a weekend in Boston & little mental health check in/ how I've been feeling
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 6 ต.ค. 2024
- hi guys! in this vlog I show you a PR haul & some things I've ordered over the past few.. I also get into a little mental health talk and tell you how i've been feeling the past few weeks just so you are all in the loop and hopefully it can explain why i've been a little in consist & late to posting some vlogs but im starting to get back into the loop of things I hope you guys understand! I love you xoxox
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It's so common for people our age to feel lonely. There's so much pressure to be talking to someone/hu/or dating, and its really hard when you're not interested in hook ups to go home at the end of the day alone, when you crave that deep emotional intimacy with someone. I completely related to your feelings of loneliness, and just know that it isn't just you who feels this way. You could have all of the friends in the world, and if they are spending time with their partners and you don't have that connection it can feel very lonely. I love your vlogs Emma, thanks for being so open with us :)
I loved how you talked about your mental health in this video. I think a lot of people online tend to forget that influencers and TH-camrs are also humans as well, who also have emotions and go through shit to. Talking about mental health is so important and it can really help so many people especially those who might be feeling extremely lost and don’t know what to do anymore.
Emma
girl this is EXACTLY how I’ve been feeling for the past year & nobody understands it. it’s so nice hearing someone else say it & know they feel the same way. love you pretty❤
Hi love I know it’s hard and weird but, I’m proud of you for posting you crying and opening up about how you’re feeling in your life- you’re connecting with people who may feel the same way as you and at the end of the day, we all really need connection. & I’m so glad the walk made you feel better!
I can’t with the “eeee” noise seriously
Sry girl
i am thinking of you dont settle for anyone just enjoy being single but yes sometimes i feel lonely too but for real id rather be alone than with someone i dont feel like i am meant to be with!
A suggestion with the couch set up: Why dont you switch the lay out to and switch it so that the two corner pieces are up against the wall. Then the section that has no arm rests extends out? I think it'll look good!
I've been feeling the same way over my emotions and I honestly don't think it has anything to do with location. I feel whenever I move locations or things just start going different in my life, I get sad but usually I always get comfortable enough and I think that's what's happening with you.
I’m glad you talked about mental health
Advice, don't walk around with ear buds in, make sure you can hear any traffic or something unexpected!
Sounds like California is where your heart is ❤️ don’t ignore that ❤️❤️❤️
I bet you're happier in LA because a lot more people there do what you do. Correct me if I'm wrong but your friends in Boston are the ones you grew up with and have "regular" jobs during the day, while your LA friends work similarly to you, so you can probably hang out more.
Hey girl I completely get how you’re feeling because I’ve been feeling the exact same way but it’s so hard to explain it sometimes. I go to school in alabama and I’m from Southern California and I miss home so much. I love my life here and I live alone too and absolutely love my alone time but I also have been feeling so lonely. I miss my family and friends at home, I miss the weather and the beach it’s really hard but it makes me feel better I’m not alone going through this and it’s normal to feel like this. You will get through it and I can tell your heart is really in california but you also love your life in Boston too. It’s tough right now but I think we will get through it. Love you girlie💗
I’m glad the walk made you feel better. Any form of exercise is very good for your mental health. 🌸 Make sure you do something everyday to make yourself feel happy, even the little things count.
Are the “eek” noises nervous tics/Tourette’s?
😂😂😂 I actually wonder if she has Tourette’s
And the eyes 😳
@@gia8365 in the nicest way, I see her have many tics in her videos. From the repetition of words, the shrieking to the point of not realizing how annoying it is, the clicking her tongue off the roof of her mouth, etc. May be all things she has dealt with her whole life and that’s ok!
God, she already tries to hard to be perfect, don't put her down. she's perfect the way she is. too much into looks and doesn't realize it what's inside that matters.
HER VIDEOS ARE SO AMAZING omg
It’s hard to leave your natural habitat, the beach. I’m on the same vibe with Malibu ; it just feels like home. I love the east coast but there’s nothing like cruising PCH with the top down ; it just feels effortless, like that’s what you/I were destined to do.
It does get lonely but you that’s because you are one in a million. Go to LA for a bit and nourish your soul, come back happier, reenergized and eager for life again. 💙
Hey Emma, you should definitely move back to California if that was where you were happiest. Life is too short to not be happy. You can easily visit family and friends in Boston during holidays or anytime you want! You're in a blessed position where you can hop on a plane and visit them at any time. Hope you move back there soon! :)
Ive felt the exact same having grown up in nyc- i go through waves loving certain aspects/feeling good about my decision to stay in my home city but also longing to live elsewhere and think about how different my life would be. i feel like that will happen no matter where you are living, you have to remember happiness is a mindset not a place (easier said than done) but also it's easier to feel sad in the place youve spent the most time/are the most used to. but you're deff not alone in feeling like that and when youre in that phase it can be really hard to explain/see the positive
Hey Emma, loved the long vlog. I love all of them anyways, now all I have to do is watch the previous vlogs that I missed. Same with Maggie. I would give you advice, but I'm horrible at it. Too many unknown variables. Take care of yourself. Love ya.
definitely have to get some of those earrings, loved the haul! 💕
This is exactly how I've been feeling lately too. love you girl
Girl your nails are ALWAYS bomb. Love them
I feel you 100%, I felt the same way when I lived in Cali and its been hard for me to get back to a routine that I lik.. Its normal and I am just holding on because I know its a matter or time til' I find new habits and routines that make me feel good.
