I'm just so glad you met Lana on the best version of herself. I grew up with Lana's artist career from her first releases to the unreleased and then the current songs, i just feel happy about her growth and my growth with her. We can be better.
I just found Lana a few months ago, and I’m torn between wishing I had found her music in high school to help me feel more normal, and finding her now at this lovely place! I’m just happy I found her regardless lol
Wow, that excerpt from your book was... powerful. I kinda wish my mother understood English so I could show her. I'm really sorry that it still hurts, she is living proof that it gets better over time. It was also a really interesting experiment in empathy, whenever I think about my addiction struggles, I was think of myself first, how I did bad things, how embarrassed I was and I feel sorry for the ones I hurt, but I didn't get to that point of understanding, until now. Só I cried along with you. Anyway, it's kinda beautiful how life gives us the chance of becoming better versions of ourselves, for us and for the ones we love. Rest assured that your bold, brave decision, the one which you did not want to make, was the best choice, not only for you and your child, but also for him. Maybe he needed a little bit of a reality shake, to miss the boredom and try to get better, like it was for me. This is my favorite book, and there are some big heavy hitters for me (especially Thanks To The Locals) and my favorite is Never To Heaven, because that ending really gets me going every single day. Maybe you should do What Happened When I Left You next. Seems cohesive to me. I'm sending you and your family lots of love. It's really awesome how you overcame all of this and turned to also help others.
Wow, thank you for sharing this. My heart swelled up reading it. I’m proud of you and yes, we are ever changing and evolving. Striving for a better version is always the best option. I think it shows the ripples effects of our decisions and that’s the case for everything, not just addiction. I love you for sharing this ❤
bedroom is a sacred place is my fav cuz it helped me realize that my ex and his actions were just evil and there wasn‘t a big reason why he did it , he just did and admitting that and not trying to make him better in my head is really nice
Your writing is stunning, Mere. Your vulnerability is honesty so inspiring. I adore Lana’s poetry so much and I love hearing your thoughts. Please remember to always feel free to share your experiences and connections with us, it’s not selfish, it’s your channel and we love to hear how you interpret things. I sincerely hope you are doing well, thank you so much. sending love
I actually see this potentially being about her mother, not a lover. Even though she says 'fall into bed with you' at the end, I interpret that as meaning falling into bed with other abusers because it's learned behaviour from being abused, gaslit and consistently put down as a child. Essentially saying that the more she steps into her poetry and artistry, the more she will be able to break that pattern and cycle. To me, this is like a final letter to a narcissistic mother before going no contact. Just my interpretation, but I think it's possible.
@@mendwithmereactually she was going to release a new poetry book "Behind iron gates: Insights from a Institution", but when Blue Banister albums was released, her pc was stolen and she lost the manuscrites. It's so sad, the book was ready to be released and I'm sure it'd be awesome.
This poem might actually be about her mother. I saw a video (unfortunately cant find it) but it was really good explained. Especially bc of the start bc her mom is a narcissist. But also bc of the line "u told me I didn't know who I was" and in the Ride monologue she said " my mother always said I had a chameleon soul" and the whole bedroom stuff is giving childhood and we know that lana had a difficult childhood (wildflower wildfire)
Wow, when you read the part of your book, i cried. I’m sooo so sorry you went through all that. I really hope you’re doing better♥️♥️ your videos mean so much to me. I’m so proud of you for reading that part.
Hey Mere. I’m not sure if you’ll see this but I hope you’re doing well. I recently subscribed to your channel when I came across your reaction to Hope is a dangerous thing. Your videos actually made me a big fan of Lana and I can’t believe I never gave her a chance before. I hate that people have criticized you for being vulnerable. Vulnerability is one of the things I appreciate about a therapist, because it tells me that they can relate to me on a human level. I absolutely adore your videos and hearing you tell your story and your voice is so soothing! I’m wishing you all the peace, love and happiness that you deserve.
