if i could go back (midwest emo mixtape)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 30 มิ.ย. 2024
- It’s a warm night just as summer is turning into fall, but you’re inside standing at the counter of the town video rental store. You slump into your shoulders and feel your name tag pinching into your chest, but look up at just the right moment to see her.
“Her” is one of the girls from school, and she is beautiful. She comes through the door and right to the counter and starts asking you about any cool movies to rent. You talk and she smiles, but your heart is pounding. You’re sure you sound like an idiot, and of course you know why. But you can never tell her how you feel.
It's years later and you live in another town. You have a home, a loving wife, and a couple of kids, and everything is on track. But all it takes is one afternoon of cleaning the attic to find your old high school yearbook, and in it is the picture of her. And you think to yourself, “You know what? If I could go back…”
00:00 camping in alaska - c u in da ballpit
05:17 foxing - ocelot
09:56 algernon cadwallader - springing leaks
16:25 camp green lake - chillary duff
18:55 mom jeans. - birks in stock
22:06 stars hollow - participation award
25:47 boy problems - i swallowed a bug
29:48 jazz cabbage - zach, stop!
33:12 caving - anatomy of a crush
35:21 midwest pen pals - my castle, your castle
37:56 foxing - sunspotting
43:33 panucci's pizza - naruto themed sexting - เพลง
![Camping In Alaska | Please Be Nice [FULL ALBUM]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/G2c1aiUzBIs/mqdefault.jpg)
Hi all, I know I've been away quite a while. I figure it's time for a new one, so check this space over the next few weeks. I look forward to sharing it with you all.
Edit: Sorry all, life happened. It's coming, I promise. Also, there might be another one coming after that.
Uhhg life always getting in the way of happiness
@@darrellbrayton6591 Lol...FYI the new video is up now.
@@gorgeeshmorgee4660 Yaay!
Dude, your playlists are really cool. Could you make playlists for spotify?
@@reykampf3856 Thank you! Sure, I'll look into that.
This playlist sounds like:
Riding bikes with friends on a cloudy day
Going out and doing random shit in the woods
Sitting out on the porch with a glass of water
Lying in the grass and watching the stars
Exploring all there is to see in the neighborhood
Trick or treating with friends
Running through a sprinkler with your buds on a hot day.
Holding hands with your girl while you lay down and look up at the sky with the wind whipping through the trees.
@@theninjamaster67 missing your friend that moved away
Wondering what life will be like as an adult
Skating with friends in a parking lot
Listening to music in your room alone
Is it weird if I haven't done any of these? (Not American, didn't grow up in suburbs)
@@msid7748 nope! I’ve never done most of this stuff myself lol, that doesn’t make you any less of a normal person :)
and all this in indiana 😅
Stared at this photo for a while, like having nostalgia for a place I've never been imagining all the memories I didn't have.
It definitely gives me the riding bikes all over and get your ass before the lights come on
This was a pretty emo statement that speaks volumes.
@@hahhahaha6116 Heck im still riding bikes in my old neighborhood when I visit, but everyone has moved on, all the trees have been cut, and new kids are building ramps and grinding the curbs we used to. Fuck I hate growing up.
Charles Laitipaya it’s called anemoia.
@@satomi7230 yes, and i love it.
I fucking LOVE how I don't know one band on this mixtape. I'm in for a real treat here.
listen to jank, free throw, and fail better heal faster. you wont regret it
These are like some of the most popular Midwest emo songs lol
i was doing all this, then i got mugged and now i cant
#makesouthafricansuburbsemoandsafeagain
I know 3
This thumbnail needs to be an album cover fr
"It's years later and you live in another town. You have a home, a loving wife, and a couple of kids, and everything is on track. But all it takes is one afternoon of cleaning the attic to find your old high school yearbook, and in it is the picture of her. And you think to yourself, “You know what? If I could go back…”
Nah its "You live in the same town literally right next to your old high school by yourself and you just work and sleep and feel yourself slowly die"
shit do be happening though you aint wrong
Yo that's true and sad mate
Just imagine the emotions you would feel if the first one actually happened though
Accurate
Bro this made me cry
All I listen to are pop punk albums and Midwest emo mixtapes.
oh god me too
fucking sickk
same, mate, same. Just these two genres.
What’s your favorite bands
no traditional emo?
