Pile 3: Thank you for explaining energy exchange. I’m an empath, but I have spent my whole adult lifetime, not recognizing the depth of that ability. I know his energy has been in my field, but being in the first person perspective, I felt like it was my neediness. Now I realize I was enjoying the energy, but keeping him from his own growth by being in that energy. I have released that energy, and he needs to grow up.
The reason why you’re my favorite tarot reader is cause you’re so real. You don’t sugar coat or give us false hope which is something a lot of tarot readers don’t do. You’re the best!
Pile 4: You absolutely nailed it for me. I met this guy online, and instantly our connection was passionate. He was extremely easy to talk to, we’d talk constantly everyday, we’d make plans with each other, send each other pictures, or music. It was very lighthearted and sweet, but intense. Things got spicy eventually (I’ll leave you to fill in the gaps here). And it was honestly kind of scary how quickly we jumped into feeling this way for one another with so short of time knowing each other. I mean he’d express love and I’m feeling like I barely know everything about him! (It made me a little hesitant and maybe he sensed that). Well one night, he sends a random text to me 4am; I don’t respond because I’m asleep. The next day, I check in and I’m met with radio silence. I’ve noticed that he’s blocked me on social media. I send texts asking at least for some sort of communication whether it be “leave me alone” or “I’m not interested anymore.” Literally anything! But nope. I’m ghosted. Ouch. Months have gone by, and I’m so hurt. I’m left wondering what’s wrong with me? What did I say wrong? What did I do? Anyway, your reading really brought me some insight into this situation. And I wholeheartedly believe spirit and your reading gave me some answers about this person, his behavior and this connection. Also, based on what I heard, I don’t think it’s best that I reach out. Looks like he needs to figure some things out for himself. Thank you!
@@lollyboo4611 Wow! I’m sorry to hear you’ve had to go through the same thing. It certainly didn’t feel good to be treated that way. But I am trying my best to move through it and enjoy my new adventures! I wish you the same too.
You did nothing wrong! Don't go there. Whatever was 'up' they should have communicated that instead of blocking. There's something wrong with their response. Whatever their reason, it's not mature and you didn't deserve that.
I'm sorry that happened to you. Sometimes people panic when it gets "too real". Sometimes (sorry) people are hiding committed relationships. There's something romantic about falling for someone you've never met, but not getting too attached until you've met in person a few times can help protect your heart...
Sending so many hugs to every pile 1 ❤ if your feeling stuck because they are unwilling to come to you ... Just move on with your life and focus on you ... If they are ment for you they will be yours
So! Pile 1 describe my ex husband of 38 years who left me homeless broke and broken! Every card describes 1000% him and our situation! This whole reading is resonating with me. After he left me I went to Mexico with my 81 year old mom who looks 60 to get this stress off and I met a very nice guy there. That was 3 years ago so Pile 4 describes this guy who by the way is 45 but I am 60. I went to Mexico 5 times last year to see him. We always have great time. Since I don’t look 60 but maybe 40 we get along great! But since I was married for almost 40 years I set the bar very high thinking nobody will fit this profile Well! He does! He is much younger than me! He is very handsome! He has government job! He has his own home and property in Cabo! He don’t smoke or drink! He needs to speak at least 2 languages which he does as I speak 5! He needs to have good body and teeth higiene for sure! And most of all he needs to be honest which he did by introducing me to his mom who is older than me only by 2 years lol 😂! But she thought I was around his age! I do speak Spanish so she was impressed. And I am not American by birth. I was born in Poland raised in California. Also he lives and works in Mexico but was born on USA soil so he had dual citizenship like me. We see! I text him today and we see if he texts me back 😊
PIle 3. Surprisingly, the person being described is myself. I don't really understand, but I'm taking this to mean that I am trying to reconnect with myself and my higher self is all in favor of this. Thanks, Eso! This is the first time I'm commenting on any of your videos, which I've been watching for over a year now.
Wow. Pile 3 affirmed everything i said to a friend about this connection just earlier today. Even down to us feeling each other's energies and how to handle it. Thank you so much for this confirmation, Eso ❤
What a coincidence… metoo, what just has been happening to me is my best close friend we are like family sibling, but we could not get along, we could dragging each other energy down even tho we both care and want others to be good.
Eso!!! We love you! Pile 4 (currently listening) is my recent ex and every single word of this is on point. You know what’s sad? She could have had me and our relationship, but she is narcissistic and doesn’t seem to understand how to not be incredibly selfish and to not gaslight, etc. I actually walked away and she wants it back, but refuses to take any accountability for her past actions, so….sucks that she is THAT prideful. I’m off limits to her because I will not go back into the cycle. She was so incredibly damaging. And as it turns out, Pile 1 is also her and she IS going through her second Saturn return!! She has reached out several times in exactly the ways you described, but what she NEEDS to do is give an enormous and very detailed apology, which she is totally unwilling to do. Thank you!! ❤
Pile 4 here 🙋♀️ this was ON 👏 POINT 👏 everything resonated with me completely. This connection has been going on for a year now and it’s like bro, piss or get off the pot 😮💨 Peace and Love 🕊️💕
Pile 3. Started as friends, had a connection, then went to a friends with benefits. He's an avoidant Scorpio, im a Taurus with relationship issues. And either of us know what we want. What a situation.
Pile 2 is, once again, totally my husband and I. We have been talking about these specific, exact same things over the last couple of days. He travels a lot and we both are very good with being in our own energy, so we are learning much about sharing life together. He’s the best partner and my twin flame 🔥 building a legacy and living our dreams in gratitude! Thank you, Madison for these messages. You always bring it straight forward and confirm everything I’m getting through my internal guidance. 🙇🏻♀️ Thank you, Spirit for coming through Always and in All Ways 🙏🏼 🌀 ✨ 💜
Your voice, your guidance, your positivity, your self awareness, your gratitude, your quirks - it's all so endearing. I have benefited from so many of your readings. They have led me from darkness to light. So so grateful. Sending across lots of positive vibes.
We met last year. I didnt think much of it. But i felt like he saw me. Not many people do. I did have a crush on him after a few months that struck me randomly. It started with a dream of him ,specifically flashbacks of the day we met. After that i couldnt get him out of my mind. Now looking back i realise that this was him reaching out/pulling back(pulling on my energy). The eye contact is what haunts me. The way he looked at me I will never forget. Yes ,most of it was flirty,but there was also shock in his eyes. The pile that I picked descibed him perfectly,the situation as well Thank you so much Eso for this message❤❤❤
I said to myself, “if pile 2 has the yin yang symbol, it’s a reading about my new relationship” (I always pulled that exact card for us) and it was like you were reading to my personally! ❤ I hope you do tarot readings forever 🎉
Thank you Eso for giving us some of your energy to read this. Pile 4 resonated a lot, but for me the person has already came forward. I genuinely couldn't imagine that they thought so much about me. It's weird and it gets creepy sometimes. For other pile 4s, I want to say that nope you're not imagining things and please please please have measures to protect yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually (because from my current experience, there is a hint of malice present). Stay safe 🫂
Pile 1 - Nailed it. Starting cutting the cord to this connection yesterday. I no longer enjoy the energy that comes with this connection. I am being gentle with myself and trying not to judge myself for revisting this energy But it is slowly getting better. I am thinking about the new energy and focusing on my kids. Much healthier !
