Weep for yourself, my man, You'll never be what is in your heart Weep little lion man, You're not as brave as you were at the start Rate yourself and rake yourself, Take all the courage you have left Wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? Tremble for yourself, my man, You know that you have seen this all before Tremble little lion man, You'll never settle any of your scores Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear?
I miss myself when I was younger, no tension,no anxiety ,no depression nothing like that ,life was easy but now nothing is same, everything is simply fucked
I’m still a child... still the same old child hood.... My childhood is fucked up. Messed up. Ruined. But at school I’m happy! My parents don’t notice nor do any of my close friends and siblings! Besides my friend Mar’kyiah. She’s so helpful and helps me get through online bullying. She’s the perfect friend and I’m grateful for her she makes my child hood.. not as messed up at it really is
"Because in the end when you lose somebody every candle every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is this hole in your life where that somebody you cared about used to be" - Damon Salvatore
i just realized what i wanna do for the rest of my life and i feel like i have the motivation to keep me working hard till i make it. i was so lost, i still am. but i'm starting to see the light.i'm starting to see a future. this song made me feel everything, idk how to explain it but i feel like it just showed me images of everything that i can be. it showed me that my life isn't over yet. that i just started it. thank you so so much for posting this. you have no clue how much this just helped me. i'm still finding myself but i now have hope that i will. i believe that i can be happy, that i can do what i truly love and that i can make it. even after everything that has happened, i believe. and you should as well. i felt and realized so many things with this single song and it's mindblowing how i have sad and happy tears streaming down my face now. just never forget to believe. in yourself, in god, in a better life, in what you want, in anything and everything. just believe. hope that whoever's reading this finds themselves. happiness will follow. i know it's hella hard but never give up. no matter what. just believe
And I wanna tell someone, anyone, idc who but I am having so much trouble going though this on my own again, I just want someone that has gone through it before 😃
Respect the people who cant type because their screen is just full of tears. Respect the people who are just listening to this song while not commenting and keeping everything for themselves because there is no one for them.
I would dance for hours to this song in my backyard in Alaska when I was 12, now I'm 14 and in Washington and I would give anything to go back to those wonderful, bliss filled days.
This comment is the only thing you’ll ever know about me. This comment is the first and the last time we’ll ever cross paths in life, you probably won’t see me in other comment sections or anywhere else in general. So, I would just like to say good luck and have fun, the world’s the limit and no one can stop you from doing what you love. No matter what you do in life, the worst case is you try your best, you be yourself, and you do what you can do with compassion, honesty, effort, and understanding. And it goes worst case and then you move on, like everything else
This hits hard when your sitting alone in the dark at night with this song playing in the backround and your re-reading your old text messages with your best friend who you dont talk to anymore and remembering all the good times you had together.....
Me a 15 year old, having an ed, suffering an adderall and heroin addiction, was raped, going through a pregnancy scare, my moms threatening to kick me out and make me live with my alcoholic dad i haven't seen in 8 years, working a part time job plus school to take care of my little 4 year old brother because my moms an alcoholic too and she's never here. Just a year ago i was crying abt "fake friends".... I wish i could go back to thise days. Life gets worse 👍
@@alexandrahiers562 why would you tell a suicidal person life gets worse. I'm sorry that happened to you, I truly am, but why would you tell someone life gets worse. That's almost as bad as telling someone to kill themselves. Seriously?
“but it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line” really fucking hits differently like in all my relationships i’ve been hurt and left by everyone and the one time i finally stick up for myself and leave an unhealthy relationship it just breaks me apart because i put them through a pain that i’ve been through many times and that’s why i felt so guilty ab leaving.
Does sommet else for me. I was with this girl, my first love, I was 16 at the time, and I fucked that one up. I’m now 18 and not a single step closer to forgiving myself or being over her
@@benedictcalvert8075 maybe your first step to healing should be apologising to her if you haven’t done so yet. Whether it be by seeing her face to face or finding her on social media. It might take a weight off your shoulders. I know it none of my business but I really do hope you can move on before you realise the time you have lost.
