Pile 3 - I actually cried as I was listening to this reading. You describe these last 8 month of my life; actually, since my fiancé (Christopher) and I separated. I allowed this breakup to destroy me and my self-worth. I isolated myself from friends and family. Luckily due to COVID, not everyone realizes the anxiety I have been living with and chalk it up to life during the pandemic. Since I was lucky enough to work from home, my co-workers are unaware of how introverted I have become, since our conversation are kept very professional. I must say that my close family has noticed my pain and anxiety but love me enough to give me the space I requested. This reading was an epiphany!! I needed the “lecture” more than you will ever know. I have decided to take action and love myself as well as forgive myself. This reading has truly opened my eyes and made me want to change my life!! Sending you a huge “Thank you!” and wish you the best. Please continue what you do...your gift is very powerful.
Pile 1- wow just wow. Resonated like crazy. I’m so in aw with your reading and how it is exactly aligned with what I’m going through. Thank you so much! Love and light 🤍✨🧚🏼♀️
Pile 1. Thank you so much for the reading. It is exactly what I need to hear right now. I live in a largely conservative country and from a conservative family so living my truth definitely has it downsides but I'm ready to become the writer, speaker and influencer I've aleays wanted to be. Much love, Namaste
As a parent I've had to learn that I had to give up control. I had so much anxiety over raising my child and trying to control everything until one day, my very wise child, said mom! Why do you blame yourself when I mess up? I'm going to make mistakes and when I do it's my fault not yours. So I hope this helps someone to remember to continue to hold your head up and control is what ends up controlling us but only if we choose to let it💗 thanks for the reading
Pile 2 : I’ve always been shown things about love for my whole life it’s been my biggest fear. So this made me cry and I always felt that my purpose had to do with love but, was sure this clarified that my intuition was right and I need to stop doubting it. Thank you so much
I picked pile 2. I have 2 kids and one on the way. The first two were with my abusive husband who I left for my twin flame who I love dearly. I grew up in foster homes with complete strangers being abused every day. I was homeless with my husband when he started beating me. And recently I've become more spiritual and established who I am and who I want to be and things have become better and happier since ive met my twin. He is my rock and he sees me for what I am and sees past what everyone else saw. We are so excited to take this next step and meet our son. I still have some loose ends and leftovers of my horrible past to tie up but they push me even harder cause I can finally see the end. Btw we are both starseeds ;)
Pile 2. It was so relatable.. It was just what I needed to hear and it answer all my questions. Thank you so much for this reading, I actually started to cry, it was so real. It's nice to hear that all I've been through has a purpose. The fact that you said about opportunitys and about love it made sense for me. My boyfriend want's me to move together and I was so scared to do that but now I know that if I want to achieve my dream of having a family I have to kind of fight for it. Thank you so much again. God bless you and I wish you the best. You are just amazing, I am speechless.
Pile 3- everything you said was true, I can't believe it. I'll try and be more happy and have fun.🥺 Also, I appreciate these kind of flowy readings as it always says what you actually need to hear. Love you, keep up the good work❤️
pile 1. Thank you so much. it was kind of shocking how much it resonated with me you literally pinpointed exactly what i was struggling with and ignoring. it took me 2 hours to get through it as i had to keep pausing to realise what you were saying and how much it applied to me and what i was doing in life. obviously, i don't feel like a complete pioneer ready to take on the world but i feel 1000x more confident in myself than i did before and i have a higher belief that i should follow my path. i want to be a webcomic creator/atist and share my struggles through stories for people to feel understood but i was scared i thought i should do physiotherapy as i would definitely get a job and be financially stable then i could work on my dream on the sidelines but physiotherapy just feels so random and i have no interest in it. i've decided that i'm going to put my absolute everything into pursuing my dream even if it doesn't work out well. i'll be more than happy that i tried. However i know i can make it as i am capable of doing anything! without this video i probably wouldn't have taken the time to think that maybe i should follow my heart for once. im saying this because i want you to know youre helping people and i am so sooo grateful for it !
Dude you just inspired me to be myself because I feel like an outcast in this society and sometimes I force myself to fit in but never feel happy ...right now I'm in this confusion what path to take and you just inspired me and I'm gonna think about this a little and gonna move forward even it's a lonely journey because in the end on my death bed I'll feel satisfied that I lived to my true self and unlike others who never even knew who they were because no matter how much I try to fit in I don't find happiness and I always end up attracting wrong people.
#2 i cried when u said “i’m so sorry people didn’t give love that u deserved” i- i’ve suffered so much since i was only a child. even until now, i’m still suffering but it gets better & better. “u have a chance to traveling” i’m moving out after 21 years. leaving my hometown. “u might found someone in the new place” i don’t wanna raise my hopes but i’d love to. i’ve never been in love because i don’t think i deserve it. i’m crying 😭😩 “it’s no joke what you guys have been through” i mean, me myself can’t even believe i’m survived until now. i’ve attempted to end it so many times :’)
I love your nails! Everytime I‘m excited what style the new ones will be - and I also love ur readings of course. They‘re so different from others and I really enjoy and resonate with them 🍂
Pile 2: Thank you so much for the reading, got me crying as well:( . Really been through a lot in a narcissistic marriage for many years, finally got out of it and had a major spiritual awakening this year.
picked pile two, i recently came to this exact epiphany about my anxiety/depression/bipolar and needing to pick myself by my own bootstraps and take agency in not feeling like shit anymore, asking for help from the universe, surrending pride etc, it's mind-blowing how concisely you put everything, i can't even imagine how helpful this video would have been in ushering that epiphany in sooner when i was in my "five of pentacles" state, really great stuff keep it up !
Pile 3...wow exactly what I needed to hear this morning and it’s sticking with me for my day. Bless your soul, you always just know how to give messages that provide the hard truth but in the most gentle and loving way. Thank you 🌞🤍
Pile 1, wow, it feels like a personal reading. I have been on my path, knowing what I am calling to do but still being pulled back over and over by my logical overthinking mind, my limiting beliefs, and the fear of judgment coming out with my story, so I have been like the knight of pentacle, going forward very slowly while seeing others soaring and triggering my fear and stress more. It has been a journey of a lot of self love & forgiveness, and now learning not to be too serious on my path. I know it is about following my heart to be my full glorious self but, it doesn’t make it easy to step up. Thank you so much for the confirmation, calling my shit out lol and the comforting encouragement, I will keep going forward with more trust and going down the road less traveled. 😊🙏💕
It amazes me on how wise you are at such a young age. I can tell you are not just reading the cards, there is so much more to you and your readings. I have recently come across your readings. I'm really enjoying them, they have been so accurate. This style of reading was a nice change but I also like your regular one too. Wishing you all the best.
