There was a girl i met in late 2021, and we fell for each other. She was the 1st girl since my break up with my ex in 2020 that I truly loved. I spent the last 3 months seeing girl, getting closer. Unfortunately she loved her ex still and wanted to get back with him. Today, we slept together and kissed for the last time. It broke my heart and crushed me, but I realized the best way to love some people is to let them go and be free. Maybe one day, she will come back, but im hoping she ends up with her ex. She loves him so much, and nothing makes me happier than being able to see her smile. If you're reading this, I will always love you for the memories you gave me, but now i must close this chapter. I wish you nothing but the best, and I hope you find happiness with someone else, the way you made me feel. Happy New Years, Kono
That’s so straight up depressing right there. I am so very sorry for what has happened to you. I’ve been friends with this girl I met in my group therapy group at my school and on Monday I confessed my deep love for her. She was happy that I told her my feelings but she told me she isn’t ready for a relationship because she’s still getting over her toxic relationship. I feel like and idiot confessing my feelings towards her because now I feel like things between are weird. I just hope one of these days we can be together. Anyways I really really hope you able to recover and find a girl who truly cares about you and loves you.
@@KUR4H hey man, it's definitely a long journey of healing. I still come home feeling empty and break down here and there, but it's all a part of the process. I am proud that you did confess your feelings. It's also good to know that she didn't say no, she just said she's not ready yet, which means you get to become great friends and learn about each other before getting together, which is actually a good thing. I hope you and her find happiness!
Happy new year everyone. Even tho these few years have been rough, we have gotten through them. I hope everyone will success on something this year and has a great new year.
Happy new years. :,) Although it is not very longtime but, since I discovered your channel, your videos, even with those simple lyric but heart varming, smooth and sometimes emotional sadly anime clips; there are songs and artists that add a little bit of color to my life; for the music world I live or try to live, and take shelter, lesser-known but really recognizable songs and artists. Thank you for sharing, for helping me discover... Guess you're the only one as the channel owner, that's why I wrote it as you. Hope this is okay with you, happy and healthy new year!...
I did the work so you wont have to So here are all the song lyrics: 00:00 Sleepless night i wish you here Trying to find a peace of mind Staring at the colorless photos Holding onto your simple smile And when we meet again, I hope you've waited To see my face a again, just like you left it I've been practicing for some weeks So when I see you again, your smile would mend Your smile would mend Longest night I've had in weeks Missing your voice trough the hallway as I sleep Dreaming loud, but not enough to wake us both And when I dream, why can't I hear the way you spoke And when we meet again, I hope you've waited To see my face a again, just like you left it I've been practicing for some weeks So when I see you again, your smile would mend 04:31 Cities never sleep, but I'm Alone at night Used to chase the butterflies But now it's quiet I can't shake the paranoia From all of the floods before ya Cities never sleep, but I'm Alone at night, without you Oohx4 See you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home See you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home Let me try again Won't let go of your hand I see you're on the fence Let us make amends See you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home Oohx4 Back when I was petrified Closed all doors Now I've started searching for The key to yours But I can't shake the paranoia From all of the floods before ya Cities never sleep, but I'm Alone at night, without you Oohx4 I'll see you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home I'll see you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home (I'll take you home) Let me try again Won't let go of your hand I see you're on the fence Let us make amends I'll see you tonight I'll see you tonight And take you home (I'll take you home) Oohx4 Cities never sleep, but I'm Alone at night, without you 08:04 Stop your crying Little boy No one's gonna love you if they see that Pouring out your eyes So bottle it up Till it runs dry And spend the rest of your daylight just Pretending it's alright When the night comes round You can let it all out And start again Stop your whining Little man No one wants to hear about how All your misery began Hold it all back Till you get home I'm sure your bedroom walls will love to hear it Like they always have When they night comes round You can let it all And start again Start again Ooo 10:53 I've been stranded on the moon Surviving Trying not to fall apart Running out of breathe Slowly dying Wishing on a shooting star Will you come and rescue me? Save me from this dark place Promise it'll be worth your time Take a trip through outer space I don't know where you've been I don't know where I'm at I get lost too often Wander off of the map Haven't seen my home Spent a year on the road Take off running when I don't got answers I can't see out this Fall asleep underneath the rain again I can't reach out when I still see you everywhere I've been stranded on