this film was so un-hollywood and that´s why it´s great. the pace of the acting makes it feel so real and natural, almost like watching two people as they fall inlove in real time. no stupid drama , no bitter ending, no monumental fights. great work
These two women had the best chemistry. I have watched this a dozen times now, and Everytime, I'm left happy and smiling. And the song that plays throughout the music is so ethereal and beautiful.
It's such a lovely simple film, I've watch it on numerous occasions and I never get bored of it. No one asks about sexuality, it's just a simple love story between two women, who I think liked each other way back but we're unsure of each other... Lovely film!!
I agree with almost everything you say. I too have watched the film a few times, it feels so real and natural which prevents it from being or becoming boring. That said, this last time I watched it, this morning while Keira was still sleeping, I froze the TV on the page from Ainsley’s high school journal. She writes that Sophie is a goddess, wonders if Sophie will ever know her name, and writes that she’s interesting because Ainsley can’t quite figure out if high school is everything to Sophie, or just passing through. From this I figured that Ainsley certainly knew of her, but maybe was always too nervous about trying to make friends with her. That brings me up to some critical comments… I would like to have seen some indication that Ainsley knew, or didn’t know, that Sophie was into women. I think as a viewer I needed to understand that. There was a bit of a pause with Ainsley when Sophie asked her to kiss her. That would have been the time to include some dialog about Sophie’s sexuality. Or even some past information about her knowing Sophie’s preferences. Some scenes felt like they could have gone longer. I think some pillow talk would have been nice as well. It makes me wonder how much film was left on the cutting room floor (or inside the computer 😉) I loved the father in the movie. Just the right amount of “older cool”, and complete acceptance of his child. The mother was rather typical though. I would put her age in her 50’s, and because my own parents are much older, and haven’t changed that much from their late 1960’s style, the mom made me ponder about the moment in a person’s life when they decide to be old. Her hairstyle, her glasses, even her bridge-club attitudes had me thinking that she’s 20 years younger than my mother, but my mother is still a flower child. When did Ainsley’s mom decide to carry herself as someone from the 1950’s? (Just my opinion) Lastly, since it was a super low budget film it might not have been doable to have a postscript about what happened in the coming weeks; did a long term relationship begin, did Ainsley return to NYC for good, or to just pack up her apartment and return? Did her dad get the job after the holidays? As you can see, this small film had me asking questions and wondering about things in the world Alexandra created. She is such a talent, I hope she’s keeping busy with new projects. If this is the first Alexandra film you’ve seen you have to watch “spring” with Alexandra and Emma Maddock (another great), and LA Web Series, the best web series I’ve ever seen, and I’ve seen it 4 times (!) I so want another season! Does anyone know if Ms Swarens did any interviews about this movie? I’d love to get inside her head to learn her motivations and what she thought she would accomplish with “City of Trees”.. ❤️👏🏻👏🏻
@@juliahartley-barnes975 wonderful opinión. I think must to see again the movie, sometimes looks boring, but it's simple like our life. This movie has not spanish subtitles and i guessed it, but this way i practice English. Blessings to You. Greetings from México.
@@minervasilva4624 you certainly write English well enough 😉 so yea, watch it again. If I were not a fan of Ms Swarens I might not have made it through the whole movie, but knowing how she works, and having seen both girls in LA Web Series, I totally enjoyed the movie. If Ms Swarens stays in the business I know someday someone will hire her to direct and star in a good-sized budget film. It would be wonderful I’m sure. Thanks for reading 🙏🏼✌️
@@juliahartley-barnes975 Interesting takes by you. Maybe my take is going to be a bit different on some things but that is in no way a critique of anyone. Everyone gets different things from works of art, which "City of Trees" absolutely is, in my humble opinion! First of all a shout out to the excellent cast, particularly Alexandra Swarens and Olivia Buckle. They both were outstanding! Swarens creates so much with so little it seems to me. I almost think a huge budget would be wasted on her talents (though I am sure she would disagree :)). She just goes to the Dollar Store/Target or places like that and buys the littliest things - that have a huge impact. When Ainsley brings all the stuff to Sophies Dad's grave, I mean, that stuff was probably less than 20 bucks. But it helped create a powerfull scene nonetheless. She has stuff like that all through the film. That's because the emphasis is always on the characters in a Swarens production. Their actions and reactions. Their fears, their hopes and dreams. The human condition is examined. And it's examined in a new refreshing way that I've not seen before. She makes you piece together things simply by watching the actors reactions to events. While other filmakers do this too, Swarens cuts the film together in a way that makes sense later, but at first you are lost. She weaves together a road that makes perfect sense, but it only does so when you get to the end of it. People are full of imperfections and Swarens is a master of capturing and examining those imperfections.There are also pauses in dialog that probably would drive hollywood directors/screenwriters insane, but I love it! I think she has invented a NEW type of pause. I'm calling it the Swarens pause! I found it interesting that you say you missed the writing in Ainsley's notebook - expressing her love for Sophie in High School. I thought that was a huge part of the film. It further burdened Ainsley. Not only was she was super shy in school, but she also had a huge crush on Sophie. That was key to me and added to the awkward early encounters with Sophie. The crux of the Film is Ainsley's fear of her past High School days and her perceived failure there. That is compounded with the failure of her unexpressed love of Sophie, which creates so much more tension in the the film until the end when Ainsley finally comes to terms with her (perceived) failures. Regarding Sophie's sexuality, remember it was Sophie who continued to pursue Ainsley - though in a subtle way I thought - early on. However when Sophie asked Ainsley to get some coffee, I think Ainsley knew then that there was something there. Even the first time through (watching the film) there was no doubt in my mind that Sophie had a crush on Ainsley after that scene. But even earlier in the film I saw Sophies interest in Ainsley - but was not sure. When Sophie asked Ainsley to kiss her, all bets were off for me at that point. It was on. I needed no further explaination. And I think that also added to the surprise of that scene. Was anyone expecting that? Not me. But Swarens is never going to hand anyone anything on a platter. She is super good that way. She explains nothing most of the time. And I find that to be exhilerating filmaking! Quite a cut above the usual Hollywood fare. All of Swaren's screenplays that I have seen so far are so well thought out. She is a brilliant filmaker. I can't wait to see what is next!
