hey, so this comment inspired me to write a lil something, here u go if u want to read - - - - - - - - - - - the abandoned ballroom is thick with dust its now getting hard to breathe. the pat of my footsteps on the now slick but long forgotten tile echos as i whisk the drapes away from the glass. the room appears encased in foggy starlight. i stand silently suffocating. eyes burning. listening to the glitching gramophone down the hall. through the door left ajar. pacing to the center of the room. i turn. facing each corner of the circular room, they appear dark. lifeless. lonely. just like i've been all these years without you. i place my hands on the shoulders of the thousands of restless molecules where you once stood with me. i dance in circles. smiling at the thought of you. my eyes no longer burn due to the dust. but tears create a puddle at my feet, staining the fine work of my now threadbare dress. the laces hem has been left long behind. the remaining threads tickle the edges of my bare heels. stained an icky grey like the remains of my dress. i look up from the melted hopes at my feet. to see you. your hand traces my neck, my jaw, and then resting on my cheek. where have your eyes gone? you are transparent. starlight sewn into your outline, but fading at the edges, feathered. reaching out- only to be let down. then. you disappear. i am alone again. i am engulfed by the wavering smell of you, by the dust. my whole self aches. i let myself fall. i was tethered to you. how? how could you leave me like this? as though someone yanked forward on my ankles i fell. the impact slamming the door shut. sending the gramophone tumbling. the music stops. and so do i.
Isn't it kinda crazy how we are all at home rn - we're all completely different people and maybe someday we'll meet? none of us know what life is going to bring and I just want to get to know y'all I don't know why
this was one of the songs i listened to when i tried killing myself...that was a year ago. it was hard to come to the fact that it happened but relistening to the songs with my therapist helped me figure out how i was feeling. it was hard to re visit such a dark place for me but it helped. now the songs don’t have such dark meanings for me. they bring me hope. knowing that i can be loved. that being alone can be beautiful but so can being around people. it really is lovely. being loved. even if at sometimes it’s by myself.
You’re so strong and I don’t think you know that. Having to go through that is the hardest thing ever, and I can relate. But you need to promise me one thing. Please, don’t ever do that EVER again. We care about you... I care about you.
me, you, the person above me, person below me, everyone in this comment section, we are all in this together. you, we have got this. we can do it. it's tough, so so tough, but we are all here for each other. we don't know each other, non of us do. but one thing i do know, is that we all have one thing in common, we are all fighting. fighting our own demons, our own problems, our own issues, our own situations. so yeah, non of us know each other, but we need to all learn to love and respect each other. stay safe, stay healthy, and try to stay happy my loves. i love you. you have a purpose, you are worth more than you think, so so much more. please remember that.
it makes me so depressed i don’t even have a reason to be sad, but after listening to it I just feel lonely and so hurt just wish everyone will find their true people and love endlessly..
No, I know what u mean, ur tired cuz not of sleep, it was like u were waiting for something or for someone, u were the fire in the middle of the forest, waiting for the one to come back to keep u alive and lit, but they didnt, therefore, u are waiting for nothing, no one, and ur fire/light fades away, slowly dies.... Is that what u mean by tired?
I wish somebody loved me UPDATE: I MET A GIRL AND WERE IN LOVE update 2 Jan 3rd 2022: been dating a different girl for a while and honestly she is ethereal. Kindest heart I've ever met
man this hit different at 3 am and i have a really dark humor but this made me cry i just can imagine how much pain my mom and family and friends would be if they ever heard the doctor saying " im sorry ma' am but amaya has been pronounced dead from a bomb attack at a 10 05 pm wow ah shit im tearing up again this really do be hittin different though
Pov: You snuck out at 2 am. And you start walking to wherever life take you. You end up finding a abandoned stadium. You walk in and end up in the middle of you. This song startes playing out of no where. You just stand there think about life. But it feels like the whole world is spinning. You look down and start thinking about all the bad things that have happen, and just watch a. Tear drop fall to the group. You look up at the night sky trying to keep in all the tears but you just burst out crying. You close your eyes...trying to calm yourself down. Just as the song ends. You walk out.
I just love her voice even when she’s not singing. It’s really calming to me and I remember one of my friends who listened to her music to cope with depression. I know this would be calming to her too.
i’m not clean anymore, even if no one sees this i just needed to say it. i’m in so much pain mentally and it’s hard to move on with life i feel so suicidal. i’d do it but i don’t want my friends and my family to be sad. i wish no one cared about me so i could just disappear.
