they're so dynamic and Scrim (the one with the dreads) produces all of their beats (or at least 99% of them) coming from a fellow producer he is a GENIUS. SO happy to see you vibing to them, really taking notice and contemplating how heavy their lyrics are, while also VIBING to their musical genius. I can personally say they have saved me. Would love to see more $B and Peep vids.
When I clicked on this, I fully expected him to basically say “stop listening to this kind of music, it’s terrible for your mental health” because that’s what I’ve been told by every other therapist I’ve ever seen. I was VERY pleasantly surprised and just gained a ton of respect for this guy.
I listen to this and depressive suicidal black metal because it's therapy for me. It's cathartic, I hear their emotion and it helps me get over my own suicidal thoughts. It's like the music does the deed for me and I can function again
That'd be dope fasho but they're not really into interviews. Shit, cameras period, they just released a actual music video after like a 4 year hiatus of doing them. They've really only done lyric videos in the past 4 years.
@@betog59 i mean he gonna be the easiest option for a 1st interview in awhile cause you know there prolly isnt any ill intent with an older therapist so whenever they ready he's a good choice
I literally shouted “OH MY GOD” and stopped everything I was doing when I got the notification. Wasn’t sure you’d ever react to this because of the lyrics but I’m so happy you did! This is one of my favourite songs of all time. So relatable and such a good emotional release I can’t help but listening to it on repeat regularly.
so true, it was so relatable for me when i was in depression for 6 years after 1.5 year of regular psychiatrist appointments. Now i don't feel depressed, but i still struggle to return to a regular life after this. I keep doing things what i does when i was in depression (nothing). I think i need a psychotherapist now
Same here, first song I heard was Southside Suicide, thought it was ok but then I saw KYS Pt3 in the recommended and I kinda found the name funny lol but then I listened and from there on out the Boy$ were the only thing i listened to for years
Man I was waiting for this, This song left me destroyed when i first heard it, I kept coming back to it because it was reaching something in me and pulling out emotions and previous issues to the forefront which really allowed me to voice my issues and get them addressed, Now this song is a victory song to remind myself of how far things have come, and how much these boys has really impacted lives all over the world. Im glad someone like you can see the value in these songs beyond the shock value they may bring to most other people, you seem to be able to see the deeper meanings and understand better than anyone else what they mean. Love your work, please dont stop!
Dude that little “you do!” You said after the lyric “I’m matter but I don’t matter” was so damn wholesome. Genuinely grateful to know people as caring and empathetic as you exist. Much love from NZ. 💜
Just saw them live this week and at the end of the show they basically said word for word what you said at 12:00 . Their story is extremely inspiring and they truly are trying to save a generation with their music
I was at the Somerset show. I love Scrim's speeches. I was definitely crying at the end. He's so humble and honestly wants others to seek help like he did.
Hey, reaction therapy! I love your content so much. I am glad you are helping Suicideboys rise to further popularity. This is my favorite SB song. I wanted to point out a lyric in this song that you missed in your reaction: In the first verse, when ruby is speaking about fluorescent lights, he is speaking about UV lights used in inner cities to prevent drug addicts from injecting drugs such as heroin and fentanyl. When he mentions that these lights are making him violent, it is not that these lights hurt his eyes, it is that he is mad that the government is preventing him from finding an escape from his pain-- thus, he gets violent.
I didn't know that. I interpreted the fluorescent lights verse as being inside of stagnant buildings all the time, or seeing the TV screen or PC monitor etc. We all go so stir crazy when we are boxed up inside day after night.. But this brings that whole line to a deeper level coming from an addict's perspective. Thank u for this comment
I’ve commented this also, like 3 times between different videos lol. Love the new album and how different it is from their older music but how they used sounds from their old songs in their new album.
If you haven’t already, “Leave Your Things Behind II” is a great $uicideboy$ track with just as much emotion as some of the other videos I’ve seen you do on their music. Most definitely should listen to it at least
this was the first track i heard from $B, and it only opened the floodgates for me. Definitely a cathartic song; a lot of songs with similar subject matter or similar messages do one thing perfectly for me, where they let me funnel the not-so-great thoughts in my head into the lyrics, rather than milling about in my head
He has probably my favorite reactions to their songs. Him being super hype and vibing to the beat drop and then the realization of the lyrics setting in always has me absolutely rolling
They layer the vocals which gives it a wide and powerful sound, if you listen they have a talking voice, and screaming voice at the same time and it sounds awesome!
I always wondered why I dated females that uesed, abused, and treated me wrong. After I had therapy I realized the females I dated were broken and I was broken as well. Just repeating a complete circle of pain all the time because I really felt deep down I didn't matter and never realized it until therapy as well. Thank you to therapy and all that is therapeutic! Another great and mental health bombs from TomMuch love as always. Loved it!
