You know that feeling inside you.. Ripping your heart and your soul to pieces because of the painful distant your friends give you and the hard memories going through your head because you miss them so much that you start feeling numb.
Quarantine has been so difficult without seeing my friends. Before the lockdown started, I was already going through a hard time. They were the ones who cheered me up and made me keep going, now I've done things I've never imagined myself doing. I feel terrible & worthless, I wish I could express how much pain i'm feeling and the things that's going on in my life, but I'd rather keep that to myself. Whoever is reading this, life sucks but keep going. Even if the pain goes on for months or even years, keep going.
sometimes you just have to let go.. no one is gnna care anyways " -me sometimes i think about if my friends rlly care or they just care about me in a certain time ....
It's okay I also lost someone I loved from the core of my heart recently But my comfort for your loss I wish I could give you a warm hug But here 🐇🐇🐼🐼🐑🐑🐐🐐something fluffy to feel warm!
No one cares if I use social media so who's gonna care if I take a break As someone said : "I grew up being scared of ghosts but I realized that people are way scarier"
here I am again this evening I wanted to share you a story I might do this every evening just to make you smile or to entrain you so today I wanted to share you my first break up I know it doesn't relate with the mix but it's fine so me and this girl started talking we were in the same class and randomly started talking we were good friends and nothing else I mean,I didn't felt anything cuz in that period she was smoking so, yeah, if a girl smokes I just can't be attracted to her so during the summer time we talked a lot and began to be some good friends spent some nights like this then we started dating in October, after I responded "yes" to her message: "do you like me?" everything was so nice, I mean, she was so beautiful as person and outside and thought everything was perfect but suddenly she changed idk why or how, but she changed maybe I am wrong, maybe it's my fault, idk but something happened for sure ngl, after we broke up I felt so damn bad like spent evening listening to lofi for 3 hours or more yeah, some sad times... I feel ok, I just got over it so I'm fine, time heals everything and I talked with other girls after the brake up, but these are other stories that I might tell you next video ;) so, the fact is: I don't miss her, never missed her, I missed the old her the girl that I felt in love was a different person why did she need to change why why did I said yes instead of no to that message why am I here still thinking about it why did I made so many mistakes idk I would love to see one day a playlist named "I don't miss you, is the old you that I am missing"
i miss school. i miss her. i miss my friend. i miss the fieldtrips. i miss the time i felt happiness. i miss when we used to act like spies and play around. i miss when i felt like a real kid. i miss when we used to play 'bubblegum' to pick the person to be the seeker in hide & seek. i miss when we used to go to movies after school. i miss everyone. even the bullies. i miss the world - alourlixia
I’m trying so hard not to cry but all those fun memories with my class was just so fun and i miss them so much. And like we need to separate now because we need to go to high school and all... and like its so hard to let go of them because i’ve been with them since the beginning
Windy BlackRose na you ain’t, I acknowledged your attendance. Hope you’re doin good. And hey, I feel like a ghost too sometimes. But I rather be a ghost than a mainstream no-personality type of guy. If you’re trying to be like someone, you’re no one. One day you will be rewarded for all the negativity you carry. Either by life, or a person who’ll notice how strong you really are. This will make you just more interesting and lovable. Stay healthy and even more important, stay who you are, you rock🤙🏼
I officially entered university yesterday and I had a rly vivid dream of all the fun I wish i had with my friends, they all seem distant now and I never was as close to them as I wanted to. Been a while since I woke up this sad.
@@itsblossomm8365 not only to myself but objects too yes I'm weird but it just comes to my mind that they have feelings. Yes I'm super weird I guess this is why no one talks to me. I'm sorry I know this was weird I don't know how to talk to people siNce i've never talked to a lot of people.. Wish you a good day or evening ヾ(^-^)ノ
@@onionwings5207 hey dont worry thats not weird.maybe not normal, but do what makes you comfortable :) and honestly talking to objects isnt the worst thing ever... i do it all the time to the air but hey we're all weird in some way right?