I ended up finding my pile (pile 4) and sticking around for it, and my god it shook me to my core. Everything you said was me and what's going on in my life 💟
your reading just gave me the confirmation i needed. pile 4 and i've been feeling this energy lately without any triggers, it was honestly rather confusing and annoying but yeah, it all makes sense now. thank you eso 🙏
You’re truly amazing! I can’t tell you how much you help guide my life and heighten my intuition that much more. Spot. On. Always. Pile 4 for me and so on point yet again. Thank you for all you do for myself and the entire collective! Sending you gratitude and so much love and light and protection! Xoxo 💋 ❤🫶🏼🙏🏼 Sarah ⭐️
Pile 4 is crazy accurate Eso!! Literally had an intense weird urge/desire to swallow the stone during the pile selection ... The shock I felt when you literally said "this person wants to consume you in some way"! You are one of the most gifted readers I've had the chance to connect with. The accuracy of your readings truly blows me away.
Pile 4 - I had to listen to this reading twice because I was so awed by how much you read this person to his core. Even after all this, you said there are fantasies that they have in which you're going to need extra effort to see. This person is an old friend that I met when I was in middle school. We live in different countries, but have always been connected online, and we meet in person when I go to his country. I confessed to him once and he rejected me, and I agree that it's likely because he couldn't give what I wanted. Recently, I came to found out that he might actually have feelings for me, which was through liquid courage. The next day, he kinda went off social media until I reached out to him. So... he's pretty much what you said. He needs to be willing to do the inner work in order to meet people who are more aligned with what he wants. I think he's slowly changing, so I'd still interact with him and be a good friend for him, and yeah hopefully we can be people who make each other better. Thanks Madison!
I have been watching you a little over a year and I purely enjoy you. I never watched pick-a-card readings really before you but you truly have a gift 💗💗💗 thank you! 🦄 And I picked pile 4... spot on. They are obsessed and so afraid at the sametime.
I chose pile 3 and DAMN. When you said the "benefits" situation my jaw dropped. We are friends but recently got really physically intimate with each other.
You are my favourite reader. You are so talented and you have such a nice personality. Your light is much needed in this world. Thank you and God bless you 🙏😇❤️
Thank you Eso for pile 4 - I legit ran into this person today on my way out of work. My previous partner and I were together for years and it's been years since we've parted ways. We talk once in a while but the energy gets messy from time to time and we go for months without speaking to each other, let alone run into each other. The last time I saw them was a year ago but they happen to be stopping into my work while I was on my way out today. They offered to drop me off home as it was starting to rain and they saw me waiting for the bus. I accepted and we caught up for 10 minutes. We're both in long-term commitments but they've said some weird things to me over the years that aligns with an obsessive manner. I also called them out a couple weeks ago, asking if they've been thinking about me a lot recently, cuz they were showing up in my dreams more frequently. They confirmed they were thinking of me recently out of concern. Things seem friendly at surface level, but I know better and know there's possibly more they're holding back. Funny to stumble on your video the same day I ran into them, confirming the guidance of my intuition. I'm open to a friendship with them and we'll see how things go. My friends feel the same way you do and prefer I keep my distance from them 😅. Thank you again for sharing your beautiful gift with all of us ❤
Pile 4: This is so crazy accurate!! Yesterday one of my good friends (A) texts me and says she needs to tell me something and to let her know when I'm free so she can call. I ,of course, immediately call her once I get her text. She tells me that she had lunch with an old classmate of ours (B) and he basically told her that another old classmate of ours (C) has a crush on me and has been wanting to reach out. B then wanted A to ask me how I would feel about C. I was in shock and confusion because the last time I saw and spoke to C was like 8 months ago during a friendsgiving dinner! A asked me how I felt about C and if I would be down to meet up if he asked. I told her that I honestly wouldn't want to/be comfortable with it, but I don't mind just being friends and hanging out in a group setting. So much of what you read in this pile resonated with me and this situation. Thank you so much!!
Pile 4 - I literally just found out the person I've been casually seeing hasn't told his gf about it, even though they're somewhat open and I trusted him to be honest. This reading has clarified some things for me
Damn Eso! Pile 3 and 4 both knocking me over with truth bombs! You make me laugh about my situations and your protectiveness over pile 4 despite all the lovie cards makes me smile. Thanks for looking out for us. 😊
Pile 4: You nailed this for me. So I actually watched this video when you released it two weeks ago, and I initially chose pile 1. And after listening to the first cards that you pulled I immediately turned off the video because it didn’t resonate with me and I just felt like the Spirit told me to come back at another time and choose another pile. So that’s what I did today I chose pile 4 and it was 1000% accurate for me.
Pile 4: He is a Leo, so many Leos also in the cards. This resonated so much, and I feel like I need to do my own work on protecting my energy in general and not do so much about him. I am letting go and then Spirit will show me the right path
You pretty much nailed the intensity and Insanity of pile 4. Thank you so much for this quote which I often need to remind myself of, possibly paraphrasing, but "you can't be a knight of wands and be with a high priestess!" 💥❤
Pile 2 sound like my energy, half way in good to hear that . I need time to balance my life out, before I communicate, ground. Only it’s been a long time almost a year and I feel the other party can’t wait , I don’t know how long it will take . Honest , loving conversation leading to friendship, we will see . I have been restricting myself in reaching out , first things first . Mantal clarity. Thank you ❤
Like 4 : This is crazy. You mentioned the exact sign & planet energies of the person I am dealing with. ESO, you’re really blessed & Divine guided. Thankyou for reading for us!! ❤
Thank youuu omg 😭😭 pike 2 popped out at me first then it was like 3. I’m about to go to bed but definitely gonna watch this one bc I’ve been feeling it. Love u so much thank you for all you do for us 😌 Sending u lots of hugssss ✨
Eso, would you consider doing a strictly non-romantic relationship reading? For those of us who are aromantic, happily single, or even in a relationship but just wanting to hear about close platonic connections. I am aromantic and struggle with making friends and would love to hear about any future friends, platonic soulmates or queerplatonic partners if there are any in store for me. I know you do talk about platonic connections with a lot of these piles but a whole video with no talk of romance at all would mean so much to me! And if you've done something like this already I'd love a link.