I was never able to tolerate reaction videos until I found yours, not only do I tolerate them, I love them. You're not trying to put on a persona for the camera and your reactions seem very genuine , every time you get hyped it gets me hyped hahah. Also it's always interesting to hear you dissect the song from your pov. Thanks for making these Tom.
This was the first Suicide Boys Song I ever heard. conveniently found this song while in a dark place in my life, something about knowing i wasn't alone on how I felt helped a lot. I want people to know you're not alone And it will get better in due time. YOUR LIFE IS WORTH IT
Lyrics: It's not fair, I found love It made me say that get back You'll never see daylight If I'm not strong, it just might It's not fair, I found love It made me say that get back You'll never see daylight If I'm not strong, it just might [Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry] They figure me a dead motherfucker But I'm just a motherfucker that wanna be dead Snow Leopard with the lead in his head, turnin' me into a sweater Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread I be the silhouette of a sunset Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent I'm tryna get the highest I can get before I overdose and die My ribs are nothing but an empty cage, black hole in my chest Big bang, Yung Plague on the tip of a wave In my head, I feel like I'm a guest, so I'ma throw it all away Because when I am dead, I will be nothing decomposin' in a grave I'm matter, but I don't matter I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter Brain splattered on the wall Grey stains won't dissolve, gonna have to paint it all [Chorus: Butterfly Boucher] It's not fair, I found love It made me say that get back You'll never see daylight If I'm not strong, it just might [Verse 2: $lick $loth] Always boasting my emotions on how I'm so fucking broken Think I'm joking when I'm talkin' about blowing my head open 'Til the moment you walk in and find my body motionless Wrists slit, thoughts of $licky falling in an open pit, shit Always burn my bridges 'cause I'd rather fall in ditches If life's a game of inches, then my dick has been the biggest And my goal's to fuck the world until that motherfucker's twitchin' Lane switchin', same mission, to die and blame my addiction, bitch [Chorus: Butterfly Boucher] It's not fair, I found love It made me say that get back You'll never see daylight If I'm not strong, it just might
I just recently went to their concert here in Norfolk, VA. They gave a heavy speech at the end speaking of how sometimes you just can not do it all yourself and don’t ever feel bad for reaching out to someone. The amount that this resonated with me was absolutely insane. I definitely feel so much more ready to get better.
whenever i struggle with my inner thoughts i listen to this song and there is this dark comfort within it. I think hearing this song makes me feel validated and seen. Which is what someone who is in that mental position really needs to hear. That there are people that truly understand
i love sui boys so much they saved me on my darkest days, this is one of my ALL TIME FAVS. they make me feel heard and remind me that i’m not alone and honestly watching u be so explanatory with their lyrics is something i will treasure. ur amazing i love ur vids
I've been talking to my therapist about how their music helps me. How I find they say exactly what I can't. I feel like I've healed and grown with them. I am so proud of them both. I cried when I listened to "Escape from Babylon" because hearing $crim talk about how he's found a better life, a better girl, and how he wants a family just made me so happy. Hearing Ruby address his own issues and how he's learning to get through them and grow himself is also just so, amazing. I just love how open and raw they are about depression, anxiety, addiction, etc. They're not afraid to throw these "ugly" topics into the spotlight. They don't hold back. It's really helped me realize I'm not alone, these thoughts I have are not just my own, it's things a million other people have. Since I've discovered them, my life has really made a 180 and I'm in a position that 16yo me never thought would happen. I just want to keep watching them grow now. They deserve all the happiness life can bring.
I've started getting therapy because of your wise words inbetween reactions :) some reason I just really believed you when you said it doesn't have to be this way & we can take steps to make life a little better.
I watch your videos to cope with my depression and grief, you make me feel better and together with suicideboys you make me see some hope in my pointless anguish. you are one of the reasons I'm still here and I am forever greatfull for it
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Today we had to put my dog down and I made a promise to her that I'd get sober for her. I put myself in a rut all on my own and last night I didn't even want to get high because I didn't want to feel like that for her even though I "like" it. I know it might be weird to make that promise to a pet but honestly she was the only one I talked to about how I feel. She got it when I feel like no one else did. Anyways I started binging your reactions again and I decided to write a letter to her and burn it to try and let go of the past and pick myself up for the better. Keep up the good vibes man.
So glad to see this kind of content. Random thing that seems worth mentioning is the name of the album "my liver will handle what my heart can't". From a personal perspective that's some heavy, deep words.
It is always so comforting seeing ur videos on $uicideboy$. Ive been in a dark place for a long time now, but ur videos make me feel understood and feel somehow better. Thank you for that.
I love seeing older folks bumping and enjoying $b they truly are one of a kind, their voices combine so well and the beats they produce are awsome. Its so awsome to see $lick almost three years completely clean, their old sound was so recognizable but they are still pumping bangers. I love the old sound but the new sound is deff coming onto me now
Ruby saying he’s getting violent because of the violet fluorescent lights is because he’s trying to “shoot up” but he can’t find his veins because of the lights thus making him violent because he can’t get high
“Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent” - violet/uv lights are common in a lot of places to prevent people from injecting themselves because it makes veins invisible on the arms.
