It is always sad to see those individuals that were never taught how to love themselves. They grew up believing they were only alive to take care of those that needed them. It is heartbreaking the amount of people they are and how tough they are. Dean is the mirror image of many.
Yes. I very much agree. I am the same way. :( I don't even know how to put myself first. How to leave people that treat me poorly. I just keep trying to fix everything all the time. I think it's cause I don't feel that I can fix myself. Dean is the same way and I relate to him so much that's why he's my favorite character ever.
That line is on par with what Nick Fury said to Tony Stark in Age of Ultron when they were at the farm. Something like, "The worst part is that you didn't"
He is such a good actor. Everytime Dean is in pain it make me wanna bawl. I really want him to be happy..its as if he was a real person not just a character.
tarny11 tbh.......Jensen got A LOT of credit. Think about it, he's already 40 years old and he's been through this series for 13 seasons. His fans show up and get to ask him questions. He even gets to have fun while doing the show. He gets to play the role of Dean Winchester, the alpha male who was raised as a hero that people needed and feels like a REAL properly developed character that everyone loves too. I don't know him outside of supernatural, but I am thankful that he made Dean Winchester possible.
tarny11 Same like Andrew Lincoln he don't have so much fame because he played only on Supernatural.He needs more movies or series.*srry for my english*
Somehow, it can be very easy to overlook that Dean's going through a hard time but when it's all put together like this, it feels like it should be obvious but I think a lot of us miss it. There were signs ever since the beginning but I feel like we're easily drawn away because we mostly see the issues Sam is having. It's insane how easily a cry for help can be overlooked. Dean is honestly a fantastic character and I'm disappointed in myself for not catching the hints earlier.
Honestly, I've only been watching this shown for about a year now, and I always feel worse for Dean and wish that I could help him more than Sammy because I have always felt like he was the one that was damaged more. I have felt sorry for Sammy but not as bad as Dean
Jumped into the fandom 2months ago. When Dean is sad I'm crying. I care about most of the characters and I cried a lot for them too but when Dean is sad it means the bravest guy is broke. He needs our hug and f.cking piece...or at least more piece than what we have since season 4-5 (it's hard to remember when I'm crying XD)
I love the clip with Bobby and Dean like how mad he got when Dean said “at least this way some good will come out of it at least my life will mean something” he really did love those boys
"your problem mate, is that nobody hates you more than you do." "You don't think you deserve to be saved." "I don't matter." "If there is a God out there why would he give a crap about me?" "How can you care so little about yourself?" "...I know how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see." I can relate to Dean a lot ;(
This is for anyone who feels that way. You DO matter! Don’t you dare thinking otherwise! Everyone, every single person on earth matter so don’t think you’re any different. I hope you’ll get better and you start to love yourself more! ❤️
I always get mad about Dean, because he just beats on his friends, Sam and Cas. He thinks that since he feels bad, he can make everyone feel as bad as himself. Otherwise he's a good character, and I love Jensen, but this needs to stop.
"I don't matter" "Don't you?" "I couldn't save mom" "I couldn't save Cas" "I can't even save a scared little kid" "Sam keeps trying to fix it but I keep dragging him down." "So I'm not gonna beg okay if it's my time it's my time"
Dean is a tortured soul with a good heart .but its his past childhood that is what's holding him back, and his unresolved issues with his father and losing his mother at a young age. Great video
Rebecca sometimes the past is harder to let go of than you think.... The stuff he went through real ppl go though you can't let go when it's the only thing you've ever known
Honestly, out of all the characters in SPN, I see myself in Dean. A person who sees himself as nothing. Always helping others before he helps himself and if he did save himself, and if someone saw his pain, it'll probably be too late.
While I was STILL a child, there were a few adults in my life who could see it. They actually said to me “You haven’t even had a chance to BE a CHILD” or “you’ve had to grow up so fast”… I was only 11 when that first started happening, now I’m nearly 40. It still hurts sometimes, but those adults were so kind to me and hugged me and talked to me and listened to me when they could. They don’t live near me anymore but sometimes I’m just dying to jump in the car and drive the 1000+ miles just to ask for one more hug. May seem crazy but when those nearby keep treating you like you’re invisible, how could one want to do anything else?