I just realized- I've never been the first choice update: I think I've found the one. She's literally so perfect I love her so much. She helps me with my anxiety, depression and my ED. We check on each other everyday to make sure we're eating and we're okay. She's helped me through so much and she makes me blush so much. I've never felt this way about anyone before, I get butterflies every time she's near me and she makes my week every time she smiles at me. god I love her smile, it's so cute. she's self conscious about stuff like her freckles but whenever I look at her I find myself counting how many freckles she has or even just getting lost in her eyes. I'm so in love with her and I want to be around her all the time. If you're reading this, I love you so much bub 🥺🤧 update: we broke up :/
It's crazy how a single song can change your mood, or hype you up or make you cry or motivate you or give you a different perspective of life. Music is magic. We underestimate its powers and its effect. Music is a remedy we dont know we need. Thank you for anyone who makes music and change people's lives
I listen too this. Crying knowing that I was the pint multiple livings died. I failed at being a daughter I failed at being a sister I failed at being an owner I failed at living I don’t care about life God please take me back.
It’ll be okay I promise keep going keep fighting you grow from your experiences and I know you can too your not a failure I promise you it gets better keep fighting I do proud of you for staying this long❤️
You failed at nothing. you did amazing, even if you dont think so, or if anyone tries to convince you otherwise, but you did amazing. you did not fail. Coming from a random person on the internet, this might not mean too much, but i am so so proud of you for staying this long. i am proud of you, everyone in your life is proud of you, all the people that saw your comment are proud of you. I know this wont mean much coming from a random person on the internet, but just please read this with an open mind. I wish the best for you, and it will get better, i promise you that.
When I listen to this, memories come flowing back: Sitting in the car with my mom and my brother, finally going to her house every Wednesday. Jamming out to songs that I didn't even know the lyrics to. Reading the books I had gotten at the library at school while we drove down the freeway. Seeing my friends' houses and watching them play out in the street. And right as I got home, they would come to my door and ask if I could come outside with them. I miss those times. Everything seemed so perfect..
This song hits different when your alone in a dark room with headphones and a hoodie on. Crying from a person who gave you the best memories that BECAME a memory. 😢
I've been crying to this song non-stop for almost an hour because one of my friend's OD 11 days ago and this was the song that she used last.. I miss her so much Fly high Nicole you'll be missed but never forgotten
Laying in bed at 2am after a great workout and knowing tomorrow's gonna be another great day. Looking back to the last 15 months which were pain in the ass for me... Keep your head up :)
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Everytime I went to Italy me and my cousins would go on a little road trip with our Polish friends. The driver, the man who was such good friends with my parents, is now dealing with cancer. He always played this song in the car. We always sang along with it, I hope he will heal soon cause he doesn't deserve death yet at all. He's still young. Stay strong Bob 🖤
i've been listening to mumford since i was 6-7 years old and to this day i still love them, i find it weird that other people listen to them cuz i thougth i was the only kid that listened to them. glad to see more people listening to them!! do "the cave" by mumford !!
Go to sleep, kings and queens. Your problems will stay, with much time to resolve them. Your health matters more than what you have done that is in the past.
first time i listened to this song i smiled, that smile was genuine i promised myself to alway, alway smile to this song, couple weeks passed i was cutting myself to this song smiling, i promised myself something and i will always keep that promise to always smile to this song, even if i’m cying, cutting, screaming anything, i will always smile to this song.
This song hits in so many different situations, not only when you were in a relationship before, but also when you made a bad decision that led to a disaster or someone you love getting hurt, because YOU made a mistake, in the first few seconds you think: „if he just didn’t...“ but then you realize it was YOUR mistake and YOUR fault....
whenever I hear this song it helps me focus on stuff. although it drenches me in sadness, it makes me come up with ways to help my mental health. i've been constructing poems and drawing to focus my attention on other things than losing friends and family, and it helps a lot. songs like this are comforting for me, and I'm sure it's like this for many others.