They aint real since day one then.. dont blame yourself i had the same issue people dont get mental health issues anymore which is make my depression on top of the roof
I think we have all been in a period of life where the friends and people you held close to you have drifted away. The reality that I have come to learn is that this is a big and confusing world and we all live big and confusing lives. Basically, people come and go. It can be hard in those in between periods of life where we have no one but ourselves to cofide in. But I feel those times are still potentially beneficial for self growth. It can help you reflect on what kind of people you want to surround yourself with. Some of us are lucky to at least have family or an old friend from childhood. You may not communicate with those people often, but the understanding of mutual respect and compassion from distances can help you find solice. I say all of this from experience, I don't really have anyone in my life right now. And sometimes it indeed feels hopeless that I may never know what a true bond could be. But I still believe life brings opportunities one day, one way or another, even if you don't care anymore. Keep your head up kings, you are deserving of self love and friendship will find it way to you again. 💙
I miss my friends. Covid seperated me from them. I just graduated high school but still keep on having dreams of my old friends in school. I dont use social media such as Instagram or snapchat which is why I am probably so disconnected from them.
Missed my old pals since I moved schools and lost contact. Think abt them everyday just kinda shitty seeing them all over insta etc just feel like I should be there 😔🏴
@@scorebagmuncher7670 one of my closest friends moved schools, I want to reach him ,I also search for him here and there but I can't find him, I believe that someone like me is also looking for you!
Today I break up completly with the last person on my Evil-Person-List. I met a lot of people with really bad Intentions. With one of them, I fell in Love. But today I See, that I wasn t in Love with myself and this was the only reason why I loved this Guy. So first Love yourself and then Love comes in a true way. The same for friendships. Anyway, I wish all bad people a tons of love to heal their inner evil.
every bestfriend i've made has left me without a word and it's killing me not knowing if it's my fault. but i have one right now he's different because i feel our connection is deeper than the rest, i don't want to lose him, i can't lose another bestfriend.
Hi there my story is so tough btw i’m from korea a month ago my best freind she passed away i didn’t know i can listen to music like this but it works!! Sorry my bad english but i wnat to say thanks for letting in me i’m getting better n better everything gonna be alright my friend always said that ! Anyway have a good life (what if it’s not good) just stay ur life whatever it’s blue or white Dear my love hana
Thank you, you helped you to let off steam because with those melodies I could at least say this to the girl I love Let's see, look at me in this mother of relationships I am new when I vent and I told you how I felt I was expecting a "No" from you But I was surprised that you said yes. Puff you don't know how happy that I felt at that moment. If you wonder why I say that, I'm simply used to being told no since I am a person apparently bipolar, boring and that it works very fast I try not to be like my jealous father, but I think that if I am not I will end up not liking you see, this is one of the many shits that Practically always come to mind "feelings and thoughts of insecurity" and not I know why, I don't know if this that I'm writing matters to you or it's just me thinking nonsense as always. What I was about to tell you was that if it was good for me to tell you what I feel or should wait for me to be 18, why? because I feel or think that by telling you that from there on Radically forward your perspective towards me, It may not be like the other boys in this country, that everything is worth a dick. At sense that they always look for a relationship just to meterelo and bye, at least Those who I know are like this, who see the girls as a toy, and it may seem too sentimental and insecure, but I am so after this I may no longer follow you liking but good. Now I only think nonsense. I just hope this shit I said doesn't make you mad ... I love you.
i have good friends but i feel like i cant be there for them. I cant really make them laugh. But i try really hard to stand up for them. But i end up embarrassing myself..
i finished my last high school today been stuck studying for these things like literally 22 months and now that i'm done i did almost perfect in each an every exam (well, the ones that affect what i get to study in college at least) and now.. it didn't get better worst parts of me worst times i had were during this period i thought maybe that it's gone that it'll wear off.. that i wouldn't think about attempting suicide a second time.. that i wouldnt want to cry cuz the wound i gave myself when some shit happened to me didnt leave a scar what is this that is killing me i almost have no friends but i do have true love and since when was that never enough? since when was it not the key to all only reason im not blowing a fucking grenade in my mouth is some religious stuff i hate my parents and at least one of my 2 siblings its not about them i just wanna die God put me out of my misery PS: saw a girl that used to really like me today, she barely smiled when she saw me..
