Well, it is not that easy. I feel this pain for so long and somehow I'm still here. I don't know how, I don't know why but I won't go down without fighting as hard as I can
@@saraoverkamping8143 Hi! I may not know you but let me tell you how proud I am of you for coming this far and having this mindset of yours! I really do relate with your words, even though we might have totally different situations. I hope you'll be better and find happiness in your life 🤗 Know that you are loved!
@@iAaaRii It is sad when you hear that from a stranger but never by the ones who should love you unconditionally. The only person who loved me is dead and I want nothing more than be with her. But life is a gift and there are still so many who are not have the luck of living a long and happy life. I may never be lucky again but I never going to care about their words again. I really hope you get better too. When you need to talk to someone I promise I listen
You have no fucking idea how much I needed this...I feel like I really failed my friend, like I abandoned him..I've lost plenty of people, physically, spiritually, name it. And the majority of them within the year. But this one, this death...this one is eating me up inside.
I'm a 60 year old man. I just exited a 10 year tunnel of depression...there were days when I wasn't sure that I would make it...some days all that kept me here was telling myself that the sun is going to be there in the morning, I should probably be there too...go easy on yourself...swim in a pool of whiskey (like I did) if you have to ( I do not recommend it)...but just be easy with yourself. You are loved!!! The sun came up today and I was happy. Just hang on :-)
i lost my best friend to suicide back in 2016, the worst thing is i found her, it hurts so bad i still have nightmares. This song is really important to me, lately ive been trying to think of good things listening to it and its getting better. Everyone who lost someone important to them hang in there it really does get better.
Yeah a friend of mine was stabbed by her boyfriend and she bleed to death. I was suppose to tell her that my ex manager decided to give her an interview. Instead of going straight to tell her I went home and tell her like an hour later. If I went straight there I would have been there and could have tried to prevent it. It still kills me knowing that I had an opportunity to save her and I missed it because I wanted to shower and eat something.
@@josephcerrera8299 I am so sorry to hear that.😥❤️🙏🏻 But you couldn’t have known what was happening and you may have been hurt or killed too in the process. Stay strong and know it’s not your fault. Much love and prayers!❤️❤️
Not knowing one of your friends is under such sorrow until its too late is fucking heartbreaking... RIP my friend ill never forget the memories we had together.
Had a friend who's really good at singing and sang this song at every party. Now he's gone, but he'll be forever missed by me and those who were around him.
I listened to this song years ago, and to this day, this song taught me to always be self-aware of my surroundings, to see if a friend are struggling with depression.
This comment totally deserves more likes. Even a real life hero, such as “Sully” Sullenberger or a firefighter or a paramedic or a coastguard, would agree with that statement.
@@byronaustin8179 about a 17-year-old boy he met at a camp for troubled teenagers. The lead singer claims that the song is about all of the people that tried to reach out to the boy but were unsuccessful.
I lost my father, cousin, aunt, and uncle in 2020. I lost my best friend in 2021 due to their house burning down. I remember getting the news from the school that she was gone and I broke. All of the deaths caused a huge impact. I didn’t look at myself the same, I hated how I looked and I never had self confidence. I felt horrible, I felt it was my fault for anything that had happened. I would cry silently in my room hoping that one day life would get better. A new beginning. During this I was made fun of, I was fat shamed multiple times as well. Everyday felt never ending, like I was in this hole that I could never get out of. I lost a friend and myself during that time. I hated myself and I hated who I was. The crushing pain of losing everyone I loved overflowed my mind and I had bad anxiety that another family member or friend was going to die. When I was younger I was made fun of for crying and overtime I kind of taught myself to not cry when I was sad, but to hold in my tears. As soon as I heard the words “I’m sorry they’re gone” it made my heart sink. At the end of 2021 I started expressing myself. I started writing books and drawing realism. Writing helped because i could express myself and feel happy. The pain was still there, but I felt happy and I still feel happy. Of course I have my rough moments but I get through it :). I love myself and who I am, I’m confident and I love how I look. I can make others laugh while I’m also having a great time. The days got brighter and I would wake up and do things I love. To be completely honest with myself I’m glad I did things that made me happy, positivity made me happier every day, at first it seemed like a chore but overtime I felt better and I’m still positive. My mother would say “it’s just a big bump in the road” which kept me going. The days felt brighter and I started getting better grades and feeling happy, I can’t imagine not being who I am today. I plan on publishing my book once I’m finished :) hopefully, just hopefully things get even better from here! I lost myself, a friend and many others, but hopefully they aren’t hurting anymore! The one great thing about 2021 though was that my grandpa survived bladder cancer. Being positive helped me a lot and I’m so happy with who I am today :) (sorry if you read all this-) Edit 2: My Grandma sadly passed yesterday, but it’s just a big bump in the road. The words that made me tear up yesterday from my mother was “I’m tired of having big bumps in the road” I think it’s become a normal thing for me to lose someone to the point I’m numb to the pain of loosing someone. My book is going good but I’m tired of saying “Hopefully 2020, 2021, and 2022 are better years!” Now I tell myself “2023 will be better! You’ve got this!” It’s hard to believe but I know one day I’ll do big things, great things even. If I can make a huge crowd of people cry to a speech I said about my dad maybe I could be an inspirational speaker, but who knows. I hope that life will go good for me soon. Just trying to stay positive :). Date: 3/19/22 Edit 3: Today was an average day I hung out with friends and I feel a lot better. I hope to be something big, something incredible that makes me unique. I finished all sculpting in art class and I finished my test that I was missing. One more missing assignment and I won’t have anymore missing assignments! I’ve become a really good person I feel but I just need to keep my self confidence up, nobody can stop me even if they say rude things. Have a beautiful day :) Date: 3/21/22 Edit 5: Hey, it’s been a while :). Everything has been pretty good! I went rollerblading so that was nice :). Rumors spread like germs of course so that’s not great. Overall though it’s been a nice week. Also I enjoy being tall, I’m 5'6 B). My muscles hurt from rollerblading- but no matter what I’m going to keep positive because I know that everything will be okay! There’s something I hope to do in my life, which is inspire people. One being to love yourself no matter what. I love myself now but I took way too long to love myself and realize I’m okay if I’m different. Do great things in this world! It doesn’t have to be big, like complimenting someones shirt :). Giving someone a compliment makes there day so much better than it was or already was. Do big things even if there’s no reward because at the end of the day your reward is that you made someone smile, you made someone have a good day. Have a fantastic day! :) Date: 4/8/22 Edit 6: Hey, sorry I’ve been gone. I’ve come a long way, I’m proud of myself. :) My sister will probably move out soon (she’s 22). I don’t know if I’m ready for that. When she’s gone it’ll just be me myself and I. I mean hey, at least I have myself. :) I think life is way too short so in my life I’m going to try to do great things. All you can do is try. I’m here and I’m here to stay. Hopefully you’ll learn something from me. :) I feel I have a lot to say. I also would like to say you don’t have to be older to be mentally mature. Heck I know some adults that are more mentally immature than children. Overtime though children become more mentally mature overtime because they’ve experienced more things. That’s just what I think so yeah. I wish that everyone is safe and well, my apologies for not updating anyone- Date: 4/27/22 Edit 7: My mother was gone for 16 hours today, I’m not a big fan of being alone (my sister was on a trip for a few days) It’s lonely :). I have so much to learn but I’ll be alright. At the end of the day it’s okay if It’s just me, myself, and I. I’ll get through the bump in the road no matter what. :) I hope. Date: 5/6/22 Edit 8: Hey! It’s good to see you all again! I’ve been working on my mental health again :). Life sucks but I’m happy I’m here! I have a purpose in this world I think. Thank you all so much for the amazing comments and sharing your story, it’s so appreciated! I’m glad you all are here, I’m proud of you all!
YOU'VE GOT THIS! Your amazing and wonderful. Beautiful and wonderful. They aren't in pain anymore. But they can see you from where they are and I guarantee you they're smiling bc of what kind of person you've become. Make them proud. Keep going and know they aren't gone they just left for a little while. You'll meet up again some day. 💙🦋💜
My dad left me at the age of 1 and got put in jail. He told my mom he belongs in there, it feels like home. I havent seen in 13 years. My mom met my Step Dad when I was only 2. She met him at the club after that night they met up for the first time. At the age of 3 my little brother came. My Step Dad has been here for 12 years hasn't left me. Thank you dad, for giving me the father figure I could've never had. *Thank you for reading this...*
this song hits different when you’re crying and singing along thinking about all you’re insecurities and how people have been mean to you and you’re thinking about everyone you loved who gave up on you
I remember back in 2010 or so, when I first looked at the comment section for this video. It was often filled with bittersweet stories of lost friends and family, and in general was just a safe place for people to let out how they feel and the troubles they were facing. It's good to see that years later, it's still that safe place I remember, and even nicer to see that despite the years, people are still giving kind words to support those who're brave enough to tell their stories and open themselves up to vulnerability.
Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot..........❤❤❤
Jesus is my Friend! True and Faithful. :) See John 15:15-17 15 Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you. 16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you. 17 These things I command you, that ye love one another.
Death takes many forms. It's a song about grief, in the end- if someone disappears and never comes back, who's to say your grief is any lesser than if they'd died? Y'all, show your friends love and kindness, and make as many memories as you can. Sometimes mental health issues are simply too strong.
To the friend I almost lost: I'm glad you're still here. I'm so sorry for all they've put you through. I know none of this is easy, but you've almost made it. We all love you so much.
It happens. It’s sad but true. Whatever’s happening, you’re not alone and never will be. Just be patient and try to stay hopeful and optimistic and you will find yourself again
I've lost my girlfriend because she falls on my friend instead of hiding it they confronted me i love them both but now they already forgot me I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness Where did i go wrong😔
One of the best concerts I've been to, here in North Charleston... It brought back sad memories, but this song taught me to listen and pay attention to my friends... RIP, Carey
my best friend I've known for over 7 years is suicidal. She tried to kill herself 4 times. I barely know her anymore, she's changed so much. From this happy girl to a depressed suicidal nothing. I try to visit her as much as I can, I try to support and protect her as much as I can. But how hard I try, she seems to be slipping away more and more each time. I miss her, I lost her somewhere along in the bitterness.
Jackie Jackson You have to insist, don't let her alone... I know it's what she wants, but she's really shouting for help. Sometimes, we just need to know someone cares about us, and we aren't aware that our behaviour pushes them away, and we hurt them. I hope she realizes that she has a good friend who worries for her. =)
Jackie Jackson I'm sad to hear that. I hope you can still try to be there for her, even though I understand it is very hard. Someday she will hopefully overcome her depression and be there for you again, too. I'm sending you my thoughts and prayers, stay strong.
123bertolli123 You need to convince her that there are people who care and that if she killed herself, she would cause grief to others that are close to her.
Jackie Jackson your comment was very moving. Lovely use of the lyric in the last sentence. Depression is a mental disorder and although your friend may be lost she is not gone, and you can get her back. Perhaps you can tell her parents and they seek out the medical attention she needs. Don't give up on her.
Most of you never felt and experienced what I did. I was supporting my depressed girlfriend during months when she got worse and finally decided to suicide. I was talking with her on cell phone when she stood on the chair ready to jump and hang on hang, negotiating and waiting for police coming to her that was called by my parents. Today she is much better and finally wants to live. I'm happy that she is still alive and got through this shit. I love her very much.
