You have no idea. I feel myself that one day, I'm gonna grow up, get married, have kids and a nice relationship with my family, great friends, great job and everything. Then I look to my true future and I see nothing. I can barely see me living to see the next day half the time, but then weeks and months, then years go by and I'm left questioning how did I ever make it...
What, as someone who had watched my aunt attempt suicde and has dead friends I dont think about people when i get sad i dont think about anything or i think about how my life could be better and how i cant fix it not anyone these songs make me sad because the lyrics coinside with what im feeling. Idk but if a sinlge person makes you sad and thats it congrats you have the stage set for a depression clear speed run litterally just fix how your feeling about that one person unless its not just depression and theres ptsd then thats diffrent but you got it easy if your just thinking about one person or honestly anything at all repressed memories are the fucking worst idk whats wrong with me what caused me to be like this or how to start fixing it.
Same. But don’t worry you’re not alone. There are many others just like you. It’s always the people you least expect. Everyone experiences things and go through changes it’s part of life. Hope you get better. Go at your own pace and don’t rush things.
Man that hits hard. I am not completely depressed at the moment. I just get sad at times. Depression comes seasonally in the fall. But anxiety is my year long plague. It definitely takes work to let yourself be happy. I haven’t figured it out all the way yet
@@xcutieboo_9695 You don’t “have” to smile for others everyday. It’s ok to show your true feelings now and then. Having to smile is just a lie a lot of people believe that will help them, but for real it will only make your feelings worse. If you can’t show your true feelings around your friends then get new friends that actually care about you. If you are smiling because your afraid of people knowing something that you went through, you need to at least tell one person it will help lift that pain off of your chest and live at life you thought you couldn’t. I know that because I’ve been through that. If you need someone to talk to I’m here. We all have to start somewhere.
@@soulsaver3459 i just feel like i have to because my parents used to get mad at me for crying. Now i hide when im sad even around my family. But thank you, atleast i know im not alone 🖤
Lyrics for "Self Destructive" by Vorsa • Vocals Performed by: Vorsa Self destructive tendencies that I have Are killing me slowly but that's fine I like the way it feels Yeah I, I like the way it feels When I think that I'm leaving And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human Where did I go wrong this time? If I don't wake up I'm better off I'll finally catch up on my sleep I've been so lost 3am thoughts Are building a new home just for me Tell me I won't be this way forever I can't do this for much longer Does anyone give a f*ck? I don't think that's the case I wanna be anywhere else but here Lately it's been getting hard to feel But I'm getting used to it
We’re this many people who do relate, yet we feel alone and this oppression is right here every morning ... I love the honesty of this song, and the relief it brings
@@nexthokage i believe if you find even the tiniest blessing or positive, life will get better. You just have to search for it. Sometimes its hard but you have to keep on pushing!
Saying “why are you depressed life is so great” is like saying “why do you have asthma there’s so much air” --- That ~softly~ hit me knowing there are actually people who get me 🖤
"And i hurt myself to prove im human" i think there are too many people thinking like that. Or "only" trying to feel another pain then the pain they feel with their heart. U arent alone. I love this music. Touching and still has a sad but also a vibe to feel better :)
i do it for both and due to knowing from science that shallow cuts hurt more than deep ones. i dont do them too deep just enough to feel the pain for a while and the warmth of the blood rolling down my arm
@@girlartist1105 how you doing. I used to listen to this song but bored same days repetitive hateful fellings and just over nothing's brought me back. Stay safe please
Honestly, I feel like no one truly understands how I feel. I feel so lonely knowing that no one will be there for me. I always try to reach out to my friends but when I need them most, they don't show up. But I have music by my side. This songs somehow comforts me and also makes me cry. To anyone who's feeling this way, I'm really proud of you for staying strong for yourself. 🖤
you got this, thank you for putting blind faith into people that see your message. im proud of you and you got this, keep kicking the worlds butt. i know you got this
@@sadiaroze2443 you’re welcome, remember to take care of yourself okay? Have you drank water and ate today, let yourself feel weak and venerable to heal a bit of the mental? If not that’s okay you got this, I’m here listening again and checked our message. I finally saw your reply thank you for your kind words and I’ve been safe.
@@WispsRadiance Thank you so much for checking in again and I'm glad you've been safe :) You know, you're the only person who actually checked in with me. It's kinda hard to eat properly when you're going through a tough time but I'll try my best. Thank you again and take care too. You have my respect. :)🖤
@@sadiaroze2443 thank you for the kind words, hey just know I believe in you and you got this in the bag. I’ve been alright but a lots been going through a lot. It’s just a very hard time, but I can’t stop moving forward.
ik how that feels especially after losing someone who ment everything in life just to have them leave u for someone else I'm writing a song as we speak 😢
i did that a few hours ago . i had to hold back my tears in front of my mom and sister . but my sister kept asking me things so i had to try and hide my shaky voice...
