Don’t feel shame. You are a king. You have nothing to be embarrassed about. He was a schlub and lost out. I’d have held you all night and cuddled to keep you warm. You wanted a human touch and some reassurance as well as a little bang. But he didn’t get it. He should be ashamed. You’re beautiful and I love how you told the story. My big arms are open for you anytime Mr Troy Accola. I’ll make you feel safe... and Benji too xx
Be careful out there, Troy! The murderer story sounds horrific!! You are not the problem. Grindr hookups are usually awkward. That you slipped isn’t the worse thing in the world. It happens, I’ve done it, too. You are worth cuddling, he wasn’t worthy. Hugs! ❤️
I don’t know you personally. I’ve been a fan of yours for literally years. What I do know is that it is his loss. You have it all. You seem like a genuine , smart, funny, handsome guy. You keep your chin up and keep smiling. You are going to find that special someone 😘
Inattentive Lazy And a quick draw? Three strikes, he's out! Block him and keep it moving. I can guarantee that it wasn't you. He has his own hangups about life that he needs to deal with. Nothing at all to do with you.
1st: Whats the murderer story? 2nd: You’re not alone in feeling hopeless that you’re never meet the right person. I’m almost 26 and I have yet to find the right person or be with anyone on a deep emotional level, so I experience feelings of hopelessness when it comes to love. It sucks to have so much to give, but no one to give it to. I feel you brother!! We just have to keep trying until our right person comes along. Keep hope alive!!!
I'm so sorry you had those experiences. Feel free to vent any time. I'm not here to give you advice unless you ask. I'm a hugger so I'm sending you a virtual hug.
Listen this happens to a lot of people sir men women everyone , sometimes you have to go through the wtf moment then laugh about it then have a drink. I have a friend who is the same way she hates being lonely and always wonders why she is alone . You are this young hot guy. You will be OK. I've had wtf moment as well.
That’s the reason I don’t hook-up. I HATE those awkward encounters so much. I am sorry you’re lonely...it’s tough. Don’t feel shame...it happens. ❤️❤️❤️
don't feel bad . most of us have reached out to someone for this kinda thing in our lives ( LGBT peeps like us maybe a lot more than others). After going through this and WORSE myself, & come out the other end a (little tiny )bit wiser ... well maybe lol... i'd not give it another thought- --the guy was clearly a user & a self obsessed one too (sleeping on you like that? hmmm ) it's his problem NOT yours for what happened last night. You seem a great guy with a lot of feelings mate, and you will find someone who is on your wavelength soon Take care and enjoy your day :D
Sending you a huge virtual hug 🤗. Don’t worry we still love you. And honestly I also have been thru a similar situation and it sucks. But nothing is wrong with you its that person and their shit. So hang in there Troy ❤️ ❤️❤️🤗🤗.
I know this will probably get lost in the sea of comments, but I am so sorry you had to deal with that. I really wished I could just hug you right now. No one deserves to be made to feel like they are less than what they think of themselves. I hope you know you deserve everything you desire from life and don't allow this guy to make you feel otherwise.
And I thought I had the most awkward hook up in the world lol. Had a guy who wanted to act out some down south slave/master fantasy. I get it I’m 6’6” black and have muscles and I said I was ok with role play but that really???!!! lol. I politely left quickly for the Underground Railroad home 😂🤣
"I get it! It's a great show! But I'm pretty great too😢" awwwwwww :( It's really not you, that guy is an idiot... sorry buddy 💙 I'm around the same age as you and I actually feel the same way sometimes... idk I try to think that maybe we just haven't found the right person? ☹️
WHOA!!!! Sex Slave ring? Sorry to hear about your experience. I hope you went to the police and blocked this person on all your apps/devices. You described about 80% of most of the hookups from these apps. I don't use them. I meet people in person, in the flesh, eye to eye, to get their character and personality. I like to talk and interact with a person and see where their head is at before we hit the sheets. One hook up that comes to mind is this dude came to my place and was looking at my CDs and did not like my musical taste (hard rock/classic rock guy here, and a musician). He stated my music collection has to change. After he said that, I showed him the door! To combat the loneliness, keep busy. Find things that take you mind off that feeling. Find something new to do that interests you and dive right in. All my long term relationships happened when I was not thinking about it. The person who turned you down, if he had an issue with your adult career, even though you like him, he is not worth your time and energy. He would be judgmental about everything and just cause more stress. Good luck next time. All the best!