I recently found your channel, and I deeply admire your courage to make the decision to cope with addiction. I also love your reaction vids :). 🫂sending you hugs from Mexico
Wow!! The section of your book which you read aloud was beautiful. Honestly brought me to tears with your very human vulnerability but also your incredible strength
this is the most powerful video of yours that I have ever watched, and at this point I have basically seen them all. when you read the excerpt from your book i genuinely felt immersed in that moment with you- its an honor to get to know a piece of your life so intimately. thank you for continuing to help others through it all
i continue to be amazed by the vulnerability you're not afraid to put out there for us. thank you for reading part of your book. the "bored" part hit home a little. i'm not an addict, but i've been dealing with depression for a couple years now, and this video gave me a perspective of the other side. sending love 💞
I’ve have waited forever for you to review her poetry!!! Thanks for your content. My bedroom is a sacred place now is absolutely my favorite, have a nice day ❤love you and your content !
I think the children can also symbolise the young fans she's gained through her poetry and songwriting that now look up to her so she needs to set a good example and not let them down
OMG!! I’ve been recommending this amazing book for so long I’m glad you got it!! ❤️❤️ truly a masterpiece, her speaking voice with the instrumentals is otherworldly
Mere, you're so incredibly strong and I am so proud of you. I’m truly sorry you had to go through what you went through, and I hope you know that you aren’t alone in your pain. It’s not easy going through it all, having to do something you know you have to do but not want to since it’s sort of a last resort. But it had to be done. I am so incredibly proud of your courage, your strength and your willpower and emotional maturity. Just that small portion of your book was extremely raw and inspiring that it brought me to tears. And I can only imagine how it felt to you. It’s not easy at all reading it after having went through it all, and while you read it, you are reminded of the memories behind it all. And I’m just in awe. SO proud of you, I love you, and I wish you only the best. Sending so much love to you, Mere. ♥
I had just listened to all of Lana’s poetry from that book on Spotify and was looking for a reaction video to it on here and was not expecting to find a reaction from you. I watch all your videos reacting to Lana just because i adore her so much. I don’t typically comment under videos unless they move me just as much as your poetry did. Sending you much love ❤
The excerpt from your book is absolutely beautiful, raw and vulnerable. Keep doing what you're doing. You are an incredible writer and depicter of the grief humans often feel
I know it was difficult and vulnerable for you to read that excerpt of your book but it was very powerful, so thank you and I hope you know many can relate to you just like you relate to Lana.
Hi Mere. I've been seing your videos for a while. Last year I discovered Lana's music and this year youtube recommended me your channel. Thank u for sharing with us your history. My father is an alcohol addict and hits so hard to me when I see your videos. I feel close and can relate so many things Lana and you talk about. This year I felt so depressed, I had a tough time, but your videos really helped me (I do therapy as well). As a daughter of an addict I also think about how he still preffers loneliness and darkness instead of his daughter... It's really hard being family of an addict. So thank u for sharing ❤ hugs from Argentina
I absolutely believe that the right people, the people that need it, find my channel and I'm so glad you did. I understand the depression you speak of and almost disbelief that someone would choose something so destructive over connection with their blood. It isn't okay and I hope you focus on yourself and creating the life you want, despite the messaging you got from his choices. I'm sending you so much love to you!
Found your account recently from the Taylor songs but I want to say you’re amazing and so brave. Thank you so much for what you provide. I relate to a lot of what you say (excluding actual marriage) but wow, I’m crying along with you. ❤
Hi Mere, first of all I want to say thank you for sharing a part of your book. I'm a writer and I know how hard is to read out loud something that you write without any type of filter. When your writing it's just you and your thoughts, you don't think about anything else. I think writing is a powerful activity where we can really know what are we thinking and what are we feeling. That's why I love words. Thank you for you videos!
Omg the line about being drunk made my cry. I have to quit drinking and im trying but i know who i am when im not drunk. Im not funny or happy, i don't even smile. I don't know why it's like that. I also think she meant she fakes that she isn't having trouble or struggling with mental health ir addiction in front of her friends. Thats a hard thing to do, so if she can do that she can do anything.
thank you for sharing and being vulnerable, im totally going to purchase your book, i feel like this was something i was looking for and you reading it really sealed the deal
Omg! I am so proud of you for sharing this Mere and yess I solely believe that her poetry is absolutely stunning! that book inspired something in me that I did not know needed any form of stimulation mentally. I love you so much and I can't wait to see what you have in store for us, you are so brave of sharing this and I am incredibly proud of you but also mad because you made me cry but nevertheless you'll be fine 💕 P.s I hope you're son Is okay and you're feeling better honey!
