Thank you Emerald for sharing your life's story and struggle with us. Yes, you are part of a large and diverse family of BTS Army folks. Your story hit me hard since I am middle aged and grew up in poverty where I was bullied by my own kind, bullied for not thinking and talking or believing in the same things that others did. I was so different but now, as I am older, I realized that is what helped me move out of my insulated and toxic environment to see the world for what it really is. And part of that world allowed me to find BTS. I am glad that you are on a journey and that you are self aware and self dictating, letting no one rule you. Continue with the self introspection, finding positive and inspiring avenues including BTS, going back to creating music with your piano and learning to heal yourself. You are going to succeed. Keep doing great thing and keep being the best that you can be, this is all that you can ask of yourself. Much love and kindness and virtual hugs to you. You are an amazingly insightful, intelligent and beautiful human.
No, I had to pause to like your video and subscribe to your channel. When I saw "Stunt on the hoes but make it fashion" I lost it!!!! 🤣Cuz, it's so true! V be stunting on these hoes and he don't care! Go Drea! I'm behind you 100%! Now, back to the video!
I've got PCOS too, so I understand the struggle. Thank you for posting this video and being so vulnerable, we all support you on your personal growth journey and BTS journey as well! Borahae! 💜
I think you are so creative that you have done this. I think that you are more in tuned with yourself than you think because as I listen to you, seem to know what your problems are and how and when it manifested. Recognizing that you want to do something about it is a big step and then you came up with this creative idea of making BTS commandment. Wow! I can relate to you so much as I’ve been doing almost the same for last two and half years since my husband passed away. Before he passed away I thought of myself as a strong person who was living a blessed life. I was so content and feeling good but that fell apart when he suddenly became ill and only had 7 months to live. He also suddenly lost all of his abilities to take care of himself becoming totally dependent. When he died I felt lost and purposeless. All I wanted was to crawl myself into cave which I did but taking care of my elderly mother. She’s still with me, thank God. BTS helped me in a way that no family or friends could do. What you have shared in your video is inspiring to me to make some changes in myself. I do need to lose weight and eat smarter. I can’t go to a gym or even take walks as my mother is frail and gets scare if I’m not with her at all times. I can start to clean my house like I use to do and I can be more emotionally available to my mother. Thank you Drea!
I'm so proud of your strength and positivity. You inspire me!! I"ve struggled with putting in the effort to building a better version of myself that I want to see but seriously its so inspiring to hear you organize this list that makes you feel strong everyday. BTS are just incredible people who keep us going and give us courage to grow. Also we got the same bias ahhhhh
I love you girl, you are beautiful! And I love your commandments! What a great idea! I would love to work on myself this next year and be ready for their comeback with a comeback of my own!
I love, Love, LOVE this! Thank you so much for sharing. j-hope is my bias and I consider him the most courageous person I know of. He has so many fears but he doesn't let it stop him from embracing life in such a joyful and loving way, with no holds barred. Courage is not being fearless. It's knowing the fear and doing it anyway. He is my role model. One thing I aspire to do is "Learn something new every day." and each night before sleep I review and I ask myself what I learned that day. It could be something academic, social, emotional, about myself, about the world, about a loved one, something I wanted to learn or something I learned by messing up. No matter what it is, I count it as a win, because I believe life is about the journey and about learning and growing every day that we are alive. It helps me to see and appreciate the lessons as they come. I also do a dedication each new year to learning about and working through a practice for the year. I make my choice before the new year and do some research on my chosen word or phrase. I usually set some goals and milestones to hit for myself, get some books to read on the subject and start following a related blog or podcast, find or make checklists or compile ideas for actions to take, etc. I always learn a lot and usually carry away practices that I continue. I call it my "Year of Living" practice. Some previous years have been Year of Living Kindly (including kindness to myself,) Year of Living with Gratitude, Year of Living Courageously, Year of Living Healthily, Year of Living Spiritually, Year of Living Artistically, Year of Living Simply, and so on. Borahae 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I absolutely love your video, so inspiring💜 I am nearly twice your age but I have learned so much from you today! Another side of the magic of BTS, Will come back to it, thank you so much for this, borahae 💜💜💜
I love this! I want to make my own list and strive to improve myself for when BTS comes together again. I've been lucky to have seen them live, but to be honest I wish I had been more physically fit then. I had so many anxieties and difficulties that I know if I had been fit I would have had an even more amazing time. So I want to be ready when the next opportunity comes!
