I don't wanna do this anymore | Instrumental (Slowed + Reverb) w/Police Siren [1Hour] | 4ever3nergy
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 17 ก.พ. 2021
- More Slowed +: Reverb on my Spotify: open.spotify.com/intl-de/arti...
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XXXTENTATION - I don't wanna do this anymore
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i can never look at people the same anymore, they're the reason why i started hating people.. i been to 6 schools so far in life because my family and i have been moving a lot so i just started not making a lot of friends since then. i literally like making friends online than irl because one ex friend of mine talked behind my back in front of my whole friend group and they did nothing.. been quiet ever since then about that. Also, i'm just falling back into the same spot again, people ghost me or stop being friends with me out of no where. School is stressing me out, i lost a lot of people in my life like they just dropped me. I also wish I got to meet my aunt while growing up and getting to see my pets grow up, i hate how we live life like this that we only get to live once. People are the reason why i lost trust and love for, idc what type of person. Those deep down don't need to compare their pain to mine, most of my life is just pain honestly. i really thought i found myself after 4 years but i guess not, because i keep falling back into the same spot. My anger that i never was trained to control turned into sadness and anger and yes, i had the urge to overdose on pills and run away from home. i just can't deal with all this my whole life, i try but it doesn't work and people ask why im quiet nowadays.
Bruh why did you tell your whole life story in a comment section
@@Benthebro296 cuz this is a place to? But not really that's all the traumatizing shit i hadda go through
@@nightmareworld9330 idk ig just get a therapist
Bro i have changed 11 school and iam at 9th grade hopefully not changing soon
can I be your friend?
Don’t ever delete this please
This lowkey reminds me of my ex, we dated for 2 1/2 years, and about a year and 9 months into our relationship she told me she had cancer, she was with her mom and grandma, they explained everything to me, i forgot what type of cancer it was, buh it wasnt anything that i expected, she looked completely fine, but yea. One day we went to the movie theaters, and when we got back to her house, we were just talking about how our future would look etc etc, (I genuienly did see a forever with this girl) and all of a sudden she just fell bru, i was confused, i thought maybe she had just you know passsed out or something, i checked her pulse, and felt nothing, i was so scared, i called for her mom, and she called 911, she was pronounced dead at the hospital. and I never felt anything since then. i must say 1 thing, and 1 thing only "Hold the person that you love closely, if they are next to you. The person YOU TRULY love, and not just someone who will simply have sex with you. Appreciate them to the FULLEST and BEYOND, because you never know what you got, until...its gone." I still remember saying "The rest of the day was still a blur, but i remember wishing that I was dead, instead of HER."
i know how you feel bro something similar happened, the only difference was she killed herself in front of me, this happened 2 years ago
@@vibezz4236 damn mane shits crazy 😕💔
@@rejucted408 honestly, friends?
@@vibezz4236 yessir
@@rejucted408 do you have instagram
0:30 this moment is incredible
bro the police sirens in the backround fit perfectly with
this song
THANK YOU FOR ADDING THE SIRENS AAA
All for you
@@Endless810 your best bro
@@Endless810 That means so much to me :)
hits different with earphones
got me feeling some type of way, feels like someone died right behind me, and when i notice it's already to late..
X is still alive in our hearts #LLJ
I always come back to this....
This got me thinking abt my 2 best friends since birth man we were all born in the same hospital and I literally lost them at 10 years old cuz of an accidental suicide and a abusive father and im pretty sure u can guess what the abusive father did. That shit still hurts and I'm 16. They were my brothers man. Cant go a day without thinking abt them. We even talked abt living as roommates when we bought a house. All the stuff we planned to do in the future as kids was so fun. Live Long Cole and Live Long AJ. Forever my brothers.
Everytime i have fucked up I listen to this and think about that I could choose an better thing
this song brings back my bad memories i had in the past and it hurt literally
rest in peace jah$$
This hits hard... I've lost so many people in my life and the one I remember most was my best friend killing herself. It's been just over three years without her and I still cry every October 4th. The first time I lost someone, I was seven years old. It's been about eight years of watching my friends and family kill themselves off one by one... I don't expect it to stop ever, unfortunately, but I do know that it's going to get better. I mean... It has to.. Right? I can say for sure that it's a miracle I'm even alive right now. Thank you for this beat. Music keeps us going. You're amazing, keep doing what you're doing! You make a difference in this world!🖤🖤🖤🖤
This one hits different.. I wish all the best for you. Keep doing your life you got this!