I just realised the sound of shuffling tarot cards and you talking without any filters feels like a warm hug first thing in morning. I'm so intimidated by the way you shuffle, although visually with the sound it's a treat. Much love to you. You are super adorable 💜
Pile 1: after years of trying to move on from this person and finally feeling solid this year and 'moved on', they've started popping up in my thoughts and dreams over the past couple of weeks, as well as recommended friends on fb. This reading has confirmed what I thought and have been feeling. Another spookily accurate reading, thank you Eso ❤️
This reading explained why my person keeps popping up in my head, especially after it’s been so long since we’ve seen each other. I know EXACTLY who you’re talking about so don’t worry about your messages not resonating. Intuition can be confusing at times, especially when there’s nothing to confirm what’s going on in the astral on the 3d plane, but your reading has helped me confirm that what’s going on is real. I asked for a message from my guides and here you are! Thank you, always.
"But they don't have a pot to piss in" 😂 honestly, you always make me laugh so much during such intense readings and i wouldn't have it any other way. What a truly awesome human being you are haha ❤
Pile 3~ oh my goodness. Already. SPOT ON. I was thinking of someone specifically when the influencer card came out.. I was like oh my. & then you said this is a specific situation> "this person who was just a friend" & benefits happened (that made our daughter) & there is love here... I feel so connected to them.
Pile 2 : "What if they are talking to somebody else"? - Get out of my head. Up until this point I was confused as to who the reading was talking about. This exact phrase had just gone through my thoughts about about someone as you said it. I knew who the reading was talking about then.
I was pile # 4 and I really think this was my late younger brother coming through. He was a Pisces, we used to play all the time as kids, he had an obsession with his bottles as a 2 and 3 year old, he was the baby of the family, and his Birthday was on the 23rd!! You mentioned 23 and that was the kicker for me! He can’t come through because he is no longer on Earth anymore. And he wants to connect with me because I’m one of the only people (other than my mom) who wants to try to notice the subtle signs he wants. And he fantasizes about us going back to our childhood, or maybe that’s just me. I think about him all the time and know he’s thinking about me but I guarantee his signals fall on deaf ears the majority of the time. Also your last card was 3 of cups (showed up TWICE at the end!) which points to family unity to focus on a common emotional goal. and he may have kept his distance in our waking life to try to protect me from his drug addiction that he was ashamed of but overtaken by.
And I think that BLOSSOM card was about how we now have a new relationship in only a spiritual sense now, since his passing is fairly recent (3 months ago) and now we have to build a new relationship together as brother and sister but one of us is on the other side now.
I think 7 of Pentacles he’s trying to urge me to get started on my schooling for being a dental hygienist like I’ve been talking about for so long. I need to do the work to have that financial stability I’ve always wanted all my life. And he wants the best for me.
five minutes into Pile 3 and I am already having this visceral reaction to the reading. There's so much confirmation & it's extremely accurate; I literally had to pause to calm down & check in with myself lmao
What you were able to read from pile four is really impressive. You offer a service that is really different from other readers in this way and it's hot + intelligent
ok so i need to vent because i chose pile 4 and fully resonate with everything. at first i was hesitant if this was really about him because he rejected me but we stayed "friends", only he never reaches out unless I do. so then I heard the bit where i should just let it be and embrace whatever comes or flows, without pushing it and this is how I've been feeling all along and i even told him that. because I knew deep down he liked me more but he was battling with himself, and that gave me hope. i thought i had let it go but now hearing this i am sure that i'll let it go eventually. thank you ❤
pile 4 was so scary accurate i freaked out! some of the things you said he’s said verbatim to me and some of it i just knew deep down… he rejected me, i moved on, now he is reaching out more and more… also the tied up fantasy is spot on 😬
Pile 3, my previous partner actually broke up with me recently. It was really difficult because we never argued, had similar values, and cared alot about each other. But they felt like they needed to work on themselves and couldn't be a supportive partner right now. We aren't talking and it's very difficult. This message really helped me feel reassured that I need to focus on cultivating my own needs right now instead of focusing on the past. That 5 of cups card is really how I'm feeling right now but I should use the opportunity to focus on myself and what I do have.
Pile 4 here 🙂 All of what was revealed made perfect sense.... As much as I wanted this connection looks like it's time to cut loose and get out there being my most awesome self 😁 Thanks big time to you and the universe xx love your no BS ways ... And nails 😁😘
Hey pile 4 here you have outdone yourself they’re 1) afraid of their fillings due to extreme trauma 2) they are hella egotistical 3) they TOLD me that I’m just like his MOM 4) he has I golden tongue 5) they are manipulative 6) they are secretive 7) they told me that I’m extremely kind and I’m going to get hurt be others 8) they are in a committed relationship 9) they are a control freak 10) we do substances together 🎉 11) we have physical distance 12) and they have a shitty friend group whenever he comes back in my country I’ll keep my friendly mask and try to protect myself from this red flag 🫠
Pile four. Ive been watching your channel for like 2 years now, you're spot on. My love is in jail, and regardless of how we feel, we cannot do anything but exist as ourselves until we see each other again.
Pile 4. I love you for this reading!!!❤️🥰 This is my biggest love and I have been so in love with him. He has told me that he loves me, and then rejected me, he don't want to commit. I have been honest and true about my feelings all the time. I have now put up boundaries and finished the connection with him. We are not in contact. And I'm not going to contact him anymore. I have learnt so much of this connection about myself, healthy boundaries, self-love etc and I still healinga a lot. I have been trying so hard not to feel his energy. I feel his energy so much and it's really heavy on me and I have asked for help to make it stop. I have tried so many things every day to stop me from feeling his energy. I close myself every day, protect me, cord cutting, meditation, grounding, meditation etc. This was so spot on! And it was mind blowing when you said something like.. "You think you are done with him...really! And I realise that some part of me are still thinking that he will contact me some day and a little part of me haven't closed the door entirely. You described him so accurate! Thank you so so much🙏❤️
Pile 2: Yess, this connection really changed my life, it was like gotten hit by a lightning jaaaa, I needed to learn about myself, my reactions, where all my emotions and fears came from, it was really challenging, when 2 people are scared of each other is a disaster jaaaaa well I think I did my job, now it's up to him, but even if we get together again, we will need to work on our own insecurities constantly, thank you Eso it was a wonderful reading🤪🤩😍🥰
Thank you Eso for the beautiful reading. It made me tear up. Pile 3 reading here: We met about 2 months ago when we expected the least. He was going through a breakup while I was struggling through my own relationship. We have agreed to focus on our existing relationships, but we have intense strong connections pulling towards each other. We talk regularly and I can tell he's trying his best to stay consistent to give me assurance. However, the labels between us often gives me confusion and anxiety. We both know that what's meant for us will not miss us. Thank you Eso for the messages, which made me realize that I need to focus on myself and be patient with timing. Virgo season is coming up and you guess it right. Virgo and gemini here
Pile 2 - He is my best friend, I (lovingly) called him out for taking me for granted lately the last time we talked. He apologized, and it makes sense that he's thinking about how he can do better. I wish he would tone it down at night so I can sleep though 😅 Thank you! 🩷
Dude. You’re so on point. I knew him for 10 years. We almost got married. But at a point in our engagement, I knew I didn’t belong with him. I knew it from the beginning, but he was intoxicating. I ended it. He was so incredibly toxic. I tried to help him but all the effort fell flat. Since we knew each other for so long and been through so much together, I overall care for him. But his player ways make me so angry and want to banish him to the other side of the world. How do you want to remain a player but ask someone to marry you? Throw me into a deep depression and then leave me high and dry. It’s wack. He cheated on his current girl (a s3x worker) and owes like 14k for a hit and run. It’s like…. Dude, you have such a good soul, and you trash it with all this awful behavior. And the constant lies. After all he put me through, I could never get back with him. And honestly, I deep down don’t want to be friends with him. He disgusts me. I forgive him though. It took me some time, but I did. I do randomly wonder how he’s doing, while knowing that whatever the answer would be would bring on a slew of tense and awful energy. I can’t stand it. But the time we spent together did leave an imprint on my heart, unfortunately. Truth be told, I honestly wish I didn’t meet him. I am grateful for the lessons, of course. Our connections energy is something I wish to forget in time; hopefully very very soon. It’s embarrassing I let him near me. However he helped me break my cycle of choosing awful boys. I give him that. But only because he was the worst of all. I’m excited to meet my husband and have a genuine healthy relationship. A love so pure my heart and mind is swept clean. And he receives his karma by having to watch me be happily married. Because that’s the energy he puts out, not based off malice from my end. At this point I feel neutral about him. Hurt, disgusted, but neutral. I wish to rid that small part of me open to him. Because he would never do something like that for me. He likes to keep me in torment for years on end. He doesn’t deserve that part of me. It’s my God nature that allows for such vast forgiveness and openness. In my human form, I would love for him to disappear. I want to say goodbye to all that hurt, shame, depression, anxiety, fear, confusion, and manipulative games. It was the worst combination of feelings I’ve ever had to experience. And I felt it from my “soon to be husband”. That’s just a betrayal I can’t look past, trust me my heart tried to. I’m happy he stays away from me. Because now, his energy would bring me to violence. And that’s not who I am.
