I didn't expect part 2 to be out so soon. Somehow, I knew that marriage is the last thing a broken and damaged individual should get in to. It's like a deathtrap for a person already struggling with their inner demons. But all he was trying to do was right the wrongs of his past. Thank you for this Brother Spetsnaz.
"He didn't want to be a husband, he wanted to be a father" I've been responding with this exact phrase since I was 18 whenever someone asks why I never married and started a family.
May he rest in peace. Nothing hurts like the loss of a friend. It feels like a burning hole inside one's chest. I had it a bit similar at a point in my life.. that feeling of shame after I'd try to express my anger for a bit, only to suppress it again so I don't shock the people around me, more than they've already have been. I could never release all of it. It's almost ethereal how although as different as we may be we could still relate to one another through experiences.
I try to take any applicable lessons I can from these shared stories. A man sees similar behaviors as you described these last two videos in himself and other men albeit perhaps at a much lesser or the same intensity. Rest in peace to your friend. It is just of you to acknowledge and discuss his suffering and its origin as you implicated most people never did that for him. It speaks to your empathy/compassion that you were there for him quite a bit. I did cry on this one. Keep on trucking, Spetsnaz.
He did a live last night Saturday USA Sunday AM Australia and his wife was there too. So many guys going insane and lot of emotions and comments? Oh man huMAN poor man these men wanna lynch him. No joke but I'm not feeling for it or against it that's his life I wish him and Stephanie well why not in the end we all want to be happy and peaceful and the Internet world can be, well a lot of truth and a reflection of reality but it's not always as such. I understand the men who were puzzled and felt otherwise but Im not neither moved by it in anyway I'm alone gen X 49 single no kids or ever married and not because I had problems with women or perhaps marrying 2 of my honeys in the past but I chose this from early age and traveling as monk mode ..I gotta say it's very happy harmony and much peace I know it's my path as others can have theirs. Be well much harmony and respect!
I would have loved Vic. I'm his female counterpart....without the violence. I chose to self destruct instead. Honestly, I should never have lived to see my 20's, but for some reason Jesus smiled on me & saved me from myself. At 60 I still bear the scars, but I no longer try to find out just how far down the road to destruction I can travel. 💖💖💖 We all need a true friend like you.💖💖
[I don't consider myself a good person, but that doesn't mean I'm the embodiment of all that is not-good! I did realise long ago, the company I keep reflects the average to make me! So, I do what I can genuinely, if it's received well, good! If not, oh well, I tried! But I don't stop trying to do and be good! You can be the beaten-down dog and seethe in anger, or you can build bridges to a better tomorrow, so that no one else goes thru what you once did! Be the change you want in the world! I try to do daily good deeds whether or not it's noticed! I make sure that habit is cultivated, there's too much bad already out there in the world! Let's do our best to make it a little less terrible for those coming after, those we care for! As a protector of their future, it's worth it, more than anything else!🙏🏼😑]
Lord, do i know men like this. They even look like the thumbnail. Old neighbourhood kids that just couldnt get a clue and was never taught how to. I was only one of two that made it out. No one ever thinks about the kids. They just see them as a weight, and because of that, like Vic, in New Zealand, we always had to resort to survival tactics.
Should we dig up old ghosts from the past, or should we just let the dead bury the dead? That's a serious question. People have different ways of dealing with grief and loss. There's a young Maori lad on TH-cam making content, calls himself Solitaire. When he speaks of his ancestors he draws a collective strength from them, it's a spiritual energy, it is awesome. Should we be dissecting corpses in order to understand the living? This isn't a personal attack or meant to dishonour the memories of your friends. These are serious questions. If we can gain valuable insights and understanding from lost loved ones I'm all for it but there's a fine line between studying the psychology of people we've lost and using them to add gravitas to our own life story. Peace 🕊️
When you listen to spetsnaz you always learn something.
Ain't that the truth
Well well well... Good fo see you again old Mate! 🍻
I didn't expect part 2 to be out so soon.
Somehow, I knew that marriage is the last thing a broken and damaged individual should get in to. It's like a deathtrap for a person already struggling with their inner demons.
But all he was trying to do was right the wrongs of his past.
Thank you for this Brother Spetsnaz.
"He didn't want to be a husband, he wanted to be a father" I've been responding with this exact phrase since I was 18 whenever someone asks why I never married and started a family.
You truly knew quite a few people with a story to tell
My thoughts exactly.
Or he have the interest to see people's stories.