Thank you so much for being so open and vulnerable. I know it’s not easy 🫶🏻🫶🏻
I feel you babe. But for me it’s the other way around i’m in a relationship but feel lonely idk what’s in the air but I’ve seen so many people feeling like this including myself. Sending you lots of love and hoping your able to find something that can help keep you going even if it feels so lonely out here love you!🥺🤍
💕💕💕💕 Sending love, I hope you always listen to your intuition and do what makes you feel the absolute best because life is short
loved the mental health talk! thank you for talking abt it! love ur vids ❤❤
I personally like the the revolve hauls, I love revolve and even if I don’t buy those exact pieces because they’re pricey it gives me such good inspo 🥲
i’m actually obsessed w you and you’re the cutest human ever. your vlogs get me through my day🫶🏼
I have the same platform for my bed.
IKEA sells these “vessla” storage bins that fit PERFECTLY. . And then I also got a few of those long/flat rubber maid brad storage bins under there stacked up. I also have a king so I’m able to fit a lot. But they’ll fit under yours too!
I’ve been obsessed with those almond milk lattes from Whole Foods too sooo good!
Loved every single of these 44 minutes 💙
just having coffee right now while watching this and love this vlog emma
What an “on fire” personality!
girl why r u screeching mid vlog
A 45 min long vid yessss emmaa
It’s okay Emma, it will get better ❤ !! If you decide you don’t want to stay in Boston then that is okay too!! Do whatever you want and try things out, it’ll all work itself out!! 🤗
I think a gold/glass bar cart would look really cute in that spot in the living room, but if the alcy works fine in the cabinet then I wouldn't worry about getting one :)
EMMA girl I love all of your vlogs I hope you do another fashion haul god bless you girl
Emma, thanks for sharing
Omg I had this exact same thing happen when I used the hydro grip and the hourglass foundation!!! I’m glad I’m not the only one
The leather corset outfit was a big slay 🔥 Love how open you are, it reminds me to do this more on my channel 💕
Emmma! I think you should put the trash can by that little area end off the island by the plug and then put the bar cart where the trash can was!?!! Maybe that’ll look good!?❤
I know exactly what you mean I’m from Boston myself and I moved to California and Hawaii and i was always so happy out there And once I moved back i felt like you
Good morning Emma happy Tuesday morning and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
One surefire way to find peace and joy is to help others. Have you considered volunteering somewhere? It is in giving that we receive. Wishing you well. 🕊
You should decorate your apartment! Add some color. It would be cute!!
You’re not alone Emma!
Emma. I’m praying that you are uplifted and your mood improves. Sometime meditation and prayer can help. I have anxiety and therapy can help. There are times when just talking about our frustrations, fears, and uneasiness regarding where our life journey is at a certain points can help. Your therapist can also provide an alternative pov that can ease your anxiety too. If you already mediate, try the mindful app where there are guided exercises to help you relieve stress and re-focus on the present moment. Love your vlogs and Personality. Maybe uploading to discuss your feelings will help you also.
Omg I saw Post Malone at Outside Lands this year and he was SO GOOD
Yes put the dresser to the side of the bed and mirror on top. Move the bed over some.
45 minutes? Emma the Movie ❤
I feel ur pain when u were getting ready 😅 it came out so good tho… ✋🏼
I love that blue hoodie. Try to focus on all the positive things you have in your life. It is refreshing to see the 'real' Emma and to be honest about how you are feeling.
What happened to all of the furniture you had from your last Boston apartment?
loved this vlog!!
The air wrap worked amazing for me when I had extensions for curls and blow out. It stayed curled for 4+ days. Now that my extensions are out my curls still don’t hold at all lol
I feel like u should try rotating the coach so that the L part is longer closer to the island. I think there would be enough space between the stools and couch, the way u currently have it u can tell the long part thats covering the window has a end thats suppose to go against the wall.
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Ugh okay I loooove Caymus but giiiirl caymus is insanely expensive!!! Could you recommend a more affordable red wine you love also??
Justin! Very very similar to Caymus.