the moon Surviving Trying not to fall apart Running out of breathe Slowly dying Wishing on a shooting star I walk into the room and they all go quiet Momma says make friends But I'm tired of trying I'd rather keep my distance to keep myself from pain Known 'em since first grade But they don't know my name Always been the outcast Sitting in the corner Known as the weird kid The quieter little loner No one ever asks How my day is But it's fine I shouldn't be complaining I've been stranded on the moon Surviving Trying not to fall apart Running out of breathe Slowly dying Wishing on a shooting star Will you come and rescue me? Save me from this dark place Promise it'll be worth your time Take a trip through outer space 13:09 I'm calling you up to say I'm fine But we both know that's a lie I don't wanna say the word "goodbye" Oh I try, oh I try (Oh I try, oh I try) To keep my head above the ground It's easier to just fall down In the memories of you and I But I try, oh I try To forget about all the plans we made Forget about all the nights we spent Forget about all the things you left behind for me But I don't wanna be alone at night and I don't wanna be left outside, yeah I don't like to see the street lights fade away Yeah, I don't wanna be alone at night and Look out of the window blindly I don't wanna see the street lights fade away So I'm calling you up to say I'm fine But wе both know that's a lie I don't wanna say the word "goodbye" Oh I try, oh I try (Oh I try, oh I try) To keep my hеad above the ground It's easier to just fall down In the memories of you and I But I try, oh I try But I don't wanna be alone at night and I don't wanna be left outside, yeah I don't like to see the street lights fade away Yeah, I don't wanna be alone at night and Look out of the window blindly I don't wanna see the street lights fade away, fade away 15:39 My arms feel weak Constantly Faces past turn into memories What moments left I spend without you Color drains From my face Not thinking clearly and I can’t look straight Honestly I could survive without you Cus I feel you’re warmth when you’re far away And I feel the darkness when I can’t escape But I still love you Yeah I still do I can’t sleep My heart can’t beat I’m searching for a place to find peace Endlessly I’m drifting forward But it’s not enough to make me cry I throw my hands into the sky Oh what a life I wish I was someone else Made mistakes, gone through hell And I feel you’re warmth when you’re far away And I feel the darkness when I can’t escape But I still love you Yeah I still do But I still love you Yeah I still do 18:37 Just let me fall in your arms like I'm a leaf This ride is cold upon your own warmth I wish I can say everything that's on my mind But some words are hard to speak O-oh x2 Oh O-oh x3 Oh Just let me fall in your arms like I'm a leaf This ride is cold upon your own warmth I wish I can say everything that's on my mind But some words are hard to speak O-oh x2 Oh x2 But some words are hard to speak Hard to speak
TH-cam doesnt like me so i had to plit it 20:59 You hurt me in ways that you don’t even know And you’re never there when I need you the most And you never care when I break and it shows Don’t say that you’ll stay when I know that you’ll go I just keep getting fucking worse I’m moving backwards I’ll keep on breaking Do your worst It doesn’t matter It’s funny that I need you We won’t have an ever after Say you love me while you’re fucking someone else How does that work Our love was filled with patchwork A fucked up worn out pattern And everything was shattered So tell me how does that work And I thought you were better But every night my chest hurts And I can’t take the pressure So tell me how does that work Tell me how does that work Tell me how does that work So what does it feel like To know that you’re always on my mind To know that I really broke this time To know that it’s Say I’m alright But I can’t tell Isn’t that what you want Tell me how does that work Our love was filled with patchwork A fucked up worn out pattern And everything was shattered So tell me how does that work And I thought you were better But every night my chest hurts And I can’t take the pressure So tell me how does that work Tell me how does that work Tell me how does that work That work 23:39 I just found your necklace In the space between my bed But I wish that I hadn’t Don’t want you to take it back (yeah) ‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine Anymore ‘Cause my heart just feels so empty And I’m having trouble connecting Everything you said when you left me all alone Yeah So I’ll tell you I’m fine But I’m just terrified of wasting your time So I’ll rewrite the melodies And I’ll take back the memories of you Now I'm lying awake here And I'm trying not to cry 'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky ‘Cause my heart just feels so empty While I’m having trouble connecting Everything you said when you left me all alone Yeah So I’ll tell you I’m fine But I’m just terrified of wasting your time So I’ll rewrite the melodies And I’ll take back the memories of you Got it stuck in my head Every word that you said But I'll rewrite the melodies And I'll take back the memories of you So I’ll tell you I’m fine But I’m just terrified of wasting your time So I’ll rewrite the melodies And I’ll take back the memories of you 26:05 Smoke up on the porch Watch the snow fall Friend still gotta hold me Man. I'm too gone Curled up on the floor from the moon rocks Chillin in my hoodie and my new socks Haven’t had a meal in about 3 days I’ve been feeling crazy in my own way Feel the drugs