@@burlurk3909i was just about to ask this but damn what a life you are living i also wished the same relationship life as yours but welp, it is what it is
Lyrics: I should've stayed at home 'Cause right now I see all these people that love me But I still feel alone Can't help but check my phone I could've made you mine But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you And you weren't made for me Though it seemed so easy And that's because I wanna be your favorite boy I wanna be the one that makes your day The one you think about as you lie awake I can't wait to be your number one I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry But won't you wait? You know it's too late I'm on my own shit now Let me tell you how it feels to be fucking great I feel great Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa You need to be yourself Love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool That makes your heart melt Who knows what you truly felt? You're still my favorite girl You better trust me when I tell you There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world In this damn world You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby You're gonna wanna be my best friend I said that You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby You're gonna wanna be my best friend, best friend You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby You're gonna wanna be my best friend Best friend You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby You're gonna wanna be my best friend I say that I'm happy I say that I'm happy But no, no, no, no No, no, no Oh, I still wanna be your favorite boy I wanna be the one that makes your day The one you think about as you lie awake And I can't wait to be your number, your number one I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry I still wanna be your favorite boy I wanna be the one I might just be the one
@@rrii2705 Yeah, but like imagine that as the song of an edit of your favorite ship or of the love of your life: The song starts slow, with sad scenes, suddenly the beat drops and it gets faster and so do the images and you're nodding to the rhythm and super happy. Just imagine that...
Not long ago I was blasting this song over and over and over suffering with how I felt about my best friend. But recently I asked her out and she said yes, now this song has a completely different meaning in my mind. I think its so amazing that so many people have shared how this song has impacted their life or just their take on it
my best friend figured it out herself in my case, like she confronted and made me accept my feelings towards her herself :/ i did know that someday if I were to confess we'd still be friends because she's a very understanding person, and well we did decide to keep it as friends for reasons so yeah. :/ Still does hurt but okay
Same like me I lost my boyfriend bc my boyfriend like my bestie so me and my bestie and my ex no more I have been going hard life Fuck my stupid life 😌
It reminds me a lot of 2020, the weather, the blue sky, the amazing sunset, the walks, the long baths, the iced coffee, the tiktok dances, where I was happy in the midst of a pandemic, reminds me when I got dressed up for a boy to look at me, and think I was beautiful, Sunday afternoons were incredible, I slept late, woke up early, reminds me a little of 2019, the sunset, getting ready for school, the waking hours at 5 am the life I wanted back.
For me it reminds me of late 2017. Graduated high school, had a huge break up with someone who could've been my fiancee, and got into a uni that was really fancy so everything was moving too fast for me. Song got me through all of that.
It makes me sad that I dont have a crush. It sounds really nice to like someone that way, but at the same time it confuses me if I genuinely like that person or I just like the idea of liking someone.
i have the same dilemma lol, maybe i just like the overall butterflies and craving of human touch, the warmth and don't really care who i get it from .....:
I get butterflies when I think about love but I don’t even have a crush. People who have crushes don’t want them but I wanna be able to love someone, and have a nice story, and develop a cute relationship.
If I'm alive after 5 years I'll come back to this song and see if it still hurts. Edit: Damn the amount of care and concern I got from these random strangers is crazy. Hope you all have a great life❤ I’m going strong and holding on to this empty life. Will see if it gets any better. As promised, we’ll meet up here after 5 years. I’m writing this at 1am October 2024. Take care.
*COMMENTS* 60%: really sad story about friendzone 20%: "I don't even have a best friend lol" 10%: "I married my best friend lol" 10%: coronavirus jokes
She was my bestfriend, became my girlfriend, my favorite girl and now we're just strangers. Life sucks but, Im happy that she became a big part of my life.
We used to talk during quarantine last year. Always got something to say. The emojis he used to add while texting. But since everything went back to normal, and everyone is busy... We never talk anymore. Now he's just gone completely. I started noticed how the way he texted change everyday until he fades away. We'd still see each other, walk pass by.. but as strangers. I'm glad we were once good friends.
ok and, you think the people that has a crush on their best friends don't enjoy/appreciate the song? Analyze your comment critically and think if it makes any logical sense.
You know what, this is one of the most relatable and bittersweet songs I've ever listened to in my late teenage years. Even with the many friends that I look forward to seeing everyday, I still feel so lonely, even though I know that they do really love and care for me. Except, there is this one girl I've always liked and made me feel truly happy. She made me feel as if I was important. The thing that really saddens me is that, we'll maybe never romantically love each other, but despite that reality, I still try my very hardest to be her biggest fan and to show that she is a big part of my life. In the end, she is my favourite girl, and I am her favourite boy, we're besties, and right now, that's all the motivation I need to wake up everyday.
she's gone. i miss her so much. she's shared so many fond memories with me, putting makeup on me, painting my nails, saving my ass at a party while i was drunk, depicting me as a monkey in her drawings as banter, making me origami hearts and just being there. but now, she fucking hates me, i tried talking to her, but she won't even give me the satisfaction of at least telling me why. i fucking miss her, but i'll never forgive her for doing that to me, teaching me how it feels to be loved and actually cared about, then just fucking throw me away like nothing ever happened. she is the reason why i have sleepless nights and countless scars on my forearms, wondering where i went wrong. i wish her well, but, she changed. i don't know if i can trust someone like that next time, i don't want to be hurt again.