@@Endless810 Keep making beats and I'll keep going... Thank you...
sorry for the losses, you are alive and i feel they would be happy for you to continue, there are always people with you
sorry for any mistakes in english, i use the translator
I miss him so much, he had so much potential, everything I do today is for him and my dead mom, if he was still here I wonder what I would be doing right now, I’d probably be happy and spending time with my little brother and mom, Xs music helped me through so much and he would never know and I never will get to meet him, I just wish I could of at least met him once and told him how much he helped me through the darkest periods of life and helped me push through it better than how I had to deal with things, everything goes downhill, but when I heard X in 2016 I felt a sense of serenity, freedom, and happiness, his music was like a joy that not everyone could feel, so moving and anger ish, he may not have been the greatest person, but he sure was one of my favorite and he helped a lot of people in his life and he didn’t deserve what happened to him I miss X
The sirens with it hit different😔
This built up a lot of rage in me...I lost the people I love and the fact at age 7 i lost someone who gave me attention (it was a bully but he would do that for fun) and than one day he ended up in a car crash. The car crashed into some water and he was sent to the hospital but a few days passed and they announced that he passed away i found out about this one day when i was heading home on the bus. I was in ms.wilsons class 2nd grade i think when i found out. On the bus when we heard about it i was just shocked i sat there and did nothing. I didnt cry because that was the first time i lost someone... Up to now at the age of 12 i lost my grandma to cancer she had a smoking addiction and before she passed i was dating a girl named nina she was 1 age above (13) almost the same age as her than one month she just blocked me out of the blue i was heart broken but now I am dating someone new and living a better life I was heartbroken a few times but all i have to say is keep going and keep trying in life you may never know what life has to offer for you.
Stay strong my bro, head up my boy
this helped me get over my depression
this gives me memories during his death, this being played after he was shot. it hurts
It hurts very much..
@@amongus85 this is hard to listen to visioning that. I think ima stop listening to it because all I see Are visions of a bmw being recorded on the news
I listened to this song every single night when I had covid,I thought it was my end.. XD....
This song makes me feel sad 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢
Hits different when you got sh*t going on
If you guys put this on 2.0 you might like it trust me also this is honestly amazing to listen to I listen to this when I am going through some ruff times
I really feel like ending it all
Don't do it bro
Don't okay? It gets better alright I know it does.
Please dont there are many better things in life
This the best one out there thanks for this one I listen to this one when I’m in my sad thoughts
This makes me cry….a lot based on wats going on in my life .
I hope, everything gets better!
I miss him so much, he had so much potential, everything I do today is for him and my dead mom, if he was still here I wonder what I would be doing right now, I’d probably be happy and spending time with my little brother and mom, Xs music helped me through so much and he would never know and I never will get to meet him, I just wish I could of at least met him once and told him how much he helped me through the darkest periods of life and helped me push through it better than how I had to deal with things, everything goes downhill, but when I heard X in 2016 I felt a sense of serenity, freedom, and happiness, his music was like a joy that not everyone could feel, so moving and anger ish, he may not have been the greatest person, but he sure was one of my favorite and he helped a lot of people in his life and he didn’t deserve what happened to him I miss X
i remember when i was holding onto my grandmas hand, she had cancer and fought hard for 20+ years .. just so she can spend time with me. my mom told me that she always thought of just ending it all, how depressed she would get .. but i was the light in her life. i had no idea, at all. i saw her lying on that bed, taking her last breath, her eyes were pale and she was nothing but bone. she was a walking corpse, but i thought it was normal. when i saw her.. laying there, she took the little energy she had left, held my hand, and mouthed "i love you." and i just stood there.. staring, i didnt know whether to laugh or cry.
🖤
we love you XXXTENTACION
thank you so much my friend 💜.
Beautiful❤️
Ooohhh my good sir this this is the beat one 😌
This is very very very good
Perfect vro
emptiness inside
This driving at night 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Thankiu🖤 bro
Helped me get my tears out
bro, this is perfect ❤️🇧🇷
yes bro 🇧🇷💜
🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
this made me cry:)
idk how long I'm going to live but day by day I'm close to wanting to Opt myself out
Don’t do that…
Agree
It's ok bro
I know man trust me, I get it... Don't... It's going to get better I promise you.
