If anyone is reading this I hope you are happy after trying so hard. Trying to make everyone smile besides yourself. Trying to act like you're fine. Trying not to slink into the shadows. Trying not to ask for help. Trying not to be annoying. Trying not to starve yourself. Trying to not scream and cry. Trying to be perfect. Trying to be good enough for your parents. Trying to be a good friend/partner. Trying to last the day. Just know your doing great and feel free to comment anything about yourself or personal issues that you are trying so hard with on this comment. Now smile because I think you need one.
I feel like I'm just not good enough because my family says "Omg you just ruined the family photo leave!" and I would just leave because they make me feel like I'm not real...
hii! *gonna vent >* well i just hate life and im still young n all but it hurts so much. i hate my father. i live w him n all yk but he j gets so angry at me all the time n even tonight he said 'whats wrong w u?' and i play basketball but im not with any of my friends coz apparently im not as good as any of them n stuff. and i broke my **(tw- sh)** my streak of how long i went of not barcoding and i had just had enough and i started again. and every night i cry because i really j want to k*s but i cant. because everyone around me will be shattered to hear it and its j sad because ill miss them, but im hurting too much. i hate my body image, the way i laugh, my legs, my stomach, my skin, the things people comment on i just cant deal with anymore bro. i hate this home, i hate this house and i just want to escape all this.
Imma vent too I was not really sure about myself. I usually am very insecure of myself for being so weird. I always feel insecure of my body shape. I used to starve myself before. but now, When I don't I get comments like "oh stop eating so much fatty" I have also been really stressed for some reason. I always feel like there is no meaning of life I feel empty and unwanted. I have been hated so much for not being "normal" I force myself not to be weird. I can't even interact easily without being judged. I laugh it off and then lock myself in the Bathroom and have a breakdown. I feel so empty. I don't feel empathy or sympathy but I can't show it without being judged I always have felt like a very unwanted person. and I also have some family issues :( Thanks for letting me vent...
I can be a very chatty person and sometimes other people want to talk to someone else in that moment, so while in the middle of me saying something to someone, i get interrupted by them and the person I was talking to turns their attention to them. I've never really been someone to need lots of attention, at all. But now all I want and need is attention because I feel like it's always getting taken away from me. This then causes me to become very quiet around certain people when they're with certain other people. I also have a hard time with how I look. To start off, I have natural red hair and a lot of freckles and people always comment on them saying how nice they are and how they wish they had that too. Which is very nice of them to do so, and ngl I like when they comment about it nicely. But the people who make fun of me for having red hair, that's what hurts. Getting called red, ginger, getting related to non-living characters. That stuff kinda hurts. And it's always the first thing people notice about me. It's like it's apart of my personality. And I've asked to dye my hair but my mom won't let me, and my hairdresser dons't want too. Along with all that, I have a bad image of my body. Now not saying I have body dysmorphia or anything, but it's just hard. I compare myself to other people all the time wishing I had their body and their looks. I look at myself and shame myself for looking a certain way. I just can never seem to see any good in how I look. And it takes a tool on me. I've tried dressing nice and I've tried body positivity, but I can never seem to be happy with myself. Not long ago I cut back on eating and tried to push myself to become thinner, but it didn't do anything for me. I only feel "good" about my body when I can hide it. And that's pretty much why I wear baggy clothes. I'm sorry about this. It probably all sounds really stupid.
''i want to cry but i cant get anything out of my eyes'' i relate to that so fucking much, i want to just have a mental breakdown but i can't, i stare at nothing while wanting to cry but can't. my uncles dog Buttons who was 100 years old in human years was born blind, i went over to my uncles house with my mom because i wanted to go over to meet buttons again because i felt he was going to die soon, i just sat down beside him while my mom and uncle were in the kitchen and i started to breakdown into tears while looking at him, what was nice was that even though he was blind, he wasn't deaf and he could hear that i was crying and he understood what i was feeling, he started licking my tears away and sat in my lap as i cried as quietly as i could with him on my lap and im hugging him with my arms wrapped around him. i was 8. he unfortunately soon did die, R.I.P Buttons. its so hard in school i feel like everyone makes fun of me for not being able to not learn as fast as them, im known in school as the ''dumb girl''. and also my memory is fucking shit i can't even remember fractions or addition. i used to be so good at doing them in 3rd grade but now i just cant do them.. there was some teachers who used to help me when i was in 3rd grade which was the time i didnt need any help .. wheres help when i actually need it? my friend 2 days ago said i was a heartless monster who didnt care about anyone. i did so much for him and he says that shit about me just because we were having an argument.. idek what to say anymore, theres more but yk.. its whatever
I feel you so much. Life isn’t fair, and it turns its back on you when you need it the most. If you ever need anything, come to these videos and we’ll all help you the best that we can ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.
So uh my sister died 4 days after my birthday, my “best friend” said that she doesn’t know why I even care, and that our “friendship” is more important than my sisters life. And today I was pulled out of school early to get her remains. I wasn’t prepared to hold her ashes, I ended breaking down in the middle of the hospital.
I’m so sorry. You deserve better friends. And your sister will always be with you. You’re very strong for having gone through what you have. I wish you and your family the best.
I'm so sorry to hear that I hope you feel better☺️ make yourself happy your sister will be happy if she sees you happy. Promise she is in a beautiful place. The place have a Bright light. She'll always there for you. she is watching you. she felt sad when your sad..
I can't believe I'm just seeing this comment I hope you get better overtime you're so much more worthy than your disgustingly despising friend I hope they rot all the way to the 9th ring of hell, I really hope you get the best of luck throughout your whole life and I hope the rest of your family members stay as healthy as possible you don't deserve to feel that pain.
~time stamps~ 0:00 - pope is a rockstar✨ 0:36 - i cant handle change🙁 1:25 - daddy issues 😩 2:07 - juliet👩🏽 2:52 - tree house 🏡 3:38 - ylang ylang 💔 4:13 - school roof top🏫 4:52 - love in the dark 🖤 5:51 - the beach🌊 6:42 - stranger🎨 7:12 - black out days ⛈ 7:48 - mirror masa🪞 8:37 - 4 morant🌴 9:19 - after dark🎆 9:48 - bellyache🤢 -enjoy *also in desc*
0:00 pope is a Rock star 0:36 i can't handle change 1:25 daddy issues 2:07 Juliet 2:52 tree house 3:40 Ylang Ylang 4:13 school rooftop 4:54 love in the dark 5:52 the beach 6:43 still don't know my name 7:11 black out days 7:47 mirror masa 8:26 4 morant 9:17 after dark 9:48 bellyache
Vent: I have two best friends, but this past week they have been leaving me out. When I expressed how I felt they called me dramatic emo an annoying. I’m can’t do this anymore.