Your nails always look so stunning, thank you for this amazing reading I’m Pile 3, and it’s so funny because with almost all readings regarding what’s next in love, I ALWAYS get told that a past person is coming and wants to confess or reconcile or be reunited. And I’m like… “who?” There’s ONE person I can think of, but we haven’t spoken in years. But I see him in my dreams almost ALL the time. I always say to myself, “that would be absolutely crazy if after all these years there’s still something there right?” Still, it’s true that I have nothing but love for the guy. I’m not sure if it’s platonic or romantic, (cause it would be CRAZY if it was romantic right?) but it’s still love regardless. I’m not even sure if he’s even thinking of me. Thank you for this reading, it was wonderful EDIT: it makes sense that they wouldn’t reach out! neither of us know how to contact the other anyway, and it probably would be a little weird. I’m still happy that this is an honest answer though. Maybe this is why they’ve been in other readings non stop because they keep pulling on my energy haha
I’m pile 2 and that was SCARY girl, scary effing accurate. I’m so joyful and hopeful and dedicated to this!!!! Thank you so so much for this guidance bc this might be the most important thing I’ve ever seen lol!!! You’re so intuitive, it’s incredible ❤
Your reading for pile 4 hit home, especially when you said that I remind the person of their mother…because I AM the mother in this scenario. So many of your readings focus on romantic connections, however many of us are looking for clarity on relationships that are already established and closer to home… like parent child (in either direction); we are all children of someone and many of us are also parents. Would you be willing to focus on family ties in some future readings? You are wise beyond your years. I truly enjoy spending time with you 😊
This is such a beautiful synchronicity. Lately I felt that person was pulling on my energy intensively which made me wonder that some big shift would occur. Yesterday I saw this reading, listened to pile 3 first. This morning I continued with Pile 2, it resonated so deeply and confirmed my intuition. Then….later in the early afternoon, out of blue this person’s message appeared on my phone… After five months no contact, this person finally took up the courage and reached out.
pile 4: so spot on im actually laughing. Will not spill alll of my guts in a youtube comment and write a novella but reminded me of some of our old messages. Went back and re-read "There's a part of me in the back of my head waiting for us to cross paths" and "we're are either going to meet in the next few months or get married decades down the line there is no in between"
PIle 1....OW. That really hurt, But was so needed especially the last few parts touching on shame and the need for self-acceptance especially when involving 'past' versions of me and everything within her experience ,not seeing aspects as good/bad as simply being. Thank you. Have some deep inner work to do, and grateful for the guidance & insight.
Pile 1: Really help me and also make me realized that most put myself first before others. And the fact is soo true that he swiped through my stories HAHAH
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Reading Breakdown: 0:21
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Pile 1 (Pink Aragonite Cloud): 2:50
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Pile 3 (Blue Apatite Pointy Guy): 1:29:35
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Pile 3: Thank you for explaining energy exchange. I’m an empath, but I have spent my whole adult lifetime, not recognizing the depth of that ability. I know his energy has been in my field, but being in the first person perspective, I felt like it was my neediness. Now I realize I was enjoying the energy, but keeping him from his own growth by being in that energy. I have released that energy, and he needs to grow up.
The reason why you’re my favorite tarot reader is cause you’re so real. You don’t sugar coat or give us false hope which is something a lot of tarot readers don’t do. You’re the best!
Such a lovely reading. I picked group 3 ❤ it feels so surreal seeing you use my decks in your readings 🥲 thank you Madison!
Ahh thank you for watching and thank you for sending it! It’s such a beautiful deck 💙🖤
Pile 4: You absolutely nailed it for me. I met this guy online, and instantly our connection was passionate. He was extremely easy to talk to, we’d talk constantly everyday, we’d make plans with each other, send each other pictures, or music. It was very lighthearted and sweet, but intense. Things got spicy eventually (I’ll leave you to fill in the gaps here). And it was honestly kind of scary how quickly we jumped into feeling this way for one another with so short of time knowing each other. I mean he’d express love and I’m feeling like I barely know everything about him! (It made me a little hesitant and maybe he sensed that). Well one night, he sends a random text to me 4am; I don’t respond because I’m asleep. The next day, I check in and I’m met with radio silence. I’ve noticed that he’s blocked me on social media. I send texts asking at least for some sort of communication whether it be “leave me alone” or “I’m not interested anymore.” Literally anything! But nope. I’m ghosted. Ouch. Months have gone by, and I’m so hurt. I’m left wondering what’s wrong with me? What did I say wrong? What did I do?
Anyway, your reading really brought me some insight into this situation. And I wholeheartedly believe spirit and your reading gave me some answers about this person, his behavior and this connection. Also, based on what I heard, I don’t think it’s best that I reach out. Looks like he needs to figure some things out for himself.