“It was not your fault but mine” really hurts because I know that every friendship, every mutual relationship, any kind of knowing somebody that was messed up was my fault. Every single time. It’s like I’m incapable of just being a good person no matter how hard I try
Dear grandfather it’s been 6 months since you died your son doesn’t believe that l miss you but the truth is your death caused a lot of pain for me and l really truly believe that you were my best friend Rip
i don’t think anyone’s even gonna see this comment but i still wanna share a lil bit. so basically this song hurts me because it’s my toxic ex best friend that really fucked up.. and she was so toxic that no matter how good her possible future apology may be, i can never take her back. she’s been my only best friend for over 8 years and she was my soulmate. i’ve lost my soulmate.
i am so sorry for you. i know your pain, i do. i lost both of my childhood best friends, one forgot about me and one turned into a person she said she hated, yet that's what she became. i tried to help. she wouldn't let me. she started saying things differently, started cursing with words she said she never would... i could go on and on. but, please don't doubt yourself. don't blame yourself for doing the best you can. don't blame yourself for her actions which she maybe did not bear responsibility to. i hope you won't make that mistake. i still see it in my behavior, so scared to lose my current best friend that I'll completely lose myself just to make sure he'll stay. but im also growing, learning that I should just be me. and that if he says he'll stay, for me, he'll stay. i need to believe that. we've been through too much to just be leaving each other anyway. i hope you'll find a person like that. maybe you are a person like that for yourself. pretend i hug you, long, tight and warm. maybe well never meet again, but i hope you'll learn how to live without her. it's gonna be tough and a hell of a ride, but i believe in you. im doing just the same. i therefore also believe in me. we got this.
This song was my best friend of 9 years favourite, it brought him joy. Days later after him replying to 0 of my messages i got the message from his mother. He had commit suicide. Now I play this song from the rooftops because I know that's what would bring him happiness.I miss him
i think i was twelve and sat w my dad on our balcony when he showed me this song. it was the first of a lot of songs he showed me that shaped me into what i am now. my dad always was my hero, and still is, but a lot has happened since i was twelve and my dad has grown so sad and lonely lately. this song just hits in so many different ways. sometimes my dad feels so far gone and i just want to have him back.
this is one of my comfort songs that helped me get over my best friend/boyfriends suicide it was one of the things that i thought i wasn't going to get through but i stayed strong i stayed strong for him it was the hardest thing to let go of but im better now
I hope all of you kind people in the comments find your peace and joy someday. I’m rooting for you. Best of luck and keep your chins up, kings and queens.
Weep for yourself, my man You’ll never be what is in your heart. Weep little lion man, Your not as brave as u were at the start, Rate yourself and take yourself, Take all of the courage u have left Wasted on fixing all the problems that you have made in your own head. But it was not your fault but mine. And it was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? Tremble for yourself,my man You know that you have seen this all before. Tremble little lion man, You’ll never settle any of your scores Your grace is wasted in your face, Your boldness stands alone among the wreck Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck. But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear? But it was not your fault but mine And it was your heart on the line I really fucked it up this time Didn’t I my dear? Didn’t I my dear?
idk how to explain how happy this song makes me feel, it reminds me of when i lived in new Zealand when i was younger, and driving through the mountains
Fell in love with my guy bestfriend I have known for eight years since I was four. When through everything with him. Started dating a few days ago because we both loved eachother. He sent me a video of him playing minecraft and three girls said “I love you” to him. He said it back... I hadn’t talked to him for a year because I had lost contact. We start dating and he fucks up. I’m just done. I have cried so much in the past two to three years I can’t anymore. I’m just... gone.
pov: your sitting on the roof taking your last few breaths, crying, but somehow at peace, listing to this song. As you slowly fade away the song comes to and you smile, content with your end.
Weep for yourself, my man,
You'll never be what is in your heart
Weep little lion man,
You're not as brave as you were at the start
Rate yourself and rake yourself,
Take all the courage you have left
Wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
Didn't I, my dear?
Tremble for yourself, my man,
You know that you have seen this all before
Tremble little lion man,
You'll never settle any of your scores
Your grace is wasted in your face,
Your boldness stands alone among the wreck
Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
Didn't I, my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
Didn't I, my dear?
Thank you!
the hero we never hear about
I started reading it as like it was a quote or something then I realized it was the lyric XD
Gosh thanks we really needed itt
OH WAIT THAT'S THE LYRICS I THOUGHT IT'S A QUOTE
“wasted on fixing all the problems you made in your own head” hits me so H A R D
I FEEL THIS AAA
Same
this hits diffrent
Ooo this be hitting diffrent
Bro who hurt you
Is like a different song
Yep
Different
I miss myself when I was younger, no tension,no anxiety ,no depression nothing like that ,life was easy but now nothing is same, everything is simply fucked
Same I remember not giving a care in the world and playing with my friends
Same
Same here
I’m still a child... still the same old child hood....
