My mom sexulized me throughout my childhood. I love her and what she has done as a mother, especially for my siblings. However it took away my ability to listen and obey to her as a parent, and to feel valued intrinsically by her. I’ve never cried in her lap, or buried my face in her chest. I feel a gaping wound inside of me from this. And see shame, not for what my mom did but what I did in response. I tried to take this intimacy from my sister, and sexulized our relationship. I overcorrected and abandoned my primal male. Subsequently I have failed to creat a safe space for the woman I love. I don’t believe this is my fate, but it is the greatest challenge I’ve ever faced. When women are needing my masculine, I feel an overwhelming anxiety that makes my whole body flush and my brain go blank. It’s awful but I’m learning to work through it.
Wonderful! I grant the brothers a healthy brotherhood and myself a healthy sisterhood (not easy to find). What about men who hate their mother? How can I best deal with them as a woman? What about raising 2 boys of 19 and 16 who are both gay? How could a mother best do that?
Great content! Very helpful and concise.
21:55 wah deeply resonate with this!! A great blessing to find men of honor! Whilst being one! Really!
Thank you Man. These videos mean a lot
My mom sexulized me throughout my childhood. I love her and what she has done as a mother, especially for my siblings. However it took away my ability to listen and obey to her as a parent, and to feel valued intrinsically by her. I’ve never cried in her lap, or buried my face in her chest. I feel a gaping wound inside of me from this. And see shame, not for what my mom did but what I did in response. I tried to take this intimacy from my sister, and sexulized our relationship. I overcorrected and abandoned my primal male. Subsequently I have failed to creat a safe space for the woman I love. I don’t believe this is my fate, but it is the greatest challenge I’ve ever faced. When women are needing my masculine, I feel an overwhelming anxiety that makes my whole body flush and my brain go blank. It’s awful but I’m learning to work through it.
Beautiful stuff lorin. I got a lot out of this. Thank you!
Wonderful! I grant the brothers a healthy brotherhood and myself a healthy sisterhood (not easy to find). What about men who hate their mother? How can I best deal with them as a woman? What about raising 2 boys of 19 and 16 who are both gay? How could a mother best do that?