My favorite thing is that cas literally met him for like a minute and he could see through deans entire uncaring persona. He literally walked in and could see dean hurting and struggling when no one else could (at that point) And they say destiel isn’t canon
It isn’t canon. Cass is an angel he clearly notices things that no human could. Yeah Castiel and Dean are very close, but Dean-Cas haven’t the main focus in the series
Dean is the perfect character. Whenever he's sad or in pain it makes me wanna cry. Even though Dean is a character, we get so attached and want him to be happy and love himself. Dean matters 😩😭
Jesus Christ, Dean seriously needs a damn hug, like all the time, so many people let him think this and he’s internalized it for so damn long. This poor man
When Dean was talking to God it feels like he was talking about himself , "People pray to you...........you do nothing" Breaks my heart everytime And I personally think to get original Dean back from AU Michael , they will bring John back . Cause Dean used to look up to his father. And I really wish they do.
This is such a beautiful video. I think one of the big reasons I love this show as much as I do is because I relate to Dean in so many ways. Dean is too pure and deserves more love than he gets. For all he does for the people around him, I'd say he deserves a medal.
The thing that gets me is his small voice break when he tells Mary 'I never was', because Dean never got to be a kid. He had to grow up so fast, to keep Sam safe. He had to be a father and mother as well as a brother, and its why he puts on the front of being an immature joker at times, despite the pain and suffering he's in. This shows it so well, and you did an excellent job.
Jensen is such an amazing actor, he makes Dean hurt so much inside an make it look real even though it’s not and yet I relate to Dean and feel so bad for him
No one realizes what Dean has to go through. Everyday he wakes up thinking he is nothing. It's just so sad that he can't even accept his own feelings. He will always thing that every action he does it bad. Dean doesn't deserve to die. CHUCK WHERE'S THAT OSCAR AT JESUS. I JUST BALLED FOR THREE MINUTES STRAIGHT. COME ON!!! luv you and your vids Winter wish I could help make a vid or sponsor 😀😀😀😀😀😀🙂🙂🙂
If I know somthing in this world is You do matter Dean Winchester... How many times and in how many ways you're gonna break my heart, my precious boy??!! Love the vid, really in tears rigth now...
Absolutely fabulous!!! Dean Winchester fighting his inner demons, and Jensen Ackles giving us all the Dean Winchester feels. Absolutely, completely, wholeheartedly, every single solitary one of them!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I started to cry... I've said.. Most of the things he said about not mattering... Yeah... That's why my friends always wonder if I'm worth it or not.. And trust me.. When I'm not around.. They have a conversation about if it's still worth being my friend...
invisiblebutterfly 0 That's messed up, what kind of friends are those? You need some friends who will tell you that you are awesome, even if you make mistakes. You need friends that will tell you that they love you, even on a crappy day. Find friends like that, it will be hard but worth it. Because you're worth it.
Thank you.. I've been trying.. But I'm that one person who tried to make the better if what they have... I got tired of being alone so I stuck with the people who I knew were gonna leave me some day. It hurts but, I'm starting to just get used to being alone. The kids here at my school think there all high and mighty. So, it's really hard for me to find actual friends. Y'know it might be worth finding true friends.. Even when it's hard to do so.
invisiblebutterfly 0 I still think you will find someone who will love you for you, I truly believe that. It's gonna be hard but worth every hardship you will go through, but I believe they are out there. The kind of person who will save you from your tears, self doubt, and loneliness. If you can't believe in yourself right now believe in that.
I love how everybody can see his true value but him; even the bad guys are attracted to him and grow even fond of him (Crowley). He can bealive anything bad they say, any criticism they trow at him, but do tell him his actual value and he retreats and disbelieve. How damaged he is for not realizing that many would be lost if he weren't around? That he does matter 😢💔
Man Jensen Ackles is an outstanding man. Every time I see dean I pain sometimes it reminds me of myself. What a beautiful video.I thank people like him and Jared like them the are the real heroes. For people that sometimes not feel good enough including myself. So thank you for the video and them for their work.
Loved this video! I think that Dean's lack of self worth is one of his most important character traits. It ties back to everything - his inability to live up to John's perspectives, how he can't save everybody, how he lost Sam (a few times), even his bisexuality.
Holy crap, I'm just speechless. I wish I could say something better but that's just how amazing this video and clips were. Wow... just wow. Speechless.
We need all of you amazing videographers to join forces and make a video to send to these award managers (or whatever they're called) so that this amazing actor can finally get the "establishment" to recognize him for all his great work on this show!
I never really thought about it but I connect more with dean. I realized that EVERYONE left him at one point but he NEVER gave up on anyone loyalty was everything to him
he def tried to give up. the only thing that was keeping him alive... literally was sam. sam wouldnt let dean die for so long but dean finally got his eternal peace.
