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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ก.ย. 2024
- really don’t feel like writing a description. wake up oddly early this morning considering i didn’t go asleep until the AM. Was up taking free Berklee courses i found on some free online sight. sounds nerdy but i just like learning. i mean thats not ‘nerdy’ - we’re learning sht constantly whether its thru a class or just by living life and talking to people or watching TV or whatever. impossible not to learn. even if you just sit with yourself for a day you’ll probably learn something you never realized. that’s a positive way to think. even if you feel stagnant and stuck, you can and will always change your knowledge everyday. constantly growing and changing even if you feel like your in a groundhogs day or that you’ve already experienced all the change you’ll be getting in life. I still got a long way to go though. Hopefully !😁
#rant #ramble #yap #lonely #loneliness #fostercare #vlog #videodiary
Girl I don't know what I'm doing here but this is relatable content, you seem extremely smart and your discourse and philosophy are honestly inspiring,
wishing you all the best in this existence
Your comment about people enjoying 'simple life' made me think. I'm 19 and I've had a really chaotic life up until about the last two years and I feel like that's why I enjoy quiet and slow life now. Though, I don't really know either what I specifically like about not having big dreams or aspirations.
I hope you get nice things and glimpses of dreams come true, if nothing else. It was nice to listen to you ramble while doing the dishes. Thank you :)
you’re a genuinely good person, and i hope things get better for you in life going forward. good luck in college, college seems like more of place to find more friends and build good relationships considering everyone is there not because they have to be there but they want to be there to try to make their dream career become a reality. Pure passion. Listening to your videos are really therapeutic, i can relate to a lot of what you’re saying too. so thank you. sometimes i wish i had someone to vent to, being in high school sucks sometimes, it’s hard to find someone.
Girl i love your vibe and gratitude so much, you don't understand
I rlly hope you ll find friends and socialize irl cause you deserve it so badd and i feel like you can be fun and also have deep convos(personally prefer deep convos)
Also a question if its not too personal, what sort of hospitals were you in and why, like mental health or sth else?
thanks!!
before i went into foster care and when i didnt have anywhere to sleep I would spend a lot of time staying at hospitals for a place to stay, and also went a couple times for my weight
@@LiliMelt ah ok got it!!
Your voice is very pleasant to hear and you inspired me to share more about my life on TH-cam unscripted and in the moment. Thank you.
You know with artificial intelligence like recording everything that people go through for like their entire life I think we're going to have a lot more of those memoirs that you thought everybody should write for sure Like cuz AI is going to kind of know everything about everything that happens pretty much and would be able to give really good advice and anecdotes based on people's experiences maybe in the future and like with you know people's permission and stuff like that so it could happen so
You have good ideas. Keep it up!
Why are you in Foster Care, you look 18? Gotta be close? Look you will be fine. You are a pretty girl so you have the power to get a boyfriend & you can live your life. Now if you pick a Chad who screws you over & sends you in a pattern where you rinse & repeat & it makes you spin your wheels like all the other girls, yeah thatll be a problem.
But you will have the ability to date & go anywhere you want, you will be free to pursue whatever you want to so dont fret about this...
Edit: 16?!? Hmm jailbait is a problem. Guys at school would be taking a huge risk messing with you but some might.
As far as your financial aid question. Well you can spend it on whatever you want BUT you have to pay it back & it will accrue interest.
Also... i like your sweater. Swirl design. Its hot lol
Do you have a crush?
nah
I strongly advise you to find a good therapist to speak with. Whatever the cost. It will help