Pile 3: I just recently started watching these videos and I really appreciate your readings. They are really accurate and it has given me a lot of peace knowing that everything is going to be ok even though I've been through a lot already. Thank you so much for continuing to do these readings!
pile 1: this resonated so much for me right now and it was so encouraging to know that everything I have been doubting is just that, and that I can do what I want, I can be who I wanna be, and I need to stop holding myself back and just go for it. thank you
I’m actually shocked at how accurate pile 2 was to me. I’ve always been interested in tarot but never truly believed in its use. But absolutely everything you said related to me 100% Exactly what I needed right now.
Pile 1-OMG so incredibly spot on for me! Much needed clarity and confirmation from spirit that NOW is the time for me to finally take action! Crazy how our minds can mess with us and prevent us from taking that first step! Getting out of my own head, has always been my biggest challenge. This reading reminded me of my true life’s purpose as a star seed and light worker. So yeah-time for me to let go of fear and possible judgement from others so that I can step into my full potential! I love how you reminded pile 1 that we are gonna experience failures or set backs etc.. but that we WILL make it through each one! We can still rise above despite our failures! That it’s okay and part of the process! That was exactly what I needed to hear. Because when we are living our purpose, we will find our way to success no matter what! ❤️ Its an amazing and magical journey that we are all on. Each and every one of us has a unique set of beautiful gifts and talents that we are meant to share. So yeah-thank you for sharing your gifts with us! You are a light! ❤️🌈🌟
Thank you Madison. Your story about your anxiety about driving really helped - I high key hate driving but I know I just have to do it to conquer that fear and anxiety around it. Pile 3.
That was really beautiful. Pile 1. Resonated with absolutely everything. I’ve been ill for the past year and I am slowly recovering. I’m now trying to find my new path and have felt very nervous about where I start from here. I really appreciate the message as it reconfirms the beliefs that I have and how I really have been standing in my own way. I’m a light worker, I’m a creative, and I’ve had many new beginnings. You were on point with everything. Sending light and love to you.
Pile 3 bang on intuitive reading 🙏. Being in my comfort zone. Greats and anxiety. Fear to hurt others. So I end up hurting myself. Iam learning to let go of all negativity. Iam being positive and will continue to be nicer to myself. Ppl tend to take me for granted when iam loving and giving. So I m fearful but can't stop being nice to them.
Its so precious and pure how emotionally invested you become for people you don't even know 🥰🥰🥰, i appreciate your readings and the encouragement you give 🥰
"Why do you have to be so serious?": The greatest mystery of my life :P (Pile 1) I was almost crying, too!! I've always said that one of my core principles is to be true to myself and to be who I am. In the last few months, I've been finding myself, my spirituality, and my magical practice. Now that I fully acknowledge myself as a pagan and a witch, I've been struggling with practicing in secret vs. telling my religious family that I am no longer a catholic and that I will no longer take part in their religious practices (other than just to accompany them politely). I've always known that I will at least share that I'm a pagan and that I want to do it before a major catholic celebration comes up, but it's still scary to think about what happens after I come out and say it.
Pile one really explained my current situation so well 🥺💜 I’m not sure where I’m heading to but this gave me some hope and confirmation that I’m doing the right thing💗 thank you so much 💜
I CRIED from beginning to END !! Tears of joy!! You spoke DIRECTLY TO ME♥️🌻🌗🌍 THIS WAS RIGHT ON TIME ! Just the reminder of comfort I needed ! THANK YOU SO MUCH
the healing this reading brought me is just the start of endless amounts of healing and moving out of my stagnation and fear. bless your soul. thank you and spirit so many times for this.
I loove that panda tarot it's so cute #3 I am a very giving person who has been left down several times because I try to see the good in everyone but sometimes there's just bad intentioned people who likes to hurt others... I am really struggling to find my purpose because I have been focused on helping others, but I am surrounded by a toxic environment, my toxic family that don't allow me to grow and archive my dreams... I had to change my plans over and over for them and they are ungrateful AF :'c I didn't entered to the university just because my overprotective mom didn't let me to travel to study to become a nutritionist, now that I am almost 22 years old, I can't enter to the university to study in the medical field, now I am willing to become an entrepreneur and open my own vegan Cafe someday and travel around the world backpacking, but again my mom keeps putting her fears on me... Yes, I had to take adult responsibilities since I was pretty young age because my dad tried to kill us, I saw violence all the way growing up until when I was 15 years old I stand up and I put him on jail allow us 3 (my mom my little sister and I ) to ran away to our natal city to start over, even if I entered to my dream university... I ... Yeah I'm so hard on myself and it's like I almost blame myself to born in a family created for two emotional unavailable individuals (my parents)... I always put others first... I tried to kill myself when I was younger, that's why I am anxious, and my refugee was books and videogames... I want to change but I don't have the money to just go out there to Australia to become an aupair (that loving vegan family are still waiting for me) but I'm stuck... I know that I have in front of me several paths I just need to take the first step and start doing it, i am starting to read tarot, and I want to connect with my guides and angels and develop my psychic abilities, but it's difficult to bloom in a toxic environment. Thanks u for this reading, hugs from Chile 🇨🇱
Pile 1. “the moon under that. It feels significant so I’m taking it.” I was wondering if I chose the right pile when the moon came out which I thought was kinda neat since my name means “the moon.” Was kinda just like a reassurance this was my pile🤣 Update: oh my God, this is already so accurate 😂
#1 This did resonate a lot, (I was choosing my A levels for College-and was stressing about that) thank you for the advice too , it really opened my mind-no matter what i chose, i will work hard on to make it the best it can be, I should let myself explore things further! Everything will be alright. Thank you really :)
Pile 3 - I am in the transition to making that change. And I have started it. But yeah the pile 3 was exactly me a few years ago. It was so lovely to see the reading. Really Love the work you do Madison! Much Love
OMG, I chose pile 2...you made me cry dear! You can't imagine how much you encouraged and inspired me to risk it all for my dreams with tnis reading!🤗🤗🤗
Wow. I chose pile two and everything you said basically resonated with me. I have been going through so many hardships but i have been feeling happier and i do feel a sense that im finally gonna get there. I dont feel blockage anymore and im excited for what the universe brings. Thank you Maddison!!
