A HEART TO HEART | Lydia Elise Millen
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ต.ค. 2024
- A HEART TO HEART
WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS
SOME TEARS
A GRWM
AND A HAUL
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I feel a real sorrow and anxiety come across in this video. It feels very authentic. Please don’t feel the need to apologize for being real. We appreciate you continuing to work through the tough times in front of the camera and continuing to produce content.
I’m praying you find Lynx. I am so sorry again. I can’t imagine how you feel. We are all hoping he reappears.
My heart actually breaks for you. Some people really don’t understand they are family.
Pets are family. The love and the pain is real. It’s gets better though
Your husband is so thoughtful to have portraits made. They're beautiful!
I like the one with the victorian collar. ☺😀👍
I hope Lynx comes back to u.
Just wondering if you've tried searching your old neighborhood - they're notoriously attached to their original territories. I've heard of them traveling quite far to get there.
Few things in life are as agonizing as the sudden loss of a pet- and grief without closure feels soul crushing. Thinking of you and hoping your joy finds you again XO love your vlogs as always!
It takes absolute strength and courage to put yourself out there this vulnerable. 💕
This is, by far, your best make up look, so fresh, brings out your beautiful eyes. Great!
Lydia, it takes a while to get over losing an animal, I know when I lost my spaniel, I cried for a week then now all I feel is sadness, I miss him after 18 months still, and I doubt I will replace him for a long time. However, you said, you was so happy and felt so happy and everything was perfect in your world has now been turned upside down. That is exactly how my daughter said it felt when everything was finally perfect and now feels her world has completely flipped over after being diagnosed at 32 with breast cancer. You will find your peace over Lynx am sure either way 🌹❤️
Hello ! cancer is not the end of the world. you need to be strong mentally. accept the diagnosis and reject the prognosis! also, please look into CBD. just a few thoughts from someone going through something similar :) xx
ciu_ yes, the most strength is when you accept, this is what my daughter has done, her second op tomorrow, then chemo/radiation/hormone therapy and injections, it’s a long long road, but each step at a time, we are being strong as a family to get her through this. 🌹 thanks for the comments and wish you well x
The way you spoke about the lack of joy in your heart really resonated with me. I just had something happened that really knocked me on my bottom and took the wind out of my sails. I still realize I’m blessed I just don’t feel like it right now. Same girl. Same.
You never stop grieving. I was just telling my husband last night that I still miss our little Bacio (Yorkshire Terrier). He passed away five (!!!) years ago and I still miss him. The thought of him will still bring me to tears and it took me a long time to feel okay about getting another dog. There is literally nothing better than the love from your furry children.
Lydia, thanks for being vulnerable. I know exactly what you mean when you were talking about the thought of (my words) "Is this just what my life is like now? Is this really a part of my story?" When something big shifts and redefines your life, it can be such a struggle to accept the new reality. Especially in your case, with a lack of true closure. I'm two years down the road from a family tragedy and I still have moments where I ask those questions. I know that there is strength in owning every part of our story, but there is also strength in allowing yourself the space to feel the depth of emotion that comes with loss.
I am in tears looking at the beautiful pictures of the fur babies, pets are our family and the pain doesn't go away but it becomes bearable with time. I keep praying somehow Lynx comes back.
Good grief, how much longer am I going to cry over a cat I never met? Love that Ali did the portraits. They are amazing.
Never ever ever ever apologize for what you are feeling. Its okay to not be okay.
Never give up hope, five years ago our cat went missing, one of the worst months of our live’s, we’re rural & search everywhere, I couldn’t sleep, eat or function. Then he just walked back in the French doors like nothing had happened, no explanation or anything omg! We’ve no idea where he’d been all that time, but I will always be grateful to the person who was looking after him, whoever they are. ❤️ ps, he’s never done it again. 👍
There are literally millions of pet-owner reunion stories out there. Please just give it some time and see what miracles may happen. xo
Oh Lydia, I‘m so so sorry for you and Ali! I think everyone who lost a family member/pet knows this feeling. I lost a very special person a little over 2 years now and wow, the things I would give to see him one last time. Everything. Or what I would give to pet my childhood dog once more! Unimagineable! At least I know that they‘re in a better place now.
Can‘t Imagine how terrible the unknown must feel to you.
My heart goes out to you!
The part where you talk about Ali made me so emotional, pure love ! Even if you're in a painful situation, remember all the good things you have
It’s always the hard times that draws you closer. Love hearing you talk about how much you love your hubby. I know the feeling ❤️
My heart broke and the tears came watching this video. When lovely, thoughtful Ali pulled the pics out I was gone. I do not think you ever get "over" and do not even try. He is family and the hope should always be there. I do not mind you talking about him. 💔 I loved the handbags and think you should keep both 😁
You can continue talking about Lynx as long as you have to....I don't mind and I am sure most of your subscribers don't mind. Praying that he will show up after a good adventure.....omg the artwork of the fur babies !!!!!!!! FANTASTIC!! LOVE the B Bags.... love all! Keep all!