I had two amstaff puppies stolen from my yard and when I got in my car to look for them this was the first song that played on the radio, it still brings me to tears every time I hear it.
Remember: anyone struggling with mental health, you’re not a joke, mental health isn’t a joke and you’re not alone, we’re in this together, you’re worth more than you know and you are loved.
I am 😢❤I have anxiety, adhd, and a small disorder- I just get bullied my whole life for being tiny and now I feel so sad when I look at my body. I feel ugly and not good enough 😢
My best friend sent me this.. She told me to listen to it so i did.. I didnt know that she was giving me a sign.. She told me that she loved me and that she will miss me, i was so confused. I told her i was going to sleep... I woke up to a message from her saying that she couldn't do it anymore.. I messaged her and called and she didn't pick up or respond.. Her funeral was 3 days ago.... Rest in peace yuna...
Don't blame yourself, please. You're only a person, there's only so much that can be done and when you're tired, sometimes your brain simply *can't* figure stuff out. She loved you, and if you believe in an afterlife I think she'll be waiting there for you.
im sorry for what happened...my friend just sent me this and i am now concerned about her, she still isnt opening up but after reading this ill try to help her the best i can..
Makes me cry every time , my son (age 2) saved my life , still continues to , wish more people around me listened to this song living with bpd I get judgement instead of understanding but if I lost my fight I bet everyone would cry then 😞
I’m glad your son helps. I had someone close to me who suffered from BPD. Please please! Tell us you’re getting help or at least on meds. You’re worth it and so is your son
I understand you so much. I have depression and anxiety, I feel really really bad all the time. My son also same age, is the one who keeps me alive. I don't want hurt him. I know how it is to be judged all the time, and how difficult is for someone to understand your feelings. I understand you. I don't know if that matters, but I really do. I hope we both get better some day.
This comment section is just….. wow. So many sad stories at one place and it’s lovely to see how people are comforting each other. I’m very sorry for al of you who lost a good friend, stay strong! 💪
It's nice to the the evolution of comments sections from a toxic mess to a place where people can receive genuine empathy and support. 10 or 15 years ago that concept would have seemed impossible.
Suicide is a real problem...if you see someone who looks lonely or just doesn't fit in...go say hi or even smile at them...a simple act of kindness from a stranger can be the difference between life and death. :)
Aye, suicide is a real problem. The problem isn't however always that they aren't being talked to, in fact some people just quite simply want to be left alone. It's worse when you talk to somebody just because you feel sorry for them, they will know this because they aren't stupid. I have always been smiled at and said hi to, but whenever somebody does this I feel as if it's just because they either feel sorry for me or are scared of me. And think that if they simply say "Hi" or smile to make me feel better then when the day comes that I snap, or so they think, I will spare them. I'm nothing like this, and knowing that they feel that way about me feels much worse. I understand that some people just want to be nice too but unless you actually plan on being their friend, unless you actually would want to be their friend, it's best to do nothing at all. And most importantly if they don't want any friends then don't give them one, I for one prefer solitude. There is a big difference to being suicidal or just wanting to die. As to being an attention seeker, my friend. Remember that.
This song makes me think back to a year ago when I was suicidal, but then I remember that I haven't felt that pain in so long and I'm genuinely happy. Hang in there everyone, it really does get tough but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and it is worth everything to find it.
Trust me , if you only felt that pain for a year then you don't know the pain others had to go through to get there. Do not misinterpret this as a hate comment , but be aware that for some people the light is not visible anymore , and they need more than hoping it will end. They need hope that they will survive
My daughter recently caught me listening to this and saw the tears streaming down my face and asked what was wrong. Now my daughter knows I am going to school to be a pastor and that work with people who are suicidal. She knows I have talked down plenty. But this song reminds me of the hard part of it all. I looked at her and said "Daddy is thinking of the lives he couldn't save." But I will never stop trying. Ever.
You are an amazing person. You are helping so many people and I truly admire that. I aspire to be like you. I have helped many people and I’m only a teenager. It’s sad what this world has come to so that at my point in my life I am having to talk my peers down from suicide. Thank you for everything you do
@@S1lv3rc0m3t even though I don't have close relatives who commit suicide, but through this song I can feel how sad it was left by someone who committed suicide
I just lost one of my best friends today, I have so many things that I wanted to say to him physically. I hope I can see him and hug him one last time.
I used to sit in the living room of my old house listening to this song on my cd player. I remember one night my brother walked by me and smiled when he saw me singing it, and it made me feel so happy. I felt like he was proud of me. My brother died in a car accident 5 years ago now. I still can't listen to this without crying.
MentalHygenist I'm so sorry for the loss of ur brother. Stay strong ❤️ and your brother will looking down on you at all times, so try to make him proud. I'm sure he'd want you to be happy and stay strong. Take care.
When you listen to this song, remember he's listening with you. He will always be here for you. Don't give up, he needs you to stay strong. He loves you, and i know he's proud of you, and how much you've grown. Whether mental, emotional, physical, or anything else. He always has been, and always will be. I don't have to know him or you to know that you both have made a lasting impact on someone, continue to make people smile, continue to love, and teach others to love.
My best friend committed suicide last month. The last I remember of our conversation was when I was trying to talk him out of suicide on the other side of the bathroom door. The last thing I heard of him was "What's the point of life?" before I heard him collapse to the floor. The bathroom door was locked so I tried to barge in but couldn't, so I called 911 and waited in fear as the ambulance came 20 minutes later. Long story short, at his Funeral, I asked if his family members could play this song for his rememberance. R.I.P, Ryan.
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments. The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
This song will forever resonate with me as the one song I listened to when I was in my darkest moments, and to this day it reminds me of all the awful things I did to myself to try and feel something. I’m still fighting the demons in my head every single day but this song ironically brings me a sense of peace after so many years of pain. If anyone needs this today, you are NOT alone, and you are loved and valued beyond measure ❤
So, my best friend committed suicide a couple weeks ago... I knew what she was going through. I was always by her side, I was trying to show her the beautiful side of life. I always tried to make her laugh. It wasn't enough. We were together minutes before she take her own life. We had gone to the cinema to watch a film she told me she'd like to watch. After the film, we went at our houses. She called me and we started talking about school and stuff. At some point, she stopped talking. Some minutes of silence later, she told me that she would call me back. I could hear her voice breaking as she was telling me this. She was crying... I tried calling her but she wasn't picking it up. An hour later, my phone rang and it was her brother. I could tell he was holding his tears back. He told me the news and I hang up. I collapsed to the floor crying. I miss her so much. I'm sorry for this really long paragraph. I just had to tell someone about this. Please, treat people with kindness because your words or actions may cost someone his life. She was being bullied and I couldn't do anything to help her. Now she is gone and I am here blaming myself for everything. Rest In Peace sunshine...
I'm very sorry to hear that. But don't blame yourself, you did everything you could. You showed her that you'd be there for her and I bet she really appriciated it. You are very right. Treat people with respect and kindness. May your friend rest in peace
It must have been really hard for you. But please hold on and keep going. Do not blame yourself. She does not want to be a burden. She'll be truly happy if you continue your life without blaming yourself. She loves you. Be strong. For her. For you.
To all the people going through tough times and have suicidal thoughts, do not give up, you matter too much to give up. I was suicidal once due to depression from the after effects of leukaemia. Never give up, you have way to many people that love you and care for you. Don’t listen to things that hurt you, don’t take hurtful advice from people. Just keep strong and hold your head high. You are not alone. You are loved ❤️❤️🙏🏻
Tristan why is your profile picture of the Australian cardinal . George Pell who was convicted of child sex crimes. And your preaching resilience ? Wow that is ironic
My grandpa is diagnosed with stage 4 cancer....he has one year left with us, this was the song I sung at his wedding 8 months back and it was his first time heard me sing and he cried when he heard me... this song means so much to me
I lost my best friend when I was 11. Hearing this song makes me realise how much I miss him and what I would have done different to save his life. “If I’d known how to save a life” hits so hard. I love you and always will lucky 💔🕊
my friend, she was going to the shop buying eggs so we can bake later, i was the one who asked her to go. i got a call from her sister an hour after that she got hit by a car when she left the house... after years ago i still have little part of me blaming myself, but no1 wudnt see that coming. i miss her to death. everytime i bake or buy eggs, i think about her, miss you baby girl❤🕊
Absolutely agree. He lost a friend in the bitterness and you know that you lost yourself in the darkness. It hurts you even when nothing else can hurt you anymore 😔
HEY HEY PERSON LOOKING THROUGH THE COMMENTS READ THIS PLEASE You aren’t perfect you’ve made mistakes major or minor doesn’t matter your not perfect....but that’s ok your human and perfection is impossible for us so keep going keep making mistakes keep learning from them and keep on going keep living that’s as close to beating life that we can get and remember sometimes it’s ok if you only can save one person and sometimes that person is you so keep your head up.....you have a life to live
This song was amazing, but growing up the lyrics to this song hit harder. I’m so lucky have have saved some people through hard times. I just wished that one would’ve called or texted me before. He was my coach I get I was young at the time but I would’ve done anything to still have him here on this earth. He was more than a coach he was someone I looked up to and admired he was a family friend so I always seen him even outside of training. I miss him so much
@WoLvZ_Hockeygamer30 I know how you feel... One of my best friends committed suicide 3 years ago... Happy birthday mate... You would have been 48 today....
The songs I really love. That are true to life. Blue October - Hate me The Fray - how to save a life Snow Patrol - chasing cars Coldplay - the scientists These were my anti depressant songs.
This song makes me cry a hell of a lot, it reminds me of my father who committed, after his death it feels like our entire family is falling apart with all my siblings getting into bad relationships and being manipulated into thinking the worse of there own parent. I was only 2 or 3 when my father died so it hurts that i don’t have much memory of him, I’m scared one day I might forget him but I know that I won’t.
to those fighting depression just remember that even soldiers do not fight alone so don't...just don't think that you should cause everyone needs someone to watch their backs
I didn't know RapMonster shared this song on twitter on the same day Taehyung's grandma passes away 😢 Taetae is soo strong. Grandma must be proud. #BTS3rdMuster
I remember listening to this song when he tweeted about it and now Im back after Tae's heartbreaking confession about his grandma. I feel so sad. But I know he's strong. I just love him and BTS so much...
Both sides of the friendship, the therapist and the depressed, hurt like hell. Luckily I've only experienced one, and I don't want to ever have to lose him. He's said terrifying things, done terrifying things, showed me terrifying things. I don't know how to help, and with my anxiety I would think it's all my fault if he decides to end his life. I'm so scared. I feel like so many people forget how hard it is to be the friend who knows about the other's depression. Please, stay here. I appreciate how hard you're trying, and no matter what happens, please remember that even if the grief doesn't get smaller, life gets bigger around it. It may take awhile to grow, but I'll be with you every step of the way. If you cut life off, it'll never grow and the grief will only pile up as the world continues without you.
Hi I kno its late, but if its not to late yet, I have some advices for you to help. Sometimes situations are so hard that you dont know what to say. So you keep quiet and the hurt person will stay numb. If words wont do you have to take action. Sometimes its enough to hug people to let the feel warm again. Depressionen is something that pulls you in the darkness where you cant feel anything but cold. So try to make him feel warm. Show him, that you are there. Not with words, but with actions. Try to hug him, take his hand and ask him what it feels like, pet him,talk with him, show him new things, overall try to make him forget his problems for a moment first. Then for a day and maybe for a week. You have to give him the feeling he can talk to you everytime so when hes alone, he wont think about dangerous stuff. When people feel save they know the can do it because there is at least one person whos always on there side.