This made me cry. I'm very proud of you for choosing you. A lot of what you said about being ragged on in high school and how that crap stays with you forever if you let it. And considering it's San Diego, where I am also from, your story mirrors mine to a T. So this really resonated with me. That they were the inspiration for you to take that initiative is beautiful to see.
I absolutely LOVED your tangibles in your Namjoon commandment.. I'm actually sobbing, because the rule "if you would not say it to another person's face - don't say it to yourself !" should be written in LAW in every country, in Everywhere. I have had times when I have not remembered that myself and I have friends who REALLY should start LIVING that. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Still I think your Namjoon and your Jin are kinda the same thing. Both are basic ARMY rule "Love Yourself!" But also I have a friend who would need more than 7 BTS member commandments of differently worded LOVE YOURSELF! With dozen or more tangibles in under every commandment to work on her selflove. Hearing her talk about herself out loud makes me tear up.. So I understand perfectly well that you have similar commandments. to help you to work better for you. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Also I would probably continue endlessly about how I think your positive's list should go.. Because of your face along you mentioned just your smile and your illegally gorgeous cheekbones, but not the incredibly beautiful shape of your eyes, your impeccable jawline and those stylish glasses!!! and With permission! your skincolor at least in my screen setting is abosultelyt perfect, radiant - and honestly, you know those kids teasing you in the past ? Are probably paying somebody to get that beautiful skin color that you have now! my profile picture hints to my skincolor so I know what a beautiful skin color is, because mine is near 'passed yesterday waxy' to 'is dying to dysentry in any minute', yeah not extremely fashionable shades these days.. ;D Also I'm starting to share your video, because all of us should do these lists on make all of us love ourselves more! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
My Jin and Namjoon are very close, I agree. But one is about teaching myself to be CONFIDENT while the other is teaching me to give myself GRACE. My Jin is teaching me to compliment myself while my Namjoon is teaching me not to insult myself
19:08 - I felt that. People are cruel. I've been overweight since high school (used to be healthy about it, just muscled from all the sports I played)...after 5 kids, and a pretty sedentary lifestyle raising said 5, I shot up to 184 pounds. CoVid hit. The local roller rinks closed, of course. So, my youngest and I started street, trail, and tennis court skating...then moved onto park skating. It was the only thing we could do to get out of the house. We were out damn near every day from sun up to sun down, pausing to come in for a drink, to eat, etc...but I actually made a log book. There were days we skated over 16 hours. My body is...we'll say unique. Even my doctor can't explain it. When exercising, most people want to eat after to replenish everything lost. I'm the opposite. When I exercise, I'm not hungry. I know it wasn't healthy, but I went DAYS without eating. NOT because I was trying to lose weight or anything, just...we were out and moving so much, I just WASN'T hungry. I'm also like you on the clothing. Shorts and a t-shirt. Maybe jeans in winter or leggings when it's chilly. I'm so used to my "old" weight, I still buy large/XL shirts. I'm now 5'2" and only 109 pounds. I should be somewhere between 124-135 to be healthy. I am trying, and my apatite has been coming back - VERY slowly - over the last 2 years...but I was pretty much skin and bones for a little over a year, and I KNOW I looked horrible. Still do, honestly, but at least I am gaining a little bit back here and there. All of that backstory, and I will now repeat...people are CRUEL! Recently walking through the parking lot at the local grocery store - IN the crosswalk (which people are SUPPOSED to stop for, no less!) - some jackass thought it would be good to hang out his truck window and yell "Move your fat ass out of my way." I seriously dead stopped, looking around for who he was talking to... THEN I realized he meant ME. I was in shorts and one of my classic t-shirts. I know the tees hide my true weight, but...seriously? No matter what you do, SOMEONE is going to try to take you down a peg. I am one of the fortunate ones. I learned early on to ignore them. I know that is SUPER difficult for many, though. My biggest point, to all of this story, is - BE YOU! You WILL attract those who like you JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! We're all stronger as a group. A good support system (whether it's one "BFF" or 20 people you can talk to about anything), online or off, goes a LONG way in helping you ignore the haters...but with time, I hope each and every one of you reading this will get there. (I hope that all made sense. Sorry this was so long.)