Love poems: We see each other in the halls. I wave hello wanting to be friends. Now i’m in your bed, in yours arms, us sharing a tender kiss. sad poem (tw death) : We see each other in the halls, i wave hello wanting to be friends. We become friends, now we become strangers, your memory’s play in my head as i see you in your casket. weird poem: I see you in the hall, your with my friend. You look at me, i don’t like the vibe your eyes give me.. more sad poems (tw) : Why? Why am i standing here alone? In the pouring rain under this tree. Why did you leave? Why? Why? Why? Why couldn’t you just stay? Now i have to witness a rock, that says your name.. He told me to stop, i was addicted. Now i sit here, with another cigarette in my fingers. You. You? Why you? Why do i love you still? Your buried cause of them.. I need her.. i can’t be here without her. where is she? then i realized. Love with sadness: “so?” “okay ig” my flushed cheeks, turn even more red.. I just wish you didn’t go with her. I still love you though. Even though your with him, my mind will fall asleep at night thinking, what would have happened if she didn’t start that rumor.
ugh, my dog ran away 2 months ago and hasn’t came back yet.. perfect playlist. Her name was Nina, I cried for 2 days straight after her disappearance. 🤕
hay I know how that fells my dog got stolen out of our backyard a little while ago and I miss her so much I would give an thing to have her back... her name was une god I miss her !!! but did you ever find your pup?
@@Bonecollector-mq4tr yes me too my big cat named Harry, ran away and never came back on a winter day, I cry so much even to this day (this was about a month ago)
Your talent for making playlist like this one definitely come from the fact that you're a Sherlock fan (saying that bcs of your pfp) And if your not Then you're just talented and that's great because I can't even breathe so... yeah-
I am listening to these because it has become apparent to me recently that I have no real friends. They always hang out together without inviting me and then talk about how great it was right in front of me the next day. They would rather talk to each other than me. They all have best friends in the group and I’m just kinda there. They also have multiple group chats without me on and they talk about how great they are frequently. I know you probably don’t want to read this but I have no one to vent to and I hope you can’t relate. Have a good day ❤
Isolate yourself I did that and found more inner peace and the right friend will come your way:) I know it don’t worry kiddo you may be young and I am to but you don’t need fake friends they will only make you feel even lonelier. I wish you the best
Nah bro I would be a real friend to u I'm having issues so many 🙂but losing them and being kinda lonely would be better because I lost everyone I died now 😁feels so good losing them being alone is not good but if i meet u I will be kind to u ❤️🙂
I used too be like that but they also treated me like shit and it got so bad that I started doing SH but then I met 2 people and their my best friends now! And 5o anyone reading this... IT WILL GET BETTER!
@@dis-bi-bish I’m sorry that you ever had to go through that. ❤️ and I’m happy to say that I am doing much better now. I have made a few really good friends that I am so grateful for 😊 and although I still talk to my old friend group I distanced myself from them considerably . Anyway I’m 16 this year so I can leave and go to a collage to start fresh 😀
this is the perfect playlist of sad songs all relating to me in some way but just yea id listen to this when im sad like rn cause i miss a friend and at the very end of the songs i know that this has made me feel better in some way so thanks i love you have a great day wherever you are
2:14 man im inlove with cavetown, love all of his songs♡♡♡ this is my favorite song from him!![ima sub to you!! All of these songs are amazing and actually calm/relatable songs and not rap songs for once!!]
Poems i made :) These are pretty sad so uh yeah if you can't handle very sad I recommend not reading these Running Faster and faster I can't keep up I'm losing her The infection I didn't make it in time My love.. A zombie (Tw) The air drifting through me Tears come out of my eyes But will never hit my skin I'm hurt Torn Betrayed I see it The end Goodbye Serenity calmness It stabilizes me It keeps me in line But yet it destroys me Like those ocean eyes Hurting me everytime I see them They give others envy I want them gone I want new eyes I don't want these blue eyes
!Vent! You probably dont wanna read this, its kinda cringey id say 😬 I love the 4th one. Reminds me of my bully at school. She has brown/green eyes, but i hate them so much. Any one with brown-green eyes makes me think of her and i hate it. I hate her stupid smile and her stupid face but I cant get her off my mind. It makes me tremble, thinking about the things she did to me in the past. And the fact that she is my Ex makes it even worse and i feel even more humiliated when i see her. I freeze when i see her, she is horrible, but i have my friend! But she has to go next year and then ill be alone. I dont want to meet anyone new, anyone new to have to protect me. I guess ill just have to deal with it. She is too strong and last time i tried to do something about it i got in trouble. Not her. Ill just have to be patient for the end. Hopefully soon. Or never. Will the torture ever end?
Hello to anyone reading this I want you to have a amazing day. Go put yourself out there. You can change the path of your day but just stepping out into the world because you are beautiful, amazing, talented and most of all you are enough. So you go out and do you and people will love you for that
Hey ya see the person in the photo with the blood well uhm I picked at my skin near there I have two scars and I can't let my mom see it would break her.... how do i remove scars.. please ... this can't be permanent I'm gonna cry
Tysm for this, i love the audios. Since others are explaing why they are sad im going to vent too: My whole life i always did something wrong, but i never really mean to. Im just always ruining something withot thinking. Some bigger things more than others. I feel guilt and sadness for this but i just feel like im not justified to be sad because i havent really gone through anything. In the past i was called a pick me boy or a person with a big ego. So i am always held back by those thoughts. I feel sad, i feel desperate and guillty because i always f.ck something up when i love someone like a crush. And the people i am friends with and surround myself with have gone through actual things and have reasons to be sad. I always hate being myself bc thats what got me here unintentionally. This always led to me being self concious about everything i do, if i think im saying to much about how i feel or what i think i always hold myself back and just think "you should stop talking". I never tell anyone anything bc of this and i dont wanna waste time and money on things such as therapy. Plus, my whole life my parents wanted the better for me, to be smart, happy, and have nice hings like clothes,a guitar and things. And i just feel horrible, other people who deserve this all bc of how much they achieved, worked, and how much nicer they are. i appreciate a lot of things now but still dont feel like that all the time even though i want to, which makes me feel fake and like im doing it just for attention. This year i wanted to have videos and pictures and memories and collages so i can look back at something that makes me feel a real emotion, one that doesnt feeedited and fake when i just thought of something i relate to that i can add to in my mind. People arent perfect but im just not perfect at being imperfect, i cant decide, i want to feel happy and better but i just feel so selfish wanting things like that for me and not my friends who went through abuse, hate, divorced parents, breakdowns, preasurre, and heavy criticism. And i just always try to get others like my friends opinions on everything, so i can know how i look and sound and seem. So i know im not just spoon feeding myself the wrong things, but if i ask to much they might think somethings wrong with me. To be honest though, i edited this comment like 4 times reading other comments and seeing that i feel the same way, adding more layers to my sob story. thanks,im sorry for making you read all this, i just have a lot i dont know how to process i geuss.
