I’ve been coming to terms with the version of self that’s dead and dying for a few months now. Taking my time with the grieving process.. but Last weeks live stream was my snapshot. It was a hard look but further greased the wheels of this transformation train i’ve been on. I felt humiliated and ashamed, but also deeply loved and rallied behind. Not because of what I had done but because of what I had excused and allowed to be done toward me, in an effort to vicariously forgive the shadow we share through this dynamic. I’m seeing how that isn’t really the way. There really aren’t enough words in the english language for me to describe how grateful I am for you Jess. It’s been a difficult time but I see now how, in this one person are the traits, motivations, perspectives, and excuses that I have been working myself up to, to say goodbye to, in order to continue my work down this path. You just don’t realize how difficult that really is until it comes in a package you want to know and to hold…I recognized the dying self in him, didn’t hesitate to nurse it and heal it through one another…when the best thing for it, him, and me is to let it die. I put in boundaries and let him know i’m stepping away on Sunday but i’m still struggling with this for the moment. Like you said, I know that there is more for me beyond this moment and this crossroads but where I stand is crazy uncomfortable. I just know i don’t want to postpone this death date another day, cycle, or lifetime. I think We make excuses for the people and things we want to also make excuses for us. I don’t want to be excused unjustly, I want and appreciate the way Life is probing me to accept the higher standard that it’s holding me to and how one of the ways that’s happening is through you. I just pray God grant me more strength and courage and a willingness to be a normal fish in a big ocean…to not only being at peace with that but releasing the exaggerated need to feel separate, better than, or out of place in order to recognize that I have one.
10:52 "This is the person who likes to play the big man or big woman. They liked being looked at with admiration. Who doesn't?" And I'm here like, I don't lol?? I wanna be in my soft era where I don't gots to be responsible for a single damn thing, is that too much to ask?!?👀😜In that High-vibrational soulmate energy ammirite?? 😝😇 But in all seriousness I'm glad this message found me as I was very confused for my divine counterpart as of what he's going thru. He recently added in his tagline on socials "Bon Voyage" whereas before it was just "Ignorance is bliss", and I've been wondering since then. I'm so so glad this seems to coincide with his journey, from everything I heard from the ethers. I wish him well embarking on this brand new, soulful journey (and I'm very glad to learn this doesn't mean a journey without me🤭) I shall patiently wait for his return, my King✨
This experience was the first time in my life that I had the opportunity to observe someone engage in this type of monumental crossroads in real-time. It felt surreal to witness how quickly things spiraled into chaos & destruction for him. I would say that I was completely baffled at how suddenly he viewed me as an enemy, but God showed up for me bigger than I had ever imagined & revealed the whole truth. Jess, thank you for continuing to assist my human brain process this experience. I am forever grateful for you, your heart, your wisdom, your courage, your hard work, & your truth❤️
Give praises to God and yourself! Only that will uplift your spirit. It's a hidden shortcut to only give praise to where it belongs, otherwise you give your power away. It's God that is assisting us inside of us, if we recognise this and don't put others on a pedestal. Although it sounds nice to give others praise, you don't see that it is your spirit that leads you to the infirmation you needed. You innerself is waiting for your own praise. Praise God and yourself. 🙏❤️👊🏻
@@IAMinfiniteandfree. I think you may have misunderstood my comment as I made no mention of placing another individual above or below me. I will continue expressing gratitude freely to those for whom I am grateful.
I had a crown charka activation last night and saw past my ego last night . It was crazy. My cat was scared of me because the energy I was channeling but my kitten Luna lay on me as I went through my ego death laying in bed. The karmic connections that rule my life right now I have to leave to upgrade to this path. I see it so clearly
This saddens me. Maybe it would be better if he just stayed where he is. It might be too difficult to not have his brotherhood of friends are where's he's comfortable. Making a move 3,000 miles from all that you've known for 70 years and away from your religious community would be too much to ask and I wouldn't want to move back to where he lives. I left there well over 40 years ago. Maybe I'd be best without him and better on my own. I don't need another sneaky man in my life. 21 years was more than enough.
😅 Of this is any of the men I have met... he's going to fail and more power to him. I am just over here praying that God continues to protect me from these low vibrational men... though I honestly would not mind being a part of a happy and productive family.
Hello everyone and Jess ❤❤❤
I’ve been coming to terms with the version of self that’s dead and dying for a few months now. Taking my time with the grieving process.. but Last weeks live stream was my snapshot. It was a hard look but further greased the wheels of this transformation train i’ve been on.
I felt humiliated and ashamed, but also deeply loved and rallied behind. Not because of what I had done but because of what I had excused and allowed to be done toward me, in an effort to vicariously forgive the shadow we share through this dynamic. I’m seeing how that isn’t really the way.
