SCORPIO. You Are Meant To Stand Out, Their Mask Is Obvious & SEEING With Your Third Eye
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- Scorpio Tarot Reading June July 2024 //Third eye//
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How surreal this reading is.. You can read my mind.. I'm usually a positive person, one of which I always choose to be, regardless.. But right now things around me are kind of in shambles, disheartening and utterly disappointing... I'm hoping that things get better...for the people around me to be genuinely good... Thank you for such an amazing reading...❤❤❤
I've reached a point where I have now disconnected from everyone I know. 2020 literally trained people to wear a mask without wearing something over their face. That was the mind control behind it to program social behavior. I'm being called mentally unstable because I show a real honest expression on my face. I'm not hoping, I'm not giving up... I can just be and trust my reason for existing 😊💜
Its spiritual growth ( not religious) ! Way to go!!,You should take notice as you did and have gratitude for spirit connection. People say it’s not favorable to feel a sense of pride but you should be proud/ grateful
I've been thinking about doing the same for the past 3 days
I did wonder where the people have gone from my life. But then I realised that over 99.9% of them only know the old me and are not bound by my own journey. New people are along my journey. Some will be fleeting some will be spiritual. It’s a cleansing ritual of Soul. Shedding what is not needed and absorbing what is
"How can i connect with others ? Where are they"????!!!"
Yes univers, where ? But i am not searching. Because i have forest i have plants, i have music, i have colors, i have everything. But yes deep inside there is this wish to have 1 BUDDY that is truly like me ❤❤❤
Here lol
@@brittanysage4023 how can we contact 🍄🌞
@@brittanysage4023 brittnay
Same. One day maybe
Why so frustrated? I 've been diagnosed with chronic PTSD and I'm frustrated with our country, government who don't legalize psychedelic therapies for suffering Veterans. Trying to create a video that explains the difficulty overcoming mental trauma. I'm in the process of turning the corner. A new adventure, long in coming.
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Keep Pushing. You are gonna help a lot of people with the pain you endured
I am from the netherlands and working on opening a psychedlic-wellness center elswhere on our planet. Even tough my country allows it depending also on the Mayer of a district...
Thank you for this reading. I needed it today. I will ponder walking away. I have surrendered this to the divine so many times.
I will work on my awareness that I cannot fix anything for anyone.
OMFG! You said JOHN & BROWN!!! Literally his first and last name! I almost passed out‼️‼️‼️ Holy S!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a neighbor tell me he fought his shadow in his dreams a lot. I told him, why not give it a hug instead? The next 2 weeks, he didn't have those dreams. And then one day... I couldn't help him the way he wanted, and he threatened my life if I ever spoke to him again. 😕 We avoid each other like the plague now... Which is ok because his ptsd is different than mine. Probably not a good mix. ❤❤❤❤
a mans shadow is not a teddy bear, its the part of him that society rejected. it is the part of him that threatened your life, and you rejected him instead of hugging him. you forsake him as society forsook him.
fucked around and found out.
he wouldn't actually harm you, because if he actually fights his shadow then he truly understands what it is.
Every man will fight his shadow, his selfish desires, those who have been to the 9th ring of hell and back. understand that jung was wrong. integration of shadow is just what they want you to do, to make you just like them and unworthy of being anything more.
death to self, live like Christ.
that's why its lonely, "because if everyone is super, nobody is". - Syndrome
No one likes a good shadow am I right?
we are hunter/gatherer societies, trying to change society into gatherer only just creates different prey. sheeesh watching it all go down though feels like history repeating itself. watching the fall of rome in real time
Yeah.. Scary indeed.
@@Anotherhumanbean12345
Dude.... don't fucking tell a woman to hug a man that is threatening her life, and put blame on her for "rejecting his shadow". Seriously, GTFO.
Thank you yet again. Your effing timing is just 🤯🤯🤯 EVERY TIME. Last June is when I found your channel. So thankful for a year of a intuitive different perspective. Thank you. ❤❤❤
Ah ….. The Trickster….Caught Up In A Whirlwind Can’t Catch My Breath…..
