Hiii! - is my anxiety!! I never had this kind of response to anything I’ve ever posted on TH-cam, and I’m honestly overwhelmed. Thank you for your kindness and compassion in the comments. Thank you for subscribing. And thank you to those who were brave enough to share their experience. As I mentioned on my social media - I decided to fully share my experience in order to heal and let go of fear. I will be posting my song “Sober” on April 1st, and once I post the reactions to part 3 & 4 of DWTD (since you guys want it), I’ll be moving on from talking solely about my addiction. It will come up sometimes, as it is a part of my journey, but it’s not all that I am and I would never want anyone to assume they need to identify as one thing. We are all multi-faceted and I choose to embrace that rather than stick to one thing ( hence the chaos of this TH-cam channel lol). Have a wonderful Friday! Also, take 5 minutes to watch a duck video…. Trust me, it’ll make your day! - CB
They have to use a major artery which is usually either the femoral which is in your groin or the carotid which is in your neck in order to filter the blood the fastest.
I don’t know what do you think but this girl is so f**kin’ brave, intelligent, and strong. She’s been through it and she is being so authentic. Thank you, keep yourself safe!! The best reaction so far. And obviously that we want you to react the other 2 parts left.
I’m an Acute Care (ICU) Nurse Practitioner and what they were describing was hemodialysis (or filtration of toxins from the blood). It is performed only in severe overdose cases, or another example is we performed dialysis on a patient who ingested antifreeze. I know this was explained later in the video but she (clearly) was very very sick because, like I said, it’s rare to do emergency dialysis on an overdose patient. With multi-organ failure your kidneys and liver can’t filter out the toxins. There are only about 4 places we can put the tubes to perform this treatment (upper right chest, groin, neck, if long term dialysis patient we can use the upper arm). Hope this helps. And thank goodness she is still alive ❤️ And thank you for sharing your story.
I can't believe that A-hole dared to say that to you! I was already emotional watching your reaction to the documentary but when you said that I started crying
This is the first time I've seen your videos and i subscribed because you seem to be authentic and i can see myself in you when you speak. I am 10 years sober from alcohol and Demi Lovato is one of my all time favorite singers/people. I suffer with Anxiety and Depression and Seperation anxiety, and a few other things but I've learned a lot of empathy and compassion for what people go through bc of my traumas. Thank you for doing todays video. and I look forward to watching more of your content. Hang in there right now you have 100 subscribers and soon it will be 500 then 10thousand. I hope people can see your genuine character and the empathy you have for others... Take Care of yourself. You are going to help a lot of people with your platform!!!
This is really important but thanks for talking about this. And Angie in the comments is right about the major artery. It's exactly similar to how dialysis works--if your kidney stops working properly (which can happen as a long term effect of diabetes, old age, can be auto-immune disorders, but can also be damage sustained from drug use) and your kidney can't clean your blood anymore, you will die from that toxicity in your blood not being cleaned out. So they have to draw all the blood out, clean it through a machine, and then pump it back into you.
@@carsonbohdi i kinda caught that it's probably why when her stepdad Eddie listed the types of Doctors had to have from the top of his head, the immediate ones are a doctor for " her brain, her eyes, her kidneys." People who overdose, die of alcohol poisoning, or attempt suicide by ingesting toxic materials will have liver and kidney failure as a likely first outcome. So that's where Demi's multiple organ failure kicks in. Like the parts of her body tasked to clean toxic stuff from her blood isn't working anymore. :^( haha I guess consider yourself very fortunate that you don't have a reason to know these things, y'know?
@@Thoughtspresso yeah for sure. I'm very lucky that I got sober before anything like that occurred. I did face some health repercussions from my drinking, and I still deal w it today, but nothing that bad.