Thank you!
he probably cannot control his love towards you
Wow! My own experience is so close to yours.... Hope you are finding new and great adventures every day 😁
@@lollyboo4611 Wow! I’m sorry to hear you’ve had to go through the same thing. It certainly didn’t feel good to be treated that way. But I am trying my best to move through it and enjoy my new adventures! I wish you the same too.
You did nothing wrong! Don't go there. Whatever was 'up' they should have communicated that instead of blocking. There's something wrong with their response. Whatever their reason, it's not mature and you didn't deserve that.
I'm sorry that happened to you. Sometimes people panic when it gets "too real". Sometimes (sorry) people are hiding committed relationships. There's something romantic about falling for someone you've never met, but not getting too attached until you've met in person a few times can help protect your heart...
Sending so many hugs to every pile 1 ❤ if your feeling stuck because they are unwilling to come to you ... Just move on with your life and focus on you ... If they are ment for you they will be yours
So! Pile 1 describe my ex husband of 38 years who left me homeless broke and broken! Every card describes 1000% him and our situation! This whole reading is resonating with me. After he left me I went to Mexico with my 81 year old mom who looks 60 to get this stress off and I met a very nice guy there. That was 3 years ago so Pile 4 describes this guy who by the way is 45 but I am 60. I went to Mexico 5 times last year to see him. We always have great time. Since I don’t look 60 but maybe 40 we get along great!
But since I was married for almost 40 years I set the bar very high thinking nobody will fit this profile
Well! He does! He is much younger than me! He is very handsome! He has government job! He has his own home and property in Cabo! He don’t smoke or drink! He needs to speak at least 2 languages which he does as I speak 5! He needs to have good body and teeth higiene for sure! And most of all he needs to be honest which he did by introducing me to his mom who is older than me only by 2 years lol 😂! But she thought I was around his age! I do speak Spanish so she was impressed. And I am not American by birth. I was born in Poland raised in California. Also he lives and works in Mexico but was born on USA soil so he had dual citizenship like me. We see! I text him today and we see if he texts me back 😊
pile 2 was so beautiful
PIle 3. Surprisingly, the person being described is myself. I don't really understand, but I'm taking this to mean that I am trying to reconnect with myself and my higher self is all in favor of this. Thanks, Eso! This is the first time I'm commenting on any of your videos, which I've been watching for over a year now.
"just a quick one today" .... ESO!!!! spoiling us as always with 3+ hour readings ❤❤❤ you're the best
Wow. Pile 3 affirmed everything i said to a friend about this connection just earlier today. Even down to us feeling each other's energies and how to handle it. Thank you so much for this confirmation, Eso ❤
Pile 4 feels like past energy and Pile 2 feels like future energy ❤
What a coincidence… metoo, what just has been happening to me is my best close friend we are like family sibling, but we could not get along, we could dragging each other energy down even tho we both care and want others to be good.
Eso!!! We love you! Pile 4 (currently listening) is my recent ex and every single word of this is on point. You know what’s sad? She could have had me and our relationship, but she is narcissistic and doesn’t seem to understand how to not be incredibly selfish and to not gaslight, etc. I actually walked away and she wants it back, but refuses to take any accountability for her past actions, so….sucks that she is THAT prideful. I’m off limits to her because I will not go back into the cycle. She was so incredibly damaging. And as it turns out, Pile 1 is also her and she IS going through her second Saturn return!! She has reached out several times in exactly the ways you described, but what she NEEDS to do is give an enormous and very detailed apology, which she is totally unwilling to do. Thank you!! ❤
Oof was i your ex
YOU ARE SERIOUSLY UNBELIEVABLE. I CAN NOT BELIEVE HOW ACCURATE EACH READING IS
THANK YOU❤
Pile 4 here 🙋♀️ this was ON 👏 POINT 👏 everything resonated with me completely. This connection has been going on for a year now and it’s like bro, piss or get off the pot 😮💨
Peace and Love 🕊️💕
Pile 3. Started as friends, had a connection, then went to a friends with benefits.
He's an avoidant Scorpio, im a Taurus with relationship issues. And either of us know what we want. What a situation.
Haha sorry for laughing but we humans are funny. How is it going? ❤
Pile 2 is, once again, totally my husband and I. We have been talking about these specific, exact same things over the last couple of days. He travels a lot and we both are very good with being in our own energy, so we are learning much about sharing life together. He’s the best partner and my twin flame 🔥 building a legacy and living our dreams in gratitude! Thank you, Madison for these messages. You always bring it straight forward and confirm everything I’m getting through my internal guidance. 🙇🏻♀️ Thank you, Spirit for coming through Always and in All Ways 🙏🏼 🌀 ✨ 💜
Wow that sounds so beautiful! I’m so hopeful to have this connection too 💖
Your voice, your guidance, your positivity, your self awareness, your gratitude, your quirks - it's all so endearing. I have benefited from so many of your readings. They have led me from darkness to light. So so grateful. Sending across lots of positive vibes.
Always an amazing day when one of your readings appears in my feed ❤️🙏🏻
Word!! 😭😭♥️✨🙌🏼
I second that!!❤
We met last year. I didnt think much of it. But i felt like he saw me. Not many people do. I did have a crush on him after a few months that struck me randomly. It started with a dream of him ,specifically flashbacks of the day we met. After that i couldnt get him out of my mind.
Now looking back i realise that this was him reaching out/pulling back(pulling on my energy).
The eye contact is what haunts me. The way he looked at me I will never forget. Yes ,most of it was flirty,but there was also shock in his eyes.
The pile that I picked descibed him perfectly,the situation as well
Thank you so much Eso for this message❤❤❤
I said to myself, “if pile 2 has the yin yang symbol, it’s a reading about my new relationship” (I always pulled that exact card for us) and it was like you were reading to my personally! ❤ I hope you do tarot readings forever 🎉
Thank you Eso for giving us some of your energy to read this. Pile 4 resonated a lot, but for me the person has already came forward. I genuinely couldn't imagine that they thought so much about me. It's weird and it gets creepy sometimes.
For other pile 4s, I want to say that nope you're not imagining things and please please please have measures to protect yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually (because from my current experience, there is a hint of malice present). Stay safe 🫂
Pile 1 - Nailed it. Starting cutting the cord to this connection yesterday. I no longer enjoy the energy that comes with this connection. I am being gentle with myself and trying not to judge myself for revisting this energy But it is slowly getting better. I am thinking about the new energy and focusing on my kids. Much healthier !
I ended up finding my pile (pile 4) and sticking around for it, and my god it shook me to my core. Everything you said was me and what's going on in my life 💟
your reading just gave me the confirmation i needed. pile 4 and i've been feeling this energy lately without any triggers, it was honestly rather confusing and annoying but yeah, it all makes sense now. thank you eso 🙏
pile 3. i cant describe how accurate this is. thank you god, universe and Eso
literally just uploaded it when I was looking for a reading and none of them were connecting with me, I bet this one's gonna help
Earlier I was literally like “what if Eso posted today” GIRLLLL!!! Made my day!