Cars ! Allergies! Body! Healing! Outside Influences!
Great Read By A Gifted Beauty ❤❤❤
Singer/ songwriter Jack Johnson..'s song.. where all the good people go? Is one of my favorites.. especially in recent years.
BESTIE PERFECT TIMING OMGGGGG! been struggling with my 12th house Scorpio placements (Jupiter, n node Pluto)/8th house moon and this was perfect im so excited
Seeing your comment here made me go like, "Ariaaanaa, what are you doing here?!!"😂😭. Love both of you guys' work❤
My first borns name is Arianna lol
Omg lol!
My goodness. I'm blown away by this reading. This was the 1st one I've ever seen of you. I'm kinda in shock. Ty
I’m leaving behind a narcissistic abusive relationship. I’m looking to move out of state & go back to school to finish my degree & start a career in Psychology perhaps. I want to focus on healing & putting myself first. I’ve poured all of my energy & time into the wrong people for years & forgot to live my life. I’m releasing all of the pain & anguish of the past & stepping into a new, fulfilling reality that makes me happy. 💜
Spot on reading. I really, truly, deeply, appreciate you sharing your gift and helping me understand parts about myself that I've been struggling trying to understand. I truly appreciate you clarifying a lot for me personally. Thank you so much miss Andie. I wish you and all of yours all the best and may God/Divine Source Energy bless, protect, heal, nurture and guide all of us. Thank you again for all your help miss Andie.
10/10 💯 😢
Thank you for this.
Almost every time you stuttered to find the word, i was saying out loud before you got the answer. This hit so close to home, spot on. 😢
Stay amazing, stay blessed 🙏
I think that even tho I am mainly air.... so glad I have 3 placements of SCORPIO ♏️ in my chart
💯 percent right on ❤❤❤. You excited a lot about what is going on in my life right now!!!!! Insight is so helpful. Sometimes when you are in it you can't see what is in front of you!!!!! Thank You so very much ❤❤❤
Hubby and I (28 years married) are both Scorpio Sun (0 degree and 2 degree) definitely a Past Life connection. We are now “empty nesters” after raising 4 sons… the purge has centered around cleaning closets and sending stuff to the kids. For us it’s not about walking away from a person, but letting go of stuff to make room for new experiences. Conflict arises in the area of different organizational styles and systems.
Same. I have been in this purge and told my husband i want to remove alot of clutter and do a garage sale see if can make a few bucks! Im sick of feeling smothered with junk!
I’m 💯 owed that from the universe, it put me through 31 years of BS. I’m ready and deserve all the greatness .
Born same day as you and I am Scorpio rising... this is sooo much truth I need to face... thank you ❤😢❤
Love your readings! You have a kind, gentle and inspiring way of reading. Thankyou...
I've listened twice to the message sent through you. It's exactly resonants mins. I was struggling the whole day to bring the injustice I'm facing to the table. I'm sure that everything will be alright. Yes I can!!!
I really resonate with this reading! Whoa! This is so what I needed to hear. It's okay to move on. Thank you!
I appreciate you more than you know Andie 🙏🏻❤️
Dear Andie, as always as I’ve needed your guidance and there you are. I have been dealing with a person and your guidance is spot on. I believe you caught my situation exactly as I am dealing with. You as always help me more than you can ever know. Much love to you and yours
My father passed away in 2022 and his birthday was 11-13, his favorite was the color blue, and people always thought he looked like Eric Clapton (I Shot The Sheriff) . Such a surprise when the info came through. Thank you for the message and your insight!!🎸💙
Thank you 🙏 xox
How funny!! I use the word wackadoodle too!! TY Andie!!❤
This is interesting, I have been feeling drawn to Giles Corey and the curse he put on the sheriffs of Salem. For me I Shot the Sheriff is definitely tied to injustice, and the karma of black magic. I’ve been hearing lately to send negative energy back to source to be loved, not sent back to the sender to keep repeating the cycle. Thanks 😊
I was listening to I Shot the Sheriff literally 2 minutes before you said it. The synchronicities are 💯✅
Whoah!
