My father passed the week of christmas when I was ten years old. He always went OVERBOARD for the holidays. Decorated the day of thanksgiving. I try and carry on those traditions. But christmas is always bitter sweet and hard for me. More so when I see the amazing vloggers and vlog parents having the best time and always jolly. So thank you for being real with your feelings. Its great to know you are not the only one that feels a certain way.
This is my favorite Zoe. She's really come into herself recently. It feels like she's finally comfortable in her skin and her life. I love this true, authentic Zoe. Not that she wasn't before, she's just grown so much. It's lovely to see.
I really appreciate this honesty. I feel like I've been liking your content more and more lately since it feels more true to you and your age instead of trying to keep up something people are expecting from you.
The start just made me feel almost at peace with how I’ve been feeling lately, i guess knowing that other people aren’t feeling as good at the moment helps 🤷♀️ so thank you !
Vlogmas for us is not just so you can entertain us. You feel like our friend. Seeing whatever content you put out is like catching up with my friend. And no matter how you’re feeling we care and we want to know. You e got all of our support. What you might think is boring content or short content is updates on your life that we look forward to because we feel like we’ve known you for so long. I’m truly sorry to hear you’re struggling this year. It hurts us to think we could be contributing to that difficulty. Thank you for doing what you can. Thank you for taking care of yourself. And thank you for letting us be part of your life. Love you!!
I found the intro so relatable. I've been struggling with my mind as this time of year approaches and seeing the Queen of Christmas herself go through something similar actually made me feel a lot better. Thank you Zoe.
We love how real you are to us. Also we understand alot of us have the same things going on mental health wise. So just know we are all behind you supporting you :)
It isn’t really Christmas without seeing your vlogmas but I’m sure we will all understand if your not feeling it 💕 your own health and mental health comes first 👊🏻
Zoe you're soooo not alone. I'm currently going through a similar patch too. Give yourself some love and credit for what you do! Truly hope it gets better as the month goes on xxxx
I'm so happy that you decided to share that your not feeling great atm because I'm not either atm and this was a well needed reminder that I'm not alone! Thank you and I always look forward to your vlogmas and I'm so excited but I totally understand your situation so no pressure❤️
It’s so brave to admit that you have a problem. I mean, when I started to feel bad, I couldn’t say even myself that something’s wrong. I still can’t call it depression. It’s like making me feel cold. You’re great, you make so many people to try and change. You’re just so great!
Love your intro. Thank you for being honest in regards to mental health. It is important to talk. Have a wonderful Christmas and please don't put any pressure on yourself. Youre a very kind, caring and inspirational woman. Merry Christmas to you and yours 🎄🎁
I love your vlogs so much and I don’t want you to feel under pressure to make good content because we all just love your videos and honestly my favorite vlogs are the most chill ones and the ones that are you hanging out with a friend or just making breakfast but I do love your vlogs and I hope you do keep up vlogmas
ZOEEE!! 💕 I absolutely LOVE your vlogmas, but I really don't think you should put all the pressure on yourself. Do it if you want to, and when you want to! I absolutely love your content, but we don't want you to stress over it! Being okay with ourselves is much more important than anything else. Happy December, hope it gets better for you! Thank you for being so inspiring and always putting me in a better mood with your videos, you have some energy I can't explain. Absolutely loved the start of the vlog and the fact you were so honest 💛
Thank you so much for being so honest. You are so so brave ♥️ 2019 was the worst year of my life, especially these last 4 months I totally lost control of my mental health. You are so refreshing in a world of appearance. I hope you’ll be better soon ♥️
While I’m very pleased that you’re doing vlogmas, I truly hope that you don’t stress about it too much! Love you Zoe and I hope you feel better soon ❤️
take a break if you need to zoë 💓 we all want you to be happy, don’t stress over vlogmas..even if you feel pressured 💕 everyone will support you through it :) ♥️
I gotta confess I wait the whole year for your vlogmas just to see a little bit more of yourself. I have a great energy that makes me feel so good when I watch you. I love that you share your real life struggles so I don't feel like I'm the only one. Love you, Zoë ♥️ ps: my cat's name is Zoe because of you 😊
I’m glad I’m not the only one who is struggling right now. Everyone around me is happy feeling festive and are enjoying this time of the year. Were as I just want it to be over. We will come through it just take it one day at a time. Take some time for your self no pressure x
Also, thank you so much for being real with us! It's kind of a comfort to me as this past year has been a struggle and I have cried a few times myself! xx
LISTEN, I too consider myself Miss Christmas, I go all out every year, buy all the sweaters, throw the parties, and everyone expects me to be at my happiest as soon as December 1st hits. Let me just say, I too have been struggling so much with my mental health (GAD, BDD) and it's made it so I can't really get myself in the festive spirit. I've had plans to throw a Christmas party this Saturday for MONTHS and I've put so much pressure on myself the last few days of like "pull yourself together!" and "this isn't you!" and to hear you say that you too are having a difficult time despite the holiday season has taken such a pressure off of my shoulders. Honestly, thanks so much for being authentic and honest. It might not have been the Vlogmas intro I expected but it was 1000% the one I needed. Merry Christmas Zoe!
