All the sins I ever made It never made better I’m cold world Sinning in designer sweaters Singing bout a life The opposite of heaven This Christian Rap I’m talking what I’m thinking I say how it is Never really miss Often I miss memories As a little kid When time was a little different I think was it me How I was thinking I was innocent Running on the block Hella smiles And adrenaline And friends We’re really friends There weren’t hate and jealousy And I was in church Nearly every week Never miss a church day Mumma wouldn’t let that be Never seen earth quake But I’m tsunami This waves pain Kinda lost Like who are we I miss my family fr Like GOD I know hearing me But why you have to let that be You see fear in me I don’t know why that you let be Who am I to question you Man it hurts to think They will kill me if I’m real So it hurts to live And im free But my freedom Ain’t just for me Till my mother ain’t working I cannot be free Or be at peace I know you say that I ain’t you And I don’t control things But why I feel like It’s me That’s has to go do this It’s like a message I can’t erase Or re write this They hated on me Looking at me strange Take the piss But I can’t judge Because you I ain’t you That’s how it is
This gets hard as it goes
All the sins I ever made
It never made better
I’m cold world
Sinning in designer sweaters
Singing bout a life
The opposite of heaven
This Christian
Rap
I’m talking what I’m thinking
I say how it is
Never really miss
Often I miss memories
As a little kid
When time was a little different
I think was it me
How I was thinking
I was innocent
Running on the block
Hella smiles
And adrenaline
And friends
We’re really friends
There weren’t hate and jealousy
And I was in church
Nearly every week
Never miss a church day
Mumma wouldn’t let that be
Never seen earth quake
But I’m tsunami
This waves pain
Kinda lost
Like who are we
I miss my family fr
Like GOD
I know hearing me
But why you have to let that be
You see fear in me
I don’t know why that you let be
Who am I to question you
Man it hurts to think
They will kill me if I’m real
So it hurts to live
And im free
But my freedom
Ain’t just for me
Till my mother ain’t working
I cannot be free
Or be at peace
I know you say that I ain’t you
And I don’t control things
But why I feel like
It’s me
That’s has to go do this
It’s like a message
I can’t erase
Or re write this
They hated on me
Looking at me strange
Take the piss
But I can’t judge
Because you I ain’t you
That’s how it is