I remember when you posted your first update video and it's so awesome so see how far not only your transition has come but also your confidence on camera had increased!
(Sorry for my english)Wow, three months already?! That´s crazy! I remember the day I saw your first video about T and I thought: I hope this work well for him! I´m glad that you are doing ok. Keep going and congrats Ascher!
Hey, so I've been on T for two months now myself and I understand exactly where you're coming from about the anger thing. So far the most positive way to vent for me has been boxing and exercise in general. Its definitely something to get into practise with and not only is it a good outlet but the physical benefit is rewarding. Good luck man. 👌
Congrats dude! My best friend is just about six months on t now and he's starting to see some major changes in his face and back. It's really amazing. You'll be there before you know it. I wish you the best of luck in your transition, make sure to take care of yourself lil flower bud ❣🌷
Congratulations!!! There is certainly a change in your voice, it sounds very nice! I'm such an idiot because every time you said my happy trail is growing, I thought you meant your pubes not stomach hair 😂😂 which except more of that too! It's very good that the possible tightness is a result of muscle growth/toning! I will continue to support you and wish you a lot of luck with the following weeks! This may just be me but I would love to weekly updates again, I know that it isn't practically since you are so far along but I love to see videos of you! 😊
Ascher i wish i had ur voice man, i love it. You are so hawt. Im so impressed by your transition so far, so many people dont show so many signs of change this early into treatment IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
Ayy, I've been following you on instagram for a while now and I finally got myself to check out your youtube channel. Keep doing this man, you're fucking awesome!
Hey Ascher, you're pretty inspiring. Im still in school and I'm out as bi (not to major but still) and I get treated like crap. There's something about you that makes me feel like "hey. You're cool. Don't worry about those a**holes." Sorry if this was weird...+Ascher Lucas
Hey, just wanted to reassure you really quick, facial hair growing in patches is completely normal. It takes a while for it to even out. :o I'm almost 21 and mine is just now evening out itself.
cishet male here, your voice pretty much reads as male, but look into voice speaking and intonation, the tone you use also helps show masculinity and confidence. take "how are you?" as an example. female tone is usually medium-medium-high, where you can always end a sentence on a lower intonation, medium medium low in the example of saying "how are you?" It's similar in sound, but goes more towards being a statement, which is what shows confidence. Right now you're using all medium pitched tones, which is towards the sound you're wanting I figure (I'm 31, and you sound like a teen boy to me, which is totally fine anyways), but it's something to keep in mind. it's really noticeable by seeing the early videos in comparison where you still ended on the high tone instead. been following you on tumblr for a couple years or so now, it's been interesting to see the changes! Just a friendly suggestion to keep in mind anyways heh.
+Aaron Van Miller Thanks a bunch man thats a great tip! I find that its hard to be like camera perky and deep pitched at the same time but ill get used to doing it after enough training of it haha
Also I feel like a physical outlet might help when you're angry? I don't really have temper problems but releasing that pent up energy via exercise might work
is that an Adams apple??? :o also the hoodie choking thing is pretty common with thicker necks. t makes your neck and shoulders wider, but I'm a girl and I just have naturally wide shoulders neck back and stuff. I hate wearing hoodies bc of it I totally understand
Hello im a guy thats 14 years old havent hit puberty should i take testosterone i really want to but im too scared to tell my parents since they already beleive im in puberty ;(
Agh I've been noticing my shirts choking me lately! I think it's my neck changing because I have a choker that's really uncomfortable that fits my twin? Idk I noticed your neck and jaw right away went I went on Instagram
hey! i'm happy for you :) wish you the best. I totally understand about the art stuff,when you are not on the mood everything looks like shit :P haha I hope this doesn't offend you and forgive me if it does but when you talk about your temperament, i imagine you like red with the bird sign, in this trailer of angry birds XD th-cam.com/video/0qJzWrq7les/w-d-xo.html love U
It's kind of weird watching these videos and seeing all these things happen to you, and many other men like you. I catch myself thinking "do i want that?" I know I'm only 17. But Ive always wondered If i had gender stuff going on. Ive since changed little things... I got a gender neutral haircut, and it took off my stress alot. And over summer, I cut it VERY short... And my anxiety is a lot better. But I still get... Shocked? when I'm asked my pronouns. Or when I go to use the bathrooms at school, and i have to literally think "what bathroom am i supposed to be in?" Or i forget that I'm not flat and i have a big package on my chest, or that i dont have anything in my pants. I dont know if that's what gender dysphoria is? I have tried to talk to my close Trans friends about it.... But I know for a fact a few of them arent actually trans? (As in outright admitting that they only said it to be popular, so now I'm always skeptical, even with myself :\) so i have no clue what to call these feelings. They tell me "you're trans," and like.... I don't know, am I trans? It's hard. T sounds amazing, but.... I dont want to do any harm to my body. I hate my feminine body... I recently started a PE class, the first one I've had in 4 years. I hate my body, and how I'm curvy... But i see a guys body and i think "that! I want that!" Without hesitation. I know thats not a normal thing (as in, the majority of teens dont feel this way on this level.) I just am a little scared of what to do from here. My "trans" friends scolded me when i was open with my parents about my gender exploration, so again, i can't really rely on them for help. Tl;dr I dont know what im feeling and i dont know what to do. Just a vent comme t that will be lost lol
It's so surreal I remember when you started, it doesn't feel like its been three months already. I'm happy af 4 u.