That opening part about knowing if you were living in the good ol days. Hit me right in the feels man. I’m not much of an emo guy personally but I jam out to these playlists. Tip of the hat and cheers to you bud lol. I know “experts “ always say you can’t dwell in the past you’ll miss out on the future and the present. I’m gonna be that asshole and go there if I had one chance to go back to those times and knowing what I know now. Things would be better for everyone man. I’d save my dad and other shit but nvm I’m rambling lol
It's a quote from the last episode of the office. It's hands down one of my favorite quotes ever. Hope you're have a good old day friend!
Yes, you are... You just dont know it yet!
Yup.
This is the kind of music i´ve been searching all my life...
I’m from the Midwest so all the photos remind me of parts of my town
Liminal space moment
Same here.
I’m from Texas but same cus my towns basically a Midwestern town culture and design wise
Michigan for me
@@t6amygdala that's just how a lot of towns are here, i live down south on the border by harlingen and the towns here are a weird mix of the southwest towns i grew up with (i'm originally from chandler az) and the midwest
i worked at a sandwich shop with a dude from foxing, back in highschool and long before i knew what midwest emo was. I remember thinking their music was weird and boring but being nice to him about it. years later i find this video, hear one of their songs, and check the artist because i am a sophisticated adult who likes to cry to nice guitars. the world is funny and now i am a foxing fan
I'm not even from the midwest, hell I'm not even from the US and this still makes me feel nostalgic for something I never experienced.
Same. I’m from the United Kingdom but got into this music in my late teens. Very nostalgic and almost sad feeling..
same lol im from india
Im from the Philippines
The title made me laugh because although I didn’t know a single song on the playlist, I felt like I was back in high school in Illinois driving to nowhere with my friends. Thank you for this.
Bro please make more of these, your descriptions are killer
stop the beginning made me legit tear up T_T (the songs in this are literally everything)
Gonna miss these Midwest vibes when I move away next year, my last summer being home, a house I lived in my whole life
You can always come back. Most do once they’re ready to settle down
Brings me back to a time where things were simpler, where I was younger and naïve
Perhaps this is somewhat of a goodbye, to those times of folly.
I'm gonna miss it oh so very much, and I'm glad that it happened.
i love the midwest and midwesteners. there’s an entire genre dedicated by us to us, inbetween the south, each coast, and canada, and we’re in the middle, the core, the heart
I listen to emo mixtapes every now and then. When I played this one and heard the quote from the Finale of The Office, it blew my mind. What a combination. Kudos.
Thank you!
I live in a boring suburb in the Midwest, and that picture perfectly captures what summer is like there.
This is sparking feelings I haven’t had since 7th grade. It’s good to know those feelings can come back
You know its gonna be a good mixtape when it starts with a Camping in Alaska song
Andy with the quote about the good old days
C U in da ballpit opening this mixtape of pure gold
that picture of your neighborhood
living alone in an emo state
The description of the video
The perfect list to hit me hard right in the heart, laying in the bed all the day.. thinkgin about the relationship that didnt end in a good way 2 years ago and literaly maybe I will end like in the last part of the description..
Ur description is so good. I wanna go back too to meet ELA again💔
40:10
I ran into her by chance and we spend some crazy days. Sitting at 5AM in the stormy weather outside & leaning to each other. Sitting and talking about anything, we felt very comfortable. It's been over 6 years now but I still have those memories.
She was not from my town. She lived about 80KM further and on an autumn day she called me early in the morning to ask if I had time and I said I have time very later. I will never forget that she sat in front of our house and waited more than 7 hours for me to come home. I didnt know this. She told me she is at her cousin but she was waiting for me outdoor. This shattered my heart.. :(
And when she left by train the next day, that was the last time I saw her.
that made me sad really :(
Bro I'm sorry to hear that, you should go to her house I think.
@@mclovin4379 And wait 14 hours to show her who is in charge
@@mclovin4379 bro he said it's been 6years lol
@@realballfondler maybe she has social media or he knows where she lives. however, I'm sure it's not that easy :(
This is such a specific yet a comforting feeling. Even if i'm living in a post-soviet town and never got to experience this and maybe never will,i can imagine living a different life and actually feel it. Thanks alot for this,music truly is beautiful
37:56 NOBODY. AND I MEAN THIS. NOBODY PLAYS OLD FOXING. I love all 3 songs on the Foxing "Old Songs" album. Thank you for posting Sunspotting.