I’m not that spiritual but you care about everyone’s feelings and that’s enough to make me come back. You make the good places far easier to see:)
You’re truly amazing! I can’t tell you how much you help guide my life and heighten my intuition that much more. Spot. On. Always. Pile 4 for me and so on point yet again. Thank you for all you do for myself and the entire collective! Sending you gratitude and so much love and light and protection! Xoxo 💋 ❤🫶🏼🙏🏼
Sarah ⭐️
Pile 4 is crazy accurate Eso!! Literally had an intense weird urge/desire to swallow the stone during the pile selection ... The shock I felt when you literally said "this person wants to consume you in some way"! You are one of the most gifted readers I've had the chance to connect with. The accuracy of your readings truly blows me away.
I dont know why you keep surprising me with your skills. Pile 2 is not even halfway through and THE ACCURACY, my girl 🙌🏻🙌🏻
pile 2! "they don't want to appear weak or appear like they're simping" sounds about right loool
Wow this is exactly what I needed right now. Grateful as always for divine timing and guidance. Thank you so much♡
Pile 4 - I had to listen to this reading twice because I was so awed by how much you read this person to his core. Even after all this, you said there are fantasies that they have in which you're going to need extra effort to see. This person is an old friend that I met when I was in middle school. We live in different countries, but have always been connected online, and we meet in person when I go to his country. I confessed to him once and he rejected me, and I agree that it's likely because he couldn't give what I wanted. Recently, I came to found out that he might actually have feelings for me, which was through liquid courage. The next day, he kinda went off social media until I reached out to him. So... he's pretty much what you said. He needs to be willing to do the inner work in order to meet people who are more aligned with what he wants. I think he's slowly changing, so I'd still interact with him and be a good friend for him, and yeah hopefully we can be people who make each other better. Thanks Madison!
I have been watching you a little over a year and I purely enjoy you. I never watched pick-a-card readings really before you but you truly have a gift 💗💗💗 thank you! 🦄 And I picked pile 4... spot on. They are obsessed and so afraid at the sametime.
I chose pile 3 and DAMN. When you said the "benefits" situation my jaw dropped. We are friends but recently got really physically intimate with each other.
You are my favourite reader.
You are so talented and you have such a nice personality.
Your light is much needed in this world.
Thank you and God bless you 🙏😇❤️
PILE 4... Omg. So accurate and a really great topic for a reading. Thank you for your gift as always, Eso! And your heart. ❤
Girl, I felt SO called out @ pile 2. But best believe the message has been received 💜✨️
Thank you Eso for pile 4 - I legit ran into this person today on my way out of work. My previous partner and I were together for years and it's been years since we've parted ways. We talk once in a while but the energy gets messy from time to time and we go for months without speaking to each other, let alone run into each other.
The last time I saw them was a year ago but they happen to be stopping into my work while I was on my way out today. They offered to drop me off home as it was starting to rain and they saw me waiting for the bus. I accepted and we caught up for 10 minutes.
We're both in long-term commitments but they've said some weird things to me over the years that aligns with an obsessive manner. I also called them out a couple weeks ago, asking if they've been thinking about me a lot recently, cuz they were showing up in my dreams more frequently. They confirmed they were thinking of me recently out of concern.
Things seem friendly at surface level, but I know better and know there's possibly more they're holding back. Funny to stumble on your video the same day I ran into them, confirming the guidance of my intuition. I'm open to a friendship with them and we'll see how things go. My friends feel the same way you do and prefer I keep my distance from them 😅.
Thank you again for sharing your beautiful gift with all of us ❤
Pile 4: This is so crazy accurate!! Yesterday one of my good friends (A) texts me and says she needs to tell me something and to let her know when I'm free so she can call. I ,of course, immediately call her once I get her text. She tells me that she had lunch with an old classmate of ours (B) and he basically told her that another old classmate of ours (C) has a crush on me and has been wanting to reach out. B then wanted A to ask me how I would feel about C. I was in shock and confusion because the last time I saw and spoke to C was like 8 months ago during a friendsgiving dinner! A asked me how I felt about C and if I would be down to meet up if he asked. I told her that I honestly wouldn't want to/be comfortable with it, but I don't mind just being friends and hanging out in a group setting. So much of what you read in this pile resonated with me and this situation. Thank you so much!!
Pile 4 - I literally just found out the person I've been casually seeing hasn't told his gf about it, even though they're somewhat open and I trusted him to be honest. This reading has clarified some things for me
OMG pile 2 describing my whole situation. Was just about to give up and you mentioned August when am travelling to meet him again 😢😢
Damn Eso! Pile 3 and 4 both knocking me over with truth bombs! You make me laugh about my situations and your protectiveness over pile 4 despite all the lovie cards makes me smile. Thanks for looking out for us. 😊
Pile 4: You nailed this for me. So I actually watched this video when you released it two weeks ago, and I initially chose pile 1. And after listening to the first cards that you pulled I immediately turned off the video because it didn’t resonate with me and I just felt like the Spirit told me to come back at another time and choose another pile. So that’s what I did today I chose pile 4 and it was 1000% accurate for me.
P2. Such wise wisdom from someone so young. You are amazing. Continue to grow, you will have an amazing life
Pile 4: He is a Leo, so many Leos also in the cards. This resonated so much, and I feel like I need to do my own work on protecting my energy in general and not do so much about him. I am letting go and then Spirit will show me the right path
You pretty much nailed the intensity and Insanity of pile 4. Thank you so much for this quote which I often need to remind myself of, possibly paraphrasing, but "you can't be a knight of wands and be with a high priestess!" 💥❤
Pile 2 sound like my energy, half way in good to hear that . I need time to balance my life out, before I communicate, ground. Only it’s been a long time almost a year and I feel the other party can’t wait , I don’t know how long it will take . Honest , loving conversation leading to friendship, we will see . I have been restricting myself in reaching out , first things first . Mantal clarity. Thank you ❤
One of my definition of a good day is when eso posts a video. Thank you for blessing us with your energy ❤
Like 4 : This is crazy. You mentioned the exact sign & planet energies of the person I am dealing with.
ESO, you’re really blessed & Divine guided. Thankyou for reading for us!! ❤
wowowow her timing is crazy good. can we just appreciate that fact
Thank youuu omg 😭😭 pike 2 popped out at me first then it was like 3. I’m about to go to bed but definitely gonna watch this one bc I’ve been feeling it. Love u so much thank you for all you do for us 😌 Sending u lots of hugssss ✨
Esos readings are always so spot on, I have never found any psychic as good as Eso ❤
Pile 3. Eso, I hope you’re doing well. Thank you for the reading. ❤
Eso, would you consider doing a strictly non-romantic relationship reading? For those of us who are aromantic, happily single, or even in a relationship but just wanting to hear about close platonic connections. I am aromantic and struggle with making friends and would love to hear about any future friends, platonic soulmates or queerplatonic partners if there are any in store for me. I know you do talk about platonic connections with a lot of these piles but a whole video with no talk of romance at all would mean so much to me! And if you've done something like this already I'd love a link.
