Modern Baseball - "Note to Self" (Official Audio)

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  • “Note to Self” by Modern Baseball from the LP/CD/CS/Digital “Holy Ghost" available on Run For Cover Records on May 13, 2016.
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    Lyrics:
    Holt's above my hideout
    I dug this hole beneath the floorboards
    Buzzing bad and locked in
    Try to not recall
    Counting numbered days from the wheel we cried to clutch
    Looking for some inspired land
    But all I found were empty cans and cigarette butts
    Lining dirty parking lots in Ottawa
    (Glazed eyes, trying to rub away at the sketches of the...)
    Daytime. When every second of sun's the same
    What's the point of staying awake?
    Your hands are out and I see
    You're asking me for a vowel but I am weak and I am stubborn
    So I'll say "This is all I have right now"
    But I want to make something good
    I want to make something better
    Something that cannot leave the ground
    Unless we lift it up together
    Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away
    But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day
    It's a note to self mislaid
    You ate the words you always used to say
    There will be no more fucking around today
    Drunk and worthless, spewing bullshit all across the stage
    Wake up and we find new hiding places
    Trying desperately to escape
    The glare from our stupid, spineless
    (I don't believe you, you're all the same)
    Words just whining, every fucking day
    What do I really want to say?
    Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away
    But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day
    It's a note to self mislaid
    You ate the words you always used to say
    There will be no more fucking around today
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ความคิดเห็น • 52

  • @BigJYeungling
    @BigJYeungling 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    This record is a true American treasure.

  • @jimparker7758
    @jimparker7758 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "Pretending we feel safe right here gets harder everyday." 💯😔

  • @ben.2760
    @ben.2760 6 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    The line "There will be no more fucking around today" hits me so hard. It makes me want to take the initiative to be myself and start living the way that I want and NEED to live. I'm so grateful for this band for being so genuine and honest.

    • @lidicat4
      @lidicat4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel the same way! Even after 3 years, heh. Hope you have a great life!

    • @snoovian7951
      @snoovian7951 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lidicat4 make that four years now, hope everyone else here who's ever listened to this song and stared at the celling can find the strength to live our lives the fullest.

    • @lidicat4
      @lidicat4 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@snoovian7951 You are a legend, I sincerely hope the same for you! ❤️ I'm already starting doing that even if it's small steps :)

  • @pibb2474
    @pibb2474 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I've been listening to this album since its release, but I only just now realized that this song, more than any other on the album, hinted that they were in their final stretches as a band. Jake wanted to start saying something more profound with their music, and he saw Bren was struggling, but he didn't want Bren to leave. He wanted to build something bigger and better together.

    • @evanteague1640
      @evanteague1640 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      just had this same realization today, actually. hits hard

  • @tonynurrahman3467
    @tonynurrahman3467 8 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    the first hook tho.. give me chills every time.

  • @blakecunningham5454
    @blakecunningham5454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    How does this song not have more comments they’re the feeling 90’s kids want from music

  • @Zerobloodify
    @Zerobloodify 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away"
    It still moves me forward, the goal is far ahead but its not impossible to reach.

  • @NigelGrab
    @NigelGrab 8 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    WHAT DO I REALLY WANT TO SAAAY

    • @Meltpop
      @Meltpop ปีที่แล้ว +4

      WHERE I WANT TO BE STILL SEEMS A THOUSAND MILES AWAY

  • @ericphillips3891
    @ericphillips3891 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    so fucking good. so underrated. this is what music should be.

  • @ludgeisatmcdonalds
    @ludgeisatmcdonalds 8 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    this is my fav song on the album tied with just another face i think

    • @kevinmootz4687
      @kevinmootz4687 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      invisible. 100% Agreed

    • @johng8671
      @johng8671 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@kevinmootz4687 MASS

    • @horse_dog
      @horse_dog 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      John G Maybe I’m in the minority here, but I think this album is a very tiny step down from “you’re gonna miss it all”

    • @caldwell9-0
      @caldwell9-0 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@horse_dog honestly i just like it because it’s their most mature album

    • @horse_dog
      @horse_dog 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@caldwell9-0 yea in the two years since i posted that comment this became my favorite album lmao

  • @aluna_planet
    @aluna_planet 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is the first time I heard Ottawa in a song!