I live in a very big city in my studio apartment. The picture for this playlist looks just like where i grew up in South Dakota and staring at it on my big screen makes me feel warm
Man I don't even live in the midwest, I've never been even near the midwest or anything, but these kinda songs hit hard to my old emo days chatting online and razoring my hair. Cheers from Brazil :p
Birks In Stock caught me off guard, this is a gem of a vid
This was uploaded on my birthday and I wish I had found this video then because discovering these songs would’ve been the best gift I’ve gotten in a long time.
Better late then never. Everyday is a gift. Someday you realize time just gets faster. Don't forget to really enjoy these things.🎃
the only genre that makes me feel in the simpler times
who else heard camping with Alaska and instantly liked
Bro, the photo in the video, the music accompanying it and the video description. I've got chills. This reminds me of so many summer evenings and afternoons
you gotta make more of these man
This is amazing. You are doing gods work homie😩😩
aw I'm gonna love this. thanks for making it ❤️
This thing really starts off with a heater of a track
The first sentence at the beginning of the mixtape said by andy at the ending of the office (us) was my grad quote
Great stuff. Thank you :)
i seem to always make my way back to this mix and its bittersweet
Man this is a great mix, thank you for making it!
Thank you! I'm glad so many people seem to like it.
Best midwest emo mix I've heard! Immediately into the first track, I felt a nostalgia that was so utterly painful that I didn't know what to do but melt into the music. Today's been a weird day, but I'm glad I stumbled upon this gem. Will certainly return to this frequently.
This is just perfect. Thank you for the flash backs
I had a friend who loved midwest emo, and I'mma tell you he prolly thinks these mixtapes contain some music but the medium for getting them out is cringe. I think they're cool and the perfect encapsulation of what this absolutely ballin' genre is about. I might make one of these one day, and I know exactly which house I'll put on the thumbnail.
I'll miss you Nolan. Hope Toronto treats you well.
618, Illinois here. It doesn't get much more Midwest than that.
Thia sounds like riding your bike to the moon while listening to your favorite everything ❤
Got so hyped when mom jeans came on! Been a fan for ages! So glad they got big!!
truly, just seen them live and they’re so lively. can really tell they love what they’re doing and putting their all into it
Dude please take more pictures like this and put music over it
jack osborne I could do this!
Thank you, I will! I'm kinda short on Midwest emo music though, it may take some time.
@@gorgeeshmorgee4660 add the get up kids please.
@@gorgeeshmorgee4660 hmu I can give you loads more like this, it clearly gets enough views…
@@SleepEaterStudios shoot 35mm
This was great. Thank you.
I loved this
Omg I love this ! New sub Good job
You could take photo of a middle class neighborhood, edit a green or sepia tint into it and bam, immediate album cover
Thank you for this
V nice description. I grew up in a "little big town" but there was never anything to do here either. I ended up playing sports but was always a nerd and musician first. My highschool honestly kicked ass because we had a pretty cool guitar program and tons of theatre, music classes etc. but this stuff always reminds me of standing outside the football stadium with the big lights shining and either talking to "that girl" or just chillin with the boys. There was a Hastings right behind our school and everyone would meet up there sometimes too and just chill in the parking lot or whatever. Hastings is now long gone and here I am married expecting my first child with this playlist on.
If you're catching this and are still in those days, seize your moment!
I love the use of the old Foxing tracks
Those 1st three songs were amazing...life changing.
You know youre in it when you come to a Midwest emo mixtape for the first time and know almost every song on it
00:00 *The Office - **_Andy Bernard_*
"I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them. Someone should write a song about that."