@@iinxrwhalz1208 it’s ok bud let out what you feel most of the time you don’t need to feel pain just emptiness that void that won’t allow you to be happy
Hello stranger who is reading this, i know it's hard but i promise you everything in the end will be ok, there is always a little light shinning in the darkness, i know that i will never meet you, but i want to let you know that you are an amazing person, intelligent, kind, no matter what, love you and a virtual hugs for you, i wish you the best of luck with you're life right now, the future you is so proud of you ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
I lost my brother when he was just 4 years old about a week after his birthday and my family was never told what caused his passing it was something to do with heart but we never knew what and it was the most painful we have ever gone through it felt like a huge puzzle piece was gone from our family and when it was his funeral I cried for the entire thing until I pretty much felt sick and I miss him so much it’s been 5 years and the pain still hasn’t gone like sometimes I wish it was me who died and not him and it’s his birthday today and I want to stay strong for my family but it’s so hard and I just miss him so much because he may have only lived for 4 years but those were the best years of my life and the amount of people who have told me to get over it or it’s not important that he died is one of the worst things someone can say because they have never gone through what I have gone through but somehow these audios help me get all my emotion out so I’m ready for a long painful day ahead of me
I don’t know who needs to hear this but things truly do get better. I’ve experienced dark times myself but I’ve improved so much. The light at the end of the tunnel is the most beautiful thing you’ll see so keep going even though it’s tough.
Imma vent here too I was not really sure about myself. I usually am very insecure of myself for being so weird. I always feel insecure of my body shape. I used to starve myself before. but now, When I don't I get comments like "oh stop eating so much fatty" I have also been really stressed for some reason. I always feel like there is no meaning of life I feel empty and unwanted. I have been hated so much for not being "normal" I force myself not to be weird. I can't even interact easily without being judged. I laugh it off and then lock myself in the Bathroom and have a breakdown. I feel so empty. I don't feel empathy or sympathy but I can't show it without being judged I always have felt like a very unwanted person. and I also have some family issues :( Thanks for letting me vent...
@@petloveandother3680 I hope you'll feel better soon. Even if I don't know you, I'm proud of you because you're still here even after the bad things that happened/are happening
I have never vented to anyone so this is gonna be my first time. my birthday is coming soon this march, I thought that I will workout/self-care and other stuff and gaining some weight to look healthy. it was pretty stupid, really really stupid. it's not like I have toxic parents or I was ugly, they call me pretty I really appreciate it too. it's just I pity my parents for having such a child who isn't good at anything. I'm always jealous when my friends are having fun with each other without me. I stopped self-harming a few weeks ago but it's getting bad again. idk if I would be alive for my birthday too. my exams are coming up and school is going on, I can't hold any more the same humiliation, same faces disgusted in my classroom, same time being called useless by teachers. It's breaking me up that I can't even explain it in words. I'm so scared of everyone and everything. I don't wanna do this anymore but I'm scared of death too. My parents keep scolding me to speak up or study and I just fight back sometimes but I know they are right and I'm just a coward. I keep losing my childhood friends one by one. My mom says friends don't matter in your school life but how am I supposed to explain that no one even wanna sit near me or talk to my school and I can hear them laughing like they are laughing at me. it's scary. and makes me cry but I can't in front of them. I wrote so much sorry about that. i cut a few parts
if you are reading this, yes, you, youre amazing and awesome and wonderful and sweet, and if people think of you any other way, they are wronger than wrong. it doesnt matter who you are, how you are, youre amazing and special to me. you are one in 7 billion. feel free to vent in the replies! please just smile, everything will be alright.
@@idk.avalee heyy...don’t worry okay buddy? you don’t need to think that about yourself. drink some water, go on a walk, take a break. you’ll feel amazing after. if anyone tells you that you’re the worst person or if they tell you you’re horrible or sum shit, tell them to shut up. YOU are the only one to dictate your life and no one else☺️
Totally not listening to this after I had a breakdown texting my father who is mentally fucking me up. Also may I know where the photo is from? Did you just google for something because I wanna save that and if there's more context to it I wanna know
⚠️DONT SCROLL⚠️ YOU- yes you! You’re perfect! Make sure to drink something and it better not be caffeine drink some damn water :< Get some food if you haven’t already Stop doing what you’re doing and take a break go outside and get some fresh air :) REMEMBER I love your eyes I love your smile I love your laugh I love your hair I love how nice you are I love that you’re still here I love how strong you are I love how funny you are You aren’t to loud You aren’t to quiet You aren’t ugly You aren’t to fat You aren’t to skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t to clingy You don’t deserve anything bad that’s happened to you You aren’t a cry baby You aren’t a waste of space You are a cute funny nice caring random person that didn’t deserve any of the shit that brought you here now! You’re perfect even if you don’t think you’re perfect you’re perfect! 🫂here’s a hug and a little froggy 🐸 I hope you have an amazing day and you are super duper happy and safe!!! :3 -a random teenager
@@JFK_origAnytime dude! :) really hope you’re having an okay ish day at least (hopefully better than okay ish but even slightly okay is an accomplishment!) :) also if you ever need someone to talk to I keep up with the replies on my comments as much as I can so we can chat or you can vent if you need and if not that’s good to :) wish you the best and I hope you have a great day and I hope everything gets better for you in the future!
I’m not here to vent. I’m here to offer all you beautiful people support, if anyone wants to vent in a response to this message, please feel free to. In life, it’s hard to vent to someone you know because you fear they might judge you, or worry about you or try to fix something that is helpless. So maybe if it’s someone random who can’t tell anyone, or do anything bad, but can still listen and support, it might make a difference :)
I have been feeling super down lately starving myself and doing sh and tomorrow is my birthday and I don’t know what my life is anymore and the only thing to feel something is through music
Happy early birthday! please eat and trust me you get through this and if no one has told you this yet, you are important and you are the only one who can play this specific role in life no one else can, and life is a journey your just lost at the moment not forever.
@@3levated3ssense we need more ppl like you on earth my eyes are tearing cuz nobody ever said something that sweet and nice to me I wish you will never go trough like me in life and wish you a happy and healthy life
I was starving myself two years ago I was pretty good looking back then Now I over eat and I just hate it but I don't have the courage to start working out
Vent (?) So i am a writer. Three years ago i created a book series what i really loved and a lot of ppl would cheer me and want it to be published. I had this bad habit of writing in classes when i got bored. And one day i had some argument with my class girls, wich lead to them teaming up against me and blaming me bc i write during classes. My eyes started to sweat. I ran to bathroom and cried for the whole break. I had a complete mental breakdown. When i walked back to class, i felt like something in me had break... It was a huge trauma for me and the day even got worse.... Two year later, today. I have gotten over my trauma and i'm now going to publish my book! But this trauma took away the thing i loved the most for two years... It was horrible, i still have a scar from that...