My childhood is fucked up. Messed up. Ruined.
But at school I’m happy! My parents don’t notice nor do any of my close friends and siblings! Besides my friend Mar’kyiah. She’s so helpful and helps me get through online bullying. She’s the perfect friend and I’m grateful for her she makes my child hood.. not as messed up at it really is
Same
"Because in the end when you lose somebody every candle every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is this hole in your life where that somebody you cared about used to be" - Damon Salvatore
I'm grieving over the loss of my step grandmother and this broke me down in tears.
Ella Baker I’m so sorry for your loss. It will get better, I promise ❤️ I wish you the best!
ugh
This is so true. And also, I LIVE FOR THE VAMPIRE DIARIES 🧛♀️ 🥀 🧛♂️ 🌙 🧛
bro really one comment made me think selling my horse to start a career is the right thing to do and now u spring this on me
just took a huge breath in and out. it felt good. (ifykyk that feeling)
I just I feel that
Now as you reminded me I took a huge deep breath and instantly got goosebumps. Thanks for that good feeling 💛
@@paulakali7175 haha anytime❤
thanks. I rarely remember to do that. Helped a lot :)
@@youfool7177 anytime bebe❤stay safe, okay?
This.. hits different.. 👁👄👁🤚🏼... high five?
✋🏽 here ya go
Michael Gonzalez thank you, that’s all I wanted in life.
You’re welcome 😊
✋🏻 uwu
AshyVibes yes yes uwu uwu ÒwÓ
"You're not as brave as you were at the start" hits different.
Me: (just gets done crying) now lets lift my spirits
Me: clicks this
Me: ha ha... Uh oh
:o :O mood
God loves you
I'm in dangerrr😂
@@deletedlol6588 random but okay...
@@deletedlol6588 I'm gey soooo
the original makes me smile and laugh and want to dance, this version makes me want to sit with friends and just sing together
Oh my God yes the slowed vs the OG give such different vibes oml.
Both versions make me cry:,)
I really fucked it up this time.
Same
^
didn’t i my dear
Didn't i, my dear?
@@user-eo7ek5lo8n tremble for yourself, my man
This makes me feel so nostalgic, love it
your crying your mom calls you then you wipe your tears away and try to look happy
like if this has actually happened to u
Just happened
this is happening rn
When your mom is the one that made you cry, yes I do have mommy issues
To bad they saw my eyes were red
@@mystic5590 same
1:04
Valeria Nevarez Same 🥺✨
Yessir🙈
Jaiden? Is that you?
i just realized what i wanna do for the rest of my life and i feel like i have the motivation to keep me working hard till i make it. i was so lost, i still am. but i'm starting to see the light.i'm starting to see a future. this song made me feel everything, idk how to explain it but i feel like it just showed me images of everything that i can be. it showed me that my life isn't over yet. that i just started it. thank you so so much for posting this. you have no clue how much this just helped me. i'm still finding myself but i now have hope that i will. i believe that i can be happy, that i can do what i truly love and that i can make it. even after everything that has happened, i believe. and you should as well. i felt and realized so many things with this single song and it's mindblowing how i have sad and happy tears streaming down my face now. just never forget to believe. in yourself, in god, in a better life, in what you want, in anything and everything. just believe. hope that whoever's reading this finds themselves. happiness will follow. i know it's hella hard but never give up. no matter what. just believe
Okey, the song hit me different and so did this text. Thank you, I needed that
Right now I’m still trying to find the right path like you, and both this song and this comment made me wanna keep going
@@carolinejohnsen5044 damn i'm glad i could help 😌👊🏼 you got this, fr
@@pip9199 i'm seriously glad you chose to keep going. it's not easy but i'm sure it'll be worth it. we're all in this together. you can do it!!
I feel the same way.. being lost, not knowing what i want to do with my life, where i belong and who i am.. i haven’t found my purpose yet
anyone else hear in November cause everything is getting bad again. and they just wanted too stay happy? cause same
yup it’s all crashing down again👍🏽
@@selenaortiz6384 mhmm
And I wanna tell someone, anyone, idc who but I am having so much trouble going though this on my own again, I just want someone that has gone through it before 😃
@@aykes1543 you should add my snap. i can help sksksks. its kacie.x2020
@@mvrvdithslvr ok
Respect the people who cant type because their screen is just full of tears. Respect the people who are just listening to this song while not commenting and keeping everything for themselves because there is no one for them.