The down to earth content of this film was pleasantly amazing. This was not just a holiday story, it was an everyday type of story. Nurturing, one to another, is one of life's most special nuances.
"People ask you your job right off the bat so they can calculate how much respect to give you." Felt thatttttt, this is a really great film, loved it start to finish. 👏
Took the words right out of my mouth. It’s so true, isn’t it? Hell, I believe I’m guilty of that behavior myself. Logically I know it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things, but it happens.
It's so rare for a movie to be shot so honestly, vulnerably, and truthfully. There are so many beautiful moments: with her family, how things have changed since high school, and the pain of doubting yourself. This movie is so well done that I almost feel like I'm intruding on watching beautiful moments. It's one of my go-to movies when I'm not feeling great - I love how it feels like real life, and nature is a big part of it. Alexandra creates pieces like this in general, and her acting is so methodical that you really lose yourself in watching. This is what art is about - making people think, reflect, change their stories, and paths. And my straight friends love it so much too :)
100% agreed with every words of yours. I'm just watching it right now, it's so cozy, comfy...something I can relate to really easily. Helps me arrange my thought while watching it...making me smile too.
This movie touched me very much ,because it showed how BEAUTIFUL love between two women can be. Loving somebody with all your heart can never be wrong........ :-)
This movie seemed so intimate and emotionally raw, I felt that I was invading their privacy. I can honestly say I was smiling the whole 1 hour and 27 minutes while looking at the screen 👏
this is really such a good movie, it's so acting, cinematography and dialogs are all so organic, I felt like I was actually peeking at real people's lives, I just know that I will be coming back to watch it over and over again.
I could watch this movie over and over again (already kinda did). Alexandra and Olivia are so cute together. They really depict something that feels so real. Their characters are awkward but that’s also how most first stages of a relationship are. It’s such a heart warming movie that deserves more recognition. Also love that they did looking for her together. I hope they’re good friends irl.
@@Eric-zt8ocrespectfully, that makes no sense. Being lesbian or bi has nothing to do with what you wear during sex or hair length. And sexuality isn't something you get to choose for others. But thank you for your comment! I wish you more education in the near future!
this is what happiest season and even straight Christmas romance films aspire to be it was very well done. Would def recommend it to friends and family and even strangers.
I so loved the girl with the light hair. The chemistry between them was so undeniable that she asked for kiss. If you never ask for what you want, you'll never know. Being curious is a waste of time. Kudos to the girl who asked for what she so patiently wanted. I think she didn't mind the immediate response (the kiss) and the ultimate bliss.
I should’ve know they did a movie together before “Looking For Her”. They have the best chemistry. Nothing seems forced, just so natural. Clearly they need to keep acting together. ❤
Thank you for this masterpiece. From start to an end it was perfect. Directing writing acting also music was so great. Love to see that you can make full movie with same sensibility and realness like your shorts ones. This really touch me deeply in my soul.
It's been two months and I'm not over it. Alexandra really does have a way with writing and directing.. the whole package. Someone give her all the money to make more like this.
I´ve just seen City of Trees in the TH-cam; the film was a very good surprise and, when it ended, I felt like watching it again. All the actors are great and so is everything else in the film. Dialogues seem very natural and so the way the whole story develops. Many thanks to all who took part in the project - you all did a very good job indeed!
i am so glad to have stumbled upon the trailer for 'looking for her' and consequently stumbling upon this wonderful film. wonderful writing, acting, and music. this film instantly became my favorite holiday sapphic movie. it is so raw, intimate, and delicate. it truly felt like i was invading their privacy, like a lovebug on one of the branches of the trees witnessing two women fall in love. i honestly can't put into words how this film made me feel. it just so BEAUTIFUL. it's instantly gonna be one of my comfort and favorite holiday sapphic movie which i will religiously watch every holiday now 😭❤️
Omg i love it so much. I’m so glad that this movie came up in my recommendations. I haven’t seen such a great lgbt movie for a long time. Amazing work and very talented actors and actresses
This movie’s been on my list for a bit! I’m kicking myself I didn’t watch it sooner!! Unfortunately, I recently just discovered Alexandra Swarens!! She’s an amazing actress for making the audience feel the emotion’s she is portraying on screen! It is rare for me to physically come to tears at times and only a handful of actresses move me in this way. Naturally I’ve spun into this deep dive of Alexandra Swarens!! Apparently, I’ve been living under a large f’ckin’ boulder! THIS IS MY P.A. Everyone, she is kind of a big deal, to me anyhow, and she should be to you and our community! Seriously, is anybody else mesmerized w/ literally everything Alexandra Swarens is involved with!? She has stared in/written/created/Directed/produced, even assisted on set just because (The fortnight, behind the scenes). Alexandra Swarens please do not stop what you are doing! ❤️
this is really cute! I absolutely loved it ! I liked the progression how there was some awkwardness and tension and then they became more comfortable with each other and vibed. Very realistic. Thank you for this film
In terms of actual content and quality of the content, there won't be another Christmas movie this year that will even match it's levels! This felt so honest and I have been in the exact frame of mind and state, like Alexandra's! What an amazing film!
Its still Thursday in Soweto South Africa. And four hours later after I watched the movie for the first time, I'm on my second time around. Love everything about it 💕💕💕 I love every word said. There is just that poignant nuance that makes it seem like love has finally arrived home.
Such a good movie. I loved every part of it. I love the reactions Sophie had to Ainsley because you could tell she was remembering everything differently. But when you’re in your own head it’s hard to see that someone else could have a different perspective and recollection of things. I like seeing Ainsley find out she’s wrong and Sophie figuring out how to communicate when things feel closed off. I liked the conversation by the fire. I liked all the conversations in the movie actually. It was nice and had a great flow/openness to them. I like the talk of self sabotage because we can do that so easily with the way things have gone from our perspective. It’s hard to see a way out of that mindset. It can become so ingrained and it takes talking about how we feel or perceive things to change it.