7:25 when ruby says “stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent I’m trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die” he’s referring to how a lot of bars, specifically in New Orleans where they’re from, have black lights in the bathrooms so addicts cant see their veins to shoot up in them. Thus making him angry and frustrated that he can’t get high, he is saying that he’s trying to get as high as he possibly can without dying
Love this song from $b, one of their best for sure. You should definitely react to low key or new chains same shackles. Both of the songs have very dark lyrics but they're amazing.
I love that as a therapist you hear the stuff and are like "aw no! That's not good y'all!" But the beat is so good you can't help but bump to it. These kind of tracks are cathartic for someone goin through the stuff. I'm the type of guy where I feel sad, I listen to these fellas and certain bands, then a few songs later I've completely expelled the blackness. Can breathe again.
In december when I was at my worst i started watching your vids to get through my day. 8 Months later i've never felt better and still watch your vids every now and then, keep it up, you help a lot of people
This song alone by them has actually saved my life. Made me feel not alone and spoke how I felt perfectly without me needing say a word. I’m forever grateful to $B and their music and movement.
this song made me cry the first time i heard it bc i was in a dark place and i felt what they were saying bc i felt the lyrics personally because i was going through serious depression and i was thinking of committing but i didn’t bc of this song and how much it brought out and made me realize what’s wrong and stuff and watching this video realizing that i can get help almost made me start breaking down
Your reactions are elite!! Especially to $uicideboy$, they have so many different sounds and are so raw and true to what they say. And the sound they use, especially in this song with the double vocals. Please react to leave your things behind part 2!
absolutely crazy to think I've been listening to this song for about 5 years now, this song has literally changed my life in so many ways when I first started hearing it and it's one of the main reasons I'm alive today. It's also stillll as good as it was the first time I heard it, will always love $B. 🤙🏼👌🏼
okay i know ur thing is mental health lyrics but their new song "fucking your culture" has the most hard perfect beat with some of their best flows yet, would recommend.
Don't know if you'll see this but I just saw them in concert and towards the end they stopped and Scrimm gave us like a 5 minute talk about reaching out if you need help, don't be dependent on drugs, how far he's come since getting sober ect. It was a truly amazing moment
You sir are most def a breath of fresh air when it comes to reactions!!! I love what you do and I am too a HUGE suicideboys fan! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for what you do and how you break down music like this unbiased!🤘🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I remember when I was at my peak of struggling with my alcoholism. I was drunk out of my life with earbuds in my ears listening to this. I was crying in public.
I think this is actually a really interesting concept therapist breaking down music that is very dark. Enjoying the music for what it is but also diving into the deeper meaning. Absolutely awesome
THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG I LITERALLY DROPPED EVERY TO WATCH THIS VIDEO, just a sidenote I literally love you so much I’ve been going through way too much mental illness and issues and just watching your videos makes it just a little bit better. I’m just so glad I was able to find you. And the fact that my parents won’t let me go to therapy even though my doctor told me too I am glad I found you because you’re just my therapy supplement even though I can’t talk to you it’s still like you’re talking to me and I just love you so much man. Keep up the awesome video please
there goal/message is to show and tell people hey look at our life all the addiction and pain and suffering, and were ok were fine. the suicideboy$ songs are always taken is a bad light or contexts when its just two dudes being real bonding with people and that unity really helps people in need in that they dont feel alone. i need that interview lol i still think it should happen.. love these videos keep them coming.!
TOM I FREAKING LOVE YOU. thank you so much for not only covering this song but being so open. There’s so so much to this song. And you did an amazing job with it!!
Don't jump to conclusions reading this. These videos about SuicideBoys specifically (they have a special place in my heart) are almost hilariously long. What I mean is that if I asked somebody I knew to analyze a song and then showed them Kill Yourself III, they would probably give me what, like 30 seconds to a minute of analysis maybe? But our boy gives us many minutes analyzing almost every line in the song and reinforcing the idea that although the Boys have pretty amazing intensity and emotionally lyrical verses and all, there's always a message for us to take away with every line. Even though I've listened to this song a thousand times, these kinds of analyses make me so happy to listen to.
if you can get ruby and scrim on your podcast that would BE AMAZING! this is my first time seeing your channel but i love your personality and your love for music and the fact you care for ruby and scrim just from hearing their music. i love everything about this channel.
Listening to my man keep up with the lyrics and respond to ruby GOT me 💯😭🤣👏🏾 “I’m matter but I don’t matter” YES YOU DO! 😭🤣👏🏾 I love this channel , on God 🖤
I'm a simple man. I see Tom AND $B in the thumbnail and I click. Great as always Tom. Would you consider a mega video or a theme week where you break down their whole new album?!
like everyone i love your reactions to the boys. also on the fluorescent lights line i think that also has some meaning with some club etc. bathrooms having fluorescent lights so it’s harder for people to shoot up in them. i think the lights make it hard to see your veins
couldn't wait till you got to "I'm matter, but i don't matter"... i shed a tear when you pointed at us and said "you do matter, you do matter!" thanks for another amazing video.
