0:00 When I Am Queen 2:56 Fear of Dying 5:41 Nazi Halo 8:25 Rabbiteen 11:43 Strawberry Gashes 15:29 Author Unknown 18:08 Vivica 23:17 Witch Hunt 25:42 Cinnamon Spider 28:34 Underjoyed 31:29 Surgery 36:05 Star No Star 40:29 Losing His Touch 43:30 Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers 46:45 Lovesong (The Cure cover)
Christine McCrea A guy on his first time having sex lasting 50 minutes would be more than impressive. Anyways, you always remember the album/song you lose your virginity to. Glad you lost yours to a good one, Anthony.
The most under-apprecaited girl rock band.; the voice , the composed and the produced material, all excellently done. It's been at least ten years when I started to listen to them, it brings lots of memories for me, but mostly good ones.
I let my friend borrow this album and he asked me if I was singing (I'm a lead singer in a band and he watched us practice once) so I said no. He was like you sound exactly like the lead singer. it made me so happy... Jessicka is my idol.
@@alliewilson7036 Jesus I forgot I commented under this video. My favorites have changed a little bit. Vivica is hard for me to listen to these days. But I particularly enjoy Your God, Covet, Angels Fuck, and When I Am Queen I hope you're doing alright with whatever you've got going on!
My mother loved them when they were popular in the late 90s and early ‘00s. When I was 12 I found them, in 2015. Still love them to this day as an almost 20 year old.
I love the vocal style Jessicka takes on with this album. Of course, I love her sound on JOJ's earlier albums as well, I just have a special place for her voice on this record. You can tell that she had matured as a singer since the beginning of the band.
It is a much more mature sound, it's beautiful and suits the album, especially "Strawberry Gashes." I loved the album before this, it was really raw and angry, but this one is much more subtle and more listenable (unless I'm really pissed off, lol).
This album is timeless, I still remember a pen pal girl in 2000 or there abouts from kerrang sending me this on cassette and I was completely fuckin knocked over how heavy when I am queen was, how catchy fear of dying was, how emotional strawberry gashes was, how vivica was far too close to home, and how the love song cover was honestly in my opinion the best cure cover I've heard, flasless
huh, i'm 1000s of miles away from where they played, and i know them for years; they used to come up a lot on last.fm. That thing boosted them a lot, even if much too late. Later I got the Vinyl which is one out of like 5 vinyls I ever bought! I fear it's just simply __splitting up__ that kills it (compare i.e. Cobalt60, Fetish or *sniff* Algebra Suicide who had also gathered fans around the world but broke apart too early. Rasputina seems the only that keeps on going, they even admit they are a constant mess. Maybe that helps. ) Cool sidenote: ladygunn.com/music/your-favorite-riot-goth-band-jack-off-jill-is-reuniting
I think I just went through my first heartbreak and I promised myself that when that happened I'd listen to this album first. This really helped me out.
I used to steal this cd from my girlfriend when i stayed at her house cuz her mum made us sleep in separate rooms. Just reminds me of her. Especially the cure cover. I love the way her voice can go from that viceral female lioness scream to that beautiful melodic vocal without any break in the tone she can just push her vocal chords from melody to screaming without any phase shift. Its beautiful.
I am 13 but I would have liked to grow up at the time when there were more people who listened to this type of music. Sorry if something is wrong, I am using google translate
WISH I HAD LISTENED TOO Them since 13, i stated 16, im 39 i a female musician as teenage girl i never saw womene that represented me or my attitude or my body type, its all about recprocating the mysognist machinations ofthe rock and roll world
I love these girls, every album, song, and cover they did. This album, though not the best for most, is my fav. Hits alot of closeness to some parts of my life. J.O.J., I love y'all. Keep on keepin on. We need more bands like this, not less.
It's so weird I woke up half an hour ago and had the melody of 'Fear of Dying' in my head. It was getting annoying so I googled the lyrics and I could remember and then I saw it was "JoJ"!! I haven't heard them in probably 10 years but loved them as a teenager.........Now I remember this album is criminally underrated, there are actually no 'fillers' in it, every song is great, and they have a multi-genre style that is hard to pin down. Some songs are really punk rock, some goth-metal, some of it really grunge, others are super-angsty slow ballads, some sound like the Smashing Pumpkins...You just cannot pin them down. Such a shame they weren't around for very long, I think they would've been huge today . Scarling were pretty good too though. I'm gonna give them a listen after this.
wow haven't thought about this band in a long time. I got to see Jack off Jill perform live. back in the late 90's i went to a concert featuring Monster Magnet, Hole, and Marilyn Manson. Hole wound up cancelling their performance and were replaced by Jack off Jill. never heard of them before that night but they were awesome.
I can't believe that I never bothered to give JoJ a listen back in the day. I'd heard of them, but I'd only listened to Strawberry Gashes. I really missed out, but at least I know now how good they were. This album is now one of my favorites.