I have been waiting and watching old vlogmass since last two months and was sad at the thought that you wouldn’t do but understood that it’s your choice but thank you for doing it !
i actually prefer the shorter vlogs! so no pressure for long vlogs and i don't mind if you miss a few days if that's what you need. it's just nice to see the festive things you do because it helps me feel festive. but you are important and your health is more important than anything else.
I’m glad you opened up about how you feel. I was feeling down as well and this really helped. Always put yourself first, I will love anything you do for this year’s vlogmas!!! ❤️😭🎄
I hope you feel better Zoe. We are all proud of you and your effort to make us feel better . I was 12 when i started watching you and now I’m 21 ....and I’m still here very grateful for your bravery. Yes my vlogs make me feel better but don’t beat yourself down 💓 love the intro btw
Yayyyy it’s officially the holidays!! Vlogmas makes everything feel so much more Christmasy 😍😍😍 **on a side note: do whatever makes you feel comfortable... you deserve a happy holidays as well!
I LOVE how honest you are. You help me feel so much better about my own mental health problems. being a person surrounded by people who do not have the same mental health problems as me (or just hide it very well), it sometimes feel lonely. Love you and sorry for any grammar problems/mispelling.. I'm from Israel 😅 Yael
Don't feel pressured into doing anything, just do what you want to do. I'll always support you no matter what 💕 I was feeling not good mentally yesterday and still kinda not good today but take each day as it comes. I do love Vlogmas though 💙❄
You are the queen of christmas, and I am so happy vlogmas is happening, but also very glad that you decided on doing it your way, because you and your mental health comes first. Thank you for being an inspiration and for a great first vlogmas🎄❤️
I've been looking forward to this ALL YEAR! 🎄🎅🏻 It doesn't matter what style of Vlogmas it is, we love your content and your videos as long as they make you happy ❤️
Thank you so much for your honesty 💖 I’m also not feeling the best lately at the moment, dont find December the easiest month but there are still gonna be so many nice moments, too. I look forward to whatever content you are able to upload ☺️
You're so considerate & lovely omg u felt awful but u still considered about how the majority of us would feel if there's no vlogmas. You're the sweetest😭💛
I’m so excited !!! It doesn’t matter the content you post it’s not December unless you post you could upload a 2 minute clip of you laughing or talking and I’d be happy don’t put pressure on yourself if it’s going to affect your mental health we love you regardless!
You can't believe how happy this makes me, and that intro is beautiful! Your vlogmas is part of my Christmas traditions, thank you for that and hope that you feel better soon! xxx
You’re doing so well Zoe, we all have your back 100% we would not be human if we felt happy 24/7! Love your lots - you know your limit, don’t push it because you’ll end up with a cold saw hahhaha xx
Love you Zoe!! I’ve been like that with my mental health where not even the most exciting time of year can pull me out of that slump. So appreciate this but I do LOVE your vlogmas soo much. Hope you feel better soon xx
woah! I was affraid that there be no vlogmas this year and was so sad! Nobody does a better job bringining christmas joy every year than Zoe :) so nice and cosy!