update update, tldr; i grew a pair and talked to her, she sat me down for a chat, and now, we are good friends again. not as good as before but im hopeful that things will grow as time passes. i was the main problem. she was not mad, but needed time alone, the idiot i was 6 months ago interpreted it wrong. late september to early november was a pretty rough, i burnt bridges and lost a close buddy and my day one friend to misdiagnosed GBS. during a moment of grief, i had the epiphany that if i can't help the fact that i'm getting feces thrown at me from life, i can still do something about it. why curl into a ball and cry? i still was scared, but im glad i grew the balls to talk to her. it turns out that she had wanted to talk to me for awhile, except that she was waiting for me to talk to her first. do i regret cutting myself off from her life for 6 months? no. i was a complete (for a lack of a better word) degenerate. i was dependent, i took too many things to the heart, i was too clingy, i involved other people in my personal burden, and at worst, i was an addict (oxycodone). she was my rock, but i have caused her great pains by including her in my burdens. worst part was that she did, in-fact help me stop taking oxycodone recreationally. that did come at a cost. she did not help, but instead replaced it. she was, to put very bluntly, a sentient dopamine dripbag. the same way i abused oxycontin, i abused her. obviously, i wasn't friends with her just because i wanted the dopamine high, but because i found joy in being around her, and she found joy being around me. the 6 months of isolation has changed me, i knew that i had to self-assess and act on my problems. i am now mostly independent, i keep my own burdens to myself, i am clean from drugs, and i don't give a shit anymore. it's crazy how the mind omits certain lyrics depending on the mindset you carry. i initally only cared about the lyrics about being the "favourite". however, the lyrics that stick to me now is that "i could've made her mine, but no it wasn't made to be". that's exactly how it was, at any moment, i could have confessed my love for her but it simply wouldn't work if she had felt the same way anyway, i had too many problems and we both cared too much, i was drowning and she was willing to drown with me. a new leaf has turned. although we have taken a backseat in eachothers lives, i have changed from a childish and conniving little bitch to a mature person, and that i have new found hope that her and i grow from the renewed friendship we had built up again from the bottom of the rubble.
I’ve read all your comments on this song and I’d just like to say damn that hit close to home it’s too similar to what I’m going through but thanks for sharing it let’s me know I’m not the only idiot who’s done stuff for a girl thanks man
@@faizsadri973 hehe sorry if I replied late but how can you say that? I just said that the part of that lyrics hit me hard because it has a deep meaning so how can you be so sure that no one love's me?...
Yes, we tried being together. And yes, we weren't made for each other. Yes, we could try again. And yes, It still would end it tears. {UPDATE: It gets better. I've unexpectedly found a new guy. He wants to be with me. He wants to make it work. It's true, you have to love someone who loves you, instead of someone really cool. Everyone can find their person.}
@@charlimander_ i love that person to the point its fine breaking my own heart and I think its the best decision I should do, maybe in another life we can try:)
I think you got your comment a little too... short... let me fix that Shout out to the people who are listening to this song at midnight with speakers that are fully blasted
Quick little story: There's this guy who I've known since kindergarten, but we've only became good friends in middle school. Like the idiot I am I developed this on-and-off crush on him which got REAL SERIOUS in freshman year. Then sophomore year came around and I was still so hung up on him and a made a freaking mixtape about it with this song as the first song bc it perfectly described my feelings. Then a few days later he asked me out and now we're gonna go on a date. DREAMS COME TRUE PEOPLE
Gaby Garcia I loved this guy in middle school. I thought I did. But really I just loved him as my best friend. And I only had a small crush. But the love that I felt was just the care for having him as my best friend.
I wanna be like this platonically to all 3 of my best friends. Yes, I have 3 but they've all saved me in some way shape or form. I really want them to listen to this song and hopefully think that I've done the same for them as they have for me. Edit: The 3 best friends has gone down to 2 but might creep back up to 3 again, just with someone else :)
doesn't this song just give u some major summer vibes and make u want to go on an adventure to the beach to go see the sunset with ur friends or is that just me
Anyone else here after the news broke out? This song is special to me, but there are so many other great artists out there who you can find that haven't sexually assaulted anyone.
@@JoshKlassenn Yeah! That's valid too and up to you. I'm just pointing out that there's also a ton of other great indie artists out there too that you can choose to support.
this the type of song to pair with a 1AM walk in the middle of the street chillin’ around, just be sad and thinking about the things you wanted to do in your past events that could change your whole life
When you realize this song is just a person who someone else liked them but they didn't like them back then they ended up liking them now their too late
R Claire same but it isn’t working out it just seems like he has no more interest and just doesn’t want anything to do about it even though he was the one that wanted it to work out but it doesn’t seem like it since the reason I broke up with him was because we stopped texting and talking for a month.
