CITIZEN SOLDIER "I'M NOT OK" REACTION VIDEO
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let me let go
citizen soldier reaction my very first reaction
fire or nah citizen soldier
Much love my friend! Thank you for the reaction!
Absolutely, my friend. Thank YOU for the music. You are making a difference and helping others. I tell everyone that everyone needs to hear your music. You are saving lives. Much love to ya.
You guys are so impactful in so many people's lives. My own included. All of your songs that I have heard of yours are just literal lifesavers. I have a mix that youtube created for me and a lot of your songs have been included and it's one of the things I love about youtube. Please keep on doing what you're doing. You all are amazing.
One thing you said that really hit close to home for me, the bit about how you have close friends who have depression but as someone who doesn’t it’s hard to understand. That is 100% my mother. She understands that I suffer from anxiety and depression and does her absolute best for me but at the same time she has openly admitted that she just doesn’t get it. She doesn’t have the issue so it’s hard for her to wrap her head around it especially when even as someone with it it’s hard to put into words sometimes. The saddest thing is I see people go off on parents or friends all the time, I even had someone once try to tell me my mother was a bad parent for not understanding, and that kind of thing bothers me because I know she’s doing her best just like many other parents do. But there are some things you just can’t fully understand if you haven’t been through it and for that I’m in a way glad she doesn’t understand since I would never wish this on anyone especially not her.
Yes...I feel that definitely. Because I've been there. I've been the one that didn't understand, and then when I got my anxiety, it helped me to understand a bit, but also see why others don't get it.
For me and other people I would imagine. It is not a fear of how people react or a fear of being weird or different, or even a selfish desire to not be living anymore. It is an overwhelming sense of burden. I struggle with a very intense inner critic and when I am struggling the most with being worthless I won't talk to anyone because I don't want them to be burdened with my worthless self. My critic tells me that I am not worth the time or energy they will spend on me to try to improve my mood or make me feel better. I don't deserve to take their attention away from something more deserving. I deserve to be alone and that if I cannot handle it, then I deserve to die.
Logic doesn't matter, I know that I should reach out, I know that reaching out will help me but it doesn't matter because I am paralyzed by feeling like a burden. Music helps, it helps alot and it doesn't feel like I am burdening it when listening to it. It is a constant struggle especially when I am not okay or I am dealing with other trauma or anxiety.
Not really necessary, but one of my core issues is PTSD related to a suicide call, so I cannot do phones especially when I am having bad depression or anxiety, so if there is anyone else like me, I am not sure if there are chat alternatives that could be beneficial outside of phone calls, I am probably in like a super minority with it anyway so it probably is not worth changing, but thought I should mention it.
Thank you that you reacted to it. It has and will have such an impact feeling for me and many people out there!🙏🙌
I once had a teacher called Matt and he was the first person that I felt like i could go to him with anything and he would listen to me he was my favorite teacher in middle school and I still remember him to this day I hope you have a good day/night
The hardest part for me when i came open about my depression with my family was at first they didnt understand why and whats wrong. They thought that it would go away. Educating them telling them and helping them learn about what major depression order it helped them see that i will always be this way. But to anyone thats reading this that has depression try to find a creative outlet instead of a destructive one my bass and music in geral saved my life.
I found you from your recent reaction to Citizen Soldier's "ICU" and I want to say, I am glad you are explaining a lot of the background to these songs. I listen to Citizen Soldier a lot solely for suicide prevention research. I have people who ask me all the time why I listen to it, and they do not understand, you don't just have to listen to it to bring you down, but to use it as an educational tool to try and understand to the best of your ability how it feels. It is impossible to know absolutely all the feelings, but as someone who genuinely believes that the statistics need to be 0, I use it as a tool all the time. Also thank you for reminding everyone that mental help starts with themselves. If you are not okay, you can't help others. And anyone else reading this just remember, No One's Story Should End Too Soon ;
Thank you
I love citizen soldier too
it may seem like a no brainer solution to get help, let it out,not let it bring you down. This is not a full moon phase,it's often chronic. Being down may be the only place one feels safe, staying quiet perhaps is the loudest one is able,or help is visible yet unreachable.Sometimes a friend and foe is all one has&it's themself& letting go means being alone
It’s bad bc I listen to this song like 24/7 every day
This song is my life in nutshell, every time I say things they don’t let me get it out, due to my speech disfluency.
As someone who jumped down the Citizen Soldier rabbit hole a while back, welcome on in. They are just so impactful and such a great band. I had started listening to them after finding another singer on here and falling in love with her as well. Then all of a sudden I started getting suggestions for them and I really loved it when I did. That person's name is Beth Crowley and I highly suggest her(that is if you can because I don't know why but I have never seen one reaction to one of her songs for some reason.) And if there is one I would suggest before the others, it's Manipulated. But, I also wanted to thank you for covering them as well as your words at the end and throughout the video.
As someone who suffers with feelings of low self worth and just depression in general these are really important issues that you are sharing with the rest of us, plus having someone I can relate to(I think I remember seeing a video where you said you are an empath, as I am, too) I know that you are coming from a place of real desire to help people and wanting to help them. So thank you, in general after my just kinda ted talk. And keep up the good fight.
This song has such a special place in ky heart. This song came out immediately after my final sucide attempt in 2020, and if this song hadnt come out when it did, i would've kept trying. This song and this band saved my life that day, and that's why Citizen Soldier will forver be my favorite band
REACTO TO "I Hate Myself" AND "Golden Weather" BY CITIZEN SOLDIER, PLEASE !!
YES PLEASE!🙏
Thank you Tim for sharing this song with the channel ♥️
Ive been suffering with depression for 2 years and everybody just tells me to suck it up, nobody wants to listen when i try to express how i feel
They aren't bad people. They just don't understand it. They only have experienced their lives...not yours. They don't know what you're going through, so they don't know what to say to you, or how to help. Do you believe in God? I know when I found Him, and had my transformation, my anxiety was helped a LOT. He has helped so many people. It's not easy...but it's worth it.
I'm not ok even I have nobody to talk to except for one person and that is my best friend she has been there for me through everything I don't cry in front of many people I don't like people seeing me I think it makes me look weak my best friend is the only person who has seen me cry multiple times and has held me and wipe the tears away
#ItAintWeakToSpeak
Thanks for sharing this song.
Hopefully, it reaches people who need to hear it.
So many hide in the shadows living in survival mode.
There is nothing wrong with not being ok!
There are so many out there like you!
It's a different kind of courage to ask for help when you need it. You deserve it.
Please consider reacting to Daryl Worley's song The 22. It hits this topic home from the perspective of a veteran.
I lovev you too 💕
I was that guy trying to make it so I don't have to fake it anymore except for my family thinks I'm a burden so it's hard
Can you react to hand me down by citizen soldier please
this breaks me I"m not going to say any names but if you came to me I could of saved you