00:13 *Camping in Alaska - **_c u in da ballpit_*
Hey I've been starin' at you
And I thought you were starin' at me too
I thought I caught you
But I know it's too good to be true
But I been meaning to ask you
How's your life
What are you doing Friday night
'Cuz I'm off work
And I'm going crazy
'Cuz your face is burned in the back of my fucking eyelids
And sometimes
When I can't sleep
I'll drive my car to the top of Monte Sano
And I'll watch the cars pass by (the pretty city lights)
And I'll feel alright
Hey I've been lookin' for you
Been searchin' high and low
Where did you go
'Cuz I'm alone
And this feeling's burning in the pit of my fucking stomach
And this fire is lit all up and down my spine
But you waver
And say
We all live so we all die
And sometimes
When I can't sleep
I'll drive my car to the top of Monte Sano
And I'll watch the cars pass by (the pretty city lights)
And I'll feel alright
05:17 *Foxing - **_Ocelot_*
Her hair was in her eyes
And I could hardly hear her hum
In the midst of everyone
Tripping up your words and slurring speech
With 'I never meant to's,' 'you're better without's'
Division like all is inevitable
Some day, she's gonna realize
But I hope, for my own sake
The day will come too late
I was sitting on a curb tasting earth
My half-closed eyes drenched in salt
And she was smoking a cigarette
Her bitter heart thought this was my fault
She sucks my blood, she tears my guts
She must hate me for something I've done
It's not genetics or DNA but geography
The place she was raised
Some day, you're gonna realize
But I hope, for my own sake
The day will come too late
09:56 *Algernon Cadwallader - **_Springing Leaks_*
I'm not hugging you no more
Because you hug back like a cactus
Out come rosy-red cheeks like springing leaks
So, shuffle, sway, pick up things and look underneath them
Trail off and disappear
Kids grow up and they all have one
Suburban folk-lore. Legend of failure
A diamond in the rough polished up to be an immaculate piece of shit
I hope you make it
16:25 *Camp Green Lake - **_Chillary Duff_*
I'm not excited by the thought of waking up to this again
It’s like the worst fucking excuse for a party that never ends
And I don't know how long it's been since I could sleep before the A.M
Or get through a week where I could live up to my own expectations
And I’ve been choking on my words and I can't act like I don't care
So I'm cancelling my appointments with the northern Florida air
And I don't know how long it's been since I could sleep before the A.M
Or get through a week where I could live up to my own expectations
Product of my own shit
But that doesn't mean I'll succumb to it
As long as I’m still clinging
To the life that I’ve got left
18:55 *Mom Jeans. - **_Birks In Stock_*
You told me it was just a kiss. You never meant for things to end up like this
For me to fall down the stairs after walking you home
Your lips on my cheek
And your voice on my phone
I'm drunk and all alone....
You told me it was just one time
That you don't need me - and alone you're just fine. 'Cause the summer's so long that you'll probably be gone. You think you knew me, but you got it all wrong
So if you need me, I'll be sleeping, hardly eating, 'cause it's easier than being sad and wishing that you'd love me back
If you change your mind don't call me, i'm not sorry, cause I've learned to love myself, more than you ever could
I don't need you anymore
You told me that you want me back, You made a big mistake, and now you're all sad
But I know that you'll just bide your time, until you find another guy
I fell for it once, but I sure as hell won't twice
So if you need me, I'll be sleeping, hardly eating, 'cause it's easier than being sad and wishing that you'd love me back. If you change your mind, don't call me, I'm not sorry 'cause I've learned to love myself more than you ever could.
I don't need you anymore
22:06 *Stars Hollow - **_Participation Award_*
I don't want to admit it
But I'll do whatever you want me to
I'd eat the nails and car scraps
Up from off the road
If it would fix something
Because teeth are just useless bones
And when my gums are bleeding
I'll just smile and say
"I hope you're feeling better"
Just hoping you say the same
But I'm not feeling better
I'm always feeling worse
I'd never ask for your attention
I'd never beg for your concern
I think I deserve some recognition
Maybe an award for my participation
And I would love me if I would let me
But I'm so caught up in what I should be
I have to be good for something
I have to be good at something
Life's just what happens
Between the times I can sleep
In a room that's a best friend
Who won't be kind to me
No one bothers to ask me why
I'm in bed all day
It's just not fair
That I feel like this every day
(It happens, I can't be kind to me. Why? It's not fair)
25:47 *Boy Problems - **_I Swallowed A Bug_*
Tongue tied around my neck
Blood dripping from my lips
I'm shaking at the thought of
Something insignificant
Rain cloud above my head
Thunder inside my chest
I need to ask you
Something very serious
Can you draw me? i need to see how you feel
Can you use me? i need to be how you feel
My eyes explode. my life explodes
Regained all of my senses in a fucking second, it's overwhelming me, it's overwhelming me
I have been numb for so many fucking mondays, it's overwhelming me, it's overwhelming me
I can recite your smile from one hundred blocks away...
Can you say the same?