Watched Demi's interview yesterday, and she basically said to the interviewer across the table from her that she can only see his face from eyes upwards, the blind spot fuzzes out the bottom part of faces. :(
Episode 3 is the worst according to the people who already finished it. Apparently she’s going to open up about SA during her disney days. I hope everyone gets to mentally-prepare because it really is a hard one to watch. I love this reaction btw! I also love your honesty and bravery for being open about your struggles. You are so strong ♥️
thank you for doing this! i just wanna say ur really strong, everything will come full circle’! keep the fight and thank u so much also for sharing and teaching others who don’t know much about this topic🤍 sending good vibes ur way
It's ok! I've learned that, in that dynamic, no one was truly innocent, including myself. It's hard to look at things from objective viewpoint, but I found a lot of healing in doing so. sending love and ducks your way💜🦆
I can't begin to explain how awesome you are. My father has alcoholic tendencies, which have been amplified since the pandemic, and I'm still hopeful it won't ever get bad enough to warrant something life-changing. Thank you for being so open and honest. You genuinely rock.
Thank you for being so brave and honest in sharing your story, especially when you got really emotional. It hit me really hard. ❤️❤️ you are very courageous and strong being so open
I would like for you to make a reaction video to the other videos. Thank you for also telling your story. I am learning so much as someone who’s not an addict. I was also speechless when I first watched this
I am so sorry that someone verbally abused you like that, that sounds incredibly upsetting and you did not deserve that. I just want you to know how much you are loved, even by people who don’t know you ❤️
I’m an alcoholic a binge drinker I’m able to stop for certain amount of times the longest for 2 years then I just said screw it of course the guilt came the next day but I got my first mip when I was 19 I would spend so much money on alcohol I would steal money from my dad I would do anything to get alcohol I’ve been in 2 drunken driving accidents I’ve attempted suicide at least twice while drunk and countless other things it wasn’t until a couple of years ago until I said I can’t do it anymore not mentally but physically my body just couldn’t handle it anymore but of course I would still do it again and again when I knew exactly what would happen I mean I still think about it I think about doing it wanting to do it one of the hardest things that happened to me is that I lost a friend who I loved very much died from an accidental overdose on heroin months after coming out of rehab that messed me up I can’t even hear the word heroin without hurting or crying so I understand addiction very well and get very defensive when people look down on them they have no idea what it’s like I’m so glad you’re sober it’s not an easy thing to do but keep doing what you’re doing thank you for these great reaction videos💜
Thank you for sharing this, I know how hard that can be to do, and I'm sorry for your loss. It's so easy to feel bogged down by guilt, and also, relapse is part of recovery. As long as you get back on the right path for you that's all that matter. I hope you're OK now and sober in whichever way works for you 💜
Based off a spoiler I heard about I know it's not going to be like the redemption arc in her last doc - I moreso meant her growing and coming into her own power
Hiii! - is my anxiety!!
I never had this kind of response to anything I’ve ever posted on TH-cam, and I’m honestly overwhelmed. Thank you for your kindness and compassion in the comments. Thank you for subscribing. And thank you to those who were brave enough to share their experience.
As I mentioned on my social media - I decided to fully share my experience in order to heal and let go of fear. I will be posting my song “Sober” on April 1st, and once I post the reactions to part 3 & 4 of DWTD (since you guys want it), I’ll be moving on from talking solely about my addiction. It will come up sometimes, as it is a part of my journey, but it’s not all that I am and I would never want anyone to assume they need to identify as one thing. We are all multi-faceted and I choose to embrace that rather than stick to one thing ( hence the chaos of this TH-cam channel lol).
Have a wonderful Friday! Also, take 5 minutes to watch a duck video…. Trust me, it’ll make your day!
- CB
Good job and really looking forward to your next reactions!
Her team cared more about their reputation then her own life because they didn’t want anyone to call 911
She's so lucky her assistant actually called! She had minutes, just minutes left before she wouldn't have made it.
They have to use a major artery which is usually either the femoral which is in your groin or the carotid which is in your neck in order to filter the blood the fastest.
OHHHHH! I knew about the groin area having a large artery but I had no idea the neck had one too lol
Thank you for sharing your perspective and lived experience. It takes so much courage and strength to be so vulnerable. I see you.