You're definitely not wrong. As a top i can't believe there are guys so selfish as that. Sorry to hear you had a bad experience but hey! At least a video came out of this lol Edit: Now i get to the end of the video. Wow. that was definitely something. It's easy to feel this way on this crazy times... There's nothing wrong about you. You're a nice person. Its about validation. Believe it or not deep down that guy was embarased for being such a dissapointment sexually speaking, so his self mechanism was to play it down and by extend dont pay enough atention to you. Don't even worry about it. Just give it time, hope you have a decent hookup by this point
no horrible hookup story. but what i can tell you is that there is literally no shame in having someone over who does all the wrong things, being an insensitive idiot who makes you feel like shit and dont even gets it. (or is too much of an asshole to bring himself to care about it!) why the hell should that be your fault at all!? why the hell should that mean that theres something wrong with YOU!? To me it sounds pretty damn like there was nothing wrong with you but everything with him. and yes, i can relate to how awful it feels to be with someone refusing to touch you. to make you feel good. been there. made me feel self conscious for literally years, although people always told me im gorgeous and stuff. i always thought that this was about me. it wasnt. it was about them. im pretty alright the way i am. but it made me realise that there are people out there who...you know, dont deserve our time and energy. and yes, ive also been there thinking that there is no one out there for me. and maybe there isnt. and yes, thats sad. but maybe, just maybe, theres gonna be just the one person who gets me. somewhere. somewhen. and when its the right time we're maybe lucky enough to meet and get each other. what im trying to say is, that you cant give up hope. if people refuse to be with you because you did porn, then im sure it hurts, but theyre obviously not the ones for you. because porn is a part of you. and thats fine. it doesnt define you. but it is part of you. and the one who will be "the one" will want you, not "despite" but "because" they'll embrace everything about you. past, present, future. im absolutely certain. just dont give up.💕
I’m so sorry that you had a bad experience! It is NOT you. I can’t imagine somebody not wanting to cuddle you! Keep the faith, you will find somebody out there that loves and treats you like you should be treated. If not, then you move to St. Louis and I will cuddle and mother you 😂
Loving the hair bruh. It's a great hair cut. You done a great job. I love it. Ur such a cutee. ❤ Every one makes slip ups so ur not the only one.😂😂🤣. Sounds so very awkward.🥰 what about the hook up with a murderer that be a great story to hear?
It's not you, he was inconsiderate and has no tact or sense of decorum. I've had similar experiences and I can relate. It sucks and we all need to feel loved and validated. Things will get better ❤
I do want to hear the murderer story, I watch and listen to horror stories on TH-cam. And hearing this, someone did that to you I can only imagine what attention I would of gotten. And your cute as fuck, im not
Just FYI it’s not you at all. You’re a great person and very attractive he’s just dumb! I’ve had so many uncomfortable experiences like that and I just had to realize that I am cute and they’re the weird ones. You’re a star and don’t let this bring you down :)
Just leave porn when its right for you. Your iafd listing has you still doing ok in 2020 at cockyb*ys, Helix & with Colby. Would love to hear a storytime on how porn has helped/hindered your career/love life/family situations. A life story. No one ever talks honestly about how porn has really affected them. Its a job, and so many ppl dont get that. xx
why are HBTQ people so alone :(?just wondering if he didn't have the job he does ,then wonder if people would see him in a different way .I mean everyone says it's their dream to be with a porn star but to be in relationship with them?never heard anyone say that ...:( Continue with your videos "Troy" you are amazingly funny and inspiring :)!!
You should have made him pay rent for taking up ur bed also can you please cut mine? I really need an hair cut right now! Honestly and truthfully I love ur hair. I'm not lying to you. I love you for eva. Hugs and kisses.❤😍😘😘😘😘😘
Lawton sucks, its a small town and being gay makes it that much harder. Dont get me started on the hook up seen here, I could share stories that I do not think any has seen( a guy once stole my dog), although yours is kinda weird, sounds military......
Thank god you are safe. Don’t do it anymore.
how can anybody be close enough to touch you but choose not to?
That's insane.
I want to hear about the murderer hook up
Don’t feel shame. You are a king. You have nothing to be embarrassed about. He was a schlub and lost out. I’d have held you all night and cuddled to keep you warm. You wanted a human touch and some reassurance as well as a little bang. But he didn’t get it. He should be ashamed. You’re beautiful and I love how you told the story. My big arms are open for you anytime Mr Troy Accola. I’ll make you feel safe... and Benji too xx
Be careful out there, Troy! The murderer story sounds horrific!!
You are not the problem. Grindr hookups are usually awkward. That you slipped isn’t the worse thing in the world. It happens, I’ve done it, too.
You are worth cuddling, he wasn’t worthy. Hugs! ❤️
I don’t know you personally. I’ve been a fan of yours for literally years. What I do know is that it is his loss. You have it all. You seem like a genuine , smart, funny, handsome guy. You keep your chin up and keep smiling. You are going to find that special someone 😘
Inattentive
Lazy
And a quick draw?
Three strikes, he's out! Block him and keep it moving. I can guarantee that it wasn't you. He has his own hangups about life that he needs to deal with. Nothing at all to do with you.