Unless you find someone who helps you to love yourself while equally loving them as well. if someone has the power to help you love yourself then there is a good thing going on!
@@sky1786 for me if someone does love me and they show it too, then it actually changes my personality. I dont know how but I actually feel happy, but I think it'll be hard to find a girl to do that cause I'm overweight and I dont look attractive either, and the girls that do say they like/love me either was just messing with me, didnt actually but wanted comfort cause of another dude or they aren't even in my state
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
My favorite thing about this song is that, through all the comments ive read, not once does someone go on a rant and get mad and scream about how they want to kill themselves, instead, this song helps people realise that they are not alone in their pain and they can get through it eventually.
I hope he's okay too, and I hope you are, if you're listening to this.. then you either like this song, or just want to cry your eyes out because you feel like you aren't enough.. if it's that second one.. please be okay, ok? I love you so fkn much
I relate to this so much even though I probably got a very different message from it than anyone else. Just the feeling of so many conflicting thoughts that never leave you alone. knowing something's wrong but being unable to accept that. Thoughts of getting help always being interrupted by another voice telling you you're faking it, that you just want attention, and that even if there is something wrong, it's no big deal and you're just being dramatic. Wanting to die but not wanting to. Wanting help but not wanting it. Constantly stuck in the middle, with no escape. Never being able to tell yourself one thing without thinking the opposite. Sitting there, watching your life fall apart around you, not wanting things to get worse but wanting them to get better either. Sitting. Waiting. Longing for absolutely nothing. Just hoping that things will just stop without any time to be scared or think about it. But still not wanting the end to ever come. Just drowning in your own mind and not being able to do anything about it, because you both want to drown more and to drag yourself out. Endless mental agony while your thoughts swirl and you can't do anything. You won't let yourself. And you don't want to give yourself any control. This has been my mental state for years. I don't remember any of stability I may have had before, and that's fine by me. I think.
Might not feel same as you but I think I'm having almost same problem as you + that I think I'm so weak that I want to cry.. and try to avoid any problems but yeah.. always gets into something.. and I can't have anyone to talk about it or something.. dont know what to do haha.. just playing games are comfort place where i can forget about everything
Hey, no you’re not the only one, I’m currently like that as well, I hate it, cause I’m supposed to be perfect and grateful but lately I just feel dead, no one knows that I tried to kill myself not so long ago, but I’m still here...
I self destruct so much. I would rather push others away then risk them maybe leaving. I self sabotage. I make myself sad like this. I want to control it. But i cant.
It's ok, I know how that feels, I've push my 2 sisters that have helped me when a girl I loved said she was just messing with me and never loved me, but the reason of me pushing them away is cause I dont want them to cry when they know how much I've wanted to just die
Most people are like this when they lose a lot. Its not unnormal, your not alone. But, you do need to stop pushing away those who love you, because they are the ones that can help you for loving you. Sometimes we just need others to say "I love you" "I'm there for you" instead of just knowing it ourselves. We also just need a hug even if we "think" it won't help, don't fool yourself. Your made to be loved, not hurt or we all would of ended it long before we could be born. Hugs from across the screen from me to you!
How many out there are completely void of emotion? How many of you know that you are surrounded by millions but completely alone? How many of you have someone with in your life that you should love, But you only go through the actions that you think they have to see to feel loved? How many of you yearn to understand a simple concept of the word "love?" "Surrounded by millions but completely alone" is a good saying. If these words strike you in a way of truth.... I will solve the equation for you of who You are. You are a sociopath. If you need to self destruct, do it. Just don't take anybody with you. They are innocent. But you have the ability to protect those around in a way that most people can't. You are indifferent. It is a power given to a few. It can do great good or harm. Your choice. Great song by the way.... Just heard it for the first time.
Vorsa has helped me so much, especially this song it's helped me through a really shit break up and the passing of two freinds which all happened within a month of eachother, I got to a really dark place and this song describes every feeling I had, I just want to say thank you for helping me get to a better place, I really can't thank you enough, and for everybody else please never give up, you can and will find that ground you can stand on, I appreciate you all take care, and much love to you all.
I found this today, i was in search of some sad music to match how im feeling. Then i saw the channel name. The reason i'm sad is because my best friend's baby died today. Her name was Aurora. I think maybe she had something to do with me finding this video and this channel. Maybe. May she rest in peace.