Pile 3. I recently discovered you and I am very impressed by your style of reading, the way you explain things. You are right about empats and narcisists. I experienced one hell of o rough relationship with a great narcisist. I never realized, until now that you said it: it happends for a reason, a good one, to understand that we have to please ourselves first. Thanks for all your "wise wisdom", you shared with us! All the best wishes for you! 😇🤗💜💜💜
Pile two. This reading was everything. Your energy, your accuracy, your empathy and solidarity… I hope you know how gifted you are. It is amazing to see someone living out their purpose and using their gifts for others. I am so grateful. This reading has given me hope. I was already bawling when you started crying. What you described coming in the future is what I’ve felt deep in my soul all my life was the dream. It has been a long hard road, and I am trying hard to believe. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for channeling these readings. You cannot know how much it means and helps. And as great as the readings are, how resonant and thorough and uplifting and honest, you as a person are so healing. The moment you say “hi friends,” I feel peace and comfort. I feel like you know me and we really are friends haha. Please never stop what you do. It’s powerful.
Pile 3, loved the joke 🤣 also interesting you mentioned the past life and childhood, i was/still am a quiet kid. Have also done a reading about my recent past life and it wasn't pretty 😅 great reading
Pile2. That lottery comment u made, made my soul Twitch I literally just played today w/ confidence. Beautiful I’m meant to love while I’m here. My childhood was very cold and lacked that aspect so... stoked to expand no matter what
#2. Truthfully and with all honesty. I thank you, along with a few other readers I watch. The readings are so resonating even if collective/generalized. It has helped me so much and thankful ❤. Thanks for sharing your gifts to us
Ive only just started dabbling into past lifes - my most recent previous past life was absolute shit, i was either shot or stabbed in the leg while trying to run away, i was abandon and grew up with "special abilities," because of that i was deemed/ACCUSED of being a "witch" which i was never was, the person who done this to me was someone close to me through an act of betrayal (possibility i know who, however im not certain of it yet). However in this life, the act of betrayal is done through romance. The person who "betrayed" me so to speak in this life, has been my lover in all my previous lives, and we always get separated by other factors/ people, however this is the life we finally reunite, which also means my circle life is almost complete 🙂
Im also shocked how you mention that youre afraid of others when youre driving or similar. Recently qithin the past 3-4 months i bought my very first car, within 2 months i was in a bus collision which had my car totalled, we are fine, and it was not my fault, however im not petrified to drive, but i still do it, i got to a point where i was basically like 'you know what, it wasnt your fault so ypu should be out there driving, i know its scary, but youve got this, you cant keep relying on everyone else" its now been about a month since and ive been driving for a week comfortably
I love you. I needed this today. Pile 1 : sun in Aries, moon in Sagittarius, ascending in Leo. I’ve been stuck between law school and continuing in mortgages. Stuck as in literally the paralysis you talked about where no action is being taken which is driving me into even more of a depression and anger for myself. I needed this one more than you know. I am forever grateful for your guidance. It felt like a personal reading. I’m going to apply take it from there. Literally was crying when you said you felt like you wanted to cry lmao girl you felt my energies
Wow! You're absolutely right about the anxiety. It's been going on for years, I've missed birthday parties and even friends weddings due to it. When you mentioned your fear of driving I am exactly the same and am actually going for my licence again as I failed the first time..but it's not only of driving it's a fear of being in the car too. Thank you for sharing your battles !I feel so.much stronger
Pile 1: OMG!!!! I found it a year later and it resonate so much!!! I really think the universe is talking to me through you!!! Thank you very much, I really needed it!!!
Picked #3 and tbh I’ve been stuck in bed all week Like I want to do things but I give into my fatigue self and put everything else (important life changing stuff) for the next day
I got smacked in the face with truth in pile 3, I needed that reminder tho so thank you, but damn I got some journaling and shadow work to do. Love ya ESO 💜
i don't know why i comed across this video because i've never seen anything like this, but this helped me SO much! i've been dealing with making my own path and choosing what's right for me and i've been stuck in this state for so long. so thank you for helping, for doing this! almost cried because of how many easter eggs there were thrown there for me!
#3 my natal chart says i need to learn how to have fun too 😂 my spirit guides are like come on girl live your dang life and chilllll stop being so impatient it'll happen eventually
Pile 2! It was like you were answering questions that I forgot I had but at the same time you confirm my response to it. I looked up "indigo child" and it felt like an out breath like someone was unveiling me. I remember a few weeks ago, I felt like I didn't belong on earth because I know nothing. I always ask question and I don't understand the world that we live in. I asked myself "what if I'm not from here? And I have to learn every details of everything because I'm not used to this world." Your tarot card reading answered my questions. I thank the universe to give me what I need to move forward with this life and thanks to you for delivering it!🙏❤
Pile 2 - thank you for the reading but seriously sister, I don't even want to face challenges anymore, it's tiring and unfruitful, there are many people who despite a lot of hard work are a failure in their life. I'm pessimistic and I know it, your reading is too good to give hopes but I literally still feel I am forever gonna be a symbol of failure and disgrace to everyone. I just wanna find peace as soon as possible,life is a battlefield where I am on the losing side and I don't want to fight anymore. But thanks for the reading, may god bless you 🙏🙇🏽♀️
@a b Honestly, l don't want to come out and change my reality, I deserve it, I am born to this fortune. I am facing problems just to test my nerve to what extent I can tolerate but this tolerance will reach it's saturation point soon amd that day I'll quit. I'll try to follow your advice soul sibling, thank you 🙇🏽♀️🙏😭 and yes I'll listen to it one more time, but, still I feel like I'll never make it, neither to life nor to success. But yes, if I manage to survive, I'll definitely come back to reply you if I made it or not(eventually I feel this is gonna happen). But thank you 🙏🙏
3 lol. I have a panda on my work badge. My dad was a stock car racer. After 2 bad car accidents, I have anxiety driving. It helps me to listen to music while driving. Thank you for your readings. I really enjoy them.
