Jordan tolerates a relationship with his father that drains him, that is persistent toxicity, and misdirects his energy because as he says, his viewpoint was created by a boy's sacrifices to his father's projections. (Rule 5) Projection means attributing feelings and blame to illusory causes and sources.
Jordan is saying "God allows us to face betrayal and dishonesty" because he has only known being brutally terrorized by Walt's gripping fear of thinking and feeling independently of the defense mechanisms he became in reaction to his father. Jordan is terrified of facing his father's betrayal and dishonesty so his identity frames it in a way that hides his father and renders Jordan's perception subservient and useless.
Jordan tolerates a relationship with his father that drains him, that is persistent toxicity, and misdirects his energy because as he says, his viewpoint was created by a boy's sacrifices to his father's projections. (Rule 5)
Projection means attributing feelings and blame to illusory causes and sources.
Jordan is saying "God allows us to face betrayal and dishonesty" because he has only known being brutally terrorized by Walt's gripping fear of thinking and feeling independently of the defense mechanisms he became in reaction to his father. Jordan is terrified of facing his father's betrayal and dishonesty so his identity frames it in a way that hides his father and renders Jordan's perception subservient and useless.