I know it's hard right now and you probably just wanna let go....but let me hold on for you, you can talk to me anytime you need to my sc is @lexybeth1 and my instagram is @321_oof_123
It’s hard sometimes to feel like that, but remember, it gets better, I know I’m a stranger to you, but think about this, I’m your angel and god sent me to share this message to you❤️ you are strong, your family loves you, your friends too. I know that right know the world is quarantined and you have the right to feel alone and sad, but things get better, trust me. I love you❤️
im so sorry, like you dont belive how much. please dm me on ig @tena_mikolcevic if you want to talk, rant or just a distraction. you dont deserve this.❤️
I am kinda bored, i just saw dis after my friend sent me a video and i am crying tears because of this this makes me feel like i am myself in a way...but its also how i am mostly alone and people don't listen to me time from time..
I feel you on that. Even though things can worsen or seem to never get better, they will. Even though the outcome may not be something we wanted, it can be something we needed in order to grow and become the people we’re destined to be.
LISTENING TO THIS 3 A.M. RAINING PARENTS FIGHTING DEPRESSED REPEAT okay I'm 17 now, I wrote this^ back when I was 15. I was in a very dark place and I tend to overshare, there used to be a long paragraph here but I decided to delete it because it feels off for me to share it after my dad d!ed. Whoever is reading this, I hope you're doing great wherever you are. I'm wishing for your peace of mind and hoping for the best. Love lots ❤️ (3.19.2023) Oh and the replies are making me blush. You guys are nice out here. I'm never gonna delete this comment. This comment is an evidence that we fought something.
I know this comment was made over half a year ago but I finally became happy about a month ago and you know youre supposed to feel better when your happy but I don't like it.....I want to go back to the worst feeling in the world I don't want to be happy anymore, it's uncomfortable for some reason but I've been depressed since I was nine so the feeling is just unreal but not in a good way
I wish I was never depressed and I had a good life. Knowing when ur 8 that life sucks and so many tragic things happen can ruin ur life like to me. There were so many thoughts that I should just pull the plug. It’s sucks being lonely and having no friends and no one to rely on
You are not alone sweetheart❤️ things get better with time, I know you will be happy, feel happy! Be grateful for your family, show them love, even a little tiny hug will make their day, I love you and you are worth it ❤️
@Shrek Boi I’m not an expert but just pray to him and let him know that you wanna turn to him. He wants to have a relationship w/ u. Never doubt that. Just try and live your life for him :) he will reveal himself to you in an unexpected way. He loves and cares for you soo much. I hope that he speaks to you and shows himself to you like he did to me. (He is always there for you to lean on)
Imagine being in this empty arena, sitting there in the middle crying, writing, thinking anything. And one by one everyone that understands or can relate to what you’re going through or feeling at the moment comes out and surrounds you... and you realize maybe I’m not so alone after all and I’m not crazy for feeling this way. Sb: you’re only misunderstood to the people who are too simple minded to even try and understand you.
this makes me feel like i’m at a billie concert and amid all of the chaos, loud music, jumping etc. your mind wanders off and everything is in slow motion and you think to yourself “wow i’m really here, billie is right there” and a tear silently rolls down your cheek :(
„Lovely - Billie Eilish & Khalid“ Thought I found a way Thought I found a way, yeah (found) But you never go away (never go away) So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walkin' out of town Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place) Something's on my mind Always in my headspace But I know some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin and bone Hello, welcome home Woah, yeah Yeah, ah Woah, woah Hello, welcome home
This made me relive my coma. It was exactly almost like this. I was stranded in complete vacancy. I could hear the voices but they echoed, as if they were playing out of my mind. i remember, my friends sang me a song. and this was exactly how i could hear it. at that time, i didnt know what was going on, but it brought me so much peace. it's been 2 years since that, and I've fully recovered. I'm so grateful of the life I have. Remember, never give up, keep going because I believe in you and you are amazingly strong! ❤️
Have you ever had that thought that the longer you’re home the more you realize that your friends weren’t really your friends. Then you slowly start feeling more and more alone as time goes on and you sit crying Becuase no one reaches out. Then you try to reach out and they’re always talking to their other friends and you have nothing else to do but go into your own world with your friends that are in your head.....yeah me neither....
this hit deep, i know the feeling and it does hurt. but in the future maybe there will be better people, but you gotta count on yourself first hope you’re doing well ❤️
i remember listening to this song a year ago i was in a toxic friendship and in a deep depression. i felt like no one loved me. it gets better, trust me.
kinda crazy how i’m listening to this, months later, all the bad memories coming back, back to one of the hardest times of my life. Finally happy finally greatful 🥲
Just more broken people helping each other out, I love seeing that. I hope you know you’re going to be okay, someone is there for you even if you don’t realize it!