As someone who has lots of friends on Twitter who care about me very much on Twitter but now face an uncertain future thanks to Elon Musk as of today, then I can relate to it. I really hope everyone here takes good care of themselves no matter what happens.
hey, I´m from brazil, so translate to portuguese. todo dia eu vejo meus amigos se afastarem de mim, ninguém nunca me apoia nas minhas decisões nem mesmo minha família, nunca tive ninguém para desabafar sobre tudo que eu sinto, todo esse peso nas costas sem poder falar para um amigo, pois não tenho nenhum, sendo assim, I miss my friends :(
w00ds has been killing it for ages now, love all these tracks by him 💙
Ikr, there so good
Tysm man, I really appreciate this 💜
Hey man I love the songs you show us have a nice life who ever read this
I love the Simpson's and the beats that accompany them.
You know that feeling inside you.. Ripping your heart and your soul to pieces because of the painful distant your friends give you and the hard memories going through your head because you miss them so much that you start feeling numb.
Quarantine has been so difficult without seeing my friends. Before the lockdown started, I was already going through a hard time. They were the ones who cheered me up and made me keep going, now I've done things I've never imagined myself doing. I feel terrible & worthless, I wish I could express how much pain i'm feeling and the things that's going on in my life, but I'd rather keep that to myself.
Whoever is reading this, life sucks but keep going. Even if the pain goes on for months or even years, keep going.
Hey mate, how are u doing today?
Same
sometimes you just have to let go.. no one is gnna care anyways " -me
sometimes i think about if my friends rlly care or they just care about me in a certain time ....
Quarantine vibes.
Why is this so true... especially rn with whats happening to me... I just lost both of my best friends...
me 2...
@@YourHighnessXoXo its nothing, turns out my best friend was toxic and the other one was fake.
ayy flamingo fan 😎
@@lol-mz5mr Hello buster B)
It's okay I also lost someone I loved from the core of my heart recently
But my comfort for your loss
I wish I could give you a warm hug
But here 🐇🐇🐼🐼🐑🐑🐐🐐something fluffy to feel warm!
sometimes taking a break from social media is good, no one’s gonna miss you anyways😔
Read a book
True
I feel that I haven't seen my friends in 5 month because of the quarantine and not a single one has tried to even text or DM me.
No one cares if I use social media so who's gonna care if I take a break
As someone said :
"I grew up being scared of ghosts but I realized that people are way scarier"
It really is I stopped talking to most of the people Ik and nobody ever acting like they cared
here I am again
this evening I wanted to share you a story
I might do this every evening just to make you smile or to entrain you
so today I wanted to share you my first break up
I know it doesn't relate with the mix but it's fine
so me and this girl started talking
we were in the same class and randomly started talking
we were good friends and nothing else
I mean,I didn't felt anything cuz in that period she was smoking so, yeah, if a girl smokes I just can't be attracted to her
so during the summer time we talked a lot and began to be some good friends
spent some nights like this
then we started dating in October, after I responded "yes" to her message:
"do you like me?"
everything was so nice, I mean, she was so beautiful as person and outside and thought everything was perfect
but suddenly she changed
idk why or how, but she changed
maybe I am wrong, maybe it's my fault, idk but something happened for sure
ngl, after we broke up I felt so damn bad
like spent evening listening to lofi for 3 hours or more
yeah, some sad times...