@@MissKrystlelive So scsrling fan too? Wonder how many like both..love the difference and both scsrling albums are good. Just more chilled...interesting transition
Thank you for posting this, seriously. I was a huge JOJ fan back in the day. .. my car for stolen once along with my cds... this was one of them and I forgot about it. I still know every word to every song lmao...memories..
I feel like I'm in high school again! 15 years ago, I loved this album when I used to use Lime Wire. For years I've been wanting more from Jack Off Jill, when I got older I got my wish with their reunion and merch.
Elliott Day crossed the pond on sunday and staying at my mates hotel in philly until end of the week... met up with some girls that are going as well... buzzing
About six years ago I lucked onto an LP pressing. (No, I am NOT selling it!) The tracks "witch hunt" and "underjoyed" were excluded. Too bad- I don't hate "underjoyed". It should have been left on... (The Cure cover was intact, no longer a hidden track..)
Absolute masterpiece. I waited so damn long for this record to drop, there were delays due to record label bullsh-t iirc. I remember they sent out an MP3 file with segments from each song on the record. It was like Christmas morning, hearing those for the first time. ALL of these songs rip. Hot damn.
I still love how they got Mark Ryden to paint there albums cover art ahhh I miss opening for them and chilling with them as well as other things ~~ nothing like the 90s to feel something as the memeriorys flow threw my mind on this drowned out Halloween day 🎃~~
FUQN THANK YOU FOR THIS UPLOAD!!! JESSIKA CAN WAIL! & TENNI ....DAMN I MISS THEM ...JESSIKA SEEING HER CUT HERSELF ON STAGE AND PLAY WITH SMITE IN MIAMI, FL..NUTZ AND GEN AND THE GENITORTURES!!!
For those listening for the very first time, and not sure if you like it jump to 36.07 Star No Star. The very best song amongst a grouping of some of the best around
I've been hearing about jack off Jill for ages, and only now I'm discovering that they're THAT good??? Like im fucking blown away. It's insane how good every song is. And it's insane how i connected to this music instantly. Gosh I'm an idiot for not giving them a listen earlier
~☆ Lyrics for all songs ☆~ ***"When I Am Queen" When I am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists that everything you once held dear is taken away from you When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will fall from grace If all their hearts I could replace, but until then I'll have to... Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown When I am queen on royal throne made out of parts of broken bones of all the devils I have known that suck the angels dry When I am queen I'll have my way I'll make it drowning Dollie day and all the tears that we have cried will suck back in our eyes Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown Hush baby hush baby Hush baby go to sleep Hush baby hush baby Hush baby I'll make it be When I am queen I will not wait my body type will still be great I will not leave it up to fate because I hate you too When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury the glitter sores will heal themselves I'll play the part of someone else Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown drown drown myself Drown ***"Fear Of Dying" I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... Fear of Fear of Fear of Fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not afraid of forgiveness I absolve you everything I'm not afraid of lying... But I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you all I do is sit and think about you Without you yes I... ***"Nazi Halo" Take a souvenir and stop your staring Just cause I'm screaming Don't mean I'm sharing Can't keep my mouth shut if you keep that dress on You can't negotiate Not with me this time you go so low your faggot rainbow your Nazi Halo won't save you this time Bring your IQ and try to understand Just cause I'm listening Don't mean we're still friends Can't fix my problem You crossed a thin line You can't just work it out not with me this time you go so low your faggot rainbow your junkie ego won't save you this time you go so low your tragic disco your Nazi Halo won't save you this time You're so predictable no shadow of doubt when you are suffering know who sold you out Fuck your opinions Fuck your lack of spine When you are miserable Know that I'm just fine You go solo your faggot rainbow your junkie ego won't save you this time you go solo your tragic disco your Nazi Halo won't save you this time ***"Rabiteen" He said that he would stay forever forever wasn't very long He said that he would take the high road He thought that I was always wrong Cause when he lied it meant he loved me And when he lied it meant he cared And when he lied it meant he loved me Cause when he lied it meant that he was there He said that he would go his own way wrapped up my leg and down my spine He said that he would be the fairest Drenched in blood and turpentine Cause when he lied it meant he loved me And when he lied it meant he cared And when he lied it meant he loved me Cause when he lied it meant that he was there I am never going back I don't care what he said I wish he could see the hate in my head I am never going back I don't care what he said I wish he could see the hate in my head I am never going back I don't care what he said I wish he could see the hate in my head I am never going back I don't care what he said I wish he could see the hate He said that he would tell no secrets He said that he would never lie He said that he would spring eternal He said that we would never die Cause when he lied it meant he loved me And when he lied it meant he cared And when he lied it meant he loved me Cause when he cried it meant he cared Cause when he lied it meant he loved me And when he lied it meant he cared And when he lied it meant he loved me Cause when he lied it meant that he was he was he was He was there ***"Strawberry Gashes" Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it's