I remember when you posted your first update video and it's so awesome so see how far not only your transition has come but also your confidence on camera had increased!
time is flying by omg, it's so amazing to see you develop throughout these months
this is so surreal i've been watching your updates from the start i can't believe it's been three months holy hell
(Sorry for my english)Wow, three months already?! That´s crazy! I remember the day I saw your first video about T and I thought: I hope this work well for him! I´m glad that you are doing ok. Keep going and congrats Ascher!
+andrixnightmare your English is perfect :)
Wow your English is spot on!
You're amazing! you are both a role model and inspiration, its amazing seeing your progress with this, especially with these very regular updates.
Hey, so I've been on T for two months now myself and I understand exactly where you're coming from about the anger thing. So far the most positive way to vent for me has been boxing and exercise in general. Its definitely something to get into practise with and not only is it a good outlet but the physical benefit is rewarding. Good luck man. 👌
You have really come so far! Really hope everything goes great for you! :)
Congrats dude! My best friend is just about six months on t now and he's starting to see some major changes in his face and back. It's really amazing. You'll be there before you know it. I wish you the best of luck in your transition, make sure to take care of yourself lil flower bud ❣🌷
You look great dude I'm so happy for you!!
So so incredibly attractive. I'm stoked for you & the changes you're experiencing! Sending you love 👼
OMG YOUR VOICE
IT CAN'T BE
I'M EXCITED
THIS IS AWESOME
_take it easy_
_Still loving your hair_❤
Congrats on all the changes!!
Wow! You can really hear how deep your voice has gotten. Also congrats on 10k, and I will definietly donate when i get some money. :)
Congratulations!!! There is certainly a change in your voice, it sounds very nice! I'm such an idiot because every time you said my happy trail is growing, I thought you meant your pubes not stomach hair 😂😂 which except more of that too! It's very good that the possible tightness is a result of muscle growth/toning! I will continue to support you and wish you a lot of luck with the following weeks! This may just be me but I would love to weekly updates again, I know that it isn't practically since you are so far along but I love to see videos of you! 😊
Ascher i wish i had ur voice man, i love it. You are so hawt. Im so impressed by your transition so far, so many people dont show so many signs of change this early into treatment IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
Dont mind my beginning annoying momemt of affection. Take the support to heart my dear mua brother.
wow your voice ^ 0 ^ its great that you are uploading so frequently.
Ayy, I've been following you on instagram for a while now and I finally got myself to check out your youtube channel. Keep doing this man, you're fucking awesome!
You look amazing,you sound amazing, you are amazing
woo!! this is so great for you! :D
Hey Ascher, you're pretty inspiring. Im still in school and I'm out as bi (not to major but still) and I get treated like crap. There's something about you that makes me feel like "hey. You're cool. Don't worry about those a**holes." Sorry if this was weird...+Ascher Lucas
Hey, just wanted to reassure you really quick, facial hair growing in patches is completely normal. It takes a while for it to even out. :o I'm almost 21 and mine is just now evening out itself.
Hey thanks man! I have heard that so I'm not too worried haha
cishet male here, your voice pretty much reads as male, but look into voice speaking and intonation, the tone you use also helps show masculinity and confidence. take "how are you?" as an example. female tone is usually medium-medium-high, where you can always end a sentence on a lower intonation, medium medium low in the example of saying "how are you?" It's similar in sound, but goes more towards being a statement, which is what shows confidence. Right now you're using all medium pitched tones, which is towards the sound you're wanting I figure (I'm 31, and you sound like a teen boy to me, which is totally fine anyways), but it's something to keep in mind. it's really noticeable by seeing the early videos in comparison where you still ended on the high tone instead. been following you on tumblr for a couple years or so now, it's been interesting to see the changes! Just a friendly suggestion to keep in mind anyways heh.