29:48 *Jazz Cabbage - **_Zach, Stop!_*
I don't wanna know what it's gonna be like when I'm old
And you're old
I don't wanna get out of bed today
I don't wanna stretch my legs
Or go outside and see my friends
This is my body
This is where I lay
'Cause there are parts of myself I'll have to learn to forget
It's hard to give you the world when I don't have anything
I'll help you feel like you're human again
You're always present but you were never there
It's hard to search for happiness when I find comfort in despair
Zach, stop
Zach, stop, you're gonna get in troublе
33:12 *Caving - **_Anatomy of a Crush_*
I saw you twice in one night with tears in your eyes
The second time we were standing on my back porch
Watching the rain, watching the sky
You went on about the world being beautiful
And how that made you emotional
I couldn't help but think it was beautiful
To see someone so passionate about life
We couldn't see the stars, but you said you could feel them
I couldn't feel the stars, but I felt something
I want to tell you that I think you're adorable
But I think I'd rather you just kick me in the shins
'Cause I've never been in a relationship
So by default I'm terrified and desperate
Awkward and uncomfortable
I don't want to be vulnerable again
I'm so over the small talk and wondering
Could you please just kiss me or crush this?
I spend too much time thinking of where I belong
What could go right and what’s gonna go wrong
It isn’t a matter of writing a song
It’s pitching a plot line if you want to play along
But this is more for me than I will ever lead on
35:21 *Midwest Pen Pals - **_My Castle, Your Castle_*
"You kids shouldn't play so rough; somebodies gonna start crying"
Don't think that it's unnoticed, this sudden leave of absence
It's like everyone
Left and forgot
To tell me where
They were going
Or maybe they're not part of the plan
Or maybe I'm not in theirs
Or maybe they're at Austin's house
Ooohhh
Oh and by the way
Who do you think you are?
You are a fucking joke
Fuck
Your friends are always changing
Don't think that it's unnoticed
But when it all feels right they
Decide to fuck us over
37:56 *Foxing - **_Sunspotting_*
I think I'm gonna find my sea legs, I am drifting on
Summer spots they caught me gleaming, my ocean arms are home
And I swear I could love it always if summer stayed the same
I feel like I felt when I'm dreaming when wolves forgot my name
I think I'm gonna find my sea legs
You swim with lively arms, you wade with lifeless arms
We swim in summer lakes sunspotting in landlocked states
I took my lessons, all of my learnings
Threw them in the ocean, burned all my earnings
Weight turned to flight, lifting my shoulders
(Warped teeth, soft lift, haunting all of these corners)
Time heals wounds that pin us like boulders
Struggling, washed out, carry present to former)
Breath held so long our voices were strangers
(Gasping, trying so hard to rearrange this)
Imperfect, we're human, we're not divine rearrangers
(Longing too form from devine rearrangers)
43:33 *Panucci's Pizza - **_Naruto Themed Sexting_*
Well if you come inside, I promise to keep you warm
Sorry if I scared you when I slammed the car door
But that doesn't matter now
You're still plastered on my walls, and I just can't bring myself to cover you
With the bands that I don't even like at all
'Cause I'm a ghost in training, because my heart's been waning
Because of all the shit I've been eating, I know one day my heart'll stop beating
I'm sorry for everything I've done and said
I'm sorry for every tear that's dropped
I'm sorry for all the times you didn't get to drive me home
Well if you come inside, I promise to keep you warm
Sorry for scaring you for being the selfish fuck I know I am
U goat for this!! ThankUuu💕💕
ty so much
i have come back, no longer tripping, realized this is a photo not a visual. i had a very good trip and this helped me through some of my good vibes, thank u to whoever tf made that beauty
Stay safe man 🖤
Yeah this is just a photo from my neighborhood. The whole area is just perfect for Midwest emo backdrops, I’ve got dozens of videos worth of material.
Gorgee Shmorgee do you have any social media’s that you post the photos on or just in music compilations? it’s absolutely stunning that you live in a place like that
@@wtfskitzo7783 Ah, I'm afraid there are no social media accounts. But there will be more videos.
im sorry for how i was, so fucking moody and unpredictable and ill. sometimes i still think about us, and the times we had and things we shared. i know i dont even cross your mind anymore, and havent for a long time either. its been nearly half a decade, its gone and will never come back, but i miss you. i feel lame for that
Rust belt kid moved around a lot in mid- Michigan learned to skate and this WAS and is STILL everything - growing up is choice growing old isnt enjoy the times!!!!
9:56 Algernon Cadwallader - Springing Leaks
We're all only older. Quit making excuses for your life and looking back on these easier times. Make your life easier, and enjoy this music that made you. Be you.