To everyone reading this and listening to this song, you most likely relate or related to this hard and this shows your not alone because everyone else here has felt one part of what you felt and understands a part of you. Your another Alone..
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
I just discovered this song, and I'm happy I did. I relate a lot to the lyrics, and that's what makes me realise a lot. I'm still human, just like everyone here. We hurt, we feel, we go through a lot of things and we think so much about what's going to happen and when it's going to happen. We may be different people and have different lifestyles, but remember, we all feel the same. Whether we choose to show it or not. But let me remind you, life is worth it all. Don't let anyone tell you it isn't. We are all just surviving in a corrupted society and hoping for, one day, something will change for the better. You will never be alone, we are all here supporting you. Keep your head up, always.
This master piece speaks volumes about me. For anyone else out there like this keep growing and love yourself. All bad things that happen to you live with it and learn from it. Again love yourself
Man. This song made me think of how lonely i am. I've been trying to spend time with myself, but it's just...lonely. Nobody to talk to, trying to isolate myself from my friends. Emotionally drained, always tired. Man...
Hey, I know it's been really hard for you right now. But never go through this alone. Try to talk to someone you love and trust. Or do something you love, paint, listen to music, hanging out with friends and family is better than self-isolation. If no one has ever told you, then, I'm proud of you for getting this far. Keep on going and never give up! You're doing so great. I appreciate you. And I love you
@@berniceconstantine7586 That actually made me feel better reading. I'm not necessarily isolated anymore! I love you aswell, and thank you so much for that, it made me feel a bit better Edit: not even a bit better, it made me feel alot better.
when i have a bad day i search up aurora vibes and it never fails. if i didn't have this i would not be here now. thanks for being there when no one was.
When I listen to the song I think about my memories, my good times then I realize that in the end I'm all by myself surrounded by my demons, no one else, no friends, no family not even my enemies because they are all gone
“i hurt myself to prove that i’m human.” i feel this. i also hurt myself because i have just absolutely no control over any of the psychological torture my parents put me through and doing it makes me feel like i have control over at least one thing
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
This song helps people sleep to relax cuase when you can relate to something you put your guard down you let it sink in this song has a lovely way of relating with people that it just addicting
I hate relating to this. Been busy with school, exams and assignments. I was actually convinced that I'm okay. But wow, once I'm alone, my thoughts are so loud :)
-A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
Sometimes it's getting harder and harder to hide these thoughts from everyone around me. It's hard to even ask for help because the just question why you feel the way you feel like it's your choice.
You don't have to prove something to anyone. I can accept you for who you are. I'm not going to judge you just be true to yourself. Problems are always there but dont stop trying :333
Do you ever think that you were made to love more than you will ever get in return? And it’s so draining to but you don’t know what other way to act? you go through your life telling people you love them and sometimes more than a friend but they never feel the same way... so you continue to keep moving because you know if you think about it, it tears your heart and mind and soul apart so you ignore it and shove it down and keep smiling and loving on... despite how painful it feels
I remember feeling like this and now I sleep on time always and I'm usually happy. It gets better. I'd recommend that anyone who hears this song reads or listens to the book the mountain is you
I'm not one to cry, but whenever I do it always feels so numb after. The feeling is so real and it gives a sense of comfort for a while before the pain slips back in through the cracks.
Music is slowly healing me,it helps me calm down,sleep,clear my mind,ignore my parents fight,heal the pain in my body that is killing me,but it also makes me cry but its fine.🙂
Everything will be alright bro….just gotta keep going it’s all we ever do as men is to keep pushing through, no matter how hard life gets let’s keep going brother..
" I wanna be anywhere but here" ... this world just isn't meant for me but no matter how I try to escape the only thoughts I have at 3 am are unbearable ... in this world I was told that anything that's beautiful people want to break ... guess I was beautiful so I broke 😕
I always come back to this song if I'm sad like right now just to cry to it. I really relate to this song sometimes. especially when it comes to the chorus.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
I've been hurt so much, all I can think about is living in a world where there is only me. I get annoyed cuz I always end up hurting people who are really close to me and I don't even mean to do it. It hurts so bad. Everything in this song reminds me of what I've done in the past and right now. I just wish I could change. :(
Funny thing is I'm going through a break up of a relationship that held up for 10years and today I caught a glimpse of this master piece...hope y'all doing fine don't lose her
Appreciate the upload 🖤
What a beautiful song. Keep it up! :)
Right i love ot
@@AuroraVibes all for kaia
nice song, random artist!