spill through my thin veins Can’t tell if i’ve been breathing, am I okay? Watch the sun turn to night I swear these drugs keep me alive Oh. won’t you look at all the lights Now I'm sifting through my memory while I’m fried Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight Now they look at me differently Dark coat dark smoke undernеath the trees Ripping joints, feel it in my knees Numbing in my room, I’m just tryna sleep Watch this knife fucking cut me deep I can’t talk, I can’t think, I can barеly breathe Watch the trees slowly paint on the silent creek Now i see someone else looking back at me Every night wipe my eyes Why am I alive? Blue pill, cold air But I hate the high Why you look so sad every time you lie? I never see the signs, god I’m fucking blind Don’t look at me like that Pretty eyes with a knife in my back You love to cut me it hurts so bad And I still love you, it’s kinda sad Watch the sun turn to night I swear these drugs keep me alive Oh, won’t you look at all the lights Now I’m sifting through my memory while I'm fried Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight 29:28 Why do feelings hit so hard at night? When the sun goes down Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite A little lost right now And maybe I, maybe I didn't try Try to work it out Feelings always hit so hard at night I think it's time I let these feelings free 'Cause all this love is slowly killing me I wish somedays I was someone else Not missing out and always missing sleep I start to wonder if I'll die alone Guess that's just the way my life has gone Like, how could anybody love myself? And that's something that I still- Don't push me, I can't hold it I can't hold it I'm falling towards the ground You shot me like a bullet, like a bullet An all familiar sound, I've been so used to running away Hate my truth; if I could, I'd change Why do feelings hit so hard at night? When the sun goes down Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite A little lost right now And maybe I, maybe I didn't try Try to work it out Why do feelings hit so hard at night? (Yeah, yeah) Hurts but it's okay because I'm used to it Curse when this song play for the truth in it You're falling deeply for someone else I think it's fair to say I'm losing it I'm sick of feeling like I'm not enough And having no one near that I can trust Stay up thinking what I do wrong I'm an addict, 'cause this love a drug Don't push me, I can't hold it I can't hold it I'm falling towards the ground You shot me like a bullet, like a bullet An all familiar sound, I've been so used to running away Hate my truth; if I could, I'd change Why do feelings hit so hard at night? When the sun goes down Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite A little lost right now And maybe I, maybe I didn't try Try to work it out Why do feelings hit so hard at night? 32:49 Ended in flames Head is in spaces Still see your face Still hear your voice And my heart is breaking Want you to say it I know you don’t mean it So I’ll just keep breathing Now I’m crawling out of this hole I made myself I know you hate me I’m not worth saving The pieces that made me Are slowly just breaking But I’ve never had this It’s taking some practice I can’t be without you Just happy I found you Now I’m crawling out of this hole I made myself X2 But you just push me down I’ll find my way back out Ended in flames Head is in spaces Still see your face Still hear your voice 36:36 How many times did I say I wanted true love? When you read me stories and held me to your breast, yeah And how many times did I ask I wanted to stay up? (Wanted to stay up) But my daddy told me I should go to bed, yeah And they left me there Wide awake so excited I crept downstairs And heard something break in the room Oh and then my dad left the room And I said mommy, please don't cry (Don't cry) Oh, I'll stay up with you all night (All night) We'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights) And she said baby it's alright (Alright) Just look around it's warm and bright (And bright) But I still felt so cold upon that winter night I was five Oh, I was 5, oh Oh, I was 5 Oh, I was 5, oh And that star on the tree That I cannot reach Is looming weighted over me And the presents beneath Don't mean shit to me If I can't have my family On this Christmas eve I can't let you leave I need you to stay, here with me But these little hands No, they can't grasp Anything So I said mommy, please don't cry Oh, I'll stay up with you all night (All night) We'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights) And she said baby it's alright (Alright) Just look around it's warm and bright (And bright) But I still felt so cold upon that winter night I was five And they left me there They left me there, oh yeah So on the 25th tonight I'll just wash my .45 And pull the only thing that I can hold tonight And I wrote mommy please don't cry Just know I loved you all my life There's just so much shit I feel at 25 So this is goodbye
vos sabes lo capaz que sos de lograr cosas que te propongas, ya sea hacer un cambio en vos mismo o proponerte algun objetivo. solo segui, se lo determinado que sos y podes lograr sentirte feliz y conforme con vos. (me pegó la palida y escribo para mi un poco)
Every song dead on for what you were saying sad lonely day songs songs I give you a plus still going through list could be error But 8 plus so far on the songs
each of us stand alone together. The ironic beauty that we aren't alone in our loneliness
Now, this is how we start a year looking back at the songs that held us close and made us move forward.
