Jazz Thornton | Our House God's House | Sunday 1st August 2021
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Felt very blessed by your words Jazz, thank you.
Wow what a message.. it gives me hope to go back to my church. Thank you Jazz
Wow, I have never related to something so so much. The shame I feel of continuously being suicidal. The shame of being 38 and still being physically and mentally ill. The pride that won’t let me go back to church even though know I will be accepted because I know I am loved by those there. No matter the darkness I know that God will always let me go back home, but my shame of all that I have not accomplishing nothing. The shame of being a failure. However, even though I have intensely wanted to die this week, my counselor reminded me that the yucky feelings will pass. Thanks for your video earlier today on tiktok it helped, I have several videos saved. I might make it to church next Sunday since people have asked. I have not been in a psych ward in two years but if I need it I will go. Your book is so great. I have good relationships and even though I want to die I don’t want to hurt the pets, kids and adults in my life. Thank you for always being so authentic, loving, vulnerable and reminding me that just like we shouldn’t judge others we shouldn’t judge ourselves. I hope to meet you one day, wether one day I am able to go to new zeland or wether you make it to Chicago, Illinois. Thanks for the encouragement, thanks for telling me I am not to far gone and I can go home. Love you and god bless you always
Wow just wow 💕
Thank you for sharing this Jazz❤️
4 years ago, at 22 years old i almost took my own life. I was abused as a kid, broken, depressed, anorexic, bulimic, suicidal. I went in & out of psych units like it was a game of Chess. Suicide watch. I was on enough Antidepressants to kill a horse. I hated myself. I wanted out. I wanted the pain to stop. The gaslighting* to end. *(when a psycho makes a sane person question their own sanity, and thus think they themselves are the insane one).
I wanted power. I got into witchcraft. I thought it would give me the identity i wanted, to be set apart from people who hurt me. It only made me sicker. Sicker. Thats what it did to me.
The doctors said i’d never get well. That i would suffer severe Chronic Manic depression, and never be well, that id be stuck on antidepressants all of my life.
I would plot suicide on a daily basis, binging and purging my food as often as opening and closing a door. The pain was too real. People choked me. Assaulted me. Told me i was ugly, i felt worthless. Nothing ever got better. Then my mother died. The (1) & only soul who ever loved /emotionally supported me was removed from the earth. I was stuck living with people who broke me, ruined my identity, thus causing me to hate God. I thought God hated me, that he was just like the ones who tortured me, a family of abusers, who cover up all their actions with the mask of religion. I didnt know that God is on my side. I didnt know that Jesus would Love and Defend me, and fight for me and that He later would heal me, rescue me from Family. The ones who caused me pain. The ones who choked me for wearing a necklace.
I moved out after family threatened to throw all my belongings on the front yard, and have me permanently institutionalized in an insane asylum, when they were the ones who caused my mental illness via abuse.
They blamed me for the abuse they did to me.
To take my life in an insane asylum when they were the ones who made me suicidal.
Next morning i spoke with my dead moms parents who let me live with them.
I stayed on the antidepressants, prescribed. But they only made me sicker. I got deeper and deeper into witchcraft, thinking it was a solution. But it made me even more suicidal. Self hatred was inescapable. All my cards have fallen down. I have nothing left. But out. I wanted out.
I decided i was going to kill myself. I was going to take all my pills.
But then Jesus stepped in. I didnt die. I surrendered my life to Jesus to make me well and heal me.
The deity i blamed for me being abused wanted to heal me. He Was fighting for me and Loved me all along.
He wanted to love me. He wanted to give me His Heart.
HE LOVES ME. JESUS. LOVES. ME .
Jesus miraculously healed me - i am off all drugs and dont need them and i dont have any mental illnesses. I am totally healed , full of joy.
I’m now a born again Christian, in my 20’s who wants the entire world to know that JESUS WANTS TO HEAL YOU
HE. LOVES. YOU.
I have ADHD and feel a lot of false hope has been spread and a lot of money being made.
Capitalizing on people's pain and suffering with books and hope.
I'd rather keep dealing with professions who have devoted themselves to a lifetime of qualifications and work that hasn't led to fame and riches.
As someone with ADHD I feel I am the target demographic and product you got rich off.
Nothing the different for me but I guess I'll take those pockets full of hope. 🤷♂️