course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I'd held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It's almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me ***"Author Unknown" Check your diction Search your memory Create your history Still not true Write your novel Pick and shovel You will need them when I bury you No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself Make it true Check your grammar your bad nature Exaggerations still not true Ask your question and listen closely Here's your answer It's still fuck you No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself Make it true There's no price tag on my conscience here's your answer it's still FUCK YOU I met a man who was gone in a day He grabbed my hands Memories flashed away I met a man who was once on my side he wrote a book and now everyone lies NO No forgiveness you're no martyr Sell yourself make it true There's no price tag on my conscience here's your answer it's still FUCK YOU ***"Vivica" Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you burn in humid hell No sleeping pills no old tattoos will save you now He'll never change he's just too vague he'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you sit I watch you dwell No crooked spine no torn up rag will save you now He'll never change he's not that brave He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... Oh Vivica I wish you well I'll sit right here I'll never tell no tender scar no twist of fate will save you now He'll never change he's just not there He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me and tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake recalls when she was capable... She's empty and so beautiful I'll keep her here with me ***"Witch Hunt" Dead girl's dance they burn and twirl Witch hunt Witch cunt burn this girl Dead girl's dance they burn and twirl Witch hunt Witch cunt burn this girl Dead girl's dance they burn...- I'm running out of air Theres a carnival in the graveyard tonight With the clouds that fall with poison And they fall on my skin making tiny holes Erasing my legacy Nothing hurts Nothings right I am nothing Turning to the left I get on a ride And the ride's dark.. And drive nazi cars.. And I am no longer afraid Because I've held on so tight That I've crushed them... I've crushed them It covers me And I try to find comfort in the darkness Where I am no longer your misanthropic majesty With only one match...And one chance to burn... Only one.. I'M BURNING I'M FUCKING BURNING Dead Girl's Dance They burn they twirl Witch hunt Witch cunt burn this girl
***"Cinnamon Spider" A witch will burn when she's thrown into the fire Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire She crawls on webs of lies I die up inside her to take what's mine that bitch the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt Consumed by hate and guilt She'll never retire too old to fix too dead to ever acquire slit wrists - talk shit But she will never inspire a plan to save herself the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt bite heads off those who fail and try to imply her forlorn despised I am the cinnamon spider I won't try and every time I tell that lie I live without guilt and I won't cry and I hope you love your life and live with your guilt and I am fine and I'll learn to take what's mine and live without guilt Oh yeah ***"Underjoyed" The doctor released me a case of underjoyed No lack of nutrition something I can't avoid No mental condition maybe I'm paranoid or maybe maybe I'm just bored I'm just damn bored I'm just damn bored I'm just damn bored An old friend convinced me that he was underjoyed He never caused friction his ego he destroyed He made a decision He jumped into the void or maybe maybe he's just bored he's just damn bored he's just damn bored he's just damn bored Drown your fears in alcohol everybody spills and falls Choke on every dream you ever had Drown yourself in alcohol everybody slips and falls Choke on every dream you ever had Keep yourself in 6 degrees no one ever comforts me why should they bother When I'm alone and I'm so damn bored I am so bored I am so bored I am so NO NO NO NOW BORED I am so bored I am so bored I'm so damned that keeps me underjoyed ***"Surgery" I can change, I can cut it open Look at me the way you did before I can change diagnose the symptom buy the anecdote but not the cure Hold me under cut away this empty Hold me under change the way I feel about you I can change I'll correct the defect repair the injury called you and me I can change I'll surrender to it I can suffer with the best of them Hold me under cut away this empty Hold me under change the way I feel about you I can change, I'll replace the decay make you second guess your everyday I can change, I'll survey the damage Kill the narcissist with his reflection until tomorrow Hold me under cut away this empty Hold me under change the way I feel about you Hold me under cut away this empty Hold me under change the way I feel about you until tomorrow ***"Star No Star" I cannot distance myself You were the one who believed that only half of a girl half more than you could deceive I watch your face on TV All that I am turns to fear When you're the boy that I want I will be waiting right here I don't know what to believe Sew up the sore make it fake When you're the boy that I want I'll be the girl that you hate You end up dead in the end Star no star You end up right here my friend Star no star We end up dead in the end Star no star We end up right here my friend Star no star I can not distance myself You were the one who believed that only half of a girl half you but never half me I see your face on the street Burnt hands but features so clear When I'm the girl that you want I will be waiting right here I don't know what to believe peel all the scars from our way When you're the boy that I want we will have one perfect day You end up dead in the end Star no Star You end up right here my friend Star no Star We end up dead in the end Star no Star We end