These have no right to be this good
These are very nice, 🖤🖤🖤🖤
I would love to find a spotify playlist of this
as soon as i heard camping in alaska i knew this was a good one
I never had such warm memories with any friend. Had a girlfriend, we deeply loved each other but somehow this playlist doesn't remind me of the times I spent with her either. This makes me think of the many autumn afternoons I spent on our terrace by myself, watering my little bush of 9 o'clocks or just looking at the sunset, clouds, doing pushups or writing names of any new band I like on the old watertank.
Sometimes i wish i lived in a midwest neighbourhood instead of a polluted city. I'd skate/rollerskate to my friend's house, we'd get fast food, hang out, climb trees and find worms in the dirt and i'd come back home and stare at the sky from my room.
But instead i live in a polluted city with shitty drivers and junk everywhere.
You can do the same thing in a city. I live in Brooklyn
Better than southern Pennsylvania, we have forests and potholes, nothing else
@@craigcross6104 spend sometime in those forests and you’ll learn that’s all you need
@@andrewoid4711 i live in a different country, and unfortunately child abductions and lung diseases are really common here D:
I feel you, greetings from Mexico
looks like the street I grew up on.
Reminds me of growing up in West Seattle
This first song is the funkiest thing I've ever heard haha ( love it .)
Listening from Iowa :(
hehe i love it
I'm not married yet, but damn, does this speak to me. I'm grateful for where my life is going now, even if I still hold these memories for who I was. There is no shame in reminiscing about those times or people, so long as you recognize that they leaded you to the person you are today...
One year later, I asked my partner to marry me. Hot damn, how time flies for the better.
@@HalfricanJones howd it Turn out
Feels like an afternoon below the tree in your backyard.
What are you doing in my backyard, how’d you get in my house!?
Just kidding. Glad you enjoyed the mix.
The image reminds me of place I'd pass on my way home from school that my mom would take if I was sent home for being sick or I got in trouble
if i stare long enough... i can see my childhood home. the real ones a lot smaller w no garage, but the bricks...
Omagawd hitting me like that with the big sad Nard dog punchline 😢
I hate the fact that people who know for midwest emo or those who listen to it just don't beleive that I actually listen to midwest emo because I'm a girl. I would sit home all day and wait for whole playlists to finish while looking at the walls in my room. Sometimes I would smoke cigarettes while doing that. Idk man, I know one person who actually understands me and listens to midwest emo and I fell in love with him one year ago, but I don't hear from him alot. It seems like he almost steped out from the world and lives with the fact that he hates it. I wish I could at least help him out as a friend. I don't know why is he so special to me, but I know that this is real. Sometimes I feel so connected to him and sometimes he seems untouchable.
I don't know why but I fucking love this genre of music
the fact i immediately recognized the audio in the beginning
This is the sort of genre that reminds me of visiting my grandma's little suburb as a kid, riding my bike around and getting shot to bits in nerf gun fights with the neighbors' kids.
Great ending from anatomy of a crush
Oh hell yes
Here from mexico, i just love this bands bro. This songs make me feel weird n.n i nice fealing. Ty bro.
Damn, I drive past areas that look like that picture every day. I'm 16 right now, wondering if I'll look back at these memories with nostalgia someday.
Make friends and have fun
miss you forever Michigan
damn this looks like every suburb in america
I've been at this intersection before
Feels like Kansas City
This is not what i expected
I checked this out because I've been listening to Camping in Alaska way too much. :-/
My Castle, Your Castle is Midwest Pen Pals best song, yes I'm willing to die on this hill.
i have feelings that i didnt even realize i had
A nuclear mixtape!
hey its ebook, emily brought me here
Somebody needs to listen to these Mixtapes, at least 20 of them and make a show based on these songs, a Coming of Age Story, not a mainstream crap with "Drama" just fucking kids listening to Music, watching Movies, reading whatever they can find, doing stuff, just doing things cause they can, Skate, getting a Job, Relationships.
Just the simple things, and when things happen, they happen
I wanna go back and tell him I'm sorry and that I still love him
a lot of times in life we get caught in the what if’s. what if i had done this if only i had done this. it feels like torture you beat yourself up if only i had done that. No matter how many times you think that and beat yourself up about it, you can’t go back, you can’t change it. that’s the thing about being human we have so much power but once the moments gone we’re powerless. we are powerless to change the past so it’s important to not get caught in the what if’s. the longer you’re caught in them, the more what if’s are gonna come about. you must accept that you are human and you make mistakes, however the mistakes don’t make you. you remember them when you’re in a future moment to not do the same thing. i hope you’re well and doing better now dawg.