My cousin sadly took his life on the 30th of May this year, I'm still thinking about it what we couldve done to prevent it. I now listen to this song to cry because there's nothing I can do now. But there is always a happy ending he is now an embasader of a suicide campaign. We truly miss you Jarrad 💛😇 R.I.P
Same here I lost my cousin this year....he committed suicide,ended his life without knowing why....had I known how to save his life...RIP Joshua Bryan Reyes.😭😭😭
R.I.P my little puppy. He was blind, his head was way to big for his body and he always hit his on walls but most importantly he always tried to get back up and walk but he always fell down 😔 unfortunately the vet couldn't do anything so they had to put him down! 😭😭 at least I know he is in a better place now! 😭
Also R.I.P to my grandmother. Unfortunately she was diagnosed with boule (however u spell it) cancer. It was either her suffering or she could go to a better place (heaven). She is gone now but I really miss her and I cry all the time because of our loss. I really hate cancer and I wished it didn't exist 😭😭 I get sad and soppy whenever I think about her because I love her and I wish that she didn't have to go through the suffer that she did! 😭❤️❤️
This song was all over the radio 20 plus years ago, when I was a kid and didn't even really know what the lyrics were. It always kind of felt sad, and listening to it now, it is sad, but for a different reason. Listening to this song, I can see the past, how everyone looked and behaved back then, my old school, the old houses that are demolished, and friends and family that move on. It hurts so bad, I wish so bad we could visit that time again, just for one damn day....
I lost my son last year and it's been a struggle to want to continue on in this world, but my daughter and husband keep me pushing. All the regrets I haunt me. Just listen to your loved ones and believe them
Your head will wreck the love they're sending....don't miss this gifted chance of a lifetime. This is how you move forward right or wrong. They know some of your pain, it never goes away. Focus on what's in front of you! Nothing will ever replace anyone's pain, but sitting in self hell will definitely not help you. I hope family and friends can help. Tough road, life does go on, you are #1, and life is just around the corner...go catch it! Your daughter needs you too.
I've always wanted to be a better person. I'm tired of feeling all these useless bouts of anger, sadness, and apathy. I'm tired of taking it all out on the people I love. I'm sick of being sick of myself each and every time. I don't want to be sad anymore, but it's what I'm used to. I'm tired of wanting to give up on my life. I don't want death to come early. I want to live and continue on fighting, but there's always this hole in my path that always brings me back down to where I began. I want to improve goddammit why can't I do such an easy thing. And most of all I'm tired of wnting to reach a standard of "okay" each and everyday. I want to be enough for myself and for the people around me, but it seems that I keep on raising that bar for "enough" every day, making it harder and harder for me to reach. I'm sick of being the obstacle to my own self-improvement. I want to be a better person, but I always keep on going back to square one, and I'm sick of it. Edit: I really just want to say thank you for all the kind comments. I never really expected this to get any attention at all. I’m glad to inform you all, that I am in a MUCH MUCH better place than I was before! 😊 Looking back at this comment made me realize just how far I’ve come, and how proud I am of myself for doing so. The old mindset of mine may come back, but with a better heart I can welcome it with open arms and forgive it. Once again, thank you for all the warm words you gave me, I really appreciate it. ❤️
I agree entirely, nothing sucks more than limiting yourself when others aren't holding you back at all. I know how you feel. I have dedicated years and years into specific skills, and have developed little to none. I tend to always forget my lessons learned, or never learn the lessons I should. Just try your best to focus on your mistakes, with the intent to learn from them. Strive to test new ways of improvement. Strive to accept yourself more and more each day. Despite the cliche, you should keep a positive outlook on everything. I struggle with the same problems as you. I try my best but fail to succeed. People keep asking if I'm okay, and though they seems genuine, I can't help but question if it is legitimate or if I should take everything as if it is a lie. I'm sick of questioning whether people care or not. I'm sick of knowing what is real and what isn't. I hope you figure out what is real, and what matters to you. I wish you the best of luck through your struggles, and I hope you can finally do what you've been wanting to do for so long.
Hurts just reading, please never give up on happiness, you need to change your view of life, learn to just appreciate the things around you. Please look after yourself ❤️
yeah, but then nobody understand at all, that even you can't understand yourself and you don't know if you wanna die or if you wanna live lmao laugh about it so it doesnt look bad, thats what I do
I lost a friend. I lost my cat in a very tragic accident, i kinda blame myself. My cat was a siamese one. It was my very first official cat that i had adopted, so i had to take care of it. His name was maru. He was the most cheerful cat i had ever met. He was just a kitten. It was fun taking care of him. He would always be beside me, sleeping while i was studying. Playing with me whenever he feels like it. He was just the way he was. He was perfect. He is the perfect companion that i had during my lonely times. Then suddenly one day, i found out he got hit by a tricycle (a motorcycle) and the driver just got away with it. Not even caring if he hit something. I saw his dead body. I was traumatized. His eyes were open and i started to cry when i realized he wasn’t moving. If only i hadn’t left him outside. I wish I actually got him before i ate dinner. We gave him a proper burial after that, may you rest in peace maru. ❤
To whoever sees this. Believe me I know it hurts. The pain is so strong it feels like your being torn apart. You feel so alone in the world and you feel like you only have yourself. Your angry and frustrated and just plain exhausted. I’ve been there. But i bet there is someone out there that cares about you. I do. I’m here if you need me. Your beautiful and strong. You will get through this. You are beautiful and strong. You are the strongest person I’ve ever seen. I love you and want you to be happy. You deserve love and happiness. Fight it. Fight for your future. Fight for what you believe in. Don’t let anyone tell you different. Never let anyone silence your voice. You can change the world. I love you so much. I’m always here if you need me.❤️
You don't love me, you can't love someone that you don't know. Specially someone like me, who keeps failing, gets abused by his parents and bullied by his ex friends.
One of my best friends struggles with suicidal ideation. I'm doing my best to be supportive and dependable but this song perfectly illustrates one of the biggest fears I have- that they'll need me, and there'll be nothing I can do and no way I could know (they live across the continent from me) and I'll lose them one night and not know for... god knows how long. Please, love your friends and family. Care for them, show them you're there for them, practice kindness as best you can because sometimes tragedy can't be avoided.
I'm in the same situation with you... sometime last year I had to set alarms at intervals in the middle of the night in case they had sent a text seeking help, I didn't want to risk not seeing it. It's hard
@@dawg5462 I've been there man, I feel your pain. You're not alone, and that kind of dedication is saintly. Hold in there dawg, and don't forget to look after yourself- it's too easy to forget to take care of ourselves when we're taking care of others, I'd know. Fight the good fight brother, it gets better.
3 days ago my friend of 4 years killed himself by shooting himself in the head. I had talked to him earlier in the day and he acted like everything was fine. I didnt see the pain. behind his smile, his laugh, his eyes. He was soo happy. He told people he had to go home to talk to his parents what none of us knew was he was going home to an empty house. I hate myself for letting him go. He threw so many hints at us but none of took them. He helped so many people but we couldnt help him. I hate how only a few people could turn the happiest, funniest, coolest, and helpful person you could ever met and make him want to die. I hate the people who did this to him. And now he isnt here anymore. I hate how he didnt realise that we care, we loved him somuch. And I hope he knows how much it affected all of his friends and family.
As a suicidal person who doesn't have the guts to fully commit. I disagree with some comments. For a reason, being funny and outgoing helps aleviate our own pain and it feels good when others are happy, it helps to forget the bad. Some people are good at pretending everything is okay and making others believe it because we want to believe that. There have been many nights where I would bleed and feel good because it was a punishment of being alive and feeling that I deserve everything that has happened to me. Your friend maybe didn't want to worry you or have someone stop him because it was his decision. And sadly, no matter how many hints one can give, it truly takes someone special to aleviate those dark thoughts. Agree to disagree but I hope you are able to remember him for who he was. It's not your fault nor was it his. Sometimes demons are stronger than humanity and reasoning
AirElLee that’s exactly how I feel although sometimes I think having a funny and outgoing personality has its downsides. For example, people actually start to think you could take any joke and they’ll take advantage of it and start excessively making fun of you. But yeah I mostly use my humor to mask my pain and loneliness I feel on a daily basis and I enjoy seeing other people laughing and having a good time.
I can somehow relate to your situation, one of my classmates took his own life a month ago, although we weren’t close by any means, I sat with him and my friend in one of our classes. We were the little group who never got any work done and annoyed the hell out of the teacher. This boy was genuinely the funniest and most entertaining ‘happiest’ person I’ve ever met, he impacted everyone so deeply. It hurts to know that deep down he wasn’t like that and I just still can’t believe that he felt the way he did. I’m so sorry for your loss :(
everytime I hear this song I think of those who commit suicide and how I wish to be someone that saves a hurting soul from its misery how I wish to save someone's life
If your still listening to this and feel the same emotions as the first time... I feel ya, 2022 and I'm the same. Absolutely amazing lyrics 💗 Edit.. lost 2 partners from suicide unfortunately so if u know u know... song hits hard 💗
All I can think about right now is my uncle. He unfortunately had ended his own life back in August. I miss him. He was probably the only other man I felt comfortable around, a person I could be myself around! This entire journey of grieving is going to be tough. And just know that regardless of how long it takes, you're not alone, we got this. It's hard. And to those who recently lost a loved one or a friend to suicide, you have my condolences
Seeing this comment makes me feel... like somebody understands me. I lost a friend on January 15th and I miss her with every fiber of my being, I am sorry for your loss but I know we can get through it If the people who were lost saw us now, they'd want us to stay strong
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cs:go version: Where did I go wrong? I lost a match.. Somewhere along in a Russian server- and I would of stayed up with you all night had I known how to win a fight...
I feel like TH-cam is the only place I can tell my story and people will actually listen. I know it'll sound extreme, but it's 100% true. So here we go... My dad fought in Afghanistan and died when I was only 6, leaving me alone with my mum who suffered from mental issues and was beyond help. She then committed suicide last month and I was the one to find her. The image of her lying on the floor still haunts me, but I feel the need to keep a brave face for the sake of my younger sister... I just wish I could apologise to my mum for everything I've done, and to mainly tell her how much I love her. Maybe then I would've saved a life.
Reece Savin Wow that's really terrible, I really feel for you. It's hard to show through typing, but I really do feel bad for you. I know a comment can only do so much, but I feel like there are a few things I can say that could hopefully help you: There are enough nice people out there who you can lower your brave face to. If you haven't found them yet, keep looking and try to approach them. At some point you can tell them what's on your mind, I'm sure they won't mind and I can promise you that it will make you feel better. Even though your story is sad, there are always, at the very least a few, good things that happened, don't forget those. From personal experience I can tell you that it happens easier than is necessary. And about what you said at the end, as impossible as this sounds I hope that you can try to not think about what 'could have happened'. You already know what you would have done. That's all you're going to get out of it. What you could have done won't change the past, but it can change how you'll handle future situations that are similar, by making people who go through a rough time still feel appreciated. So whenever you feel some form of regret about it, answer that feeling by repeating what you have learned from the experience and think about all the ways you can put that into good use, that's all you can do.
