the invisible storm (original song) zephyr duffy: archives

helloo !! people of the internet! and welcome back to chapter idk anymore of the teenage angst chronicles lkhjfh
all jokes aside i want to talk about this song for a second because I'm going through a certain phase where I'm finding all of these songs that i wrote a year or two ago when i was in a much worse place than i am now, and i've felt some conflicting feelings about it, that after the process of making this video i've been able to work through a little bit.
my first thoughts after revisiting them were that they were MUCH sadder and more dramatic than i remember them being, and i felt kind of embarrassed about it? i felt like i didn't want anyone to hear them because it would be perceived as cringe and unnecessary or whatever, but after sitting with that, i thought; this really sucks that i have to be embarrassed about my growing phases, (and i don't necessarily HAVE to be embarrassed, but there is very much a social pressure to feel that way)
so instead of writing these songs off as a product of my "emo phase" i would rather sing them and honor the me who found a little bit of peace in these songs, wrote them to share the things i couldn't share anywhere else, sang them to calm myself down after a panic attack
maybe i am cringe
we're all cringe, so what does it really matter?
anyyyywaayyyyy
thank you so much for watching!!!
enjoy! :)
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