Brilliant
Is he goin to be ok? *officer yes buddy he’s goin to be ok you see the star up there the one the is more shinier the others. *me yes* that’s him Rest In Peace
He was a good man he served and protect that’s what an officer is here for
I'm so done man.😔💔
I can't take this pain anymore..
You can! Were here for you if you need something
everybody hates me im going to die now and thank you for making this song
no, dont say that please, there are genuine people out there that care i promise you that, if you need to talk just please leave a message!
We are all here for you... promise! But please don't do that, just leave a message for me
@@Endless810 I won't
What you hear when you survive the landing with your earphones still in but broken
Gooo
love you x miss you❤
I really don’t have anything going for me it just feels like everyday is the same and I can feel the emptiness of my pain in my chest I don’t have anything to show for a job, a gf, friend group, not an athlete, really not an impressive student the lack of confidence is always holding me back it just feels like I’m a ghost everywhere I go like if I disappear no one would care it’s everyday I’m currently in therapy and things just don’t click hopefully things can workout
Please don't disappear, I would care. It will work for sure had the same feelings.. Sometimes it just helps to manage a youtube account like I did
Use headphones for better experience
X💔😭
🖤🖤
𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓍𝓍𝓍😞🥺🙅♀️
Why is it always me i always di something my parents fight every fuckin night and my so called best friend is just there for thshit we do bc shes bored and i have to keep doi6bad things to keep my mind if of what other things I've done and it has just built up soo much i just cant deal with it and the sirens hut different reminds ne if when i almost died from a car crash my pa6have made me go through surgerys bc i wasn't good enough uf i wasn't here it would be fine and im just here reading all the comments and yeah
🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧
*the boys be like : i will die for you *
*i dont know why you are say this because its valid only as long as we are in relationship with you*
*for girls , when are in danger they still belive in your words.....*
Idk if it's just me but I have bad memories of this siren in the back round
This feels like someone so important to me just died in front of me😢💔
Why tell me why am i the one that doesn't do the right thing but the populair ones that does the same thing as me they are litterly Just whatever they want
rip x my ex
🚨🚓
add some rain
:)
💔☠
sounds like u slowed the slowed version lol
:)😂🌚
Lmaooo
i feel like passing out rn, i havent ate in 5 days lmao.
Bro eat something..Or i won't do either till you do
Takecare Buddy! anybody aren't worth your health. be your own best friend even if the world leaves you, you will always have your hands to go ahead.
I lost everything
no bro, you GOT everything trust me you will realise it some day, just keep waiting my bro
😭😔
i sing the song over tha beat, my voice is just like jahseh voice, godamn i was blessed
Can you please make this without the Sirens please
You can find other videos without sirens :)
This is a deep song and can you please do stan by eminem? I'm also subbing
Just for you ┌|∵|┘
@@Endless810 🥰
Anyone has the original link? Not slowed one?
just search up i dont wanna do this anymore instrumental
Can you please Make another one without the sirens please
sorry :/ but you can search other videos without sirens
It’s i iiiiij
Injibi iujjiijjjj knob
Injibi iujjiijjjj knob
@@Endless810 Oi inni b was iiib b
:/ How to tin xxxtentation
Yo aquí escuchando la música porque toda mi familia no me saludo por mi cunple :/
Happy Birthday :) you can always come back here if you need something..
Happy birthday my guy dont worry
@@Endless810 gracias :)
@@gamingvibes2844 gracias :)
:(
PLS CAN YOU DO IT WITH POLICE SIREN BUT THERES NO BEAT??? PLS I NEED IT
Maybe I’ll do it :) I will remind you then
@@Endless810 REALLY THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
@@Mylyfesmsrbl i made it for you my boi th-cam.com/video/Z882bUaOzHo/w-d-xo.html
@@shawty7011 THANK YOU SO MUCH I APPRECIATE THAT DARLING
Pov: You just woke up, you hear the music play, the car is upside down, you hear those sirens, and before that you robbed a bank and everybody died but jou survievd, but you know the cops are comming, so you run away but the police shoot you in the leg, Then silence and black infront of your eyes.
You woke up again, but in the hospital.
Bro what 😭
I don't know what i wrote there ok
I was boring ok