I picked pile 3 and um... you're not wrong about the past lives. I don't remember all of my past lives and some of them I was animals but the ones I do remember that were humanoid and bit more vividly, were pretty intense. I mean, in my most recent past life I was an assassin who was sentenced to death😅😅😅. And I think, though I'm not entirely sure, I was Marie Antoinette.
My memories are very similar to yours. All just as a reflection of the past and with many simply just Knowing Things. My memory of Me is Queen Sissi ( Elisabeth of Bavaria ).
Thank you Thank you soooo much for crying for pile 2. I know it’s gonna be truly hard and I did experienced a lot in the past. Encountered ppl who didn’t see my worths. But I do have faith that one day I’ll see the prize and I know I always deserve great unconditional love.
Pile 3. I am introvert who craves routine and stability. I was murdered in the past life previous to this one and have had many nightmares about it most of my life. I had a very abusive life where i had to 'kiss ass" of my abusers in this life so they would stop hurting me. An abusive childhood and an abusive toxic marriage has left me with PTSD. I have had to learn to live in severe poverty throughout my previous marriage. I am very hard on myself. I have been rebuilding my life and taking risks now. I have spent the last three years overcoming social anxiety and being afraid of leaving my home. I feel safe going out at night when there are less people out. I have learnt not to care what others think or say about me. I have learnt to live on a wing and a prayer and be secure within it. Have overcome the empath/narcissist karmic relationships. Authenticity and integrity are the main compasses in my life. FEAR IS false evidence appearing real. Another fellow mercury, mars and saturn in aries.
Pile 2 : starts with you are meant to have a happy family ,a safe space ,a home where you'll feel like going to.... And this is what I have been wanting the most.....a home,a family which I can call my safe space!
I recently found you and I love your readings. I chose pile 1, it couldn't be any more accurate than that! Thank you so much for your service and dedication🙏💜💯🌻
Your outpour of emotions and love in Pile 2 proved to me that I chose the right pile. My heart chakra has been so open recently and I find that openness, paired with a renewed fire, has brought passion for my life back in a more powerful way than I have ever felt. I'm claiming it here and now. I will be known for my voice. I will be know for telling stories that connect to people in the depths of their soul. I will open the door to Divinity with my song. And do it all for the purpose of love.
Yea the anxiety pile 3 wow your right I have been working on past life release affirmations because I think my anxiety came from a past life as well! I have been working on my healing and going through a transformation/ awakening. Wow your so right I’m an empath and have been in past relationships with narcissts to the point wheee I’m taking a break from dating and all relationships to really focus on my own soul growth right now and doing what’s in my best interest. Yea I’m at that fuck this I’ve worried about others so much I’m done and I am doing what I want and finally focusing on me.
I watched this initially maybe six months ago and picked Pile Two…at the time I was definitely more in that negative energy you speak of but still knew that the purpose you spoke of was mine, even then the Three and Ten of Pentacles and The Ever Unfolding Rose were cards I continually got. Now I’m just so happy and I know having and sharing love and healing is my purpose and that my divine partner is on the way. I know we’re meant to bring other light workers to the Earth and I’m so excited 😊💕
Okay. So I picked pile 3. Firstly, I have a fear of being stabbed or my throat slit from behind me or something to that effect. I've always said that would be the worst way to die. It did cross my mind that maybe this was because that was how I died in a past life so I would like to thank both you and Spirit for confirming! It was not a fun reading but I acknowledge that Spirit has indeed been communicating alll of these messages to me throughout my life. I know I'm in a much better mindset to accept them and work on them now. Thanks Eso for not shying away from the not so fun stuff 💜
I'm choosing between taking architecture or being a drag queen
Why not bothh? ୧(＾ 〰 ＾)୨
Queen❤️❤️❤️
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As an architecture graduate. I’m thinking of changing professions now. Lol.
I agree; why not both? If you have to choose though.. do what your heart is calling out to the most.
Pile 3 - I actually cried as I was listening to this reading. You describe these last 8 month of my life; actually, since my fiancé (Christopher) and I separated. I allowed this breakup to destroy me and my self-worth. I isolated myself from friends and family. Luckily due to COVID, not everyone realizes the anxiety I have been living with and chalk it up to life during the pandemic. Since I was lucky enough to work from home, my co-workers are unaware of how introverted I have become, since our conversation are kept very professional. I must say that my close family has noticed my pain and anxiety but love me enough to give me the space I requested.
This reading was an epiphany!! I needed the “lecture” more than you will ever know. I
have decided to take action and love myself as well as forgive myself. This reading has truly opened my eyes and made me want to change my life!! Sending you a huge “Thank you!” and wish you the best. Please continue what you do...your gift is very powerful.
“This is the anxiety pile.”
Me, has PTSD, ASD, ADHD, and just so much anxiety: *well fucking of course*
Pile 1- wow just wow. Resonated like crazy.
I’m so in aw with your reading and how it is exactly aligned with what I’m going through. Thank you so much! Love and light 🤍✨🧚🏼♀️
I chose pile 2. This resonated, wholeheartedly. Thank you so much.
I love this Freeform style!
“You exist, there’s space for you” 🥺
Without trying u always know exactly what to say & now to say it
I picked pile 3 and started sobbing because it's so accurate. Thank you for telling it straight because I was refusing to admit it to myself
"I'm stuck in the tree, I'm laying in the tree, I'm eating ass in the tree" lmao 🤣 😂
Pile 1. Thank you so much for the reading. It is exactly what I need to hear right now. I live in a largely conservative country and from a conservative family so living my truth definitely has it downsides but I'm ready to become the writer, speaker and influencer I've aleays wanted to be. Much love, Namaste
Me: *Starts Crying*
EsoTarot: I kindof want to cry right now!
As a parent I've had to learn that I had to give up control. I had so much anxiety over raising my child and trying to control everything until one day, my very wise child, said mom! Why do you blame yourself when I mess up? I'm going to make mistakes and when I do it's my fault not yours.