This made me cry so much bc my friend(crush) said he likes my other friend and I was gonna tell I like him but I didn’t want to ruin and this reminds me of it
My dog was put down today. He was my best friend and I was his. We did everything together I’m glad I made his life matter. He was always so happy when he was with me. I loved waking up and seeing him outside my room as if he was waiting. He was there for me in my darkest days and I was there for him. My family couldn’t give him a better life than he had. I just know he isn’t in anymore pain in heaven with my grandpa. I recently got a fish and my dad said if it died we would give it to my dog it was funny but idk. I told my grandma what he said and she said not if he dies first. She didn’t need to say that. It just sucks that she was right. My best friend is gone. I don’t know what to do. Seeing his collar, toys, fav pillow, his spot he lays everyday with nothing there. He’s actually gone.
My brother died yesterday last thing he said was 'When I die I'll come back as blue dog-' and he died before finnishing. After that day I been feeling way more weaker and sadder but few hours ago I saw blue (spayed) dog... And It felt like the dog knew me..
The hand though.. It reminds me of someone in particular. I will not say who, but please if ur reading this, I hope and pray you’ll get better. If you’re suffering you aren’t alone in that suffering. There’s a deep rabbit hole that someone else has fallen into.
Hope you doing okay? Today I just found out that my “best friend” likes the boy I liked after I told her I liked him and now their dating.....I guess I was thinking the truth but I’m trying to act like if I don’t care because I don’t wanna to be seen crying over a boy but it’s hard to hold it in....:/
@@k1ra540 I mean your fiend can’t control who she loves unless it was something to spite you, which i’m guessing that’s what she was meaning to do. I’m hoping your doing alright
You came here to feel like you fit in, guess what! To the ppl that came for that reason, you fit in no matter what, you’re a human being, and deserve to be loved! 🫶
It’s ok to admit that your sad. We can’t all be happy. It’s ok to cry. ITS OK
@SeiIsAReindeerbeautiful quote :0
no it's not my eyes hurt I can't cry for 2-3 hours every day I'm tired
No my parents just say there gonna give me something to cry abt they don’t give a single shot abt me
Ty
I grew up with shut up and stop crying so whenever I cry I tell my self to stop but your quote made me a lil bit happier so thank you ❤
Listening to this while writing fanfiction, 10/10 made me get into the murdered mood.
what’s the show/movie/book it’s based from? :0
AAIT THATS SO SMART. I CAN NEVER FIND THE RIGHT SONG TO LISTEN TOO WHILE WRITING
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ME TOO IM LITERALLY WRITING SO MUCH ANGST RHSHHENANEB
What fanfiction?
If anyone is reading this I hope you are happy after trying so hard. Trying to make everyone smile besides yourself. Trying to act like you're fine. Trying not to slink into the shadows. Trying not to ask for help. Trying not to be annoying. Trying not to starve yourself. Trying to not scream and cry. Trying to be perfect. Trying to be good enough for your parents. Trying to be a good friend/partner. Trying to last the day. Just know your doing great and feel free to comment anything about yourself or personal issues that you are trying so hard with on this comment. Now smile because I think you need one.
These audios really help with relaxing and just helping me get through the day.
I feel like I'm just not good enough because my family says "Omg you just ruined the family photo leave!" and I would just leave because they make me feel like I'm not real...
hii! *gonna vent >*
well i just hate life and im still young n all but it hurts so much. i hate my father. i live w him n all yk but he j gets so angry at me all the time n even tonight he said 'whats wrong w u?' and i play basketball but im not with any of my friends coz apparently im not as good as any of them n stuff.
and i broke my **(tw- sh)** my streak of how long i went of not barcoding and i had just had enough and i started again. and every night i cry because i really j want to k*s but i cant. because everyone around me will be shattered to hear it and its j sad because ill miss them, but im hurting too much.
i hate my body image, the way i laugh, my legs, my stomach, my skin, the things people comment on i just cant deal with anymore bro. i hate this home, i hate this house and i just want to escape all this.
Imma vent too
I was not really sure about myself. I usually am very insecure of myself for being so weird.
I always feel insecure of my body shape. I used to starve myself before. but now, When I don't I get comments like "oh stop eating so much fatty" I have also been really stressed for some reason. I always feel like there is no meaning of life I feel empty and unwanted. I have been hated so much for not being "normal" I force myself not to be weird. I can't even interact easily without being judged. I laugh it off and then lock myself in the Bathroom and have a breakdown. I feel so empty. I don't feel empathy or sympathy but I can't show it without being judged I always have felt like a very unwanted person.
and I also have some family issues :(
Thanks for letting me vent...
I can be a very chatty person and sometimes other people want to talk to someone else in that moment, so while in the middle of me saying something to someone, i get interrupted by them and the person I was talking to turns their attention to them. I've never really been someone to need lots of attention, at all. But now all I want and need is attention because I feel like it's always getting taken away from me. This then causes me to become very quiet around certain people when they're with certain other people.
I also have a hard time with how I look. To start off, I have natural red hair and a lot of freckles and people always comment on them saying how nice they are and how they wish they had that too. Which is very nice of them to do so, and ngl I like when they comment about it nicely. But the people who make fun of me for having red hair, that's what hurts. Getting called red, ginger, getting related to non-living characters. That stuff kinda hurts. And it's always the first thing people notice about me. It's like it's apart of my personality. And I've asked to dye my hair but my mom won't let me, and my hairdresser dons't want too.
Along with all that, I have a bad image of my body. Now not saying I have body dysmorphia or anything, but it's just hard. I compare myself to other people all the time wishing I had their body and their looks. I look at myself and shame myself for looking a certain way. I just can never seem to see any good in how I look. And it takes a tool on me. I've tried dressing nice and I've tried body positivity, but I can never seem to be happy with myself. Not long ago I cut back on eating and tried to push myself to become thinner, but it didn't do anything for me. I only feel "good" about my body when I can hide it. And that's pretty much why I wear baggy clothes.
I'm sorry about this. It probably all sounds really stupid.
Just Perfect timing! Lol
You okay?