That's me but i can still type
Life is- amazing but awful at the same time
“When you’re happy, you enjoy the music.
When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics.”
I would dance for hours to this song in my backyard in Alaska when I was 12, now I'm 14 and in Washington and I would give anything to go back to those wonderful, bliss filled days.
@@victorh.2997 I grew up in Alaska as well and this is one of my favorite songs. Small world
true
andd this goes on the playlist
That it was just me
RIGHT!!
This comment is the only thing you’ll ever know about me. This comment is the first and the last time we’ll ever cross paths in life, you probably won’t see me in other comment sections or anywhere else in general. So, I would just like to say good luck and have fun, the world’s the limit and no one can stop you from doing what you love. No matter what you do in life, the worst case is you try your best, you be yourself, and you do what you can do with compassion, honesty, effort, and understanding. And it goes worst case and then you move on, like everything else
W
It's hard to be "yourself"
@@patrickyt492 it's hard, but in the end, I don't think there is anything more important
W 🙏
Ronald Weasley vibes.... I don't know why. But those are the vibes I get.
I get Draco vibes 😂
oh, my god. yes.
Bella OMG SAME LMAHEHDH
@@Bella-pd6wx yeahhh
Bella yes omg this is exactly what i’m thinking like imagine him saying this to harry tho
This hits hard when your sitting alone in the dark at night with this song playing in the backround and your re-reading your old text messages with your best friend who you dont talk to anymore and remembering all the good times you had together.....
Whack that on reading shit from a girl you started things up with 2 years ago, had the perfect person for you and fucked it yourself.
Yn
Me sitting here with an ED, autism, depression and divorced parents, reading the comments at 2 am: 👁️👅👁️
same bro same 🥺
@@elizabethcrocker7674 I have bothhhh
Bro same- exept for the ED im sorry you have to experience that,i hope you can find some help soon bro❤
Me a 15 year old, having an ed, suffering an adderall and heroin addiction, was raped, going through a pregnancy scare, my moms threatening to kick me out and make me live with my alcoholic dad i haven't seen in 8 years, working a part time job plus school to take care of my little 4 year old brother because my moms an alcoholic too and she's never here. Just a year ago i was crying abt "fake friends".... I wish i could go back to thise days. Life gets worse 👍
@@alexandrahiers562 why would you tell a suicidal person life gets worse.
I'm sorry that happened to you, I truly am, but why would you tell someone life gets worse. That's almost as bad as telling someone to kill themselves. Seriously?
1:04 at 0.75x speed hits different
Thanks man
Appreciate you
you're my new favorite person :)
why? why did I try it
Harry B thank you
“But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart in the line, i really f**ked it up this time, didn’t i my dear?”
Me to any of my friends😥
“but it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line” really fucking hits differently like in all my relationships i’ve been hurt and left by everyone and the one time i finally stick up for myself and leave an unhealthy relationship it just breaks me apart because i put them through a pain that i’ve been through many times and that’s why i felt so guilty ab leaving.
Does sommet else for me. I was with this girl, my first love, I was 16 at the time, and I fucked that one up. I’m now 18 and not a single step closer to forgiving myself or being over her
@@benedictcalvert8075 maybe your first step to healing should be apologising to her if you haven’t done so yet. Whether it be by seeing her face to face or finding her on social media. It might take a weight off your shoulders. I know it none of my business but I really do hope you can move on before you realise the time you have lost.
The most breaking thing is when someone who gave you the best memories becames a memory🥺
(Cn't speak english ;)
ngl mate thats relatively good english lmao
Charlie Martin u Aussie?
@@maggiehuber2068 scottish, why?
Charlie Martin bc of the ,,mate“
@@vnmx9423 mate is used in the UK alo't more especially in my area
its not just 1:04. its the whole song.
thank u. this song is so much more than the chorus it literally so amazing i cant. i love mumford and sons
I just realized-
I've never been the first choice
update: I think I've found the one. She's literally so perfect I love her so much. She helps me with my anxiety, depression and my ED. We check on each other everyday to make sure we're eating and we're okay. She's helped me through so much and she makes me blush so much. I've never felt this way about anyone before, I get butterflies every time she's near me and she makes my week every time she smiles at me. god I love her smile, it's so cute. she's self conscious about stuff like her freckles but whenever I look at her I find myself counting how many freckles she has or even just getting lost in her eyes. I'm so in love with her and I want to be around her all the time. If you're reading this, I love you so much bub 🥺🤧
update: we broke up :/
@@matilda6625 :(
It sucks when someone straight up says to you "if this party gets cancelled I will hang out with you" haha...