Happy New Year to Static and all those that listen 💜
happy new year!
Love ya
Happy new year to you too friend :)
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♥
Happy new years everyone I hope all your ventures in life work out and it's a good one we can all achieve greatness
happy new year!
There was a girl i met in late 2021, and we fell for each other. She was the 1st girl since my break up with my ex in 2020 that I truly loved. I spent the last 3 months seeing girl, getting closer. Unfortunately she loved her ex still and wanted to get back with him.
Today, we slept together and kissed for the last time. It broke my heart and crushed me, but I realized the best way to love some people is to let them go and be free. Maybe one day, she will come back, but im hoping she ends up with her ex. She loves him so much, and nothing makes me happier than being able to see her smile.
If you're reading this, I will always love you for the memories you gave me, but now i must close this chapter. I wish you nothing but the best, and I hope you find happiness with someone else, the way you made me feel.
Happy New Years,
Kono
That’s so straight up depressing right there. I am so very sorry for what has happened to you. I’ve been friends with this girl I met in my group therapy group at my school and on Monday I confessed my deep love for her. She was happy that I told her my feelings but she told me she isn’t ready for a relationship because she’s still getting over her toxic relationship. I feel like and idiot confessing my feelings towards her because now I feel like things between are weird. I just hope one of these days we can be together. Anyways I really really hope you able to recover and find a girl who truly cares about you and loves you.
@@KUR4H hey man, it's definitely a long journey of healing. I still come home feeling empty and break down here and there, but it's all a part of the process. I am proud that you did confess your feelings. It's also good to know that she didn't say no, she just said she's not ready yet, which means you get to become great friends and learn about each other before getting together, which is actually a good thing. I hope you and her find happiness!
@@legitlunaticz thanks man you actually made me wanna cry 😢
Happy new year everyone. Even tho these few years have been rough, we have gotten through them. I hope everyone will success on something this year and has a great new year.
Happy New Year everyonee and thanks for this Static, I love it
Happy new years everyone! I hope you all had a good year, if not then there's more years to come! I'm sure you'll have one.
the best i have heard in too many days
Something I am so lucky to have someone but then we all will wack up from our dream
Hope this year better than last year
Ty for the mix static
let's go man, exactly what i needed, thanks Static ! < 333
Happy new years. :,) Although it is not very longtime but, since I discovered your channel, your videos, even with those simple lyric but heart varming, smooth and sometimes emotional sadly anime clips; there are songs and artists that add a little bit of color to my life; for the music world I live or try to live, and take shelter, lesser-known but really recognizable songs and artists. Thank you for sharing, for helping me discover... Guess you're the only one as the channel owner, that's why I wrote it as you. Hope this is okay with you, happy and healthy new year!...
happy new year, and thank you for the kind words
happy new years king, its been wild with you.
Thank you for everything
happy new year!
Happy new year. And thx for all Static
happy new year!
💜Happy new years
happy new year! 💜
Happy New Year! loved every song on this
Thank you Static😁
Thanks, this reminds me of how i sat there for hours looking into my lava lamp all alone.
This anime was so good but so sad
What's it called?