So I hope this helps someone to remember to continue to hold your head up and control is what ends up controlling us but only if we choose to let it💗 thanks for the reading
Pile 2 : I’ve always been shown things about love for my whole life it’s been my biggest fear. So this made me cry and I always felt that my purpose had to do with love but, was sure this clarified that my intuition was right and I need to stop doubting it. Thank you so much
I picked pile 2. I have 2 kids and one on the way. The first two were with my abusive husband who I left for my twin flame who I love dearly. I grew up in foster homes with complete strangers being abused every day. I was homeless with my husband when he started beating me. And recently I've become more spiritual and established who I am and who I want to be and things have become better and happier since ive met my twin. He is my rock and he sees me for what I am and sees past what everyone else saw. We are so excited to take this next step and meet our son. I still have some loose ends and leftovers of my horrible past to tie up but they push me even harder cause I can finally see the end. Btw we are both starseeds ;)
Pile 2. It was so relatable.. It was just what I needed to hear and it answer all my questions. Thank you so much for this reading, I actually started to cry, it was so real. It's nice to hear that all I've been through has a purpose. The fact that you said about opportunitys and about love it made sense for me. My boyfriend want's me to move together and I was so scared to do that but now I know that if I want to achieve my dream of having a family I have to kind of fight for it. Thank you so much again. God bless you and I wish you the best. You are just amazing, I am speechless.
Pile 3- everything you said was true, I can't believe it. I'll try and be more happy and have fun.🥺
Also, I appreciate these kind of flowy readings as it always says what you actually need to hear.
Love you, keep up the good work❤️
pile 1. Thank you so much. it was kind of shocking how much it resonated with me you literally pinpointed exactly what i was struggling with and ignoring. it took me 2 hours to get through it as i had to keep pausing to realise what you were saying and how much it applied to me and what i was doing in life. obviously, i don't feel like a complete pioneer ready to take on the world but i feel 1000x more confident in myself than i did before and i have a higher belief that i should follow my path. i want to be a webcomic creator/atist and share my struggles through stories for people to feel understood but i was scared i thought i should do physiotherapy as i would definitely get a job and be financially stable then i could work on my dream on the sidelines but physiotherapy just feels so random and i have no interest in it. i've decided that i'm going to put my absolute everything into pursuing my dream even if it doesn't work out well. i'll be more than happy that i tried. However i know i can make it as i am capable of doing anything! without this video i probably wouldn't have taken the time to think that maybe i should follow my heart for once. im saying this because i want you to know youre helping people and i am so sooo grateful for it !
Dude you just inspired me to be myself because I feel like an outcast in this society and sometimes I force myself to fit in but never feel happy ...right now I'm in this confusion what path to take and you just inspired me and I'm gonna think about this a little and gonna move forward even it's a lonely journey because in the end on my death bed I'll feel satisfied that I lived to my true self and unlike others who never even knew who they were because no matter how much I try to fit in I don't find happiness and I always end up attracting wrong people.
#2 i cried when u said “i’m so sorry people didn’t give love that u deserved” i- i’ve suffered so much since i was only a child. even until now, i’m still suffering but it gets better & better. “u have a chance to traveling” i’m moving out after 21 years. leaving my hometown. “u might found someone in the new place” i don’t wanna raise my hopes but i’d love to. i’ve never been in love because i don’t think i deserve it. i’m crying 😭😩 “it’s no joke what you guys have been through” i mean, me myself can’t even believe i’m survived until now. i’ve attempted to end it so many times :’)
I love your nails! Everytime I‘m excited what style the new ones will be - and I also love ur readings of course. They‘re so different from others and I really enjoy and resonate with them 🍂
Thank you so much!! 😭💗
Pile 2: Thank you so much for the reading, got me crying as well:( . Really been through a lot in a narcissistic marriage for many years, finally got out of it and had a major spiritual awakening this year.
picked pile two, i recently came to this exact epiphany about my anxiety/depression/bipolar and needing to pick myself by my own bootstraps and take agency in not feeling like shit anymore, asking for help from the universe, surrending pride etc, it's mind-blowing how concisely you put everything, i can't even imagine how helpful this video would have been in ushering that epiphany in sooner when i was in my "five of pentacles" state, really great stuff keep it up !
Pile 3...wow exactly what I needed to hear this morning and it’s sticking with me for my day. Bless your soul, you always just know how to give messages that provide the hard truth but in the most gentle and loving way. Thank you 🌞🤍
Pile 1, wow, it feels like a personal reading. I have been on my path, knowing what I am calling to do but still being pulled back over and over by my logical overthinking mind, my limiting beliefs, and the fear of judgment coming out with my story, so I have been like the knight of pentacle, going forward very slowly while seeing others soaring and triggering my fear and stress more. It has been a journey of a lot of self love & forgiveness, and now learning not to be too serious on my path. I know it is about following my heart to be my full glorious self but, it doesn’t make it easy to step up.
Thank you so much for the confirmation, calling my shit out lol and the comforting encouragement, I will keep going forward with more trust and going down the road less traveled. 😊🙏💕
I cried all the way through 'pile 1' 💜 You are so blessed Mads! Thank you thank you thank you!
It amazes me on how wise you are at such a young age. I can tell you are not just reading the cards, there is so much more to you and your readings. I have recently come across your readings. I'm really enjoying them, they have been so accurate. This style of reading was a nice change but I also like your regular one too. Wishing you all the best.
Pile 3: I just recently started watching these videos and I really appreciate your readings. They are really accurate and it has given me a lot of peace knowing that everything is going to be ok even though I've been through a lot already. Thank you so much for continuing to do these readings!
Pile 3- girl you put me to tears 🥺
same :”)
pile 1: this resonated so much for me right now and it was so encouraging to know that everything I have been doubting is just that, and that I can do what I want, I can be who I wanna be, and I need to stop holding myself back and just go for it. thank you
pile 3 was a self-development speech and I like it ... thanks !
Pile 1 this is what I needed to hear because I feel alone, thank you so much 🌻💗🌼🌸
Pile 2: I cried so much because it is so true. There are times when I just want to give up but I know that being in that mindset doesn't help.