Being single is chill Less problems and let downs to worry about The proper person will come one day there's no rushing it I'd rather find a real good friend than a simple girlfriend
This song has impacted me in such a way, where I can go back to this and feel a wave of relief and even nostalgia. This will forever continue to be my number 1 favorite song of all time
I had a crush on this one boy for years He never liked me back Two years later I moved on Little did I know that boy would then start to crush on me Now we’re best friends and joke about those times all the time We are each other’s favorite girl and boy We weren’t meant for love but we were meant for friendship ❤️ Edit: sorry to break it to all y’all saying we’re gonna end up together but I’m suuuper gay oops
3:02 everyones favourite part
Jack sounds exactly like him
Thank U
Thank u bestie
I'm pretty sure ik what fandom you are a part of 😂 it's ok me too.
Aaaa yes
The ''scroll down to the comments and still listen'' group
Present sir.
Sup man.
Wassup
Scrolling through the comments is fun
May I join?
imagine two people far apart thinking of each other while listening to this song.
salty suga hope so...
Cute 💕
After I read ur comment I cried
Do NOT ask me why
Me fr rn.
OoooOOoOOoooOHHhhHHhHhhHHh~~~~~
15 years of friendship and now 3 years lovers.
This is our favorite song
Cute
so whats the progress?
yea how is it going dude
@@harenawx6111 we're both 3rd year in college, she's in the medical field, Im in the engineering. we're 4 years lovers now.
@@burlurk3909i was just about to ask this but damn what a life you are living i also wished the same relationship life as yours but welp, it is what it is
"I should've stayed at home" hits different now
YOUR PFP- AHAHAHA
Oml I never thought of that oloppo
...damn... you right
333likes and 3 comments
Now we dont
When rex said
"I see all these people that love me but i still feel alone"
Bro i really feel that.
Lesther Guzman same lul
I can totally relate
Same:(
exactly
**internally becomes a waterfall** sorry can't relate
This is the type of song you smoke to at like 2AM in the summer and you think about all the love you could have in your life
Jaxson King trueeee
Jaxson King im literally doing this but its 12am yikes
Jaxson King exactly what I was doing when i found this song
Smoking is bad
normal abnormal boy there's a lot of things that are bad but people still do it
Lyrics:
I should've stayed at home
'Cause right now I see all these people that love me
But I still feel alone
Can't help but check my phone
I could've made you mine
But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you
And you weren't made for me
Though it seemed so easy
And that's because I wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
I can't wait to be your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry
But won't you wait?
You know it's too late
I'm on my own shit now
Let me tell you how it feels to be fucking great
I feel great
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
You need to be yourself
Love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool
That makes your heart melt
Who knows what you truly felt?
You're still my favorite girl
You better trust me when I tell you
There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world
In this damn world
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
I said that
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
Best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
I say that I'm happy
I say that I'm happy
But no, no, no, no
No, no, no
Oh, I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
And I can't wait to be your number, your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry
I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one
I might just be the one
Bro got 💯 respect
*"I wanna be the one that makes your day"*
*"the one you think about as you lie awake"*
*”I can’t wait to be your number one”*
“i’ll be your biggest fan, and you’ll be mine”
"But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry"
*"but won't you wait"*
Having crush on your bestfriend is so hard because you are a bestfriend 😞
Jam Guialil OMFG YESSSSSSS
Its awkward being on the other side
Ify hays
:((
I relate so much 💜
1:56 for some reason this part of the song always makes me happy
I like 3:02 :)
me too lmao
God is a Kimlip SAmE-
But best friend zoned
@@rrii2705
Yeah, but like imagine that as the song of an edit of your favorite ship or of the love of your life: The song starts slow, with sad scenes, suddenly the beat drops and it gets faster and so do the images and you're nodding to the rhythm and super happy. Just imagine that...
Not long ago I was blasting this song over and over and over suffering with how I felt about my best friend. But recently I asked her out and she said yes, now this song has a completely different meaning in my mind. I think its so amazing that so many people have shared how this song has impacted their life or just their take on it
Careful now dating your bestfrind can be risky especially if you loose them its a bong you might just never get back
my best friend figured it out herself in my case, like she confronted and made me accept my feelings towards her herself :/ i did know that someday if I were to confess we'd still be friends because she's a very understanding person, and well we did decide to keep it as friends for reasons so yeah. :/ Still does hurt but okay
hows it going with her bro
He was 17 and I was 17
Now I'm 25 and he is still 17
Brother I miss you 🥀🥀🥀
im sorry...and rip your bro.
I understand man.. i hope you get better
Rest in peace. Your brother is in a much beautiful place.
lol
@@rielmaeler4974 how could you say that
2 years later and now I realize what u meant... damn
Same
yea
Damn same
Feel happy that you grew to be able to see things you couldn't see before.
?