It's so weird how we all dream about a beautiful future and at the same time don't think that we will live any longer
So fucking true
yep same
You have no idea. I feel myself that one day, I'm gonna grow up, get married, have kids and a nice relationship with my family, great friends, great job and everything. Then I look to my true future and I see nothing. I can barely see me living to see the next day half the time, but then weeks and months, then years go by and I'm left questioning how did I ever make it...
Ikr
Lost that dream ffs
Vorsa is really underrated. Really happy I discovered his music. :)
@Leon Zec hi
hi
Ik I love this song! It’s lit on repeat
Hi ^-^
Oh wow this Is amazing
u just cant deny that this piece brings peace to yourself
True 🖤
True
Straight facts
Music about killing yourself is so peaceful...jesus christ
@@369-i9q fr
its not the music that makes you cry. It's the people who you think about.
YOUR FUCKING RIGHT-
Same cause it reminds me of how much of a failure and a mistake to my family I am
I don't believe I've heard anything more true in my entire life.
Myself
What, as someone who had watched my aunt attempt suicde and has dead friends I dont think about people when i get sad i dont think about anything or i think about how my life could be better and how i cant fix it not anyone these songs make me sad because the lyrics coinside with what im feeling. Idk but if a sinlge person makes you sad and thats it congrats you have the stage set for a depression clear speed run litterally just fix how your feeling about that one person unless its not just depression and theres ptsd then thats diffrent but you got it easy if your just thinking about one person or honestly anything at all repressed memories are the fucking worst idk whats wrong with me what caused me to be like this or how to start fixing it.
Im leaving my comment here so when someone likes it, I can listen to this masterpiece again.
I added to your like list
Time to listen
Hopefully u listen again
Still feel the same?
Listen again
I've been depressed for so long that my other emotions are uncomfortable
Same. But don’t worry you’re not alone. There are many others just like you. It’s always the people you least expect. Everyone experiences things and go through changes it’s part of life. Hope you get better. Go at your own pace and don’t rush things.
Man that hits hard. I am not completely depressed at the moment. I just get sad at times. Depression comes seasonally in the fall. But anxiety is my year long plague. It definitely takes work to let yourself be happy. I haven’t figured it out all the way yet
im the same but i have to smile for others everyday
@@xcutieboo_9695 You don’t “have” to smile for others everyday. It’s ok to show your true feelings now and then. Having to smile is just a lie a lot of people believe that will help them, but for real it will only make your feelings worse. If you can’t show your true feelings around your friends then get new friends that actually care about you. If you are smiling because your afraid of people knowing something that you went through, you need to at least tell one person it will help lift that pain off of your chest and live at life you thought you couldn’t. I know that because I’ve been through that. If you need someone to talk to I’m here. We all have to start somewhere.
@@soulsaver3459 i just feel like i have to because my parents used to get mad at me for crying. Now i hide when im sad even around my family. But thank you, atleast i know im not alone 🖤
“If I don’t wake up~ I’m better off~ I’ll finally catch up on my sleep-“ damn that hits hard. I relate to that so much.🥺😔
i stay up till 6am
Im here if you ever want or need to talk...
@@DailyDadPain thank you, but i’ll be okay. ❤️
i mean its totally not my 3rd day in a row with 0 sleep
@@girlartist1105 idk if I should be proud or concerned.😟
Lyrics for "Self Destructive" by Vorsa
• Vocals Performed by: Vorsa
Self destructive tendencies that I have
Are killing me slowly but that's fine
I like the way it feels
Yeah I, I like the way it feels
When I think that I'm leaving
And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
Where did I go wrong this time?
If I don't wake up
I'm better off
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
I've been so lost
3am thoughts
Are building a new home just for me
Tell me I won't be this way forever
I can't do this for much longer
Does anyone give a f*ck?
I don't think that's the case
I wanna be anywhere else but here
Lately it's been getting hard to feel
But I'm getting used to it
um...... that wasent needed
@@solomonradcliffe1800but we do appreciate it
We’re this many people who do relate, yet we feel alone and this oppression is right here every morning ...
I love the honesty of this song, and the relief it brings
I really needed this song even if it's not the best for me I feel less alone knowing I'm not the only one
There with you
4 months later still here with you bro
“Mom, why do the best people die?”
“When you’re in a garden, which flowers do you pick?”
“The most beautiful ones”
Damn. Just Damn.
@@crimpsonmoon5729 .