I wish Dean could see just how amazing he really is he the best like his brother sam told him your the best damn Hunter he ever seen and genuis Dean has such a big heart ♥ he's selfless he worthy and he does matter Dean Winchester your amazing guy
"I wish I couldn't feel anything sammy..." This hits me more for it relatable to many people, all the pain and suffering and yet we dont want to feel that
Really nice. I just watched it and remembered my past life. I never told anyone but I feel exactly like him. And the sad thing is that I am still young. I could write down my whole past here but I think it would take so long. But thanks for the beautiful video.
It's a good thing you're still young. This means you have a whole life ahead of you to work on yourself and be happy. It's not easy but you can be happy. But you have to work on it and you have to let people know so that they can help you. You don't have to go through this alone. We are here for you.
That was beautiful Eleanor. Well, put together. The music, the scenes well put together. You now have a new subscriber. Notice Dean looks almost the same throughout the years.
I cannot, I repeat, I cannot hear him talking bad about himself anymore! Dean, you are amazing! Why can't you see that? Everybody else but you sees that! You're amazing! And whoever is reading this, you are amazing too! You have potential to be something amazing and you're going to waste that potential listening to the negative things that aren't true about yourself??? You are amazing and you should start loving yourself for it.
You are not poison dean.... You are the reason I am still living today..... You saved me from going in the depths of the hell of depression.... You are the opposite of poison.... The elixir of life.... I see my big brother in you... De
This will forever be one of my favorite Dean tributes. I have always related to Dean (shit childhood, playing the "mom" role for my siblings, severe mental health issues). There is a particular scene in season 12 where Dean is talking to Mary, and some of the things he tells his mom makes me cry, when I normally don't cry to television, because it's nearly identical to how I feel about my own mom. The dialogue he has with himself that gets brought out through other characters really hits home and not only helps me to realize I'm not alone but also that it's worth it to keep fighting, if not for my own sake but for the people I want to help. Thank you for such a beautiful video. I come back to it all the time. ❤
I think the only reason people disliked this is because their eyes were blurred from crying. Or they don't like emotional videos. I loved this. Jensen is such a good actor and is able to bring dean to life so well.
I think that this is a) a great video b) 1:32-1:37 when dean first meets cass is one of the sadder scenes in general cause cass says his line and dean has a look as if he is either really pissed or shocked that cass saw it c)1:38-1:47 you can hear the concern and sadness in Bobbys voice in this scene when he says the part about your life didnt mean anything before?? And ya know i cry too much to this show.
Autumn Winchester You’re not depressed because you watch these videos. You watch these videos because you’re depressed. You watch because, even if that person on the screen isn’t real, you feel like they get it, like someone knows you, like you aren’t alone.
This phenomena of low self-worth is almost entirely linked to environmental factors. Don't let anyone tell you that your self-hatred is genetic, because that's what locks you in to the role of feeling worthless, which leads down a road with a terrible ending. I haven't had access to therapy in the past, so I used the internet and read a lot, did some homework assignments, and I can say that it's really really difficult to heal from childhood trauma, but it is possible. It starts with the courage to really face yourself and drown out the external influences. When that inner voice tells you that you don't matter, that you're worthless, you have the power to disagree and not believe it. It's okay to disagree with yourself. Just keep your inner flame lit no matter how bad it gets, and never give up that you can make it out of whatever hole you feel like you're in and no matter how deep it may be. For some people, rock bottom is the perfect foundation to build a life that's totally free of pathology.
dean goes through so much in the show & i just cry like honestly it’s so sad & he’s sad expects him just as a little bot to handle so much stress put on him
Chuck should have been slapped. Dean's only issue with his father is that he's practically a child-soldier veteran whose been fighting for decades, only to be let down, more often than not, by the very people he surrounds himself with. Dean thinks he's responsible for all the losses around him, but that isn't true. Sam and Cas are to blame for most of the messes they find themselves in, it's just Dean that has to fix everything, and sometimes his solution, while a solution, has some rather heavy costs that have bitten them in the ass before. But they still needed to be done, which as a soldier, Dean understands. Anyone else notice the commonality between Dean presently and the Archangels back in season 5? They were lost, tired and just wanted it to be over with. Michael was trying to be the good son, doing what his father had asked for, wanted to destroy evil and bring paradise to Earth and all the lost human lives would get to go to heaven. Sound familiar? It's Dean now. It's taken him getting the ever living shit kicked out of him physically and spiritually, but he's there. He's practically the mirror of this 'verse's Michael.
dude....I was watching the first 20 seconds and tears were rolling down my face. You did a great job editing this. I watched Supernatural sine the first time it was on german TV (2007), this show accopanied me for more than half of my whole life and Dean will alwas be one of my most favourite characters ever. This edit just triggered a huge wave of feelings inside me. Thanks for making this ♥
Seriously I feel like with all this pressure and relentless torture put on him he was headed straight to a suicide attempt. he seriously just didn't want to keep going on.