Losing a best friend hurts more than any breakup
Same like me I lost my boyfriend bc my boyfriend like my bestie so me and my bestie and my ex no more I have been going hard life
Fuck my stupid life 😌
agree
No no listen. A breakup with your best friend tho-
Yes and that on your birthday
I mean if i only know that they were using me from the start i would've left her painless but she literally mock my dad so i left her with no regrets
It reminds me a lot of 2020, the weather, the blue sky, the amazing sunset, the walks, the long baths, the iced coffee, the tiktok dances, where I was happy in the midst of a pandemic, reminds me when I got dressed up for a boy to look at me, and think I was beautiful, Sunday afternoons were incredible, I slept late, woke up early, reminds me a little of 2019, the sunset, getting ready for school, the waking hours at 5 am the life I wanted back.
Omg, are we sharing the same experience? You literally explain my life in 2020. I hope you are doing well in 2022
Yep, same
hated 2020
omg yah i feel we the same🥺
miss this vibes😭
For me it reminds me of late 2017. Graduated high school, had a huge break up with someone who could've been my fiancee, and got into a uni that was really fancy so everything was moving too fast for me. Song got me through all of that.
Who here to just enjoy the music and not be sad?
My friend showed me this and im glad he did
Finally goddamn, been waiting for someone to not be making fun of fake depression and being sad but instead just listening to the song.
I just comed here because a tiktok of mayapolarbear, so i'm here just to enjoy the music
Im not
Hoho, finally someone who only goes for the good ol music and not doin some "depression" shid
Cov19: exist
People that caught cov19: 0:00
You deserve to be pinned
" I should've stay at home "
nice
THIS COMMENT DESERVES MORE LIKES OMG
😂😂😂😂😂
It makes me sad that I dont have a crush. It sounds really nice to like someone that way, but at the same time it confuses me if I genuinely like that person or I just like the idea of liking someone.
Having a crush on someone sounds cool and enjoyable but hey, there's a reason why it's called a "Crush"
i have the same dilemma lol, maybe i just like the overall butterflies and craving of human touch, the warmth and don't really care who i get it from .....:
Samee but oh well :]
I get butterflies when I think about love but I don’t even have a crush. People who have crushes don’t want them but I wanna be able to love someone, and have a nice story, and develop a cute relationship.
Your comment reminded me of 500 days of summer. Such a great movie, highly recommend it!
2/22/2022
Happy Birthday, Pat.
It's been more than 3 years since we broke up and you're still my favorite girl.
rip.. but i still wanna say shes the chosen one for two things, getting to be your girlfriend and the date!
@@Totallynotgg_ezthey never said she died they broke up
@@CapybariRL i used rip as a phrase
@@CapybariRL like as sorry for breaking up
Is she still your favourite girl?
This song is dedicated to my fridge during this quarantine.
Mine too lol
Mood
YAAAAAAS
Mine too tolol, anjing
Periodt
Rex Orange County :
In sunflower : I don't wanna see you crying
In Best friend : But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry
Me : *CoNfuSiNg*
Mattéo Boni what a confusing combination dude
Right
@Minho Li-Song that was humoristic
@Minho Li-Song fkdkdhzoxbsldke so funny
In sunflower ITS the girl the one that doesnt want to see him crying
everyone : *says story about having crush on bff*
me : yOu'rE goNna WanNA bE my BEsT FriENd baBEeEh
It really be like that
Tik tok: hipity hopity this is my property
Me too aah
@@iihaunted3314 fr though
Dagmara mazy yusssss I’m the 1K liker hehe
If I'm alive after 5 years I'll come back to this song and see if it still hurts.
Edit: Damn the amount of care and concern I got from these random strangers is crazy. Hope you all have a great life❤ I’m going strong and holding on to this empty life. Will see if it gets any better. As promised, we’ll meet up here after 5 years. I’m writing this at 1am October 2024. Take care.
Up
How are you doing at the moment?
Same, but are you okay
Cool. It’s been five months actually- not years but it’s something
Well how you doing now?
*we may not be friends, we may not be enemies, just strangers with memories…*
THAT BE HITTIN DIFFERENT
o7
damn...
Ｉ ｗａｎｎａ ｂｅ ｔｈｅ ｏｎｅ ｔｈａｔ ｍａｋｅｓ ｙｏｕｒ ｄａｙ
Ｔｈｅ ｏｎｅ ｙｏｕ ｔｈｉｎｋ ａｂｏｕｔ ａｓ ｙｏｕ ｌｉｅ ａｗａｋｅ -
❤️
💕
💗
Omg how do you do that font???
The song and the comment were perfectly connected when I read this
Welcome ppl with good taste in music 🍂
Thanksss
h e l l o.🍃
Hi!😄
I came here from tik tok sorry
honored to be here
2024 anyone?
Que
🎉
Im
still
Here
maybe he didnt know he was my favorite boy
or maybe i didnt know i was his favorite girl
but this song is right
we werent made for each other.
shiiiit
@@rafaeterna1081 frl😭
Oh honey noo just give it a few years lol boys ain't shit until mid 20's 😂
@@sparkle7653 ok but this happened to me maybe you have a point
Same
*COMMENTS*
60%: really sad story about friendzone
20%: "I don't even have a best friend lol"
10%: "I married my best friend lol"
10%: coronavirus jokes
Hi
tru..
ur pfp... *I l o v e i t*
:v
Michelle Orsini periodt
fake depressed middle schoolers: exists
real depressed middle schoolers:
'am I a joke to you?'
fax._.
so true
T R A S Hゴミ How are you right now? Are you ok?