I feel ok, I just got over it so I'm fine, time heals everything and I talked with other girls after the brake up, but these are other stories that I might tell you next video ;)
so, the fact is:
I don't miss her, never missed her, I missed the old her
the girl that I felt in love was a different person
why did she need to change
why
why did I said yes instead of no to that message
why am I here still thinking about it
why did I made so many mistakes
idk
I would love to see one day a playlist named "I don't miss you, is the old you that I am missing"
Keep it up
i miss school. i miss her. i miss my friend. i miss the fieldtrips. i miss the time i felt happiness. i miss when we used to act like spies and play around. i miss when i felt like a real kid. i miss when we used to play 'bubblegum' to pick the person to be the seeker in hide & seek. i miss when we used to go to movies after school. i miss everyone. even the bullies. i miss the world
- alourlixia
Loving the title I can relate :(
I’m trying so hard not to cry but all those fun memories with my class was just so fun and i miss them so much. And like we need to separate now because we need to go to high school and all... and like its so hard to let go of them because i’ve been with them since the beginning
This hit hard any one else
Why and how are these so good?? I'm vibin
ha all my friends forgot I even exist, glad I finally found a lofi song I can relate to
Just like I'm a ghost in this world
「 I'm Invisible 😔 」
Windy BlackRose na you ain’t, I acknowledged your attendance. Hope you’re doin good. And hey, I feel like a ghost too sometimes. But I rather be a ghost than a mainstream no-personality type of guy. If you’re trying to be like someone, you’re no one. One day you will be rewarded for all the negativity you carry. Either by life, or a person who’ll notice how strong you really are. This will make you just more interesting and lovable.
Stay healthy and even more important, stay who you are, you rock🤙🏼
@freezi yes 🙌🙏
remember that friends dont last forever, so just pay attention to yourself.❤️
No Cap
2:48 OMG I LOVED THAT SONG❤🤠
I just moved across the country this summer and even tho I can keep in touch and all with my friends it’s not the same, I miss them so much.
This made me cry and, honestly I needed that! it helps me think I’m just like everyone else cause we all cry at some point in are life’s
I officially entered university yesterday and I had a rly vivid dream of all the fun I wish i had with my friends, they all seem distant now and I never was as close to them as I wanted to.
Been a while since I woke up this sad.
can't miss your friends if you don't have any in the first place
Not to late to start
What happened to ur face albert?
You are not alone here
Title : "I miss my friends"
I never miss my friends because they're always with me!
My three bestest friends!
Their names
Me,myself and I .....
edgy
So sad you don't have friends so talk to yourself 😓😷
@@itsblossomm8365 not only to myself but objects too yes I'm weird but it just comes to my mind that they have feelings.
Yes I'm super weird I guess this is why no one talks to me.
I'm sorry I know this was weird I don't know how to talk to people siNce i've never talked to a lot of people..
Wish you a good day or evening
ヾ(^-^)ノ
@@onionwings5207 hey dont worry thats not weird.maybe not normal, but do what makes you comfortable :) and honestly talking to objects isnt the worst thing ever...
i do it all the time to the air but hey we're all weird in some way right?
@@onionwings5207 don't be sad I will be your friend
When your friends just went away because of your depression... I mean, you just feel like the only person to blame is yourself
don't blame yourself. they are the bad people for doing that. you are a strong person and you shouldn't let people put you down. luv u
@@deadp0et thx bro, it's just hard to realize that your illness is a problem
They aint real since day one then.. dont blame yourself i had the same issue people dont get mental health issues anymore which is make my depression on top of the roof
I don’t miss my friends and I know damn well they don’t miss me.
You got friends?
This is perfect for right now.
This is the v i b e s we need right now...
don't stop doing this, please.
Hello, everybody! I hope you are all O.K.! Everything is going to be alright! :)
hopefully
I think we have all been in a period of life where the friends and people you held close to you have drifted away. The reality that I have come to learn is that this is a big and confusing world and we all live big and confusing lives. Basically, people come and go. It can be hard in those in between periods of life where we have no one but ourselves to cofide in. But I feel those times are still potentially beneficial for self growth. It can help you reflect on what kind of people you want to surround yourself with. Some of us are lucky to at least have family or an old friend from childhood. You may not communicate with those people often, but the understanding of mutual respect and compassion from distances can help you find solice. I say all of this from experience, I don't really have anyone in my life right now. And sometimes it indeed feels hopeless that I may never know what a true bond could be. But I still believe life brings opportunities one day, one way or another, even if you don't care anymore. Keep your head up kings, you are deserving of self love and friendship will find it way to you again. 💙
This is very good
awesome song
I miss my friends. Covid seperated me from them. I just graduated high school but still keep on having dreams of my old friends in school. I dont use social media such as Instagram or snapchat which is why I am probably so disconnected from them.
