back of my mind. However, I also have a soulmate. A much easier, more loving and vulnerable connection, but still not like everyone else.
This is how I know I wasn’t tripping. I met my twin and it was so painful, I’ve been married twice and never felt this. The shortest relationship I’ve ever had triggered my soul and sent me into my spiritual awakening. I love this man like he’s me. I feel him no matter how far I go to get away. I know as long as I heal and love myself he’s coming.
I can totally relate!
@@janetcrawford08 I released him and myself with love. What will be will be. I’m not waiting 💛🌻✨
it felt like i was going literally crazy. i didn't eat, i lost weight, i sobbed, i fucking felt like i'm being ripped appart from the inside. that little bubble lasted literally like 6 weeks, and we even said we aren't expecting this to work out, and here i am pretty much dying. i stayed friends with him, so i could recover easier because he wasn't pushing me off.. i was miserable the entire time anyways, but i lived. and then he stopped talking to me for a week and a bit. it felt like the fucking world just ended. like the world just felt incomplete, nothing felt right, it's hard to explain how fucking intense it was. i wanted to do nothing, even laying felt like a chore, sleeping felt wrong, breathing felt wrong. a single text, a reply, a single "m" was like a drop of water in a hot desert, it replenished me for an hour and then back to dying. it physically hurt. but, i never felt this driven towards anything else. like... no fucking matter what i do. it seems so idiotic that you could ever want a person so bad, it's like you need this and nothing will ever be able to replace it even the slightest bit, but you know that's just weird and you don't want to be this way but you just are. this awakened me on a whole other level, and i can't express just how much.
My Taekook Romance 😭😭That's how I feel at the moment, I'm still in contact with him because he let me but I know if we were to cut any contact between us, I don't know how I'd carry on.
GIRL, SPEAK IT! EVERYTHING YOU SAID AND YOU JUST
AREN'T UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO YOU.
LMFAO I can’t with the up close blank stares/pause... I nearly choked on my drink.
Haha ikr.. Hilarious 😆
Haha I gave up on drinking my tea with the amount of times he's made me literally laugh out loud 😅
Hahahaha even me
Ahahahahahahhaa
This is exactly what I experienced… and it was excruciating.
I cannot explain what it’s like to be the most logical person, able to healthily detach from anyone and anything in any other situation and to realize you are bound to someone and you CAN NOT break that bond.
Once I started to realize what was actually happening to me, what it all really meant, and accept it… The pain lessened and it all became bearable. I had to stop fighting it… and just let it be the actuality that it was.
OMG! This is so true! I met mine, we never dated but separated I thought I was going to die, so true I stopped living life, and almost quite college, I could not eat lost almost 50lbs! Been 10 months now, I still think constantly of her this is the best video ever about this my doubts are gone!!! Thanks 😊
@@emailjosie39 I wish she would just talk to me about what happened, I mean I just can't function like this, life has changed so much since I met her. People be surprised but she stays silent 😏
Everything that you said is what I'm going through!!!! The thing that helps me is self love meditation.... my anxiety is through the roof! I don't even want to be at work. I feel like I'm going crazy!!!! We do love each other. I'm at work now. 5 minutes till I get out and my heart is racing!!!!! The minute I get home I'm going to meditate
I needed this. Thank you 🖤
" I just need a drop of communication!!!..." Seriously everything resonates with me.
No one gets why you can't forget about the person.
I found myself coming back to your channel, it is so true every single word. No one understand me why I can’t move on from this person. The dark night of the soul is not only one time happen! After I start focusing on myself after the fisrt break up, it was working for many months. But when the person came back and give another triggers, the dark night started again. This is so crazy hurt with out informations why it has to happen. I feel like my soul know it like Kurt said, while my mind keep telling me to walk away, it is a push and pull energy inside of me as well. I’ll surrender to this journey and keep focusing on myself. Thank you I found informations from Kurt.❤
12 years I’ve been chasing and he’s been running and I never even knew he was my twin flame until 4 days ago because of a conversation we had. It all makes sense! No matter what though, I’m continuing on MY unconditional self love journey and MY ascension journey. Whatever happens happens. I choose happiness! But I’m here learning about twin flames because I know nothing and I don’t want to lose my sanity again 🤣 Thank you Kurt, love this channel, you have a new subscriber. xx
See that what I was wi deri g we have been married 9 years but it seemed like I was ways chasing now we are going thru divorce and ohhhh myyyy gawwwwddddd this sucks im better now but it has been months
I'm laughing so hard on this, I found you after I almost detached , I was a vegetable for 2 months, no work, no sleep , tantrums like a baby , oversmocking, not being able to take care of my kids, pets, home. I find it so funny now how you describe it, I love your videos . Big thumbs up 💜💜💜
lol i laugh now but this is so true .. like if we were dead zombies
@@zayraroa it was the zombie apocalypse
This is hell. I can’t handle this. I want out, just want it to stop
Yep!!! My life was falling apart. No work, food, sleep… he chased me and now I’m chasing him without actually chasing. My heart is aching for him.
@@Allthatglitters24 I wrote my comment 10 months ago. Now: I don't want that clown back, idc he is my twin, toxic is toxic.
That's exactly how I felt...my bliss lasted for 10 weeks...I'm an aries a strong individual and I felt like I was losing my sanity...don't normally allow things to bother me...things got so bad that i got sick...I love how u explain it...its to the point of what I'm going through with my twinflame
Before I knew about TF’s, when I met my twin flame the first thing I said to him was “I’ve seen you before” - ie, the immediate sense of familiarity and knowing. 6 years later and I’m still crazy about him, I always will be. It will never go away. 5 months of no contact and I’m hopeful that we’ll get back on track in divine time ❤
This is literally the best Twin Flame video. It really helped me understand what and why I’m going through this.