*starts crying*
@@ThepearlofKres I'd say life gets better, but im afraid it doesnt
@@nexthokage i believe if you find even the tiniest blessing or positive, life will get better. You just have to search for it. Sometimes its hard but you have to keep on pushing!
Saying “why are you depressed life is so great” is like saying
“why do you have asthma there’s so much air”
---
That ~softly~ hit me
knowing there are actually people who get me 🖤
I can feel you mate
I feel tht
Heard this before and I'm saying my favorite reply. "Why are you dead? Just dig yourself out of your grave"
Never heard anything like this perfection before
"And i hurt myself to prove im human" i think there are too many people thinking like that. Or "only" trying to feel another pain then the pain they feel with their heart.
U arent alone.
I love this music. Touching and still has a sad but also a vibe to feel better :)
I feel your pain I hurt myself all the time
@@nathanel-is-god i dont rlly like saying things like this public but same
i hurt myself to feel a different pain cuz... it hurts and i'm too much
i do it for both and due to knowing from science that shallow cuts hurt more than deep ones. i dont do them too deep just enough to feel the pain for a while and the warmth of the blood rolling down my arm
@@girlartist1105 how you doing. I used to listen to this song but bored same days repetitive hateful fellings and just over nothing's brought me back. Stay safe please
Honestly, I feel like no one truly understands how I feel. I feel so lonely knowing that no one will be there for me. I always try to reach out to my friends but when I need them most, they don't show up. But I have music by my side. This songs somehow comforts me and also makes me cry. To anyone who's feeling this way, I'm really proud of you for staying strong for yourself. 🖤
you got this, thank you for putting blind faith into people that see your message. im proud of you and you got this, keep kicking the worlds butt. i know you got this
@@WispsRadiance Thank you so much buddy, you have no idea how much your words mean to me.🥺 May God bless you, stay safe.🖤
@@sadiaroze2443 you’re welcome, remember to take care of yourself okay? Have you drank water and ate today, let yourself feel weak and venerable to heal a bit of the mental? If not that’s okay you got this, I’m here listening again and checked our message. I finally saw your reply thank you for your kind words and I’ve been safe.
@@WispsRadiance Thank you so much for checking in again and I'm glad you've been safe :) You know, you're the only person who actually checked in with me. It's kinda hard to eat properly when you're going through a tough time but I'll try my best. Thank you again and take care too. You have my respect. :)🖤
@@sadiaroze2443 thank you for the kind words, hey just know I believe in you and you got this in the bag. I’ve been alright but a lots been going through a lot. It’s just a very hard time, but I can’t stop moving forward.
Nothing hurts more than you trying to hold back your tears so no one notices..
ik how that feels especially after losing someone who ment everything in life just to have them leave u for someone else I'm writing a song as we speak 😢
Fr
i did that a few hours ago . i had to hold back my tears in front of my mom and sister . but my sister kept asking me things so i had to try and hide my shaky voice...
I'm here, bcause of HELL
Ja też
+1
tez heh
Ja też
same
I'm breaking that damn replay button, soon it's gonna be as broken as me.
I might've broke the repeat already. This song has got me trapped in emotions
If you want to save the replay button, and your mouse. Right-click then click loop.
Im here if you ever want or need to talk...
someone once told me "if you cant love yourself you cant love anyone else" then I guess cant love anyone:(
Then ig I won't be able to love anyone either :(
Unless you find someone who helps you to love yourself while equally loving them as well. if someone has the power to help you love yourself then there is a good thing going on!
Dont worry, I wish I could give you a hug. I know how bad people need them, I never get one of those hugs and I never get asked if im feeling alright
You can love others without loving yourself but it is a never ending hole. Their trying to keep u safe
@@sky1786 for me if someone does love me and they show it too, then it actually changes my personality. I dont know how but I actually feel happy, but I think it'll be hard to find a girl to do that cause I'm overweight and I dont look attractive either, and the girls that do say they like/love me either was just messing with me, didnt actually but wanted comfort cause of another dude or they aren't even in my state
“and hurt myself just to prove that i’m human” that hit different
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“If I don’t wake up, I’m better off.. I’ll finally catch up on my sleep~”
That sounds nice…
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
@@damchel1008 ty
Get myself a better sleep schedule.
I hope you’re doing okay .
@@Itisdesi i’m not doing too hot but thanks
My favorite thing about this song is that, through all the comments ive read, not once does someone go on a rant and get mad and scream about how they want to kill themselves, instead, this song helps people realise that they are not alone in their pain and they can get through it eventually.