I can’t explain how it feels to listen to this.... It’s like somewhat sad but not really Then it almost makes you feel happy but melancholic at the same time... I kinda love it💜
This is literally my favorite song I listen to this when I'm feeling down or useless or helpless. It's also inspired three books of mine but they are completely different. Just imagine it's raining and you're looking out the the window just thinking about life.
I'm a figure skater and my rink still hasn't opened. Listening to this feels as if I'm the only person on the ice in the morning, slowly warming up to my favourite music. I miss my coaches, my skate buddies, the competitions, just the feeling of gliding peacefully on the ice. Stay strong, everyone. We'll survive
the only thing keeping me alive right now is the fact one day i will be able to leave this home and become the best version of myself i can without having to look back and i’ll finally be happy.
every time i listen to this song, i imagine i’m a hero, standing on a cliff looking at the beautiful land i saved, by going through many fights and dramatic situations, with wind blowing through my hair i stand there knowing there’s someone that i saved, i’m happy and proud, i have someone who loves me
It feels surprising and comforting that all of us are from different countries and speak different languages but all of agree and comfort each other about stuff like this
it’s crazy to me how the comments are all opening up and bonding to strangers, it’s so beautiful. the comfort of knowing you can’t be judged or misunderstood. we are all on this earth and feel so lonely.
makes me start to think about the night my parents broke up, the screaming and all the emotions come flooding back to me. knowing it’ll never be the same makes me sad but also hopeful, knowing that my parents would be happier with other people. currently trying not to start sobbing 🥲🖐
This song means a lot to me, not only because it gives me comfort when I cry...it makes me feel like they hear me and their voices just wrap me in a warm blanket. Billie has been keeping me here for years. But honestly I never really know when I’m just gonna end it all...
Reading these comments made me not feel alone. Just know that ur not alone ur loved,and that some day u will look back and look the old YOU, and see how much u progress, ik parents might not understand the pain u have but I totally understand you trust me .
I look to my old self I think I should never thought of killing myself, my life isn't useless, I didn't born to suffer. nowadays I'm more hopeful of my future than ever. thanks for your message and a safe space to let me vent here
listening to this whilst you’re outside watching the sunset thinking how life could be so different, thinking about all the good times and how sometimes we take things for granted.
This song makes me feel like I’m a house party sitting in a corner,knees in my chest, led lights playing to the beat of the music, and while everyone else is partying the music began to play louder and everyone starts drifting away in a comforting way like when you start calming down from an anxiety attack. Am I the only one ? Oh ok 🙃
Sometimes i just want to find or rent an empty space play some loud music , dance and cry and go back home smiling in everyone’s face like im really okay
Imagine this song comes on as you are beautifully ice skating in a huge rink alone, then the person you love shows up and starts singing (khalid) and y’all are just peacefully and beautifully dancing around in the rink and bringing out your deepest emotions to each other while looking each other in the eye.. I love this. Thank you to who made it❤️
It’s crazy to think we are all here rn, listening to this. We don’t know each other, maybe we will. But I wanna get to know you all, idk why but I feel like I understand you and you understand me
POV: your one of the arena staff preparing for Billie’s concert and she’s up on stage with Khalid practicing this song. and you stand there watching, blown away by their beautiful voices echoing around the empty arena and into your ears
Listening to this at 3 am I don't know how many are listening to it right now but you go through the comments and you are surprised to see so many people feel the same way
ok but this with headphones in at 3 am...
_hits different_
Literally.
you’re def stalking me. it’s exactly 3am and i have headphones in-
my man, this anytime with headphones on hits different
why is it 3am and i actually have headphones in😭
It’s 2am for me, I’ve got earphones in and I am high...” Duuudeee...
honestly billies & khalids voices together is a sensation i’ll never be able to understand
it just hits too different
Preach
facts. me too
So beautiful makes me get chills
Ciara in actually for me as icon iconic 😭 i like Fin’ too!
POV you are Billie Eilish singing in the stadium that you were supposed to perform in
I like this
POV billie and khalid are giving you a private show
This hits hardddd af
This is kinda sad
aye this ones good
This makes me feel like I’m all alone in a huge house just slow dancing by myself and crying. It’s beautiful.