Reece Savin Wow that's really terrible, I really feel for you. It's hard to show through typing, but I really do feel bad for you. I know a comment can only do so much, but I feel like there are a few things I can say that could hopefully help you: There are enough nice people out there who you can lower your brave face to. If you haven't found them yet, keep looking and try to approach them. At some point you can tell them what's on your mind, I'm sure they won't mind and I can promise you that it will make you feel better. Even though your story is sad, there are always, at the very least a few, good things that happened, don't forget those. From personal experience I can tell you that it happens easier than is necessary. And about what you said at the end, as impossible as this sounds I hope that you can try to not think about what 'could have happened'. You already know what you would have done. That's all you're going to get out of it. What you could have done won't change the past, but it can change how you'll handle future situations that are similar, by making people who go through a rough time still feel appreciated. So whenever you feel some form of regret about it, answer that feeling by repeating what you have learned from the experience and think about all the ways you can put that into good use, that's all you can do.
i have lost friends before, both by death and by words. but i learned how much it means to have a friend. so just hold on to them while you got them. be there for them, for some people that could mean the world to them. and if you end up losing them, never forget them. ever. and another note, don't push your friends away, you may end up hurting them more then you think.
I lost my best friend back in janurary, this year, to suicide. She was the only one I had. My parents where abusive and never loved me, and it only got worse when I fell into a depression because of her death. After two months (7th of March) I decided I was gonna follow her steps, and commit as well. I decided on the 10th of March would be the day, because I already live near a train station, and it would be the easiest way. 9th of March I decided to log on discord, and talk to my friends for one last time. On the server we talked on a complete stranger joined us. His name was Tommy and god was he funny. He private called me, so he could get to know me. We listened to this song together and I ended up breaking down. I bawled my eyes out, and when I said I didnt want to talk about it, he understood and helped me cheer up instead. This is now a song we listen to together, because it now reminds me.of something happy instead. Right now I'm sitting in a chair at the airport, so I can meet Tommy for the first time ever. I'm going to tell him everything, and even confess my feelings for him. He's probably straight but he deserves to know, how much he means to me.
Happy that you made it bro, with the help of tommy! Will I find a tommy in my life once everything just completely fall apart? I don't know, I hope I do.
@@TitaniumTronic It might take some time, but you will. I think everyone will. It might take a long time, but you kinda just have to hold on and hope they'll make it worth it :>
Aria Peterson I lost my Dad to suicide & this song just explains the whole situation so perfectly. I cry everytime I listen to it.. & I am deeply sorry for your loss. it's a pain that no one should have to go through.
"It's a beautiful day to save lives" - Derek Shepherd
Yes
Mcdreamy 😩✨
Rip
Mcdreamy
Sure would be a shame.
Be the friend who saves lifes. Be a friend to yourself too. Save yourself as well
I was searching for some words like this. "be a friend to yourself, save yourself as well" thank you
Thank you
Well, it is not that easy. I feel this pain for so long and somehow I'm still here. I don't know how, I don't know why but I won't go down without fighting as hard as I can
@@saraoverkamping8143 Hi! I may not know you but let me tell you how proud I am of you for coming this far and having this mindset of yours! I really do relate with your words, even though we might have totally different situations. I hope you'll be better and find happiness in your life 🤗 Know that you are loved!
@@iAaaRii It is sad when you hear that from a stranger but never by the ones who should love you unconditionally. The only person who loved me is dead and I want nothing more than be with her. But life is a gift and there are still so many who are not have the luck of living a long and happy life. I may never be lucky again but I never going to care about their words again. I really hope you get better too. When you need to talk to someone I promise I listen
If you're still listening to this in 2021 you're a legend
damn right
Damn
Back then I never knew what he said( I am German) and now this just hits different
Hey
🥺
If this song has deep meaning for you,
Its not your fault. You did your best.
Why has it deep meaning for you? You seem to be such a humble and caring person! 😟🍀
This is the comment I was looking for 🤝
You have no fucking idea how much I needed this...I feel like I really failed my friend, like I abandoned him..I've lost plenty of people, physically, spiritually, name it. And the majority of them within the year. But this one, this death...this one is eating me up inside.
Thank you
But did i really i don't know
In this modern days lack of communication can kill someone. Sometimes all We need is someone who's willing to listen to us.
So easy yet so hard for most.
so true
Exactly agree
indeed. use a Replika AI,. it will listen to you and all your problems.
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I'm a 60 year old man. I just exited a 10 year tunnel of depression...there were days when I wasn't sure that I would make it...some days all that kept me here was telling myself that the sun is going to be there in the morning, I should probably be there too...go easy on yourself...swim in a pool of whiskey (like I did) if you have to ( I do not recommend it)...but just be easy with yourself. You are loved!!! The sun came up today and I was happy. Just hang on :-)
Im so happy that u made it out man! we all are
@@jakeraymond1407 Thank you Jake...we all deserve to be able able to get beyond our "shit"!! love back to you!
Congratulations hope you have a good day or night
Its great your still here... I think of depression as a part of life... to me depression is just an obstical in my way... I find depression happy 😁
its good to see you got out of it
i lost my best friend to suicide back in 2016, the worst thing is i found her, it hurts so bad i still have nightmares. This song is really important to me, lately ive been trying to think of good things listening to it and its getting better. Everyone who lost someone important to them hang in there it really does get better.
Yeah a friend of mine was stabbed by her boyfriend and she bleed to death. I was suppose to tell her that my ex manager decided to give her an interview. Instead of going straight to tell her I went home and tell her like an hour later. If I went straight there I would have been there and could have tried to prevent it. It still kills me knowing that I had an opportunity to save her and I missed it because I wanted to shower and eat something.
@@josephcerrera8299 it wasnt your fault stay strong rip🕊💔 im so sorry i couldnt imagine anything happening to my bsf
@@josephcerrera8299 Just Know it wasn't your fault. You had no idea keep pushing through you got this
Oh honey.... I'm so sorry to hear that.
@@josephcerrera8299 I am so sorry to hear that.😥❤️🙏🏻 But you couldn’t have known what was happening and you may have been hurt or killed too in the process. Stay strong and know it’s not your fault. Much love and prayers!❤️❤️
Not knowing one of your friends is under such sorrow until its too late is fucking heartbreaking...
RIP my friend ill never forget the memories we had together.
This was a lot less dark back when I didn't speak English
same here
Knowledge is a curse
Oh dam this is so true
You're not the only one cursed with knowledge. *holding back tears*
What
“Same time tomorrow bro?...”
“Yeah I’ll be on”
Last seen 4 years ago....
🙂
This hurts so much..
This hit me hard.I hope you are doing ok bro.
Maybe he got fed up with you
@@christhecripplercrossfaceb6017 it’s a true story... he passed in his sleep actually bro
Had a friend who's really good at singing and sang this song at every party. Now he's gone, but he'll be forever missed by me and those who were around him.
How To Save A Knife
@@kevinheatcoat2190 that's a really helpful comment,
I lost my best friend covid made her move to online school it’s been 2 years
I think she’s dead
Heheeeee
I listened to this song years ago, and to this day, this song taught me to always be self-aware of my surroundings, to see if a friend are struggling with depression.
When you plan to be a hero, remember to save yourself as well.
Statement of the century
This comment totally deserves more likes. Even a real life hero, such as “Sully” Sullenberger or a firefighter or a paramedic or a coastguard, would agree with that statement.
I am already saved.
That is a great quote.
it's a beautiful day to save lives...
help
Mc Dreamy right their
Loved derek
Im in pain dude
Derek is my fave character;-;
The story behind this song
The writer met a 17 year old kid at a camp. The kid killed himself, and the singer wished that he could’ve helped this kid
It wasn't his nephew. Get your facts straight.
Herwin Almuallas
It wasn’t his nephew?
I need to call my mom, I’ve been lied to
@@apexyl5135 lol
StrangeTheDreamer was it about his friend? Or who was it about
@@byronaustin8179 about a 17-year-old boy he met at a camp for troubled teenagers. The lead singer claims that the song is about all of the people that tried to reach out to the boy but were unsuccessful.
I lost my father, cousin, aunt, and uncle in 2020. I lost my best friend in 2021 due to their house burning down. I remember getting the news from the school that she was gone and I broke. All of the deaths caused a huge impact. I didn’t look at myself the same, I hated how I looked and I never had self confidence. I felt horrible, I felt it was my fault for anything that had happened. I would cry silently in my room hoping that one day life would get better. A new beginning. During this I was made fun of, I was fat shamed multiple times as well. Everyday felt never ending, like I was in this hole that I could never get out of. I lost a friend and myself during that time. I hated myself and I hated who I was. The crushing pain of losing everyone I loved overflowed my mind and I had bad anxiety that another family member or friend was going to die. When I was younger I was made fun of for crying and overtime I kind of taught myself to not cry when I was sad, but to hold in my tears. As soon as I heard the words “I’m sorry they’re gone” it made my heart sink. At the end of 2021 I started expressing myself. I started writing books and drawing realism. Writing helped because i could express myself and feel happy. The pain was still there, but I felt happy and I still feel happy. Of course I have my rough moments but I get through it :). I love myself and who I am, I’m confident and I love how I look. I can make others laugh while I’m also having a great time. The days got brighter and I would wake up and do things I love. To be completely honest with myself I’m glad I did things that made me happy, positivity made me happier every day, at first it seemed like a chore but overtime I felt better and I’m still positive. My mother would say “it’s just a big bump in the road” which kept me going. The days felt brighter and I started getting better grades and feeling happy, I can’t imagine not being who I am today. I plan on publishing my book once I’m finished :) hopefully, just hopefully things get even better from here! I lost myself, a friend and many others, but hopefully they aren’t hurting anymore! The one great thing about 2021 though was that my grandpa survived bladder cancer. Being positive helped me a lot and I’m so happy with who I am today :) (sorry if you read all this-)
Edit 2: My Grandma sadly passed yesterday, but it’s just a big bump in the road. The words that made me tear up yesterday from my mother was “I’m tired of having big bumps in the road” I think it’s become a normal thing for me to lose someone to the point I’m numb to the pain of loosing someone. My book is going good but I’m tired of saying “Hopefully 2020, 2021, and 2022 are better years!” Now I tell myself “2023 will be better! You’ve got this!” It’s hard to believe but I know one day I’ll do big things, great things even. If I can make a huge crowd of people cry to a speech I said about my dad maybe I could be an inspirational speaker, but who knows. I hope that life will go good for me soon. Just trying to stay positive :). Date: 3/19/22
Edit 3: Today was an average day I hung out with friends and I feel a lot better. I hope to be something big, something incredible that makes me unique. I finished all sculpting in art class and I finished my test that I was missing. One more missing assignment and I won’t have anymore missing assignments! I’ve become a really good person I feel but I just need to keep my self confidence up, nobody can stop me even if they say rude things. Have a beautiful day :) Date: 3/21/22
Edit 5: Hey, it’s been a while :). Everything has been pretty good! I went rollerblading so that was nice :). Rumors spread like germs of course so that’s not great. Overall though it’s been a nice week. Also I enjoy being tall, I’m 5'6 B). My muscles hurt from rollerblading- but no matter what I’m going to keep positive because I know that everything will be okay! There’s something I hope to do in my life, which is inspire people. One being to love yourself no matter what. I love myself now but I took way too long to love myself and realize I’m okay if I’m different. Do great things in this world! It doesn’t have to be big, like complimenting someones shirt :). Giving someone a compliment makes there day so much better than it was or already was. Do big things even if there’s no reward because at the end of the day your reward is that you made someone smile, you made someone have a good day. Have a fantastic day! :) Date: 4/8/22
Edit 6: Hey, sorry I’ve been gone. I’ve come a long way, I’m proud of myself. :) My sister will probably move out soon (she’s 22). I don’t know if I’m ready for that. When she’s gone it’ll just be me myself and I. I mean hey, at least I have myself. :) I think life is way too short so in my life I’m going to try to do great things. All you can do is try. I’m here and I’m here to stay. Hopefully you’ll learn something from me. :) I feel I have a lot to say. I also would like to say you don’t have to be older to be mentally mature. Heck I know some adults that are more mentally immature than children. Overtime though children become more mentally mature overtime because they’ve experienced more things. That’s just what I think so yeah. I wish that everyone is safe and well, my apologies for not updating anyone- Date: 4/27/22
Edit 7: My mother was gone for 16 hours today, I’m not a big fan of being alone (my sister was on a trip for a few days) It’s lonely :). I have so much to learn but I’ll be alright. At the end of the day it’s okay if It’s just me, myself, and I. I’ll get through the bump in the road no matter what. :) I hope. Date: 5/6/22
Edit 8: Hey! It’s good to see you all again! I’ve been working on my mental health again :). Life sucks but I’m happy I’m here! I have a purpose in this world I think. Thank you all so much for the amazing comments and sharing your story, it’s so appreciated! I’m glad you all are here, I’m proud of you all!
