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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 ก.ย. 2024
- First off i just want to give a huge thankyou to EVERYONE who entered my contest
@LovespellsAJ @Aliene @Goofball692 @b1ueclub @sunflowerkitty1308 @brookelynndoesstuff @qaramel @ImaginaryStrawBerry @Seeyoung-yeo._. @snowysaidhi3593 @Fløwerzz @Smoke @wildpinkstarextras_ @moon-ie9dm @mysterious @obviouslyyouaj @mio238
ALL OF YOUR ENTRIES WERE BEYOND AMAZING AND I WAS COMPLETELY SHOCKED BY YOUR GUYS CREATIVITY.
I will be giving some sort of prize to EVERYONE who entered because i feel awfull and you guys deserve it, i will also be giving 1000 saphires to all of the honorable mentions.
Secondly, i need to apologize. I am VERY sorry this took so long to make and i know there is probably nothing i can say to make things okay but i am seriously very sorry. This is going to get very personal but i have a VERY bad home life, i live in an abusive household and, let's just say life is very hard for me and my siblings, my parents often turn off our internet and take away our electronics even tho i'm over 16, If they catch us on a device when we aren't supposed to, let's just say it's not very pretty. Now, whenever i've gotten on aj in these last few months it's only been for a few minutes because i have to sneak onand also partially because i've been receive threats on the game and a lot of rude comments anytime i come online(even before the intro con) My parents got into a spot where everything was sort of okay, that's when i started my youtube channel, howveer things weren't always great, it's a minor detail but if any of you notices all of my videos are either like 1-7 days apart or like 1-7 months apart. and it's because my parents are both bipolar and go through episodes where they're good with electronics or i'll get beaten for even looking at my phone because "i'm addicted". A little while after i posted the intro contest, we had a major family traumas event happen that im not sure im ready to share online. But it cause my parents to go ballistic and i've been in a REALLY bad place these last few months. Now saying that, i am VERY sorry for even starting an intro con in the first place, it was VERY irresponsible for me and i should've known that something like this would've happened. I know that nothing i can say can make this right but i just want you guys to know i am seriously sorry and it was a very awfull thing for me to do because you guys worked seriously SO hard.
that all being said, i don't know if i'll ever return to youtube / aj again. All of these intros are beautiful and i'm so thankful for them and hopefully i'll come to a place in my life where i can use them again however as of right now i cannot see that happeneing in the near future, as i mentioned before, i still receive threats in game and always receive mean comments.
I honestly doubt anyone would watch me anymore after all that i have done and i don't want to make anyone upset because there are definitely people who want me off this platform and i respect all of you. The only reason i might get on aj is to see and talk with old friends but i doubt i'll be online for more than 30 minutes.
Thankyou again everyone for your entries, your patience, your kindness, and seriously eveything.
I am beyond sorry and i will try to make it up to all of you i promise. And if that means leaving the platform then so be it.
the only reason i've had time to come and make this whole video is because, i'm currently on vacation and my family left me alone and i saw a video about the contest and realized i needed to make it right
@judostarofficial