I love this comment
this is the best imagine possible, thank you
Yes it is
Hill House
hey, so this comment inspired me to write a lil something, here u go if u want to read - - - - - - - - - - - the abandoned ballroom is thick with dust its now getting hard to breathe. the pat of my footsteps on the now slick but long forgotten tile echos as i whisk the drapes away from the glass. the room appears encased in foggy starlight. i stand silently suffocating. eyes burning. listening to the glitching gramophone down the hall. through the door left ajar. pacing to the center of the room. i turn. facing each corner of the circular room, they appear dark. lifeless. lonely. just like i've been all these years without you. i place my hands on the shoulders of the thousands of restless molecules where you once stood with me. i dance in circles. smiling at the thought of you. my eyes no longer burn due to the dust. but tears create a puddle at my feet, staining the fine work of my now threadbare dress. the laces hem has been left long behind. the remaining threads tickle the edges of my bare heels. stained an icky grey like the remains of my dress. i look up from the melted hopes at my feet. to see you. your hand traces my neck, my jaw, and then resting on my cheek. where have your eyes gone? you are transparent. starlight sewn into your outline, but fading at the edges, feathered. reaching out- only to be let down. then. you disappear. i am alone again. i am engulfed by the wavering smell of you, by the dust. my whole self aches. i let myself fall. i was tethered to you. how? how could you leave me like this? as though someone yanked forward on my ankles i fell. the impact slamming the door shut. sending the gramophone tumbling. the music stops. and so do i.
pov: you’re reading through the comments and it makes you feel like you’re not so alone or misunderstood. almost comforting
Accurate.
Literally me rn
Yeah but its lowkey sad how most are pretty depressing
Marry me @sadbitchmoment
How relatable
Isn't it kinda crazy how we are all at home rn - we're all completely different people and maybe someday we'll meet? none of us know what life is going to bring and I just want to get to know y'all I don't know why
how is ur comment so smart-
well hello fellow viewer.
Georgia Farag hiya
Katherine Pierce I get what you mean. People are so interesting and I’d love to meet each and every one of them 😊
• маятнаlоореинеiмег • exactly ❤️
When everything is to much to live but not enough to die.
You described my life
I love you.
you described it perfectly.
This made me cry-
It literally describes how I feel all the time.
me in quarantine pretending i’m at a billie eilish concert- 👁👄👁
i was supposed to go in less than a month. fuck corona.
lily ann omg same 🥺
that’s me rn
@@kismet7694 same
I was supposed to go the day quarantine started
imagine being on the hunger games about to kill your friend and they play this song
OMG NO
NO
JUST NO
WELL SHIT
WELL DANG
ID KILL MYSELF AND LET THEM LIVE IDK MAN
this was one of the songs i listened to when i tried killing myself...that was a year ago. it was hard to come to the fact that it happened but relistening to the songs with my therapist helped me figure out how i was feeling. it was hard to re visit such a dark place for me but it helped. now the songs don’t have such dark meanings for me. they bring me hope. knowing that i can be loved. that being alone can be beautiful but so can being around people. it really is lovely. being loved. even if at sometimes it’s by myself.
You’re so strong and I don’t think you know that. Having to go through that is the hardest thing ever, and I can relate. But you need to promise me one thing. Please, don’t ever do that EVER again. We care about you... I care about you.
You are strong ❤️
we're in this together. you are here for a reason.
me, you, the person above me, person below me, everyone in this comment section, we are all in this together. you, we have got this. we can do it. it's tough, so so tough, but we are all here for each other. we don't know each other, non of us do. but one thing i do know, is that we all have one thing in common, we are all fighting. fighting our own demons, our own problems, our own issues, our own situations. so yeah, non of us know each other, but we need to all learn to love and respect each other. stay safe, stay healthy, and try to stay happy my loves. i love you. you have a purpose, you are worth more than you think, so so much more. please remember that.
you’re strong and congratulations mama you made it🥺❤️
pov- ur on an arena tour and play ur fav songs on stage before the show and take in everything that’s happened in life to get u there
or you weren’t allowed in, so now you’re sitting outside listening while everyone inside is lonely together
lovely by billie eilish but you can't really find a better place to stay.
Big facts. When you're stuck in a toxic living situation and it feels like you have next to no way out.
Casey Campbell :,(
I really don’t wanna ruin the likes
I’ll be coming back soon OwO
Casey Campbell haha felt that
Hey kid.
Go easy on yourself, okay? You’re doing the best you can, and that’s enough. Tomorrow will be better, I promise.