Thank you. What a great film about genuine people and natural relationships between them. So simple, so true and so human. Miss this kind of films, love it. 💛
Someone suggested this film and I can't be more grateful. This is an amazing love story that had me glued to it because it is so beautiful written, directed and performed. This a story everyone should watch. Those who haven't watched it has no idea what they are missing, A truly awesome work of art. I felt like I was a part of it.
Very beautiful story... I love the father-daughter conversation. I wish 🥺 my dad's here to talk to me like that as well... With all the adversities at work and life 😭. Oh I miss my dad so much
Thankyou for putting this on youtube.. I was looking for it was not able to find a way to watch it over here in India... Great work by all..! I am in love with everything in and about the movie
I really like Alexandra Swarens’s writing. Dialogue is never obvious or on-the-nose. I loved the scene with Dad around 1:08:00 - “You keep looking back and bumming yourself out with stuff from the past. You can’t do anything about that. Just take this day and go forward.” Boy, if ever anything resonated more for me.
this felt so intimate! i loved loved loved how raw and realistic the whole movie felt. as if we were glimpsing into their lives for a small moment un time. the chemistry was tangibleee between the leads!!! i fully gasped when she said 'i want you to kiss me' butterflieessssssss what i wish i saw more of tho was a backstory of if sophie had feelings for ainsley back then too or if it was just since she came back
I love this movie so much, it's so sweet and way too relatable. Alexandra is an amazing writer/producer/acrtress... so hard not to crush a little on her 😂
It was posted a year ago, but I just came across it in a movie search and I really enjoyed it. I was very glad Ainsley and Sophie where together by the end, so many LGBT movies end in tragedy or sorrow. When I was young, from a child through young adulthood, I always felt I had to have my career aspect laid out and working perfect because inside, though due to a childhood of pain and blood, out side of my career I was a hollow being with a shelf full of masks I wore for whatever public face I needed. Whenever work wet bad for me, it hit hard because I had nothing to fall back on. Therapy helped immensely when I was older. But I could understand somewhat how Ainsley felt and was glad that she had family to fall back on that seems to me helped her to open up to Sophie. It is a very thought provoking movie and I think we'll made. Congratulations and thank you for giving of your time and energy for our benefit! 😁
For the past few years I tend to come back to watch this movie every so often. Idk, it’s one of the few movies since being an adult (I’m 34) that I actually want to watch more than once. An absolute testament to the entire production. Protect Alexandra at all costs, haha.
I watched it three times.. after I suddenly found it in my suggestion.. maybe because I have been jobless for the past 8 months .. It has hit me more..
Cute. There's something very real about the writing in this movie. The dialogues seem so raw, the sort that would actually happen in real life. (That Toyland song was a test of patience, of course, but other than that - lovely movie.)
This movie is really good! My hyperactive mind already imagined how the story would be perfect for a series, preferably transiting between the past and the present! I'm in love!
First time I watched this movie and I found it sooo great (don’t know why I didn’t watch it earlier…). I liked storyline, atmosphere, characters, acting, OST, I liked everything in this movie actually !!! It is a well depicted/portrayed slice of life with good/real characters you feel close to. Chemistry of FL couple is amazing ! I actually really appreciate Alexandra Swarens works. It is always authentic and simple (I mean « simple » in the good way). And I’m really looking forward to seing her upcoming projects, she is so damn talented !
Thanks a lot for uploading this movie. I love Alexandra a lot. She is so talented. She has a pure soul. She is a great human being and she is so kind & humble. I love everything about her. Her smile is very sweet and adorable. Every time I saw her smiling, I became so much happy...like my heart feels a kind of peace while I see her smiling. I wish I could meet her one day. She is a genuine person I love her , I love her so so much ❤️❤️❤️.
@@arglefargle123 What do you mean by that ? I didn't do anything. I just love her and there's nothing wrong to love her. I'm not dangerous to her and I'll never do anything that'll harm her. The person I love, I always take care of them.
@@markrowe8824 No, I am not a stalker...and Alexandra doesn't use any social media. I posted the long messages coz I like her and strongly appreciate her works, she is so talented. She is a very good person and that's the fact which makes me love her so much.. that's all,nothing else....And it's true that I like to know stuffs about her ( that's available on the internet), coz getting to know her is awesome as she is a very kind-hearted person.
I'm over 40-years straight man and i am overwhelmed by the movie!! Chemistry is absolutely stunningly beatiful between Olivia and Alexandra throughout the movie. Perharps the best lovestory in cinemas i've seen. I was so stunningly happy because Ainsley and Sophie discovers eachothers and fell in so beatiful love. If you like love lovestories, this is must see movie for all!!
@@Flagellator Ainsley is the other leading character in the film. Played by Alexandra Swarens. Sophie is the other leading character. Played by Olivia Buckle. ...And their chemistry in the movie❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ SO BEATIFUL AND SWEET!!❤️ If you like good lovestories, must see... If you like wlw movies, must see RIGHTAWAY AND AGAIN AND AGAIN❤️❤️
This movie was something classic piece af Art... A woman goes back to her hometown for the holidays for the first time in several years and she is not only met with people from her past, but she’s forced to deal with unresolved feelings too. The story reveals in what shapes a person-including everything from their past, their family, their loss, their regrets and their inhibitions. It is insightful, yet subtle, and sprinkled with love from different angles , The dialogues and the way the movie was shot feels raw and draws you in it's almost like you’re watching someone’s home video. There is no drama added for the sake of it, no grand gestures, no fancy special effects, nor fake sentiments. The family dynamic feels genuine and all the characters are relatable and they fumble in their own ways. Watching this movie is like being invited over to a nice family dinner; it is very homey, satisfying, and heart-warming love story 🏳️🌈🌈 ❤
I never get tired of watching this. I remember having this tension with potential love interests but not following through . I wish one of us would have broken the ice and said "i want you to kiss me".
