"... whatever the body is going through right now is exactly what it needs to be going through. However it feels right now is exactly how it needs to feel. And there's not problem with it - it makes total sense." wonderful hearing this and too rare to hear this message communicated ... so simple and sensible
As a person that experienced endless failures, it's not that bad. The fear of failure is a lot worst. Sometimes, the pursuit of a dream brings us more value than the dream itself.
I love how you express the nuances, the nooks and crannies of these stories, feelings and realisations, Celina. Even if I don’t relate fully to each situation, I really relate to the back and forth, the seeing things clearly on the 10th time and it just being a hard boundary etc. It’s so useful to see where I’m at and where I’m not.
It can be said, the fear of death became the catalyst, igniting a search for truth… in that search… I fell in love with reality and in that love reality absorbed me. it was then reveal there was nothing to search for, nothing to find, no one to teach and nothing to learn. .. This that is not “this”always has been timelessly present.
I think it's the drive to service, to share, to be a leader (nobility) higher service to God.. will eventually fade away.. and you'll just flow without needing to find a meaning for self..
Thank you both of you for another beautiful conversation, for your raw and honest sharing. It is very valuable, I feel. Love and blessings to you eternally.
Hi beautiful Celina, thank you for your sincere vulnerability. It makes you more beautiful than you will ever be able to comprehend 😁In my mind, i keep you close to my heart and i wish you take good care of yourself.
Lately where becomes the when and how for me. Would be curious to hear your takes on this Suzanne. Always time well spent with you all. From deep dives to everything and nothing. Great to just be and breathe for some time. Thank you!
That was interesting to hear that Suzanne could be working a regular 9-5 job. It kind of made me feel more secure that maybe I have a chance of letting go of all of that stuff and still be able to make a living... I feel safer in that. That it's still possible. Because one of my biggest fears was that if I dissolve then I will not be able to work. How will the body survive then in the world? But maybe life can take care of itself. I certainly hope so.
I used to have that fear too. But it becomes clear that you will only ever do what you want to do, and if you are some sort of transient type with no steady employment, it could only be because that is what you want for your life at the most authentic level. And if you don’t want it you won’t do it that way
Life is not in the business of dream-killing. As an agent of life, I'm not going to affirm your decision to give up. If you do keep going, you'll find people who need what you have to say. I did. In my opinion, freedom isn't giving up your desire. Freedom is embodying your desire. If your body needs to run, run. If it needs to rest, rest. If it needs to express - and with fire - become fire. This is effortless action. Be honest with yourself. Do you want to teach now or in the future? You can find the answer in the same way a gardener gauges a tree's desire to bear fruit.
Celina, you are brave to share...just do, or not do. :) the serenity prayer works as well... god grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change and the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. Suzanne, What do you mean being around "people-people" ... ? Are you associating something with non-people, borrowed NPCs, or something else?
I really appreciate your humility, Suzanne. Pls tell, how does "the person" reside in internal peace? I totally get there's no person, nothing to do and that one's true nature is peace. However, it appears sometimes here, that the "person" is frustrated and/or agitated and that seems to overshadow any peace; other times not so. Feeling confused. Is that just the way this is?
@cleestacy I always look forward to you speaking, I even skip to the parts of the video to see where you are! You have a very real, natural way of articulating your experiences. I truly hope you continue to share and express yourself. Your voice is very much appreciated and needed !! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
ADHD isn’t really what? Can’t hear the crucial descriptor in the sentence… I too am like you both, so I’m curious… and I’ve worn the ADHD label in many states of “mind” about it, from feeling handicapped to gifted, because of “being” ADHD… I also discovered I’m a 5/2 in my Human Design and that Explained so much, including the supposed ADHD! 😂 Is it that simple? I am who I am, no more labels? Whether that’s ADHD, or a Teacher/Instructor/Leader… put those labels down? Done that, to some degree, really, truly… and though it’s not perceived as a “backlash” any more, there’s still an awareness of the cost… mainly to the perceived “me”…
Oh geez…”just this illusionary thing in the future that I’m not getting to and it’s just another thing I thought would make me happy”… 😅 no escape from the System! 😂 BahHaaaa! And then there’s THAT! No escape! 😂😂😂
Funny when someone doesn’t think they are a “teacher”, but you learn so much from them.
"... whatever the body is going through right now is exactly what it needs to be going through. However it feels right now is exactly how it needs to feel. And there's not problem with it - it makes total sense."
wonderful hearing this and too rare to hear this message communicated ... so simple and sensible
As a person that experienced endless failures, it's not that bad. The fear of failure is a lot worst. Sometimes, the pursuit of a dream brings us more value than the dream itself.
Thank you. ❤
I love how you express the nuances, the nooks and crannies of these stories, feelings and realisations, Celina. Even if I don’t relate fully to each situation, I really relate to the back and forth, the seeing things clearly on the 10th time and it just being a hard boundary etc. It’s so useful to see where I’m at and where I’m not.
Celina, I love how raw and open and clear you are. I can relate to a lot of what you said.
It can be said, the fear of death became the catalyst, igniting a search for truth… in that search… I fell in love with reality and in that love reality absorbed me.
it was then reveal there was nothing to search for, nothing to find, no one to teach and nothing to learn. .. This that is not “this”always has been timelessly present.