I love you
Thank you ,
I love you too
this comment made me cry
i cried reading your comment
Thank you this made me cry :,)
i wish someone send me this like for no reason
Does anyone need a hug?
Here’s a hug.
Thank you.❤️ I really appreciate It:')
Thank you ♡
*hugs*
🥰🥺🤗
*HUGS U BACK CUZ U MADE ME FEEL BETTER*
ME ME ME THANK YIU 💓💕💕
it makes me so depressed
i don’t even have a reason to be sad, but after listening to it I just feel lonely and so hurt
just wish everyone will find their true people and love endlessly..
i wish the same for you hun🥺
text me on instagram @noodly_spam if you need help
Damn I have that same thought
me: I’m just so tired.
everyone: take a nap. get some rest.
me: no you don’t understand..
i just feel so misunderstood and alone sometimes...you know?
cuz ppl dont rlly care abt u
Ik and it stills happens lasted 2018-Now
Don’t give up
this exact thing has happened to me multiple times and it absolutely sucked lmao
keep fighting! ^^
No, I know what u mean, ur tired cuz not of sleep, it was like u were waiting for something or for someone, u were the fire in the middle of the forest, waiting for the one to come back to keep u alive and lit, but they didnt, therefore, u are waiting for nothing, no one, and ur fire/light fades away, slowly dies....
Is that what u mean by tired?
I wish somebody loved me
UPDATE: I MET A GIRL AND WERE IN LOVE
update 2
Jan 3rd 2022: been dating a different girl for a while and honestly she is ethereal. Kindest heart I've ever met
Love you ❤
I love you ❤️
you are loved...by everyone around you even if it feels like nobody does they will always
i love you...💕
hey; you are loved very much by God and I love you too
POV: your favorite song plays in an arena as you pass over to the afterlife after you died from a bomb getting thrown in the crowd
omg no its too scary . better be that song plays as u OD and entering afterlife
man this hit different at 3 am and i have a really dark humor but this made me cry i just can imagine how much pain my mom and family and friends would be if they ever heard the doctor saying " im sorry ma' am but amaya has been pronounced dead from a bomb attack at a 10 05 pm wow ah shit im tearing up again this really do be hittin different though
OH MY GOD
This reminded me of Manchester...
ariana's show in manchester tho:(
This makes me feel like im gonna lose him, but i never had him in the first place.
this comment hit different at 2 almost 3 and im just here crying like the bitch i am
Woah hol up
Felt
stoppp I’m crying my eyes out 🥺
Yah....
Pov: Trying not to cry too loud so you dont wake anyone
I’ve had to choke myself a little because I started having a panic attack
yeah man
Omg that is so true :')
Dont call me put like that please my moms in the room
Me every night when I was 5-11 years old
I’m good now
Sort of 😂
‘hold on’ but you’ve been holding on for too long and are ready to let go now
yeh. I'm ready now
jazzy s you will make it through stay strong baby🤍
@@lovebeauty2669 I hope I will
jazzy s my Instagram is @tameimpalasbigtoe if you wanna speak 🤍🤍
Please don’t
This song makes me depressed.. like..
*FOR NO REASON*
I mean...it was on second season of 13rw...
Agreed
Exactly. I always cry while listening to this, but not knowing why
Jesus loves you
same
Pov: You snuck out at 2 am. And you start walking to wherever life take you. You end up finding a abandoned stadium. You walk in and end up in the middle of you. This song startes playing out of no where. You just stand there think about life. But it feels like the whole world is spinning. You look down and start thinking about all the bad things that have happen, and just watch a. Tear drop fall to the group. You look up at the night sky trying to keep in all the tears but you just burst out crying. You close your eyes...trying to calm yourself down. Just as the song ends. You walk out.
Samura lee some spelling errors but other than that, cool stuff!
ayesha naseer my bad 😭😂
You can't do that to my heart! This is so beautiful! MY HEART! :(
I just love her voice even when she’s not singing. It’s really calming to me and I remember one of my friends who listened to her music to cope with depression. I know this would be calming to her too.
sitting alone in a cold room with little fairy lights staring at the full moon surrounded by grey clouds....
Me right now
@Alyssa Cookson Aww
"Just one more time"
Lays on the bed and plays the song for the 135314st time in a row *
Same..
This needs more recognition!!
Ya true
Agreed
i’m not clean anymore, even if no one sees this i just needed to say it. i’m in so much pain mentally and it’s hard to move on with life i feel so suicidal. i’d do it but i don’t want my friends and my family to be sad. i wish no one cared about me so i could just disappear.