@@anonymous-os2xh Nope
@@thetiredbean1487 Awh, I’m so sorry. If u need to vent or talk about anything I’m here
@@anonymous-os2xh Aww Thank you
I hope you feel happier! Even though I don’t know you I love you! (not in that way-)
''i want to cry but i cant get anything out of my eyes'' i relate to that so fucking much, i want to just have a mental breakdown but i can't, i stare at nothing while wanting to cry but can't.
my uncles dog Buttons who was 100 years old in human years was born blind, i went over to my uncles house with my mom because i wanted to go over to meet buttons again because i felt he was going to die soon, i just sat down beside him while my mom and uncle were in the kitchen and i started to breakdown into tears while looking at him, what was nice was that even though he was blind, he wasn't deaf and he could hear that i was crying and he understood what i was feeling, he started licking my tears away and sat in my lap as i cried as quietly as i could with him on my lap and im hugging him with my arms wrapped around him. i was 8.
he unfortunately soon did die, R.I.P Buttons.
its so hard in school i feel like everyone makes fun of me for not being able to not learn as fast as them, im known in school as the ''dumb girl''.
and also my memory is fucking shit i can't even remember fractions or addition. i used to be so good at doing them in 3rd grade but now i just cant do them..
there was some teachers who used to help me when i was in 3rd grade which was the time i didnt need any help .. wheres help when i actually need it?
my friend 2 days ago said i was a heartless monster who didnt care about anyone.
i did so much for him and he says that shit about me just because we were having an argument..
idek what to say anymore, theres more but yk.. its whatever
Life is hard but I just wanted you to know I care ❤
@@-Ny0ka thank u
I feel you. The world can be a terrible place, but just remember there will always be someone there for you.❤
@@-0Ray0- thank you
I feel you so much. Life isn’t fair, and it turns its back on you when you need it the most. If you ever need anything, come to these videos and we’ll all help you the best that we can ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.
So uh my sister died 4 days after my birthday, my “best friend” said that she doesn’t know why I even care, and that our “friendship” is more important than my sisters life. And today I was pulled out of school early to get her remains. I wasn’t prepared to hold her ashes, I ended breaking down in the middle of the hospital.
I’m sorry to hear about your loss, I hope you will be able to find some better friends.I hope you and your family are doing well.
I’m so sorry. You deserve better friends. And your sister will always be with you. You’re very strong for having gone through what you have. I wish you and your family the best.
I'm so sorry to hear that I hope you feel better☺️ make yourself happy your sister will be happy if she sees you happy. Promise she is in a beautiful place. The place have a Bright light. She'll always there for you. she is watching you. she felt sad when your sad..
You p00r thing :((
I can't believe I'm just seeing this comment I hope you get better overtime you're so much more worthy than your disgustingly despising friend I hope they rot all the way to the 9th ring of hell, I really hope you get the best of luck throughout your whole life and I hope the rest of your family members stay as healthy as possible you don't deserve to feel that pain.
The rooftop one that scream scared the living shit out of me
ME TOO
SAME I ALMOST SHIT MYSELF
SAME 😭😭😭
Nha fr same
What scream
Use me as “ I wanna hug “ button .
🤗
🤗🤗🤗 i need now smn to hug
Me please 🫂
I’m 2 years late but 🫂
I've never really hugged anyone😅
4:22 that almost gave me a heart attack🤐( it's 3 am for me right now)
omg same! I was so startled lmao
Same man I jumped 💀
Samee (╥﹏╥)
~time stamps~
0:00 - pope is a rockstar✨
0:36 - i cant handle change🙁
1:25 - daddy issues 😩
2:07 - juliet👩🏽
2:52 - tree house 🏡
3:38 - ylang ylang 💔
4:13 - school roof top🏫
4:52 - love in the dark 🖤
5:51 - the beach🌊
6:42 - stranger🎨
7:12 - black out days ⛈
7:48 - mirror masa🪞
8:37 - 4 morant🌴
9:19 - after dark🎆
9:48 - bellyache🤢
-enjoy *also in desc*
I love this and the emojis lol
🥰🥰
@-.ctrl.alt.- tysm
👧🏽
400 like but their already in the vid
0:00 pope is a Rock star
0:36 i can't handle change
1:25 daddy issues
2:07 Juliet
2:52 tree house
3:40 Ylang Ylang
4:13 school rooftop
4:54 love in the dark
5:52 the beach
6:43 still don't know my name
7:11 black out days
7:47 mirror masa
8:26 4 morant
9:17 after dark
9:48 bellyache
You have very great music taste✨✨✨
This is perfect for taking a test then just listing to it so relaxing
yes, its also great when u are crying and you failed the test :D
Yes, Also I love ur pfp ^^
I- im starving my self so-
thank you so much, I love your dream smp pfp
@@Iwillk1llyou I’m late but I will take one strand of ur hair if u don’t stop >:( /hj
(I know it’s not easy to stop but idk how to comfort people)
tears are words that the heart cannot express.
Vent: I have two best friends, but this past week they have been leaving me out. When I expressed how I felt they called me dramatic emo an annoying. I’m can’t do this anymore.
They probably don't deserve hope you find some good new bffs.
This was amazing but the school rooftop one scared the crap out of me💀
The scream tho- 💀
FR 😭
Nearly shit meself 😂😭
@@Amber_r0e Literally lmfao
i know i was falling asleep- 💀
These music are relatable and calming at the same time..
Love poems:
We see each other in the halls.
I wave hello wanting to be friends.
Now i’m in your bed,
in yours arms,
us sharing a tender kiss.
sad poem (tw death) :
We see each other in the halls,
i wave hello wanting to be friends.
We become friends,
now we become strangers,
your memory’s play in my head as i see you in your casket.
weird poem:
I see you in the hall,
your with my friend.
You look at me,
i don’t like the vibe your eyes give me..
more sad poems (tw) :
Why?
Why am i standing here alone?
In the pouring rain under this tree.
Why did you leave?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why couldn’t you just stay?
Now i have to witness a rock,
that says your name..
He told me to stop,
i was addicted.
Now i sit here,
with another cigarette in my fingers.
You.
You?
Why you?
Why do i love you still?
Your buried cause of them..
I need her..
i can’t be here without her.
where is she?
then i realized.
Love with sadness:
“so?”
“okay ig”
my flushed cheeks,
turn even more red..
I just wish you didn’t go with her.
I still love you though.
Even though your with him,
my mind will fall asleep at night thinking,
what would have happened if she didn’t start that rumor.
ugh, my dog ran away 2 months ago and hasn’t came back yet.. perfect playlist. Her name was Nina, I cried for 2 days straight after her disappearance. 🤕
Is Nina back?.....
hay I know how that fells my dog got stolen out of our backyard a little while ago and I miss her so much I would give an thing to have her back... her name was une god I miss her !!! but did you ever find your pup?
@@Bonecollector-mq4tr yes me too my big cat named Harry, ran away and never came back on a winter day, I cry so much even to this day (this was about a month ago)
About 2 years ago my cat Sassy ran away. She was nearing the end and didn't want us to see. She never came back. I hope Nina came back though!
Some pets go away because they know they gonna die and don't want the owner to be sad😢
Your talent for making playlist like this one definitely come from the fact that you're a Sherlock fan (saying that bcs of your pfp)
And if your not
Then you're just talented and that's great because I can't even breathe so... yeah-
thank uuuu
@@1milliondollaredits ong
did u get the image from google or is it yours ?