It's all good but thank you. Hope things work out for you.
I’m actually shocked at how accurate pile 2 was to me. I’ve always been interested in tarot but never truly believed in its use. But absolutely everything you said related to me 100%
Exactly what I needed right now.
Pile 1-OMG so incredibly spot on for me! Much needed clarity and confirmation from spirit that NOW is the time for me to finally take action! Crazy how our minds can mess with us and prevent us from taking that first step! Getting out of my own head, has always been my biggest challenge. This reading reminded me of my true life’s purpose as a star seed and light worker. So yeah-time for me to let go of fear and possible judgement from others so that I can step into my full potential! I love how you reminded pile 1 that we are gonna experience failures or set backs etc.. but that we WILL make it through each one! We can still rise above despite our failures! That it’s okay and part of the process! That was exactly what I needed to hear. Because when we are living our purpose, we will find our way to success no matter what! ❤️ Its an amazing and magical journey that we are all on. Each and every one of us has a unique set of beautiful gifts and talents that we are meant to share. So yeah-thank you for sharing your gifts with us! You are a light! ❤️🌈🌟
Thank you Madison. Your story about your anxiety about driving really helped - I high key hate driving but I know I just have to do it to conquer that fear and anxiety around it. Pile 3.
That was really beautiful. Pile 1. Resonated with absolutely everything. I’ve been ill for the past year and I am slowly recovering. I’m now trying to find my new path and have felt very nervous about where I start from here. I really appreciate the message as it reconfirms the beliefs that I have and how I really have been standing in my own way. I’m a light worker, I’m a creative, and I’ve had many new beginnings. You were on point with everything. Sending light and love to you.
Pile 3 bang on intuitive reading 🙏. Being in my comfort zone. Greats and anxiety. Fear to hurt others. So I end up hurting myself. Iam learning to let go of all negativity. Iam being positive and will continue to be nicer to myself. Ppl tend to take me for granted when iam loving and giving. So I m fearful but can't stop being nice to them.
Its so precious and pure how emotionally invested you become for people you don't even know 🥰🥰🥰, i appreciate your readings and the encouragement you give 🥰
Pile 3; at the end of the reading the only song I had in mind was successful by Arianna Grande... You just have to jump in with both feet💕
"Why do you have to be so serious?": The greatest mystery of my life :P
(Pile 1)
I was almost crying, too!! I've always said that one of my core principles is to be true to myself and to be who I am.
In the last few months, I've been finding myself, my spirituality, and my magical practice. Now that I fully acknowledge myself as a pagan and a witch, I've been struggling with practicing in secret vs. telling my religious family that I am no longer a catholic and that I will no longer take part in their religious practices (other than just to accompany them politely). I've always known that I will at least share that I'm a pagan and that I want to do it before a major catholic celebration comes up, but it's still scary to think about what happens after I come out and say it.
Pile one really explained my current situation so well 🥺💜 I’m not sure where I’m heading to but this gave me some hope and confirmation that I’m doing the right thing💗 thank you so much 💜
I CRIED from beginning to END !! Tears of joy!! You spoke DIRECTLY TO ME♥️🌻🌗🌍 THIS WAS RIGHT ON TIME ! Just the reminder of comfort I needed ! THANK YOU SO MUCH
#2
Seemed like you were directly talking to me. I really appreciate this form of reading. Thank you for your kind words ❤
the healing this reading brought me is just the start of endless amounts of healing and moving out of my stagnation and fear. bless your soul. thank you and spirit so many times for this.
I loove that panda tarot it's so cute #3 I am a very giving person who has been left down several times because I try to see the good in everyone but sometimes there's just bad intentioned people who likes to hurt others... I am really struggling to find my purpose because I have been focused on helping others, but I am surrounded by a toxic environment, my toxic family that don't allow me to grow and archive my dreams... I had to change my plans over and over for them and they are ungrateful AF :'c I didn't entered to the university just because my overprotective mom didn't let me to travel to study to become a nutritionist, now that I am almost 22 years old, I can't enter to the university to study in the medical field, now I am willing to become an entrepreneur and open my own vegan Cafe someday and travel around the world backpacking, but again my mom keeps putting her fears on me...
Yes, I had to take adult responsibilities since I was pretty young age because my dad tried to kill us, I saw violence all the way growing up until when I was 15 years old I stand up and I put him on jail allow us 3 (my mom my little sister and I ) to ran away to our natal city to start over, even if I entered to my dream university... I ... Yeah I'm so hard on myself and it's like I almost blame myself to born in a family created for two emotional unavailable individuals (my parents)... I always put others first... I tried to kill myself when I was younger, that's why I am anxious, and my refugee was books and videogames... I want to change but I don't have the money to just go out there to Australia to become an aupair (that loving vegan family are still waiting for me) but I'm stuck... I know that I have in front of me several paths I just need to take the first step and start doing it, i am starting to read tarot, and I want to connect with my guides and angels and develop my psychic abilities, but it's difficult to bloom in a toxic environment.
Thanks u for this reading, hugs from Chile 🇨🇱
Pile 1. “the moon under that. It feels significant so I’m taking it.” I was wondering if I chose the right pile when the moon came out which I thought was kinda neat since my name means “the moon.” Was kinda just like a reassurance this was my pile🤣
Update: oh my God, this is already so accurate 😂
#1 This did resonate a lot, (I was choosing my A levels for College-and was stressing about that) thank you for the advice too , it really opened my mind-no matter what i chose, i will work hard on to make it the best it can be, I should let myself explore things further! Everything will be alright. Thank you really :)
Pile 3 - I am in the transition to making that change. And I have started it. But yeah the pile 3 was exactly me a few years ago. It was so lovely to see the reading. Really Love the work you do Madison! Much Love
OMG, I chose pile 2...you made me cry dear! You can't imagine how much you encouraged and inspired me to risk it all for my dreams with tnis reading!🤗🤗🤗
Wow. I chose pile two and everything you said basically resonated with me. I have been going through so many hardships but i have been feeling happier and i do feel a sense that im finally gonna get there. I dont feel blockage anymore and im excited for what the universe brings. Thank you Maddison!!