Sam- wait I forgot my therapist says I'm not allowed to say stuff like this :/
I’ve known since I was little😆✌️
Wow so deep bro
It's crazy how a single song can change your mood, or hype you up or make you cry or motivate you or give you a different perspective of life. Music is magic. We underestimate its powers and its effect. Music is a remedy we dont know we need. Thank you for anyone who makes music and change people's lives
*me crying*
ad:: if the idea of being massaged by two muscular sheep doesn't do it for you, sure
**crys harder**
Bianca Jacobson wtffff 😂 two muscular sheep
😃
LMAO IM FLOAR8NG NOT THE MUSCULAR SHEREP HGG
This music was on time, as I read this it was like
Ahhhhhhh
I listen too this. Crying knowing that I was the pint multiple livings died.
I failed at being a daughter
I failed at being a sister
I failed at being an owner
I failed at living
I don’t care about life
God please take me back.
It’ll be okay I promise keep going keep fighting you grow from your experiences and I know you can too your not a failure I promise you it gets better keep fighting I do proud of you for staying this long❤️
Here’s a hug 🤗
Keep fighting! How have you been?
I failed at all of those and i dont even wanna be a dadaughter I'd rather be a son but parents i guess
You failed at nothing. you did amazing, even if you dont think so, or if anyone tries to convince you otherwise, but you did amazing. you did not fail. Coming from a random person on the internet, this might not mean too much, but i am so so proud of you for staying this long. i am proud of you, everyone in your life is proud of you, all the people that saw your comment are proud of you. I know this wont mean much coming from a random person on the internet, but just please read this with an open mind. I wish the best for you, and it will get better, i promise you that.
this was posted on January 2020, take me back to then. everyone was happier 🥺
It’s now January 2021
@@iwantacookie5798 and now its july 2021
@@iwantacookie5798 now its september 2021
@@iwantacookie5798 Its now October 2021 …time flies…
@@janne2267 yup!
When I listen to this, memories come flowing back:
Sitting in the car with my mom and my brother, finally going to her house every Wednesday.
Jamming out to songs that I didn't even know the lyrics to.
Reading the books I had gotten at the library at school while we drove down the freeway.
Seeing my friends' houses and watching them play out in the street. And right as I got home, they would come to my door and ask if I could come outside with them.
I miss those times.
Everything seemed so perfect..
crying at 2am to this song, anyone? just me.
1:00 am
3 am
11am
5am for me
same thing
This song hits different when your alone in a dark room with headphones and a hoodie on. Crying from a person who gave you the best memories that BECAME a memory. 😢
I've been crying to this song non-stop for almost an hour because one of my friend's OD 11 days ago and this was the song that she used last.. I miss her so much Fly high Nicole you'll be missed but never forgotten
I'm sorry for your loss
I’m sorry for ur loss, I know it’s been a year but it would still be tough for u, u can fight through it!
No one understands the pain..
i feel you
I do
Loads of people understand
And they never will
I feel you
"rate yourself and take yourself"
That's the most powerful sentence in this song
the 42 dislikes their phone were just upside down ☺️
Laying in bed at 2am after a great workout and knowing tomorrow's gonna be another great day. Looking back to the last 15 months which were pain in the ass for me... Keep your head up :)
Okay this goes locked and loaded on my playlist
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I fucking love you too❤❤❤❤Thanks man I really needed it
Im in a friendship of three....you know
Oh yeah I also am at the moment, just remember to stay positive and be thankful you have friends because some people are rlly lonely
This song brings back memories that shouldn’t be brought back it’s sad.
beautiful :)
Everytime I went to Italy me and my cousins would go on a little road trip with our Polish friends. The driver, the man who was such good friends with my parents, is now dealing with cancer. He always played this song in the car. We always sang along with it, I hope he will heal soon cause he doesn't deserve death yet at all. He's still young. Stay strong Bob 🖤
Aw I’m so sorry I hope he gets better
i've been listening to mumford since i was 6-7 years old and to this day i still love them, i find it weird that other people listen to them cuz i thougth i was the only kid that listened to them. glad to see more people listening to them!! do "the cave" by mumford !!