Great movie. I loved everything about it. The characters, the love story, it all felt so intimate. The talk with the dad was wonderful. The two girls are lovely, I'm in love with them. Great chemistry, they were really really cute together. 👏👏👏 Also Ainsley troubles with her past was very well developed. Beautiful ❤️
I like her mom doing shopping lol. She is happy about every single thing she buys and that makes me also happy for some reason lol. Amazing movie. Love it and I keep coming back.
Beautiful movie, I loved it! Things that never fail in this film: love, simplicity, cold hands, coffee and beer :) Thanks a lot for uploading, greetings from Argentina.
This film feels so surreal. I love the chemistry of the actors and how sweet the bond of the family is. This is really relatable and I'm gonna also have to mention these 1:20:02 So what it's a job, people lose them everyday 1:20:31 I don't know people ask you your job right off the bat so they can calculate how much respect to 1:20:44 yeah no no one has everything figured out and if they think they do they're lying to themselves (this hits)
Esta película es increíblemente profunda, simple y real. Lograr que la vida misma atraviese la pantalla, no es sencillo. Y Alexandra lo logra de modo magistral, emocionante, manejando los diálogos con las palabras necesarias, sin bla bla bla. La recomiendo y si pueden, veanla más de una vez.. vale la pena..
I am really touched - havn‘t Seen Something so pure and raw and emotional and honest while realistic since quite some time…awesome music on top - merci bien!
This is gorgeous!!! At first I was reluctant to watching now it's beautiful : the coffee scene kills me...the dialogue about the trees hihihihihi... Needless to say amazing stuff!!!
I love these two gals energy....it's so so good. And I've watched their first kiss an embarrassing amount of times. Hahaha I really love this films realism. In love with both these characters. I guess that's it.
Eu sou simplesmente apaixonada nessas produções!! Eu não paro de repetir o filme várias vezes e indico a todos os amigo. Perfeito trabalho a todos os envolvidos!!🇧🇷🇧🇷🥰🥰🥰
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Glad I stumbled upon this. I love Olivia and Alexandra together in "Looking for Her". They have a genuine chemistry.
Are they like together in rl?
@@justineee8165 No, Olivia is married to someone else
@@daxwave did they used to be together irl?
Looking gor her is absolutely amazing❤ love it❤❤❤
@@Iosifidouunah, both women are straight IRL
this film was so un-hollywood and that´s why it´s great. the pace of the acting makes it feel so real and natural, almost like watching two people as they fall inlove in real time. no stupid drama , no bitter ending, no monumental fights. great work
Pace of acting and dialogues are true credit to the creator such genuine quality of work awesome
thats how I feel about their mini series. I love her as Avery in it
I love it, it feels realistic and relatable
Whats's the series callled?@Lenethe420Fein
They didn't fall in love
Since first watching I've dipped into this film so many times. I just love the raw simplicity of this beautiful love story
Then you'll like "Looking For Her" with the same actress.
Me too.This is such a master piece.💘
I also recommend "looking for her"to those who are looking for a "worth it" thing.
Cómo se llama como la encuentro e español x q en inglés no le entiendo
It's not a love story. It's lust and desperation. The characters just haven't found Mr. Right yet
These two women had the best chemistry. I have watched this a dozen times now, and Everytime, I'm left happy and smiling. And the song that plays throughout the music is so ethereal and beautiful.
Hi
It's such a lovely simple film, I've watch it on numerous occasions and I never get bored of it. No one asks about sexuality, it's just a simple love story between two women, who I think liked each other way back but we're unsure of each other... Lovely film!!
I agree with almost everything you say. I too have watched the film a few times, it feels so real and natural which prevents it from being or becoming boring.
That said, this last time I watched it, this morning while Keira was still sleeping, I froze the TV on the page from Ainsley’s high school journal. She writes that Sophie is a goddess, wonders if Sophie will ever know her name, and writes that she’s interesting because Ainsley can’t quite figure out if high school is everything to Sophie, or just passing through. From this I figured that Ainsley certainly knew of her, but maybe was always too nervous about trying to make friends with her.
That brings me up to some critical comments… I would like to have seen some indication that Ainsley knew, or didn’t know, that Sophie was into women. I think as a viewer I needed to understand that.
There was a bit of a pause with Ainsley when Sophie asked her to kiss her. That would have been the time to include some dialog about Sophie’s sexuality. Or even some past information about her knowing Sophie’s preferences.
Some scenes felt like they could have gone longer. I think some pillow talk would have been nice as well. It makes me wonder how much film was left on the cutting room floor (or inside the computer 😉)
I loved the father in the movie. Just the right amount of “older cool”, and complete acceptance of his child.
The mother was rather typical though. I would put her age in her 50’s, and because my own parents are much older, and haven’t changed that much from their late 1960’s style, the mom made me ponder about the moment in a person’s life when they decide to be old. Her hairstyle, her glasses, even her bridge-club attitudes had me thinking that she’s 20 years younger than my mother, but my mother is still a flower child. When did Ainsley’s mom decide to carry herself as someone from the 1950’s? (Just my opinion)
Lastly, since it was a super low budget film it might not have been doable to have a postscript about what happened in the coming weeks; did a long term relationship begin, did Ainsley return to NYC for good, or to just pack up her apartment and return? Did her dad get the job after the holidays?
As you can see, this small film had me asking questions and wondering about things in the world Alexandra created. She is such a talent, I hope she’s keeping busy with new projects.
If this is the first Alexandra film you’ve seen you have to watch “spring” with Alexandra and Emma Maddock (another great), and LA Web Series, the best web series I’ve ever seen, and I’ve seen it 4 times (!) I so want another season!