  • @qu1tz_512
    @qu1tz_512 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Lyrics
    Holt's above my hideout
    I dug this hole beneath the floorboards
    Buzzing bad and locked in
    Try to not recall
    Counting numbered days from the wheel we cried to clutch
    Looking for some inspired land
    But all I found were empty cans and cigarette butts
    Lining dirty parking lots in Ottawa
    (Glazed eyes, trying to rub away at the sketches of the)
    Daytime. When every second of sun's the same
    What's the point of staying awake?
    Your hands are out and I see
    You're asking me for a vowel but I am weak and I am stubborn
    So I'll say: this is all I have right now
    But I want to make something good
    I want to make something better
    Something that cannot leave the ground
    Unless we lift it up together
    Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away
    But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day
    It's a note to self mislaid
    You ate the words you always used to say
    There will be no more fucking around today
    Drunk and worthless, spewing bullshit all across the stage
    Wake up and we find new hiding places
    Trying desperately to escape
    The glare from our stupid, spineless
    (I don't believe you, you're all the same)
    Words just whining, every fucking day
    What do I really want to say?
    Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away
    But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day
    It's a note to self mislaid
    You ate the words you always used to say
    There will be no more fucking around today

  • @derletztetag6790
    @derletztetag6790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I used to cry to this song every night back in 2016. oof

    • @agoraben3644
      @agoraben3644 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i cry to this song every night now

    • @Inabaedits
      @Inabaedits 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I cry to it now, proof this song is still as impactful as when it released.

  • @Nativewalker773
    @Nativewalker773 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This album gives me nostalgia because it helped me through a hard fucking time in life. Miss these guys. :(

    • @9t4nek
      @9t4nek 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      god same

    • @thehamierocket2412
      @thehamierocket2412 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      What happend to them?

    • @Nativewalker773
      @Nativewalker773 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@thehamierocket2412 They technically split because Jake and Ian made their own band while the other singer Brendan dealt with his mental health and stuff. They have a mini documentary that adds more light.

    • @horse_dog
      @horse_dog 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thehamierocket2412 they broke up in 2017 due to the stress the band put on all of them. Brendan’s struggle with mental illness didn’t help either.

  • @sdxw2cs
    @sdxw2cs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I First heard this song in 2017. Still makes my heart beat faster just like it did 5 years ago.

  • @Inabaedits
    @Inabaedits 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks for changing my life forever MOBO. You will be missed but hope you all are doing well somewhere out there.

  • @modernbeachball
    @modernbeachball 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this album saved my life

  • @uhmsirmeows
    @uhmsirmeows 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    top 3 best songs on this album frfr

  • @donat388
    @donat388 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    “words just whining, every fucking day” 💯😔

  • @masalicen7410
    @masalicen7410 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    What do I reeaaally want to SAAAAAAYYYYY

  • @rodolfobarrientes1804
    @rodolfobarrientes1804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    best song

  • @binariez
    @binariez 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just wanna leave my footstep on this legendary album

  • @Mylovejanedoe
    @Mylovejanedoe 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wrangler banger

  • @taielmonteverderozzi9047
    @taielmonteverderozzi9047 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    yeeeeeeeeeeeee

  • @haleyanderson7979
    @haleyanderson7979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This reminds me of The Front Bottoms.

  • @abbywoodcock8493
    @abbywoodcock8493 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    hell fuckin yea

  • @raulneto7063
    @raulneto7063 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this song is fucking solid!

  • @harrisonbergeron28
    @harrisonbergeron28 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Does anyone have the tabs to this song? I can't find any tabs :((

    • @nenozak714
      @nenozak714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm four years late, but in the rare case you still wanted them;
      tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/tab/modern-baseball/note-to-self-chords-1884066

  • @edboy3644
    @edboy3644 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Yo im far from okay rn idk why i commented here but shid idk

    • @eiichirose
      @eiichirose 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      what's wrong bro