Luv u Lyds. You have really made me rethink things. About sorrow, sadness, all of that. And how important it is to keep on keeping on. You may not read this, but anyone out there struggling with sorrow, depression, whatever it may be, I guess we just have to keep going on. Thank you Lydia and Ali for the lesson. It has meant alot
Awwww... Why am I such a crybaby.... 😭 Every time you talk about Lynx, I just start crying! I can't imagine how hard it is for both of you. I know you've received thousands of messages like that, but I really and truly wish you all the best and hope that he comes home soon! ❤️
My heart just aches for you. I shall continue to send hope out into the universe, right along with you, that he comes traipsing through the cat door any minute now. Never lose hope - it's happened before!! Much love to you and Ali!
Praying for a safe Lynx return!! Never feel the need to apologize for speaking about your baby boy. Also, you are hysterical and so much fun to watch!
Lydia don’t stop talking about your baby. You might be surprise that his exploring the world on his own. I’ve been praying for you guys. The both of you are lovely people. You got s good guy by your side. I had my fury baby run away (Gardener opened the gate) and it hurt, when she came back I scooped her up and couldn’t stop kissing her. Stay strong girl. Keep talking about your baby and don’t apologize.
You are such a beautiful human being Lydia ! Inside and definitely outside, never stop being Incredible, strong woman you are ! Also ,Thank-you, you have managed to help get my newborn daughter to settle and now, at 3, we spend our mommy and daughter time watching lyddiaa 😂😘 you have a huge fan a supporter in a little 3 year old who looks up to you ♥️
Ahhh sweet Lydia....you wear your heart on your sleeve. Your grief for Lynx is so understandable and my prayers continue for you. Sending love! ❤️
Oh Lydia. ❤️❤️❤️ I teared up with you guys when you opened the portraits. What a sweet husband you have. So thoughtful and a blessing they came early. Grief is so hard and comes in waves. Please don't ever push it aside. We adore you through the good and the tough times, always. xo
Sending our prayers for Lynx’s safe return home soon🙏❤️ and lots of love to you and Ali.
I'm sat here crying when you started talking about Lynx, and the happiness beeing gone. I felt that. And I'm hoping and praying for you and Lynx.. much love from Norway.
Keep both bags!!! Do it for all of us who can’t!! You deserve them 🥰🥰
Hey Lydia, a really lovely side of you came across in this video you seemed very at ease with yourself and down to earth. I'm so sorry you are sad for Lynx and don't feel the need to apologise for being sad, we all understand and are praying for his safe return. Stay strong xx
My heart just shattered when you looked at that painting. I can’t imagine what I’d do if I lost one of my pets like that. You are so strong.
Dear Lydia, just watching your video of the portraits. They are perfection. I'm not saying this to hurt your feelings but I'm crying too I said it. I understand the heartache loss of a pet who is part of the family. And not having any answers. Just know that I'm still praying for the answers that you Need.. sending love and hugs God bless you.
I got tears in my eyes when you unpacked the painting of Lynx!
But, that nude bag is GEORGEOUS!
Ali what a puuur-fect idea! You consistently make Lydia so happy and it's lovely to see you both supporting each other. :) xx
My parrot died two years ago and I'm still grieving. It gets better, but I still have moments. So I figure people just need to grieve as long as they need to.
You are absolutely right. My cat Grady died in March of 2015. He had cancer. I'm still not over it, not by a long shot. I'm very sorry about your parrot. :(
My cat died 5 years ago and I still have panic attacks sometimes. She was my baby and it broke my heart. They’re a part of our family and it’s ok to be sad for as long as you need to be.
Gradycat9 same... My dog died in 2015 from cancer too and I have another dog now, but it’s still painful, because she was so unique. No substitution possible. As well as the new one. He is he and she was she. Different family members.
The thing about this inescapable pain, here is when you learn the depth of your love for your partner as you try to stay above water together, as you both have. Witnessing that early on is a gift that grows and makes you two solid. Welcoming and accepting support from each other is good for both sides. Made me smile to hear you say how amazing Ali has been,,,
Lighter note: I adore the portraits. Light-hearted and cheeky. 🐈❤️
My kitty - before she passed - went off for a month and came back pregnant. Perhaps Lynx is sowing his wild oats! But when my cat did die - over a year ago now - I still have a hole in my heart and I ache for her. The day she passed, I was in a scary dark place that I was afraid I'd never leave. There is not a purer love than that of a person and their pet. Only time will heal, but you do heal, it's just a slow process. Stay strong!