Yep this has gone to my playlist
keep this real s2
I did the work so you wont have to
So here are all the song lyrics:
00:00
Sleepless night i wish you here
Trying to find a peace of mind
Staring at the colorless photos
Holding onto your simple smile
And when we meet again, I hope you've waited
To see my face a again, just like you left it
I've been practicing for some weeks
So when I see you again, your smile would mend
Your smile would mend
Longest night I've had in weeks
Missing your voice trough the hallway as I sleep
Dreaming loud, but not enough to wake us both
And when I dream, why can't I hear the way you spoke
And when we meet again, I hope you've waited
To see my face a again, just like you left it
I've been practicing for some weeks
So when I see you again, your smile would mend
04:31
Cities never sleep, but I'm
Alone at night
Used to chase the butterflies
But now it's quiet
I can't shake the paranoia
From all of the floods before ya
Cities never sleep, but I'm
Alone at night, without you
Oohx4
See you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
See you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
Let me try again
Won't let go of your hand
I see you're on the fence
Let us make amends
See you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
Oohx4
Back when I was petrified
Closed all doors
Now I've started searching for
The key to yours
But I can't shake the paranoia
From all of the floods before ya
Cities never sleep, but I'm
Alone at night, without you
Oohx4
I'll see you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
I'll see you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
(I'll take you home)
Let me try again
Won't let go of your hand
I see you're on the fence
Let us make amends
I'll see you tonight
I'll see you tonight
And take you home
(I'll take you home)
Oohx4
Cities never sleep, but I'm
Alone at night, without you
08:04
Stop your crying
Little boy
No one's gonna love you if they see that
Pouring out your eyes
So bottle it up
Till it runs dry
And spend the rest of your daylight just
Pretending it's alright
When the night comes round
You can let it all out
And start again
Stop your whining
Little man
No one wants to hear about how
All your misery began
Hold it all back
Till you get home
I'm sure your bedroom walls will love to hear it
Like they always have
When they night comes round
You can let it all
And start again
Start again
Ooo
10:53
I've been stranded on the moon
Surviving
Trying not to fall apart
Running out of breathe
Slowly dying
Wishing on a shooting star
Will you come and rescue me?
Save me from this dark place
Promise it'll be worth your time
Take a trip through outer space
I don't know where you've been
I don't know where I'm at
I get lost too often
Wander off of the map
Haven't seen my home
Spent a year on the road
Take off running when I don't got answers
I can't see out this
Fall asleep underneath the rain again
I can't reach out when
I still see you everywhere
I've been stranded on the moon
Surviving
Trying not to fall apart
Running out of breathe
Slowly dying
Wishing on a shooting star
I walk into the room and they all go quiet
Momma says make friends
But I'm tired of trying
I'd rather keep my distance to keep myself from pain
Known 'em since first grade
But they don't know my name
Always been the outcast
Sitting in the corner
Known as the weird kid
The quieter little loner
No one ever asks
How my day is
But it's fine
I shouldn't be complaining
I've been stranded on the moon
Surviving
Trying not to fall apart
Running out of breathe
Slowly dying
Wishing on a shooting star
Will you come and rescue me?