This
Is
Absolutely
AMAZING! I love it! Thank you!!
I am listening to these because it has become apparent to me recently that I have no real friends.
They always hang out together without inviting me and then talk about how great it was right in front of me the next day.
They would rather talk to each other than me. They all have best friends in the group and I’m just kinda there.
They also have multiple group chats without me on and they talk about how great they are frequently.
I know you probably don’t want to read this but I have no one to vent to and I hope you can’t relate. Have a good day ❤
Isolate yourself I did that and found more inner peace and the right friend will come your way:) I know it don’t worry kiddo you may be young and I am to but you don’t need fake friends they will only make you feel even lonelier. I wish you the best
@@Phonkislife2 thank you so much this is what I needed to hear :)
Nah bro I would be a real friend to u I'm having issues so many 🙂but losing them and being kinda lonely would be better because I lost everyone I died now 😁feels so good losing them being alone is not good but if i meet u I will be kind to u ❤️🙂
I used too be like that but they also treated me like shit and it got so bad that I started doing SH but then I met 2 people and their my best friends now! And 5o anyone reading this... IT WILL GET BETTER!
@@dis-bi-bish I’m sorry that you ever had to go through that. ❤️ and I’m happy to say that I am doing much better now. I have made a few really good friends that I am so grateful for 😊 and although I still talk to my old friend group I distanced myself from them considerably . Anyway I’m 16 this year so I can leave and go to a collage to start fresh 😀
All i can say is....
WHY IS THIS SO GOOD IMMA SUB!!!!😊
thankssss
IKRRR
All I can say is……
Why did this hit too close to home
WHAT HAPPENED TO HIS HAND IS HE OK?!
this is the perfect playlist of sad songs all relating to me in some way but just yea id listen to this when im sad like rn cause i miss a friend and at the very end of the songs i know that this has made me feel better in some way so thanks i love you have a great day wherever you are
*your enough, as special as special itself*
Little me: *learning how to draw and sing*
Me now: go little rock star...
Pov: ur sitting in a empty parking lot crying while listing to this
2:14 man im inlove with cavetown, love all of his songs♡♡♡ this is my favorite song from him!![ima sub to you!! All of these songs are amazing and actually calm/relatable songs and not rap songs for once!!]
8:09that actually scared my because with was listening with air pods 🥲
OMG SAME
I was sad and then this randomly pop out
Poems i made :)
These are pretty sad so uh yeah if you can't handle very sad I recommend not reading these
Running
Faster and faster
I can't keep up
I'm losing her
The infection
I didn't make it in time
My love..
A zombie
(Tw)
The air drifting through me
Tears come out of my eyes
But will never hit my skin
I'm hurt
Torn
Betrayed
I see it
The end
Goodbye
Serenity calmness
It stabilizes me
It keeps me in line
But yet it destroys me
Like those ocean eyes
Hurting me everytime I see them
They give others envy
I want them gone
I want new eyes
I don't want these blue eyes
!Vent!
You probably dont wanna read this, its kinda cringey id say 😬
I love the 4th one. Reminds me of my bully at school. She has brown/green eyes, but i hate them so much. Any one with brown-green eyes makes me think of her and i hate it. I hate her stupid smile and her stupid face but I cant get her off my mind. It makes me tremble, thinking about the things she did to me in the past. And the fact that she is my Ex makes it even worse and i feel even more humiliated when i see her. I freeze when i see her, she is horrible, but i have my friend! But she has to go next year and then ill be alone. I dont want to meet anyone new, anyone new to have to protect me. I guess ill just have to deal with it. She is too strong and last time i tried to do something about it i got in trouble. Not her.
Ill just have to be patient for the end.
Hopefully soon.
Or never.
Will the torture ever end?
Ah.. I recommend not posting these online before you publish them you can make money off of these or someone will copy them
The second one I feel 😢
I'm listening to this while trying to sleep and the screaming 😭😭😭😭
“Pope is a rockstar”
“You take your clothes of”
Are actually the lyric’s, look it up
And don’t worry, I’m just as traumatized as you are.
samr
Not been having a great time recently, perfect timing ^^
wish you the best
my face:😑
my mind:😁
my actual mind:...😞
Same tho
*me crying*
*ad* " grammerly can help!"
Perfect timing for me to find this while I find out the person I like likes my sis :))
The person I like likes my “best friend” :)) but hope you doing okay
I’m so sorry for y’all
Oh dang that sucks :( I understand..I have a twin and the person I like likes her bc she’s prettier lol
Hello to anyone reading this I want you to have a amazing day. Go put yourself out there. You can change the path of your day but just stepping out into the world because you are beautiful, amazing, talented and most of all you are enough. So you go out and do you and people will love you for that
Hey ya see the person in the photo with the blood well uhm I picked at my skin near there I have two scars and I can't let my mom see it would break her.... how do i remove scars.. please ... this can't be permanent I'm gonna cry
I'm sorry but if it's a deep scar I would stay there for a year or more
@@1milliondollaredits thank you for atleast telling me I just hope it dosent stay too long have a good day /night
Well I did sh once when I was 10 and tho’s where really deep scars so what I did just put makeup on it
Tysm for this, i love the audios. Since others are explaing why they are sad im going to vent too:
My whole life i always did something wrong, but i never really mean to. Im just always ruining something withot thinking. Some bigger things more than others. I feel guilt and sadness for this but i just feel like im not justified to be sad because i havent really gone through anything. In the past i was called a pick me boy or a person with a big ego. So i am always held back by those thoughts. I feel sad, i feel desperate and guillty because i always f.ck something up when i love someone like a crush. And the people i am friends with and surround myself with have gone through actual things and have reasons to be sad. I always hate being myself bc thats what got me here unintentionally. This always led to me being self concious about everything i do, if i think im saying to much about how i feel or what i think i always hold myself back and just think "you should stop talking". I never tell anyone anything bc of this and i dont wanna waste time and money on things such as therapy. Plus, my whole life my parents wanted the better for me, to be smart, happy, and have nice hings like clothes,a guitar and things. And i just feel horrible, other people who deserve this all bc of how much they achieved, worked, and how much nicer they are. i appreciate a lot of things now but still dont feel like that all the time even though i want to, which makes me feel fake and like im doing it just for attention. This year i wanted to have videos and pictures and memories and collages so i can look back at something that makes me feel a real emotion, one that doesnt feeedited and fake when i just thought of something i relate to that i can add to in my mind. People arent perfect but im just not perfect at being imperfect, i cant decide, i want to feel happy and better but i just feel so selfish wanting things like that for me and not my friends who went through abuse, hate, divorced parents, breakdowns, preasurre, and heavy criticism. And i just always try to get others like my friends opinions on everything, so i can know how i look and sound and seem. So i know im not just spoon feeding myself the wrong things, but if i ask to much they might think somethings wrong with me. To be honest though, i edited this comment like 4 times reading other comments and seeing that i feel the same way, adding more layers to my sob story. thanks,im sorry for making you read all this, i just have a lot i dont know how to process i geuss.