Does anyone know if Ms Swarens did any interviews about this movie? I’d love to get inside her head to learn her motivations and what she thought she would accomplish with “City of Trees”.. ❤️👏🏻👏🏻
@@juliahartley-barnes975 wonderful opinión. I think must to see again the movie, sometimes looks boring, but it's simple like our life. This movie has not spanish subtitles and i guessed it, but this way i practice English.
Blessings to You.
Greetings from México.
@@minervasilva4624 you certainly write English well enough 😉 so yea, watch it again. If I were not a fan of Ms Swarens I might not have made it through the whole movie, but knowing how she works, and having seen both girls in LA Web Series, I totally enjoyed the movie.
If Ms Swarens stays in the business I know someday someone will hire her to direct and star in a good-sized budget film. It would be wonderful I’m sure. Thanks for reading 🙏🏼✌️
@@juliahartley-barnes975 gracias Julia.
@@juliahartley-barnes975 Interesting takes by you. Maybe my take is going to be a bit different on some things but that is in no way a critique of anyone. Everyone gets different things from works of art, which "City of Trees" absolutely is, in my humble opinion!
First of all a shout out to the excellent cast, particularly Alexandra Swarens and Olivia Buckle. They both were outstanding!
Swarens creates so much with so little it seems to me. I almost think a huge budget would be wasted on her talents (though I am sure she would disagree :)). She just goes to the Dollar Store/Target or places like that and buys the littliest things - that have a huge impact. When Ainsley brings all the stuff to Sophies Dad's grave, I mean, that stuff was probably less than 20 bucks. But it helped create a powerfull scene nonetheless. She has stuff like that all through the film.
That's because the emphasis is always on the characters in a Swarens production. Their actions and reactions. Their fears, their hopes and dreams. The human condition is examined. And it's examined in a new refreshing way that I've not seen before. She makes you piece together things simply by watching the actors reactions to events. While other filmakers do this too, Swarens cuts the film together in a way that makes sense later, but at first you are lost. She weaves together a road that makes perfect sense, but it only does so when you get to the end of it.
People are full of imperfections and Swarens is a master of capturing and examining those imperfections.There are also pauses in dialog that probably would drive hollywood directors/screenwriters insane, but I love it! I think she has invented a NEW type of pause. I'm calling it the Swarens pause!
I found it interesting that you say you missed the writing in Ainsley's notebook - expressing her love for Sophie in High School. I thought that was a huge part of the film. It further burdened Ainsley. Not only was she was super shy in school, but she also had a huge crush on Sophie. That was key to me and added to the awkward early encounters with Sophie. The crux of the Film is Ainsley's fear of her past High School days and her perceived failure there. That is compounded with the failure of her unexpressed love of Sophie, which creates so much more tension in the the film until the end when Ainsley finally comes to terms with her (perceived) failures.
Regarding Sophie's sexuality, remember it was Sophie who continued to pursue Ainsley - though in a subtle way I thought - early on. However when Sophie asked Ainsley to get some coffee, I think Ainsley knew then that there was something there. Even the first time through (watching the film) there was no doubt in my mind that Sophie had a crush on Ainsley after that scene. But even earlier in the film I saw Sophies interest in Ainsley - but was not sure. When Sophie asked Ainsley to kiss her, all bets were off for me at that point. It was on. I needed no further explaination. And I think that also added to the surprise of that scene. Was anyone expecting that? Not me.
But Swarens is never going to hand anyone anything on a platter. She is super good that way. She explains nothing most of the time. And I find that to be exhilerating filmaking! Quite a cut above the usual Hollywood fare.
All of Swaren's screenplays that I have seen so far are so well thought out. She is a brilliant filmaker. I can't wait to see what is next!
This was for sure the most honest and beautiful movie I’ve seen this year. The chemistry is huge between them! 🥰
Excuse mam are u lesbian
These girls remind me of my gf and I. Just sweet pure love and care.
Simple and honest life, no complex drama and amazing casts! Keep creating Alex!
The down to earth content of this film was pleasantly amazing. This was not just a holiday story, it was an everyday type of story. Nurturing, one to another, is one of life's most special nuances.
Everything Alexandra Swarens does is GOLD. As a Writer, Director, Actress. Everything. Thanks for your great work. ❤️
Omggggg I’m soooooo in love with her❤
"People ask you your job right off the bat so they can calculate how much respect to give you." Felt thatttttt, this is a really great film, loved it start to finish. 👏
Took the words right out of my mouth. It’s so true, isn’t it? Hell, I believe I’m guilty of that behavior myself. Logically I know it doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things, but it happens.
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SAD BUT TRUE IN EVERY LEVEL AND EVERY LOCATION
@@gulamelaka77 same here 😥
It's so rare for a movie to be shot so honestly, vulnerably, and truthfully. There are so many beautiful moments: with her family, how things have changed since high school, and the pain of doubting yourself. This movie is so well done that I almost feel like I'm intruding on watching beautiful moments. It's one of my go-to movies when I'm not feeling great - I love how it feels like real life, and nature is a big part of it. Alexandra creates pieces like this in general, and her acting is so methodical that you really lose yourself in watching. This is what art is about - making people think, reflect, change their stories, and paths.
And my straight friends love it so much too :)
100% agreed with every words of yours. I'm just watching it right now, it's so cozy, comfy...something I can relate to really easily. Helps me arrange my thought while watching it...making me smile too.
This movie touched me very much ,because it showed how BEAUTIFUL love between two women can be. Loving somebody with all your heart can never be wrong........ :-)
This movie seemed so intimate and emotionally raw, I felt that I was invading their privacy. I can honestly say I was smiling the whole 1 hour and 27 minutes while looking at the screen 👏
Wow...i was about to say everything you've said..amazing.. same feeling, don't you think?
@@angelatorres6691 I'm glad we're on the same page
@@crossoverepisode9913 yup! And it's amazing
Cool
@@Amal99ify you got it!
as a "bloke", I'm probably not your target audience but I really like this movie and the love story within. 🙂🙂♥️♥️
I could watch two more hours of this. Love it! Great work, everyone!