+Aaron Van Miller Thanks a bunch man thats a great tip! I find that its hard to be like camera perky and deep pitched at the same time but ill get used to doing it after enough training of it haha
+Ascher Lucas yeah, male voices tend to also increase in volume and not pitch when using emphasis also or asking a question. just slightly.
Okay can I just say, I loved that intro 😆
Also I feel like a physical outlet might help when you're angry? I don't really have temper problems but releasing that pent up energy via exercise might work
That's awesome! I'm almost to my one month
I DEFINITELY see a difference in your jawline from the very first week. Definitely.
2 months on testoserone vid Ascher was baeeeee 😂😂 but now you seem so much more manly 👌
7:47 fav
Your eyes are the most beautiful blue
Your deeper voice sounds hella good and really suits you, kinda sounds like Aaron Paul? Hope that's not a bad thing...
YOUR VOICE OMG
is that an Adams apple??? :o also the hoodie choking thing is pretty common with thicker necks. t makes your neck and shoulders wider, but I'm a girl and I just have naturally wide shoulders neck back and stuff. I hate wearing hoodies bc of it I totally understand
IM A PROUD DAD
you are my biggest celebrity crush❤💛💚💙💜
nice happy trail ,':^)
Your adam's apple is getting larger too!
What camera are you using?
I am sorry if this sounds creepy, but you are literally the most stunningly attractive human I've ever seen
I swear you should be my wallpaper.
I saw your contour vid and just thought you were cis with a baby face oml you look 10/10
Hello im a guy thats 14 years old havent hit puberty should i take testosterone i really want to but im too scared to tell my parents since they already beleive im in puberty ;(
oml first vieuwer
and woah, your voice
Agh I've been noticing my shirts choking me lately! I think it's my neck changing because I have a choker that's really uncomfortable that fits my twin? Idk I noticed your neck and jaw right away went I went on Instagram
About your neck abusive clothing, it's because of your shoulders and your beefed up neck dude! It's been getting thicker for some time now
oh my god you remind me of Cole Sprouse
+Destiny Buehler thats a first i usually get andy sixx hahah
Fucking Bae!😍
Starting to sound like ty turner
4 month?
You kind of look like Andy Biersack. Like, your eye color, and sometimes when you move your face a certain way ^^
hey! i'm happy for you :) wish you the best. I totally understand about the art stuff,when you are not on the mood everything looks like shit :P haha
I hope this doesn't offend you and forgive me if it does but when you talk about your temperament, i imagine you like red with the bird sign, in this trailer of angry birds XD
th-cam.com/video/0qJzWrq7les/w-d-xo.html
love U
It's kind of weird watching these videos and seeing all these things happen to you, and many other men like you. I catch myself thinking "do i want that?"
I know I'm only 17. But Ive always wondered If i had gender stuff going on. Ive since changed little things... I got a gender neutral haircut, and it took off my stress alot. And over summer, I cut it VERY short... And my anxiety is a lot better.
But I still get... Shocked? when I'm asked my pronouns. Or when I go to use the bathrooms at school, and i have to literally think "what bathroom am i supposed to be in?"
Or i forget that I'm not flat and i have a big package on my chest, or that i dont have anything in my pants.
I dont know if that's what gender dysphoria is? I have tried to talk to my close Trans friends about it.... But I know for a fact a few of them arent actually trans? (As in outright admitting that they only said it to be popular, so now I'm always skeptical, even with myself :\) so i have no clue what to call these feelings. They tell me "you're trans," and like.... I don't know, am I trans? It's hard.
T sounds amazing, but.... I dont want to do any harm to my body.
I hate my feminine body... I recently started a PE class, the first one I've had in 4 years. I hate my body, and how I'm curvy... But i see a guys body and i think "that! I want that!" Without hesitation.
I know thats not a normal thing (as in, the majority of teens dont feel this way on this level.) I just am a little scared of what to do from here.
My "trans" friends scolded me when i was open with my parents about my gender exploration, so again, i can't really rely on them for help.
Tl;dr I dont know what im feeling and i dont know what to do. Just a vent comme t that will be lost lol