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It is always sad to see those individuals that were never taught how to love themselves. They grew up believing they were only alive to take care of those that needed them. It is heartbreaking the amount of people they are and how tough they are. Dean is the mirror image of many.
Sarah Belden Yup...It sucks to be one of those many people...It really does...
You just explained Dean and my life.......I wish I could see myself the way my friends do.
Rebel Munches Love Supernatural my mom me and and my little sister
Sarah Belden you're touching a nerve 😓💔
Yes. I very much agree. I am the same way. :( I don't even know how to put myself first. How to leave people that treat me poorly. I just keep trying to fix everything all the time. I think it's cause I don't feel that I can fix myself. Dean is the same way and I relate to him so much that's why he's my favorite character ever.
“Your problem mate is that no body hates you more then you do”
I felt that
Crowley rowena and lucifer towards the end honestly felt like better ppl
The alliance at the end was awesome ... I know it was always rocky and sketchy but I Loved watching them work together
Same.
That line is on par with what Nick Fury said to Tony Stark in Age of Ultron when they were at the farm. Something like, "The worst part is that you didn't"
I know the feeling all to well...
He is such a good actor. Everytime Dean is in pain it make me wanna bawl. I really want him to be happy..its as if he was a real person not just a character.
Me too! I've never recovered from him going to Hell. :'(
Cain Heel I want to shake him and say I love you. Stop it
Yea that shit hits a lil too close to home
actually sometimes i forget that Dean is just a character lol
He was great as the red hood, even though it was just his voice you could feel the pain and the anger.
One of the best actors and needs more credit .
One of the best actors I have seen from America
tarny11 wow u don't see much acting
elastic774 Yes u do
tarny11
tbh.......Jensen got A LOT of credit. Think about it, he's already 40 years old and he's been through this series for 13 seasons. His fans show up and get to ask him questions. He even gets to have fun while doing the show. He gets to play the role of Dean Winchester, the alpha male who was raised as a hero that people needed and feels like a REAL properly developed character that everyone loves too. I don't know him outside of supernatural, but I am thankful that he made Dean Winchester possible.
tarny11 Same like Andrew Lincoln he don't have so much fame because he played only on Supernatural.He needs more movies or series.*srry for my english*
good god give this man an oscar
Finally someone with their priorities straight!
Urel Segundo you mean Emmy? You don’t get oscars for a tv show lmao
Emitan Emmy, oscars are for movies not tv shows
but too late, he got nothing
Jensen Ackles is a great man, knows how to put emotion into his acting
Somehow, it can be very easy to overlook that Dean's going through a hard time but when it's all put together like this, it feels like it should be obvious but I think a lot of us miss it. There were signs ever since the beginning but I feel like we're easily drawn away because we mostly see the issues Sam is having. It's insane how easily a cry for help can be overlooked. Dean is honestly a fantastic character and I'm disappointed in myself for not catching the hints earlier.
Honestly, I've only been watching this shown for about a year now, and I always feel worse for Dean and wish that I could help him more than Sammy because I have always felt like he was the one that was damaged more. I have felt sorry for Sammy but not as bad as Dean
Jumped into the fandom 2months ago. When Dean is sad I'm crying. I care about most of the characters and I cried a lot for them too but when Dean is sad it means the bravest guy is broke. He needs our hug and f.cking piece...or at least more piece than what we have since season 4-5 (it's hard to remember when I'm crying XD)
I love the clip with Bobby and Dean like how mad he got when Dean said “at least this way some good will come out of it at least my life will mean something” he really did love those boys
It wasnt him tho that's the sad thing
What episode is that from?
0:07 "Everybody leaves you Dean. You noticed? Mommy, Daddy...."
Me: Don't you dare say it!
"Even Sam"
Me: 😭
What epi is that from
@@night_eyes6543 I'm late to answer this, but it's season 5 episode 16 when Dean and Sam go to heaven
That broke my heart😔💔
Patrick Yang Cass never left him
@@gummy6337 When Mary said "leave" she meant "died." Every family member died before Dean ever did.