I remember listening to this song as a kid. Missing those simpler times.
Go to sleep, kings and queens. Your problems will stay, with much time to resolve them. Your health matters more than what you have done that is in the past.
This is such a courageous song. It both slaps you upside the head and gets you back on your feet while also telling you that you can do it.
Sirius Black type of song tho-
You are now my most favourite person in the world
@@andylupinblack9100 :)))
YES YES YES ABSOLUTELY
a moment of silence for the people who diddnt find this masterpiece 😌
this is the song you listen to while looking out the window on a road trip.
first time i listened to this song i smiled, that smile was genuine i promised myself to alway, alway smile to this song, couple weeks passed i was cutting myself to this song smiling, i promised myself something and i will always keep that promise to always smile to this song, even if i’m cying, cutting, screaming anything, i will always smile to this song.
:(
update i’m living fucking life, removed all negative people and taught myself what self love is. may be 3 months clean but i’m at my happiest.
@@katieee6942 I'm proud of you :)
This song hits in so many different situations, not only when you were in a relationship before, but also when you made a bad decision that led to a disaster or someone you love getting hurt, because YOU made a mistake, in the first few seconds you think: „if he just didn’t...“ but then you realize it was YOUR mistake and YOUR fault....
whenever I hear this song it helps me focus on stuff. although it drenches me in sadness, it makes me come up with ways to help my mental health. i've been constructing poems and drawing to focus my attention on other things than losing friends and family, and it helps a lot. songs like this are comforting for me, and I'm sure it's like this for many others.
THIS NEEDS TO BE ON SPOTIFY ALREADY
“It was not your fault but mine” really hurts because I know that every friendship, every mutual relationship, any kind of knowing somebody that was messed up was my fault. Every single time. It’s like I’m incapable of just being a good person no matter how hard I try
I love this ❤😤✌its PERFECT
Who else high af in his bed and just thinking how messed up he is?🥱😴
Who's he?
Pastapins it’s you when your messed up
@@orangedude7555 good to know
this is the song I will replay for an entire 24 hours, and never get tired of it.. anyone else..?
im in love with this song :)
Thank you for 100 thousand views 🥺🥺
This aged GREAT! Congrats❤️
You mean 1M?
@@sofie2358 I’m so grateful it’s like so unbelievable I never thought one of MY vids would have 1M lmao
@@sofie2358 2 mil ❣️
@@bomitvat how about 4 and a half 😂
Dear grandfather
it’s been 6 months since you died your son doesn’t believe that l miss you but the truth is your death caused a lot of pain for me and l really truly believe that you were my best friend
Rip
My grandfather died exactly one year ago and it still hits me.
I miss him so much🖤
r.i.p. 12. February 2020🕊
@@lou1samarie mine died exactly 10 years ago. And it feels like yesterday..
saw them in person, it was my first ever concert and it was magic. This song was just amazing live, wish I could re-live it :(
1:04
2:08
4:00
4:17
Thanks
Thank you 😊
“But It was not your fault but mine.. and it was your heart on the line.. I really fucked it up this time...didn’t I, my dear?”
I can’t leave without this song for god sake is soo good and I like it more that the official. You did a really good job!!!
Peggy G Thank you💕
bomitvat don’t thank me I just telling the truth💖
this song reminds me so much of Zuko from ATLA its just... too much
omg yes
It doessss
oml yesss
" I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear"
I felt that
I really felt that.
I found the perfect song to cry to while a storm rages on outside my window
This hits different when u think everything is your fault
Damn
i don’t think anyone’s even gonna see this comment but i still wanna share a lil bit. so basically this song hurts me because it’s my toxic ex best friend that really fucked up.. and she was so toxic that no matter how good her possible future apology may be, i can never take her back. she’s been my only best friend for over 8 years and she was my soulmate. i’ve lost my soulmate.