Sorry you’re feeling lonely. You seem nice and deserve much better all around :)
1st: Whats the murderer story? 2nd: You’re not alone in feeling hopeless that you’re never meet the right person. I’m almost 26 and I have yet to find the right person or be with anyone on a deep emotional level, so I experience feelings of hopelessness when it comes to love. It sucks to have so much to give, but no one to give it to. I feel you brother!! We just have to keep trying until our right person comes along. Keep hope alive!!!
I'm so sorry you had those experiences. Feel free to vent any time. I'm not here to give you advice unless you ask. I'm a hugger so I'm sending you a virtual hug.
it will happen but just not where you are.. it is a dead place. keep positive..
Listen this happens to a lot of people sir men women everyone , sometimes you have to go through the wtf moment then laugh about it then have a drink. I have a friend who is the same way she hates being lonely and always wonders why she is alone . You are this young hot guy. You will be OK. I've had wtf moment as well.
I'd love to hear the murderer story haha
In his defense. If I came over and Schitts Creek was on. I would watch that too.
That’s the reason I don’t hook-up. I HATE those awkward encounters so much. I am sorry you’re lonely...it’s tough. Don’t feel shame...it happens. ❤️❤️❤️
LOL Bottom problems.
Im here cause i had a horrible hookup just last night and trying to recover haha. Love this also youre great 😅😁
don't feel bad .
most of us have reached out to someone for this kinda thing in our lives
( LGBT peeps like us maybe a lot more than others).
After going through this and WORSE myself, & come out the other end a (little tiny )bit wiser
... well maybe lol...
i'd not give it another thought- --the guy was clearly a user & a self obsessed one too (sleeping on you like that? hmmm )
it's his problem NOT yours for what happened last night.
You seem a great guy with a lot of feelings mate, and you will find someone who is on your wavelength soon
Take care and enjoy your day :D
Sending you a huge virtual hug 🤗. Don’t worry we still love you. And honestly I also have been thru a similar situation and it sucks. But nothing is wrong with you its that person and their shit. So hang in there Troy ❤️ ❤️❤️🤗🤗.
You are super cute, don't let that guy make feel tribble. There will be someone that will come by.
I know this will probably get lost in the sea of comments, but I am so sorry you had to deal with that. I really wished I could just hug you right now.
No one deserves to be made to feel like they are less than what they think of themselves. I hope you know you deserve everything you desire from life and don't allow this guy to make you feel otherwise.
And I thought I had the most awkward hook up in the world lol. Had a guy who wanted to act out some down south slave/master fantasy. I get it I’m 6’6” black and have muscles and I said I was ok with role play but that really???!!! lol. I politely left quickly for the Underground Railroad home 😂🤣
I've been watching your videos btw OMFG. Question if missionary is favorite position why did he wanna keep u on top of him
"I get it! It's a great show! But I'm pretty great too😢" awwwwwww :(
It's really not you, that guy is an idiot... sorry buddy 💙
I'm around the same age as you and I actually feel the same way sometimes... idk I try to think that maybe we just haven't found the right person? ☹️
I just wanna give you the biggest hug! Shame on him for not appreciating you.❤️
On the plus side your hair looks great! 😎
WHOA!!!! Sex Slave ring? Sorry to hear about your experience. I hope you went to the police and blocked this person on all your apps/devices. You described about 80% of most of the hookups from these apps. I don't use them. I meet people in person, in the flesh, eye to eye, to get their character and personality. I like to talk and interact with a person and see where their head is at before we hit the sheets. One hook up that comes to mind is this dude came to my place and was looking at my CDs and did not like my musical taste (hard rock/classic rock guy here, and a musician). He stated my music collection has to change. After he said that, I showed him the door! To combat the loneliness, keep busy. Find things that take you mind off that feeling. Find something new to do that interests you and dive right in. All my long term relationships happened when I was not thinking about it. The person who turned you down, if he had an issue with your adult career, even though you like him, he is not worth your time and energy. He would be judgmental about everything and just cause more stress. Good luck next time. All the best!
That guy was damaged. You were never responsible for that. Move on to the next. You’re one down towards your next love.
Troy you need to move to a blue state or at least a city hun...ASAP! I felt so bad for you.
I would have given you the proper attention, you are soooo cute. For sure Mr. right will enter your life soon :)
Troy is so beautiful my heart melts! X ❤️
Makes me WISHHH so badly I could've given you a BETTER time!! lololol 😬😬😬😬
You're definitely not wrong. As a top i can't believe there are guys so selfish as that.