Pile 3 - we’re gonna get through this 💖
I literally started crying with pile 3! Definitely need to hear this😭😭
Pile 3. I recently discovered you and I am very impressed by your style of reading, the way you explain things. You are right about empats and narcisists. I experienced one hell of o rough relationship with a great narcisist. I never realized, until now that you said it: it happends for a reason, a good one, to understand that we have to please ourselves first. Thanks for all your "wise wisdom", you shared with us! All the best wishes for you! 😇🤗💜💜💜
Pile 2. And MAN, just a few minutes in, and I’m crying.
Pile two. This reading was everything. Your energy, your accuracy, your empathy and solidarity… I hope you know how gifted you are. It is amazing to see someone living out their purpose and using their gifts for others. I am so grateful. This reading has given me hope. I was already bawling when you started crying. What you described coming in the future is what I’ve felt deep in my soul all my life was the dream. It has been a long hard road, and I am trying hard to believe. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for channeling these readings. You cannot know how much it means and helps. And as great as the readings are, how resonant and thorough and uplifting and honest, you as a person are so healing. The moment you say “hi friends,” I feel peace and comfort. I feel like you know me and we really are friends haha. Please never stop what you do. It’s powerful.
#3 had me at "you're terrified of change" ....😭😭😭
Pile 3, loved the joke 🤣 also interesting you mentioned the past life and childhood, i was/still am a quiet kid. Have also done a reading about my recent past life and it wasn't pretty 😅 great reading
Pile 2: 6 minutes in and I’m already tearing up and getting emotional it’s unexplainable so accurate 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
the way that she just described what i've been doing for the past few months on the first few minutes of reading😳
Pile2. That lottery comment u made, made my soul Twitch I literally just played today w/ confidence. Beautiful I’m meant to love while I’m here. My childhood was very cold and lacked that aspect so... stoked to expand no matter what
The start to a manifestation is decision to take action. Love this. ❤
#2. Truthfully and with all honesty. I thank you, along with a few other readers I watch. The readings are so resonating even if collective/generalized. It has helped me so much and thankful ❤. Thanks for sharing your gifts to us
Atleast pile 3 has a sense of humour 😉😅😂
Ive only just started dabbling into past lifes - my most recent previous past life was absolute shit, i was either shot or stabbed in the leg while trying to run away, i was abandon and grew up with "special abilities," because of that i was deemed/ACCUSED of being a "witch" which i was never was, the person who done this to me was someone close to me through an act of betrayal (possibility i know who, however im not certain of it yet). However in this life, the act of betrayal is done through romance. The person who "betrayed" me so to speak in this life, has been my lover in all my previous lives, and we always get separated by other factors/ people, however this is the life we finally reunite, which also means my circle life is almost complete 🙂
Im also shocked how you mention that youre afraid of others when youre driving or similar. Recently qithin the past 3-4 months i bought my very first car, within 2 months i was in a bus collision which had my car totalled, we are fine, and it was not my fault, however im not petrified to drive, but i still do it, i got to a point where i was basically like 'you know what, it wasnt your fault so ypu should be out there driving, i know its scary, but youve got this, you cant keep relying on everyone else" its now been about a month since and ive been driving for a week comfortably
Yeap, I think we need some sense of humour to get by.... :D
Pile3: it was long, tough to hear but it helped me so much- thank you so much ESO Tarot! Can you please include more of these ?
I love you. I needed this today.
Pile 1 : sun in Aries, moon in Sagittarius, ascending in Leo.
I’ve been stuck between law school and continuing in mortgages. Stuck as in literally the paralysis you talked about where no action is being taken which is driving me into even more of a depression and anger for myself. I needed this one more than you know. I am forever grateful for your guidance. It felt like a personal reading. I’m going to apply take it from there.
Literally was crying when you said you felt like you wanted to cry lmao girl you felt my energies
I want BOTH: an emotionally fulfilling life & having the financial security☺️💕 We have to stop believing that we have to choose between these 2💜
Wow! You're absolutely right about the anxiety. It's been going on for years, I've missed birthday parties and even friends weddings due to it.
When you mentioned your fear of driving I am exactly the same and am actually going for my licence again as I failed the first time..but it's not only of driving it's a fear of being in the car too. Thank you for sharing your battles !I feel so.much stronger
Also share your Aries stellium 🤣 Aries moon
Mercury
Venus
Pile 3 🙏🏼 the panda 🍴🍑 joke was awesome, helped lighten the mood even more
I'm crying, thanks for everything.
I'm Pile one and I just have beautiful thoughts right now
Pile 3 - I absolutely LOVE the panda deck I was very happy when you pulled it out lol
Pile 1: OMG!!!! I found it a year later and it resonate so much!!! I really think the universe is talking to me through you!!! Thank you very much, I really needed it!!!
Picked #3 and tbh I’ve been stuck in bed all week Like I want to do things but I give into my fatigue self and put everything else (important life changing stuff) for the next day
Thats all me but for the last 3 years :,) I'm not fine
#3. That's exactly what I'm doing right now. But due to Covid, I'm quarantined. But her reading hits home.
Karen Leon same, I’ve been stuck in this whole cycle of procrastinating everything and being super unmotivated everyday.
I got smacked in the face with truth in pile 3, I needed that reminder tho so thank you, but damn I got some journaling and shadow work to do. Love ya ESO 💜
Pile 3, wowee I've got a lot to ponder on. being alive rn is a gift, that's why its called the present tehe
i don't know why i comed across this video because i've never seen anything like this, but this helped me SO much! i've been dealing with making my own path and choosing what's right for me and i've been stuck in this state for so long. so thank you for helping, for doing this! almost cried because of how many easter eggs there were thrown there for me!
Thank you so much for such insightful, lovely, inspiring reading! I picked pile 2 and it is very resonate! I gained so much ideas and advices.