Omg i have been waiting waiting since the 1st of december all excited and was gutted when i though zoe wasnt doing vlogmas and now she is i am so overly happy right now 😁
Zoe, I love you’re vlogmas!! Thank you for being transparent with us and sharing your struggle with mental health. I’ve not been in the best place recently either but I refuse to let it ruin my Christmas :) I just wanted to say that what helps my mental health is my faith. I’m a Christian and there is so much healing, freedom, and justice believing in Jesus and the price that he paid for us. He died and conquered death that we may have new life, one free of pain. Knowing that the Lord holds my life in his hands gives my mind peace. If you like (also to anyone who reads this), I encourage you to pray next time you’re feeling down. Ask for peace and clarity. I also would encourage you to read the the Bible beginning with gospel of John or Luke. I hope you have a lovely Christmas! Wishing you the best -❤️
Thank you zoe for your honesty ! Feel free to post whatever,whenever. Your mental health comes first! Always! This made me feel so good and less alone,i too struggle this year with the festive season, so i totally get you. Have fun and we all gonna be here and support u , no matter what! Love u. Can't wait for another great december with de suggdays household!
Don't stress yourself out or overthink Zoe we are here to support you even when you're feeling down. You aways try your best to make others happy so we are going to support you even when you don't feel like posting. xxx
THE INTRO IS SOOOOOO CUTEE I LOOVED IIITTTT💙💙💙 Also i have no boundaries or anything for your vlogs or vlogmases. As long as you're okay, happy and enjoying this time of year then I'm happy and it's all i want.
Yayyy vlogmas🎄⛄️ OMG the intro is just the cutest🥰 I’m sorry to hear your feeling a bit down at the moment and not yourself. I’m sure New York will put you in a much happier mood. It’s the most magical time of the year to go. You’ll have an amazing time🎄
The start of this video has helped me because ive not had a great few weeks but i feel like bc its near CHristmas i have to be happy. Im still excited for Christmas just had a hard couple of weeks and hearing you say that has helped so much :)
ok here's the thing zoe, i've been watching you since you started your youtube channel in your room at your parent's house, i've seen you grow and go through life and all i want to say is that i'm here and i support you. please take care of yourself sweety
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My father passed the week of christmas when I was ten years old. He always went OVERBOARD for the holidays. Decorated the day of thanksgiving. I try and carry on those traditions. But christmas is always bitter sweet and hard for me. More so when I see the amazing vloggers and vlog parents having the best time and always jolly. So thank you for being real with your feelings. Its great to know you are not the only one that feels a certain way.
This is my favorite Zoe. She's really come into herself recently. It feels like she's finally comfortable in her skin and her life. I love this true, authentic Zoe. Not that she wasn't before, she's just grown so much. It's lovely to see.
Christmas wouldn’t be the same without Zoe’s vlogmas
CHRISTMAS HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED 🎅🏼 🎄☃️
this is what i wait for every year. so happy it’s finally here
The fact that even though Zoe doesn’t feel great and feels so much pressure doing vlogmas and she still does it is amazing ❤️
I really appreciate this honesty. I feel like I've been liking your content more and more lately since it feels more true to you and your age instead of trying to keep up something people are expecting from you.
It genuinely didn’t feel like vlogmas until now ❤️❤️
The start just made me feel almost at peace with how I’ve been feeling lately, i guess knowing that other people aren’t feeling as good at the moment helps 🤷♀️ so thank you !
Vlogmas for us is not just so you can entertain us. You feel like our friend. Seeing whatever content you put out is like catching up with my friend. And no matter how you’re feeling we care and we want to know. You e got all of our support. What you might think is boring content or short content is updates on your life that we look forward to because we feel like we’ve known you for so long. I’m truly sorry to hear you’re struggling this year. It hurts us to think we could be contributing to that difficulty. Thank you for doing what you can. Thank you for taking care of yourself. And thank you for letting us be part of your life. Love you!!
Is it just me or who else had a rubbish 1st and 2nd of December???
do what ur brother does ‘remember im not a daily vlogmasserrrrr' then there’s no pressure :)
I found the intro so relatable. I've been struggling with my mind as this time of year approaches and seeing the Queen of Christmas herself go through something similar actually made me feel a lot better. Thank you Zoe.