up right here my friend Star no Star I am so distant myself I guess I never believed that you could take it away and I'd have no time to grieve I don't believe in TV I don't believe in the fear When you are searching for stars You will be looking right here You end up dead in the end Star no Star You end up right here my friend Star no Star We end up dead in the end Star no Star We end up right here my friend Star no Star We end up right here my friend Star no Star We end up right here my friend Star no Star We end up right here my friend Star no Star ***Losing His Touch" Hey there cracked God (you're) you're looking older (you're) you're looking older cry on someone else's shoulder pink dried up crippled Christ try to take your own advice NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch hey there rich God (you're) you're looking distressed (you're) you're looking distressed buy a saint to clean up your mess Temptation on my side Devil got me a fat new bribe NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch I can't breathe Save me Sew the seed Praise me I never had faith in you I'll never have faith in you I'll never have faith in you I'll resurrect myself Hey there dead god you're lost and jaded you're lost and faded you've become the sheep you hated you're rotten to the core Don't believe in you anymore NOW now I'm God because God never loved me this much NOW I'll play God cause your God is just losing his touch ***"Clear Hearts Grey Flowers" Your mouth is like funeral where words go to die Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me Your mouth is like an open sore where words blister and die Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me clear hearts grey flowers clear hearts and grey... this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get fuck you this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted fuck YOU this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want from me ***"Lovesong" (originally by Cure) Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again, again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you
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Jeez how old is this band?! Way to make me feel old...but its sad I didn't actually hear this past 4 years ago when I could actually friggin hear. Cuz for what it's worth what I can hear sounds really vibey and totally like something I could have gone to Jr High with with my ol' MP3 player haha. Ahh good times...someone fix my hearing loss please lol.
Of all the albums from JOJ to see kicking around on TH-cam, i'm glad it's this one. So much blood, sweat, tears and drama by this point in their careers. Pity they went out the way they did, but that's the recording industry for ya. Always a fan, still listening in 2019.
0:00 When I Am Queen
2:56 Fear of Dying
5:41 Nazi Halo
8:25 Rabbiteen
11:43 Strawberry Gashes
15:29 Author Unknown
18:08 Vivica
23:17 Witch Hunt
25:42 Cinnamon Spider
28:34 Underjoyed
31:29 Surgery
36:05 Star No Star
40:29 Losing His Touch
43:30 Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers
46:45 Lovesong (The Cure cover)
+Z Jackie Thank you so much for this. Your comment doesnt have enough upvotes
Brutal
Thanks for the tracklist!!
Thank you so much, was serching thi fo so ome, I'm fale but now I'm in love
thanky you rigato gaimasu sense
I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO THIS ALBUM
that is beautiful right there
Did you last the whole album? That would be mighty impressive
Christine McCrea A guy on his first time having sex lasting 50 minutes would be more than impressive.
Anyways, you always remember the album/song you lose your virginity to. Glad you lost yours to a good one, Anthony.
mine was Celebrity Skin by Hole lol
good for you anthony!!!!
Will always be one of my favourite 90s albums. A perfect blend of riot grrrl, punk, goth, alt.
❤️❤️❤️
And also industrial
She was that devoted to the band she did pown to pay for the album.
They where ahead of their time! If this was today they would be famous!
John Fusaro As much as I'd like this to be true, where in the world would you get that idea?
Rew Exactly what I was thinking. So sad :( Fuck everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@ThreeShitsToTheWind Not even close. Jessicka is way better than Courtney.
@@Rewyn09 it most definitely would blow up im todays age
It don't need to be famous to be good.
The most under-apprecaited girl rock band.; the voice , the composed and the produced material, all excellently done. It's been at least ten years when I started to listen to them, it brings lots of memories for me, but mostly good ones.
I agree! I actually prefer them over hole tbh (still love hole tho)
yes
I let my friend borrow this album and he asked me if I was singing (I'm a lead singer in a band and he watched us practice once) so I said no. He was like you sound exactly like the lead singer. it made me so happy... Jessicka is my idol.
thats really cool, do you have any recordings?
Still listening to this album as if it was released yesterday.
Eu também. Parece ter sido ontem.
How about now?
Same here
New music? Nah. This gold album? Yes
I like your name
I forgot how much I love this album. Such raw energy. The 90s was a great decade for brash, unadulterated rock music.
Strawberry Gashes tears me up man
Me too 😢
Strawberry Gashes is my favorite besides Vivica
@@alliewilson7036 Jesus I forgot I commented under this video. My favorites have changed a little bit. Vivica is hard for me to listen to these days. But I particularly enjoy Your God, Covet, Angels Fuck, and When I Am Queen
I hope you're doing alright with whatever you've got going on!
My mother loved them when they were popular in the late 90s and early ‘00s. When I was 12 I found them, in 2015. Still love them to this day as an almost 20 year old.
mum had a good tatse in tunes back in the day, these were always a little underground
I love Vivica. Definitely my favorite song.
Mine is Surgery ... but I love all songs
Mine is Surgery ... but I love all songs
I like cinnamon spider!