I’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through. Hope you’re getting on ok x
Keep standing strong and tall, I hope things will get better and better for you.
YOU'VE GOT THIS! Your amazing and wonderful. Beautiful and wonderful. They aren't in pain anymore. But they can see you from where they are and I guarantee you they're smiling bc of what kind of person you've become. Make them proud. Keep going and know they aren't gone they just left for a little while. You'll meet up again some day. 💙🦋💜
@@pollyatkinson7884 it’s alright! I’ve been doing alright! I’m glad to be here :) thank you for your kind words :D
@@mariobailey249 Tysm! I’ll keep standing strong and tall :) thanks for your words of kindness!
7 year old me: jamming out to this song in the back of the car on the way to school not knowing what it means.
me listening to this song now: 😭
aaaaaaa
me rn
same
Girl sameee. SAMEE LMAO
lol they need to take last name and add a er at the end phonetically of course who taught these people who are making these video's who to spell lmao
My dad left me at the age of 1 and got put in jail. He told my mom he belongs in there, it feels like home. I havent seen in 13 years. My mom met my Step Dad when I was only 2. She met him at the club after that night they met up for the first time. At the age of 3 my little brother came. My Step Dad has been here for 12 years hasn't left me. Thank you dad, for giving me the father figure I could've never had. *Thank you for reading this...*
@Shymonkey 2001 same here
Hope you're doing well, man
Lol
@@Antidarkness_577. fuck do you mean "lol"
@@glowinthedarkzombie it stands for love only love duhh
this song hits different when you’re crying and singing along thinking about all you’re insecurities and how people have been mean to you and you’re thinking about everyone you loved who gave up on you
Keep your head up strut through it stay tru to yourself youll be good
Keep your head up! Life gets hard sometimes but you aint alone
Tilen Fon thank you this genuinely made my day 🥺❤️
@@lydiabowles8987 np❤
Why did you remind me :(
I remember back in 2010 or so, when I first looked at the comment section for this video. It was often filled with bittersweet stories of lost friends and family, and in general was just a safe place for people to let out how they feel and the troubles they were facing. It's good to see that years later, it's still that safe place I remember, and even nicer to see that despite the years, people are still giving kind words to support those who're brave enough to tell their stories and open themselves up to vulnerability.
Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot..........❤❤❤
Least schizophrenic christian@@crummybunny777
Daily reminder: Spend as much time as you can with your favourite person. You never know how long they will be around. Trust me💔
I can only agree my best friend passed away last week
Jesus is my Friend! True and Faithful. :) See
John 15:15-17
15 Henceforth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his lord doeth: but I have called you friends; for all things that I have heard of my Father I have made known unto you.
16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.
17 These things I command you, that ye love one another.
@@yaboialex8862 I forgive you. Jesus loves you.
What when she left u bc cod this reason saying your to clingy a bff isn’t ment to be like that and she was the clingy one but you didn’t care
Too late
I always thought it was about a man who’s friendship ended, but now I realize it’s about a man’s friend who died.
same
Specifically suicide
Death takes many forms. It's a song about grief, in the end- if someone disappears and never comes back, who's to say your grief is any lesser than if they'd died? Y'all, show your friends love and kindness, and make as many memories as you can. Sometimes mental health issues are simply too strong.
@@YeloughAnixPriest Very well put bud!
@@shivanand8367 Thanks dude! Just trying to spread some love and understanding in the world :)
Funnily enough, this song has about 120bpm, making it a possible song to keep pace when performing CPR. It can literally save a life.
Finally, something good from the illuminati
I prefer to use Staying Alive
i wonder if that was intentional
@@youngblocka8128 oWeN HuNt
Another One Bites The Dust
To the friend I almost lost: I'm glad you're still here. I'm so sorry for all they've put you through. I know none of this is easy, but you've almost made it. We all love you so much.
sometimes you don't have a friend who would sing this about you. so you sing it for yourself. how to save a life. how to save your life.
this really hit right now🥺
Saves mine. Thank You Fray!
Hit me hard :'(
How did you know?
Hehe yea that's that's me
Where did I go wrong, I lost myself 🙂.
me too
It happens. It’s sad but true. Whatever’s happening, you’re not alone and never will be. Just be patient and try to stay hopeful and optimistic and you will find yourself again
I lost my best friend in 2014
I've lost my girlfriend because she falls on my friend instead of hiding it they confronted me i love them both but now they already forgot me
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
Where did i go wrong😔
My only friend left me...
Where did I go wrong. I lost myself...
They left cause they said I was to anti-social......
Omg such essays people are writing down here.
I guess this song is more inspirational than any english teacher
Ok so si
Lol
wHAt DiD yUo dO tHiS sUmMer? (Present to class for grade)
Lmao I didn’t know what you meant until I scrolled down
XD
One of the best concerts I've been to, here in North Charleston... It brought back sad memories, but this song taught me to listen and pay attention to my friends... RIP, Carey
“Ok lets play again tomorrow bro!”
“Yeah ill be online then”
Last online: 3 years ago
Is this a reference?
This hits hard
Awww.
That was so sad. Maybe he quitted?
Shit, what happened?😶
my best friend I've known for over 7 years is suicidal. She tried to kill herself 4 times. I barely know her anymore, she's changed so much. From this happy girl to a depressed suicidal nothing. I try to visit her as much as I can, I try to support and protect her as much as I can. But how hard I try, she seems to be slipping away more and more each time. I miss her, I lost her somewhere along in the bitterness.
Jackie Jackson You have to insist, don't let her alone... I know it's what she wants, but she's really shouting for help. Sometimes, we just need to know someone cares about us, and we aren't aware that our behaviour pushes them away, and we hurt them. I hope she realizes that she has a good friend who worries for her. =)
Jackie Jackson I'm sad to hear that. I hope you can still try to be there for her, even though I understand it is very hard. Someday she will hopefully overcome her depression and be there for you again, too. I'm sending you my thoughts and prayers, stay strong.
Ok u dont need to fking share that on TH-cam
123bertolli123 You need to convince her that there are people who care and that if she killed herself, she would cause grief to others that are close to her.
Jackie Jackson your comment was very moving. Lovely use of the lyric in the last sentence. Depression is a mental disorder and although your friend may be lost she is not gone, and you can get her back. Perhaps you can tell her parents and they seek out the medical attention she needs. Don't give up on her.
Most of you never felt and experienced what I did. I was supporting my depressed girlfriend during months when she got worse and finally decided to suicide. I was talking with her on cell phone when she stood on the chair ready to jump and hang on hang, negotiating and waiting for police coming to her that was called by my parents. Today she is much better and finally wants to live. I'm happy that she is still alive and got through this shit. I love her very much.
Miscellaneous Richardo Boy my gf is suicidal Since 3 years and i Support her Since 6 Months. She tried to Commit suicide so many times
Sorry dude x
Depression isn't a joke😒 you can't control it and its sad
You're an angel, brother. I admire your dedication.
I had two amstaff puppies stolen from my yard and when I got in my car to look for them this was the first song that played on the radio, it still brings me to tears every time I hear it.
I’m so sorry!! 💕💕
"The second you start blaming yourself for people's deaths,theres no coming back"
-JD ( Scrubs)
that fucking scene made me bawl my eyes out
@@dontmindmeimjustsomerandom5261 that scene was so perfect in everyway!
whos jd
@@ilovecandy5448 Jd is a character from the show scrubs xD..
Actually it was cox who said this to JD. JD just reiterated it back to cox
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Feel you fam
SUICIDE
@Christopher Hendricks just don't mind that at least you get it.
Right now!
🙋🙋🙋
"Where did I go wrong I lost a friend" hits me hard.
My favourite part :(
Yeah
Remember: anyone struggling with mental health, you’re not a joke, mental health isn’t a joke and you’re not alone, we’re in this together, you’re worth more than you know and you are loved.
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
I’ve been alone since my sister left and I really miss her
I am 😢❤I have anxiety, adhd, and a small disorder- I just get bullied my whole life for being tiny and now I feel so sad when I look at my body. I feel ugly and not good enough 😢
@@Claire_eq311 you arent ugly. remember that. if your mental health is in shambles don't take it as a joke and try and help it before its too late
A lot of the time it feels like I'm not..... that I'm better off dead.
Getting goosebumps all over everytime I listen to this.
WOW u just wrote something on youtube , snober
Me too
too bad i dont have friends ;P...
I laugh. I wanna take this song seriously but the memes have ruined me.
Dich findet man ja wirklich überall :D
My sister committed suicide yesterday. This song basically sums me up right. Absolutely broken....
Courtney Stroud ❤️❤️😭😭
Omg!! I hope ur a little better now :)
my cousin passed away the day before yesterday. I feel your pain.
4years later are you ok baby??
My best friend sent me this.. She told me to listen to it so i did.. I didnt know that she was giving me a sign.. She told me that she loved me and that she will miss me, i was so confused. I told her i was going to sleep... I woke up to a message from her saying that she couldn't do it anymore.. I messaged her and called and she didn't pick up or respond.. Her funeral was 3 days ago.... Rest in peace yuna...
sorry for your loss.
Don't blame yourself, please. You're only a person, there's only so much that can be done and when you're tired, sometimes your brain simply *can't* figure stuff out. She loved you, and if you believe in an afterlife I think she'll be waiting there for you.
im sorry for what happened...my friend just sent me this and i am now concerned about her, she still isnt opening up but after reading this ill try to help her the best i can..
I’m so sorry to hear that. How are you doing now?