I have the same roar hydration right next to me …cucumber watermelon though 😊
20:20 libra Scorpio rising the ppl pleasing gene is strong
I have Small-Cell Carcinoma of the Lungs...I have been in Denial, and just when I think there is a Future, my Environment proves me otherwise! Death and Tears...I cried because I thought I had failed to accomplish what I was set out to do, ...I cried over the Loss of Life, not the Death!
Every day is not like the one before in my body, yet the Environment stays the same.
It is true, I can see a Person's Sin by way of their own Hidden Nature, ...it doesn't take me long to know what it is they are Denying, and it feels as though I Judge them for it. I Judge them when they Deny it, and so I am not denying mine own, even it is hurts their feelings! I have no place to go, no avenue to open. I am at the Mercy of my environment!
Rain would be nice, as those Tears that are Missing!
I am so sorry to read this.... I hope you find a way, I hope you get the health care you need. I understand that this world sucks and so do people right now.
I’m sending you love for a beautiful day today ❤
Love your style Andie. I’ll add that the reading along with the comments help - the authenticity of the tribe here is soothing. It’s part of our journey, not our whole journey, if we choose it to be.❤
Hi Andy, last week I ended my therapy sessions with my therapist (who has a lot of masculine energy). As you said, I felt off recently. She told me that I need to access my feelings more, but I know that I’m doing that, I know that at this moment I’m the most authentic I have ever been.. Right after you mentioned that “dandy” might mean sth fot somebody. Just yesterday I remembered that that was a name of my neighbors dog.. no clue why I was thinking about it, but now it came as a co firmation. Thank you!
Helped so much. Weights off me. Thank you.
Burst into tears when you said grieve and cry, I know what I should do and what isn't working in my life but it's hard to let it go as you said. Thank you to your spirit guides for always seeming to be on point ❤
Procrastinating to please them, i play drums, i street smart, book smart and life smart
Extremely important message, thank you! 🙏
Appreciate you deciding to do this reading, it resonates at the exact moment
That is so true about seeing someone potential seeing them for who they truly are.
It’s a beautiful gift. One must allow others to heal when they are ready to heal. You can’t force someone to change and because they have free will they can choose to be controlled, manipulated and never live to their highest potential.
The advice for you is to become self aware so that you can innerstand your purpose is to great to be distracted by someone or a situation that does not want to hold themselves accountable.
I just posted a video the art of letting go. I’m loving how we are all in alignment reading similar messages and delivering it in so many different perspectives
Wholeness and Infinite Love To All💓💓💓
hay-hay, thank you 🧡 so accurate and just what i needed to hear tonight. kinanâskomitin, i am grateful to you.
On point!!! ❤️🌙👏🏽
BTW I saw last night the most amazing shooting star I ever seen in my life 💫☄️
I had a feeling you’d do Scorpio next 💖💕
Yesterday I was playing my drums and staring at my shadow
Yes, yes, and yyes❤ 4 Scorpio placements. Moon
Amen Sister. I tore off my own mask and quit the ridiculous person-pleasing. And dropped the awkward unnecessary weight. Feels SO GOOD to be me again!
I have accepted that he is mentally unwell and he will keep his distance, i just know it
Awkward! That's the freaking feeling! Thank you Andi
I can see especially when my eye 👁️ is intoxicated
No one gets me 😔 everyone thinks I’m on drugs and dislike drugs so much. Hurts
MY MOTHER YHVH's HOLY SPIRIT is TRUTH, and all other spirits are liars. i am DARKNESS, and this is MY MOTHER EARTH YHVH's DAY (Amos 5:18-20).
Deuteronomy 6:4
You look up the scriptures yourself
This was Brilliant 🤩🤩🤩
This is the 2nd time is was so right on for me. 😅that is noticed.
My dad and brothers name are John. They held me back in life. 😢😢😢
My Mom is dying. This will probably be her last year. She as woman continuously betrayed and undermined me throughout my life. She had to steal love, attention and money 😢from me to give my brother.
I felt sorry 😞 for her when her Golden child upped and moved away after she built her life around her. I lived to regret this tremendously. Her loyalty continues to be with my sister. I thought 💭 this time would be different.