Her book gave me the courage to self publish my own poetry book ‘Lavender Drops’. It’s extremely liberating to share some of those feelings I’ve kept to myself for so long in my own artistic way.
I love Lana! 🤗 By the way, if you ever set up a P.O Box for us, maybe I'll send you one of my poetry books to enjoy and possibly analyze. And considering how much of a headache it gave me to relive my life experiences so I could put them into verse, I will also include some Advil or Aleve for you. Just in case reading it also has the same effect. 😊
I love this. This entire video is amazing. Lana Your pain, your tender heart. Beautiful to witness. Beautiful to hear your words. Big fan of you channel. Sending love to you and your son. Be well. ❤
I have no words, mere. like literally. but i need you to know how much i loved it and felt it and appreciated it. really beautiful. thank you for this amazing video. always amazing btw ❤️💞
I have the book it's beautiful but not yours yet. Your story really moved me. I wasn't expecting that. I was expecting some dry therapy book but it's not that at all. I loved your excerpt. Very descriptive and emotional
I love her i have a narcissistic father i dont see him sinds my 16th he hit my mother on a regular basis and that was from when i was born till i was 3 thats the most important time evolving yourself i evolved through anxiety anger and sadness i have a attachment disorder ptsd depression anxiety disorders and adhd some of the things he caused are sometimes almost killing me im tired i keep fighting
hey just finished watching and your write is amazing don't be second guess about sharing if i can say so lol but truly you never know who you might be sharing a light with so thank you so much! bless your heart
your book is so amazing and it just hits so hsrd so i would like to share my story and recomend a song. when i was younger in the fourth grade i was severly depressed and thought i wasnt good enough for my mother at the end of fourth grade i tried to commit suicide. i kept it to myself and didnt open up to anyone. when i finally did i told one of my friends i thought i could trust. about a week later i realized she reported me to the school saying i was crazy. i went to the social worker for about three weeks everyday and was scared that they were going to send me away. the social worker wanted me to go to therapy with her but i never did becuase she didnt help me at all she tried sending me to the mental hospital as well when i was only eight. i was sent to many therapists to try and make me better but it never really worked. i looked back on some of the reasons i tried committing which were family issues, getting harrased by an older boy at a young age, and oyher things. I have grown now and found my comfort through many things. Lana’s music was definitely one of them becuase i sort of related to her especially her issues with her mother. I also recently found your channel which has also really helped and i appreciate you making these videos ❤. a song i would really like you to do is how to dissapear by lana or Arcadia by lana thank you for everything and also you can share my story on your channel if you would like too 💗
Thank you for sharing this deeply personal account of your childhood struggles. I’m so happy you are alive and I’m so sorry for what you had to endure at such a young age. Lana is a healer and I’m so happy you/we have her music, it helps to cope with it all. I love you very much and thank you for watching my videos. I’ll def do your video request! ❤️
love this!! i cant wait to see what you think of Sportcruiser, barefoot on linoleum and LA who am i to love you. my favs i also loved when you read from your book
Loving the video Mere!! Also just wanted to mention that Lana did actually type up all these poems on a vintage typewriter she lugged around 😂 Not a font, just part of her art. 💜 Love her and you!!