Thank you Kelsey! I really appreciate it 💜🦆
I don’t know what do you think but this girl is so f**kin’ brave, intelligent, and strong. She’s been through it and she is being so authentic. Thank you, keep yourself safe!!
The best reaction so far. And obviously that we want you to react the other 2 parts left.
I’m an Acute Care (ICU) Nurse Practitioner and what they were describing was hemodialysis (or filtration of toxins from the blood). It is performed only in severe overdose cases, or another example is we performed dialysis on a patient who ingested antifreeze. I know this was explained later in the video but she (clearly) was very very sick because, like I said, it’s rare to do emergency dialysis on an overdose patient. With multi-organ failure your kidneys and liver can’t filter out the toxins. There are only about 4 places we can put the tubes to perform this treatment (upper right chest, groin, neck, if long term dialysis patient we can use the upper arm). Hope this helps. And thank goodness she is still alive ❤️ And thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for the full explanation 💜 and thank you for all the work you do, especially during these times 🦆💜
Loving an addict is the most difficult thing i’ve done in my life. love hearing you’re thoughts and giving me new perspective.
I can't imagine the hardships that you guys had to go thru. I'm glad you're at the stage that you can watch this and share YOUR OWN STORY. 💜💙💚💛🧡❤️
thank you
I can't believe that A-hole dared to say that to you! I was already emotional watching your reaction to the documentary but when you said that I started crying
oh no *throws tissues* don't cry!!
seriously though, thank you. I really appreciate the support💜🦆
Demi is so strong and inspirational❤️ Thank you for your courage for reacting to this video!
This is the first time I've seen your videos and i subscribed because you seem to be authentic and i can see myself in you when you speak. I am 10 years sober from alcohol and Demi Lovato is one of my all time favorite singers/people. I suffer with Anxiety and Depression and Seperation anxiety, and a few other things but I've learned a lot of empathy and compassion for what people go through bc of my traumas. Thank you for doing todays video. and I look forward to watching more of your content. Hang in there right now you have 100 subscribers and soon it will be 500 then 10thousand. I hope people can see your genuine character and the empathy you have for others... Take Care of yourself. You are going to help a lot of people with your platform!!!
Your super strong for making this, so proud of you girl
This is really important but thanks for talking about this. And Angie in the comments is right about the major artery. It's exactly similar to how dialysis works--if your kidney stops working properly (which can happen as a long term effect of diabetes, old age, can be auto-immune disorders, but can also be damage sustained from drug use) and your kidney can't clean your blood anymore, you will die from that toxicity in your blood not being cleaned out. So they have to draw all the blood out, clean it through a machine, and then pump it back into you.
thank you for further explaining it to me! I'm still shook by that ngl :P
@@carsonbohdi i kinda caught that it's probably why when her stepdad Eddie listed the types of Doctors had to have from the top of his head, the immediate ones are a doctor for " her brain, her eyes, her kidneys." People who overdose, die of alcohol poisoning, or attempt suicide by ingesting toxic materials will have liver and kidney failure as a likely first outcome. So that's where Demi's multiple organ failure kicks in. Like the parts of her body tasked to clean toxic stuff from her blood isn't working anymore. :^( haha I guess consider yourself very fortunate that you don't have a reason to know these things, y'know?
@@Thoughtspresso yeah for sure. I'm very lucky that I got sober before anything like that occurred. I did face some health repercussions from my drinking, and I still deal w it today, but nothing that bad.
I’m so proud of you for sharing your story! It will save so many lives.
Watched Demi's interview yesterday, and she basically said to the interviewer across the table from her that she can only see his face from eyes upwards, the blind spot fuzzes out the bottom part of faces. :(
Episode 3 is the worst according to the people who already finished it. Apparently she’s going to open up about SA during her disney days. I hope everyone gets to mentally-prepare because it really is a hard one to watch. I love this reaction btw! I also love your honesty and bravery for being open about your struggles. You are so strong ♥️
I heard about that already - and I have things to say about it! But I'll save those things for the reaction video 💜🦆
who would have already seen it and actually talked about it?