You ARE goregeous!! I told you that in your first vid. Legit gorgeous! I feel you on the hand-me-down! My sister was 9 years older! I was wearing Brady Bunch clothes in the '80s!!! You got made fun of for being too dark? I got made fun of for being too pale. I get burned in 2 minutes in the sun & have skin cancer scars because I was told I needed color because I looked sick. Also have POS & wanting to get to 160 lbs!! I have struggled with negative self talk my whole life. I would actually say "I hate you" every time I looked in the mirror. BTS has been a miracle in my life. I have met so many amazing ARMY irl. ARMY support ARMY just as much as we support the guys. It is really a movement. I know that we are unlikely to meet but who knows? Maybe at the LA or LV shows we will meet in 2025 & you will meet a then 52 year old chick from Connecticut?
Sorry bessshhh I been busy with ma life lolz... You are an amazing person... To just get in our faces, talk your talk, and not doubt what your doing... Baby ARMY are the cutest eva... Your commandments are valid girrrlll... But honestly, THIS is what our guys do for US, for all of ARMY... Your right, people can be crappy ASF, but you make the choice to let it affect you or not... We all have our stories, I know I have mine too... But carry on with your best life, and love it... Giirrrlllll I love your confidence to be YOU... 💯💜🥰
I quite litterally made this after watching yours (and writing them down). So I'm a fan of both BTS and TXT, which using fandom names makes me a MOARMY, because of that I used your same format for the BTS members and did it with TXT. I also wrote them in the official line-up order for my own OCD tendencies, I hope you like it. Also I wanted to thank you for being so open about your darker thoughts and how your facing your mental situation, it was really inspiring and just the right medicine for me at the moment. TXT Commandments: 5 Rules of Life Soobin: Love Comes to You Don't chase the attention of people who don't it give it you Yeonjun: Be Sincere & Grateful Be genuine & grateful for everything & everyone in your life even when temporary Beomgyu: Be Loud, Be You Dance, scream, sing like no one is looking (Be unapologetically yourself) Taehyun: Be Curious & Brave "See trying new things as a way to produce good results" (Don’t be afraid of the unknown see it as an adventure) Kai: Your Interests are Yours When no one shares your interests keep them, people will come who do share them
@@emeralddrea awesome, if you decide to record you reaction I'll be sure to watch the video 😉. My personal recommendations are Sugar Rush Ride, Blue Hour, and 0X1=Lovesong
OMG girl...I feel you about depression! I didnt even realize thats what was going on! I saw the Dr for routine check up & she mentioned it. My house is a wreck! I was just getting by.. working full-time, single mom & trying to do it all. In reality i was saying "F" it all. I call it the "fuckits". Well im on a medication & taking iron too cuz im also anemic. Im on the way back to myself. Anyone have a magic wand?!
Girl u are amazing! I hope one day I can be like u but like myself that probably doesn't make sense. Lol. Alot of things u talked about I relate to. And I want to believe that if u can do it so can I. But I'm not u and in the this way I wish I was.
Yes, Some Folks Are Light Dimmers, and Thats a War we all have to Overcome those Odds and Opps. And Sistah girl, i love you so Much. I didnt know you went theough all this Depression ans Self Mental Agony. I too had my little meoments, but mostly its Moody and Sulky, not feeling Unattractive and such, i dis that years ago(elementary and middle 🏫) afterwards ive learned to Love myself and elevated since. Also the Maass Majority of the Foods in the States, Approved by the FDA and all, are MEANT to Cuase us these problems. So Please Please Be Mindful that WHAT we EAT, the Energy and Ingredients of thoses foods goes into our Bloodstream and Essence. So we Need to Be Mindful of What were eating and How much of it. Try to Avoid GMOs, and Most of the poisonous things they INTENTIONALLY place into the foods. Ex. MsG., BHT, and more. So be WARE of that.