There really aren’t enough words in the english language for me to describe how grateful I am for you Jess. It’s been a difficult time but I see now how, in this one person are the traits, motivations, perspectives, and excuses that I have been working myself up to, to say goodbye to, in order to continue my work down this path. You just don’t realize how difficult that really is until it comes in a package you want to know and to hold…I recognized the dying self in him, didn’t hesitate to nurse it and heal it through one another…when the best thing for it, him, and me is to let it die. I put in boundaries and let him know i’m stepping away on Sunday but i’m still struggling with this for the moment. Like you said, I know that there is more for me beyond this moment and this crossroads but where I stand is crazy uncomfortable.
I just know i don’t want to postpone this death date another day, cycle, or lifetime. I think We make excuses for the people and things we want to also make excuses for us. I don’t want to be excused unjustly, I want and appreciate the way Life is probing me to accept the higher standard that it’s holding me to and how one of the ways that’s happening is through you.
I just pray God grant me more strength and courage and a willingness to be a normal fish in a big ocean…to not only being at peace with that but releasing the exaggerated need to feel separate, better than, or out of place in order to recognize that I have one.
10:52 "This is the person who likes to play the big man or big woman. They liked being looked at with admiration. Who doesn't?" And I'm here like, I don't lol?? I wanna be in my soft era where I don't gots to be responsible for a single damn thing, is that too much to ask?!?👀😜In that High-vibrational soulmate energy ammirite?? 😝😇 But in all seriousness I'm glad this message found me as I was very confused for my divine counterpart as of what he's going thru. He recently added in his tagline on socials "Bon Voyage" whereas before it was just "Ignorance is bliss", and I've been wondering since then. I'm so so glad this seems to coincide with his journey, from everything I heard from the ethers. I wish him well embarking on this brand new, soulful journey (and I'm very glad to learn this doesn't mean a journey without me🤭)
I shall patiently wait for his return, my King✨
Climbing my way out of The Underworld after a series of unfortunate events and feeling like maybe its all connected 🙆🏻♀️
It is. You'll survive... cross my heart.
@@theworldaccordingtoheather7071 😭🙏🤍
Resonates!! Praying…❤
I've been in and out of that place so frequently like it's my midway house lmao
@@bennyton2560 lol! I'm going to call you Persephone!
This experience was the first time in my life that I had the opportunity to observe someone engage in this type of monumental crossroads in real-time. It felt surreal to witness how quickly things spiraled into chaos & destruction for him. I would say that I was completely baffled at how suddenly he viewed me as an enemy, but God showed up for me bigger than I had ever imagined & revealed the whole truth.
Jess, thank you for continuing to assist my human brain process this experience. I am forever grateful for you, your heart, your wisdom, your courage, your hard work, & your truth❤️
Give praises to God and yourself! Only that will uplift your spirit. It's a hidden shortcut to only give praise to where it belongs, otherwise you give your power away. It's God that is assisting us inside of us, if we recognise this and don't put others on a pedestal. Although it sounds nice to give others praise, you don't see that it is your spirit that leads you to the infirmation you needed. You innerself is waiting for your own praise. Praise God and yourself. 🙏❤️👊🏻
@@IAMinfiniteandfree. I think you may have misunderstood my comment as I made no mention of placing another individual above or below me. I will continue expressing gratitude freely to those for whom I am grateful.
This has been a question I’ve been posing to the Universe. I’ve been confused about things.
I had a crown charka activation last night and saw past my ego last night . It was crazy. My cat was scared of me because the energy I was channeling but my kitten Luna lay on me as I went through my ego death laying in bed. The karmic connections that rule my life right now I have to leave to upgrade to this path. I see it so clearly
you are so right on the mark every time i listen oml..
God bless you jess❤
This saddens me. Maybe it would be better if he just stayed where he is. It might be too difficult to not have his brotherhood of friends are where's he's comfortable. Making a move 3,000 miles from all that you've known for 70 years and away from your religious community would be too much to ask and I wouldn't want to move back to where he lives. I left there well over 40 years ago. Maybe I'd be best without him and better on my own. I don't need another sneaky man in my life. 21 years was more than enough.
Jess ❤❤❤❤ thank you
You’re so welcome! 💗🤗🩷
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😅 Of this is any of the men I have met... he's going to fail and more power to him. I am just over here praying that God continues to protect me from these low vibrational men... though I honestly would not mind being a part of a happy and productive family.
Thank you! Could explain a lot.... ❤
Glad it was helpful! 🤗
@@jesspucketttarot 🥰
Thank youuuu ❤❤❤
Jess I didn't get the last part. It's to block this high vibrational soulmate?
Legit at the crossroads right now I feel like it’s being mirrored but have no clue just my intuition
What does schmeduel mean
That is a code word for 'sex'...which the TH-cam doesn't allow the presenters to use...
Sexual
10:10❤ 3-2-1 this Karmic cycle is done
Ok, this one is scary accurate! My soulmate and I are currently planning our future together. We both have, let’s say lower vibe ex’s
What about twin flames?
Lol this me. 😭
Wow thank u❤
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for the privileged, equality is oppression. @Jess
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