I rent a home from my sister. I have a weak bladder and am not well. I have no one on my corner.
Your reading is right on!! 😊
I have Scorpio in 5 Houses
your weak bladder might be your generational trauma if you had any ancestors with a similar issue, you might have received the negative self talk from them.
strength. you got enough.
@@Anotherhumanbean12345 thank you 🙏 😍!!! Yes 🙌!!!
I have really been control that energy in my meditations. I have been rubbing castor oil on the area. 🌻❤️🩷🙏❤️🌻🙏❤️🌻🙏❤️🌻🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌😘😘😘😘😘😘. Thank you 😊 again, you are quite Another Human Bean!!! Xoxo 😘
I could listen to you talk 24 / 7😊
I never thought I would move out of Washington but I did.....I don't really miss it like I thought.... I like Arizona... it's hot 114 degrees, Washington was too gloomy and cold.
The "WHOEVER THIS IS" Are my PARENTS. The chaos I have effin dealt with coz of this..I almost RUINED my relationship with my twinflame(ig) and Attracted a "false twin". Idk how to explain..but its so easy to ALWAYS assume the asshole in our life could be our partner..coz they are earned family. And it sucks to know that your own blood is the problem😵💫.
Frustration can show up because you know if you are doing healing work..the LITERAL PAIN is not something I look forward to, but know it is NECESSARY to get past xyz.....make sense?
My whole life is like this. All of my life has been so bizzare and nobody seems even close to real to me. Context... Babylon slaves to money and enemies of God who think they are working for good but serve hard to be enemies to God. Money is not good and you have infinite potential. Thus, you need the light of Hell. None of you are trying to do what is right. O, 15, The Drun, Ohm, W, 93, Love, Agape, 15... 15th letter.... 1.6k likes, 16, P, possession, power, purpose, providence, peace, play. Just random connections that reveal the lack of random in reality.
OH Great Spirit, Help Me Always to Remember that When my Brother does Not Keep Step with Me, Perhaps He Steps to the Beat of a Different Drummer. Indian Prayer... I Have this on my Wall at Home on a Piece of Wood like a Plaque You would hang in Your Living or Dining Room in Your Own Home? I've had it for Years and Years and what's Crazy, I don't know where it actually came from. ..
? Ironic or is it? ❤
Yes...They tried truly to immobilizing me. They tried to destroy you. My love thank you for telling me what is going on....I love you and thank you for your heart. Forgive me please....❤❤❤
Did You Know that Budda was Born on a Full Moon in Scorpio? I just found this Out Myself, Not that I'm into Budda on his Spiritual Teachings, I just found it Interesting that He was a Fall Baby and a Scorpio? Apparently He's a Very Wise Soul and Very Ahead of his Time... ❤
This sounds like you’re describing my marriage. Logistically and financially I don’t see how I can pivot. I also don’t want to hurt my children, but I do feel like my husband is “whackadoodle” and doesn’t see his own mask. I came from a broken home so I have been very stubbornly keeping this marriage together. I don’t think he is my person but he is a good dad and I don’t want my children going back and forth between us. I have really been trying to be patient and wait and see and let the universe because when I try to force or fix, I ruin. 😅 Thank you and Spirit for all of this information to contemplate. God bless.
Wow…lonely with the someone I’m with, feel better when I’m actually alone. He’s away for work right now and it’s such a relief. But how do I leave and hurt my kids? 😢 34:37
So I watched your Aries reading, and in there you mention watching Scorpio which is why I’m here (it’s not in my big 4), but you also mentioned Pluto. I just checked my birth chart to see where Scorpio was related…and my Pluto is in Scorpio 😐 I can’t tell you how much your readings resonate. You had one a while back that had a card come up saying “watch your Saturn sign” and I did, and that was spot on, too. I’m so grateful I found your channel. The messages and insight has been wonderful. Thank you so much! 💚 blessed be!