"your problem mate, is that nobody hates you more than you do."
"You don't think you deserve to be saved."
"I don't matter."
"If there is a God out there why would he give a crap about me?"
"How can you care so little about yourself?"
"...I know how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see."
I can relate to Dean a lot ;(
Fucked up dad
U are not the only one I feel dead inside and worthless and when I look into a mirror I hate what I see
This is for anyone who feels that way. You DO matter! Don’t you dare thinking otherwise! Everyone, every single person on earth matter so don’t think you’re any different. I hope you’ll get better and you start to love yourself more! ❤️
And remember fuck the abusive parents
I can to
The one dislike is Dean Winchester fervently denying he has problems and that he needs help.
This was a beautiful video. Superb editing and music.
Darkraider The Author The nine other ones are mystery spot deans fervently denying that they have problems and they need help.
Darkraider The Author duf
I always get mad about Dean, because he just beats on his friends, Sam and Cas. He thinks that since he feels bad, he can make everyone feel as bad as himself. Otherwise he's a good character, and I love Jensen, but this needs to stop.
@@dakodabanner2369 what do you mean he beats up on them..... yeah I've seen a couple time where he yells at them but they have also yelled at him
The 74 other ones are him coming back from the dead (again) denying that he feels anything
"I don't matter"
"Don't you?"
"I couldn't save mom"
"I couldn't save Cas"
"I can't even save a scared little kid"
"Sam keeps trying to fix it but I keep dragging him down."
"So I'm not gonna beg okay if it's my time it's my time"
Every phrase in this video makes my heart break a little.
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And at the end you're sitting there with an empty glass of whiskey, smashing repeat und filling up your glass again
@@supbeast2173 don’t know if your still around but ya you got it spot on I have been.
@@Iridescently1777yessir
Dean is a tortured soul with a good heart .but its his past childhood that is what's holding him back, and his unresolved issues with his father and losing his mother at a young age. Great video
Rebecca sometimes the past is harder to let go of than you think.... The stuff he went through real ppl go though you can't let go when it's the only thing you've ever known
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To be honest the amount of pain Dean carry around would put a normal individual permanently on suicide watch.
Honestly, out of all the characters in SPN, I see myself in Dean.
A person who sees himself as nothing. Always helping others before he helps himself and if he did save himself, and if someone saw his pain, it'll probably be too late.
Me too
I don't even know myself
"you are not a child"
"I never was"
that hit close to home :(
❤ Same :(
Everything about dean hits close to home for me
While I was STILL a child, there were a few adults in my life who could see it. They actually said to me “You haven’t even had a chance to BE a CHILD” or “you’ve had to grow up so fast”… I was only 11 when that first started happening, now I’m nearly 40. It still hurts sometimes, but those adults were so kind to me and hugged me and talked to me and listened to me when they could. They don’t live near me anymore but sometimes I’m just dying to jump in the car and drive the 1000+ miles just to ask for one more hug. May seem crazy but when those nearby keep treating you like you’re invisible, how could one want to do anything else?
True
The line from Crowley killed me, it just vanished so much inside of me " Your problem lad, is that nobody hates you more than you do."
Sometimes I wish there was not only a like button but a love button because some videos like this deserve it.
Jessi Donlan I'm actually crying. I don't usually cry at these things
Jessi Donlan xss
I feel like Dean sacrifices so much for the people he cares about. And a lot of them just take it for granted.
This is so sad. Sometimes I wish I could give Dean a big hug
My favorite thing is that cas literally met him for like a minute and he could see through deans entire uncaring persona. He literally walked in and could see dean hurting and struggling when no one else could (at that point)
And they say destiel isn’t canon
It isn’t canon. Cass is an angel he clearly notices things that no human could.
Yeah Castiel and Dean are very close, but Dean-Cas haven’t the main focus in the series
Dean is the perfect character. Whenever he's sad or in pain it makes me wanna cry. Even though Dean is a character, we get so attached and want him to be happy and love himself. Dean matters 😩😭
Jesus Christ, Dean seriously needs a damn hug, like all the time, so many people let him think this and he’s internalized it for so damn long. This poor man
After watching this, I want to give Dean a big momma hug and never let him go.
When Dean was talking to God it feels like he was talking about himself ,
"People pray to you...........you do nothing"
Breaks my heart everytime
And I personally think to get original Dean back from AU Michael , they will bring John back . Cause Dean used to look up to his father. And I really wish they do.