@@trishazarzoso1723 how did it go I hope she's okay
Makes me cry every time , my son (age 2) saved my life , still continues to , wish more people around me listened to this song living with bpd I get judgement instead of understanding but if I lost my fight I bet everyone would cry then 😞
God bless you, I hope you're getting at least some help 🙏🏾
I’m glad your son helps. I had someone close to me who suffered from BPD. Please please! Tell us you’re getting help or at least on meds. You’re worth it and so is your son
I understand you so much. I have depression and anxiety, I feel really really bad all the time. My son also same age, is the one who keeps me alive. I don't want hurt him. I know how it is to be judged all the time, and how difficult is for someone to understand your feelings. I understand you. I don't know if that matters, but I really do. I hope we both get better some day.
This comment section is just….. wow. So many sad stories at one place and it’s lovely to see how people are comforting each other. I’m very sorry for al of you who lost a good friend, stay strong! 💪
i love how everyone understands eachother
It's nice to the the evolution of comments sections from a toxic mess to a place where people can receive genuine empathy and support.
10 or 15 years ago that concept would have seemed impossible.
I came here looking for instructions on how to do CPR, but got so busy reading the comments it's too late 😅
@@ghosttwo2 Step one you say you need to talk... No, that doesn't sound right. 🤔
Yeah, I learn alot from their stories.
Suicide is a real problem...if you see someone who looks lonely or just doesn't fit in...go say hi or even smile at them...a simple act of kindness from a stranger can be the difference between life and death. :)
Aye, suicide is a real problem. The problem isn't however always that they aren't being talked to, in fact some people just quite simply want to be left alone. It's worse when you talk to somebody just because you feel sorry for them, they will know this because they aren't stupid.
I have always been smiled at and said hi to, but whenever somebody does this I feel as if it's just because they either feel sorry for me or are scared of me. And think that if they simply say "Hi" or smile to make me feel better then when the day comes that I snap, or so they think, I will spare them. I'm nothing like this, and knowing that they feel that way about me feels much worse.
I understand that some people just want to be nice too but unless you actually plan on being their friend, unless you actually would want to be their friend, it's best to do nothing at all. And most importantly if they don't want any friends then don't give them one, I for one prefer solitude.
There is a big difference to being suicidal or just wanting to die. As to being an attention seeker, my friend. Remember that.
CheesecaykeStudios Umm the songs about drugs.
I know that.
jake bertram I think it suggests drugs. but anything is interpritated.
Charles Schaming Wrong it's for suicide...all though everyone has their own opinion
This song makes me think back to a year ago when I was suicidal, but then I remember that I haven't felt that pain in so long and I'm genuinely happy. Hang in there everyone, it really does get tough but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and it is worth everything to find it.
Must be pretty far then
there is no light at the end of my tunnel. just a knife
mine is at the edge of a building
@@pameladavis512
1 year... lucky
Trust me , if you only felt that pain for a year then you don't know the pain others had to go through to get there. Do not misinterpret this as a hate comment , but be aware that for some people the light is not visible anymore , and they need more than hoping it will end. They need hope that they will survive
This also reminds me of my Grandma she passed away a few years ago and this song always makes me think about her as I also get goosebumps all over!!😭
My daughter recently caught me listening to this and saw the tears streaming down my face and asked what was wrong. Now my daughter knows I am going to school to be a pastor and that work with people who are suicidal. She knows I have talked down plenty. But this song reminds me of the hard part of it all. I looked at her and said "Daddy is thinking of the lives he couldn't save." But I will never stop trying. Ever.
You're a really good person.
@@janne3982 thank you
I really think you are a hero man! trust me!
You are an amazing person. You are helping so many people and I truly admire that. I aspire to be like you. I have helped many people and I’m only a teenager. It’s sad what this world has come to so that at my point in my life I am having to talk my peers down from suicide. Thank you for everything you do
Andrew Tarnowicz I know how hard it is
"dude, why your eyes teary"
(try my earphone)
now there two men with teary eyes
2 men 1 device (・-・)
@@marlbororedsandblues sounds like porn. i'm in
@@gabe_liu9095 lol tf
Even though I'm normally not emotional this song just makes me think of my ex who committed suicide
@@S1lv3rc0m3t even though I don't have close relatives who commit suicide, but through this song I can feel how sad it was left by someone who committed suicide
Anyone else wish they could just go back in time?😔
Yes
Every single time i look into the mirror after waking up
@@no...one... same man I dont look at myself the same anymore
Yes i wanna go to the old days when your pfp isnt a trend
Somebody call Marty
I just lost one of my best friends today, I have so many things that I wanted to say to him physically. I hope I can see him and hug him one last time.
May they rest in peace, stay strong x
I used to sit in the living room of my old house listening to this song on my cd player. I remember one night my brother walked by me and smiled when he saw me singing it, and it made me feel so happy. I felt like he was proud of me. My brother died in a car accident 5 years ago now. I still can't listen to this without crying.
MentalHygenist I'm so sorry for the loss of ur brother. Stay strong ❤️ and your brother will looking down on you at all times, so try to make him proud. I'm sure he'd want you to be happy and stay strong. Take care.
When you listen to this song, remember he's listening with you. He will always be here for you. Don't give up, he needs you to stay strong. He loves you, and i know he's proud of you, and how much you've grown. Whether mental, emotional, physical, or anything else. He always has been, and always will be. I don't have to know him or you to know that you both have made a lasting impact on someone, continue to make people smile, continue to love, and teach others to love.
I'm so sorry * hugs *
Aww sweetie stay strong 💖
Ahhh my nigga ded lol
My best friend committed suicide last month.
The last I remember of our conversation was when I was trying to talk him out of suicide on the other side of the bathroom door. The last thing I heard of him was "What's the point of life?" before I heard him collapse to the floor.
The bathroom door was locked so I tried to barge in but couldn't, so I called 911 and waited in fear as the ambulance came 20 minutes later.
Long story short, at his Funeral, I asked if his family members could play this song for his rememberance.
R.I.P, Ryan.
that is sad some girls killed my cat 😿😿😿😿😢😢😢
RIP Ryan
R.I.P Ryan
+MULTIAPPLECATZ RULE wow that is sad.... :.(
R.I.P Ryan
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.
The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.
Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
Thank you so much. I needed this ❤️
where was that love when op was still alive?
Thank u, good sir
@@333akira doesn’t matter, what matters is that u are here right now
Thank you❤️
This song will forever resonate with me as the one song I listened to when I was in my darkest moments, and to this day it reminds me of all the awful things I did to myself to try and feel something. I’m still fighting the demons in my head every single day but this song ironically brings me a sense of peace after so many years of pain. If anyone needs this today, you are NOT alone, and you are loved and valued beyond measure ❤
Stay strong & thx ❤
So, my best friend committed suicide a couple weeks ago... I knew what she was going through. I was always by her side, I was trying to show her the beautiful side of life. I always tried to make her laugh. It wasn't enough. We were together minutes before she take her own life. We had gone to the cinema to watch a film she told me she'd like to watch. After the film, we went at our houses. She called me and we started talking about school and stuff. At some point, she stopped talking. Some minutes of silence later, she told me that she would call me back. I could hear her voice breaking as she was telling me this. She was crying... I tried calling her but she wasn't picking it up. An hour later, my phone rang and it was her brother. I could tell he was holding his tears back. He told me the news and I hang up. I collapsed to the floor crying. I miss her so much.
I'm sorry for this really long paragraph. I just had to tell someone about this. Please, treat people with kindness because your words or actions may cost someone his life. She was being bullied and I couldn't do anything to help her. Now she is gone and I am here blaming myself for everything. Rest In Peace sunshine...
I'm very sorry to hear that. But don't blame yourself, you did everything you could. You showed her that you'd be there for her and I bet she really appriciated it. You are very right. Treat people with respect and kindness. May your friend rest in peace
Kuraiko Okami Thank you. I really hope she knows that I still love her and miss her. And I will always will
@@elikelik.2542 I'm sure she does^^
Oh i am so sry:(
It must have been really hard for you. But please hold on and keep going. Do not blame yourself. She does not want to be a burden. She'll be truly happy if you continue your life without blaming yourself. She loves you. Be strong. For her. For you.
Still listening in 2020???
Idol honda!
Meh! D:
Regards Kay moxie idol Honda...hahaha...bbmo
Yes!!😂✌️
Coach!!
To all the people going through tough times and have suicidal thoughts, do not give up, you matter too much to give up.
I was suicidal once due to depression from the after effects of leukaemia. Never give up, you have way to many people that love you and care for you.
Don’t listen to things that hurt you, don’t take hurtful advice from people. Just keep strong and hold your head high. You are not alone. You are loved ❤️❤️🙏🏻
Vibe check
Tristan why is your profile picture of the Australian cardinal . George Pell who was convicted of child sex crimes. And your preaching resilience ? Wow that is ironic
ya still alive?
I remember as a kid I bought a entire cd just for this one song 😂
Still one of my favorites
My grandpa is diagnosed with stage 4 cancer....he has one year left with us, this was the song I sung at his wedding 8 months back and it was his first time heard me sing and he cried when he heard me... this song means so much to me
deep respect
I hope you make your time with him good and happy. 😊
Thank you everyone...he passed the day before Christmas
If anyone is wondering what my voice sounds like open up band lab and search Steven thrall I have many covers including this song.
Sanity Monster can't find it
*tries to not make up scenarios with this song*
*fails*
*hurts my own feelings and stats crying*
I thought I'm the only one who does that
KryptonnGaming wait I’m not the only one?
Great minds think alike
KryptonnGaming very true indeed
Same only that inspires me to write stories but im too lazy to do it so, i always imagine stuff with songs
This song with Callie from Greys killed me.😢
MCDREAMY DEATH BRINGS ME HERE
Oh hey there dead kid
yes it did
Scrubs- My lunch
i’m watching it rn
It has been a week since my dog passed away and I’m listening to this to tell her that I love her even more 🕊❤️🐶
I lost my best friend when I was 11. Hearing this song makes me realise how much I miss him and what I would have done different to save his life. “If I’d known how to save a life” hits so hard. I love you and always will lucky 💔🕊
my friend, she was going to the shop buying eggs so we can bake later, i was the one who asked her to go.
i got a call from her sister an hour after that she got hit by a car when she left the house...
after years ago i still have little part of me blaming myself, but no1 wudnt see that coming. i miss her to death.
everytime i bake or buy eggs, i think about her, miss you baby girl❤🕊
@@mel-jr8je I'm so sorry 💞
How old are you now?
It's sound way different listening with depression
You are worthy ok, have a nice day/night
It hits very different :(
Absolutely agree. He lost a friend in the bitterness and you know that you lost yourself in the darkness. It hurts you even when nothing else can hurt you anymore 😔
Hope things clear up for you, Depression is awful, speaking from experience
Yeah. It's like listening to it for the first time all over again. Super different than when I was like eight and jammed to this song now I cry.
HEY HEY PERSON LOOKING THROUGH THE COMMENTS READ THIS PLEASE
You aren’t perfect you’ve made mistakes major or minor doesn’t matter your not perfect....but that’s ok your human and perfection is impossible for us so keep going keep making mistakes keep learning from them and keep on going keep living that’s as close to beating life that we can get and remember sometimes it’s ok if you only can save one person and sometimes that person is you so keep your head up.....you have a life to live
Damn son, very well said
Well said.