🥰
Life ends in a second. One second you're heart is beating and the next.. gone. Depression is hard but keep fighting to live. 💕
me at 2am watching sniperwolf: ahahaha
me at 3am listening to this song: *sobbing* *and having suicidal thoughts*
You ain't alone brother
same i was doing good now im back to to not being okay agin
The darkness will pass.
You're loved. ❤️🎶
@@ragingredhead9555 ty~
@@leightonwestafer2628 😊
This hits way too deep. This is my emotions I can’t say out loud in a song. Thank you for this. I’m in love with this song.❤️😭💔
Vorsa is so talented, i love his music. i hope he's doing okay now.
you keep witting this songs they're amazing
I hope he's okay too, and I hope you are, if you're listening to this.. then you either like this song, or just want to cry your eyes out because you feel like you aren't enough.. if it's that second one.. please be okay, ok? I love you so fkn much
I relate to this so much even though I probably got a very different message from it than anyone else. Just the feeling of so many conflicting thoughts that never leave you alone. knowing something's wrong but being unable to accept that. Thoughts of getting help always being interrupted by another voice telling you you're faking it, that you just want attention, and that even if there is something wrong, it's no big deal and you're just being dramatic. Wanting to die but not wanting to. Wanting help but not wanting it. Constantly stuck in the middle, with no escape. Never being able to tell yourself one thing without thinking the opposite. Sitting there, watching your life fall apart around you, not wanting things to get worse but wanting them to get better either. Sitting. Waiting. Longing for absolutely nothing. Just hoping that things will just stop without any time to be scared or think about it. But still not wanting the end to ever come. Just drowning in your own mind and not being able to do anything about it, because you both want to drown more and to drag yourself out. Endless mental agony while your thoughts swirl and you can't do anything. You won't let yourself. And you don't want to give yourself any control.
This has been my mental state for years. I don't remember any of stability I may have had before, and that's fine by me. I think.
Might not feel same as you but I think I'm having almost same problem as you + that I think I'm so weak that I want to cry.. and try to avoid any problems but yeah.. always gets into something.. and I can't have anyone to talk about it or something.. dont know what to do haha.. just playing games are comfort place where i can forget about everything
You put into words what I feel but can never find the words to express
Stay strong... I believe in you... 💚
"if i don't wake up i'm better off" anyone else relates to this? oh just me oh okay just me..
Hey, no you’re not the only one, I’m currently like that as well, I hate it, cause I’m supposed to be perfect and grateful but lately I just feel dead, no one knows that I tried to kill myself not so long ago, but I’m still here...
Im sorry for both of you. I know just how both of you feel. Just please don’t give up
@@cookingwithalumberjack2759 ty ty we'll try not too
@@itisdes thank you
@@cookingwithalumberjack2759 yeah wby?how are you doing?
I self destruct so much.
I would rather push others away then risk them maybe leaving.
I self sabotage.
I make myself sad like this.
I want to control it.
But i cant.
It's ok, I know how that feels, I've push my 2 sisters that have helped me when a girl I loved said she was just messing with me and never loved me, but the reason of me pushing them away is cause I dont want them to cry when they know how much I've wanted to just die
I relate so much to this
@Ian Pierce thats good advice, but sometimes its really hard not to push them away.
Most people are like this when they lose a lot. Its not unnormal, your not alone. But, you do need to stop pushing away those who love you, because they are the ones that can help you for loving you. Sometimes we just need others to say "I love you" "I'm there for you" instead of just knowing it ourselves. We also just need a hug even if we "think" it won't help, don't fool yourself. Your made to be loved, not hurt or we all would of ended it long before we could be born. Hugs from across the screen from me to you!
I have no choice but to push ppl away
How many out there are completely void of emotion?
How many of you know that you are surrounded by millions but completely alone?
How many of you have someone with in your life that you should love,
But you only go through the actions that you think they have to see to feel loved?
How many of you yearn to understand a simple concept of the word "love?"
"Surrounded by millions but completely alone" is a good saying.
If these words strike you in a way of truth.... I will solve the equation for you of who You are.
You are a sociopath.
If you need to self destruct, do it.
Just don't take anybody with you. They are innocent.
But you have the ability to protect those around in a way that most people can't.
You are indifferent.
It is a power given to a few.
It can do great good or harm.
Your choice.
Great song by the way....
Just heard it for the first time.
I've been listening to this for the past hour, thank you so much for this. This song hits like no other, it's so beautiful!