We love how real you are to us. Also we understand alot of us have the same things going on mental health wise. So just know we are all behind you supporting you :)
It isn’t really Christmas without seeing your vlogmas but I’m sure we will all understand if your not feeling it 💕 your own health and mental health comes first 👊🏻
I thought she wasn’t doing vlogmas this year... I nearly cried😂x
Zoe you're soooo not alone. I'm currently going through a similar patch too. Give yourself some love and credit for what you do! Truly hope it gets better as the month goes on xxxx
WHO ELSE CLICKED SO FASTTTT
I'm so happy that you decided to share that your not feeling great atm because I'm not either atm and this was a well needed reminder that I'm not alone! Thank you and I always look forward to your vlogmas and I'm so excited but I totally understand your situation so no pressure❤️
IM SO happy you’re doing it again this year! The run up to Christmas just wouldn’t be the same. Love you so much xxx
cried thinking this wasn’t happening this year 😂😭
the intro is just everything like hello yes okay
Just finished watching your Instagram story and was wondering when you were gonna upload 😂. It’s not Christmas until Zoe’s vlogmas
you’re literally the kindest human ever 🥺
It’s so brave to admit that you have a problem. I mean, when I started to feel bad, I couldn’t say even myself that something’s wrong. I still can’t call it depression. It’s like making me feel cold. You’re great, you make so many people to try and change. You’re just so great!
Love your intro. Thank you for being honest in regards to mental health. It is important to talk. Have a wonderful Christmas and please don't put any pressure on yourself. Youre a very kind, caring and inspirational woman. Merry Christmas to you and yours 🎄🎁
I love your vlogs so much and I don’t want you to feel under pressure to make good content because we all just love your videos and honestly my favorite vlogs are the most chill ones and the ones that are you hanging out with a friend or just making breakfast but I do love your vlogs and I hope you do keep up vlogmas
ZOEEE!! 💕 I absolutely LOVE your vlogmas, but I really don't think you should put all the pressure on yourself. Do it if you want to, and when you want to! I absolutely love your content, but we don't want you to stress over it! Being okay with ourselves is much more important than anything else.
Happy December, hope it gets better for you! Thank you for being so inspiring and always putting me in a better mood with your videos, you have some energy I can't explain. Absolutely loved the start of the vlog and the fact you were so honest 💛
Thank you so much for being so honest. You are so so brave ♥️
2019 was the worst year of my life, especially these last 4 months I totally lost control of my mental health. You are so refreshing in a world of appearance. I hope you’ll be better soon ♥️
While I’m very pleased that you’re doing vlogmas, I truly hope that you don’t stress about it too much! Love you Zoe and I hope you feel better soon ❤️
YES YES YES YES THIS BRING ME PURE JOY
THE INTRO!!!! 😭😭♥️♥️
take a break if you need to zoë 💓 we all want you to be happy, don’t stress over vlogmas..even if you feel pressured 💕 everyone will support you through it :) ♥️
YAAASSS! I’ve waited a whole year for this😍😍😍😍
Zoe, you are such a good role model. You bring out the best in everyone through these vlogs x
So excited to see your vlogs again. The only thing that takes my stress away during finals. Happy vlogmas.
I gotta confess I wait the whole year for your vlogmas just to see a little bit more of yourself. I have a great energy that makes me feel so good when I watch you. I love that you share your real life struggles so I don't feel like I'm the only one. Love you, Zoë ♥️ ps: my cat's name is Zoe because of you 😊
I’m glad I’m not the only one who is struggling right now. Everyone around me is happy feeling festive and are enjoying this time of the year. Were as I just want it to be over. We will come through it just take it one day at a time. Take some time for your self no pressure x
Also, thank you so much for being real with us! It's kind of a comfort to me as this past year has been a struggle and I have cried a few times myself! xx
LISTEN, I too consider myself Miss Christmas, I go all out every year, buy all the sweaters, throw the parties, and everyone expects me to be at my happiest as soon as December 1st hits. Let me just say, I too have been struggling so much with my mental health (GAD, BDD) and it's made it so I can't really get myself in the festive spirit. I've had plans to throw a Christmas party this Saturday for MONTHS and I've put so much pressure on myself the last few days of like "pull yourself together!" and "this isn't you!" and to hear you say that you too are having a difficult time despite the holiday season has taken such a pressure off of my shoulders. Honestly, thanks so much for being authentic and honest. It might not have been the Vlogmas intro I expected but it was 1000% the one I needed. Merry Christmas Zoe!