Hi Mere, I know we’re strangers, but I felt so much empathy towards you as you shared a part of your book, that I felt the immense urge to comment on this video to thank you for your vulnerability. I can see it wasn’t easy for you. Hopefully, despite it being emotionally painful, you felt some catharsis afterwards or throughout it. I started watching your videos reacting to lyrics of popular songs by Taylor or Lana, but I stayed for your loving personality, charisma, and intelligence in all of the ways one can be. I can tell how much of a wonderful mother you are just by the careful way you chose to describe that heartfelt moment you shared with your son, and how thinking about him as you read made you smile from ear to ear, despite the tears you were shedding. You are doing all that you can now, and that is enough as it always will be. I know you know all of this, since you’re such an amazing therapist, but if anything, hopefully you’ll know that you are admired and cared for. By all of those around you, and, of course, random strangers, like me, on the internet! To wrap it up, thank you for sharing such an honest and human moment of remembrance with us. Sending you lots and lots of love and hoping for steady healing, whatever that means. ❤️
I've been listening to Lana's song lately that I recently filtered, it's called cry kill die, I would like you to react and give a reaction and an analysis about the song, I would appreciate it, thank you.🥰😊
I love and admire your work.❤ And I want to ask you if you could say what you think about the song "how to dissapier", by Lana Del Rey. I need to know your perspective, it would give me a lot of satisfaction 🥺
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I'm just so glad you met Lana on the best version of herself. I grew up with Lana's artist career from her first releases to the unreleased and then the current songs, i just feel happy about her growth and my growth with her. We can be better.
She has grown so much
I just found Lana a few months ago, and I’m torn between wishing I had found her music in high school to help me feel more normal, and finding her now at this lovely place! I’m just happy I found her regardless lol
'I can do anything. Even leave you.' that's so freaking powerful I get chills every time
Me too!
Mere... there's so much poetry in you... the metaphors... I'm amazed by your talent with words
Wow, thank you!
Wow, that excerpt from your book was... powerful. I kinda wish my mother understood English so I could show her. I'm really sorry that it still hurts, she is living proof that it gets better over time. It was also a really interesting experiment in empathy, whenever I think about my addiction struggles, I was think of myself first, how I did bad things, how embarrassed I was and I feel sorry for the ones I hurt, but I didn't get to that point of understanding, until now. Só I cried along with you.
Anyway, it's kinda beautiful how life gives us the chance of becoming better versions of ourselves, for us and for the ones we love. Rest assured that your bold, brave decision, the one which you did not want to make, was the best choice, not only for you and your child, but also for him. Maybe he needed a little bit of a reality shake, to miss the boredom and try to get better, like it was for me.
This is my favorite book, and there are some big heavy hitters for me (especially Thanks To The Locals) and my favorite is Never To Heaven, because that ending really gets me going every single day.
Maybe you should do What Happened When I Left You next. Seems cohesive to me.
I'm sending you and your family lots of love. It's really awesome how you overcame all of this and turned to also help others.
Wow, thank you for sharing this. My heart swelled up reading it. I’m proud of you and yes, we are ever changing and evolving. Striving for a better version is always the best option. I think it shows the ripples effects of our decisions and that’s the case for everything, not just addiction. I love you for sharing this ❤
How could he ever get bored of this 💔 a mothers love is so powerful ❤
It runs so deep
bedroom is a sacred place is my fav cuz it helped me realize that my ex and his actions were just evil and there wasn‘t a big reason why he did it , he just did and admitting that and not trying to make him better in my head is really nice
Yes so true
Thank you for reading from your book, I don’t have the words to describe how powerful that was.. You’re beyond incredible
Wow, thank you!
Your writing is stunning, Mere. Your vulnerability is honesty so inspiring. I adore Lana’s poetry so much and I love hearing your thoughts. Please remember to always feel free to share your experiences and connections with us, it’s not selfish, it’s your channel and we love to hear how you interpret things. I sincerely hope you are doing well, thank you so much. sending love
Sending you love back! Thank you for sharing this. I feel this is giving me more confidence to share ♥️
The reading from your book made me cry so much.
Thank you for everything ♥️
Love u
I actually see this potentially being about her mother, not a lover. Even though she says 'fall into bed with you' at the end, I interpret that as meaning falling into bed with other abusers because it's learned behaviour from being abused, gaslit and consistently put down as a child. Essentially saying that the more she steps into her poetry and artistry, the more she will be able to break that pattern and cycle. To me, this is like a final letter to a narcissistic mother before going no contact. Just my interpretation, but I think it's possible.