These are honestly some of my favorite videos bc I didn’t understand why I listening to $uicideboy$ when I was at my lowest and a lot of what you say makes sense. Can’t wait to see y’all on a podcast I feel like it’ll be super viral
Something I did notice was the part where it mentioned fluorescent lights. It is most like that it means that he gets frustrated from the lights placed in retail and convenience store to prevent intravenous drug injections. It possible insinuates that he gets violent because he can’t get high because it is his escapism being taken away when that is all he wants before he overdoses.
Just saw them on the Grey Day tour 3 days ago. Honestly, I cried and sang every lyric during this song. Really helped me through high school and still helps me in my moments at 22.
i enjoyed your "yeah yeah yeah!!" on the first drop ahah!! very cool to see u match the energy and understand that atmosphere without having to know every lyric. great work
Saw them live Aug 2nd for their Grey Day Tour, and let's just say I was Balling throughout their entire set. Seeing how far Scrim and Ruby have come as artists, as well as their sobriety. That being said they released a new album about a week ago, n i think it'd be dope if we got a reaction to THE_EVIL_THAT_MEN_DO or Eulogy. Always appreciate the reactions to the Boys!
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@@its-sam. thanks Sam!😊👍
they're so dynamic and Scrim (the one with the dreads) produces all of their beats (or at least 99% of them) coming from a fellow producer he is a GENIUS. SO happy to see you vibing to them, really taking notice and contemplating how heavy their lyrics are, while also VIBING to their musical genius. I can personally say they have saved me. Would love to see more $B and Peep vids.
can you do a reaction for kill yourself part 4 that one's deep n understandable🔥🔥
When I clicked on this, I fully expected him to basically say “stop listening to this kind of music, it’s terrible for your mental health” because that’s what I’ve been told by every other therapist I’ve ever seen. I was VERY pleasantly surprised and just gained a ton of respect for this guy.
this guy is awesome, he truly understands, not just one of those “ummm this song has sad lyrics which is bad for you” typa people
I listen to this and depressive suicidal black metal because it's therapy for me. It's cathartic, I hear their emotion and it helps me get over my own suicidal thoughts. It's like the music does the deed for me and I can function again
@@atheist101same, dsbm, sb and just music with strong lyrics in general are so good
I really hope your dream of getting them on a podcast comes true. I’d love to hear a podcast between you and the boys
That'd be dope fasho but they're not really into interviews. Shit, cameras period, they just released a actual music video after like a 4 year hiatus of doing them. They've really only done lyric videos in the past 4 years.
They recently came out they still aren’t ready for any interviews atm but hopefully in the later future
It'll happen!!!
@@betog59 i mean he gonna be the easiest option for a 1st interview in awhile cause you know there prolly isnt any ill intent with an older therapist so whenever they ready he's a good choice
would be great
One of their best songs, so blunt but yet beautiful.
I agree 🔥
Typical tiktok fan lol
@@scwalieway2011 nah dude don't be that person. It is one of their best songs.
@@alexandrecarola6832 L fan
@@scwalieway2011 ratio.
I literally shouted “OH MY GOD” and stopped everything I was doing when I got the notification. Wasn’t sure you’d ever react to this because of the lyrics but I’m so happy you did! This is one of my favourite songs of all time. So relatable and such a good emotional release I can’t help but listening to it on repeat regularly.
same lmao
Same. And same. !
Thanks Rebecca! I loved doing this one! 😊👍
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial Glad to hear it, Tom! Keep up the fantastic work. 💜
so true, it was so relatable for me when i was in depression for 6 years after 1.5 year of regular psychiatrist appointments. Now i don't feel depressed, but i still struggle to return to a regular life after this. I keep doing things what i does when i was in depression (nothing). I think i need a psychotherapist now
You do so much for people you don’t even know, I just hope you are having a good time with life rn as it’s been hard times for us all recently
Thanks so much for these words james 😊👍
This is the song that got me into Suicideboys. The melodic chorus, the beat and the rhyming, and the relatable lyrics. All perfect 👌
Love circa survive!!
This is the FIRST song I've heard by them, and im already falling in love with their music.
Same here, first song I heard was Southside Suicide, thought it was ok but then I saw KYS Pt3 in the recommended and I kinda found the name funny lol but then I listened and from there on out the Boy$ were the only thing i listened to for years
Ayy on letting go baby
Same bruh 🔥
Man I was waiting for this, This song left me destroyed when i first heard it, I kept coming back to it because it was reaching something in me and pulling out emotions and previous issues to the forefront which really allowed me to voice my issues and get them addressed, Now this song is a victory song to remind myself of how far things have come, and how much these boys has really impacted lives all over the world. Im glad someone like you can see the value in these songs beyond the shock value they may bring to most other people, you seem to be able to see the deeper meanings and understand better than anyone else what they mean.