Sorry to hear you had a bad experience but hey! At least a video came out of this lol
Edit: Now i get to the end of the video. Wow. that was definitely something. It's easy to feel this way on this crazy times... There's nothing wrong about you. You're a nice person. Its about validation. Believe it or not deep down that guy was embarased for being such a dissapointment sexually speaking, so his self mechanism was to play it down and by extend dont pay enough atention to you. Don't even worry about it. Just give it time, hope you have a decent hookup by this point
no horrible hookup story. but what i can tell you is that there is literally no shame in having someone over who does all the wrong things, being an insensitive idiot who makes you feel like shit and dont even gets it. (or is too much of an asshole to bring himself to care about it!) why the hell should that be your fault at all!? why the hell should that mean that theres something wrong with YOU!? To me it sounds pretty damn like there was nothing wrong with you but everything with him. and yes, i can relate to how awful it feels to be with someone refusing to touch you. to make you feel good. been there. made me feel self conscious for literally years, although people always told me im gorgeous and stuff. i always thought that this was about me. it wasnt. it was about them. im pretty alright the way i am. but it made me realise that there are people out there who...you know, dont deserve our time and energy. and yes, ive also been there thinking that there is no one out there for me. and maybe there isnt. and yes, thats sad. but maybe, just maybe, theres gonna be just the one person who gets me. somewhere. somewhen. and when its the right time we're maybe lucky enough to meet and get each other. what im trying to say is, that you cant give up hope. if people refuse to be with you because you did porn, then im sure it hurts, but theyre obviously not the ones for you. because porn is a part of you. and thats fine. it doesnt define you. but it is part of you. and the one who will be "the one" will want you, not "despite" but "because" they'll embrace everything about you. past, present, future. im absolutely certain. just dont give up.💕
Sorry you had such a bad night...we've all been there. I'd love to hear about the murderer...must certainly top any of my stories. ;-)
hang in there Troy!
I’m so sorry that you had a bad experience! It is NOT you. I can’t imagine somebody not wanting to cuddle you!
Keep the faith, you will find somebody out there that loves and treats you like you should be treated. If not, then you move to St. Louis and I will cuddle and mother you 😂
Its definitely not you hun, you are beautiful and an amazing person
Loving the hair bruh. It's a great hair cut. You done a great job. I love it. Ur such a cutee. ❤ Every one makes slip ups so ur not the only one.😂😂🤣. Sounds so very awkward.🥰 what about the hook up with a murderer that be a great story to hear?
Omg what was wrong with that guy. Who would not Cuttle with you. Your great this guy was such a d... your so sweet. I am so sorry that happened to you
It's not you, he was inconsiderate and has no tact or sense of decorum. I've had similar experiences and I can relate. It sucks and we all need to feel loved and validated. Things will get better ❤
Benji cute dog that pup needs his own instagram
I do want to hear the murderer story, I watch and listen to horror stories on TH-cam. And hearing this, someone did that to you I can only imagine what attention I would of gotten. And your cute as fuck, im not
Just FYI it’s not you at all. You’re a great person and very attractive he’s just dumb! I’ve had so many uncomfortable experiences like that and I just had to realize that I am cute and they’re the weird ones. You’re a star and don’t let this bring you down :)
Just leave porn when its right for you. Your iafd listing has you still doing ok in 2020 at cockyb*ys, Helix & with Colby. Would love to hear a storytime on how porn has helped/hindered your career/love life/family situations. A life story. No one ever talks honestly about how porn has really affected them. Its a job, and so many ppl dont get that. xx
why are HBTQ people so alone :(?just wondering if he didn't have the job he does ,then wonder if people would see him in a different way .I mean everyone says it's their dream to be with a porn star but to be in relationship with them?never heard anyone say that ...:(
Continue with your videos "Troy" you are amazingly funny and inspiring :)!!
Definitely want to hear the other story.. and what picture did you use on your profile? I'm sure it wasn't you! He is just dumb!
you were in an episode of Twilight Zone
sent you an email
I think you are a star. I would give you the world.❤️❤️❤️🌈🌈🌈
Poor Troy!!! Drop the location I’ll show you a good time 😏
Looking cute Troy 😍
You should have made him pay rent for taking up ur bed also can you please cut mine? I really need an hair cut right now! Honestly and truthfully I love ur hair. I'm not lying to you. I love you for eva. Hugs and kisses.❤😍😘😘😘😘😘
Hey....I Do edits and I wanna do a INTRO FOR YOU ???? CAN I DO IT??
Trust me it’s not you !
Hit me up. I am here to talk with you. Bc I know how you feel
Lawton sucks, its a small town and being gay makes it that much harder. Dont get me started on the hook up seen here, I could share stories that I do not think any has seen( a guy once stole my dog), although yours is kinda weird, sounds military......
Leave porn troy!!!! I think then you'll find your love
If you want more subs you should probably make more vids
I would love to cuddle with you 😘
I would date you! 😂 hit me up on Instagram: @brandon_a_parker