OMG Alexandra Swarens you're brilliant. Briiliant actress, writer and director. Please write more.
this is really such a good movie, it's so acting, cinematography and dialogs are all so organic, I felt like I was actually peeking at real people's lives, I just know that I will be coming back to watch it over and over again.
I could watch this movie over and over again (already kinda did). Alexandra and Olivia are so cute together. They really depict something that feels so real. Their characters are awkward but that’s also how most first stages of a relationship are. It’s such a heart warming movie that deserves more recognition. Also love that they did looking for her together. I hope they’re good friends irl.
They are friends nothing more. No woman is lesbian or bi
@@Eric-zt8oclol I know many women who are lesbian or bi. Including myself.
@@shannon982 you're not lesbian or bi 😂. That's why one always gets her hair cut short and wears a strap. Every woman is straight
@@Eric-zt8ocrespectfully, that makes no sense. Being lesbian or bi has nothing to do with what you wear during sex or hair length. And sexuality isn't something you get to choose for others. But thank you for your comment! I wish you more education in the near future!
@@shannon982 I wish you were more educated how sexuality works
this is what happiest season and even straight Christmas romance films aspire to be it was very well done. Would def recommend it to friends and family and even strangers.
I so loved the girl with the light hair. The chemistry between them was so undeniable that she asked for kiss. If you never ask for what you want, you'll never know. Being curious is a waste of time. Kudos to the girl who asked for what she so patiently wanted. I think she didn't mind the immediate response (the kiss) and the ultimate bliss.
I should’ve know they did a movie together before “Looking For Her”. They have the best chemistry. Nothing seems forced, just so natural. Clearly they need to keep acting together. ❤
❤ the chemistry between them is undeniable. Their next film takes off even farther. Here is to both of their careers taking off. Love them both.
They find the man of their dreams and start a family. That's perfect
i loved how slowly it goes the romance & personalities were amazingly matching
Thank you for this masterpiece. From start to an end it was perfect. Directing writing acting also music was so great. Love to see that you can make full movie with same sensibility and realness like your shorts ones. This really touch me deeply in my soul.
It's been two months and I'm not over it. Alexandra really does have a way with writing and directing.. the whole package. Someone give her all the money to make more like this.
Right I already watched looking for her more than once and i could watch this over and over again too
I´ve just seen City of Trees in the TH-cam; the film was a very good surprise and, when it ended, I felt like watching it again. All the actors are great and so is everything else in the film. Dialogues seem very natural and so the way the whole story develops. Many thanks to all who took part in the project - you all did a very good job indeed!
That conversation with pop’s on the couch really hit close to home. Thank you ❤
i am so glad to have stumbled upon the trailer for 'looking for her' and consequently stumbling upon this wonderful film. wonderful writing, acting, and music. this film instantly became my favorite holiday sapphic movie. it is so raw, intimate, and delicate. it truly felt like i was invading their privacy, like a lovebug on one of the branches of the trees witnessing two women fall in love. i honestly can't put into words how this film made me feel. it just so BEAUTIFUL. it's instantly gonna be one of my comfort and favorite holiday sapphic movie which i will religiously watch every holiday now 😭❤️
Omg i love it so much. I’m so glad that this movie came up in my recommendations. I haven’t seen such a great lgbt movie for a long time. Amazing work and very talented actors and actresses
This is such a simple movie and yet it's probably one of the best films i've seen this year.
This movie’s been on my list for a bit! I’m kicking myself I didn’t watch it sooner!! Unfortunately, I recently just discovered Alexandra Swarens!! She’s an amazing actress for making the audience feel the emotion’s she is portraying on screen! It is rare for me to physically come to tears at times and only a handful of actresses move me in this way.
Naturally I’ve spun into this deep dive of Alexandra Swarens!! Apparently, I’ve been living under a large f’ckin’ boulder! THIS IS MY P.A. Everyone, she is kind of a big deal, to me anyhow, and she should be to you and our community!
Seriously, is anybody else mesmerized w/ literally everything Alexandra Swarens is involved with!? She has stared in/written/created/Directed/produced, even assisted on set just because (The fortnight, behind the scenes).
Alexandra Swarens please do not stop what you are doing! ❤️
this is really cute! I absolutely loved it ! I liked the progression how there was some awkwardness and tension and then they became more comfortable with each other and vibed. Very realistic. Thank you for this film
In terms of actual content and quality of the content, there won't be another Christmas movie this year that will even match it's levels! This felt so honest and I have been in the exact frame of mind and state, like Alexandra's! What an amazing film!
Its still Thursday in Soweto South Africa. And four hours later after I watched the movie for the first time, I'm on my second time around. Love everything about it 💕💕💕 I love every word said. There is just that poignant nuance that makes it seem like love has finally arrived home.
Gosh those two ladies have such a magnetism together.🤩 Another fabulous movie with such a wonderful cast of characters overall.
Such a good movie. I loved every part of it. I love the reactions Sophie had to Ainsley because you could tell she was remembering everything differently. But when you’re in your own head it’s hard to see that someone else could have a different perspective and recollection of things. I like seeing Ainsley find out she’s wrong and Sophie figuring out how to communicate when things feel closed off. I liked the conversation by the fire. I liked all the conversations in the movie actually. It was nice and had a great flow/openness to them. I like the talk of self sabotage because we can do that so easily with the way things have gone from our perspective. It’s hard to see a way out of that mindset. It can become so ingrained and it takes talking about how we feel or perceive things to change it.
I love the intimacy between Ainsley and Sophie. Everything about this movie I love. It’s so cute and healing. I can’t stop watching it.
Thank you. What a great film about genuine people and natural relationships between them. So simple, so true and so human. Miss this kind of films, love it. 💛
Someone suggested this film and I can't be more grateful. This is an amazing love story that had me glued to it because it is so beautiful written, directed and performed. This a story everyone should watch. Those who haven't watched it has no idea what they are missing, A truly awesome work of art. I felt like I was a part of it.