I don't want them to bring John back. No matter how Dean loves him, I never can. He was such a dick to Dean
And they're fucking bringing him back...
Lindsey just for 1 ep lol
This is amazing, perfectly showcasing his self hate, lack of self esteem, his sadness. Thank you for putting in the time to make theses!
one day there will be an abundance of happy dean edits. one day...
and we’re still waiting😔
I wanna hug Dean. So much.
Anyway yyy
This is such a beautiful video. I think one of the big reasons I love this show as much as I do is because I relate to Dean in so many ways. Dean is too pure and deserves more love than he gets. For all he does for the people around him, I'd say he deserves a medal.
The thing that gets me is his small voice break when he tells Mary 'I never was', because Dean never got to be a kid. He had to grow up so fast, to keep Sam safe. He had to be a father and mother as well as a brother, and its why he puts on the front of being an immature joker at times, despite the pain and suffering he's in. This shows it so well, and you did an excellent job.
I just started bawling my eyes out because I realised how much I relate to Dean.
awwww poor Dean :( he's so relatable though which I'm not sure if that's a good thing but it makes me love him so much
This might have been 2 months ago but still , God bless him , God bless you.
What does god have to do with feeling better GOD HELPS NO ONE!!!... He just watches us burn... He does nothing....help yourself.....
These give me life. Dean is the true mvp
Jensen is such an amazing actor, he makes Dean hurt so much inside an make it look real even though it’s not and yet I relate to Dean and feel so bad for him
No one realizes what Dean has to go through. Everyday he wakes up thinking he is nothing. It's just so sad that he can't even accept his own feelings. He will always thing that every action he does it bad. Dean doesn't deserve to die.
CHUCK WHERE'S THAT OSCAR AT JESUS. I JUST BALLED FOR THREE MINUTES STRAIGHT. COME ON!!!
luv you and your vids Winter wish I could help make a vid or sponsor 😀😀😀😀😀😀🙂🙂🙂
Moments like these is reasons I relate more to dean than anybody else. Cause I feel the same.
On any other network Jensen would’ve had an armfull of Emmys for his portrayal of Dean Winchester. A phenomenal actor.
If I know somthing in this world is You do matter Dean Winchester... How many times and in how many ways you're gonna break my heart, my precious boy??!! Love the vid, really in tears rigth now...
Jensen Ackels is wonderful. 😍
Caroline Pires And Dean. They're both great. All the actors and actresses in that show are fantastic. ❤❤
Sydney Galus I agree
Jensen is an amazing actor. Like I can't even put it in words...
now it's time for gag reel, I have to laugh the pain away
Absolutely fabulous!!! Dean Winchester fighting his inner demons, and Jensen Ackles giving us all the Dean Winchester feels. Absolutely, completely, wholeheartedly, every single solitary one of them!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I started to cry... I've said.. Most of the things he said about not mattering... Yeah... That's why my friends always wonder if I'm worth it or not.. And trust me.. When I'm not around.. They have a conversation about if it's still worth being my friend...
invisiblebutterfly 0 That's messed up, what kind of friends are those? You need some friends who will tell you that you are awesome, even if you make mistakes. You need friends that will tell you that they love you, even on a crappy day. Find friends like that, it will be hard but worth it. Because you're worth it.
Thank you.. I've been trying.. But I'm that one person who tried to make the better if what they have... I got tired of being alone so I stuck with the people who I knew were gonna leave me some day. It hurts but, I'm starting to just get used to being alone. The kids here at my school think there all high and mighty. So, it's really hard for me to find actual friends. Y'know it might be worth finding true friends.. Even when it's hard to do so.
invisiblebutterfly 0 I still think you will find someone who will love you for you, I truly believe that. It's gonna be hard but worth every hardship you will go through, but I believe they are out there. The kind of person who will save you from your tears, self doubt, and loneliness. If you can't believe in yourself right now believe in that.
PhantomFandomFails Thanks.... :)
invisiblebutterfly 0 No need to thank me, just believe me. Okay?
I love how everybody can see his true value but him; even the bad guys are attracted to him and grow even fond of him (Crowley). He can bealive anything bad they say, any criticism they trow at him, but do tell him his actual value and he retreats and disbelieve. How damaged he is for not realizing that many would be lost if he weren't around? That he does matter 😢💔
Where are the thousands of views wtf ?! Beautiful, heartbreaking, scarily relatable video...