Oh I totally see this. Love the way you can analyze.
I'm so happy you're reacting to her poem book, I own this one and hopeful she'll publish more in the future
Fingers crossed she does!
@@mendwithmereactually she was going to release a new poetry book "Behind iron gates: Insights from a Institution", but when Blue Banister albums was released, her pc was stolen and she lost the manuscrites. It's so sad, the book was ready to be released and I'm sure it'd be awesome.
This was a beautiful, vulnerable video Mere, thank you. I hope to see you reviewing the rest of this poetry book!
I will! Thank you for the love!
I love the way she smile, when the poem start, really is pretty ❤❤
OMG OMG OMG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LOOOONG
I LOVE YOUUUU
MOTHER IS MOTHERING
❤❤❤❤
we need sportcruiserrrr
YESSSS my favorite poem, or maybe it is like a story. I love it
@@fer0120x yes more like a short story with such a beautiful meaning behind it!!!
my favorite one too!
This poem might actually be about her mother. I saw a video (unfortunately cant find it) but it was really good explained. Especially bc of the start bc her mom is a narcissist. But also bc of the line "u told me I didn't know who I was" and in the Ride monologue she said " my mother always said I had a chameleon soul"
and the whole bedroom stuff is giving childhood and we know that lana had a difficult childhood (wildflower wildfire)
Other people have mentioned this too. I makes total sense
Thank you for being so vultuerable with us. Peace and love.
You are so welcome
Wow, when you read the part of your book, i cried. I’m sooo so sorry you went through all that. I really hope you’re doing better♥️♥️ your videos mean so much to me. I’m so proud of you for reading that part.
I'm doing much better! This has been healing 🤍
@@mendwithmere i’m glad to hear that! ❤️🩹
If there wasnt that paragraph about "falling to bed", I would totally think this was about her mother... 😅
I may be…
Hey Mere. I’m not sure if you’ll see this but I hope you’re doing well. I recently subscribed to your channel when I came across your reaction to Hope is a dangerous thing. Your videos actually made me a big fan of Lana and I can’t believe I never gave her a chance before. I hate that people have criticized you for being vulnerable. Vulnerability is one of the things I appreciate about a therapist, because it tells me that they can relate to me on a human level. I absolutely adore your videos and hearing you tell your story and your voice is so soothing! I’m wishing you all the peace, love and happiness that you deserve.
I got goosebumps all over my body while listening to your sorrow through reading your book. Thank you, you’re amazing Mere and you deserve sooo much
Thank you for listening!
I recently found your channel, and I deeply admire your courage to make the decision to cope with addiction. I also love your reaction vids :). 🫂sending you hugs from Mexico
Wow!! The section of your book which you read aloud was beautiful. Honestly brought me to tears with your very human vulnerability but also your incredible strength
Thank you!
I'm speechless! Your book is sadly beautiful. I am delighted with your writing. Sending love from Brazil.
Thank you so much!
this is the most powerful video of yours that I have ever watched, and at this point I have basically seen them all. when you read the excerpt from your book i genuinely felt immersed in that moment with you- its an honor to get to know a piece of your life so intimately. thank you for continuing to help others through it all
It’s an honor that you have watched my videos, feel this way about me, and shared it with me. It means more than you know 💕
i continue to be amazed by the vulnerability you're not afraid to put out there for us. thank you for reading part of your book. the "bored" part hit home a little. i'm not an addict, but i've been dealing with depression for a couple years now, and this video gave me a perspective of the other side. sending love 💞
Thank you for sharing this. Sending love right back to you!
I’ve have waited forever for you to review her poetry!!! Thanks for your content.
My bedroom is a sacred place now is absolutely my favorite, have a nice day ❤love you and your content !
Love YOU!
That was an outstanding reading! Amazing job with your writing!
Thank you!!