The way I can't imagine you getting bullied cause you literally look like the pretty popular girl. Like a baddie both in looks and personality. So sorry you had to go through that shit, poor girl. This was a great video, so deep and inspiring! Great assessment on the guys and yourself. I would love to hear if you do any covers of BTS songs, whether it's singing or piano (ppl do English covers of their Korean songs on YT). Check out the channel MDP for their great piano or orchestral covers of BTS songs, like their Fake Love orchestral cover is beautiful. There's also great playlists of instrumental covers of BTS songs, like "a dark classical romance mix but everything's by bts" by the channel hope for soul.
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4:22:06 Jin
6:46:15 Jimin
8:52:15 V
12:36:18 j-hope
16:23:00 Suga
18:37:06 Namjoon
25:24:21 Jungkook
The "getting in shape in time for their comeback concert" goal is honestly SO GOOD. You can do it girl!
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I think you would love listening to MAGIC SHOP, a warm and comforting song by BTS to ARMY.
Interviewer: Describe yourself in three words.
Jin: World. Wide. Handsome.
I loved that SO much!
Soooooo much!! hahahaha
You are so beautyful. Your smile ist much nicer than anybody elses smile! 😊
Thank you Emerald for sharing your life's story and struggle with us. Yes, you are part of a large and diverse family of BTS Army folks. Your story hit me hard since I am middle aged and grew up in poverty where I was bullied by my own kind, bullied for not thinking and talking or believing in the same things that others did. I was so different but now, as I am older, I realized that is what helped me move out of my insulated and toxic environment to see the world for what it really is. And part of that world allowed me to find BTS. I am glad that you are on a journey and that you are self aware and self dictating, letting no one rule you. Continue with the self introspection, finding positive and inspiring avenues including BTS, going back to creating music with your piano and learning to heal yourself. You are going to succeed. Keep doing great thing and keep being the best that you can be, this is all that you can ask of yourself. Much love and kindness and virtual hugs to you. You are an amazingly insightful, intelligent and beautiful human.
You are beautiful and I am proud of you
SPEAK YOUR TRUTH AND LIVE YOUR TRUTH. BRILLIANT COMMANDMENTS., YOU ARE AWESOME. STAY THE COURSE AND STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY. 💜😊👍
No, I had to pause to like your video and subscribe to your channel. When I saw "Stunt on the hoes but make it fashion" I lost it!!!! 🤣Cuz, it's so true! V be stunting on these hoes and he don't care! Go Drea! I'm behind you 100%! Now, back to the video!
He really be killing us hahaa...like he leaves us for dead! haha
YOU ARE JUST AWESOME. THANK YOU!
You are an AMAZING angel, with a BEAUTIFUL soul and spirit. I applaud you for standing in your truth and encouraging others to do the same ❤👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽😇
Wow, thank you!!!
I've got PCOS too, so I understand the struggle. Thank you for posting this video and being so vulnerable, we all support you on your personal growth journey and BTS journey as well! Borahae! 💜
"Baby Armyism" or Armynism💜🥺
I think you are so creative that you have done this. I think that you are more in tuned with yourself than you think because as I listen to you, seem to know what your problems are and how and when it manifested. Recognizing that you want to do something about it is a big step and then you came up with this creative idea of making BTS commandment. Wow! I can relate to you so much as I’ve been doing almost the same for last two and half years since my husband passed away. Before he passed away I thought of myself as a strong person who was living a blessed life. I was so content and feeling good but that fell apart when he suddenly became ill and only had 7 months to live. He also suddenly lost all of his abilities to take care of himself becoming totally dependent. When he died I felt lost and purposeless. All I wanted was to crawl myself into cave which I did but taking care of my elderly mother. She’s still with me, thank God. BTS helped me in a way that no family or friends could do. What you have shared in your video is inspiring to me to make some changes in myself. I do need to lose weight and eat smarter. I can’t go to a gym or even take walks as my mother is frail and gets scare if I’m not with her at all times. I can start to clean my house like I use to do and I can be more emotionally available to my mother. Thank you Drea!