Man Jensen Ackles is an outstanding man. Every time I see dean I pain sometimes it reminds me of myself. What a beautiful video.I thank people like him and Jared like them the are the real heroes. For people that sometimes not feel good enough including myself. So thank you for the video and them for their work.
Loved this video! I think that Dean's lack of self worth is one of his most important character traits. It ties back to everything - his inability to live up to John's perspectives, how he can't save everybody, how he lost Sam (a few times), even his bisexuality.
N G. Lol loved how you tied bit of destiel into the last part.
N G. 😭😭😭😭
Wait what... You lost me completely
“ I need some help ….. please?” How many ppl felt this after trying not to ask god for help . Trying not to seem so needy .
omg, i am crying
Him and sam are one of the best actors known to man the many diff egos they played on here is amazing
Jensen is amazing actor AND DEAN IS AMAZING! seeing him upset makes me sad
DEAN NEEDS TO STOP, OK. HE KEEPS BREAKING OUR HEARTS. 😭😭
Holy crap, I'm just speechless. I wish I could say something better but that's just how amazing this video and clips were. Wow... just wow. Speechless.
I KNEW watching this video would get to me... Aaaaand I was right.
I just realised how much I am like Dean.....mmh....
Same, same
its just a show edge lord, calm down, just enjoy good content
Rebel Munches Love Supernatural me too
me too.so i cried..
I just wanna express that I absolutely love your videos, each one is a masterpiece and you should be extremely proud of yourself for making them!
We need all of you amazing videographers to join forces and make a video to send to these award managers (or whatever they're called) so that this amazing actor can finally get the "establishment" to recognize him for all his great work on this show!
Michele jjj
I never really thought about it but I connect more with dean. I realized that EVERYONE left him at one point but he NEVER gave up on anyone loyalty was everything to him
he def tried to give up. the only thing that was keeping him alive... literally was sam. sam wouldnt let dean die for so long but dean finally got his eternal peace.
I wish Dean could see just how amazing he really is he the best like his brother sam told him your the best damn Hunter he ever seen and genuis Dean has such a big heart ♥ he's selfless he worthy and he does matter Dean Winchester your amazing guy
"I wish I couldn't feel anything sammy..."
This hits me more for it relatable to many people, all the pain and suffering and yet we dont want to feel that
Really nice.
I just watched it and remembered my past life.
I never told anyone but I feel exactly like him.
And the sad thing is that I am still young.
I could write down my whole past here but I think it would take so long.
But thanks for the beautiful video.
It's a good thing you're still young. This means you have a whole life ahead of you to work on yourself and be happy. It's not easy but you can be happy. But you have to work on it and you have to let people know so that they can help you. You don't have to go through this alone. We are here for you.
Yes, well its not easy.
Especially if no one asks or even notices.
why is he so underrated and not nominated for every acting award in existence
This was beautifully done. It flows so nicely and tells the story. Wonderful
"I know how dead you are inside, how worthless you feel, I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see".... 😔💔I guess he does..
That was beautiful Eleanor. Well, put together. The music, the scenes well put together. You now have a new subscriber.
Notice Dean looks almost the same throughout the years.
I cannot, I repeat, I cannot hear him talking bad about himself anymore! Dean, you are amazing! Why can't you see that? Everybody else but you sees that! You're amazing! And whoever is reading this, you are amazing too! You have potential to be something amazing and you're going to waste that potential listening to the negative things that aren't true about yourself??? You are amazing and you should start loving yourself for it.
You are not poison dean.... You are the reason I am still living today..... You saved me from going in the depths of the hell of depression.... You are the opposite of poison.... The elixir of life.... I see my big brother in you... De
You can really miss it in the show, but videos like these really show how broken Dean is.
I relate to this guy on so many levels
This will forever be one of my favorite Dean tributes. I have always related to Dean (shit childhood, playing the "mom" role for my siblings, severe mental health issues). There is a particular scene in season 12 where Dean is talking to Mary, and some of the things he tells his mom makes me cry, when I normally don't cry to television, because it's nearly identical to how I feel about my own mom. The dialogue he has with himself that gets brought out through other characters really hits home and not only helps me to realize I'm not alone but also that it's worth it to keep fighting, if not for my own sake but for the people I want to help. Thank you for such a beautiful video. I come back to it all the time. ❤
Hear that, its my heart breaking
I think the only reason people disliked this is because their eyes were blurred from crying. Or they don't like emotional videos.
I loved this. Jensen is such a good actor and is able to bring dean to life so well.