Love your work, please dont stop!
6:50 the line right before that one is "snow leopard with the lead in his head" i love how you decipher every lyric perfectly
Dude that little “you do!” You said after the lyric “I’m matter but I don’t matter” was so damn wholesome. Genuinely grateful to know people as caring and empathetic as you exist. Much love from NZ. 💜
Just saw them live this week and at the end of the show they basically said word for word what you said at 12:00 . Their story is extremely inspiring and they truly are trying to save a generation with their music
Thank you so much for this 😊👍
I was at the Somerset show. I love Scrim's speeches. I was definitely crying at the end. He's so humble and honestly wants others to seek help like he did.
Hey, reaction therapy! I love your content so much. I am glad you are helping Suicideboys rise to further popularity. This is my favorite SB song. I wanted to point out a lyric in this song that you missed in your reaction:
In the first verse, when ruby is speaking about fluorescent lights, he is speaking about UV lights used in inner cities to prevent drug addicts from injecting drugs such as heroin and fentanyl. When he mentions that these lights are making him violent, it is not that these lights hurt his eyes, it is that he is mad that the government is preventing him from finding an escape from his pain-- thus, he gets violent.
Well said😊
I didn't know that. I interpreted the fluorescent lights verse as being inside of stagnant buildings all the time, or seeing the TV screen or PC monitor etc. We all go so stir crazy when we are boxed up inside day after night..
But this brings that whole line to a deeper level coming from an addict's perspective. Thank u for this comment
Suicideboys literally saved my life their music is so raw and you can feel the emotion they put into their music
Their new songs Eulogy, In Constant Sorrow and 1000 Blunts are definitely worth a listen as well!!
as well as "Matte Black"
I’ve commented this also, like 3 times between different videos lol. Love the new album and how different it is from their older music but how they used sounds from their old songs in their new album.
I hope he reads these comments and make videos for the new songs
In Constant Sorrow gotta be my favorite from the new album 🖤👌🏽
1000 blunts is crazy .. that chorus hits you can hear scrim is speakin for real.
If you haven’t already, “Leave Your Things Behind II” is a great $uicideboy$ track with just as much emotion as some of the other videos I’ve seen you do on their music. Most definitely should listen to it at least
Yes we need this video !!
or pt 1
omg yes pleaseee
this was the first track i heard from $B, and it only opened the floodgates for me. Definitely a cathartic song; a lot of songs with similar subject matter or similar messages do one thing perfectly for me, where they let me funnel the not-so-great thoughts in my head into the lyrics, rather than milling about in my head
The amount of time I’ve been in the drivers seat of my car blasting this song in an empty parking lot is unreal. This is my favorite $B song for sure
I have my first therapy appointment next week, thank you, you pushed me to reach out
Awesome! Thanks for letting me know Logan!😊👍
yo reach out to me on discord if you want, we can talk and you can update me
therapy is useless, unless youre a npc normie
@@urevya L take
@@urevya didnt know people actually talk like this
Every SB reaction starts off with Tom vibing to the beat drop and then saying „i might not agree with These words,but…“ lmao 💜
He has probably my favorite reactions to their songs. Him being super hype and vibing to the beat drop and then the realization of the lyrics setting in always has me absolutely rolling
@@itenshidoom 💯💯
They layer the vocals which gives it a wide and powerful sound, if you listen they have a talking voice, and screaming voice at the same time and it sounds awesome!
Only ruby has that voice, scrim's is mainly autotune
@@l.s9090 in that song + many other scrim uses the same technique
@@l.s9090 bro scrim clearly uses it too here
I always wondered why I dated females that uesed, abused, and treated me wrong. After I had therapy I realized the females I dated were broken and I was broken as well. Just repeating a complete circle of pain all the time because I really felt deep down I didn't matter and never realized it until therapy as well. Thank you to therapy and all that is therapeutic! Another great and mental health bombs from TomMuch love as always. Loved it!
What a great comment! Thank you Andrew! Made my day!😊👍
Do you mean women? Why say 'females'? They're not objects.
@@hershey989 When I say females I mean women. That wasn't an attempt to objectify women, ladies, chicks, or any other word you would call them by.
Anyways, I hope you have a great day🙂
I was never able to tolerate reaction videos until I found yours, not only do I tolerate them, I love them. You're not trying to put on a persona for the camera and your reactions seem very genuine , every time you get hyped it gets me hyped hahah. Also it's always interesting to hear you dissect the song from your pov. Thanks for making these Tom.
Thanks so much for this Simon😊👍
Same
This was the first Suicide Boys Song I ever heard. conveniently found this song while in a dark place in my life, something about knowing i wasn't alone on how I felt helped a lot. I want people to know you're not alone And it will get better in due time. YOUR LIFE IS WORTH IT
I know you were fuckin bumpin like “who the fuck is this?!”