Thank you for your ONSPOT readings...I totally resonate with you. I've come to a decision to move back across the county and re-connect with my soul tribe as I am amongst so many people who are still in a Caterpillar stage of development, not wanting to go forward with their lives. They're stunted in growth, and happy to be where they are in life. I can't be around under achievers any longer.
40:30 can i invite a real, real... really Real... look at that? (tracking down 'generational anything ')
has it become a meme? a cultural gene? an easily pickable concept? a popular go to?
Is it really possible? to sift through the muddy river of ancestry and pluck out this 'so called trait', which is something that is actually buried under the behaviour or even cognizance - something that is (in me) and must be (in them) hidden?
Can we-someone ever "do" it? is it truly-actually possible?
finally... is it even necessary? to go back into the past... and find the root or the seed... if, metaphorically, i am going to be pulling down the tree? plucking out the thorn?
(and here's a more mysterious mystery delving question: what if we are naturally-mysteriously being impelled-compelled to go to the past... but not for the reasons we think - of finding the seed-root of the shadow? what if we are being lured, through this false, attractive reason, to delve into the "ancestral-lineage stream" - what would the true mystery-laden, mysterious reason be?😊)
I am on my own a l9ng time 12yrs ago i lost my partner,I hv 2daughters 2girls 24 and 17 next month,my mother use to hide my daughter so i would"nt see her when i did visit see had 8Grandkids run in tell her im coimg so lauren stays upstairs i make coffee and my sister use to lock the door so i could"nt go out to her,they have told lies,But im am balanced im meditate every Evening,it really helps this reasonates with me...oh imlooking Forward to that,13 11 fav numbers Judgement them getting to been seen specail visit i know that i feel create Painting and i sing all the time i need some fun laughter yes st different,out of Chaos come Creativity..❤❤
If I don't believe my Soul mate or most likely if anyone else feels there soul mate isn't that person, There Not..! If I don't feel Right from the beginning even dating there Not the One for me? There's Really No Sense of Moving forward, I would be Fooling Myself in believing that it's Going to Work Out in any way, shape, or fashion. I've Wasted many years of my life being involved with the Wrong Person.
Thank you so much your amazing I’m purging my friends and environment it’s great feeling excited for the new 📖 much love ❤️🌞❤️
Just broke up with at least a soul compatible mate, much healing for us both but intuitively aware of a need to close this cycle...very hard, particularly not having clear sight forward. Acceptance that I am worthy without giving up boundaries, not changing my dreams and purpose for others anymore. Thanks, just subbed
My babe isz speaken my language withen aftur hourz uf us at tha table nekkid noze scent tu undress ur shouldur blade undelay legg shuffle 4 my detective touch, subtle kissez isz how we reframe our previus unconscious momints spent undur tha szun 👃🏿🕵🏿♂️🍁🔦
Except I'm single, and I'm only dealing with someone new, but I'm still waiting for my opportunity, the one I've been working for!
I'm so glad the veil has been lifted, and I've been freed. 🎉 I've always said you can't make sense out of nonsense. I've been spinning and totally exhausted from my own family.
I need to make an impossible decision, I've been in a toxic relationship for 13yrs with a master manipulator and we have an 11½yr old son who refuses to leave with me and he's my only child, but staying in this toxic situation is detrimental to my health...I know I have to walk away...because I'm not living my truth.
Im a virgo sun with a Scorpio rising and stellium. When you say I shouldn't people please as a scorpio I feel like I should listen.
Cancer’s outlook of Scorpio may be somewhat healing in that Cancers’ have a tendency to pick at wounds in such a way as to usher healing for a better stronger aptitude of helping the wounded endure inured into a better adaptability? A Scorpio ringed by fire will stab itself in the head with its tail before allowing itself to burn, or so I learned somewhere. Not sure what kind of freak pulled this cruel experiment off to learn as such, maybe it was discovered by accident? Anyway; Scorpio is about the magical chaos of truth, the rebirth of change, & the death of the undead past moving on into the decay of new experiences, or at least repeating experiences through an artistry of the new? And shmexy, always there is an association with shmexy;o) As in sex is all about exchange, be that between chakras, between lovers, between exes’, birds, trees, bees 🐝. .. .we think we get the point of drawing straws, so what’s the short end of the stick have to do with it? Let me ask you; how might a stick have a shorter end to end? Hahahaehuh? Stimulative reading, thanks Andy:o)
Why don’t others show all sides of themselves?!?! I can overlook and accept light and dark in others so why can’t they do the same for me?!? I love people who celebrate ALL parts of themselves and others!!! I always follow my heart and trust my intuition…and where it is taking me!!