Pets are family and losing one is heartbreaking, we lost our golden retriever 3 years ago after 13 years together and it felt like losing a child, it broke me and I still miss her! I can't imagine how much pain you are feeling not knowing where Lynx is, but pray he returns to you soon. Time is a healer and the pain does ease 😢
Having lost pets over the years, I know it can be tough. Sometimes, just not knowing what happened to them is the hardest thing to deal with because you are left wondering. I have a female polydactile that had kittens about 7 weeks ago. Just watching them romp and play brings so much happiness. They were born just 2 days after one of my cats was taken sick and died. It was super hard, but having these kittens just helps remind me of the joy in life that is all around us, and we can only love and cherish the memories we have
I have a feeling he is at a neighbors house, I am praying you get him back❤️ I have always had animals, they were like my kids and so I understand the loss, let’s pray Lynx is with and Ali very soon💝
This was such a lovely video. The vulnerability you shared in your endearments for Ali, and the reassuring affections toward Lumi was so beautiful. I hope that does not sound weird! AND the art pieces of the cats are brilliant!
I love the idea of the portraits! Such a lovely way to remember and keep Lynx around in the heart. 💖💖💖
SOBBING at Lydia looking at the painting of Lynx. I pray he comes home to you ♥️
I am glad you are able to share your sadness. I hope it helps to talk to us about it. I love these vlogs, like the old days where we just get to be with you during your day. Is it weird to say. I love you... because I truly do. ❤️
Cannot stop thinking of you, Ali & little seal Lynx. Sending so much love and praying for that happy ending 💕 xx
Oh my goodness... just got to where Ali shows her the painting. Bawling like a baby. 😭😭😭
SweetMelin213 Berrios me too! 💞
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Me too😿
Immediately started crying when you guys opened the painting ❤️
He will come back he’s out there somewhere, there’s so many stories of cats coming back after years. 💕🙏🏼
I cried through your vlog, so different without Lynx 😭. The portraits are beautiful.
Omg just couldn’t hold it together anymore. Continuing to pray so you will get your wishes back in finding Lynx.
I think about Lynx every time I see you! And then, I'm reminded that my precious dog, Luna, will not be here with me forever, and it becomes this whole thing. Just know, a lot of us see the depth of pain in your eyes, and are holding you in our hearts.
I’m going through the same thing! I’m hoping for your cat to come back ❤️ it’s a different kind of feeling than you’d expect and wherever your cat (and my cat ) has gone, maybe they’re in a better place and didn’t want us to see it. Thanks for your lovely vids Lydia!
I was in tears with you 😞 but so happy you uploaded. Im praying each day gets a little easier for you. On a happier note, I'm thinking you should keep both bags 🤔 😃😘. Xx
lumi's beautiful so sad without lynx still praying you will get him back safe and sound xx
The artwork is beautiful!!!! My heart goes out for you both ... praying that he will be found.
Apologies are not required. We feel for you and understand. Like any other family member, the deeper your love, the longer the heart needs to heal. Don’t rush it, or question it, let it run its course. Hopefully your prayers will be answered. 🙏🏼♥️
I was welling up at the paintings. Keeping everything crossed he comes home soon xxx
Thank you for continuing to do what you do, whilst sharing the reality of what you're experiencing with us. XX
Both bags are beautiful and they are totally different even though they have the same design. Keep them both, you’ll need them😉
Always keeping your little one in my prayers and thoughts, sending you positive energy xx
I'm so sorry Lydia I was crying for you I feel your pain it's crazy how much you can love a pet I love mine more then some of my family. Xx
That was so sweet when you said Ali was your everything, People don't say that enough. Love your makeup videos.
Arh Lydia still rooting for Lynx, made me cry when I saw Ali's paintings. Stay strong and positive, I have a feeling he'll come back to you. Enjoy your holiday.x 😄
Beverley Roberts I think he will come back too. In the US we have Coyotes to worry about. I wonder what animals around her area are predatory like that?
Not a day goes by that you think of your pet and you smell them and see them in their favorite spots:( it’s ok to share with us and go on and on:) you need to talk about it and share your feelings with us. I’m so sorry for your loss , it hurts my heart just thinking of your pain and missing him.
Aww your cat photos are so majestic! Love them! Love you Lyd, stay strong. You are amazing x
Please never apologise for feeling loss. Loss puts everything in perspective, money and possessions pale to insignificance. I hope you find inner peace soon. 🙏
I don't know if it's because I'm having the worst day but this vlog has a strange vibe. The pain for pets is real and I've been in your shoes before. You are very brave for sharing this process with us so I think we can all thank you for the trust you put in us. I hope you find your baby ❤️ luv u ❤️
People who have never lived or experienced a kind of relationship with pets, have no right to express an opinion on that. I have two children and a dog named Lady, and she is our fifth member of our family and we all feel the same for her. She is our little baby!
The portraits are so cool. Absolutely love them.