@@UnbiasedRemarks I was shit hit hard
cap lmao
Lyrics:
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might
[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]
They figure me a dead motherfucker
But I'm just a motherfucker that wanna be dead
Snow Leopard with the lead in his head, turnin' me into a sweater
Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
I be the silhouette of a sunset
Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent
I'm tryna get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
My ribs are nothing but an empty cage, black hole in my chest
Big bang, Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
In my head, I feel like I'm a guest, so I'ma throw it all away
Because when I am dead, I will be nothing decomposin' in a grave
I'm matter, but I don't matter
I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
Brain splattered on the wall
Grey stains won't dissolve, gonna have to paint it all
[Chorus: Butterfly Boucher]
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might
[Verse 2: $lick $loth]
Always boasting my emotions on how I'm so fucking broken
Think I'm joking when I'm talkin' about blowing my head open
'Til the moment you walk in and find my body motionless
Wrists slit, thoughts of $licky falling in an open pit, shit
Always burn my bridges 'cause I'd rather fall in ditches
If life's a game of inches, then my dick has been the biggest
And my goal's to fuck the world until that motherfucker's twitchin'
Lane switchin', same mission, to die and blame my addiction, bitch
[Chorus: Butterfly Boucher]
It's not fair, I found love
It made me say that get back
You'll never see daylight
If I'm not strong, it just might
Doing gods work
Thx 🖤
I just recently went to their concert here in Norfolk, VA. They gave a heavy speech at the end speaking of how sometimes you just can not do it all yourself and don’t ever feel bad for reaching out to someone. The amount that this resonated with me was absolutely insane. I definitely feel so much more ready to get better.
I requested this song 22 hours ago.. You caught me off guard with this one! Tom thank you so much for doing this song it meant a lot to me ❤️
lol he didn’t do it for you
@@derhonkler facts 😂
whenever i struggle with my inner thoughts i listen to this song and there is this dark comfort within it. I think hearing this song makes me feel validated and seen. Which is what someone who is in that mental position really needs to hear. That there are people that truly understand
Saw the boys two days ago. The energy in the crowd was astounding! Shoutout to everyone that listens to $uicideboy$
I wanna see them!!!
i love sui boys so much they saved me on my darkest days, this is one of my ALL TIME FAVS. they make me feel heard and remind me that i’m not alone and honestly watching u be so explanatory with their lyrics is something i will treasure. ur amazing i love ur vids
I've been talking to my therapist about how their music helps me. How I find they say exactly what I can't. I feel like I've healed and grown with them. I am so proud of them both. I cried when I listened to "Escape from Babylon" because hearing $crim talk about how he's found a better life, a better girl, and how he wants a family just made me so happy. Hearing Ruby address his own issues and how he's learning to get through them and grow himself is also just so, amazing. I just love how open and raw they are about depression, anxiety, addiction, etc. They're not afraid to throw these "ugly" topics into the spotlight. They don't hold back. It's really helped me realize I'm not alone, these thoughts I have are not just my own, it's things a million other people have. Since I've discovered them, my life has really made a 180 and I'm in a position that 16yo me never thought would happen. I just want to keep watching them grow now. They deserve all the happiness life can bring.
This song has got me into them and helped me through sm shit, I'll never stop listening to them though my therapist isn't happy with it lol
I've started getting therapy because of your wise words inbetween reactions :) some reason I just really believed you when you said it doesn't have to be this way & we can take steps to make life a little better.
Also what a great advertisement for this channel, good resource and just positive all around :)
I watch your videos to cope with my depression and grief, you make me feel better and together with suicideboys you make me see some hope in my pointless anguish. you are one of the reasons I'm still here and I am forever greatfull for it
In case people forgot 3 years ago when it first came out, in Betterhelp's terms and conditions do not hold them liable for the selling of your data. The app for having confidential therapy sells your problems to Facebook to hit you with targeted ads.
Today we had to put my dog down and I made a promise to her that I'd get sober for her. I put myself in a rut all on my own and last night I didn't even want to get high because I didn't want to feel like that for her even though I "like" it. I know it might be weird to make that promise to a pet but honestly she was the only one I talked to about how I feel. She got it when I feel like no one else did. Anyways I started binging your reactions again and I decided to write a letter to her and burn it to try and let go of the past and pick myself up for the better. Keep up the good vibes man.
BEEN WAITING ON THIS ONE YESSIR
Faxx🔥🔥🔥
I love how you found these guys 6 months ago and you already have goals set for meeting them that’s amazing keep up the awsome work with the boys
So glad to see this kind of content. Random thing that seems worth mentioning is the name of the album "my liver will handle what my heart can't". From a personal perspective that's some heavy, deep words.
It is always so comforting seeing ur videos on $uicideboy$. Ive been in a dark place for a long time now, but ur videos make me feel understood and feel somehow better. Thank you for that.