#3 my natal chart says i need to learn how to have fun too 😂 my spirit guides are like come on girl live your dang life and chilllll stop being so impatient it'll happen eventually
You’re a sweet soul and so sensitive, you made me cried too honey
You’re so gentle like a flower
May god bless you
Pile two
Pile 2! It was like you were answering questions that I forgot I had but at the same time you confirm my response to it. I looked up "indigo child" and it felt like an out breath like someone was unveiling me. I remember a few weeks ago, I felt like I didn't belong on earth because I know nothing. I always ask question and I don't understand the world that we live in. I asked myself "what if I'm not from here? And I have to learn every details of everything because I'm not used to this world." Your tarot card reading answered my questions. I thank the universe to give me what I need to move forward with this life and thanks to you for delivering it!🙏❤
Pile 2 - thank you for the reading but seriously sister, I don't even want to face challenges anymore, it's tiring and unfruitful, there are many people who despite a lot of hard work are a failure in their life. I'm pessimistic and I know it, your reading is too good to give hopes but I literally still feel I am forever gonna be a symbol of failure and disgrace to everyone. I just wanna find peace as soon as possible,life is a battlefield where I am on the losing side and I don't want to fight anymore. But thanks for the reading, may god bless you 🙏🙇🏽♀️
😢🤧 GBU
@@ms.clumsy185 thanks sister but he never will..
You will
@@someone-by5tq thank you sis/bro🙏 but it won't happen
@a b Honestly, l don't want to come out and change my reality, I deserve it, I am born to this fortune. I am facing problems just to test my nerve to what extent I can tolerate but this tolerance will reach it's saturation point soon amd that day I'll quit. I'll try to follow your advice soul sibling, thank you 🙇🏽♀️🙏😭 and yes I'll listen to it one more time, but, still I feel like I'll never make it, neither to life nor to success. But yes, if I manage to survive, I'll definitely come back to reply you if I made it or not(eventually I feel this is gonna happen). But thank you 🙏🙏
3 lol. I have a panda on my work badge. My dad was a stock car racer. After 2 bad car accidents, I have anxiety driving. It helps me to listen to music while driving. Thank you for your readings. I really enjoy them.
Pile 3. I just remained silent the whole reading. hit so hard..
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Pile 2. Thank you so much, this is already accurate
Pile 3: I do have suspicions about my past lives.
It really sucks that I’m not kind to myself too.
I picked pile 3 and um... you're not wrong about the past lives. I don't remember all of my past lives and some of them I was animals but the ones I do remember that were humanoid and bit more vividly, were pretty intense. I mean, in my most recent past life I was an assassin who was sentenced to death😅😅😅. And I think, though I'm not entirely sure, I was Marie Antoinette.
My memories are very similar to yours. All just as a reflection of the past and with many simply just Knowing Things. My memory of Me is Queen Sissi ( Elisabeth of Bavaria ).
Thank you Thank you soooo much for crying for pile 2. I know it’s gonna be truly hard and I did experienced a lot in the past. Encountered ppl who didn’t see my worths. But I do have faith that one day I’ll see the prize and I know I always deserve great unconditional love.
Pile 3. I am introvert who craves routine and stability. I was murdered in the past life previous to this one and have had many nightmares about it most of my life. I had a very abusive life where i had to 'kiss ass" of my abusers in this life so they would stop hurting me. An abusive childhood and an abusive toxic marriage has left me with PTSD. I have had to learn to live in severe poverty throughout my previous marriage. I am very hard on myself. I have been rebuilding my life and taking risks now. I have spent the last three years overcoming social anxiety and being afraid of leaving my home. I feel safe going out at night when there are less people out. I have learnt not to care what others think or say about me. I have learnt to live on a wing and a prayer and be secure within it. Have overcome the empath/narcissist karmic relationships. Authenticity and integrity are the main compasses in my life. FEAR IS false evidence appearing real. Another fellow mercury, mars and saturn in aries.
pile 2! i really loved your reading. "unconditional love" is something i've been hearing a lot lately as a synchronicity. sorry you had to cry!
Pile 3 definitely resonates. I watched the most recent video that mentioned this and both piles also resonated.
Pile 2 : starts with you are meant to have a happy family ,a safe space ,a home where you'll feel like going to....
And this is what I have been wanting the most.....a home,a family which I can call my safe space!
Pile 3: Resonanted heavy!!!! I def needed that tough love but I’m also working on forgiving myself and being nicer to myself and letting gooooo!!!
Pile 2 rocks. Keep doing this style of reading. It's pretty awesome.
Pile#3 Wow, felt like a personal reading Thank you 🙏🏼
Thank you! This video quite literally changed my whole perspective on my career
I recently found you and I love your readings. I chose pile 1, it couldn't be any more accurate than that! Thank you so much for your service and dedication🙏💜💯🌻
Your outpour of emotions and love in Pile 2 proved to me that I chose the right pile. My heart chakra has been so open recently and I find that openness, paired with a renewed fire, has brought passion for my life back in a more powerful way than I have ever felt.
I'm claiming it here and now. I will be known for my voice. I will be know for telling stories that connect to people in the depths of their soul. I will open the door to Divinity with my song. And do it all for the purpose of love.
Yea the anxiety pile 3 wow your right I have been working on past life release affirmations because I think my anxiety came from a past life as well! I have been working on my healing and going through a transformation/ awakening. Wow your so right I’m an empath and have been in past relationships with narcissts to the point wheee I’m taking a break from dating and all relationships to really focus on my own soul growth right now and doing what’s in my best interest. Yea I’m at that fuck this I’ve worried about others so much I’m done and I am doing what I want and finally focusing on me.
Love your readings and your emotional supplements 💕
Pile 3 and u got everything right I almost wanna cry
I watched this initially maybe six months ago and picked Pile Two…at the time I was definitely more in that negative energy you speak of but still knew that the purpose you spoke of was mine, even then the Three and Ten of Pentacles and The Ever Unfolding Rose were cards I continually got. Now I’m just so happy and I know having and sharing love and healing is my purpose and that my divine partner is on the way. I know we’re meant to bring other light workers to the Earth and I’m so excited 😊💕
I'm sorry but when you were talking about eating ass in a tree, I laughed so hard😂😂
Okay. So I picked pile 3. Firstly, I have a fear of being stabbed or my throat slit from behind me or something to that effect. I've always said that would be the worst way to die. It did cross my mind that maybe this was because that was how I died in a past life so I would like to thank both you and Spirit for confirming! It was not a fun reading but I acknowledge that Spirit has indeed been communicating alll of these messages to me throughout my life. I know I'm in a much better mindset to accept them and work on them now. Thanks Eso for not shying away from the not so fun stuff 💜