@@maddietalks6814 it was a headliner for a film festival and they showed the full documentary.
@@dianastillwell3456 ah okay. thanks
I found your channel while I was watching the documentary. It was recommended.
Thank you for sharing this, you are loved!
thank you for doing this! i just wanna say ur really strong, everything will come full circle’! keep the fight and thank u so much also for sharing and teaching others who don’t know much about this topic🤍 sending good vibes ur way
thank you! sending good vibes and ducks back 💜🦆
Im so sorry that you had all this horrible people on your life, you deserve and you will have better!
It's ok! I've learned that, in that dynamic, no one was truly innocent, including myself. It's hard to look at things from objective viewpoint, but I found a lot of healing in doing so. sending love and ducks your way💜🦆
I can't begin to explain how awesome you are. My father has alcoholic tendencies, which have been amplified since the pandemic, and I'm still hopeful it won't ever get bad enough to warrant something life-changing. Thank you for being so open and honest. You genuinely rock.
You deserve love, you deserve kindness! I really felt proud of you in those videos ❤️
Thank you for being so brave and honest in sharing your story, especially when you got really emotional. It hit me really hard. ❤️❤️ you are very courageous and strong being so open
Thank you for being so vulnerable 💗
I would like for you to make a reaction video to the other videos. Thank you for also telling your story. I am learning so much as someone who’s not an addict. I was also speechless when I first watched this
Thank you for sharing your perspective based on your experience! 🙌
pls react to episodes 3 and 4 too and i have to say yours was the best reaction video on this doc.
wow thank you! I will for sure react to parts 3 and 4!
I am so sorry that someone verbally abused you like that, that sounds incredibly upsetting and you did not deserve that. I just want you to know how much you are loved, even by people who don’t know you ❤️
Thank you so much 💜🦆
Sending you all the love from France
I AM PROUD 🥲 OF YOU AND THIS CHANNEL!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU! I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO
plsss react to ep 3 and 4 when it's out... you're so strong
ok :)
I’m an alcoholic a binge drinker I’m able to stop for certain amount of times the longest for 2 years then I just said screw it of course the guilt came the next day but I got my first mip when I was 19 I would spend so much money on alcohol I would steal money from my dad I would do anything to get alcohol I’ve been in 2 drunken driving accidents I’ve attempted suicide at least twice while drunk and countless other things it wasn’t until a couple of years ago until I said I can’t do it anymore not mentally but physically my body just couldn’t handle it anymore but of course I would still do it again and again when I knew exactly what would happen I mean I still think about it I think about doing it wanting to do it one of the hardest things that happened to me is that I lost a friend who I loved very much died from an accidental overdose on heroin months after coming out of rehab that messed me up I can’t even hear the word heroin without hurting or crying so I understand addiction very well and get very defensive when people look down on them they have no idea what it’s like I’m so glad you’re sober it’s not an easy thing to do but keep doing what you’re doing thank you for these great reaction videos💜
Thank you for sharing this, I know how hard that can be to do, and I'm sorry for your loss. It's so easy to feel bogged down by guilt, and also, relapse is part of recovery. As long as you get back on the right path for you that's all that matter. I hope you're OK now and sober in whichever way works for you 💜
@@carsonbohdi Thank you so much! I hope you’re doing well!💕
Can you please react to Bluezone song called Jackie
Please
it’s not gonna be redemption arc, i don’t think so, life is much more complicated and i believe they gonna reflect it
Based off a spoiler I heard about I know it's not going to be like the redemption arc in her last doc - I moreso meant her growing and coming into her own power
Yes react to parts 3&4 !!!
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omg I think I'm in love with you
are you sure you're not confusing me with the duck? :P
You late asfff
Late? to uploading the video? I had to edit it 🤣💜
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