[UTAU original]My Message...-Yuuka Yui

Being yourself allows you to know who and who not to spend your time with
Music & PV by prikaPa'stery
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Thought I could start something new
In return I was shown otherwise
Who I thought was right for me
Turned out to laugh right in my face
Being told the way I feel is wrong
Feeling like a mistake when I'm around you
That hidden disrespect you've provided
You really don't like me, do you?
Now I know it's not worth it
(To be accepted by those who don't care)
I can have things my way
(...but I still struggle to "let go")
I've felt broken
I feel broken
Am I moving on if I'm still mad?
I don't ever want to see you again
And even if we talked a little longer
Nothing could take away the pain you gave
I shouldn't have spoken to you in the first place
I wanted you to how I really felt
You probably wouldn't have cared anyway
Instead of trying to work things out
I'd rather protect the heart you have ripped out
Can I call it forgiveness?
I still carry your words everyday
Is it a problem that I'm unable to let go of old pain?
"Everyone is different that's a good thing"
But I wish I knew someone just like me
Maybe one day, but never's still ok!
It's not your job to decide
Besides all that, there's so much I've done without you!
(I'm so glad I didn't tighten the bond further)
I want you to stay very far from me!
(Please stay away)
I never want to talk to you again
You couldn't let me feel without some consequence
Now that I am "free" from your presence
You're no longer here to tell me I've done it wrong
Yes, I know I've already cut contact
So why does it feel like we're talking right now?
Believe me, I'm not doing it on purpose
That's something I still wish you know to this day

[@Mitzy655]

This is sooo good!!

[@PXELSTAR_]

this is really relatable