T R A S Hゴミ Hope you get better soon :)
@T R A S Hゴミ Yeah , same for me too I got depression because I got family problem but I hide it and its very hurt 🤧
anyone in 2024?
Yepp
Yes
Here
Yep
Womp
She was my bestfriend, became my girlfriend, my favorite girl and now we're just strangers.
Life sucks but, Im happy that she became a big part of my life.
Sorry for you bro, it will get better, it always does :)
Come on man, this is the perfect moment in your life to start lifting
Feel u bro :/
For me she was my bestfriend since we were 2nd grade till 8th grade were college now were like completely strangers
Facts!
I just saw a tiktok video of this and it was a golden retriever being cute and growing up
For me was a white samoyed.
Sheifry Barrera for me too!
For me it was a cat licking the girls ice cream and she made one for it
I saw it too😍 that’s why I’m here
I came from a video of a girl playing with a baby chicken
i accidentally clicked this. and it was the best accident i ever made.
anne polengg lmao me too
Try the cavetown version.
Me too
Sameee
I was the worst accident ever :)
We used to talk during quarantine last year. Always got something to say. The emojis he used to add while texting. But since everything went back to normal, and everyone is busy... We never talk anymore. Now he's just gone completely. I started noticed how the way he texted change everyday until he fades away. We'd still see each other, walk pass by.. but as strangers. I'm glad we were once good friends.
ily
Everyone: I HaVe A cRuSh oN mY Best friend
Me: Sits in my room thinking * I don't even have a best friend to like* lol
ok and, you think the people that has a crush on their best friends don't enjoy/appreciate the song? Analyze your comment critically and think if it makes any logical sense.
XD its ok. I apologize for my rude reply. Yeah, my best friend is a girl too haha.
@@beurredecacahuete9386 Dude it's a joke why are you so angry lmao
@@casketbutter because my name is angry mcdonald's french fries
I have 3 bestfriends
They are all guys
No homo
Hi, again.
I know this isn’t your first time here.
huh
it is
@@number009 it isnt anymore
@@a.b5263 yeh
How do you know?😭
Who's here just to enjoy the song, but not having a crush on a bestfriend
im here😂
every top rated comment
I no longer have a crush /shrug
MEEEEE
me hahhahaha i dont even like anyone i know (like romantically)
2024 BABY who's still here
Me🖐️
Me
"I wasn't made for you and you weren't made for me"
This hits differently when you're both perfect for each other but just not in a romantic light
i’m gonna take legal action against you for this comment
tru
this^^
Yes, this comment ^
THIS COMMENT OMFOFMFOM
Hi people with a good taste of music.
Hi
Hey
Hi there 👋🏻🤗
Hii
Hello!
"You better trust me when i tell you there ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world."
im dying. he always did say i was the most beautiful.
Wow Usagi :p
You better trust me when I tell you that there ain’t no one else more beautiful than you in this damn world
You know what, this is one of the most relatable and bittersweet songs I've ever listened to in my late teenage years.
Even with the many friends that I look forward to seeing everyday, I still feel so lonely, even though I know that they do really love and care for me.
Except, there is this one girl I've always liked and made me feel truly happy. She made me feel as if I was important.
The thing that really saddens me is that, we'll maybe never romantically love each other, but despite that reality, I still try my very hardest to be her biggest fan and to show that she is a big part of my life.
In the end, she is my favourite girl, and I am her favourite boy, we're besties, and right now, that's all the motivation I need to wake up everyday.
❤
she's gone. i miss her so much. she's shared so many fond memories with me, putting makeup on me, painting my nails, saving my ass at a party while i was drunk, depicting me as a monkey in her drawings as banter, making me origami hearts and just being there.
but now, she fucking hates me, i tried talking to her, but she won't even give me the satisfaction of at least telling me why.
i fucking miss her, but i'll never forgive her for doing that to me, teaching me how it feels to be loved and actually cared about, then just fucking throw me away like nothing ever happened.
she is the reason why i have sleepless nights and countless scars on my forearms, wondering where i went wrong.
i wish her well, but, she changed. i don't know if i can trust someone like that next time, i don't want to be hurt again.
update update, tldr; i grew a pair and talked to her, she sat me down for a chat, and now, we are good friends again. not as good as before but im hopeful that things will grow as time passes.
i was the main problem. she was not mad, but needed time alone, the idiot i was 6 months ago interpreted it wrong.
late september to early november was a pretty rough, i burnt bridges and lost a close buddy and my day one friend to misdiagnosed GBS.
during a moment of grief, i had the epiphany that if i can't help the fact that i'm getting feces thrown at me from life, i can still do something about it. why curl into a ball and cry?
i still was scared, but im glad i grew the balls to talk to her.