Hell? 18eth
"And I Hurt Myself To Prove That I'm Human" this just spoke 2 me so much and I wish it didn't
Vorsa has helped me so much, especially this song it's helped me through a really shit break up and the passing of two freinds which all happened within a month of eachother, I got to a really dark place and this song describes every feeling I had, I just want to say thank you for helping me get to a better place, I really can't thank you enough, and for everybody else please never give up, you can and will find that ground you can stand on, I appreciate you all take care, and much love to you all.
płaczesz z powodu rozdziału. "ufam Ci".
tak, bardzo.
Yess
Słucham ta piosenkę już 3 godziny i taka depresję złapałam że szok ostatni raz tak płakałam przez hell na ich prywatnym balu a puzniej epilogu
@@nikolaszolc samee
Myślałam że tylko ja
Right to my vibin’ playlist :)
I found this today, i was in search of some sad music to match how im feeling. Then i saw the channel name. The reason i'm sad is because my best friend's baby died today. Her name was Aurora. I think maybe she had something to do with me finding this video and this channel. Maybe. May she rest in peace.
I'll keep you all in my thoughts and prayers... here if you ever need or want to talk
it's this channel that gets me through the day
Appreciate you. Stay safe. ❤️
@@AuroraVibes you too
This is off topic but I also love King Princess
@@alexrose1279u have great taste then and ily
@@mailesmith1999 aww thanks love you too 💜
To everyone reading this and listening to this song, you most likely relate or related to this hard and this shows your not alone because everyone else here has felt one part of what you felt and understands a part of you. Your another Alone..
Ive been fighting with self destruction all these years. on meds and therapy. Thank you for uploading the song that speaks my mind..
It hits better when you listen and feel this song at the same time.🌚
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
I just discovered this song, and I'm happy I did. I relate a lot to the lyrics, and that's what makes me realise a lot. I'm still human, just like everyone here. We hurt, we feel, we go through a lot of things and we think so much about what's going to happen and when it's going to happen. We may be different people and have different lifestyles, but remember, we all feel the same. Whether we choose to show it or not. But let me remind you, life is worth it all. Don't let anyone tell you it isn't. We are all just surviving in a corrupted society and hoping for, one day, something will change for the better. You will never be alone, we are all here supporting you. Keep your head up, always.
Thank you, may God bless you 🖤
Hell
Ufam ci
Then strong mentally and everything has an end even our suffering
This master piece speaks volumes about me. For anyone else out there like this keep growing and love yourself. All bad things that happen to you live with it and learn from it. Again love yourself
Music is such a beautiful thing . To listen , and be heard and feel in such a different way . Feeling like your not alone .
I come here n helps me get threw shitty times where I want ..... But to know and see I'm not alone in the feeling of wishing n praying for the end
Man. This song made me think of how lonely i am.
I've been trying to spend time with myself, but it's just...lonely. Nobody to talk to, trying to isolate myself from my friends.
Emotionally drained, always tired. Man...
Hey, I know it's been really hard for you right now. But never go through this alone. Try to talk to someone you love and trust. Or do something you love, paint, listen to music, hanging out with friends and family is better than self-isolation. If no one has ever told you, then, I'm proud of you for getting this far. Keep on going and never give up! You're doing so great. I appreciate you. And I love you
@@berniceconstantine7586 That actually made me feel better reading. I'm not necessarily isolated anymore!
I love you aswell, and thank you so much for that, it made me feel a bit better
Edit: not even a bit better, it made me feel alot better.
when i have a bad day i search up aurora vibes and it never fails. if i didn't have this i would not be here now. thanks for being there when no one was.
pov: jestes z 18 rozdzialu hell z polecenia pizgi
@madza f Omg, tak bardzo 💔
Taaaaaakkkk
Takkk
Yessir🥰🥰
takk
I feel like this more often than I would like! 😢
When I listen to the song I think about my memories, my good times then I realize that in the end I'm all by myself surrounded by my demons, no one else, no friends, no family not even my enemies because they are all gone
Stay strong as possible were in this together I hope u know that I love you
This song is so right, it's exactly what a loved one is doing to himself right in front of me, it is like it was written for him.
Dziękuję Kasi, za pokazanie mi tej piosenki, lov u!
This song is my daily mood
“i hurt myself to prove that i’m human.” i feel this. i also hurt myself because i have just absolutely no control over any of the psychological torture my parents put me through and doing it makes me feel like i have control over at least one thing
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
This song helps people sleep to relax cuase when you can relate to something you put your guard down you let it sink in this song has a lovely way of relating with people that it just addicting
It’s gonna get popular I just know it
Facts
This probably need to have at least 1m
All of this youtubers songs are fire
Best lyricks what i ever heard
Why can't I just stop crying I'm so unusedful
I hate relating to this. Been busy with school, exams and assignments. I was actually convinced that I'm okay. But wow, once I'm alone, my thoughts are so loud :)
Listening to this while driving in a car during a rainy night just hits on a whole other level..😔
I love your channel it's so calming Thank you
Calming????