Same also fear of dying
Strawberry Gashes❤
I love the vocal style Jessicka takes on with this album. Of course, I love her sound on JOJ's earlier albums as well, I just have a special place for her voice on this record. You can tell that she had matured as a singer since the beginning of the band.
It is a much more mature sound, it's beautiful and suits the album, especially "Strawberry Gashes." I loved the album before this, it was really raw and angry, but this one is much more subtle and more listenable (unless I'm really pissed off, lol).
This album is timeless, I still remember a pen pal girl in 2000 or there abouts from kerrang sending me this on cassette and I was completely fuckin knocked over how heavy when I am queen was, how catchy fear of dying was, how emotional strawberry gashes was, how vivica was far too close to home, and how the love song cover was honestly in my opinion the best cure cover I've heard, flasless
Another deeply underappreciated female led band. What else is new
huh, i'm 1000s of miles away from where they played, and i know them for years; they used to come up a lot on last.fm. That thing boosted them a lot, even if much too late. Later I got the Vinyl which is one out of like 5 vinyls I ever bought! I fear it's just simply __splitting up__ that kills it (compare i.e. Cobalt60, Fetish or *sniff* Algebra Suicide who had also gathered fans around the world but broke apart too early. Rasputina seems the only that keeps on going, they even admit they are a constant mess. Maybe that helps. ) Cool sidenote: ladygunn.com/music/your-favorite-riot-goth-band-jack-off-jill-is-reuniting
I visited a record store in VA today. Saw a copy of the vinyl on the Holy Crap! wall going for... $250!!!!
I think I just went through my first heartbreak and I promised myself that when that happened I'd listen to this album first. This really helped me out.
same lollll
I used to steal this cd from my girlfriend when i stayed at her house cuz her mum made us sleep in separate rooms. Just reminds me of her. Especially the cure cover. I love the way her voice can go from that viceral female lioness scream to that beautiful melodic vocal without any break in the tone she can just push her vocal chords from melody to screaming without any phase shift. Its beautiful.
it's just as good as it was when i was 14. i love this band!
i only discovered them a few weeks ago, where has this been all my life
love from 2024. 🕷
I am 13 but I would have liked to grow up at the time when there were more people who listened to this type of music.
Sorry if something is wrong, I am using google translate
When I listened to them around your age. I was the only person i knew who listened to them. I'm 30 now. Still never met anyone who listened to them.
WISH I HAD LISTENED TOO Them since 13, i stated 16, im 39 i a female musician as teenage girl i never saw womene that represented me or my attitude or my body type, its all about recprocating the mysognist machinations ofthe rock and roll world
Same
same i barely know anyone who listens to this
@@kathy2049 ikrrr
Love the Mark Ryden art
This is one of my favorite albums ever.
first time listening....getting blown away!!
someone recommended me this band 2 yrs ago and seriously it makes me wish i was born earlier to experience the making of bands like this one
I love these girls, every album, song, and cover they did. This album, though not the best for most, is my fav. Hits alot of closeness to some parts of my life. J.O.J., I love y'all. Keep on keepin on. We need more bands like this, not less.
best. album. ever.
It's so weird I woke up half an hour ago and had the melody of 'Fear of Dying' in my head. It was getting annoying so I googled the lyrics and I could remember and then I saw it was "JoJ"!! I haven't heard them in probably 10 years but loved them as a teenager.........Now I remember this album is criminally underrated, there are actually no 'fillers' in it, every song is great, and they have a multi-genre style that is hard to pin down.
Some songs are really punk rock, some goth-metal, some of it really grunge, others are super-angsty slow ballads, some sound like the Smashing Pumpkins...You just cannot pin them down.
Such a shame they weren't around for very long, I think they would've been huge today .
Scarling were pretty good too though. I'm gonna give them a listen after this.
this music will never get old for me. Rock on girls!
I love this album cover.
i feel like joj fans should unite because theres only like 30 of us in the world
I really love this band. They were amazing
Makes me feel like I'm having a genuine blast from the past moment listening to this awesome record!
Out of all the projects Jesicka did, I think her vocals sound the best on this album
wow haven't thought about this band in a long time. I got to see Jack off Jill perform live. back in the late 90's i went to a concert featuring Monster Magnet, Hole, and Marilyn Manson. Hole wound up cancelling their performance and were replaced by Jack off Jill. never heard of them before that night but they were awesome.
I can't believe that I never bothered to give JoJ a listen back in the day. I'd heard of them, but I'd only listened to Strawberry Gashes. I really missed out, but at least I know now how good they were. This album is now one of my favorites.
Still rocking to these bitches in 2020! Never guna stop. Cant believe its been 20 years!
Album is perfection❤️
@@MissKrystlelive So scsrling fan too? Wonder how many like both..love the difference and both scsrling albums are good. Just more chilled...interesting transition
@@danlawes8427 I love Jessicka's voice and vibe.