it turns out that she had wanted to talk to me for awhile, except that she was waiting for me to talk to her first.
do i regret cutting myself off from her life for 6 months? no.
i was a complete (for a lack of a better word) degenerate. i was dependent, i took too many things to the heart, i was too clingy, i involved other people in my personal burden, and at worst, i was an addict (oxycodone).
she was my rock, but i have caused her great pains by including her in my burdens. worst part was that she did, in-fact help me stop taking oxycodone recreationally.
that did come at a cost. she did not help, but instead replaced it. she was, to put very bluntly, a sentient dopamine dripbag.
the same way i abused oxycontin, i abused her.
obviously, i wasn't friends with her just because i wanted the dopamine high, but because i found joy in being around her, and she found joy being around me.
the 6 months of isolation has changed me, i knew that i had to self-assess and act on my problems. i am now mostly independent, i keep my own burdens to myself, i am clean from drugs, and i don't give a shit anymore.
it's crazy how the mind omits certain lyrics depending on the mindset you carry. i initally only cared about the lyrics about being the "favourite". however, the lyrics that stick to me now is that "i could've made her mine, but no it wasn't made to be". that's exactly how it was, at any moment, i could have confessed my love for her but it simply wouldn't work if she had felt the same way anyway, i had too many problems and we both cared too much, i was drowning and she was willing to drown with me.
a new leaf has turned. although we have taken a backseat in eachothers lives, i have changed from a childish and conniving little bitch to a mature person, and that i have new found hope that her and i grow from the renewed friendship we had built up again from the bottom of the rubble.
I’ve read all your comments on this song and I’d just like to say damn that hit close to home it’s too similar to what I’m going through but thanks for sharing it let’s me know I’m not the only idiot who’s done stuff for a girl thanks man
I imagine my crush singing this to me
"I wanna be your favorite boyyyy"
sueña beby JAJAJAJ igual no sabe español -_- creo xd
and then, but I still wanna break you heart and make you cry😅
same
@@alshoun7778 oh-💀
Same but with girl :,)
The feels my guy, the feels
Julian Lanier if you don’t mind me asking, what happened?
:")
Julian Lanier yess same
If i like this comment I will get u to 1k
Who else in quarantine chilling to this song??🙋🏻♂️
✋
🙋
Here haha
Right here 👋😆
Me🙋🏽♀️
his music made me feel safe and now here we are.
"Cause right now I see all these people who love me.But I still feel alone."
Damn that hit me hard
Stop lying. No one love you
@@faizsadri973 That's just mean.
@@faizsadri973 hehe sorry if I replied late but how can you say that?
I just said that the part of that lyrics hit me hard because it has a deep meaning so how can you be so sure that no one love's me?...
I dont know you..... But i love you....
@@AsomsomA aww thanks you just made my day!
Yes, we tried being together.
And yes, we weren't made for each other.
Yes, we could try again.
And yes, It still would end it tears.
{UPDATE: It gets better. I've unexpectedly found a new guy. He wants to be with me. He wants to make it work. It's true, you have to love someone who loves you, instead of someone really cool. Everyone can find their person.}
omg its like you told my story.
stine watson same tbh
I dated this boy I used to like but I didn’t feel the same anymore and I broke his heart
And I kinda miss him
Fuck
*its fun the comments section is a whole group of friendzoned kiddos*
LMAO TRUE
starinytツ haha
ha ha
Lmao
HAJZJZOFJZ damn that was harsh
I didn't know there would be a song that actually tells exactly how you feel every day, but i guess it really does
Another episode of ‘breaking my own heart instead of breaking our friendship’
Same here * internet hug *
@@charlimander_ i love that person to the point its fine breaking my own heart and I think its the best decision I should do, maybe in another life we can try:)
@@imblue7096 ah, it's the same with me. I hope that in another life you get to be together and live a happy life
@@imblue7096 you didn't have to drop facts that hard
//*cries tears
@@Karankaravadra truth hurts buddy:
shoutout to the people who are listening to this song at midnight .
Me 🙋♀️
I think you got your comment a little too... short... let me fix that
Shout out to the people who are listening to this song at midnight with speakers that are fully blasted
I do 😂
Ayeee immmm hereeee
@@warhogpig336 I'm here too. 1:14AM
this song got me emotionally happy I love it✨🌹
SAME HERE
how it can make u happy :( its so fricking sad
check out cavetown for more great songs like this, btw this is just a cover
hi people from years ago
she was my rival, my friend, my favorite person, my loved one, now were just strangers with memories
im happy she found someone better than me.
agreed
pov : you're reading comments while listening to this song
true
P
Relate😔😔
Accurate
Lol
everyone listening to this cuz their hurt:
Me listening to it cuz its just good🗿
Same
lmfaoo same, my online bestfriend just recommended this to me
I listen to it in both situations
Tienen la letra ñ?
Someone on Twitter said imagine Seungmin (of Stray Kids) covering this song and omg
Am I the only one who thinks this song I'd about being friend zoned???
yup
Nope. Tho Im not sure if the girl was the one being friend zoned or the guy. It seems like its the girl to me.