Save me from this dark place
Promise it'll be worth your time
Take a trip through outer space
13:09
I'm calling you up to say I'm fine
But we both know that's a lie
I don't wanna say the word "goodbye"
Oh I try, oh I try (Oh I try, oh I try)
To keep my head above the ground
It's easier to just fall down
In the memories of you and I
But I try, oh I try
To forget about all the plans we made
Forget about all the nights we spent
Forget about all the things you left behind for me
But I don't wanna be alone at night and
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
I don't like to see the street lights fade away
Yeah, I don't wanna be alone at night and
Look out of the window blindly
I don't wanna see the street lights fade away
So I'm calling you up to say I'm fine
But wе both know that's a lie
I don't wanna say the word "goodbye"
Oh I try, oh I try (Oh I try, oh I try)
To keep my hеad above the ground
It's easier to just fall down
In the memories of you and I
But I try, oh I try
But I don't wanna be alone at night and
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
I don't like to see the street lights fade away
Yeah, I don't wanna be alone at night and
Look out of the window blindly
I don't wanna see the street lights fade away, fade away
15:39
My arms feel weak
Constantly
Faces past turn into memories
What moments left
I spend without you
Color drains
From my face
Not thinking clearly and I can’t look straight
Honestly
I could survive without you
Cus I feel you’re warmth when you’re far away
And I feel the darkness when I can’t escape
But I still love you
Yeah I still do
I can’t sleep
My heart can’t beat
I’m searching for a place to find peace
Endlessly
I’m drifting forward
But it’s not enough to make me cry
I throw my hands into the sky
Oh what a life
I wish I was someone else
Made mistakes, gone through hell
And I feel you’re warmth when you’re far away
And I feel the darkness when I can’t escape
But I still love you
Yeah I still do
But I still love you
Yeah I still do
18:37
Just let me fall in your arms like I'm a leaf
This ride is cold upon your own warmth
I wish I can say everything that's on my mind
But some words are hard to speak
O-oh x2
Oh
O-oh x3
Oh
Just let me fall in your arms like I'm a leaf
This ride is cold upon your own warmth
I wish I can say everything that's on my mind
But some words are hard to speak
O-oh x2
Oh x2
But some words are hard to speak
Hard to speak
TH-cam doesnt like me so i had to plit it
20:59
You hurt me in ways that you don’t even know
And you’re never there when I need you the most
And you never care when I break and it shows
Don’t say that you’ll stay when I know that you’ll go
I just keep getting fucking worse
I’m moving backwards
I’ll keep on breaking
Do your worst
It doesn’t matter
It’s funny that I need you
We won’t have an ever after
Say you love me while you’re fucking someone else
How does that work
Our love was filled with patchwork
A fucked up worn out pattern
And everything was shattered
So tell me how does that work
And I thought you were better
But every night my chest hurts
And I can’t take the pressure
So tell me how does that work
Tell me how does that work
Tell me how does that work
So what does it feel like
To know that you’re always on my mind
To know that I really broke this time
To know that it’s
Say I’m alright
But I can’t tell
Isn’t that what you want
Tell me how does that work
Our love was filled with patchwork
A fucked up worn out pattern
And everything was shattered
So tell me how does that work
And I thought you were better
But every night my chest hurts
And I can’t take the pressure
So tell me how does that work
Tell me how does that work
Tell me how does that work
That work
23:39
I just found your necklace
In the space between my bed
But I wish that I hadn’t
Don’t want you to take it back (yeah)
‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side
It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine
Anymore
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
And I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Now I'm lying awake here
And I'm trying not to cry
'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
While I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone
Yeah
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Got it stuck in my head
Every word that you said
But I'll rewrite the melodies
And I'll take back the memories of you
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
26:05
Smoke up on the porch
Watch the snow fall
Friend still gotta hold me
Man. I'm too gone
Curled up on the floor from the moon rocks
Chillin in my hoodie and my new socks
Haven’t had a meal in about 3 days
I’ve been feeling crazy in my own way
Feel the drugs spill through my thin veins
Can’t tell if i’ve been breathing, am I okay?
Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh. won’t you look at all the lights
Now I'm sifting through my memory while I’m fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight
Now they look at me differently
Dark coat dark smoke undernеath the trees
Ripping joints, feel it in my knees
Numbing in my room, I’m just tryna sleep
Watch this knife fucking cut me deep
I can’t talk, I can’t think, I can barеly breathe
Watch the trees slowly paint on the silent creek
Now i see someone else looking back at me
Every night wipe my eyes
Why am I alive?
Blue pill, cold air
But I hate the high
Why you look so sad every time you lie?
I never see the signs, god I’m fucking blind
Don’t look at me like that
Pretty eyes with a knife in my back
You love to cut me it hurts so bad
And I still love you, it’s kinda sad
Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh, won’t you look at all the lights
Now I’m sifting through my memory while I'm fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight
29:28
Why do feelings hit so hard at night?
When the sun goes down
Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite
A little lost right now
And maybe I, maybe I didn't try
Try to work it out
Feelings always hit so hard at night
I think it's time I let these feelings free
'Cause all this love is slowly killing me
I wish somedays I was someone else
Not missing out and always missing sleep
I start to wonder if I'll die alone
Guess that's just the way my life has gone
Like, how could anybody love myself?