Everyone has a story to tell. They just don't have a master orator to tell their stories. RIP Spetsnaz.
@@mouseutopiadystopia24601 Jesus I just read the news. RIP Spetsnaz.
May he rest in peace. Nothing hurts like the loss of a friend. It feels like a burning hole inside one's chest.
I had it a bit similar at a point in my life.. that feeling of shame after I'd try to express my anger for a bit, only to suppress it again so I don't shock the people around me, more than they've already have been. I could never release all of it. It's almost ethereal how although as different as we may be we could still relate to one another through experiences.
Spetsnaz dropping Exodus lyrics. This guy is for real!
I try to take any applicable lessons I can from these shared stories. A man sees similar behaviors as you described these last two videos in himself and other men albeit perhaps at a much lesser or the same intensity. Rest in peace to your friend. It is just of you to acknowledge and discuss his suffering and its origin as you implicated most people never did that for him. It speaks to your empathy/compassion that you were there for him quite a bit. I did cry on this one.
Keep on trucking, Spetsnaz.
You're a good dude.
Spetsnaz, glad to know you're doing well brother
Thanks for sharing Spetsnaz. These stories need to be shared.
What an eye opener!! EVERYONE should see this! Don't JUDGE if you Don't know the WHOLE REAL story!!❤❤❤
This better be about huMAN getting married. I’m playing ❤
He did a live last night Saturday USA Sunday AM Australia and his wife was there too. So many guys going insane and lot of emotions and comments? Oh man huMAN poor man these men wanna lynch him. No joke but I'm not feeling for it or against it that's his life I wish him and Stephanie well why not in the end we all want to be happy and peaceful and the Internet world can be, well a lot of truth and a reflection of reality but it's not always as such.
I understand the men who were puzzled and felt otherwise but Im not neither moved by it in anyway I'm alone gen X 49 single no kids or ever married and not because I had problems with women or perhaps marrying 2 of my honeys in the past but I chose this from early age and traveling as monk mode ..I gotta say it's very happy harmony and much peace I know it's my path as others can have theirs.
Be well much harmony and respect!
I would have loved Vic. I'm his female counterpart....without the violence. I chose to self destruct instead. Honestly, I should never have lived to see my 20's, but for some reason Jesus smiled on me & saved me from myself. At 60 I still bear the scars, but I no longer try to find out just how far down the road to destruction I can travel. 💖💖💖 We all need a true friend like you.💖💖
[I don't consider myself a good person, but that doesn't mean I'm the embodiment of all that is not-good! I did realise long ago, the company I keep reflects the average to make me! So, I do what I can genuinely, if it's received well, good! If not, oh well, I tried! But I don't stop trying to do and be good! You can be the beaten-down dog and seethe in anger, or you can build bridges to a better tomorrow, so that no one else goes thru what you once did! Be the change you want in the world! I try to do daily good deeds whether or not it's noticed! I make sure that habit is cultivated, there's too much bad already out there in the world! Let's do our best to make it a little less terrible for those coming after, those we care for! As a protector of their future, it's worth it, more than anything else!🙏🏼😑]
Thank you
You've known some interesting and troubled individuals.
Lord, do i know men like this. They even look like the thumbnail. Old neighbourhood kids that just couldnt get a clue and was never taught how to. I was only one of two that made it out. No one ever thinks about the kids. They just see them as a weight, and because of that, like Vic, in New Zealand, we always had to resort to survival tactics.
Should we dig up old ghosts from the past, or should we just let the dead bury the dead? That's a serious question. People have different ways of dealing with grief and loss.
There's a young Maori lad on TH-cam making content, calls himself Solitaire. When he speaks of his ancestors he draws a collective strength from them, it's a spiritual energy, it is awesome.
Should we be dissecting corpses in order to understand the living? This isn't a personal attack or meant to dishonour the memories of your friends. These are serious questions. If we can gain valuable insights and understanding from lost loved ones I'm all for it but there's a fine line between studying the psychology of people we've lost and using them to add gravitas to our own life story.
Peace 🕊️
In my day it was called “learning disability” class - and now it’s not even “politically correct” to say “learning disability” ☠️
dang, in my day it was called 'Remedial Class'. I bet that's against the law to say that now where I am.
for the algo
Why does listening to Spetznaz recite lyrics without singing them sound just as profound?
No, it's not like any song.
I used to be like that minus the athletic ability and violence towards others. Minus the marriage, children and divorce. May he rest in peace.