ty!!! xxoo💜💟💜
I'm so proud of your strength and positivity. You inspire me!! I"ve struggled with putting in the effort to building a better version of myself that I want to see but seriously its so inspiring to hear you organize this list that makes you feel strong everyday. BTS are just incredible people who keep us going and give us courage to grow. Also we got the same bias ahhhhh
I'm so glad I found your channel. I'm looking forward to seeing your journey while sharing love for BTS 💜
I love you girl, you are beautiful! And I love your commandments! What a great idea! I would love to work on myself this next year and be ready for their comeback with a comeback of my own!
You can do it!!!!!!
I love, Love, LOVE this! Thank you so much for sharing.
j-hope is my bias and I consider him the most courageous person I know of. He has so many fears but he doesn't let it stop him from embracing life in such a joyful and loving way, with no holds barred. Courage is not being fearless. It's knowing the fear and doing it anyway. He is my role model.
One thing I aspire to do is "Learn something new every day." and each night before sleep I review and I ask myself what I learned that day. It could be something academic, social, emotional, about myself, about the world, about a loved one, something I wanted to learn or something I learned by messing up. No matter what it is, I count it as a win, because I believe life is about the journey and about learning and growing every day that we are alive. It helps me to see and appreciate the lessons as they come.
I also do a dedication each new year to learning about and working through a practice for the year. I make my choice before the new year and do some research on my chosen word or phrase. I usually set some goals and milestones to hit for myself, get some books to read on the subject and start following a related blog or podcast, find or make checklists or compile ideas for actions to take, etc. I always learn a lot and usually carry away practices that I continue. I call it my "Year of Living" practice. Some previous years have been Year of Living Kindly (including kindness to myself,) Year of Living with Gratitude, Year of Living Courageously, Year of Living Healthily, Year of Living Spiritually, Year of Living Artistically, Year of Living Simply, and so on.
Borahae
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I absolutely love your video, so inspiring💜 I am nearly twice your age but I have learned so much from you today! Another side of the magic of BTS, Will come back to it, thank you so much for this, borahae 💜💜💜
I love this! I want to make my own list and strive to improve myself for when BTS comes together again. I've been lucky to have seen them live, but to be honest I wish I had been more physically fit then. I had so many anxieties and difficulties that I know if I had been fit I would have had an even more amazing time. So I want to be ready when the next opportunity comes!
Let’s do this together!!!💜💜💜
You can do it!
@@jessicawhitlock8294hey I think I've seen you before. Hiii Armyyyy 🪖👋🏽🫰🏽
Thank for this cause a lot of things you say I need to do it and being so open with us. Your amazing keep ur head up queen
This made me cry. I'm very proud of you for choosing you. A lot of what you said about being ragged on in high school and how that crap stays with you forever if you let it. And considering it's San Diego, where I am also from, your story mirrors mine to a T. So this really resonated with me. That they were the inspiration for you to take that initiative is beautiful to see.
I absolutely LOVED your tangibles in your Namjoon commandment.. I'm actually sobbing, because the rule "if you would not say it to another person's face - don't say it to yourself !" should be written in LAW in every country, in Everywhere. I have had times when I have not remembered that myself and I have friends who REALLY should start LIVING that. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Still I think your Namjoon and your Jin are kinda the same thing. Both are basic ARMY rule "Love Yourself!" But also I have a friend who would need more than 7 BTS member commandments of differently worded LOVE YOURSELF! With dozen or more tangibles in under every commandment to work on her selflove. Hearing her talk about herself out loud makes me tear up.. So I understand perfectly well that you have similar commandments. to help you to work better for you. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Also I would probably continue endlessly about how I think your positive's list should go.. Because of your face along you mentioned just your smile and your illegally gorgeous cheekbones, but not the incredibly beautiful shape of your eyes, your impeccable jawline and those stylish glasses!!! and With permission! your skincolor at least in my screen setting is abosultelyt perfect, radiant - and honestly, you know those kids teasing you in the past ? Are probably paying somebody to get that beautiful skin color that you have now! my profile picture hints to my skincolor so I know what a beautiful skin color is, because mine is near 'passed yesterday waxy' to 'is dying to dysentry in any minute', yeah not extremely fashionable shades these days.. ;D
Also I'm starting to share your video, because all of us should do these lists on make all of us love ourselves more! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
My Jin and Namjoon are very close, I agree.