I think that this is
a) a great video
b) 1:32-1:37 when dean first meets cass is one of the sadder scenes in general cause cass says his line and dean has a look as if he is either really pissed or shocked that cass saw it
c)1:38-1:47 you can hear the concern and sadness in Bobbys voice in this scene when he says the part about your life didnt mean anything before?? And ya know i cry too much to this show.
I’ve never clicked with a character, more than I’ve clicked with dean. Just watching this video every word hits close to home.
great actor
Whenever im sad or just want to cry i come to this video qnd it never fails to make me cry. Good job keep up the amazing work👏👏💕💕
“How I feel..... just... inside me...... I wish I couldn’t feel anything Sammy....”
This made me cry.
Lovely video, thank you.
maybe this is why i’m depressed... i’ve been watching these kind of videos for a really long time
Autumn Winchester
You’re not depressed because you watch these videos.
You watch these videos because you’re depressed.
You watch because, even if that person on the screen isn’t real, you feel like they get it, like someone knows you, like you aren’t alone.
Tom Sawyer Piper damn that’s deep... and true
people wonder why i love dean so much, i never have the guts to say it’s because he’s so relatable
And they just wanted to find their dad.
This phenomena of low self-worth is almost entirely linked to environmental factors. Don't let anyone tell you that your self-hatred is genetic, because that's what locks you in to the role of feeling worthless, which leads down a road with a terrible ending. I haven't had access to therapy in the past, so I used the internet and read a lot, did some homework assignments, and I can say that it's really really difficult to heal from childhood trauma, but it is possible. It starts with the courage to really face yourself and drown out the external influences. When that inner voice tells you that you don't matter, that you're worthless, you have the power to disagree and not believe it. It's okay to disagree with yourself. Just keep your inner flame lit no matter how bad it gets, and never give up that you can make it out of whatever hole you feel like you're in and no matter how deep it may be. For some people, rock bottom is the perfect foundation to build a life that's totally free of pathology.
Damn, just tear me apart why don't you!!😢😢😢😢😢😢
Ouch, this is painful to watch, but beautifully put together and really shows us how little Dean thinks of himself. I just want to hug him!
You never fail in making a beautiful video.
i feel so connected to all the characters in this show so seeing these type of videos makes me hurt and ache
Dean is all good! I don't care what he's done! I love him!
"your problem mate, is that nobody hates you more than you do". true. very true
I love you dean ur my favorite character ever thank you for keeping us safe from all the evil out there ❤️
The angssstttt... This video is amazing, I just want to wrap Dean in a damn blanket and take the pain away
“You see a light at the end of this ugly ass tunnel, I don’t.”
Yea.... pretty much how I feel :/
dean goes through so much in the show & i just cry like honestly it’s so sad & he’s sad expects him just as a little bot to handle so much stress put on him
Chuck should have been slapped. Dean's only issue with his father is that he's practically a child-soldier veteran whose been fighting for decades, only to be let down, more often than not, by the very people he surrounds himself with. Dean thinks he's responsible for all the losses around him, but that isn't true. Sam and Cas are to blame for most of the messes they find themselves in, it's just Dean that has to fix everything, and sometimes his solution, while a solution, has some rather heavy costs that have bitten them in the ass before. But they still needed to be done, which as a soldier, Dean understands.
Anyone else notice the commonality between Dean presently and the Archangels back in season 5? They were lost, tired and just wanted it to be over with. Michael was trying to be the good son, doing what his father had asked for, wanted to destroy evil and bring paradise to Earth and all the lost human lives would get to go to heaven. Sound familiar? It's Dean now. It's taken him getting the ever living shit kicked out of him physically and spiritually, but he's there. He's practically the mirror of this 'verse's Michael.
" only problem is no one hates you but yourself"
Yep..God knows I feel that way everyday
1:38 and 3:01-3:25 really gets me everytime :(
I relate to dean sm 😢 this vid made me cry sm
THIS. WAS. NOT. OKAY.
dude....I was watching the first 20 seconds and tears were rolling down my face.
You did a great job editing this.
I watched Supernatural sine the first time it was on german TV (2007), this show accopanied me for more than half of my whole life and Dean will alwas be one of my most favourite characters ever.
This edit just triggered a huge wave of feelings inside me. Thanks for making this ♥
Seriously I feel like with all this pressure and relentless torture put on him he was headed straight to a suicide attempt. he seriously just didn't want to keep going on.
That's a vivid picture of my life