Ok now i need to buy both books
😂☺️ please do and let me know your thoughts
@@mendwithmere i will, i hope i can buy it from Germany :)
I think the children can also symbolise the young fans she's gained through her poetry and songwriting that now look up to her so she needs to set a good example and not let them down
Oooo that’s is right on point
The land of 1000 fires is definitely the most complicated poem of hers
Ooo thanks for letting me know
OMG!! I’ve been recommending this amazing book for so long I’m glad you got it!! ❤️❤️ truly a masterpiece, her speaking voice with the instrumentals is otherworldly
It's so good! Thank you for recommending, I finally am doing it!
More Lana poems pls I love this ❤
:)
Mere, you're so incredibly strong and I am so proud of you. I’m truly sorry you had to go through what you went through, and I hope you know that you aren’t alone in your pain. It’s not easy going through it all, having to do something you know you have to do but not want to since it’s sort of a last resort. But it had to be done.
I am so incredibly proud of your courage, your strength and your willpower and emotional maturity. Just that small portion of your book was extremely raw and inspiring that it brought me to tears. And I can only imagine how it felt to you. It’s not easy at all reading it after having went through it all, and while you read it, you are reminded of the memories behind it all. And I’m just in awe. SO proud of you, I love you, and I wish you only the best. Sending so much love to you, Mere. ♥
I feel the love so deeply. I feel validated. Thank you. Love you ❤️
The first poem you ever played is my favourite I love that one so much 😢
I had just listened to all of Lana’s poetry from that book on Spotify and was looking for a reaction video to it on here and was not expecting to find a reaction from you. I watch all your videos reacting to Lana just because i adore her so much. I don’t typically comment under videos unless they move me just as much as your poetry did. Sending you much love ❤
wow. Your poetry is powerful. Thank you for sharing this
The excerpt from your book is absolutely beautiful, raw and vulnerable. Keep doing what you're doing. You are an incredible writer and depicter of the grief humans often feel
Thank you!!!
I know it was difficult and vulnerable for you to read that excerpt of your book but it was very powerful, so thank you and I hope you know many can relate to you just like you relate to Lana.
Thank you so much. That means so much.
@@mendwithmere you’re so welcome❤️❤️
your writing is so amazing💗 i cried so much when you read that chapter
Thank you!! That means so much
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Hi Mere. I've been seing your videos for a while. Last year I discovered Lana's music and this year youtube recommended me your channel. Thank u for sharing with us your history. My father is an alcohol addict and hits so hard to me when I see your videos. I feel close and can relate so many things Lana and you talk about. This year I felt so depressed, I had a tough time, but your videos really helped me (I do therapy as well). As a daughter of an addict I also think about how he still preffers loneliness and darkness instead of his daughter... It's really hard being family of an addict. So thank u for sharing ❤ hugs from Argentina
I absolutely believe that the right people, the people that need it, find my channel and I'm so glad you did. I understand the depression you speak of and almost disbelief that someone would choose something so destructive over connection with their blood. It isn't okay and I hope you focus on yourself and creating the life you want, despite the messaging you got from his choices. I'm sending you so much love to you!
Found your account recently from the Taylor songs but I want to say you’re amazing and so brave. Thank you so much for what you provide. I relate to a lot of what you say (excluding actual marriage) but wow, I’m crying along with you. ❤
Hi Mere, first of all I want to say thank you for sharing a part of your book. I'm a writer and I know how hard is to read out loud something that you write without any type of filter. When your writing it's just you and your thoughts, you don't think about anything else. I think writing is a powerful activity where we can really know what are we thinking and what are we feeling. That's why I love words.
Thank you for you videos!
Thank you for saying this, it’s so validating!
that was beyond incredible!!! i'm wheeling
you book is so powerfull i cryd soo much
Rewatching every single one of your Lana reactions just to say that you are amazing and I love you
I love "Happy" if you ever want to do one that's light and ethereal. It's so calming. Congrats on your book!!
Yes! Thank you!
Congratulations!! You are a beautiful soul. I love you! May you feel and make room for every emotion
Love u
never to heaven is my favorite from her poetry book!
Mere based on your reading of your book, I have just ordered a copy. So so powerful. Take care of yourself sweet Mere xx
Ahhhh I’m so happy you ordered it! Thank you! I can’t wait to hear your thoughts!