I’d highly HIGHLY recommend getting some crystal lamps for your place and would absolutely recommend them for anyone living alone for some of those feelings that may pop up. Definitely rose quartz, amethyst and clear quartz lamps are a must and bring such a higher vibration to any living space. That and a negative ion / grounding generator. BELIEVE ME, these are all incredible game changers in elevating the energy of your space and really helping your mood and overall feel. 🌹 💡 🧘🏼♀️ ☮️💟🙏👍🏼
Emma, you should honestly reach out to Hannah Meloche and live in Hawaii for a little bit! You love the sun so I think it would suit you so well
The good moments pass enjoy them, the bad moments suport them they'll also pass, ur strong girl, just be wise, when we feel empety its easy to we to try fullfill the void in bad ways, pray tell ur issues to God he'll provide u what u need,(maybe not u wuant) but always what u need, pain is part of live, but ask Jesus for peace He'll provide u
Amen, That was beautifully said and so true. God bless you✝️🛐🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️🕊🥰!
where's your duvet / duvet cover from babe? also, really resonated with the bit about you creating higher standards for yourself, I really struggle with that too 😩
what if you did bar shelves like above your garbage so it doesn’t take up any space but it’s still on display!
Emma, can you link your green and white fuzzy jacket from Aritzia please and thank you :)
Truth Is: You Don’t Need Makeup. Sweetheart Your The All Natural Girl. I’ve Never Seen A Natural Beauty As Yours Sweetheart.🥰
r u taking vitamin d bc that cld be a big factor like the sunshine in cali vs cold in boston
Would you ever consider moving back to California? Or do you think you will adjust to Boston again. Luv u girl do whats best for you.
could you link the blue light glasses?! great video
u look beautiful btw❤ even when u think u dont
maybe it isn't a first world problem but that doesn't mean its not important or relevant, its okay we all have those days
Who were your friends that went with you at the concert?
Random question: what happened to all the furniture from your old apartment? You had such beautiful pieces and decor but im confused to why you're buying everything all over again? If you're going to keep moving every few months I dont think you should buy that platform you talked about..
Where is your blue NY/LA sweatshirt from plz?
The sun helps with depression, and maybe it was so sunny in California that was helping your mood
what shade do u use in the hourglass foundation
Sand
so, so, so cute
where are the jeans that shes wearing from in beginning?
Hey, Emma, Hope you had a great day, and that Wine does seem like a great idea right now, even for me. 👀🍷 - Samora
Could I know where your living room rug is from? ❤
I’m confused and please help me…brunch at 1pm? 👀
Could you record this makeup look tutorial please ?
Where did you get that notes dame sweatshirt so cute
emma i swearrrrrr we will be always be there for u and accept u as u are, posting a vid with u being vulnerable on camera took alot of guts and i appreciate it sm like u dontt even knowww !! I love you so much and have watched every single vlog u posted since 2016 i adore u and look up to you as a 17yr old girl and plz plz if u just need someone to talk to i feel more than comfortable giving u my number and we can talk whenever u want because i truly look up to u and hope to achieve ur lifestyle once i graduate so i dont like seeing u like this bbg loveeeuuuu so muchhh and hope u get over this bad day and continue being the beautiful person u are (u have no idea how much i want to hug u rn) 🤍🤍🤍
Can I tell u what’s going on with u? Lmao, I’m going to school to be a therapist & I just analyzed everything you just said during your little talk❤ so your in a new environment right now, your still IN BOSTON but like you have a new apartment & everything and a lot of the times when we are in new environments it creates anxiety. I know your anxious because you said your head was spiraling. You felt off the rest of the day because that is the SYMPTOMS of depression because your head is spiraling which is the anxiety. You don’t have depression lol you had the SYMPTOM of depression. Now let me explain, people with depression get so depressed they get a SYMPTOM of anxiety and when people get so anxious they have a symptom of DEPRESSION after. Think of it like when you physically sick? When you have one thing you get symptoms of other things, same thing with mental health. When you are feeling low like this again I suggest you to be aware of your emotions (which u are) & draw out what you are feeling. Don’t write it, draw it. Then take some time to reflect. You’ve gone through a lot in your life, your parents divorce, lots of changes as in growing & moving different places it’s normal to feel anxious when you have times like these. I am not diagnosing you BTW because I’m not a therapist YET, HAHAHA BUT you could just have normal anxiety & your having a few symptoms❤️ in order to be clinically diagnosed with anxiety you have to have anxiety & anxiety episodes in a full 6 months. Depression is 2 weeks👍
Can someone please tell me where her make up case is from I couldn’t understand
move your bed to the corner on the wall and a dresser on the wall next to the window
You're so pretty
Anybody know the song 24:00 ?
Can you fix link for APL sneakers... I need those iml!
I remember watching you a lot back in the day lol. Your still as gorgeous as can be 🔥 Still cant believe your not a model though
8 month later and engaged!
11:45 are u okay..
Thrift stores in Boston?
love you so cute so nive way not now mov to Califonia liv you god live you best
That’s My Boyfriend. Really Him?? 😊🥰
does anyone know what the aritzia zip up she had on is called
First world problems or not, we all have moments and times where we feel not so great. We’re human at the end of the day. Sometimes taking time out to recharge and regroup then thinking things through about our feelings. If you’re happy at an atmosphere and environment like in California then maybe you need to re-examine your life is important. I think because Boston is where you grew up you just know already. Go with your heart 🤍