if u want to hear more of my vent i can i jut feel guilty, sorry heh
@@iinxrwhalz1208 it’s ok bud let out what you feel most of the time you don’t need to feel pain just emptiness that void that won’t allow you to be happy
@@Phonkislife2 thanks for this! Im starting to ask if i need help so i can get help, so im doing better :)
@@iinxrwhalz1208 ok that’s good
*bubs... your enough
everyone makes mistakes
i love you so much
your as special as special itself*
The miss or masa one gave me chills when it came to the knocking I felt like I was going to die right then and there 😂
After the second one I’m literally crying, I’m actually serious it just describes that one part of me when my parents yell at me
Hello stranger who is reading this, i know it's hard but i promise you everything in the end will be ok, there is always a little light shinning in the darkness, i know that i will never meet you, but i want to let you know that you are an amazing person, intelligent, kind, no matter what, love you and a virtual hugs for you, i wish you the best of luck with you're life right now, the future you is so proud of you ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
I lost my brother when he was just 4 years old about a week after his birthday and my family was never told what caused his passing it was something to do with heart but we never knew what and it was the most painful we have ever gone through it felt like a huge puzzle piece was gone from our family and when it was his funeral I cried for the entire thing until I pretty much felt sick and I miss him so much it’s been 5 years and the pain still hasn’t gone like sometimes I wish it was me who died and not him and it’s his birthday today and I want to stay strong for my family but it’s so hard and I just miss him so much because he may have only lived for 4 years but those were the best years of my life and the amount of people who have told me to get over it or it’s not important that he died is one of the worst things someone can say because they have never gone through what I have gone through but somehow these audios help me get all my emotion out so I’m ready for a long painful day ahead of me
The first one is "pope is a rockstar"
But a great video still
*there are timestamps in the description, anyways..have a nice day, stranger*
Thanks I was searching the comments for it but I was your comment
I DIDN'T HAVE TO SKIP ANYTHING OMG YAY
I don’t know who needs to hear this but things truly do get better. I’ve experienced dark times myself but I’ve improved so much. The light at the end of the tunnel is the most beautiful thing you’ll see so keep going even though it’s tough.
Aye indeed it is
this playlist is amazing.
this playlist always gets me to tears. thank you😌
Damn this was so good I wish it was longer 😞✨😭❤️
Adding to my playlist
i really needed this
This has been a bad week😳😳
Crying , studying , & listening to sad edit audios >>>>>>
My volume was max in this 4:23 😭
Me too 😵
That terrified me😭😭
The picture hits diffrent..
bro that scream in the school roof top audio scared me lol
I love you! This helped me write my side character her breakdown
Idk I sometimes just listen to theas bc they are really relaxing and help me clear my mind
1:25 the lyrics literally describe my older sister and my older brother 😭
I've listened to this playlist Alot, I started listen during my SH and I would cry everytime
Nowadays I can't cry anymore.
my SH is the reason I don't cry
@@1milliondollaredits I'm glad we relate :)
I can relate :/
If you want to vent, you can do it under this comment.
I suffer too, I'm not going to judge you for what you're going to say.
Love u
Imma vent here too
I was not really sure about myself. I usually am very insecure of myself for being so weird.
I always feel insecure of my body shape. I used to starve myself before. but now, When I don't I get comments like "oh stop eating so much fatty" I have also been really stressed for some reason. I always feel like there is no meaning of life I feel empty and unwanted. I have been hated so much for not being "normal" I force myself not to be weird. I can't even interact easily without being judged. I laugh it off and then lock myself in the Bathroom and have a breakdown. I feel so empty. I don't feel empathy or sympathy but I can't show it without being judged I always have felt like a very unwanted person.
and I also have some family issues :(
Thanks for letting me vent...
@@petloveandother3680 I hope you'll feel better soon.
Even if I don't know you, I'm proud of you because you're still here even after the bad things that happened/are happening
I have never vented to anyone so this is gonna be my first time.
my birthday is coming soon this march, I thought that I will workout/self-care and other stuff and gaining some weight to look healthy. it was pretty stupid, really really stupid. it's not like I have toxic parents or I was ugly, they call me pretty I really appreciate it too. it's just
I pity my parents for having such a child who isn't good at anything. I'm always jealous when my friends are having fun with each other without me. I stopped self-harming a few weeks ago but it's getting bad again. idk if I would be alive for my birthday too. my exams are coming up and school is going on, I can't hold any more
the same humiliation, same faces disgusted in my classroom, same time being called useless by teachers. It's breaking me up that I can't even explain it in words.
I'm so scared of everyone and everything.
I don't wanna do this anymore but I'm scared of death too. My parents keep scolding me to speak up or study and I just fight back sometimes but I know they are right and I'm just a coward.
I keep losing my childhood friends one by one. My mom says friends don't matter in your school life but how am I supposed to explain that no one even wanna sit near me or talk to my school and I can hear them laughing like they are laughing at me. it's scary. and makes me cry but I can't in front of them.
I wrote so much sorry about that. i cut a few parts
Sorry for venting but here
@@wereallgonnadie.8490 tysm :)
This helps me get my emotions out when my parents want me too and I need do too.. thank you for making this sometimes people need to cry
How did you get the scream on school rooftop song
if you are reading this, yes, you, youre amazing and awesome and wonderful and sweet, and if people think of you any other way, they are wronger than wrong. it doesnt matter who you are, how you are, youre amazing and special to me. you are one in 7 billion. feel free to vent in the replies! please just smile, everything will be alright.
Thanks yo I already knew but it's nice to confirm y'know 😩🖐💅💖
thank you so much :DDD you're such an amazing person! you are too one in 7 billion :DDD
i dont even know if i am anymore..
@@idk.avalee heyy...don’t worry okay buddy? you don’t need to think that about yourself. drink some water, go on a walk, take a break. you’ll feel amazing after. if anyone tells you that you’re the worst person or if they tell you you’re horrible or sum shit, tell them to shut up. YOU are the only one to dictate your life and no one else☺️
my favourite teacher left today, I’m literally a mess 💀😭
Totally not listening to this after I had a breakdown texting my father who is mentally fucking me up.
Also may I know where the photo is from? Did you just google for something because I wanna save that and if there's more context to it I wanna know
I can send u the photo in pintrest, do u have pintrest?
@@1milliondollaredits Yes I do, but I already found it by now. Still thank you
DIOOS ME ENCANTAA
Who played bloody nuckles?-
This is just amazing 💞
"I can see it on your face it was rough..left a bad taste on your tongue."