I think it's the drive to service, to share, to be a leader (nobility) higher service to God.. will eventually fade away.. and you'll just flow without needing to find a meaning for self..
Thank you both of you for another beautiful conversation, for your raw and honest sharing. It is very valuable, I feel. Love and blessings to you eternally.
Hi beautiful Celina, thank you for your sincere vulnerability. It makes you more beautiful than you will ever be able to comprehend 😁In my mind, i keep you close to my heart and i wish you take good care of yourself.
I love the distinction between a description in the moment and "teaching".
Thanks for talking about the things!
Sometimes you gotta chase the dream til it diiiieeeessss
Thank you❤ Celina was beautiful to listen, i. 50 years old and feel the same as you about teaching...
Lately where becomes the when and how for me. Would be curious to hear your takes on this Suzanne. Always time well spent with you all. From deep dives to everything and nothing. Great to just be and breathe for some time. Thank you!
This tiny ant feeling appreciation
Thank you for this. resonate with me
Just people getting really honest with themselves. Cool!
That was interesting to hear that Suzanne could be working a regular 9-5 job. It kind of made me feel more secure that maybe I have a chance of letting go of all of that stuff and still be able to make a living... I feel safer in that. That it's still possible. Because one of my biggest fears was that if I dissolve then I will not be able to work. How will the body survive then in the world? But maybe life can take care of itself. I certainly hope so.
I used to have that fear too. But it becomes clear that you will only ever do what you want to do, and if you are some sort of transient type with no steady employment, it could only be because that is what you want for your life at the most authentic level. And if you don’t want it you won’t do it that way
This is a really beautifully honest dialogue. deeper stage embodiment 🐒💜🌊
that algorithm comment, hilarious.
Thanks Sweet Pea.
My journey seem to be going the other way. The last thing I want to do is to be a teacher but it feels that's the way life is taking me.
Life is not in the business of dream-killing. As an agent of life, I'm not going to affirm your decision to give up. If you do keep going, you'll find people who need what you have to say. I did. In my opinion, freedom isn't giving up your desire. Freedom is embodying your desire. If your body needs to run, run. If it needs to rest, rest. If it needs to express - and with fire - become fire. This is effortless action. Be honest with yourself. Do you want to teach now or in the future? You can find the answer in the same way a gardener gauges a tree's desire to bear fruit.
We love Celina 🙌♥️
Yes we dooo!!!❤❤❤
Celina, you are brave to share...just do, or not do. :) the serenity prayer works as well...
god grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change and the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
Suzanne,
What do you mean being around "people-people" ... ? Are you associating something with non-people, borrowed NPCs, or something else?
This looks like a therapy session.
Ummm I feel like I’m watching a private conversation. Not sure if the context.
I really appreciate your humility, Suzanne. Pls tell, how does "the person" reside in internal peace? I totally get there's no person, nothing to do and that one's true nature is peace. However, it appears sometimes here, that the "person" is frustrated and/or agitated and that seems to overshadow any peace; other times not so. Feeling confused. Is that just the way this is?
as long as there is a person, there'll be agitation and frustration
How did you free your mind ? Meditation?
What?
Where's Clee? I miss her talking ❤
🥹 this makes me so happy x
@cleestacy I always look forward to you speaking, I even skip to the parts of the video to see where you are! You have a very real, natural way of articulating your experiences. I truly hope you continue to share and express yourself. Your voice is very much appreciated and needed !! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
What are we looking at?
Celina, you don't know how much you teach by not teaching.
1000% agreed❤😊
1:00 cause you were probably hot and intuitive (Dark-Femenine) His Nemesis
ADHD isn’t really what? Can’t hear the crucial descriptor in the sentence… I too am like you both, so I’m curious… and I’ve worn the ADHD label in many states of “mind” about it, from feeling handicapped to gifted, because of “being” ADHD… I also discovered I’m a 5/2 in my Human Design and that Explained so much, including the supposed ADHD! 😂 Is it that simple? I am who I am, no more labels? Whether that’s ADHD, or a Teacher/Instructor/Leader… put those labels down? Done that, to some degree, really, truly… and though it’s not perceived as a “backlash” any more, there’s still an awareness of the cost… mainly to the perceived “me”…
Oh geez…”just this illusionary thing in the future that I’m not getting to and it’s just another thing I thought would make me happy”… 😅 no escape from the System! 😂 BahHaaaa! And then there’s THAT! No escape! 😂😂😂
What exactly would she teach? Teach about not teaching?
Lately these uploads have been therapy sessions. This is not anything like what Suzanne started trying to say.
How do you know what Suzanne is trying to say? If Suzanne doesn’t know, moment to moment, how can you? Genuinely curious
@@cleestacy I don't
On Day 1130 of Semen Retention. Infinity more to go.
Wow! If I hear an explosion I'll know what happened 😮
@ravanti5780 this was crazy funny.
All the philosophers in history are all wrong, you Suzanne are right?
this is not about any philosophy but about recognizing REALITY ... .
Wrong about what exactly...?
There’s no Suzanne?
@@ptanji first there is Suzanne then there is no Suzanne then there is . ... oh Juanita !
korean skin is korean skin after all🫶