Very beautiful story... I love the father-daughter conversation. I wish 🥺 my dad's here to talk to me like that as well... With all the adversities at work and life 😭. Oh I miss my dad so much
Good
Same!
I want a sequel 🙃 I loved this so much. I need more of them because their chemistry is amazing
@YUZUTOPFTW6747 watch the movie LOOKING FOR HER
Thankyou for putting this on youtube.. I was looking for it was not able to find a way to watch it over here in India...
Great work by all..! I am in love with everything in and about the movie
I really like Alexandra Swarens’s writing. Dialogue is never obvious or on-the-nose. I loved the scene with Dad around 1:08:00 - “You keep looking back and bumming yourself out with stuff from the past. You can’t do anything about that. Just take this day and go forward.” Boy, if ever anything resonated more for me.
Thank you so much!!! I was looking for it ..... Everything with Alexandra Swarens is beautiful!!! 😍❤️
Yeah you're right. Alexandra Swarens is great. She is a very very beautiful person inside out. Love her a lot ❤️❤️.
Came here after watching 'Looking for Her' MY GOD the chemistry of these two actors is insane!!
this felt so intimate! i loved loved loved how raw and realistic the whole movie felt. as if we were glimpsing into their lives for a small moment un time. the chemistry was tangibleee between the leads!!! i fully gasped when she said 'i want you to kiss me' butterflieessssssss
what i wish i saw more of tho was a backstory of if sophie had feelings for ainsley back then too or if it was just since she came back
What a genuine little gem! It felt raw and awkward in parts, in a good way, and intimate and flowed beautifuly.. Loved it!
I love this movie so much, it's so sweet and way too relatable. Alexandra is an amazing writer/producer/acrtress... so hard not to crush a little on her 😂
It was posted a year ago, but I just came across it in a movie search and I really enjoyed it. I was very glad Ainsley and Sophie where together by the end, so many LGBT movies end in tragedy or sorrow. When I was young, from a child through young adulthood, I always felt I had to have my career aspect laid out and working perfect because inside, though due to a childhood of pain and blood, out side of my career I was a hollow being with a shelf full of masks I wore for whatever public face I needed. Whenever work wet bad for me, it hit hard because I had nothing to fall back on. Therapy helped immensely when I was older. But I could understand somewhat how Ainsley felt and was glad that she had family to fall back on that seems to me helped her to open up to Sophie. It is a very thought provoking movie and I think we'll made. Congratulations and thank you for giving of your time and energy for our benefit! 😁
I loved this movie. So uncanny, the character Ainsley just so looks like one of the few girls who ever broke my heart, 47 years ago.. So beautiful!
I found this movie last holiday season and am glad to have found it again. Hands down one of my favorite films, LGBTQ+ or otherwise. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
For the past few years I tend to come back to watch this movie every so often. Idk, it’s one of the few movies since being an adult (I’m 34) that I actually want to watch more than once.
An absolute testament to the entire production. Protect Alexandra at all costs, haha.
Absolutely love this film.
So real and beautiful and a happy ending as well..
Thank you for posting 🙏💕
This is such a real, intimate, down-to-earth movie. Great chemistry between the two women. 💕
I watched it three times.. after I suddenly found it in my suggestion.. maybe because I have been jobless for the past 8 months .. It has hit me more..
Cute. There's something very real about the writing in this movie. The dialogues seem so raw, the sort that would actually happen in real life. (That Toyland song was a test of patience, of course, but other than that - lovely movie.)
yeah that Toyland song was annoying but I still found myself singing along. 🤔🤔🙂🙂
@@markrowe8824 LOL - I know that mood.
The amount of times I've watched this movie, especially love it during the holidays. It's so warm.
thanks VWP for generously sharing your movie on youtube..love it!
Every year I come back to this flim ...
This movie is really good! My hyperactive mind already imagined how the story would be perfect for a series, preferably transiting between the past and the present! I'm in love!
First time I watched this movie and I found it sooo great (don’t know why I didn’t watch it earlier…).
I liked storyline, atmosphere, characters, acting, OST, I liked everything in this movie actually !!!
It is a well depicted/portrayed slice of life with good/real characters you feel close to. Chemistry of FL couple is amazing !
I actually really appreciate Alexandra Swarens works. It is always authentic and simple (I mean « simple » in the good way). And I’m really looking forward to seing her upcoming projects, she is so damn talented !
Thanks a lot for uploading this movie. I love Alexandra a lot. She is so talented. She has a pure soul. She is a great human being and she is so kind & humble. I love everything about her. Her smile is very sweet and adorable. Every time I saw her smiling, I became so much happy...like my heart feels a kind of peace while I see her smiling. I wish I could meet her one day. She is a genuine person I love her , I love her so so much ❤️❤️❤️.
@@arglefargle123 What do you mean by that ? I didn't do anything. I just love her and there's nothing wrong to love her. I'm not dangerous to her and I'll never do anything that'll harm her. The person I love, I always take care of them.
@@arglefargle123 may be you are a s ick - minded person that's why you thought like that.
@@emmandrarockzzz1687 he might be alluding to the fact that you posted three long comments on the same day, makes you look a bit like a stalker. 🤔🤔😨😨
@@markrowe8824 No, I am not a stalker...and Alexandra doesn't use any social media. I posted the long messages coz I like her and strongly appreciate her works, she is so talented. She is a very good person and that's the fact which makes me love her so much.. that's all,nothing else....And it's true that I like to know stuffs about her ( that's available on the internet), coz getting to know her is awesome as she is a very kind-hearted person.
@@arglefargle123 Let a girl simp, no harm in that!
Really well written script, I loved it. I also loved the honest great performances. And I loved how this movie made me feel overall.
Nome do filme???
I'm over 40-years straight man and i am overwhelmed by the movie!!
Chemistry is absolutely stunningly beatiful between Olivia and Alexandra throughout the movie. Perharps the best lovestory in cinemas i've seen. I was so stunningly happy because Ainsley and Sophie discovers eachothers and fell in so beatiful love.
If you like love lovestories, this is must see movie for all!!