As a male gym addict, I’d like to thank the goth people for the music. Y’all are pretty chill
Thank you for posting this, seriously. I was a huge JOJ fan back in the day. .. my car for stolen once along with my cds... this was one of them and I forgot about it. I still know every word to every song lmao...memories..
I feel like I'm in high school again! 15 years ago, I loved this album when I used to use Lime Wire. For years I've been wanting more from Jack Off Jill, when I got older I got my wish with their reunion and merch.
FUCKING FIRE ASS ALBUM OH MY GOD I ADORE THIS SHIT
I love this album🖤
Jessicka sings like a wildcat! Wonderful!
When I Am Queen: 0:00
Fear Of Dying: 2:56
Nazi Halo: 5:43
Rabbiteen: 8:26
Strawberry Gashes: 11:44
Author Unknown: 15:29
Vivica: 18:07
Witch Hunt: 23:17
Cinnamon Spider: 25:42
Underjoyed: 28:34
Surgery: 31:30
Star No Star: 36:06
Losing His Touch: 40:30
Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers: 43:29
Lovesong: 46:46
One of my Favourite albums ever!
I love this band. I have two of the symbols from this album tattooed on me! Thanks for uploading!
I came here because I like Queen Adreena, which led me to Scarling and now this. I love you, TH-cam recommendations and I love this band.
her sound is the best
this album proved that this all lady band can hold there own with the best of em !!!!!! JOJ ROX !!!!!
These girls are awesome ..
Thanks for posting-- this never gets old!
thank you so much for sharing ! this is right what i needed .. this is what you want this is what you get ....
Обожаю эту группу💞
Ятожж
Still listening in 2018
same!
Same
me in 2021 :)
absolutely love this album
Can't wait to see these ladies in a few days... EXCITED
TheKhajiiit I wish I was you...
Elliott Day travelled from London to Philly .. setting off from here on Friday to NC.... then home on tuesday back to England... couldn't miss this
Ugh I'm in England. Can't believe I missed it.
Elliott Day crossed the pond on sunday and staying at my mates hotel in philly until end of the week... met up with some girls that are going as well... buzzing
Hope you have an awesome time bud. Have fun for me.
Mi album favorito por siempre
Riot Grrls Always Rock! Born in vicinity of L7, whilst enjoying Bikini Kill, meet & greet with Lunachicks!
Love all those bands❤️ plus 7 year bitch, Le tirgre,etc❤️
Such a great album.
great band, great songs, great lyrics
About six years ago I lucked onto an LP pressing. (No, I am NOT selling it!) The tracks "witch hunt" and "underjoyed" were excluded. Too bad- I don't hate "underjoyed". It should have been left on... (The Cure cover was intact, no longer a hidden track..)
Absolute masterpiece. I waited so damn long for this record to drop, there were delays due to record label bullsh-t iirc. I remember they sent out an MP3 file with segments from each song on the record. It was like Christmas morning, hearing those for the first time. ALL of these songs rip. Hot damn.
I still love how they got Mark Ryden to paint there albums cover art ahhh I miss opening for them and chilling with them as well as other things ~~ nothing like the 90s to feel something as the memeriorys flow threw my mind on this drowned out Halloween day 🎃~~
FUQN THANK YOU FOR THIS UPLOAD!!! JESSIKA CAN WAIL! & TENNI ....DAMN I MISS THEM ...JESSIKA SEEING HER CUT HERSELF ON STAGE AND PLAY WITH SMITE IN MIAMI, FL..NUTZ AND GEN AND THE GENITORTURES!!!
11:43 Strawberry Gashes
This is my favorite album of theirs
For those listening for the very first time, and not sure if you like it jump to 36.07 Star No Star. The very best song amongst a grouping of some of the best around
Such a great fucking album! The bass and percussion just kills!
I fucking love this album
I personally think it is a beautiful, passionate piece of music.
I've been hearing about jack off Jill for ages, and only now I'm discovering that they're THAT good??? Like im fucking blown away. It's insane how good every song is. And it's insane how i connected to this music instantly. Gosh I'm an idiot for not giving them a listen earlier
Such an amazing album!
still loving! first music that really could catch up different pains
Love this album, it's in my top 10, even maybe my top 5!
It's bloody awesome!
~☆ Lyrics for all songs ☆~
***"When I Am Queen"
When I am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace, but until then I'll have to...
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
When I am queen on royal throne made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known that suck the angels dry
When I am queen I'll have my way I'll make it drowning Dollie day
and all the tears that we have cried will suck back in our eyes
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby I'll make it be
When I am queen I will not wait my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate because I hate you too
When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury
the glitter sores will heal themselves I'll play the part of someone else
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
***"Fear Of Dying"
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I...