Omg the line about being drunk made my cry. I have to quit drinking and im trying but i know who i am when im not drunk. Im not funny or happy, i don't even smile. I don't know why it's like that. I also think she meant she fakes that she isn't having trouble or struggling with mental health ir addiction in front of her friends. Thats a hard thing to do, so if she can do that she can do anything.
sooooo excited for this thank you
Hope you like it!
Thank you for reacting to Lana’s poem. Thank you for sharing a part of your story, from your book.
💔❤️🩹❤
Thank you for watching. Means so much.
thank you so much
🤍🤍🤍
I’ve been looking forward to this video very much 🖤 Appreciate your insight and openness as always! You look extra pretty today, as well :) 🖤
Awww Thank you!
oh my gosh i’ve been waiting for this
thank you for sharing and being vulnerable, im totally going to purchase your book, i feel like this was something i was looking for and you reading it really sealed the deal
Ahhhh THANK YOU
god, i cried sm, that was beautiful
Thank you ❤️
Omg! I am so proud of you for sharing this Mere and yess I solely believe that her poetry is absolutely stunning! that book inspired something in me that I did not know needed any form of stimulation mentally. I love you so much and I can't wait to see what you have in store for us, you are so brave of sharing this and I am incredibly proud of you but also mad because you made me cry but nevertheless you'll be fine 💕
P.s I hope you're son Is okay and you're feeling better honey!
Thank you! I feel the love from you!
16:08 i relateso much to it, i feel like that all the time even though there's no reason for me to feel that way
Her book gave me the courage to self publish my own poetry book ‘Lavender Drops’. It’s extremely liberating to share some of those feelings I’ve kept to myself for so long in my own artistic way.
That’s amazing. Where can I purchase your book?
I love Lana! 🤗 By the way, if you ever set up a P.O Box for us, maybe I'll send you one of my poetry books to enjoy and possibly analyze. And considering how much of a headache it gave me to relive my life experiences so I could put them into verse, I will also include some Advil or Aleve for you. Just in case reading it also has the same effect. 😊
Oooo let me look into this
I love this. This entire video is amazing. Lana Your pain, your tender heart. Beautiful to witness. Beautiful to hear your words. Big fan of you channel.
Sending love to you and your son. Be well. ❤
Omg, finally! Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful ❤️
I have no words, mere. like literally. but i need you to know how much i loved it and felt it and appreciated it. really beautiful. thank you for this amazing video. always amazing btw ❤️💞
Thank you so much 💕
This was so incredibly powerful, thank you for sharing.
You're so welcome!
I have the book it's beautiful but not yours yet. Your story really moved me. I wasn't expecting that. I was expecting some dry therapy book but it's not that at all. I loved your excerpt. Very descriptive and emotional
Thank you! Hahah It’s definitely not dry, it’s very raw. I think you’ll enjoy it! Thank you for purchasing!
I love her i have a narcissistic father i dont see him sinds my 16th he hit my mother on a regular basis and that was from when i was born till i was 3 thats the most important time evolving yourself i evolved through anxiety anger and sadness i have a attachment disorder ptsd depression anxiety disorders and adhd some of the things he caused are sometimes almost killing me im tired i keep fighting
I love you, you're powerful.
love you mere!! you need to read the poem thanks to the locals!!! 🥺
Thank you! I will!
You’re amazing !
You are!
That one really reminds me of blue banisters
Ooo yes it does
Pierre on the intro is dope
I really love this video, im in love❤❤❤
oh wow, that passage from your own book is so powerful :( sad to hear you experienced that.
please can you do a video on "LA Who am I to love you"
Thank you and yes, I read the LA poem for members but didn’t do a deep dive. I’ll be posting that soon. ❤️
thank u for this
You're welcome 😊
lovedddddd this❤
Thank you!
Beautiful, that’s what this video is.
Thank you ❤️❤️
sportcruiser is sooooooo good
hey just finished watching and your write is amazing don't be second guess about sharing if i can say so lol but truly you never know who you might be sharing a light with so thank you so much! bless your heart
Thank you so much!!
