i miss you.

-On the 15th of April, 2012, my best friend was taken from me. I feel like I can never come to grips that he's gone. Talking about Rousa is a hard thing for me to do, I had never lost something that was so close to me. My mum and I bought Rousa on the 1st of March and on the 15th of April, Rouse was let out of my paddock and hit by a car. Someone had bolt cut our padlock to get to my boy. I can never fully explain to anyone how much this horse meant to me, how much I loved him, he was my Mickey Mouse. I'll never forget that morning; I never want to go through what I had to ever again. Honestly, it has played with my mind for months, it's messed me up a little, whenever I see a car go past my house, I can just picture what happened that night, over and over. I can't even drive past the part of road where he was hit without tearing up and picturing what happened to him. In a way, I feel like I let him down, I was supposed to be his protector, to keep him safe, but I failed. And now, I have to live with this, that this was my fault. I hate the fact I never got any videos of us, this is the only one we got, I treasure this video so much, because It's all I have left of him.