***"Nazi Halo"
Take a souvenir and stop your staring
Just cause I'm screaming
Don't mean I'm sharing
Can't keep my mouth shut
if you keep that dress on
You can't negotiate
Not with me this time
you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time
Bring your IQ and try to understand
Just cause I'm listening
Don't mean we're still friends
Can't fix my problem
You crossed a thin line
You can't just work it out
not with me this time
you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time
you go so low
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time
You're so predictable no shadow of doubt
when you are suffering know who sold you out
Fuck your opinions
Fuck your lack of spine
When you are miserable
Know that I'm just fine
You go solo
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time
you go solo
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time
***"Rabiteen"
He said that he would stay forever
forever wasn't very long
He said that he would take the high road
He thought that I was always wrong
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there
He said that he would go his own way
wrapped up my leg and down my spine
He said that he would be the fairest
Drenched in blood and turpentine
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there
I am never going back I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head
I am never going back I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head
I am never going back I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head
I am never going back I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate
He said that he would tell no secrets
He said that he would never lie
He said that he would spring eternal
He said that we would never die
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he cried it meant he cared
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that
he was
he was
he was
He was there
***"Strawberry Gashes"
Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here
Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over
I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"
Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me
Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me
***"Author Unknown"
Check your diction
Search your memory
Create your history
Still not true
Write your novel
Pick and shovel
You will need them when I bury you
No forgiveness you're no martyr
Sell yourself
Make it true
Check your grammar
your bad nature
Exaggerations still not true
Ask your question and listen closely
Here's your answer
It's still fuck you
No forgiveness you're no martyr
Sell yourself
Make it true
There's no price tag on my conscience
here's your answer it's still
FUCK YOU
I met a man who was gone in a day
He grabbed my hands
Memories flashed away
I met a man who was once on my side
he wrote a book
and now everyone lies
NO
No forgiveness you're no martyr
Sell yourself
make it true
There's no price tag on my conscience
here's your answer it's still
FUCK YOU
***"Vivica"
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you burn in humid hell
No sleeping pills no old tattoos
will save you now
He'll never change he's just too vague
he'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do
The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you sit I watch you dwell
No crooked spine no torn up rag
will save you now
He'll never change he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do, I really do
The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I'll sit right here I'll never tell
no tender scar no twist of fate
will save you now
He'll never change he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you will I really do, I really do
The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
and tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
and dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams she stays awake
recalls when she was capable...
She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me
***"Witch Hunt"
Dead girl's dance they burn and twirl
Witch hunt
Witch cunt burn this girl
Dead girl's dance they burn and twirl
Witch hunt
Witch cunt burn this girl
Dead girl's dance they burn...-
I'm running out of air
Theres a carnival in the graveyard tonight
With the clouds that fall with poison
And they fall on my skin making tiny holes
Erasing my legacy
Nothing hurts
Nothings right
I am nothing
Turning to the left
I get on a ride
And the ride's dark..
And drive nazi cars..
And I am no longer afraid
Because I've held on so tight
That I've crushed them...
I've crushed them
It covers me
And I try to find comfort in the darkness
Where I am no longer your misanthropic majesty
With only one match...And one chance to burn...
Only one..
I'M BURNING
I'M FUCKING BURNING
Dead Girl's Dance They burn they twirl
Witch hunt
Witch cunt burn this girl
***"Cinnamon Spider"
A witch will burn
when she's thrown into the fire
Not her she'll peel and writhe
but never expire
She crawls on webs of lies
I die up inside her
to take what's mine
that bitch the cinnamon spider
I won't try
and every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
and I won't cry
and I hope you love your life
and live with your guilt
Consumed by hate and guilt
She'll never retire
too old to fix
too dead to ever acquire
slit wrists - talk shit
But she will never inspire
a plan to save herself
the cinnamon spider
I won't try
and every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
and I won't cry
and I hope you love your life
and live with your guilt
bite heads off those who fail
and try to imply her
forlorn despised
I am the cinnamon spider
I won't try
and every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
and I won't cry
and I hope you love your life
and live with your guilt
and I am fine
and I'll learn to take what's mine
and live without guilt
Oh yeah
***"Underjoyed"
The doctor released me
a case of underjoyed
No lack of nutrition
something I can't avoid
No mental condition
maybe I'm paranoid
or maybe
maybe
I'm just bored
I'm just damn bored
I'm just damn bored
I'm just damn bored
An old friend convinced me
that he was underjoyed
He never caused friction
his ego he destroyed
He made a decision
He jumped into the void
or maybe
maybe
he's just bored
he's just damn bored
he's just damn bored
he's just damn bored
Drown your fears in alcohol
everybody spills and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had
Drown yourself in alcohol
everybody slips and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had
Keep yourself in 6 degrees