That lipstick on Zoe though 👄💥😍
Diet Vlogmas is better than no vlogmas! Thanks for being part of my Christmas every year!
I love the new concept! Watching your vlogmas videos is just so much better knowing that your fine and not jeopardizing your mental health for us! xx
I have been waiting and watching old vlogmass since last two months and was sad at the thought that you wouldn’t do but understood that it’s your choice but thank you for doing it !
i actually prefer the shorter vlogs! so no pressure for long vlogs and i don't mind if you miss a few days if that's what you need. it's just nice to see the festive things you do because it helps me feel festive. but you are important and your health is more important than anything else.
Who else is so happy that she’s doing vlogmas 💗
I’m glad you opened up about how you feel. I was feeling down as well and this really helped. Always put yourself first, I will love anything you do for this year’s vlogmas!!! ❤️😭🎄
I hope you feel better Zoe. We are all proud of you and your effort to make us feel better . I was 12 when i started watching you and now I’m 21 ....and I’m still here very grateful for your bravery. Yes my vlogs make me feel better but don’t beat yourself down 💓 love the intro btw
Yayyyy it’s officially the holidays!! Vlogmas makes everything feel so much more Christmasy 😍😍😍
**on a side note: do whatever makes you feel comfortable... you deserve a happy holidays as well!
Awww zoe vlogmas is the best but there is no pressure on you we love all your videos no matter how long or how much you do in it xx 😁
Couldn't have come at a better time ♥️ it's good to know that someone is feeling the same way xx
I LOVE how honest you are. You help me feel so much better about my own mental health problems. being a person surrounded by people who do not have the same mental health problems as me (or just hide it very well), it sometimes feel lonely.
Love you and sorry for any grammar problems/mispelling.. I'm from Israel 😅
Yael
Don't feel pressured into doing anything, just do what you want to do. I'll always support you no matter what 💕 I was feeling not good mentally yesterday and still kinda not good today but take each day as it comes. I do love Vlogmas though 💙❄
sooo excited!!! been waiting for your vlogmas, always so festive
Okay, Christmas isn’t cancelled after all, so happy !
You are the queen of christmas, and I am so happy vlogmas is happening, but also very glad that you decided on doing it your way, because you and your mental health comes first.
Thank you for being an inspiration and for a great first vlogmas🎄❤️
I've been looking forward to this ALL YEAR! 🎄🎅🏻 It doesn't matter what style of Vlogmas it is, we love your content and your videos as long as they make you happy ❤️
Thank you so much for your honesty 💖 I’m also not feeling the best lately at the moment, dont find December the easiest month but there are still gonna be so many nice moments, too. I look forward to whatever content you are able to upload ☺️
You're so considerate & lovely omg u felt awful but u still considered about how the majority of us would feel if there's no vlogmas. You're the sweetest😭💛
OKAAAAAAY these vlogmas intro's just keep getting *better and better* every year omg
I’m so excited !!! It doesn’t matter the content you post it’s not December unless you post you could upload a 2 minute clip of you laughing or talking and I’d be happy don’t put pressure on yourself if it’s going to affect your mental health we love you regardless!
THE INTROO !! THIS MADE MY WHOLE DAY !! SO HAPPY AB THIS
You can't believe how happy this makes me, and that intro is beautiful! Your vlogmas is part of my Christmas traditions, thank you for that and hope that you feel better soon! xxx
This is like the best adventcalander
I love your Vlogmas every year but please take care of yourself ♥️
I love the new intro! So cute!!
I hit the notification so hard I almost cracked my phone! ZOELLA VLOGMAS CHRISTMAS IS SAVED!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!! ITS FINALLY HERE!!!! IM SO EXCITED
Finally, I waited a whole year for this
If you don’t regularly watch Zoe you have to at least WATCH VLOGMAS I MEAN SHES QUEEN OF IT DUH!!!
Soooooooooo happy you’re doing vlogmas this year Zoe no matter what the format ❤️❤️
christmas has officially begun i’m so happy!! 😆
i've had a rough few weeks too, thank you for helping us all remember it's ok and we aren't alone.