I just realised the sound of shuffling tarot cards and you talking without any filters feels like a warm hug first thing in morning. I'm so intimidated by the way you shuffle, although visually with the sound it's a treat. Much love to you. You are super adorable 💜
Pile 1: after years of trying to move on from this person and finally feeling solid this year and 'moved on', they've started popping up in my thoughts and dreams over the past couple of weeks, as well as recommended friends on fb. This reading has confirmed what I thought and have been feeling. Another spookily accurate reading, thank you Eso ❤️
This reading explained why my person keeps popping up in my head, especially after it’s been so long since we’ve seen each other. I know EXACTLY who you’re talking about so don’t worry about your messages not resonating. Intuition can be confusing at times, especially when there’s nothing to confirm what’s going on in the astral on the 3d plane, but your reading has helped me confirm that what’s going on is real. I asked for a message from my guides and here you are! Thank you, always.
"But they don't have a pot to piss in" 😂 honestly, you always make me laugh so much during such intense readings and i wouldn't have it any other way. What a truly awesome human being you are haha ❤
Pile 3~ oh my goodness. Already. SPOT ON. I was thinking of someone specifically when the influencer card came out.. I was like oh my. & then you said this is a specific situation> "this person who was just a friend" & benefits happened (that made our daughter) & there is love here... I feel so connected to them.
pile 4, definitely know who it is and you hit the nail on the head and I don't blame you for being upset with them lol
Pile 2 : "What if they are talking to somebody else"? - Get out of my head. Up until this point I was confused as to who the reading was talking about. This exact phrase had just gone through my thoughts about about someone as you said it. I knew who the reading was talking about then.
I was pile # 4 and I really think this was my late younger brother coming through. He was a Pisces, we used to play all the time as kids, he had an obsession with his bottles as a 2 and 3 year old, he was the baby of the family, and his Birthday was on the 23rd!! You mentioned 23 and that was the kicker for me! He can’t come through because he is no longer on Earth anymore. And he wants to connect with me because I’m one of the only people (other than my mom) who wants to try to notice the subtle signs he wants. And he fantasizes about us going back to our childhood, or maybe that’s just me. I think about him all the time and know he’s thinking about me but I guarantee his signals fall on deaf ears the majority of the time. Also your last card was 3 of cups (showed up TWICE at the end!) which points to family unity to focus on a common emotional goal. and he may have kept his distance in our waking life to try to protect me from his drug addiction that he was ashamed of but overtaken by.
And I think that BLOSSOM card was about how we now have a new relationship in only a spiritual sense now, since his passing is fairly recent (3 months ago) and now we have to build a new relationship together as brother and sister but one of us is on the other side now.
I also think he is encouraging me to move towards what lights me up and move away from relationships that bring me down.
I think 7 of Pentacles he’s trying to urge me to get started on my schooling for being a dental hygienist like I’ve been talking about for so long. I need to do the work to have that financial stability I’ve always wanted all my life. And he wants the best for me.
First🥺❤️ knew there was some reason I woke up randomly at 2am! Thank you Eso❤❤❤
five minutes into Pile 3 and I am already having this visceral reaction to the reading. There's so much confirmation & it's extremely accurate; I literally had to pause to calm down & check in with myself lmao
Pile 1 hit so hard. Also I'm obsessed with that pink aragonite cloud! Thank you for the reading. 🩷
What you were able to read from pile four is really impressive. You offer a service that is really different from other readers in this way and it's hot + intelligent
Pile 4-This was so specific and accurate, like you were doing a personal reading for me. :)
Pile 2. I didn’t need to be called out this morning but i needed it 1:04:36 😅 thanks ESO
ok so i need to vent because i chose pile 4 and fully resonate with everything. at first i was hesitant if this was really about him because he rejected me but we stayed "friends", only he never reaches out unless I do. so then I heard the bit where i should just let it be and embrace whatever comes or flows, without pushing it and this is how I've been feeling all along and i even told him that. because I knew deep down he liked me more but he was battling with himself, and that gave me hope. i thought i had let it go but now hearing this i am sure that i'll let it go eventually. thank you ❤
pile 4 was so scary accurate i freaked out! some of the things you said he’s said verbatim to me and some of it i just knew deep down… he rejected me, i moved on, now he is reaching out more and more… also the tied up fantasy is spot on 😬
I have felt certain people tugging on my energy and I’ve been thinking “no way, there’s no way. It’s been years” and then Eso uploaded this 😮
Pile 3, my previous partner actually broke up with me recently. It was really difficult because we never argued, had similar values, and cared alot about each other. But they felt like they needed to work on themselves and couldn't be a supportive partner right now. We aren't talking and it's very difficult. This message really helped me feel reassured that I need to focus on cultivating my own needs right now instead of focusing on the past. That 5 of cups card is really how I'm feeling right now but I should use the opportunity to focus on myself and what I do have.
Pile 4 here
I’m shocked with how accurate this reading is. Wow wow wow.
Pile 4 here 🙂
All of what was revealed made perfect sense.... As much as I wanted this connection looks like it's time to cut loose and get out there being my most awesome self 😁
Thanks big time to you and the universe xx love your no BS ways ... And nails 😁😘
Hey pile 4 here you have outdone yourself they’re 1) afraid of their fillings due to extreme trauma 2) they are hella egotistical 3) they TOLD me that I’m just like his MOM 4) he has I golden tongue 5) they are manipulative 6) they are secretive 7) they told me that I’m extremely kind and I’m going to get hurt be others 8) they are in a committed relationship 9) they are a control freak 10) we do substances together 🎉 11) we have physical distance 12) and they have a shitty friend group whenever he comes back in my country I’ll keep my friendly mask and try to protect myself from this red flag 🫠
Pile four. Ive been watching your channel for like 2 years now, you're spot on. My love is in jail, and regardless of how we feel, we cannot do anything but exist as ourselves until we see each other again.
Pile 4. I love you for this reading!!!❤️🥰 This is my biggest love and I have been so in love with him. He has told me that he loves me, and then rejected me, he don't want to commit. I have been honest and true about my feelings all the time. I have now put up boundaries and finished the connection with him. We are not in contact. And I'm not going to contact him anymore. I have learnt so much of this connection about myself, healthy boundaries, self-love etc and I still healinga a lot.
I have been trying so hard not to feel his energy. I feel his energy so much and it's really heavy on me and I have asked for help to make it stop. I have tried so many things every day to stop me from feeling his energy. I close myself every day, protect me, cord cutting, meditation, grounding, meditation etc.
This was so spot on!