no one ever comforts me
why should they bother
When I'm alone and I'm so damn bored
I am so bored
I am so bored
I am so
NO NO NO NOW
BORED
I am so bored
I am so bored
I'm so damned
that keeps me underjoyed
***"Surgery"
I can change, I can cut it open
Look at me the way you did before
I can change
diagnose the symptom
buy the anecdote but not the cure
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
I can change
I'll correct the defect
repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I'll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
I can change, I'll replace the decay
make you second guess your everyday
I can change, I'll survey the damage
Kill the narcissist with his reflection
until tomorrow
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
Hold me under
cut away this empty
Hold me under
change the way I feel about you
until tomorrow
***"Star No Star"
I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believed
that only half of a girl
half more than you could deceive
I watch your face on TV
All that I am turns to fear
When you're the boy that I want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
Sew up the sore make it fake
When you're the boy that I want
I'll be the girl that you hate
You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here my friend
Star no star
I can not distance myself
You were the one who believed
that only half of a girl
half you but never half me
I see your face on the street
Burnt hands but features so clear
When I'm the girl that you want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
peel all the scars from our way
When you're the boy that I want
we will have one perfect day
You end up dead in the end
Star no Star
You end up right here my friend
Star no Star
We end up dead in the end
Star no Star
We end up right here my friend
Star no Star
I am so distant myself
I guess I never believed
that you could take it away
and I'd have no time to grieve
I don't believe in TV
I don't believe in the fear
When you are searching for stars
You will be looking right here
You end up dead in the end
Star no Star
You end up right here my friend
Star no Star
We end up dead in the end
Star no Star
We end up right here my friend
Star no Star
We end up right here my friend
Star no Star
We end up right here my friend
Star no Star
We end up right here my friend
Star no Star
***Losing His Touch"
Hey there cracked God
(you're) you're looking older
(you're) you're looking older
cry on someone else's shoulder
pink dried up crippled Christ
try to take your own advice
NOW now I'm God
because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play God
cause your God is just losing his touch
hey there rich God
(you're) you're looking distressed
(you're) you're looking distressed
buy a saint to clean up your mess
Temptation on my side
Devil got me a fat new bribe
NOW now I'm God
because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play God
cause your God is just losing his touch
I can't breathe
Save me
Sew the seed
Praise me
I never had faith in you
I'll never have faith in you
I'll never have faith in you
I'll resurrect myself
Hey there dead god
you're lost and jaded
you're lost and faded
you've become the sheep you hated
you're rotten to the core
Don't believe in you anymore
NOW now I'm God
because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play God
cause your God is just losing his touch
***"Clear Hearts Grey Flowers"
Your mouth is like funeral
where words go to die
Your mouth is like funeral
where kisses go to die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like funeral
where kisses go to die
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you got
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you get from me
Your mouth is like an open sore
where words blister and die
Your mouth is like an open sore
where kisses rot and die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like an open sore
where kisses rot and die
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you got
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you get from me
clear hearts grey flowers
clear hearts and grey...
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
fuck you
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you want this is what you wanted
fuck YOU
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want this is what you get
this is what you want from me
***"Lovesong"
(originally by Cure)
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again, again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Thank u!!
Looking forward to seeing these amazing musicians in October!!! :D
So underrated
still listening in 2019
my comfort album
This album is perfect
One of the best.
I love this record so much
Aw. I'm glad I sparked some positive nostalgia into you. :)
Elliott Day
Thank u 👍😎👍
The power of that voice, and that energy. LOVE ^7777777777
"& when he lied it meant that.. *he was there"*
"I'm burning!!!.......I'm fucking burning!!!!!"
I've heard Witch Hunt over 15 years ago and I've never realized how dark it is.
Hey no problem! :) Remember everyone, Jack Off Jill may have split up and all members no longer receive income but you can help by visiting there websites and purchasing there merchandise!
Thanks for sharing. I've loved this album since it was released. Yeh, it's pre-emo but hey let's not put labels on things we love.
Jessicka
this is sooooo good
DOOOOOM!!!!!
Gets said all the time but in their case I believe it rings true… extremely underrated artists.
I wish I could scream like that but I live with my grandparents
I'm glad you like it! :)
Great band name
Nice and grrrreat discovery from 2013 :) I fell in love on first sight 3
Hail Jack Off Jill from Mexico! \m/
O melhor álbum na minha opinião *_*
Jeez how old is this band?! Way to make me feel old...but its sad I didn't actually hear this past 4 years ago when I could actually friggin hear. Cuz for what it's worth what I can hear sounds really vibey and totally like something I could have gone to Jr High with with my ol' MP3 player haha. Ahh good times...someone fix my hearing loss please lol.
Of all the albums from JOJ to see kicking around on TH-cam, i'm glad it's this one. So much blood, sweat, tears and drama by this point in their careers. Pity they went out the way they did, but that's the recording industry for ya. Always a fan, still listening in 2019.
Would anyone happen to know who the artist is for the cover photo? I remember I loved that art my freshman year in hs but I have long forgotten :/
Samantha Vasquez Mark Ryden