Yea Believe and keep your head up even if someone passes away like my mom did yea it’s in the top of the comments
I love when people Support eachother
you just saved a life
This song was amazing, but growing up the lyrics to this song hit harder. I’m so lucky have have saved some people through hard times. I just wished that one would’ve called or texted me before. He was my coach I get I was young at the time but I would’ve done anything to still have him here on this earth. He was more than a coach he was someone I looked up to and admired he was a family friend so I always seen him even outside of training. I miss him so much
“Save a life” “I lost a friend” It’s all coming together now ;-;
@Wetarded why would you say lol
@WoLvZ_Hockeygamer30 I know how you feel... One of my best friends committed suicide 3 years ago... Happy birthday mate... You would have been 48 today....
@@carolinedevlin2446 what happened? Also im very sorry for you 😔
@@masterdaniel9665 He stabbed himself with a meat knife... you know... the ones that look like daggers?
The amount of nostalgia this song brings me is ridiculous
Same 🥺😩 elementary school didn’t even know what the words meant
The songs I really love.
That are true to life.
Blue October - Hate me
The Fray - how to save a life
Snow Patrol - chasing cars
Coldplay - the scientists
These were my anti depressant songs.
I heard 3 of those songs
I listened to all those songs except for the first one
This song makes me cry a hell of a lot, it reminds me of my father who committed, after his death it feels like our entire family is falling apart with all my siblings getting into bad relationships and being manipulated into thinking the worse of there own parent. I was only 2 or 3 when my father died so it hurts that i don’t have much memory of him, I’m scared one day I might forget him but I know that I won’t.
to those fighting depression just remember that even soldiers do not fight alone so don't...just don't think that you should cause everyone needs someone to watch their backs
Why isnt this pinned yet?
I didn't know RapMonster shared this song on twitter on the same day Taehyung's grandma passes away 😢
Taetae is soo strong. Grandma must be proud.
#BTS3rdMuster
I'm just crying so so much!!! We have such a great leader!!!💕 Stay strong Tae💪💕
I remember listening to this song when he tweeted about it and now Im back after Tae's heartbreaking confession about his grandma. I feel so sad. But I know he's strong. I just love him and BTS so much...
Crying my heart out. Tae tae stay strong, and erryone else lets be there for these golden bois.
that made me cry a lot.. I really care about Taehyung damn it
JewELFishy this comment just killed me :'(
*When you are jamming and crying at the same time*
Papyrus The Skeleton yessssssss
Papyrus The Skeleton meeeeee😂😂
vanessa lepen
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accurate
Artist Queen lmao true
Both sides of the friendship, the therapist and the depressed, hurt like hell. Luckily I've only experienced one, and I don't want to ever have to lose him. He's said terrifying things, done terrifying things, showed me terrifying things. I don't know how to help, and with my anxiety I would think it's all my fault if he decides to end his life. I'm so scared. I feel like so many people forget how hard it is to be the friend who knows about the other's depression.
Please, stay here. I appreciate how hard you're trying, and no matter what happens, please remember that even if the grief doesn't get smaller, life gets bigger around it. It may take awhile to grow, but I'll be with you every step of the way. If you cut life off, it'll never grow and the grief will only pile up as the world continues without you.
Hi I kno its late, but if its not to late yet, I have some advices for you to help. Sometimes situations are so hard that you dont know what to say. So you keep quiet and the hurt person will stay numb. If words wont do you have to take action. Sometimes its enough to hug people to let the feel warm again. Depressionen is something that pulls you in the darkness where you cant feel anything but cold. So try to make him feel warm. Show him, that you are there. Not with words, but with actions. Try to hug him, take his hand and ask him what it feels like, pet him,talk with him, show him new things, overall try to make him forget his problems for a moment first. Then for a day and maybe for a week. You have to give him the feeling he can talk to you everytime so when hes alone, he wont think about dangerous stuff. When people feel save they know the can do it because there is at least one person whos always on there side.
My cousin sadly took his life on the 30th of May this year, I'm still thinking about it what we couldve done to prevent it. I now listen to this song to cry because there's nothing I can do now. But there is always a happy ending he is now an embasader of a suicide campaign. We truly miss you Jarrad 💛😇 R.I.P
i'm sorry for your loss, i hope he rests peacefully. sending my love.
I’m srry for ur lost 🥺😭😔😔
Same here I lost my cousin this year....he committed suicide,ended his life without knowing why....had I known how to save his life...RIP Joshua Bryan Reyes.😭😭😭
Mark Reyes I’m srry for u lost 😭🥺🥺
I could listen to this for years
Definitely
Kelsey Cummens its weird but I feel like whenever I listen to this song I just keep on thinking about power rangers
R.I.P my little puppy. He was blind, his head was way to big for his body and he always hit his on walls but most importantly he always tried to get back up and walk but he always fell down 😔 unfortunately the vet couldn't do anything so they had to put him down! 😭😭 at least I know he is in a better place now! 😭
Also R.I.P to my grandmother. Unfortunately she was diagnosed with boule (however u spell it) cancer. It was either her suffering or she could go to a better place (heaven). She is gone now but I really miss her and I cry all the time because of our loss. I really hate cancer and I wished it didn't exist 😭😭 I get sad and soppy whenever I think about her because I love her and I wish that she didn't have to go through the suffer that she did! 😭❤️❤️
I'm so sorry
Sorry for your loss. Thats really sad
Poor puppy 😭 and I'm sorry about your Grandma hope your okay 😭
Sorry for your losses. Poor puppy 😭 thats really sad. Sorry about your grandma too. I know how you feel, I've lost people and pets 😭
This song was all over the radio 20 plus years ago, when I was a kid and didn't even really know what the lyrics were. It always kind of felt sad, and listening to it now, it is sad, but for a different reason.
Listening to this song, I can see the past, how everyone looked and behaved back then, my old school, the old houses that are demolished, and friends and family that move on. It hurts so bad, I wish so bad we could visit that time again, just for one damn day....
I lost my son last year and it's been a struggle to want to continue on in this world, but my daughter and husband keep me pushing. All the regrets I haunt me. Just listen to your loved ones and believe them
My condolences to you and your family.
Keep fighting, Janet! Prayers for you!
i dont even know what to say, but please keep strong! im crying for you right now
Can’t think of anything worse than losing one of your children. Kudos to you for going on you are stronger than most.
Your head will wreck the love they're sending....don't miss this gifted chance of a lifetime. This is how you move forward right or wrong. They know some of your pain, it never goes away. Focus on what's in front of you! Nothing will ever replace anyone's pain, but sitting in self hell will definitely not help you. I hope family and friends can help. Tough road, life does go on, you are #1, and life is just around the corner...go catch it! Your daughter needs you too.
I've always wanted to be a better person. I'm tired of feeling all these useless bouts of anger, sadness, and apathy. I'm tired of taking it all out on the people I love.
I'm sick of being sick of myself each and every time. I don't want to be sad anymore, but it's what I'm used to.
I'm tired of wanting to give up on my life. I don't want death to come early. I want to live and continue on fighting, but there's always this hole in my path that always brings me back down to where I began. I want to improve goddammit why can't I do such an easy thing.
And most of all I'm tired of wnting to reach a standard of "okay" each and everyday. I want to be enough for myself and for the people around me, but it seems that I keep on raising that bar for "enough" every day, making it harder and harder for me to reach.
I'm sick of being the obstacle to my own self-improvement.
I want to be a better person, but I always keep on going back to square one, and I'm sick of it.
Edit: I really just want to say thank you for all the kind comments. I never really expected this to get any attention at all. I’m glad to inform you all, that I am in a MUCH MUCH better place than I was before! 😊 Looking back at this comment made me realize just how far I’ve come, and how proud I am of myself for doing so. The old mindset of mine may come back, but with a better heart I can welcome it with open arms and forgive it. Once again, thank you for all the warm words you gave me, I really appreciate it. ❤️
I agree entirely, nothing sucks more than limiting yourself when others aren't holding you back at all. I know how you feel. I have dedicated years and years into specific skills, and have developed little to none. I tend to always forget my lessons learned, or never learn the lessons I should. Just try your best to focus on your mistakes, with the intent to learn from them. Strive to test new ways of improvement. Strive to accept yourself more and more each day. Despite the cliche, you should keep a positive outlook on everything.
I struggle with the same problems as you. I try my best but fail to succeed. People keep asking if I'm okay, and though they seems genuine, I can't help but question if it is legitimate or if I should take everything as if it is a lie. I'm sick of questioning whether people care or not. I'm sick of knowing what is real and what isn't.
I hope you figure out what is real, and what matters to you. I wish you the best of luck through your struggles, and I hope you can finally do what you've been wanting to do for so long.
I feel you..
This hit home so much..
Reached out to try get some help from a counselor for CBT, and hopefully it can make a difference.
It's okay to feel like this ❤ you never know what could happen to you , good things will happen to you , stay strong and don't give up
Hurts just reading, please never give up on happiness, you need to change your view of life, learn to just appreciate the things around you. Please look after yourself ❤️
it hurts harder when you are the one who was lost, when your life needs to be saved.
We're here for you :)
yeah, but then nobody understand at all, that even you can't understand yourself
and you don't know if you wanna die or if you wanna live
lmao
laugh about it so it doesnt look bad, thats what I do
I know right
I lost a friend. I lost my cat in a very tragic accident, i kinda blame myself.
My cat was a siamese one. It was my very first official cat that i had adopted, so i had to take care of it.
His name was maru. He was the most cheerful cat i had ever met. He was just a kitten. It was fun taking care of him. He would always be beside me, sleeping while i was studying. Playing with me whenever he feels like it. He was just the way he was. He was perfect. He is the perfect companion that i had during my lonely times.
Then suddenly one day, i found out he got hit by a tricycle (a motorcycle) and the driver just got away with it. Not even caring if he hit something. I saw his dead body. I was traumatized. His eyes were open and i started to cry when i realized he wasn’t moving. If only i hadn’t left him outside. I wish I actually got him before i ate dinner.
We gave him a proper burial after that, may you rest in peace maru. ❤
So sorry for the lost
My mom was shot in 2017 and I think if I would've been there I could've stopped it...love you Mom.
Im so sorry. It is well luv. Be strong ♥️
HAHAHAHAH PLEASE TELL ME IT WAS THE POLICE
@@whatadeliciousalias9340 nigga wtf ur problem
awe that's so sad, i hope you're okay!
Im so sorry for your loss
We don’t always lose friends outside of ourselves. Sometimes that best friend is ourselves
To whoever sees this. Believe me I know it hurts. The pain is so strong it feels like your being torn apart. You feel so alone in the world and you feel like you only have yourself. Your angry and frustrated and just plain exhausted. I’ve been there. But i bet there is someone out there that cares about you. I do. I’m here if you need me. Your beautiful and strong. You will get through this. You are beautiful and strong. You are the strongest person I’ve ever seen. I love you and want you to be happy. You deserve love and happiness. Fight it. Fight for your future. Fight for what you believe in. Don’t let anyone tell you different. Never let anyone silence your voice. You can change the world. I love you so much. I’m always here if you need me.❤️
Lizzie’s Life Thank you soo much for the kind words we all need something like this , much love , smile , take care of yourself ❤️
Thank you (even if I don't know you)
I needed to read this. Thnk u for taking the time out of ur day to say this to those of us who need it
You are a good person Lizzie
You don't love me, you can't love someone that you don't know. Specially someone like me, who keeps failing, gets abused by his parents and bullied by his ex friends.
This and You Found Me are such beautiful songs from The Fray. The real heroes are the ones who save someone that can't save themselves.