*realizing all that trauma*
And thats on crying for 5 hours straight
The hand ;-;
I feel the pain XD
I needed to let it all out and this playlist helped a lot
You earned a new sub, and the music feels like my life. :)
i love this . It brings back the past when i had my grandfather and my tia and cousin ily❤️
⚠️DONT SCROLL⚠️
YOU- yes you! You’re perfect! Make sure to drink something and it better not be caffeine drink some damn water :<
Get some food if you haven’t already
Stop doing what you’re doing and take a break go outside and get some fresh air :)
REMEMBER
I love your eyes
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your hair
I love how nice you are
I love that you’re still here
I love how strong you are
I love how funny you are
You aren’t to loud
You aren’t to quiet
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t to fat
You aren’t to skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t to clingy
You don’t deserve anything bad that’s happened to you
You aren’t a cry baby
You aren’t a waste of space
You are a cute funny nice caring random person that didn’t deserve any of the shit that brought you here now!
You’re perfect even if you don’t think you’re perfect you’re perfect!
🫂here’s a hug and a little froggy 🐸
I hope you have an amazing day and you are super duper happy and safe!!! :3
-a random teenager
Thank you.. It was really needed ❤️🩹
@@JFK_origAnytime dude! :) really hope you’re having an okay ish day at least (hopefully better than okay ish but even slightly okay is an accomplishment!) :) also if you ever need someone to talk to I keep up with the replies on my comments as much as I can so we can chat or you can vent if you need and if not that’s good to :) wish you the best and I hope you have a great day and I hope everything gets better for you in the future!
First
I’m not here to vent. I’m here to offer all you beautiful people support, if anyone wants to vent in a response to this message, please feel free to. In life, it’s hard to vent to someone you know because you fear they might judge you, or worry about you or try to fix something that is helpless. So maybe if it’s someone random who can’t tell anyone, or do anything bad, but can still listen and support, it might make a difference :)
You ruined me I can’t put any effort into any relationships because I think there all gonna leave me like he did but I still love him :/
I have been feeling super down lately starving myself and doing sh and tomorrow is my birthday and I don’t know what my life is anymore and the only thing to feel something is through music
Happy early birthday! please eat and trust me you get through this and if no one has told you this yet, you are important and you are the only one who can play this specific role in life no one else can, and life is a journey your just lost at the moment not forever.
@@3levated3ssense we need more ppl like you on earth my eyes are tearing cuz nobody ever said something that sweet and nice to me I wish you will never go trough like me in life and wish you a happy and healthy life
@@kuragari3899 I'm glad that things are getting better for you, and thank you! I wish you the best in life as well.
I was starving myself two years ago
I was pretty good looking back then
Now I over eat and I just hate it but I don't have the courage to start working out
@@mentallydatingregulusblack786 I used to over eat and I also still have not the courage to work out so that is a reason why I starve myself
Vent (?)
So i am a writer. Three years ago i created a book series what i really loved and a lot of ppl would cheer me and want it to be published. I had this bad habit of writing in classes when i got bored. And one day i had some argument with my class girls, wich lead to them teaming up against me and blaming me bc i write during classes. My eyes started to sweat. I ran to bathroom and cried for the whole break. I had a complete mental breakdown. When i walked back to class, i felt like something in me had break... It was a huge trauma for me and the day even got worse....
Two year later, today. I have gotten over my trauma and i'm now going to publish my book! But this trauma took away the thing i loved the most for two years... It was horrible, i still have a scar from that...
Love it so much
This made me cry so much bc my friend(crush) said he likes my other friend and I was gonna tell I like him but I didn’t want to ruin and this reminds me of it
I'm so sorry to hear that,hope you find someone who really deserves you
Me encanta escuchar estás playlist y leer los comentarios 😌💕
I was not prepared for the scream at 4:24 or near it it kinda triggered me for a second I’m shaking lol.
Amazing
BRO 8:10 SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. OMFG. I WAS JUST A COUPLE FEET AWAY FROM A DOOR. OMFGBAJDBSBJSBF
4:23
SAME
My dog was put down today. He was my best friend and I was his. We did everything together I’m glad I made his life matter. He was always so happy when he was with me. I loved waking up and seeing him outside my room as if he was waiting. He was there for me in my darkest days and I was there for him. My family couldn’t give him a better life than he had. I just know he isn’t in anymore pain in heaven with my grandpa. I recently got a fish and my dad said if it died we would give it to my dog it was funny but idk. I told my grandma what he said and she said not if he dies first. She didn’t need to say that. It just sucks that she was right. My best friend is gone. I don’t know what to do. Seeing his collar, toys, fav pillow, his spot he lays everyday with nothing there. He’s actually gone.
Why can’t you be proud of me like ,Fuck I’m trying my hardest not to fall apart. I wish everything was quiet even for a moment.
My brother died yesterday last thing he said was 'When I die I'll come back as blue dog-' and he died before finnishing. After that day I been feeling way more weaker and sadder but few hours ago I saw blue (spayed) dog... And It felt like the dog knew me..
I’m listing to this because I had to go to 10 schools to find somebody to care and I couldn’t make a single friend😌
Pov: you are in the floor crying while you hear this thinking that you are not enough
The hand though..
It reminds me of someone in particular. I will not say who, but please if ur reading this, I hope and pray you’ll get better. If you’re suffering you aren’t alone in that suffering. There’s a deep rabbit hole that someone else has fallen into.
this is perfect
Wow, this is perfect for when i am having a mental breakdown! 🦋❤
I see today My Crush and My Best Friend Kissing :)) im Pervecty Fine...;D
finally a good one ty!
This was nice… I just realized friend I loved and had a crush on doesn’t care about me.. I needed an audio for a vent
Hey bud, you doing good today? i relate and under how heart breaking with what happened, genuinely, so i wanted to check up
Hope you doing okay? Today I just found out that my “best friend” likes the boy I liked after I told her I liked him and now their dating.....I guess I was thinking the truth but I’m trying to act like if I don’t care because I don’t wanna to be seen crying over a boy but it’s hard to hold it in....:/
@@k1ra540 I mean your fiend can’t control who she loves unless it was something to spite you, which i’m guessing that’s what she was meaning to do. I’m hoping your doing alright
@@BLACKROCKSGR3ATEST I am doing better, it’s taken a bit but I’m starting to work through it!
@@V4L3NTiN33 That’s awesome!! i’m very happy for you, hope everything goes well
You came here to feel like you fit in, guess what! To the ppl that came for that reason, you fit in no matter what, you’re a human being, and deserve to be loved! 🫶
5:51
I absolutely adore the instrumental to this song and i’m so thankful it was added in..
@ᴢᴀᴇ-ᴢᴀᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴ⚢ꨄ you saw nothing… 😕😕
thanks love ur a blessing