i am so sorry for you. i know your pain, i do. i lost both of my childhood best friends, one forgot about me and one turned into a person she said she hated, yet that's what she became. i tried to help. she wouldn't let me. she started saying things differently, started cursing with words she said she never would... i could go on and on. but, please don't doubt yourself. don't blame yourself for doing the best you can. don't blame yourself for her actions which she maybe did not bear responsibility to. i hope you won't make that mistake. i still see it in my behavior, so scared to lose my current best friend that I'll completely lose myself just to make sure he'll stay. but im also growing, learning that I should just be me. and that if he says he'll stay, for me, he'll stay. i need to believe that. we've been through too much to just be leaving each other anyway. i hope you'll find a person like that. maybe you are a person like that for yourself. pretend i hug you, long, tight and warm. maybe well never meet again, but i hope you'll learn how to live without her. it's gonna be tough and a hell of a ride, but i believe in you. im doing just the same. i therefore also believe in me. we got this.
this songs makes me realized all the things that i've been through since the past.
I used to listen to this song with my mum all the time, I sadly don’t see her anymore, this brings back so many memories though
This song was my best friend of 9 years favourite, it brought him joy. Days later after him replying to 0 of my messages i got the message from his mother. He had commit suicide. Now I play this song from the rooftops because I know that's what would bring him happiness.I miss him
For some reason I feel like this song is hufflepuff talking to gryffindor
i think i was twelve and sat w my dad on our balcony when he showed me this song. it was the first of a lot of songs he showed me that shaped me into what i am now. my dad always was my hero, and still is, but a lot has happened since i was twelve and my dad has grown so sad and lonely lately. this song just hits in so many different ways. sometimes my dad feels so far gone and i just want to have him back.
this is one of my comfort songs that helped me get over my best friend/boyfriends suicide it was one of the things that i thought i wasn't going to get through but i stayed strong i stayed strong for him it was the hardest thing to let go of but im better now
I’m genuinely so so sorry you had to go through that. Suicide is the worst thing. I really am proud of you for fighting and staying strong after that🖤
thank you it was really hard to do but i got through it
I hope all of you kind people in the comments find your peace and joy someday. I’m rooting for you. Best of luck and keep your chins up, kings and queens.
This song is just like damn there i cried for the 100 time💔🥺
Words cant explain how much this hits.
Everyone: crying to this song
Me: *vibing and doing math hw lol*
Weep for yourself, my man
You’ll never be what is in your heart.
Weep little lion man,
Your not as brave as u were at the start,
Rate yourself and take yourself,
Take all of the courage u have left
Wasted on fixing all the problems that you have made in your own head.
But it was not your fault but mine.
And it was your heart on the line.
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I my dear?
Didn’t I my dear?
Tremble for yourself,my man
You know that you have seen this all before.
Tremble little lion man,
You’ll never settle any of your scores
Your grace is wasted in your face,
Your boldness stands alone among the wreck
Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck.
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I my dear?
Didn’t I my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I my dear?
Didn’t I my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I my dear?
Didn’t I my dear?
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn’t I my dear?
Didn’t I my dear?
My friend recommended me this song and now I'm in love with him ❤️
"it was not my fault but mine and it was your heart on the line, i really fucked it up this time, didnt i my dear....."
i felt that....
To this day this is still one of my all time favorite songs
this song hits hard
"weep for yourself my man, you'll never be what is in your heart". That hit me as a trans man. Knowing I'll never be cis
idk how to explain how happy this song makes me feel, it reminds me of when i lived in new Zealand when i was younger, and driving through the mountains
I love it. .
play at 0.8x speed ✨ it hits hard
"But it was not your fault but mine.
and it was your heart on the line.."
Been feeling exactly like this for a year. this song almost perfectly portrays how I feel.
🥺 I love this song
This is just a mood 🥺
"A vibe dessa música, é impressionante, em um nível" ! 🦋🍁🧡
Fell in love with my guy bestfriend I have known for eight years since I was four. When through everything with him. Started dating a few days ago because we both loved eachother. He sent me a video of him playing minecraft and three girls said “I love you” to him. He said it back... I hadn’t talked to him for a year because I had lost contact. We start dating and he fucks up. I’m just done. I have cried so much in the past two to three years I can’t anymore. I’m just... gone.
Do you know his address 🔪
It’s really fricked up of him to send the video to you
Im sorry that you have to go through this I hope things will get better for you
pov: your sitting on the roof taking your last few breaths, crying, but somehow at peace, listing to this song. As you slowly fade away the song comes to and you smile, content
with your end.