My job is a service industry, there was a man last week that wanted to bring his pets in the shop and some of my coworkers felt a weird, creepy, off putting vibe (not sure if on drugs?), and I did kinda felt that too. But it could have also been the guy not having enough social skills, or maybe austistic? the guy just asks normal Qs, and doesn’t say anything weird or creepy towards us, I don’t think he means to come off that way? Idk, but I just wanted to share that!
6:00 balance. many scorpios are libras in sidereal. my ascendant!
Lunar ♏ i do dance to the beat of my own drum. I've done so from a young age. Can take Dandy nickname for late paternal great-grandfather. Never met him but was told last week that my ancestors are around me.
Frustrated, overwhelmed with responsibilities over a stupid mistake i made.
I couldn't help but notice ur pendant necklace. I'm wearing one that looks very similar, it's an engraving of my spiritual icon Artemis lol. Thank you for the continuity in ur messages, it makes me excited
15:09 no, it's not that at all. that it would be nice if "they" showed up authentically. the frustration (in my case, obviously - i am not speaking 'generally' or for anyone else) is why and what the inauthencity is or means.
think of being inauthentic as "discarding" of some part of us. meaning, denial to accept or realise an aspect - let's say a sub-personality - is ours or we are that too... to the level that we don't see its existence: we have thrown it out of our "house". or, denied any space inside us for it.
so... what happens when you throw out something you see-feel-think as trash? out of your house? it bleeds out into the environment.
and we - as a singular collective - deny this happens or is possible... it becomes a trash ignored, invisible... and more potent.
the plastic waste problem, for example, and the new "space trash".... is a reflecting mirror of the energetic and Consciousness trash we are abandoning and thus generating.
if you are sensitive, you can't escape this polluting trash, thrown out and abandoned... floating in the environment.
I've been feeling lost lately, a little with life & with tarot also...& I know I don't trust many anyway & always use my discernment. I came across you though & saw that you too lived in Canada & I thought...maybe, if I comment & we're close in the same country, you'd see my energy too? If it even works stronger that way that is, I mean. I never comment on any videos & not sure if it even matters? In general's though you words seem to resonate with certain things.
The judgement is what’s frustrating…it’s also disappointing when others don’t see my value, my talents, or respect me!!! I’m ready to just be with her and f the rest of the world…
I like you. I can tell. This was a great reading. You really nailed some recent past events in my life with great specificity. My troubled yet beautiful Scorpio past, present and future.
Spot on. Thank you :) May the Universe continually bless you. Thank you for sharing these messages,
This energy hit, and yes, I am frustrated. It seems there is a weird energy about, or at least something I didn't realize was there -- about several random people. Yes, a therapist here and the older gent is someone who I have learned I need to guard myself against. But there are others too, who are subtly manipulative and overstepping boundaries. There has been a feeling of wondering why/how it is that I've given into their tactics and who I can actually trust anymore. I am still digging for the lesson, so I'll listen to this reading again.
Here's for all the listener you knows 1 thing's a bird can't do is walk backwards so you put food in a can bird cant turn around ya have a meals each an every night's promise ya smartest bird is big bird he knows his abc n 123 !!
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The connection is 8 ,moving on, no one, wanna move, dating already horrible,i know , in heels 😂, purr intention but i felt awkward, im the jester!
those are also Plutonian feelings and if Pluto conj.or aspecting any other planets and which house make for a lotta lessons.until we can leave we will be dependent.good question..great interpretation,translation.yeah not to care not to worry be happy.thank you
I can’t write publicly how spot on this reading is, but it’s nice to be “seen”. ❤
Praying for you. I understand about needing to be private. I am escaping to the country. Privacy is good.