But one is about teaching myself to be CONFIDENT while the other is teaching me to give myself GRACE.
My Jin is teaching me to compliment myself while my Namjoon is teaching me not to insult myself
Let’s go! Aloha
19:08 - I felt that. People are cruel.
I've been overweight since high school (used to be healthy about it, just muscled from all the sports I played)...after 5 kids, and a pretty sedentary lifestyle raising said 5, I shot up to 184 pounds. CoVid hit. The local roller rinks closed, of course. So, my youngest and I started street, trail, and tennis court skating...then moved onto park skating. It was the only thing we could do to get out of the house. We were out damn near every day from sun up to sun down, pausing to come in for a drink, to eat, etc...but I actually made a log book. There were days we skated over 16 hours. My body is...we'll say unique. Even my doctor can't explain it. When exercising, most people want to eat after to replenish everything lost. I'm the opposite. When I exercise, I'm not hungry. I know it wasn't healthy, but I went DAYS without eating. NOT because I was trying to lose weight or anything, just...we were out and moving so much, I just WASN'T hungry.
I'm also like you on the clothing. Shorts and a t-shirt. Maybe jeans in winter or leggings when it's chilly. I'm so used to my "old" weight, I still buy large/XL shirts.
I'm now 5'2" and only 109 pounds. I should be somewhere between 124-135 to be healthy. I am trying, and my apatite has been coming back - VERY slowly - over the last 2 years...but I was pretty much skin and bones for a little over a year, and I KNOW I looked horrible. Still do, honestly, but at least I am gaining a little bit back here and there.
All of that backstory, and I will now repeat...people are CRUEL!
Recently walking through the parking lot at the local grocery store - IN the crosswalk (which people are SUPPOSED to stop for, no less!) - some jackass thought it would be good to hang out his truck window and yell "Move your fat ass out of my way."
I seriously dead stopped, looking around for who he was talking to...
THEN I realized he meant ME.
I was in shorts and one of my classic t-shirts. I know the tees hide my true weight, but...seriously?
No matter what you do, SOMEONE is going to try to take you down a peg.
I am one of the fortunate ones. I learned early on to ignore them. I know that is SUPER difficult for many, though.
My biggest point, to all of this story, is - BE YOU! You WILL attract those who like you JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! We're all stronger as a group. A good support system (whether it's one "BFF" or 20 people you can talk to about anything), online or off, goes a LONG way in helping you ignore the haters...but with time, I hope each and every one of you reading this will get there.
(I hope that all made sense. Sorry this was so long.)
Don't apologize for the length, I enjoyed reading some of your story
You ARE goregeous!! I told you that in your first vid. Legit gorgeous! I feel you on the hand-me-down! My sister was 9 years older! I was wearing Brady Bunch clothes in the '80s!!! You got made fun of for being too dark? I got made fun of for being too pale. I get burned in 2 minutes in the sun & have skin cancer scars because I was told I needed color because I looked sick. Also have POS & wanting to get to 160 lbs!! I have struggled with negative self talk my whole life. I would actually say "I hate you" every time I looked in the mirror. BTS has been a miracle in my life. I have met so many amazing ARMY irl. ARMY support ARMY just as much as we support the guys. It is really a movement. I know that we are unlikely to meet but who knows? Maybe at the LA or LV shows we will meet in 2025 & you will meet a then 52 year old chick from Connecticut?
Yes!!! Let’s manifest meeting 💜💜💜💜
Hey Em. What's you IG again?