I've experienced all these signs... You are describing them perfectly... So sad and hard... When I am listening to you, I have tears in my eyes... I thought I was going to die because of this pain... But now after 9 months I am so grateful that I met him. The true journey of my soul happenned and I am not the same person that I used to be 10 months ago. I thank you Kurt so much, you are my coach and friend ❤️
My experience was EXACTLY the same! I had no idea about twin flames until I started researching what the heck was happening to me. And my dark night of the soul started at about 8 wks out. I’m happy to have found your channel!
This video made me smile so much, you are naturally funny 🤩 Plus, spot on how accurate this is.
TRIGGERED is an understatement. No words to describe....
I have to listen to this at least once a day so I know I'm not crazy , or the only one !!
I cried when you talked abt the third sign, just like how I always cry whenever I think about him, think about withdrawing from this connection. I dont cry easily. My heart hurt literally.
I've just discovered this channel and I've never been happier!!😢
7 years.. back and forth . I had almost convinced myself he’s a narcissist.
Same
Even me
Me too
@@Ms_essense amen to that same story
wait what do you mean by this? bc he seems like a narcissist to me
Finally, someone who really knows about this, thank you so much. I'm so glad I found your site. I was fortunate that I was out of work for 3 months through the worst of it.
Yeah, I'll pass on the twin flame 😬 ill just take a soulmate, please😁!
Ugh I agree, why would you want pain, not want but how is this exciting? Idk just scary feeling to actually go through this and it really isn't normal, those to me are HUGE redflags , soulmates to me is a way better feeling, LOVE should not hurt or make you seem crazy or feel crazy for that matter. I get it people are drawn to each other but what if the other person is NOT feeling it how is that a "twin flame" for anyone?! My ex I was so deeply in love but I had my rose colored glasses on and they blocked the red flags... He left and I was completely devastated for 2 months. It was going to give myself a complete year of healing and relearning to love myself, I learn to love myself but without wanting needing or looking for another relationship 7 months after my big break up I met a wonderful man who has showed me so much love and true love that I thought I would never have in my life, we have been together for 7 1/2 months and it has been such a beautiful and wonderful relationship and there's no redflags at all. My heart, soul and mind feel and knows it is true love. Sorry for the long love rant, I just wanted people to know that there is a love a true love for everyone and he or she will come along and really make you wonder where the heck they have been your entire life.
@@jenniferm1662 I think most people would prefer a sweet love but if you cross paths with your twinflame the pain is inevitable. They are meant to trigger your spiritual awakening but you don't have to be in a relationship with them. We can't be together as he has now made it impossible for us, but if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have started this journey of self love and looking at myself in the mirror. It is kind of terribly painful but the amount of compassion you need to deal with this makes it beautiful at the same time.
@@jenniferm1662 You have no choice in the Twin Flame journey in the 3D incarnation. It just happens. And if it's genuine a 'soulmate' connection will just seem wrong and unsatisfying.. It's more about self healing and spiritual growth than a romantic connection.
:))))))
😂😂😂
You have described this wonderfully.
I can't stop crying and the triggers are everywhere.
Omg this describes my dark night of the soul to a tee! 6 months of going crazy in my mind, lost 22 lbs, had severe anxiety, throwing up all the time, heart palps.
“My twin flame is my dog” LMAO 😂🙌
Lmaoooo
Mine is a cat 😂
Lmaooo I don't think that's healthy
This was so real Kurt! I remember crying, like I cant believe I love someone I dont even know in that bubble stage. I definitely thought I had lost my mind.
Definitely resonates. I like the way you break this down to the simpliest ways to look at the situation and approach it. I definitely got the angel number 11:11 sincronicities as well as obessive thinking. I also experience deja vu when I first looked deeply in her eyes, thats when all the weirdest happened and I was suddenly drawn to tarot then twin flame.
I know this video is 2 years old, and I don’t know if you’ll see this, but SERIOUSLY I laughed SO hard!!! You described everything perfectly and I guess the saying rings true, the information will find you when you’re ready to hear it. When I tell you I thought I was going absolutely CRAZY. I am a PSYCHOLOGIST and I thought I was going insane because I didn’t know how the understand it. I started reading stuff on the internet when the “twin flame” concept randomly fell into my lap. You’re 100% correct that the BS of “needing to heal your wounds” is a downward spiral. While I am a huge advocate of inner work to understand your triggers, given the work I do, I had done A LOT of work and still was unable to understand what the actual F was happening to me. I lost 10 pounds in two months and I used to look myself in the mirror and ask myself if I will ever be ok. I’ve been binging your videos today after stumbling upon your channel because I still think about them and go through phases of being fine but then still “yearning” at times. You have confirmed what my intuition has been guiding me on over the past month of “it’s time to stop distracting yourself and focus on yourself and stop trying to find external validation”. You’ve come to me at the perfect time and have confirmed exactly what I have been pondering, thank you.
No Kurt, you’re NOT BEING DRAMATIC!!! That’s exactly what I went through for almost 3-4mths - dark night of the soul!
I almost lost my job for that 😅
You nailed it, Kurt!
Guys, he’s really good! Most relevant signs of meeting your twin!
And no, I’m not getting paid for saying this hahaha
Oh My God.. This video is jaw-dropping from the very first to the last. But I also laughed because I feel RELIEVED that I wasn’t the crazy, creepy, obsessive stalker I thought I was. Plus, you are unintentionally hilarious😂. Subscribed immediately.
If this video doesn't make you cry when listening to these signs because you've been there, you haven't met your twinflame