You’re doing so well Zoe, we all have your back 100% we would not be human if we felt happy 24/7! Love your lots - you know your limit, don’t push it because you’ll end up with a cold saw hahhaha xx
I was so sad to not see your face yesterday. I really thought you were not gonna do it, but I would've understood. Mental health is #1 always
Christmas would really not be the same without your vlogmas, but be healty
Christmas is saved with you doing vlogmas! But take care love! As much as we love your video’s, We love you more, so no pressure! ❤️
Finally! Christmas is complete!
We love you if you do vlogmas or not, you just need to focus on yourself and being the best version of yourself 😘
It's now officially Christmas 🎄❤️
Love you Zoe!! I’ve been like that with my mental health where not even the most exciting time of year can pull me out of that slump. So appreciate this but I do LOVE your vlogmas soo much. Hope you feel better soon xx
woah! I was affraid that there be no vlogmas this year and was so sad! Nobody does a better job bringining christmas joy every year than Zoe :) so nice and cosy!
Omg i have been waiting waiting since the 1st of december all excited and was gutted when i though zoe wasnt doing vlogmas and now she is i am so overly happy right now 😁
Zoe, I love you’re vlogmas!! Thank you for being transparent with us and sharing your struggle with mental health. I’ve not been in the best place recently either but I refuse to let it ruin my Christmas :) I just wanted to say that what helps my mental health is my faith. I’m a Christian and there is so much healing, freedom, and justice believing in Jesus and the price that he paid for us. He died and conquered death that we may have new life, one free of pain. Knowing that the Lord holds my life in his hands gives my mind peace. If you like (also to anyone who reads this), I encourage you to pray next time you’re feeling down. Ask for peace and clarity. I also would encourage you to read the the Bible beginning with gospel of John or Luke. I hope you have a lovely Christmas! Wishing you the best -❤️
my favourite time of year for this reason, vlogmas! I love your determinination and I’m so excited x
Yayyyy it’s vlogmas I love the new intro!!!
I can totally relate with all you've said in the first part of the video! It's okay not to be okay, right?
Honestly I love your vlogmas it’s my favorite! But do what is good for you! We love you Zoe and we understand that you need time to focus on you!
it wouldn't be december without zoe's vlogmas! i love them sm :)
Thank you zoe for your honesty ! Feel free to post whatever,whenever. Your mental health comes first! Always! This made me feel so good and less alone,i too struggle this year with the festive season, so i totally get you. Have fun and we all gonna be here and support u , no matter what! Love u. Can't wait for another great december with de suggdays household!
Watched the whole thing... and I’m filled with so much spirit and pure joy.... now to revision for yr 11 mocks 😖☺️
Lo e watching all your vlogs but especially vlogmas, it's such a treat! So Thankyou for all the work and effort you put in xx
Don't stress yourself out or overthink Zoe we are here to support you even when you're feeling down. You aways try your best to make others happy so we are going to support you even when you don't feel like posting. xxx
THE INTRO IS SOOOOOO CUTEE I LOOVED IIITTTT💙💙💙
Also i have no boundaries or anything for your vlogs or vlogmases. As long as you're okay, happy and enjoying this time of year then I'm happy and it's all i want.
Thank you Baby Jesus! Now Christmas has started for us all 😂😂
Yayyy vlogmas🎄⛄️ OMG the intro is just the cutest🥰 I’m sorry to hear your feeling a bit down at the moment and not yourself. I’m sure New York will put you in a much happier mood. It’s the most magical time of the year to go. You’ll have an amazing time🎄
The start of this video has helped me because ive not had a great few weeks but i feel like bc its near CHristmas i have to be happy. Im still excited for Christmas just had a hard couple of weeks and hearing you say that has helped so much :)
However you want to do vlogmas is fine with me!! Just happy you are doing it, would be hard to get into the Christmas spirit without it ☺️
ok here's the thing zoe, i've been watching you since you started your youtube channel in your room at your parent's house, i've seen you grow and go through life and all i want to say is that i'm here and i support you. please take care of yourself sweety
Omg your new intro is literally the best one yet!!! I love it soo much
YASSSSS! ZOELLA IS THE QUEEN OF VLOGMAS❤️🎄