I'm Ready Yaay
Thank you for this 💜
Any time
Sorry bessshhh I been busy with ma life lolz... You are an amazing person... To just get in our faces, talk your talk, and not doubt what your doing... Baby ARMY are the cutest eva... Your commandments are valid girrrlll... But honestly, THIS is what our guys do for US, for all of ARMY... Your right, people can be crappy ASF, but you make the choice to let it affect you or not... We all have our stories, I know I have mine too... But carry on with your best life, and love it... Giirrrlllll I love your confidence to be YOU... 💯💜🥰
I quite litterally made this after watching yours (and writing them down). So I'm a fan of both BTS and TXT, which using fandom names makes me a MOARMY, because of that I used your same format for the BTS members and did it with TXT. I also wrote them in the official line-up order for my own OCD tendencies, I hope you like it. Also I wanted to thank you for being so open about your darker thoughts and how your facing your mental situation, it was really inspiring and just the right medicine for me at the moment.
TXT Commandments: 5 Rules of Life
Soobin: Love Comes to You
Don't chase the attention of people who don't it give it you
Yeonjun: Be Sincere & Grateful
Be genuine & grateful for everything & everyone in your life even when temporary
Beomgyu: Be Loud, Be You
Dance, scream, sing like no one is looking
(Be unapologetically yourself)
Taehyun: Be Curious & Brave
"See trying new things as a way to produce good results"
(Don’t be afraid of the unknown see it as an adventure)
Kai: Your Interests are Yours
When no one shares your interests keep them, people will come who do share them
I love this!!!! 💜💜💜
I just watched their “Our Lost Summer” doc on disney+ a few days ago, definitely want to check them out more!
@@emeralddrea awesome, if you decide to record you reaction I'll be sure to watch the video 😉. My personal recommendations are Sugar Rush Ride, Blue Hour, and 0X1=Lovesong
@@emeralddrea I love txt as well I hope u do record ur reactions if u watch them. 🥰💜
OMG girl...I feel you about depression! I didnt even realize thats what was going on! I saw the Dr for routine check up & she mentioned it. My house is a wreck! I was just getting by.. working full-time, single mom & trying to do it all. In reality i was saying "F" it all. I call it the "fuckits". Well im on a medication & taking iron too cuz im also anemic. Im on the way back to myself. Anyone have a magic wand?!
Girl u are amazing! I hope one day I can be like u but like myself that probably doesn't make sense. Lol. Alot of things u talked about I relate to. And I want to believe that if u can do it so can I. But I'm not u and in the this way I wish I was.
Baylee you already know! I am here 💜💜💜💜💜 you got this! WE got this
Yes, Some Folks Are Light Dimmers, and Thats a War we all have to Overcome those Odds and Opps. And Sistah girl, i love you so Much. I didnt know you went theough all this Depression ans Self Mental Agony. I too had my little meoments, but mostly its Moody and Sulky, not feeling Unattractive and such, i dis that years ago(elementary and middle 🏫) afterwards ive learned to Love myself and elevated since.
Also the Maass Majority of the Foods in the States, Approved by the FDA and all, are MEANT to Cuase us these problems. So Please Please Be Mindful that WHAT we EAT, the Energy and Ingredients of thoses foods goes into our Bloodstream and Essence. So we Need to Be Mindful of What were eating and How much of it.
Try to Avoid GMOs, and Most of the poisonous things they INTENTIONALLY place into the foods.
Ex. MsG., BHT, and more. So be WARE of that.
I thought V said he wanted to be remembered for his PASSION, not Fashion. But its been a while, maybe he did🤷
Jungkook said Passion and V said fashion, but when he initially said it, they were trying to decipher if he said passion or fashion 😂
The way I can't imagine you getting bullied cause you literally look like the pretty popular girl. Like a baddie both in looks and personality. So sorry you had to go through that shit, poor girl. This was a great video, so deep and inspiring! Great assessment on the guys and yourself.
I would love to hear if you do any covers of BTS songs, whether it's singing or piano (ppl do English covers of their Korean songs on YT). Check out the channel MDP for their great piano or orchestral covers of BTS songs, like their Fake Love orchestral cover is beautiful. There's also great playlists of instrumental covers of BTS songs, like "a dark classical romance mix but everything's by bts" by the channel hope for soul.
Definitely will check it out 💜
I “reinvented” myself in high school lol, but elementary and middle school were soooooo bad
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