My stepdad died about a year and a half ago and something similar happened to me. I was extremely depressed but after that something shifted in me. I became braver, more independent and I started doing things I loved. I also realized how much the people I love matter to me. I can't explain why I changed but it happened and I feel differently about the world now. It will always hurt. That never goes away but I at least now I can find moments of peace. I had to force myself to do things when I was sad, even though I wanted to die. Reading really, really helped me and still does. I depended so much on others, wanting them to "fix" me but they couldn't, I had to do that for myself. Lovely video. :)
your courage and honesty is very inspiring and i think it's wonderful that you learned that out of bad situations you can find something good. so mature. this was a lovely video.
this video is amazing, thank you! my grandma is getting pretty old and i lost both of my grandfathers at a very young age, i love my grandma so much and it makes me cry every time that i think about this happening. I'm actually crying right now and i cant even see if i'm typing the words correctly because i just see a bright blur. this is so inspiring, you are amazing
My stepdad died about a year and a half ago and something similar happened to me. I was extremely depressed but after that something shifted in me. I became braver, more independent and I started doing things I loved. I also realized how much the people I love matter to me. I can't explain why I changed but it happened and I feel differently about the world now. It will always hurt. That never goes away but I at least now I can find moments of peace. I had to force myself to do things when I was sad, even though I wanted to die. Reading really, really helped me and still does. I depended so much on others, wanting them to "fix" me but they couldn't, I had to do that for myself. Lovely video. :)
Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. Thank you :)
I loved this. I was getting teary eyed! I seriously loved this.
Aww thank you!!
I just love you, you're great.
Good because I just love you. Thank you.
your courage and honesty is very inspiring and i think it's wonderful that you learned that out of bad situations you can find something good. so mature. this was a lovely video.
Thank you so much!!
this video is amazing, thank you!
my grandma is getting pretty old and i lost both of my grandfathers at a very young age, i love my grandma so much and it makes me cry every time that i think about this happening. I'm actually crying right now and i cant even see if i'm typing the words correctly because i just see a bright blur.
this is so inspiring, you are amazing
Aw thank you! I'm sorry to hear that and I hope this helps you.
You are an amazing person. Thank you for making this.
Thank you so much, I'm glad you enjoyed it.
what a great and positive video! thank you so much for sharing your experiences :)
Thank you for watching! :)
Savanah this was beautiful
Thank you :')
I love your videos! I'm sorry to hear about your grandma, something like this happened to me with my uncle. This is a favorite worthy video! ;)
Thank you and I'm sorry to hear that. :(
You're beautiful lovely. I can relate with this so much, you are so brave and strong!
Aw thank you!
Aw, Sav, I love you so much and this was amazing!!!
I love you too, and thank you!!