You don’t stop grieving even though my grandmother has been gone for two years now and I still grieve for her it’s hard it is and it’s hard with your pets aswell I was like this when we lost our cats that was really hard with them being part of the family 😔
Keep both bags! You deserve a treat to make you happy with everything you have been going through. Hope they bring you some mich deserved joy😊
I just wanna give you a hug and hope for the best that you get sweet Lynx back. You look so absolutely beautiful without make up on. And then you look amazing with it on! So lucky! A hug to you, and a sweet kiss to Ali for being so wonderful to you!
I feel your pain and understand how your head feels. It’s like Brain fog when you can’t function properly and when Ali is there he is so supportive to you and you just feel you can handle things easier. Big hugs Lyds xxx
my beloved Pomeranian passed away in May, I have grieved him so much. When you guys opened the portraits I felt your pain....love both bags, keep them both!
This made me cry, I would not be able to cope if anything happened to my two fur babies. It's different when one has to say goobye to a loved pet to either illness or old age. At least one knows that they have gone for good. Not knowing is the dreadful thing you are going through. My heart is aching for you both. Loved the Photos, so bittersweet.
I have three children: one human and two cats. That's right. I do not differ them. They are ALL my kids, I love them ALL equally and I take care of all of them equally much and from the bottom of my heart. Do not ever apologize for loving a living soul. For it does not matter of what spices the soul is.
Lydia I can tell you are trying really hard to keep going. I prayed for Lynx and will continue to do so. In time you might want to Look at a book called Tragic, Sudden, Unexpected: Grieving For Traumatic Pet Loss. Best wishes and love from the US( I didn’t vote for Trump) A. Stay strong! 🥰
So that you know, i cried my eyes out once again for Lynx. It will get eventually better tho. Time heals. I really hope he is healthy whenever he is
I love how strong you are Lydia, you’re such a beautiful light in this world. My kitty came home 💕 and I have hope for everything. 🌻 sending lots of love.
Hi Lydia - I never comment but I have been heartbroken for you and Ali over Lynx. I actually told my family about him and they ask me almost daily if there have been any updates. Those paintings are absolutely beautiful and made me cry. I can see and feel your pain and never apologize for being real. Sometimes it's one of those days, but don't lose hope. Love from NY.
I have serious skin envy watching you do your make up in this! Honestly, your skin is unreal.
So sorry about Lynx. Hope he comes back to you both. :)
You made me cry for you 😘 I’m so sad for you’re loss of Lynx,I’ve two fur babies and I’d be devastated if anything happened to them xx
WOW! Lydia & Ali! I love beautiful painting of the two cats!!
I must say, even though you constantly apologise for showing us a more emotional you, it feels good to see you being authentic. In my opinion you should not feel sorry for being human. Yes your job consists in creating content, but as someone who has been following you for several years now (and I assume I’m not the only one) I’ve never seen that side of you, and I enjoy it. I mean I don’t enjoy seeing you crying - obviously - more that you’re allowing yourself to be human. Keep strong 💗 Always a thought for Lynx.
OMG, what a tear jerker I was so sad and happy at the same time this video really hit my heart, cuz I too, am a cat lover and I would not know what to do if something would happen to my Baxter. The art work is beautiful, I love them and where they are placed to is so perfect, since your office is downstairs where they'd be seen a lot. Thanks, for a wonderful video Lydia. I truly, enjoy watching. Peace
Please don’t apologise for talking about Lynx.i cried watching this video,I sooooo hope he comes home 💖😘
Love the portraits, I was watching you guys unwrapping them with tears in my eyes, praying he will walk in the door, god bless . Xx
I realised how much i loved my cat when i lost her for one full day. She was my first cat, she came to China with me and was my only companion until i settled my life here...she is an expat cat lol i lost her and my world shut down for one day, couldnt stop crying like a baby but i was lycky to find her the next day. You would say cats are so independent and do their own thing, but a pet is a family member so they are loved and treasured.
The painting looks amazing. It breaks my heart seeing you this broken. Ofc I don´t blame you. I think it´s strong of you to show your emotions. Regarding the bags I think you should keep the big one, super beautiful 😘
Grief - I have found that as time passes, you no longer wear your heart on your sleeve but carry it in your pocket. The light and laughter do come back in to your life, but you still feel deeply sad when you remember what happened. There is no timeline and it's different for everyone. I'm still grieving my beautiful golden retriever 28 years later because the reason we lost him is so painful. Hugs to you both xx
Praying for you both hope you find your cat , just b there for each other peace and big hugs for you both 💗
That underwear is GOURGOUS!! Totally recognize the problems that you mentioned! Congrats on such a cool partnership!
Hope for a safe return for Lynx!❤️
Also that is so thoughtful of allie to get paintings done if lynx and lumi!!!
My pets are like my children too. I cried just watching you. I can’t even imagine…☹️☹️