Jesus Christ when you said the name you made me jump up on my bed. You have no idea how much this was already resonating 🤯🤯🤯
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Thank you for your words, your voice... How you speak is truly beautiful
Yes indeed. I am on my 5th week offshore and they just told us that there's not gonna be a crew change next week. 🤦♂️
Thank you Andie 🌟
I didn't comment on it when I watched initially watched this but dang. I disagree with you about some stuff toward the end of the video, but this makes me feel seen in a good way. Understood even.
yes the first few minutes of what is said is me which Is why I am alone, and I would rather be this way then the other way of fakes , falseness and masks could be an age thing also see all those masks some from insecurities in which sometimes I may step in and give a nudge but in realty it doesn't do much for me it's more for them, I used to do that all the time, that energy can be draining.
I have 5 planets including rise and sun in Scorpio and yes being the yes person and or pleasing helping others too much is a disaster I spent years long ago with a person I was with always doing this and sure I did learn a few things and the biggest one was " Stop" I have to admit I misplaced part of myself and my path seems lost , I dont blame her I never did I was doing it she wasn't forcing me well not really she was a little manipulative( and I knew it is just for a Scorpio it can be very hard to let go in a relationship) and instead of saying no I would get caught in it, that was both of us. it took me a long time to leave her and many others to restart get back on my path which to some can seem mostly lonely, I accept that people are all on different paths
The hardest part is figuring out where to go online to meet new people
Typical options for any of my needs, just aren't available until I can leave France
Once I leave France, I have absolutely no fears or stress about starting over... Been there, done that, all my life... Starting from zero is nothing new or scary to me
It's this awful middle ground of forced isolation, enhanced levels of hangman and hermit mode shadow work
There is no 3D human "fun" or stimulation to help balance the intense shadow work
I'm the type were I VALIDLY need others
Part of it ties in with my human design chart (i don't understand it as deeply as my armature levels of astrology but I get the gist)
I work best in a collective
I need that input/stimulation from others to cause a chain reaction in my brain and kick start areas I can't easily access on my own
It's like... Others are brain food that helps to provide the mental nutrition I need... So that I can then go off on my own, do what needs doing... But not in a zombie or energy vampire way
I'm starving for mental stimulation and connection and forced to be the little match girl to provide my own needs
But forced isolation is extremely dangerous to the brain and cause dementia to happen faster... Which is extremely dangerous to my brain as a stroke survivor and I'm fighting the degradation tooth and nail on my own but it's not enough
I know it's not healthy in how we compare ourselves to others but occasionally it is necessary to comprehend things...
Anyone I look at within typical western society... Has more options...
They may not need those options or value them, but those options are available and taken for granted
I have access to the internet and thereby access to the entire world...
IF I know what to look for and how to phrase it
But having been kept estranged and isolated, I don't know what's out there or how to phrase it or drive myself nuts trying new combinations to find the right words
Yet others know what potential options are out there but they can't comprehend what it's like to be in isolation that's akin to solitary confinement or amnesia or waking from what's akin to a coma and not knowing how society has evolved
It's this weird twilight zone middle ground and having to reinvent anything I need... It takes so much more effort, energy and time just to exist and keep going
I did shoot the sheriff... With a larping bow, back when I could go out and have fun with others
I miss having fun and being part of the world
Right now... Spirit is the only one bringing any fun... Like doing my walk to "Mordor" and getting to pet the nose of a "Dragon" and cackling over the humorous synchronicities
It helps... But it's not enough
Anyone I find stimulating, is unavailable
Anyone I have access to, that is available... Boring, empty and would drain me, making it that much harder to do what I need to do to finally be out of this void zone
Whatever my mission is...if I can survive this 💩 show, I'm going to be a powerhouse of a catalyst for growth and evolution once free
Thank you Ms. Marvel. I'm sorry I didn't see. I hope you forgive me.
It's bullshit is what it is. Having to please all these people all the damn time. It's getting to the point that I just wish to leave... I don't care if I can't drive. I'll walk if I halft to.