I know it's hard right now and you probably just wanna let go....but let me hold on for you, you can talk to me anytime you need to my sc is @lexybeth1 and my instagram is @321_oof_123
It’s hard sometimes to feel like that, but remember, it gets better, I know I’m a stranger to you, but think about this, I’m your angel and god sent me to share this message to you❤️ you are strong, your family loves you, your friends too. I know that right know the world is quarantined and you have the right to feel alone and sad, but things get better, trust me. I love you❤️
I'm here if you want to talk to anyone
If you need to talk to someone you actually don’t know we can talk.. 🤍 my sc is canavye
im so sorry, like you dont belive how much. please dm me on ig @tena_mikolcevic if you want to talk, rant or just a distraction. you dont deserve this.❤️
Heard *“thought I found a way”* and my jaw literally dropped open...
But when Khalid came in I got *deep* in the feels 😭
What time?
i am no ones favorite. i am always their second choice.
rats favor u
@@buubuu9443 uh thanks?
@@aleezakhan236 ur welcome hope u like it
METHAnie DarNOL what is wrong with you? Do you get bullied? So you come to a song where most people come and try to reach out get outta here
@@nadja9055 haha minecraft noob lol
I am kinda bored, i just saw dis after my friend sent me a video and i am crying tears because of this
this makes me feel like i am myself in a way...but its also how i am mostly alone and people don't listen to me time from time..
I get how you feel. I've been there. And I promise, it will get so much better 🧡
We will get through this, i promise. I love you ❤️ text me on instagram @noodly_spam if need help
talk to me, I will listen.
I feel you on that. Even though things can worsen or seem to never get better, they will. Even though the outcome may not be something we wanted, it can be something we needed in order to grow and become the people we’re destined to be.
LISTENING TO THIS
3 A.M.
RAINING
PARENTS FIGHTING
DEPRESSED
REPEAT
okay I'm 17 now, I wrote this^ back when I was 15. I was in a very dark place and I tend to overshare, there used to be a long paragraph here but I decided to delete it because it feels off for me to share it after my dad d!ed. Whoever is reading this, I hope you're doing great wherever you are. I'm wishing for your peace of mind and hoping for the best. Love lots ❤️
(3.19.2023) Oh and the replies are making me blush. You guys are nice out here. I'm never gonna delete this comment. This comment is an evidence that we fought something.
I understand you...🖤😔
where do u live, how is it raining in july? i feel u tho..😭
@@drewbizzle657 I live in the southeast asia, actually july is our raining season in here.
Aaron JJ oh wow, ok i didn't know
@@junlucas69 I'm from Kerala and it's literally raining right now
ok but this sounds like she's giving you a private concert. my heart...
I'm scared to be happy because living for so long with the only feeling you can ever feel besides emptiness is the only thing I've ever known
haha ok
I know this comment was made over half a year ago but I finally became happy about a month ago and you know youre supposed to feel better when your happy but I don't like it.....I want to go back to the worst feeling in the world I don't want to be happy anymore, it's uncomfortable for some reason but I've been depressed since I was nine so the feeling is just unreal but not in a good way
Am I the only one who started to cry because they no one to love them and their anxiety started coming back for the past hour? Just me?
Idc if you are young,old female or male just know that I love you,there’s many people in this world that love you and need you in there lives
you are amazing, and I love you. keep fighting❤️
No it’s ok your not alone 😕
My ears got blessed
I wish I was never depressed and I had a good life. Knowing when ur 8 that life sucks and so many tragic things happen can ruin ur life like to me. There were so many thoughts that I should just pull the plug. It’s sucks being lonely and having no friends and no one to rely on
You’re not alone 🥺 if you want, we could be friends?
You are not alone sweetheart❤️ things get better with time, I know you will be happy, feel happy! Be grateful for your family, show them love, even a little tiny hug will make their day, I love you and you are worth it ❤️
else awaits
Robbie Shiits ur 8?
Its ok to be alone okkk ❤
to everyone i’m the comments. you’re loved and wanted. you’re strong and can overcome this. you can do it and we all believe in you.
thanks, i needed this
Dobby 7 it’s not problem, i hope you have an amazing day :)
Thanks stranger. I really appreciate you.
thanks love ❤️
this hurts me but also makes me feel so alive at the same time
haha how can u get hurt from a song u stoopid
this feels like a coming of age movie, kind of like a new chapter
God loves you
@@gia4616 i know
@Shrek Boi I’m not an expert but just pray to him and let him know that you wanna turn to him. He wants to have a relationship w/ u. Never doubt that. Just try and live your life for him :) he will reveal himself to you in an unexpected way. He loves and cares for you soo much. I hope that he speaks to you and shows himself to you like he did to me. (He is always there for you to lean on)
Imagine being in this empty arena, sitting there in the middle crying, writing, thinking anything. And one by one everyone that understands or can relate to what you’re going through or feeling at the moment comes out and surrounds you... and you realize maybe I’m not so alone after all and I’m not crazy for feeling this way. Sb: you’re only misunderstood to the people who are too simple minded to even try and understand you.