Yaaazz
Dan Du i guess it’s a song that both sides can relate to 🤷♀️
The guy is forced to friendzone a girl who friendzoned him, but they know they both love each other
it's so nice that people share their thoughts and experiences in their life :)
Quick little story:
There's this guy who I've known since kindergarten, but we've only became good friends in middle school. Like the idiot I am I developed this on-and-off crush on him which got REAL SERIOUS in freshman year. Then sophomore year came around and I was still so hung up on him and a made a freaking mixtape about it with this song as the first song bc it perfectly described my feelings. Then a few days later he asked me out and now we're gonna go on a date. DREAMS COME TRUE PEOPLE
Gaby Garcia haha i just read your comment and i think thats hella cute! keep me posted! how’d the date go?
hanami tateno it went great! And we're going on another soon!!! I'm so happy
Gaby Garcia I loved this guy in middle school. I thought I did. But really I just loved him as my best friend. And I only had a small crush. But the love that I felt was just the care for having him as my best friend.
Wait so how did it go!?!?!
Im so fucking jealous man
* roblox girlfriend breaks up with me *
me:
my minecraft boyfriend stole all my diamonds and broke up with me:(
Kennedy Jarvis F
@@kennedyjarvis271 LOL BIG MOOD
@@kennedyjarvis271 that mood though
Kennedy Jarvis go to creative and get diamonds
*FACT:*
_there's someone you've been thinking while listening to this song._
hOw Did yOu kNoW-
Got nobody 🙃
Yeah. His name is Harry James Potter. Because we would be the BEST friendssss.
LOL
i was just thinking that would be good to have someone like this, while criyng inside
I wanna be like this platonically to all 3 of my best friends. Yes, I have 3 but they've all saved me in some way shape or form. I really want them to listen to this song and hopefully think that I've done the same for them as they have for me.
Edit: The 3 best friends has gone down to 2 but might creep back up to 3 again, just with someone else :)
Who's here just to enjoy the songs but not a having crush or bestfriends..
Just me dude
Me
and me
me im straight and i only got girl bestfriends so.....
Me
i wanna go to wherever this picture was taken.
Same, seeing this makes me wanna jump over something and sit on a edge with a friend.
misskeisha same omg
misskeisha I think it’s NY, on the Island of the Statue of Liberty
San Diego
You don’t trust me, it’s packed with tourist can’t even walk it’s so crowded
doesn't this song just give u some major summer vibes and make u want to go on an adventure to the beach to go see the sunset with ur friends or is that just me
Mandy H every day
No me too
Mandy H YES
I actually heard this song at the beach and I had to know what song it was and here I am ♡
Mandy H I want to be on top of a hill at California looking at the stars and smoking weed
Anyone else here after the news broke out?
This song is special to me, but there are so many other great artists out there who you can find that haven't sexually assaulted anyone.
i feel like you can still like the art, just not the artist
@@JoshKlassenn Yeah! That's valid too and up to you. I'm just pointing out that there's also a ton of other great indie artists out there too that you can choose to support.
@@hunibear2193 i guess you can keep listening to Rex since he didnt sexually assault anyone!
They dropped the charges, they were false :/
this the type of song to pair with a 1AM walk in the middle of the street chillin’ around, just be sad and thinking about the things you wanted to do in your past events that could change your whole life
When you realize this song is just a person
who someone else liked them but they didn't like them back then they ended up liking them now their too late
Wait....WHAT?
thank you I needed that summary
like finn and bubble gum princess
This happened to me and it sucks
Heyitsjuju But Princess Bubblegum never liked him
"I STILL WANNA BE YOUR FAVORITE GIRL"
I WANNA BE THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR DAY
THE ONE U THINK ABOUT AS U LIE AWAKE
AND ICANT WAIT TO BE YOUR NUMBER,YOUR NUMBER ONE
I’LL BE YOURE BIGGEST FAN AND YOU’LL BE MINE
BUT I STILL WANNA BREAK YOUR HEART AND MAKE YOU CRY
Listened to this a lot when I was a first year in uni and now I'm in my second year in my PhD. Time flies.
Take care yall. Everything will be okay someday for sure.
yeah the day i die for sure
For sure ❤
Cocaine fixes everything
@@seijohfucker9973 Please don't bring your addicted ass right here. You're just embarassing yourself.
Thank you I really needed this
every 12 year old with fake depression in the comments
*tHiS sOnG gEtS mE iN MY fEEls :(*
one random boi yh
🤣
Lol not me
💀💀💀👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
eHem eXcUsE mE ,I'm 13!!!
*sad twerking*
this joke is so overrated sheesh
@@erdua_ overrated but it might get a little chuckle out of ya
@@renzhehe8850 at first yea but shit gets old
@@s6ckly680 bruh i used 'sheesh' as a term in my origin language lol its not the term that you're thinking
PHAHAHHAHA FOUND YOU IZZ
this is the current me right now but thankfully there is a song for this
Who listening to this song in 2020?
