i like that you pointed out not doing it for the aesthetic, personally this song really connects to me as a lesbian who was indoctrinated for as long as i can remember and taught to deny myself of who i am and live in the eyes of men, trying everything i could to prove to myself that i could be straight, being pressured in socially acceptable ways like “you can’t just make a guy stop” didnt help either because im a passive person i craved male validation and i only could tolerate intimacy with a man when i was imagining myself through his eyes i suppose is a way to put it, that still didnt make me feel comfortable, i just felt like it was something that came of it that gave the me an illusion of something good that came of it i felt like having sex with a man was like instant validation but at the same time it felt so unnatural, so basicaly it reminds me of comphet idk if im just self projecting, but in my opinion this song is so much more than an aesthetic, it is so powerful to me i try not to over listen though like you said because that doesnt help then im just dwelling on it all when i could move forward and do my best in life it’s still okay to resonate with it sometimes though because sometimes i dont have all the words and this validates me and makes me feel less isolated
Just when I thought this song couldn't get more haunting ❤️
i like that you pointed out not doing it for the aesthetic, personally this song really connects to me as a lesbian who was indoctrinated for as long as i can remember and taught to deny myself of who i am and live in the eyes of men, trying everything i could to prove to myself that i could be straight, being pressured in socially acceptable ways like “you can’t just make a guy stop” didnt help either because im a passive person
i craved male validation and i only could tolerate intimacy with a man when i was imagining myself through his eyes i suppose is a way to put it, that still didnt make me feel comfortable, i just felt like it was something that came of it that gave the me an illusion of something good that came of it
i felt like having sex with a man was like instant validation but at the same time it felt so unnatural, so basicaly it reminds me of comphet
idk if im just self projecting, but in my opinion this song is so much more than an aesthetic, it is so powerful to me
i try not to over listen though like you said because that doesnt help then im just dwelling on it all when i could move forward and do my best in life
it’s still okay to resonate with it sometimes though because sometimes i dont have all the words and this validates me and makes me feel less isolated