Ainsley and Sophie?
@@Flagellator Ainsley is the other leading character in the film. Played by Alexandra Swarens.
Sophie is the other leading character. Played by Olivia Buckle. ...And their chemistry in the movie❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ SO BEATIFUL AND SWEET!!❤️ If you like good lovestories, must see... If you like wlw movies, must see RIGHTAWAY AND AGAIN AND AGAIN❤️❤️
@@markki-0 Thanks. I'm usually fine with my mental abilities ;) maybe I was overexcited.
Have a nice day!!
@@Flagellator Yeah, I thinks so too ;) Have a nice day you too...
This movie was something classic piece af Art...
A woman goes back to her hometown for the holidays for the first time in several years and she is not only met with people from her past, but she’s forced to deal with unresolved feelings too.
The story reveals in what shapes a person-including everything from their past, their family, their loss, their regrets and their inhibitions.
It is insightful, yet subtle, and sprinkled with love from different angles , The dialogues and the way the movie was shot feels raw and draws you in it's almost like you’re watching someone’s home video.
There is no drama added for the sake of it, no grand gestures, no fancy special effects, nor fake sentiments.
The family dynamic feels genuine and all the characters are relatable and they fumble in their own ways.
Watching this movie is like being invited over to a nice family dinner; it is very homey, satisfying, and heart-warming love story 🏳️🌈🌈 ❤
Alexandra has a gift... Everything she do is a masterpiece... i lobe every movie...Short or long... They all are perfect
I never get tired of watching this. I remember having this tension with potential love interests but not following through . I wish one of us would have broken the ice and said "i want you to kiss me".
Wow ! What a beautiful love story. I just filled with joy and butterflies when they kissed, it was so genuine and gentle 🌈😍😍
Feels so real
@@millicarey257 very real!
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Great movie. I loved everything about it. The characters, the love story, it all felt so intimate. The talk with the dad was wonderful. The two girls are lovely, I'm in love with them. Great chemistry, they were really really cute together. 👏👏👏 Also Ainsley troubles with her past was very well developed. Beautiful ❤️
Recently, Looking for Her and City of Trees have been my comfort movies.
This movie is so wholesome! Loved it dearly! Thank you for sharing ☺️
I like her mom doing shopping lol. She is happy about every single thing she buys and that makes me also happy for some reason lol. Amazing movie. Love it and I keep coming back.
Beautiful movie, I loved it! Things that never fail in this film: love, simplicity, cold hands, coffee and beer :) Thanks a lot for uploading, greetings from Argentina.
This film feels so surreal. I love the chemistry of the actors and how sweet the bond of the family is. This is really relatable and I'm gonna also have to mention these
1:20:02 So what it's a job, people lose them everyday
1:20:31 I don't know people ask you your job right off the bat
so they can calculate how much respect to
1:20:44 yeah no no one has everything figured out and if they think they do they're lying to themselves (this hits)
I love her dad so much. He has such a calming voice.
This was the kind of Christmas soothing romance movie i was expecting from happiest season 😂...this is def waaaaay better
Yes! So true I love Kristen but this is top tier
@@rita9942 specially cuz of the classic Christmas songs
This is SO MUCH BETTER than Happiest Season. I will be watching this film every christmas. Its just so tender and sweet.
watched this for the first time yesterday, i’m already back again
Watching this after looking for her, both movies are really cute. I love these two' chemistry so much
Second viewing….better than the first. It’s like a slow burn and so real.
Simple, touching, realistic, cozy and very relaxing movie 😅 Thank u for this work 👍🏻
Esta película es increíblemente profunda, simple y real. Lograr que la vida misma atraviese la pantalla, no es sencillo. Y Alexandra lo logra de modo magistral, emocionante, manejando los diálogos con las palabras necesarias, sin bla bla bla.
La recomiendo y si pueden, veanla más de una vez.. vale la pena..
Es de lo más natural,parece que sean tus vecinas de al lado.
I didn’t want this movie to endddd
The chemistry between these women is palpable. Again, your artistry is beyond words.❤️🌷
One of my best watch this year. Raw and peace and real along the way. It warms my heart!
Really really nice movie. Everything about this movie is beautiful because it's normal and so real. These two are perfect together.
i wanna thank everyone who commented this because i was conviced by you guys and you're right! the movie realy is lovely
I am really touched - havn‘t Seen Something so pure and raw and emotional and honest while realistic since quite some time…awesome music on top - merci bien!
This is gorgeous!!! At first I was reluctant to watching now it's beautiful : the coffee scene kills me...the dialogue about the trees hihihihihi... Needless to say amazing stuff!!!
I love these two gals energy....it's so so good. And I've watched their first kiss an embarrassing amount of times. Hahaha I really love this films realism. In love with both these characters. I guess that's it.
I bought and watched this several times and loved it, worth every penny 🥰
Hy
Their chemistry is WOW ❤ I love all Alexandra's work
i just love how being queer wasn't the main thing driving plot. it's just two women liking each other and figuring shit out i really like it.
Alexandras smile will make me watch this again.
Ok 👌 I'm going to watch this one once again. Beautiful beautiful it made my Thursday much more perfect!!!
I was so intrigued; that when
THE END appeared.
I was NO WAY , part Two
Love this movie!! You did a fantastic job on this.. So much chemistry happening..
Eu sou simplesmente apaixonada nessas produções!! Eu não paro de repetir o filme várias vezes e indico a todos os amigo. Perfeito trabalho a todos os envolvidos!!🇧🇷🇧🇷🥰🥰🥰
Até que em fim um comentário em português
I love this film. So simple, raw and lovely! Then it's Christmas, made me smile until the end. ❤️
What an incredible movie! Absolutely beautiful story
Amei tudo do filme, a forma como foi filmado, a questão intimista, os diálogos, a encenação, tudo! Muito bom!
The actresses who play Sophie & Ainsley were in "Looking for Her", another great lgbt movie ❤🌈 Great great actresses ❤👍👏