Hehehehe me
fuck off dude stop doin this fuckin things asking any song d you still listen to this song 2xxx we dont care stfu
my ass
Lol I forgot it was 2020
:"v
3:02 kpop idols as your best friend has entered the chat
3:58 kpop idols as your best friend had left the chat
Jungkook's video hits different
UWU Muñoz fr🤧👊🏽
UWU Muñoz damn there’s only one Jungkook in the world 💀
luv whyy just whyy tho, he's THEE only one now what am I gonna do 🤣😭
UWU Muñoz cry with me :,)
2:50 is my favourite I don’t know why
Maybe bcs the emotion
SAME ITS SO CUTE
Oh my god same it’s so cute :)
Same
YEP
When my brother listened to this, it saved him from attempting❤️
From strangers to best friends from best friends to girlfriend but then it all had to end
Definitely yes.
lol
Same... she broke up with me today...
@@AthenaAT231 damn that’s sad,, hope you’ll soon get better then if you didn’t already, we got your back :]
@@AthenaAT231 heads up bro😁there's gonna be a better one for u
Me: *totally silent*
My depression out of absolutely nowhere: 1:56
I'M LAUGHING FOR 3 MINUTES THIS ISN'T THAT FUNNY TF
Chill
Thank you!!!
GOOSEBUMPS
3 years later all People now understand what's the meaning of this song..
Why?
TRUE-
Can someone pleaaaase explain???
@@lilcinnamonroll9577 i hope you never find out for yourself
@@flowergardennn Ah can you explain though? I don't understand and this is a really good song-
Is it about losing your best friend?
I miss life before COVID so much. I hate growing up
This song gives me "we broke up but we're genuinely still best friends" vibes. How me and my ex are trying to be at the moment.
R Claire same!!!😊👌😍
R Claire same but it isn’t working out it just seems like he has no more interest and just doesn’t want anything to do about it even though he was the one that wanted it to work out but it doesn’t seem like it since the reason I broke up with him was because we stopped texting and talking for a month.
Me and my ex are best friends now 😊😊😊😊
Luis Ramrod congrats 🤷🏻♀️
same but ehh
people in the comments: I fell in love with my best friend
me: dang I wish I had a best friend
but I hope it goes well with your best friend^^
Lets be bestfriend then
Yeah i want be yur best friend 🤪
Yeah everyone can be my best friend 😃🙂🙃☺️😉🤗
I hope you get a best friend very soon
let's do it
u know whats worst than a breakup ?
losing ur best friend :")
what about losing your family?
@@jonisuh LMAO
entire family
@Matteo Lauron bro everybody on this comment section is all single....
fish I mean your not wrong
2:50 from here is so good😂❤❤
I’m loving a boy I know I can’t have💖
Never say that you can't
Best username ever
coincidence ?
Shawn mendes 😔
Sameee!!
Mood
i wish this boy would just kiss me already :-/
same :(
just kiss him
it took four years.........
I hope you're not ugly too young too old or a dude but ....muuuaaahhh😙!!!!... now shuuuusshhhiiittt
me too..
Just listening to this right before Valentine’s Day, single this year again :’)
Sarah Wang lmao same
Lmao feelings are so damm complicated
Meeee
I was, I know it’s passed
Being single is chill
Less problems and let downs to worry about
The proper person will come one day there's no rushing it I'd rather find a real good friend than a simple girlfriend
This song has impacted me in such a way, where I can go back to this and feel a wave of relief and even nostalgia. This will forever continue to be my number 1 favorite song of all time
I pray who ever reads this becomes successfull
You too mate😇 cheers!!
nOiCe
thanks men you too : ]
U too:)
Thank you! You too 😁
The moment your bestfriend becomes your boyfriend/girlfriend, it’s hard to become friends again after the breakup.
omg yes i can imagine that
Ahhhh feels 💔
I experienced this
that hits so hard. you lost your bf/gf along as your bestfriend.
You been spying on me?
I had a crush on this one boy for years
He never liked me back
Two years later I moved on
Little did I know that boy would then start to crush on me
Now we’re best friends and joke about those times all the time
We are each other’s favorite girl and boy
We weren’t meant for love but we were meant for friendship ❤️
Edit: sorry to break it to all y’all saying we’re gonna end up together but I’m suuuper gay oops
ShadowEquestrian There’s a high chance you two gon’ fall in love then. Mark my words ;)
Friendship is Love
Miss Mimington that kawaii!! That’s a sign home girl 😉
You made me smile on that last line. Not meant to love but meant for friendship.
soulmates don’t always have to be romantic : )
Randomly listened to this, I wonder how he is doing in life.
Haha still wish him the best!
I'm here also supporting you silently.
From "best friend" to "girl friend"
🙂👍
Wow
Hah, lucky 🥲
I wish
In dream
Same
Imagine someone wanting you like this
Tell that to my crush 😢
RIP me I have to imagine
Then wake up.
*Imagine someone (that you find highly attractive) wanting you like this
I hope
it's so nice that people share their thoughts and experiences in their life
We are all the same in the comments 💗