Sick work
I was that one friend who would care for one another but they all turned their backs on me. I never wanted be alone
They didn't deserve to have you as a friend if what you say is true. Good luck to you
Missed my old pals since I moved schools and lost contact. Think abt them everyday just kinda shitty seeing them all over insta etc just feel like I should be there 😔🏴
Reach out to them
Just to let you know I didn't have the courage to do so
So I didn't and I regret it
Nad-e-Ali Khan it’s been 5 years man and I feel the exact same
@@scorebagmuncher7670 one of my closest friends moved schools, I want to reach him ,I also search for him here and there but I can't find him, I believe that someone like me is also looking for you!
@@scorebagmuncher7670 not everyone is toxic
Today I break up completly with the last person on my Evil-Person-List. I met a lot of people with really bad Intentions. With one of them, I fell in Love. But today I See, that I wasn t in Love with myself and this was the only reason why I loved this Guy. So first Love yourself and then Love comes in a true way. The same for friendships. Anyway, I wish all bad people a tons of love to heal their inner evil.
Ooo that's kind
The world needs people like you
every bestfriend i've made has left me without a word and it's killing me not knowing if it's my fault. but i have one right now he's different because i feel our connection is deeper than the rest, i don't want to lose him, i can't lose another bestfriend.
me: *watches happy lofi*
'' sad lofi mix ''
me: aight, imma head out
Hey, just know that i have faith in what your capable of!!! I know you can do it, trust me♥️
I miss my friends...but do they miss me?
you never know dude. maybe msg them...
And I'm losing my life...
😥😖😔
I don't know the answer and it's sucks...
Great job w00ds 🖤
L M G
🌙
Taking a break from social media is good... and i stick to reading and streaming
When you're a monster you'll always be alone 🥀
yeah..
I miss my real friends
Since i moved for college , I don't feel anything from other people.
love the things u do
i miss my friends too...
Saludos desde Cuba me encanta el canal!!
Hi there my story is so tough btw i’m from korea a month ago my best freind she passed away i didn’t know i can listen to music like this but it works!! Sorry my bad english but i wnat to say thanks for letting in me i’m getting better n better everything gonna be alright my friend always said that ! Anyway have a good life (what if it’s not good) just stay ur life whatever it’s blue or white
Dear my love hana
Powfu❤
just beatiful
Thank you, you helped you to let off steam because with those melodies I could at least say this to the girl I love
Let's see, look at me in this mother of relationships I am new when I
vent and I told you how I felt I was expecting a "No" from you
But I was surprised that you said yes. Puff you don't know how happy
that I felt at that moment.
If you wonder why I say that, I'm simply used to being told no
since I am a person apparently bipolar, boring and that it works very fast
I try not to be like my jealous father,
but I think that if I am not I will end up not liking you see, this is one of the many shits that
Practically always come to mind "feelings and thoughts of insecurity" and not
I know why, I don't know if this that I'm writing matters to you or it's just me thinking
nonsense as always.
What I was about to tell you was that if it was good for me to tell you what I feel or should
wait for me to be 18, why? because I feel or think that by telling you that from there on
Radically forward your perspective towards me,
It may not be like the other boys in this country, that everything is worth a dick. At
sense that they always look for a relationship just to meterelo and bye, at least
Those who I know are like this, who see the girls as a toy, and it may seem
too sentimental and insecure, but I am so after this I may no longer follow you
liking but good. Now I only think nonsense.
I just hope this shit I said doesn't make you mad ... I love you.
dang i wish i had a friend i could actually consider a real friend
Im tired of this boot leg i dont want to live
Stay strong! 💙
@@thebootlegboy2 thanks leg
I know life is hard but stay strong! Only alive you can see the good things life can bring to you!