"I hurt myself to prove that I'm human" i felt that.
Reasons to live:
- [ ] 1: We would miss you
-A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
- [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better.
- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise.
- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
- [ ] 8: So many people care about you
- [ ] 9: You are amazing
- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
- [ ] 11: I care for you
- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
So underrated when you’ve been going through much.
Sometimes it's getting harder and harder to hide these thoughts from everyone around me. It's hard to even ask for help because the just question why you feel the way you feel like it's your choice.
You don't have to prove something to anyone. I can accept you for who you are. I'm not going to judge you just be true to yourself. Problems are always there but dont stop trying :333
What do you want the most right now? 💭
Early :)
@Leon Zec Hello :)
Love songs
To know who my mom is. I’m adopted fyi
@Carlos Meza so I’m not the only one that grew up missing a big piece of the best life. I respect that.
Beautiful and dark music!!♡♡
Do you ever think that you were made to love more than you will ever get in return? And it’s so draining to but you don’t know what other way to act? you go through your life telling people you love them and sometimes more than a friend but they never feel the same way... so you continue to keep moving because you know if you think about it, it tears your heart and mind and soul apart so you ignore it and shove it down and keep smiling and loving on... despite how painful it feels
I remember feeling like this and now I sleep on time always and I'm usually happy. It gets better. I'd recommend that anyone who hears this song reads or listens to the book the mountain is you
I’ve been listening to this song for a little over a year, it still hits hard
I love you
@@mizuki5468 gonna make me cry bro
Omg keep up the good work I feel like this all the time but just don't think about ur pain
I hope things will get better for you, don't give up. Ask for help if you need it
LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH
Atleast somewhere I found some sort of peace 🥺...thanks for uploading this 💗
Stay strong, I wish you all the best
@@_csinti_ ☺️❤️
Thanks for helping me letting all my tears finally out
That’s the first stage then comes numbing then you won’t be able to cry anymore because you be to numb to tell a fucking thing.
I'm not one to cry, but whenever I do it always feels so numb after. The feeling is so real and it gives a sense of comfort for a while before the pain slips back in through the cracks.
Music is slowly healing me,it helps me calm down,sleep,clear my mind,ignore my parents fight,heal the pain in my body that is killing me,but it also makes me cry but its fine.🙂
The last 3 months of this year will be filled with MIRACLES, FINANCIAL FREEDOM, LOVE, and TRUE JOY.
Type Yes to AFFIRM it..
My love and best friend the person I gave my all to is seeing other people this pain Is unreal I'm hollow idk how I will make it through this feeling
Everything will be alright bro….just gotta keep going it’s all we ever do as men is to keep pushing through, no matter how hard life gets let’s keep going brother..
pozdrawiam ludzi po przeczytaniu eth ♥
This song explains exactly how I feel.. crazy how similar it is..
pov: jestes tu z powodu hell
Nie
o co chodzi, ja tylko depresje mam??
Nie
Tak🥰
YUP
" I wanna be anywhere but here" ...
this world just isn't meant for me but no matter how I try to escape the only thoughts I have at 3 am are unbearable ... in this world I was told that anything that's beautiful people want to break ... guess I was beautiful so I broke 😕
One of the bestest song i've ever heard in my entire life ngl.
I always come back to this song if I'm sad like right now just to cry to it. I really relate to this song sometimes. especially when it comes to the chorus.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
I hope everyone finds happiness.
I've been hurt so much, all I can think about is living in a world where there is only me. I get annoyed cuz I always end up hurting people who are really close to me and I don't even mean to do it. It hurts so bad. Everything in this song reminds me of what I've done in the past and right now. I just wish I could change. :(
Same🥀
I needed this today..
I just wanna sleep and hope everything gets better
i just feel like this song was made for me, every line just resonates with what I went through.
I Needed this Song. ❤
Ce son restera dans ma tête à tout jamais, elle décrit how i feel et elle est si bien chantée, wouah 👏
Congratulations, your tiredness has arrived in Mexico City, I send you a big greeting from Mexico.
Im leaving this here so I can listen to this beautiful song every time I get a like
This tremendously describes how I feel. I still don't know how to deal with it yet .
Funny thing is I'm going through a break up of a relationship that held up for 10years and today I caught a glimpse of this master piece...hope y'all doing fine don't lose her