Thank you for this video🙏🏻
You are so welcome
Hugs ❤😔
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is it in Violets that Lana said : and in this moment i decided to do nothing about everything
Ooo I’m not sure but love that
your book is so amazing and it just hits so hsrd so i would like to share my story and recomend a song. when i was younger in the fourth grade i was severly depressed and thought i wasnt good enough for my mother at the end of fourth grade i tried to commit suicide. i kept it to myself and didnt open up to anyone. when i finally did i told one of my friends i thought i could trust. about a week later i realized she reported me to the school saying i was crazy. i went to the social worker for about three weeks everyday and was scared that they were going to send me away. the social worker wanted me to go to therapy with her but i never did becuase she didnt help me at all she tried sending me to the mental hospital as well when i was only eight. i was sent to many therapists to try and make me better but it never really worked. i looked back on some of the reasons i tried committing which were family issues, getting harrased by an older boy at a young age, and oyher things. I have grown now and found my comfort through many things. Lana’s music was definitely one of them becuase i sort of related to her especially her issues with her mother. I also recently found your channel which has also really helped and i appreciate you making these videos ❤. a song i would really like you to do is how to dissapear by lana or Arcadia by lana thank you for everything and also you can share my story on your channel if you would like too 💗
Thank you for sharing this deeply personal account of your childhood struggles. I’m so happy you are alive and I’m so sorry for what you had to endure at such a young age. Lana is a healer and I’m so happy you/we have her music, it helps to cope with it all. I love you very much and thank you for watching my videos. I’ll def do your video request! ❤️
@@mendwithmere of course ! im so happy that shes finally getting so many new fans. and thank you so much 💗💗
love this!! i cant wait to see what you think of Sportcruiser, barefoot on linoleum and LA who am i to love you. my favs
i also loved when you read from your book
Thank you!
Wow so powerful Mere 🩷
Thank you 💕
Loving the video Mere!! Also just wanted to mention that Lana did actually type up all these poems on a vintage typewriter she lugged around 😂 Not a font, just part of her art. 💜 Love her and you!!
I love this so much!!
Love you stay strong ❤🤍
Love u
Hi Mere, I know we’re strangers, but I felt so much empathy towards you as you shared a part of your book, that I felt the immense urge to comment on this video to thank you for your vulnerability. I can see it wasn’t easy for you. Hopefully, despite it being emotionally painful, you felt some catharsis afterwards or throughout it. I started watching your videos reacting to lyrics of popular songs by Taylor or Lana, but I stayed for your loving personality, charisma, and intelligence in all of the ways one can be. I can tell how much of a wonderful mother you are just by the careful way you chose to describe that heartfelt moment you shared with your son, and how thinking about him as you read made you smile from ear to ear, despite the tears you were shedding. You are doing all that you can now, and that is enough as it always will be. I know you know all of this, since you’re such an amazing therapist, but if anything, hopefully you’ll know that you are admired and cared for. By all of those around you, and, of course, random strangers, like me, on the internet!
To wrap it up, thank you for sharing such an honest and human moment of remembrance with us. Sending you lots and lots of love and hoping for steady healing, whatever that means. ❤️
I'm having a hard time writinga reply bc I feel overwhelmed with love from you. You are help me heal. Truly. Just thank you. 💗
Hope you are well
I've been listening to Lana's song lately that I recently filtered, it's called cry kill die, I would like you to react and give a reaction and an analysis about the song, I would appreciate it, thank you.🥰😊
Will do 🤍
Hi!! Hope you are well!!
I'd love to see you react to some Florence + the Machine. Florence Welch writes amazing poetry and beautiful music.
I love and admire your work.❤ And I want to ask you if you could say what you think about the song "how to dissapier", by Lana Del Rey. I need to know your perspective, it would give me a lot of satisfaction 🥺
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IM LITERALLY HER, WHEN I LISTEN THE LANA'S POETRY LOL
Some of the written poems in the book aren’t in the audiobook version
CALIFORNIA. please thank you :)
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YESSS
Pls do LA who AM i to love You?
Will do!
can you do a book signing in Cleveland please?