Back here again. “Even if you were a willing participant, if I experimented, I’d never want your heartache to be because of me” Hurting him would kill me, I couldn’t bear to lose his friendship. I know a relationship would never work out because we’re just too different, but god sometimes all I want is to kiss him and be held in his arms. I crave affection but not a relationship.
This is the apology letter to all the guy friends I had in high school that I'll never send. I just didn't want to be alone, and when it seemed like I was wanted around, even just for a moment, they were my everything. My best friend. But they always ended up liking me more than a friend and I didn't want to hurt them.
She told me this almost word for word. Best friends to friends with benefits. We told eachother everything she spent every night in my bed. She said she loved me. Then we went to a bar and she went home with someone else.
(I don’t know, I’ve never written a song where somebody’s name was the title or was part of the lyrics, so I’ll probably just change the lyrics to be hummed where their name is, and call it something stupid and self-aware like “[redacted]”) I don’t wanna try to love you For the sake of my own self-discovery I am well aware That would be cruel I don’t wanna take advantage Of the feelings you have for me Especially not when I don’t know what it is I feel for you I mean, I know that I lovе being your friend So much so it makes mе question if I Might want a little bit more But I won’t turn you into an experiment Just so I can be completely sure So I’m so sorry but I think I should go It just wouldn’t be fair to you, you know Do I like you, or do I just hate Being alone? I don’t wanna give you false hope Or entertain something that’s never gonna come true I would never try to lead you on But I don’t wanna figure out who I am Through figuring out if I like you So I think it might be best if we just stopped But I really love being your friend And it’s selfish, but at the end of this I hope that you’ll still let me be Because even if you were a willing participant If I experimented, I never want your heartache To be because of me So I’m so sorry but I think I need to go It isn’t fair to you that I don’t know If I like you or if I just hate Being alone I’m not leaving cause I don’t care I have to go because the idea of being in love with you makes me so scared And I don’t know who I am anymore But I know that I never even questioned it before I met You So I’m so sorry that I have to go You’d be a casualty in my curiosity, so I think it’s best if we never know If I like you or if I just hate Being alone And yet I’m alone
I did this to someone. I loved a boy who was in a relationship. I tried to move on and ended up doing this to someone. The boy I loved got broken up with and luckily He came to me. We've been so happy but I still think about the other one sometimes. I told him. "Remember that boy I Liked? He asked me out. I'm sorry but I'm going to pursue him. Can we still be friends?" We haven't talked since.
you know what sucks about being the person that this is about is that damn dude, yeah leaving is probably for the best, but man could I go for a little experiment for the sake of your self discovery
i hope you’re getting out of this situation, i know this is the shittiest feeling bc i haven’t been able to escape it for months but it’s that feeling where you’d sacrifice your heart just for their curiosity. i hope you’re doing alright with this man because ik it sucks im just wishing you my best.
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this feels like it can be in a musical- with [redacted] singing “You Just Didn’t Like Me that Much”
I NEVER THOUGHT ID RELATE TO THIS SONG!!!!! 😀 AAAAAAAAAAA
It was my mistake thinking Leanna Firestone wouldn’t make a song that doesn’t describe my life perfectly at some point
Back here again. “Even if you were a willing participant, if I experimented, I’d never want your heartache to be because of me” Hurting him would kill me, I couldn’t bear to lose his friendship. I know a relationship would never work out because we’re just too different, but god sometimes all I want is to kiss him and be held in his arms. I crave affection but not a relationship.
i never knew a song could describe her situation more than anything.
This is the apology letter to all the guy friends I had in high school that I'll never send. I just didn't want to be alone, and when it seemed like I was wanted around, even just for a moment, they were my everything. My best friend. But they always ended up liking me more than a friend and I didn't want to hurt them.
God fucking damn it I'm gonna cry. This is exactly what the person I'm in love with told me.
This fucking SUCKS
Fuck I thought I was getting over it until I heard this song. It feels like she is singing it to me.
Yeah I'm gonna go vomit now, thanks lady for fucking me up by hearing these words again
She told me this almost word for word. Best friends to friends with benefits. We told eachother everything she spent every night in my bed. She said she loved me. Then we went to a bar and she went home with someone else.
(I don’t know, I’ve never written a song where somebody’s name was the title or was part of the lyrics, so I’ll probably just change the lyrics to be hummed where their name is, and call it something stupid and self-aware like “[redacted]”)
I don’t wanna try to love you
For the sake of my own self-discovery
I am well aware
That would be cruel
I don’t wanna take advantage
Of the feelings you have for me
Especially not when I don’t know what it is I feel for you
I mean, I know that I lovе being your friend
So much so it makes mе question if I
Might want a little bit more
But I won’t turn you into an experiment
Just so I can be completely sure
So
I’m so sorry but I think I should go
It just wouldn’t be fair to you, you know
Do I like you, or do I just hate
Being alone?
I don’t wanna give you false hope
Or entertain something that’s never gonna come true
I would never try to lead you on
But I don’t wanna figure out who I am
Through figuring out if I like you
So I think it might be best if we just stopped
But I really love being your friend
And it’s selfish, but at the end of this
I hope that you’ll still let me be
Because even if you were a willing participant
If I experimented, I never want your heartache
To be because of me
So
I’m so sorry but I think I need to go
It isn’t fair to you that I don’t know
If I like you or if I just hate
Being alone
I’m not leaving cause I don’t care
I have to go because the idea of being in love with you makes me so scared
And I don’t know who I am anymore
But I know that I never even questioned it before I met
You
So
I’m so sorry that I have to go
You’d be a casualty in my curiosity, so
I think it’s best if we never know
If I like you or if I just hate
Being alone
And yet I’m alone
I did this to someone. I loved a boy who was in a relationship. I tried to move on and ended up doing this to someone. The boy I loved got broken up with and luckily He came to me. We've been so happy but I still think about the other one sometimes. I told him. "Remember that boy I Liked? He asked me out. I'm sorry but I'm going to pursue him. Can we still be friends?" We haven't talked since.
you know what sucks about being the person that this is about is that damn dude, yeah leaving is probably for the best, but man could I go for a little experiment for the sake of your self discovery
i hope you’re getting out of this situation, i know this is the shittiest feeling bc i haven’t been able to escape it for months but it’s that feeling where you’d sacrifice your heart just for their curiosity. i hope you’re doing alright with this man because ik it sucks im just wishing you my best.
this is literally how my last bf/friend was. he just didn't want to be alone.
Same here. It really sucks being way more into someone, than they are into you. I felt so dumb, and still kinda do sometimes :/
💙💙
I suspect that one of my best friends may be feeling this way about me. I really hope she figures it out either way
What genre is this?
Shai, ganito yon diba??? hahahha