@FuckOuttaHere you got a anime profile too so we're both weebs
One of my best friends struggles with suicidal ideation. I'm doing my best to be supportive and dependable but this song perfectly illustrates one of the biggest fears I have- that they'll need me, and there'll be nothing I can do and no way I could know (they live across the continent from me) and I'll lose them one night and not know for... god knows how long. Please, love your friends and family. Care for them, show them you're there for them, practice kindness as best you can because sometimes tragedy can't be avoided.
I'm in the same situation with you... sometime last year I had to set alarms at intervals in the middle of the night in case they had sent a text seeking help, I didn't want to risk not seeing it. It's hard
@@dawg5462 I've been there man, I feel your pain. You're not alone, and that kind of dedication is saintly. Hold in there dawg, and don't forget to look after yourself- it's too easy to forget to take care of ourselves when we're taking care of others, I'd know. Fight the good fight brother, it gets better.
3 days ago my friend of 4 years killed himself by shooting himself in the head. I had talked to him earlier in the day and he acted like everything was fine. I didnt see the pain. behind his smile, his laugh, his eyes. He was soo happy. He told people he had to go home to talk to his parents what none of us knew was he was going home to an empty house.
I hate myself for letting him go. He threw so many hints at us but none of took them. He helped so many people but we couldnt help him.
I hate how only a few people could turn the happiest, funniest, coolest, and helpful person you could ever met and make him want to die. I hate the people who did this to him. And now he isnt here anymore.
I hate how he didnt realise that we care, we loved him somuch. And I hope he knows how much it affected all of his friends and family.
Danielle Kellogg l’m sorry very sorry. I feel that pain he or she went through l’m here for u
As a suicidal person who doesn't have the guts to fully commit. I disagree with some comments. For a reason, being funny and outgoing helps aleviate our own pain and it feels good when others are happy, it helps to forget the bad. Some people are good at pretending everything is okay and making others believe it because we want to believe that. There have been many nights where I would bleed and feel good because it was a punishment of being alive and feeling that I deserve everything that has happened to me. Your friend maybe didn't want to worry you or have someone stop him because it was his decision. And sadly, no matter how many hints one can give, it truly takes someone special to aleviate those dark thoughts.
Agree to disagree but I hope you are able to remember him for who he was. It's not your fault nor was it his. Sometimes demons are stronger than humanity and reasoning
AirElLee that’s exactly how I feel although sometimes I think having a funny and outgoing personality has its downsides. For example, people actually start to think you could take any joke and they’ll take advantage of it and start excessively making fun of you. But yeah I mostly use my humor to mask my pain and loneliness I feel on a daily basis and I enjoy seeing other people laughing and having a good time.
I can somehow relate to your situation, one of my classmates took his own life a month ago, although we weren’t close by any means, I sat with him and my friend in one of our classes. We were the little group who never got any work done and annoyed the hell out of the teacher. This boy was genuinely the funniest and most entertaining ‘happiest’ person I’ve ever met, he impacted everyone so deeply. It hurts to know that deep down he wasn’t like that and I just still can’t believe that he felt the way he did. I’m so sorry for your loss :(
S M wow i’m so so sorry for your loss.
everytime I hear this song I think of those who commit suicide and how I wish to be someone that saves a hurting soul from its misery how I wish to save someone's life
Snape-Itachi el I think that all the time. Wishing I could help em all. 😢
This song is a reminder that I couldn’t save my best friend at this point I wanna go too
@@kaitlyn8509 Don't go please.
hi i’m orla
@@orlatoner8797 hi orla, I'm dad.
If your still listening to this and feel the same emotions as the first time... I feel ya, 2022 and I'm the same. Absolutely amazing lyrics 💗
Edit.. lost 2 partners from suicide unfortunately so if u know u know... song hits hard 💗
All I can think about right now is my uncle. He unfortunately had ended his own life back in August.
I miss him. He was probably the only other man I felt comfortable around, a person I could be myself around!
This entire journey of grieving is going to be tough.
And just know that regardless of how long it takes, you're not alone, we got this. It's hard.
And to those who recently lost a loved one or a friend to suicide, you have my condolences
Seeing this comment makes me feel... like somebody understands me. I lost a friend on January 15th and I miss her with every fiber of my being, I am sorry for your loss but I know we can get through it
If the people who were lost saw us now, they'd want us to stay strong
I'm supposed to search 'How to cook mac and cheese' but I don't have regrets
somewhere along in the sweetness of your mac n cheese?
Lmao Reading this comment eating Kraft mac and cheese XD
Best comment
Ingredients:
7 Kiri square portions
2 cups uncooked quick macaroni
¼ cup softened salted butter
1 cup cooking cream
2 large beaten eggs
½ cup sour cream
½ tsp. salt
¼ tsp. cayenne pepper
¼ tsp. ground black pepper
400 g grated cheddar cheese
Fresh basil leaves for garnishing
Instructions:
Preheat oven to 180 degrees.
Boil the macaroni to al dente, drain well and set aside.
Reserve about 100 g of the cheddar cheese then add Kiri cream cheese and all the remaining ingredients in a large mixing bowl, stir gently until well-combined.
Add the boiled macaroni to a greased baking dish and sprinkle the remaining cheddar cheese on top.
Bake, uncovered, for 40-45 minutes, until hot and bubbling.
Let it rest for 10 minutes then garnish with fresh basil leaves and serve.
I was reading these comments about people like losing loved ones to suicide and what not then I saw this comment and started dying of laughter 🤣
cs:go version:
Where did I go wrong? I lost a match..
Somewhere along in a Russian server- and I would of stayed up with you all night had I known how to win a fight...
Just wondering, what is that supposed to be about?
Arin's 69th chin lol
Megan Sutton CS:GO
Arin's 69th chin YOU GO ARIN CO CO!
LOL
If it wasn’t for the lyrics I’d have no idea what he was saying, but knowing what he is now makes the song more profound and hits differently
I've lost most of my friends to depression, this song just kills me inside a little more
then why the fuck you listening to it
almost lost myself a few days ago.
cool
don't care
+ThatOnePony You must be absolutely fantastic to be around.
well depression is a biological function so humans end their lives short to prevent procreation/overpopulation. your friend did the world a favor
I almost killed myself on a bridge. If you have also survived this, you're strong, keep living x
Same, Just because I hated myself and I couldn't fit in, But I'm just fine now!
tea sis keep going, stay strong💓
I send love to you
Well I was blunt 8 months ago wasn't I
My friend passed away from doing that last month:( I wish I had known, he seemed like he was fine
I feel like TH-cam is the only place I can tell my story and people will actually listen. I know it'll sound extreme, but it's 100% true. So here we go... My dad fought in Afghanistan and died when I was only 6, leaving me alone with my mum who suffered from mental issues and was beyond help. She then committed suicide last month and I was the one to find her. The image of her lying on the floor still haunts me, but I feel the need to keep a brave face for the sake of my younger sister... I just wish I could apologise to my mum for everything I've done, and to mainly tell her how much I love her. Maybe then I would've saved a life.
Reece Savin Your dad served for your country, I appreciate his service.
Reece Savin Wow that's really terrible, I really feel for you. It's hard to show through typing, but I really do feel bad for you. I know a comment can only do so much, but I feel like there are a few things I can say that could hopefully help you:
There are enough nice people out there who you can lower your brave face to. If you haven't found them yet, keep looking and try to approach them. At some point you can tell them what's on your mind, I'm sure they won't mind and I can promise you that it will make you feel better.
Even though your story is sad, there are always, at the very least a few, good things that happened, don't forget those. From personal experience I can tell you that it happens easier than is necessary.
And about what you said at the end, as impossible as this sounds I hope that you can try to not think about what 'could have happened'. You already know what you would have done. That's all you're going to get out of it. What you could have done won't change the past, but it can change how you'll handle future situations that are similar, by making people who go through a rough time still feel appreciated. So whenever you feel some form of regret about it, answer that feeling by repeating what you have learned from the experience and think about all the ways you can put that into good use, that's all you can do.
Reece Savin Wow that's really terrible, I really feel for you. It's hard to show through typing, but I really do feel bad for you. I know a comment can only do so much, but I feel like there are a few things I can say that could hopefully help you:
There are enough nice people out there who you can lower your brave face to. If you haven't found them yet, keep looking and try to approach them. At some point you can tell them what's on your mind, I'm sure they won't mind and I can promise you that it will make you feel better.
Even though your story is sad, there are always, at the very least a few, good things that happened, don't forget those. From personal experience I can tell you that it happens easier than is necessary.
And about what you said at the end, as impossible as this sounds I hope that you can try to not think about what 'could have happened'. You already know what you would have done. That's all you're going to get out of it. What you could have done won't change the past, but it can change how you'll handle future situations that are similar, by making people who go through a rough time still feel appreciated. So whenever you feel some form of regret about it, answer that feeling by repeating what you have learned from the experience and think about all the ways you can put that into good use, that's all you can do.
silentstorm That's probably the only advice I've heard/read within the past few weeks that will truly help in the future. Thank you.
Lot of people will read your comment, lot of people will be with you. I'm with you and sorry for my bad English
Here I’m 2023, this song reminds me of my dad. Miss him may he rest easy.🙏🏻😔
i have lost friends before, both by death and by words. but i learned how much it means to have a friend. so just hold on to them while you got them. be there for them, for some people that could mean the world to them. and if you end up losing them, never forget them. ever. and another note, don't push your friends away, you may end up hurting them more then you think.
I lost my best friend back in janurary, this year, to suicide. She was the only one I had. My parents where abusive and never loved me, and it only got worse when I fell into a depression because of her death.
After two months (7th of March) I decided I was gonna follow her steps, and commit as well. I decided on the 10th of March would be the day, because I already live near a train station, and it would be the easiest way.
9th of March I decided to log on discord, and talk to my friends for one last time. On the server we talked on a complete stranger joined us. His name was Tommy and god was he funny. He private called me, so he could get to know me. We listened to this song together and I ended up breaking down. I bawled my eyes out, and when I said I didnt want to talk about it, he understood and helped me cheer up instead. This is now a song we listen to together, because it now reminds me.of something happy instead.
Right now I'm sitting in a chair at the airport, so I can meet Tommy for the first time ever. I'm going to tell him everything, and even confess my feelings for him. He's probably straight but he deserves to know, how much he means to me.
Happy that you made it bro, with the help of tommy!
Will I find a tommy in my life once everything just completely fall apart? I don't know, I hope I do.
@@TitaniumTronic It might take some time, but you will. I think everyone will. It might take a long time, but you kinda just have to hold on and hope they'll make it worth it :>
omg how did it go??
@@freyak3466 We're dating :)
@@professerflorczak989 OMGGGG thats so cool im so happy for u :)))
I lost 2 of my best friends to suicide. This song will always make me cry because I couldn't save them
Aria Peterson I'm sorry they are watching over you now just remember that always
Patrick Allen Montgomery hey beleive what ya wanna beleive man idc I got my religion you got your belief
Aria Peterson I lost my Dad to suicide & this song just explains the whole situation so perfectly. I cry everytime I listen to it.. & I am deeply sorry for your loss. it's a pain that no one should have to go through.
You probably saved them a lot of times before they did kill themselves, believe me without you they probably wouldn't have lived that long.
+Patrick Allen Montgomery it doesn't matter what you believe, as long you don't hurt others with it!!!