And that's something that I still-
Don't push me, I can't hold it
I can't hold it
I'm falling towards the ground
You shot me like a bullet, like a bullet
An all familiar sound, I've been so used to running away
Hate my truth; if I could, I'd change
Why do feelings hit so hard at night?
When the sun goes down
Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite
A little lost right now
And maybe I, maybe I didn't try
Try to work it out
Why do feelings hit so hard at night? (Yeah, yeah)
Hurts but it's okay because I'm used to it
Curse when this song play for the truth in it
You're falling deeply for someone else
I think it's fair to say I'm losing it
I'm sick of feeling like I'm not enough
And having no one near that I can trust
Stay up thinking what I do wrong
I'm an addict, 'cause this love a drug
Don't push me, I can't hold it
I can't hold it
I'm falling towards the ground
You shot me like a bullet, like a bullet
An all familiar sound, I've been so used to running away
Hate my truth; if I could, I'd change
Why do feelings hit so hard at night?
When the sun goes down
Thinkin' 'bout you's my kryptonite
A little lost right now
And maybe I, maybe I didn't try
Try to work it out
Why do feelings hit so hard at night?
32:49
Ended in flames
Head is in spaces
Still see your face
Still hear your voice
And my heart is breaking
Want you to say it
I know you don’t mean it
So I’ll just keep breathing
Now I’m crawling out of this hole I made myself
I know you hate me
I’m not worth saving
The pieces that made me
Are slowly just breaking
But I’ve never had this
It’s taking some practice
I can’t be without you
Just happy I found you
Now I’m crawling out of this hole I made myself
X2
But you just push me down
I’ll find my way back out
Ended in flames
Head is in spaces
Still see your face
Still hear your voice
36:36
How many times did I say I wanted true love?
When you read me stories and held me to your breast, yeah
And how many times did I ask I wanted to stay up? (Wanted to stay up)
But my daddy told me I should go to bed, yeah
And they left me there
Wide awake so excited
I crept downstairs
And heard something break in the room
Oh and then my dad left the room
And I said mommy, please don't cry (Don't cry)
Oh, I'll stay up with you all night (All night)
We'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights)
And she said baby it's alright (Alright)
Just look around it's warm and bright (And bright)
But I still felt so cold upon that winter night
I was five
Oh, I was 5, oh
Oh, I was 5
Oh, I was 5, oh
And that star on the tree
That I cannot reach
Is looming weighted over me
And the presents beneath
Don't mean shit to me
If I can't have my family
On this Christmas eve
I can't let you leave
I need you to stay, here with me
But these little hands
No, they can't grasp
Anything
So I said mommy, please don't cry
Oh, I'll stay up with you all night (All night)
We'll eat the cookies off the mantle by the lights (By the lights)
And she said baby it's alright (Alright)
Just look around it's warm and bright (And bright)
But I still felt so cold upon that winter night
I was five
And they left me there
They left me there, oh yeah
So on the 25th tonight
I'll just wash my .45
And pull the only thing that I can hold tonight
And I wrote mommy please don't cry
Just know I loved you all my life
There's just so much shit I feel at 25
So this is goodbye
Well, thank you.
@@animememes7531 no worries :b
Playing video games overnight with my online friends, guess im not lonely again. Happy New Year.! 🎉🎉🎉
Happy New Year Static 💕
happy new year! 💕
Im a little late but happy new years probably a great year hopefully
vos sabes lo capaz que sos de lograr cosas que te propongas, ya sea hacer un cambio en vos mismo o proponerte algun objetivo. solo segui, se lo determinado que sos y podes lograr sentirte feliz y conforme con vos. (me pegó la palida y escribo para mi un poco)
Love💙💙💙
New year isn't Happy when you're alone.
Yeah..
I couldn't give that much approval to a comment, exactly....
happy new year static, also does anyone know what anime this is
Its called "I want to eat your pancreas" its popular and highly rated. A lot of people say its really good.
@@piclle6102 wierd name for an anime
Every time every new year some one tell me that they would always be by my side but in the end they just leave am pretty sure it my fault
shoutout spaces. love u babygirl
Every song dead on for what you were saying sad lonely day songs songs I give you a plus still going through list could be error But 8 plus so far on the songs
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mais um ano sozinho kkk :'( ~~"um brinde a mais um ano idiota" ~~ :'( (×_×)