I love seeing older folks bumping and enjoying $b they truly are one of a kind, their voices combine so well and the beats they produce are awsome. Its so awsome to see $lick almost three years completely clean, their old sound was so recognizable but they are still pumping bangers. I love the old sound but the new sound is deff coming onto me now
Ruby saying he’s getting violent because of the violet fluorescent lights is because he’s trying to “shoot up” but he can’t find his veins because of the lights thus making him violent because he can’t get high
Thank you for this stix 😊
“Stare into the violet fluorescent lights, makes me violent” - violet/uv lights are common in a lot of places to prevent people from injecting themselves because it makes veins invisible on the arms.
7:25 when ruby says “stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent I’m trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die” he’s referring to how a lot of bars, specifically in New Orleans where they’re from, have black lights in the bathrooms so addicts cant see their veins to shoot up in them. Thus making him angry and frustrated that he can’t get high, he is saying that he’s trying to get as high as he possibly can without dying
Love this song from $b, one of their best for sure. You should definitely react to low key or new chains same shackles. Both of the songs have very dark lyrics but they're amazing.
Thanks so much Nora!😊👍
Part 4 is amazing and the pacing isn’t as fast.
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial please react to those songs, one of my favorites
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial also “handzum $uicide” is one of their darkest songs but it’s beautiful and talks about some past traumas
Low key is so underated yet probably their best song
I love that as a therapist you hear the stuff and are like "aw no! That's not good y'all!" But the beat is so good you can't help but bump to it. These kind of tracks are cathartic for someone goin through the stuff. I'm the type of guy where I feel sad, I listen to these fellas and certain bands, then a few songs later I've completely expelled the blackness. Can breathe again.
For those who feel useless sometimes, just remember all those people's who used you, just because they saw something in you that they didin't have.
i know you
In december when I was at my worst i started watching your vids to get through my day. 8 Months later i've never felt better and still watch your vids every now and then, keep it up, you help a lot of people
The "you do matter " is so wholesome. I love your personality so much man.
THANK YOU SO MUCH. IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR MONTHS!
You got it luke!😊👍
This song alone by them has actually saved my life. Made me feel not alone and spoke how I felt perfectly without me needing say a word. I’m forever grateful to $B and their music and movement.
this song made me cry the first time i heard it bc i was in a dark place and i felt what they were saying bc i felt the lyrics personally because i was going through serious depression and i was thinking of committing but i didn’t bc of this song and how much it brought out and made me realize what’s wrong and stuff and watching this video realizing that i can get help almost made me start breaking down
This song means a great deal to me personally. It helped me get through the toughest time in my life, and I’m glad you have finally dissected it.
WE NEED TO TAKE HOMEBOY TO GREYDAY HE LOVES THEM SM 😂💖
bro this guy is just vibing
Ruby (1st verse) also goes by other names like “Snow Leopard” and “Oddy Nuff” you’ll catch it here and there
Its 2am I got work in 4 hours and im watching a brilliant brotha react to one of the most notorious and vicious songs out there. Love it.
Your reactions are elite!! Especially to $uicideboy$, they have so many different sounds and are so raw and true to what they say. And the sound they use, especially in this song with the double vocals. Please react to leave your things behind part 2!
Literally my favourite $b reactions, keep up the great work !!
absolutely crazy to think I've been listening to this song for about 5 years now, this song has literally changed my life in so many ways when I first started hearing it and it's one of the main reasons I'm alive today. It's also stillll as good as it was the first time I heard it, will always love $B. 🤙🏼👌🏼
okay i know ur thing is mental health lyrics but their new song "fucking your culture" has the most hard perfect beat with some of their best flows yet, would recommend.
My Therapie is alcohol,Hatred and Music
You dont know how many people you help who relate to the music you react to thanks for everything you do🤍
Don't know if you'll see this but I just saw them in concert and towards the end they stopped and Scrimm gave us like a 5 minute talk about reaching out if you need help, don't be dependent on drugs, how far he's come since getting sober ect. It was a truly amazing moment
You sir are most def a breath of fresh air when it comes to reactions!!! I love what you do and I am too a HUGE suicideboys fan! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for what you do and how you break down music like this unbiased!🤘🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Appreciate this very much!😊
I saw $B two days ago in seattle and there energy and love for there fans and enjoyment out of spreading a message of love and unity is beautiful.
I remember when I was at my peak of struggling with my alcoholism. I was drunk out of my life with earbuds in my ears listening to this. I was crying in public.
something really interesting that you may have not known is that if you look at the album cover scrim isn’t looking down but staring into your soul
I think this is actually a really interesting concept therapist breaking down music that is very dark. Enjoying the music for what it is but also diving into the deeper meaning. Absolutely awesome
THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG I LITERALLY DROPPED EVERY TO WATCH THIS VIDEO, just a sidenote I literally love you so much I’ve been going through way too much mental illness and issues and just watching your videos makes it just a little bit better. I’m just so glad I was able to find you. And the fact that my parents won’t let me go to therapy even though my doctor told me too I am glad I found you because you’re just my therapy supplement even though I can’t talk to you it’s still like you’re talking to me and I just love you so much man. Keep up the awesome video please
“keep looking keep trying” thank you.