This is an accurate representation of what it’s like in my mind
this makes me feel like i’m at a billie concert and amid all of the chaos, loud music, jumping etc. your mind wanders off and everything is in slow motion and you think to yourself “wow i’m really here, billie is right there” and a tear silently rolls down your cheek :(
„Lovely - Billie Eilish & Khalid“
Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way, yeah (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind
Always in my headspace
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone
Hello, welcome home
Woah, yeah
Yeah, ah
Woah, woah
Hello, welcome home
Thankssss
@attached can you pin this
2:48 just hits in a way i can’t explain
So true
I love how the setting is featured on the screen it creates immersion.
Damn.... It hits so much harder and deeper than the original 😣💔
This made me relive my coma. It was exactly almost like this. I was stranded in complete vacancy. I could hear the voices but they echoed, as if they were playing out of my mind.
i remember, my friends sang me a song. and this was exactly how i could hear it. at that time, i didnt know what was going on, but it brought me so much peace.
it's been 2 years since that, and I've fully recovered. I'm so grateful of the life I have. Remember, never give up, keep going because I believe in you and you are amazingly strong! ❤️
Have you ever had that thought that the longer you’re home the more you realize that your friends weren’t really your friends. Then you slowly start feeling more and more alone as time goes on and you sit crying Becuase no one reaches out. Then you try to reach out and they’re always talking to their other friends and you have nothing else to do but go into your own world with your friends that are in your head.....yeah me neither....
i feel you.
I love you, and you are not alone. please, if you need to talk, my snap is seven_islucky
this hit deep, i know the feeling and it does hurt.
but in the future maybe there will
be better people, but you gotta count on yourself first
hope you’re doing well ❤️
Having my inside friends won’t even stay with me
you described my traumatic experience in 1 paragraph congratulations. and I have a friend in my head really
i feel so alone. Can i be alone with someone?
Let's be alone together ❤
I can join you 2. Toxic living situations and survival mode sucks.
Can i join too 💖
Im in.... 💜
@@cynthiazhn ofc
this is what both depression and comfort sound like and i dont know how to describe it
POV: You're Billie singing this song on the stage you were supposed to perform on but its corona time so no ones there, just you.
*then you wake up*
i remember listening to this song a year ago
i was in a toxic friendship and in a deep depression. i felt like no one loved me. it gets better, trust me.
kinda crazy how i’m listening to this, months later, all the bad memories coming back, back to one of the hardest times of my life. Finally happy finally greatful 🥲
Even when surrounded by people, why do i still feel empty inside like my existence doesn't even make a difference
I imagine myself dancing all alone in a abandoned building with those huge windows but outside was dark
Just more broken people helping each other out, I love seeing that. I hope you know you’re going to be okay, someone is there for you even if you don’t realize it!
Yeah i love seeing how everyone is helping each other ... I wish someone could help me too, with whom i can share everything❤
i listened to this all night and just cried. it doesn’t take away the pain or the loneliness but it makes me feel something.
Same something weird af
This hits different on a full volume speaker in the dark at 3am . I’m literally crying!
I can’t explain how it feels to listen to this....
It’s like somewhat sad but not really
Then it almost makes you feel happy but melancholic at the same time...
I kinda love it💜
This is literally my favorite song I listen to this when I'm feeling down or useless or helpless. It's also inspired three books of mine but they are completely different.
Just imagine it's raining and you're looking out the the window just thinking about life.
this is so incredibly beautiful. I'll never be able to explain the feeling this song gives me, and they harmonize so well together I-🥺😭
I'm a figure skater and my rink still hasn't opened. Listening to this feels as if I'm the only person on the ice in the morning, slowly warming up to my favourite music. I miss my coaches, my skate buddies, the competitions, just the feeling of gliding peacefully on the ice. Stay strong, everyone. We'll survive
omg this version is absolutely breathtaking i can’t
not me getting chills bc khalid and billies voices together are angelic
When your just to numb that not even the tears come out anymore
the only thing keeping me alive right now is the fact one day i will be able to leave this home and become the best version of myself i can without having to look back and i’ll finally be happy.
every time i listen to this song, i imagine i’m a hero, standing on a cliff looking at the beautiful land i saved, by going through many fights and dramatic situations, with wind blowing through my hair i stand there knowing there’s someone that i saved, i’m happy and proud, i have someone who loves me
I feel so comfortable and safe reading the comments with this in the background.