And it was mind blowing when you said something like.. "You think you are done with him...really! And I realise that some part of me are still thinking that he will contact me some day and a little part of me haven't closed the door entirely. You described him so accurate! Thank you so so much🙏❤️
ESO WE NEED THE AUDIO HIGHER SO WE CAN LISTEN TO THE READINGS IN THE SHOWER AND IN THE TRANSIT THANKS FOR YOUR AWESOME WORK XOXO
Pile 2: Yess, this connection really changed my life, it was like gotten hit by a lightning jaaaa, I needed to learn about myself, my reactions, where all my emotions and fears came from, it was really challenging, when 2 people are scared of each other is a disaster jaaaaa well I think I did my job, now it's up to him, but even if we get together again, we will need to work on our own insecurities constantly, thank you Eso it was a wonderful reading🤪🤩😍🥰
Thank you Eso for the beautiful reading. It made me tear up. Pile 3 reading here: We met about 2 months ago when we expected the least. He was going through a breakup while I was struggling through my own relationship. We have agreed to focus on our existing relationships, but we have intense strong connections pulling towards each other. We talk regularly and I can tell he's trying his best to stay consistent to give me assurance. However, the labels between us often gives me confusion and anxiety. We both know that what's meant for us will not miss us. Thank you Eso for the messages, which made me realize that I need to focus on myself and be patient with timing. Virgo season is coming up and you guess it right. Virgo and gemini here
She does it again folks 🔮
Pile 2 - He is my best friend, I (lovingly) called him out for taking me for granted lately the last time we talked. He apologized, and it makes sense that he's thinking about how he can do better. I wish he would tone it down at night so I can sleep though 😅 Thank you! 🩷
Dude. You’re so on point. I knew him for 10 years. We almost got married. But at a point in our engagement, I knew I didn’t belong with him. I knew it from the beginning, but he was intoxicating. I ended it. He was so incredibly toxic. I tried to help him but all the effort fell flat. Since we knew each other for so long and been through so much together, I overall care for him. But his player ways make me so angry and want to banish him to the other side of the world. How do you want to remain a player but ask someone to marry you? Throw me into a deep depression and then leave me high and dry. It’s wack. He cheated on his current girl (a s3x worker) and owes like 14k for a hit and run. It’s like…. Dude, you have such a good soul, and you trash it with all this awful behavior. And the constant lies.
After all he put me through, I could never get back with him. And honestly, I deep down don’t want to be friends with him. He disgusts me. I forgive him though. It took me some time, but I did. I do randomly wonder how he’s doing, while knowing that whatever the answer would be would bring on a slew of tense and awful energy. I can’t stand it. But the time we spent together did leave an imprint on my heart, unfortunately. Truth be told, I honestly wish I didn’t meet him. I am grateful for the lessons, of course. Our connections energy is something I wish to forget in time; hopefully very very soon. It’s embarrassing I let him near me. However he helped me break my cycle of choosing awful boys. I give him that. But only because he was the worst of all.
I’m excited to meet my husband and have a genuine healthy relationship. A love so pure my heart and mind is swept clean. And he receives his karma by having to watch me be happily married. Because that’s the energy he puts out, not based off malice from my end.
At this point I feel neutral about him. Hurt, disgusted, but neutral. I wish to rid that small part of me open to him. Because he would never do something like that for me. He likes to keep me in torment for years on end. He doesn’t deserve that part of me. It’s my God nature that allows for such vast forgiveness and openness. In my human form, I would love for him to disappear. I want to say goodbye to all that hurt, shame, depression, anxiety, fear, confusion, and manipulative games. It was the worst combination of feelings I’ve ever had to experience. And I felt it from my “soon to be husband”. That’s just a betrayal I can’t look past, trust me my heart tried to.
I’m happy he stays away from me. Because now, his energy would bring me to violence. And that’s not who I am.
Your nails always look so stunning, thank you for this amazing reading
I’m Pile 3, and it’s so funny because with almost all readings regarding what’s next in love, I ALWAYS get told that a past person is coming and wants to confess or reconcile or be reunited. And I’m like… “who?” There’s ONE person I can think of, but we haven’t spoken in years. But I see him in my dreams almost ALL the time. I always say to myself, “that would be absolutely crazy if after all these years there’s still something there right?” Still, it’s true that I have nothing but love for the guy. I’m not sure if it’s platonic or romantic, (cause it would be CRAZY if it was romantic right?) but it’s still love regardless. I’m not even sure if he’s even thinking of me.
Thank you for this reading, it was wonderful
EDIT: it makes sense that they wouldn’t reach out! neither of us know how to contact the other anyway, and it probably would be a little weird. I’m still happy that this is an honest answer though. Maybe this is why they’ve been in other readings non stop because they keep pulling on my energy haha
I’m pile 2 and that was SCARY girl, scary effing accurate. I’m so joyful and hopeful and dedicated to this!!!! Thank you so so much for this guidance bc this might be the most important thing I’ve ever seen lol!!! You’re so intuitive, it’s incredible ❤
Pile 2 took me by surprise.... everything resonates and it scares me a little😂
Your reading for pile 4 hit home, especially when you said that I remind the person of their mother…because I AM the mother in this scenario. So many of your readings focus on romantic connections, however many of us are looking for clarity on relationships that are already established and closer to home… like parent child (in either direction); we are all children of someone and many of us are also parents. Would you be willing to focus on family ties in some future readings? You are wise beyond your years. I truly enjoy spending time with you 😊
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The aesthetic of your nails when you're holding the Dark Heart Tarot-
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This is such a beautiful synchronicity. Lately I felt that person was pulling on my energy intensively which made me wonder that some big shift would occur. Yesterday I saw this reading, listened to pile 3 first. This morning I continued with Pile 2, it resonated so deeply and confirmed my intuition. Then….later in the early afternoon, out of blue this person’s message appeared on my phone… After five months no contact, this person finally took up the courage and reached out.
Pile4: God I wish I never met him, my patience is something I'm applauded for and I have none left so
Anyways thankyou so much Eso
Pile 3 - resonates with me - even the same cards that I drew for myself matched with what you picked! Confirmation from the Universe!
Thank you for this reading Eso! I gad pile 2 and it was something I really needed to hear. ❤
pile 4: so spot on im actually laughing. Will not spill alll of my guts in a youtube comment and write a novella but reminded me of some of our old messages. Went back and re-read "There's a part of me in the back of my head waiting for us to cross paths" and "we're are either going to meet in the next few months or get married decades down the line there is no in between"
Pile 1... OH MY GOD, THIS IS SO ACCURATE WITH WHAT I AM OFTENTIMES FEELING ENERGETICALLY 😨😨
Pile 2 ! Everytime I need answers I go to Eso and it’s always on point 🥰
PIle 1....OW. That really hurt, But was so needed especially the last few parts touching on shame and the need for self-acceptance especially when involving 'past' versions of me and everything within her experience ,not seeing aspects as good/bad as simply being. Thank you. Have some deep inner work to do, and grateful for the guidance & insight.
Pile 1: Really help me and also make me realized that most put myself first before others.
And the fact is soo true that he swiped through my stories HAHAH
Pile 4. This was not confusing. It was 100% spot on. Thank you, ma'am.