2:44 never let your opponent know your next move
there goal/message is to show and tell people hey look at our life all the addiction and pain and suffering, and were ok were fine.
the suicideboy$ songs are always taken is a bad light or contexts when its just two dudes being real bonding with people and that unity really helps people in need in that they dont feel alone.
i need that interview lol i still think it should happen.. love these videos keep them coming.!
Thanks Nicolas!😊👍
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial they dropped another album matte black is really good i think youll like it as much as i do enjoy the rest of your day!
TOM I FREAKING LOVE YOU. thank you so much for not only covering this song but being so open. There’s so so much to this song. And you did an amazing job with it!!
I feel like dying -Lil Wayne
one of the first rap songs about not being okay. Lil Wayne is the OG
This song literally saved my life. Will always have a special place in my heart❤️
Don't jump to conclusions reading this. These videos about SuicideBoys specifically (they have a special place in my heart) are almost hilariously long. What I mean is that if I asked somebody I knew to analyze a song and then showed them Kill Yourself III, they would probably give me what, like 30 seconds to a minute of analysis maybe? But our boy gives us many minutes analyzing almost every line in the song and reinforcing the idea that although the Boys have pretty amazing intensity and emotionally lyrical verses and all, there's always a message for us to take away with every line. Even though I've listened to this song a thousand times, these kinds of analyses make me so happy to listen to.
Thank you for these comments, you made my day 😊👍
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial My pleasure really, you're amazing.
Age restricted, and gotta link to a suicide hotline... U know its gonna be a banger...
Props to you for keeping this one up!!!
For the culture!!!
2:08 this dudes great
Please do and those I love thanks for sticking around.
I think we’ve done this😊
Him going crazy over the beat drop is contagious like same here dawg i love it too
13:08 sheeeesh straight facts
I literally screamed when I saw this post from you! Keep up the amazing work I love your channel!! Keep doing $uicideboy$ songs please❤️
if you can get ruby and scrim on your podcast that would BE AMAZING! this is my first time seeing your channel but i love your personality and your love for music and the fact you care for ruby and scrim just from hearing their music. i love everything about this channel.
Listening to my man keep up with the lyrics and respond to ruby GOT me 💯😭🤣👏🏾 “I’m matter but I don’t matter” YES YOU DO! 😭🤣👏🏾 I love this channel , on God 🖤
You definitely need to react to "...and to those I love, thanks for sticking around"
I only usually come for your XXXTENTACION reactions but the way you vibe the drop on this has made me wanna’ watch more 🤣
I'm a simple man. I see Tom AND $B in the thumbnail and I click. Great as always Tom. Would you consider a mega video or a theme week where you break down their whole new album?!
$b is our therapy bro thats why the fan base is so deep and die hard G59 till we DIE!
This Man vibing while they rap about beeing death💀
you're videos are one of the bits of light throughout my week! thank you for what you do Tom!
like everyone i love your reactions to the boys. also on the fluorescent lights line i think that also has some meaning with some club etc. bathrooms having fluorescent lights so it’s harder for people to shoot up in them. i think the lights make it hard to see your veins
couldn't wait till you got to "I'm matter, but i don't matter"... i shed a tear when you pointed at us and said "you do matter, you do matter!" thanks for another amazing video.
Thanks a lot for this reaction. The song means a lot to me. Btw, Part IV is also really good
These are honestly some of my favorite videos bc I didn’t understand why I listening to $uicideboy$ when I was at my lowest and a lot of what you say makes sense. Can’t wait to see y’all on a podcast I feel like it’ll be super viral
This is one of the most relatable song ever made
Something I did notice was the part where it mentioned fluorescent lights. It is most like that it means that he gets frustrated from the lights placed in retail and convenience store to prevent intravenous drug injections. It possible insinuates that he gets violent because he can’t get high because it is his escapism being taken away when that is all he wants before he overdoses.
singing along at the "im matter but i dont matter" part and hearing "you do!" in the background was really nice
Just saw them on the Grey Day tour 3 days ago. Honestly, I cried and sang every lyric during this song. Really helped me through high school and still helps me in my moments at 22.
i enjoyed your "yeah yeah yeah!!" on the first drop ahah!! very cool to see u match the energy and understand that atmosphere without having to know every lyric. great work
Saw them live Aug 2nd for their Grey Day Tour, and let's just say I was Balling throughout their entire set. Seeing how far Scrim and Ruby have come as artists, as well as their sobriety. That being said they released a new album about a week ago, n i think it'd be dope if we got a reaction to THE_EVIL_THAT_MEN_DO or Eulogy. Always appreciate the reactions to the Boys!