It feels surprising and comforting that all of us are from different countries and speak different languages but all of agree and comfort each other about stuff like this
This song make me remember the memories that i have never experienced.
Damnnn this hits diff with headphones
Pov: You are an obsessed fan and you snuck into an arena to see Billie and Khalid practice for their sold out show later that night.
it’s crazy to me how the comments are all opening up and bonding to strangers, it’s so beautiful. the comfort of knowing you can’t be judged or misunderstood. we are all on this earth and feel so lonely.
makes me start to think about the night my parents broke up, the screaming and all the emotions come flooding back to me. knowing it’ll never be the same makes me sad but also hopeful, knowing that my parents would be happier with other people. currently trying not to start sobbing 🥲🖐
Pov: it started to rain in your area and for each high note, it rains harder, for every low note, it drizzles.
This describes my atelophobia (Fear of not being good enough) in so many ways. When you just want it all to end. Go black. Fade away.
I love listening to this, it makes me remember the good days when she was still here, I miss her so much, i hope to see her someday...maybe soon..
This song means a lot to me, not only because it gives me comfort when I cry...it makes me feel like they hear me and their voices just wrap me in a warm blanket. Billie has been keeping me here for years. But honestly I never really know when I’m just gonna end it all...
you have reasons and happiness. but this song, makes you feel like something is missing. and you're sad for no reason.
Those 34 dislikes are ppl that don’t have headphones
Reading these comments made me not feel alone. Just know that ur not alone ur loved,and that some day u will look back and look the old YOU, and see how much u progress, ik parents might not understand the pain u have but I totally understand you trust me .
I look to my old self I think I should never thought of killing myself, my life isn't useless, I didn't born to suffer. nowadays I'm more hopeful of my future than ever. thanks for your message and a safe space to let me vent here
POV: billies your older sister and she’s performing in an entry arena ( people can’t go there cuz of corona) and you watch her.
I’m glad that TH-cam recommended this masterpiece for me just right in time .....
listening to this whilst you’re outside watching the sunset thinking how life could be so different, thinking about all the good times and how sometimes we take things for granted.
POV: you're at an empty walmart after everyone hoarded all the supplies for the last fight for their lives against the pandemic.
so gorgeous and beautiful!❤😴 #goosebumps
This song makes me feel like I’m a house party sitting in a corner,knees in my chest, led lights playing to the beat of the music, and while everyone else is partying the music began to play louder and everyone starts drifting away in a comforting way like when you start calming down from an anxiety attack. Am I the only one ? Oh ok 🙃
Nope same
For some reason in this one you can hear Billie’s voice a lot more and it just sounds sounds so heart wrenching I can’t explain it
Sometimes i just want to find or rent an empty space play some loud music , dance and cry and go back home smiling in everyone’s face like im really okay
this is for all the sad people (and everyone else) in the comments:
*I love you, you are enough and you are important💖*
This made me cry thx tho ❤️❤️
You too❣️you're enough & you're loved trust me❣️
This is so heavenly 💖
I cried hearing this
billie's and khalid's voice combined makes me feel an emotion I've never felt but it's amazing.
Imagine this song comes on as you are beautifully ice skating in a huge rink alone, then the person you love shows up and starts singing (khalid) and y’all are just peacefully and beautifully dancing around in the rink and bringing out your deepest emotions to each other while looking each other in the eye..
I love this. Thank you to who made it❤️
I’m not depressed nor happy.. I feel like I don’t know, I don’t know what I’m feeling but it makes me sad and cry I just, I feel Empty all the time
1:13
It’s crazy to think we are all here rn, listening to this. We don’t know each other, maybe we will. But I wanna get to know you all, idk why but I feel like I understand you and you understand me
U wanna add me on instagram? Cuz i wanna know u
POV: your one of the arena staff preparing for Billie’s concert and she’s up on stage with Khalid practicing this song. and you stand there watching, blown away by their beautiful voices echoing around the empty arena and into your ears
Listening to this at 3 am I don't know how many are listening to it right now but you go through the comments and you are surprised to see so many people feel the same way