@@vanderlinojunior7895 thanjs mate
Things are tough but you are tougher live for the people who’ll miss you when your gone
Eh hola ta guapo y el tema también :'v
crazy good
No dejes de hacer esto plis!!
Caraca!!!só músicas de qualidades🇧🇷
The best Channel of musics!
THE BOOTLEG BOY is going down right now, hope you good bootleg :(
i have good friends but i feel like i cant be there for them. I cant really make them laugh. But i try really hard to stand up for them. But i end up embarrassing myself..
Is it abnormal that I cried throughout the whole video
My comment will probably get lost but whoever reads this.. you got this! whatever you are going through will get better hang in there 🧡🧡
I❤U
Since Covid-19 all my friends seem to be social distancing themselves from me. 😢
I think my friends don't really like me ._.
Same-
message me king
Been there stay strong 💪
Same
me to my dude i miss the friends i never had......
for when the homies can't hang out today...
I was confused during high school... More concerned with what people thought of me... Not really understanding the true meaning of a friend...
Goodnight stranger ❤️
good
i told my friends i miss them and they left me on read:')
Fuck that friends. Im tired of them. I know that its hard to dont care but we have to.
I can stand
Me too I mis my friends and they will exit from school and I will never see them again😢😢😢I love them so mush
Shit I'd miss my friends too if I had um.😂
i finished my last high school today
been stuck studying for these things like literally 22 months
and now that i'm done i did almost perfect in each an every exam (well, the ones that affect what i get to study in college at least)
and now.. it didn't get better
worst parts of me worst times i had were during this period i thought maybe that it's gone that it'll wear off.. that i wouldn't think about attempting suicide a second time.. that i wouldnt want to cry cuz the wound i gave myself when some shit happened to me didnt leave a scar
what is this that is killing me
i almost have no friends but i do have true love
and since when was that never enough? since when was it not the key to all
only reason im not blowing a fucking grenade in my mouth is some religious stuff
i hate my parents and at least one of my 2 siblings its not about them
i just wanna die
God put me out of my misery
PS: saw a girl that used to really like me today, she barely smiled when she saw me..
the fact that i was sitting in my chair in that position is depressing :')
Only if I had friends...
Well can I be your friend
I'm also in need of friends
@@onionwings5207 can i join?
@@deadp0et why not people need someone to talk to
@@deadp0et ey stop calling me a dudet
dentro de poco estarás con 1M suerte
I’m not the first but first 😂 i like your videos 💗
We all miss our frien- wait i don't have any oh well.
As someone who has lots of friends on Twitter who care about me very much on Twitter but now face an uncertain future thanks to Elon Musk as of today, then I can relate to it.
I really hope everyone here takes good care of themselves no matter what happens.
yessir 👌
pls do 1m him
Dame, Jacob. Wish I could just write something and you'd hear it. Everything felt so different since you went. Days seem longer by one online.
I miss me
Remindes me of my unckes basment lonly and nothing to do
💔👑
Oh I didn't know I had friends.
Mr! Mthfkn Cody Jones!!
Nice im Poland ez
hey, I´m from brazil, so translate to portuguese.
todo dia eu vejo meus amigos se afastarem de mim, ninguém nunca me apoia nas minhas decisões nem mesmo minha família, nunca tive ninguém para desabafar sobre tudo que eu sinto, todo esse peso nas costas sem poder falar para um amigo, pois não tenho nenhum, sendo assim, I miss my friends :(
Poor bart😢
My friends left me like 1 year ago so im fine ^^
hey! if you are reading this, please remember that you are amazing just the way you are
You are so nice 😊
done.
Wanna be friends?
I'm drawing a picture for my mom for her birthday tomorrow she probably still doesn't care about me.
If she doesn't care
remember that
We do
🐇🐼🐐🐏🐇🐐🐇🐏:-!🐑🐑
here something fluffy to hug and feel warm
Lol why is this music good when your buzzed or drunk
I never had friends to begin with ):
I have best friends but I was never someones best friend
Well, I suppose they only act like a friend when I'm around.